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Tag One - Describing Your Blog Tag

1. Icon - Aradia Megido 2. My content - wide assortment of stuff 3. Letter Color - black 4. Header- lava 5. Url - self explanatory 6. Blog Title - emoji form of url, also self explanatory

Tag Two

Who were you named after? no one

Last time you cried? uhhh i have no sense of time and bad memory but probably like a few weeks ago?

Do you like your handwriting? not gonna lie, my handwriting is Bad

What is your favorite lunch meat? roast beef

Longest relationship? like 3 years

Do you still have your tonsils? yup

Do you bungee jump? nope

What is your favorite kind of cereal? I don’t eat much cereal but cinnamon toast crunch is good.

Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? no, and i have all my shoes loosely laces and then triple knotted so they never untie themselves

Do you think you’re strong willed? I’m pretty stubborn

Favorite ice cream? whatever available flavor has the most chocolate. like, when you go into an ice cream shop and they have something titled, like, Death By Quadruple Chocolate Explosion Violence? that one.

What is the first thing you notice about a person? idk, i’m not very observant or good with faces, so probably something like hair that you’d notice at a distance. if they look like someone else i know, i definitely notice that.

Football or baseball? neither, but baseball if I had to choose

Favorite donut? chocolate with chocolate frosting

What are you listening to? Spirit Phone album by Lemon Demon

If you were a crayon, what color would you be? this feels like one of those terrible job interview questions. blueish purple, I guess

What is your favorite smell? honeysuckle, lavender, brownies baking

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? my grandma

Hair color? brown, with faded and grown out red dye

Favorite food to eat? kraft macaroni and cheese is my comfort food

Scary movies or happy ending? both are good

Last movie you watched in a theater? i honestly don’t know, it’s been a really long time

What color shirt are you wearing? blue

Favorite holiday? halloween

Beer or wine? neither, alcohol tastes bad

Night owl or morning person? complete night owl

Favorite day of the week? Saturday I guess, but that’s just because of capitalism

Favorite animal? surprising absolutely no one, I’m gonna go with mice

Do you have a pet? a very good dog who I love a lot

Where would you like to travel? what a timely question. I’d like to go to different countries and stuff but I don’t have any specific travel goals.

I don’t feel like tagging anyone but feel free to consider yourself tagged by me if you want to be!

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Description: Dan catches Phil looking at engagement rings, but months pass and he doesn’t pop the question. Dan starts to get a little frustrated.

Genre: Fluff

Word Count: 1811

Dan and Phil sat in the lounge together, both scrolling aimlessly through Tumblr and other websites, occasionally giggling at some meme they found, or scoffing when someone tagged them in an erotic piece of fan art, occasionally sending the other some funny image they had come across. When Dan’s laptop screen shut off, he realized they had been sitting for twelve hours and it had died. He closed the lid and placed it on the table before scooting close to his boyfriend, leaned his head on his shoulder, and peeked at the screen in front of them. He was looking at rings on some jewelry website.

“Phil, as pretty as those are, why are you looking at rings?” He noticed it was in a collection of engagement rings

After a moment, Phil responded, “Dan, it’s no shock I want to get married eventually.” He clicked on another ring and read the description.

“I know that. But who said you’re going to be the one to pop the question?” He quirked a brow.

“I just want to be the one.” Phil replied quietly before clicking the URL and typing in the pizza place’s ordering page. “What kind of pizza do you want for dinner?”

The topic never came up again, much to Dan’s dismay. That conversation had been months prior, and he just wanted Phil to ask already. They had officially been together for ten years, he just wanted to be able to call Phil his forever.

Forever. He thought. Forever sounds perfect. They had already gone on their anniversary date and there wasn’t any important events happening. He didn’t know how or when Phil was going to propose, all he knew was he kept finding himself on the internet looking at venues, decorations, invitations and the like.

“Dan. I’m going up North for a few days next week.” The two were lounging in bed doing nothing in particular. They were in their pajamas cuddling, Muse quietly playing from the speakers on Dan’s phone.

“Did you want me to come?” Dan asked quietly because usually its “Dan, fancy a trip up North?” or “We’re going to my parents by the way.”

“When I leave, you’ll be headed to Louise. But, if you want you can come up for the rest of the week once you see her for the two days you were going to go. You said you needed a.. What did you call it?”

Dan sighed, “A catch up day…”

“Exactly. You’re spending the night with her anyways. Just go to her for a few days, then come on up and spend the rest of the time with me. Then we can head home together.” Dan just nodded and curled farther into him

As expected, Dan cried a little when Phil left. He waved at Phil from the platform as the tube took off. He turned to his own platform and waited for his tube to arrive to take him to Louise.

Four hours later, they sat on Lou’s couch sipping some red wine while Darcy watched cartoons. “I just don’t get it Lou. He mentioned marriage months ago. I’ve tried dropping hints he just hasn’t done it! He said he wanted to be the one to propose, and I want him to.” He takes a long sip of his drink.

“Maybe he’s scared? It’s nerve wracking, asking to spend your whole life with someone.”

“We’ve been together for ten years Lou. I’m not going anywhere.”

“I know that, and he does too. Still, this is a question with meaning. It’s not something you ask over cereal.” Dan just sighs in response. “Look, you need to get your mind off it. Tomorrow, you me and Darcy can go back to town, catch a film, get some lunch, do something. Then the next day you can head up North to your knight in tight ass skinny jeans.” He just laughed and finished his glass.

True to her word, two days later Dan sat on the tube headed to Rawtenstall. His knee bouncing and music blasted through his headphones. Earlier that day, Phil had sent him a playlist of all their favorite songs from when they first met. He couldn’t help but feel nostalgic of the first time he traveled to see him. The intercom announced they were nearing his stop, and Dan pulled his headphones out and put them away, ready to get off and see his boyfriend. He smiles softly at his actions, he truly feels like it’s 2009 again and he’s barely meeting Phil for the first time.

When he finally gets off, luggage in hand, and walks through the gate, he sees Phil looking around. When they finally lock eyes, they run towards each other and held each other tightly. They knew it was cliche and that they probably looked like awkward gazelles but neither one of them cared. They just were glad to be together again. They pull back and Dan realizes Phil has his hair pulled back down into a fringe and the black jacket he wore the first time they met was on.

“Fancy some Starbucks?” Phil gestured to the Starbucks they had went to the first time they had met.

“Always.” And with that, Phil grabbed him by the hand, not caring if people saw, and took him to Starbucks. Continuing with the theme, he told Dan to sit on the couch in the corner, the same corner they sat in the first time. He came back with two caramel macchiatos. They spent the rest of the day going to their favorite places. For the first time, they held hands in public and didn’t care about consequences. They were just happy to be together.

As the night died down, they decided to go to Phil’s parents house.

“You know what I just realized?” Dan asked as they walked hand in hand to the house. “At some point, this became your parents house, not your home. Your old bedroom became exactly that, your old room. Now, your bedroom is in London. Your home is in London.”

“It isn’t in London.” Phil said quietly. Dan’s heart dropped a bit but kept his hand in Phil’s. He stopped talking after that. Once they got to the house, Phil unlocked the door and led them inside. “My parents are out, won’t be home until tomorrow. I’ll drop this in the room. You know where the kitchen is if you want anything.” Phil walked upstairs to put Dan’s bag away.

Dan just walked to the lounge and sat. Phil was acting oddly, more distant. He was stupid to come, Phil obviously needed time away from Dan. That’s what the trip was for. He felt bad for Dan. The thoughts quickly left his mind when Phil walked in. He had his hair back in a quiff, and he wore a red button up with white flowers. Phil just smiled at Dan and asked if he wanted some dinner. Dan just nodded. In the kitchen, there was some Chinese takeout on the counter and a bottle of wine. Phil made two plates of the food, grabbed two glasses, the wine, and set them on the table. There was a fancy table cloth and some candles set. He lit the candles and pulled a seat out for Dan. Once he sat, Phil pushed in the chair and sat across from him. He poured the wine and finally spoke. They mostly made small talk. They talked about Louise, Darcy, the trip, the playlist, and finally when they finished eating, they talked about them.

“Today was about more than just you coming here.” Phil finally mentioned.

“I was a bit thrown by your decision to wear the fringe again. Must say, haven’t missed it.” Dan added sarcastically.

“I wanted to make it special. I wanted a trip down memory lane.” Phil smiled and poured more wine into both glasses. “Earlier, you mentioned London is home. I suppose yeah, in a way it is.”

Dan just looked at his plate.

“You said London wasn’t home. I’m sorry, that wasn’t what I meant. I know this is home and-”

Phil cut him off. “Dan, home is wherever you are.” Dan’s cheeks turned a light shade of pink and he smiled.

“You almost gave me a heart attack you spork.” Phil apologized and proceeded to start cleaning. It wasn’t uncommon for Phil to do this sort of thing, make dinner elaborate and fancy, be super sweet and sentimental. Dan would never admit it, but he loved it every time. Who wouldn’t?

Once the table was clear of plates and cutlery and the candles were blown out, Phil led Dan up to his room. Dan walked in first and the sight was stunning. Fairy lights were strung across the room from wall to wall hanging above their heads. Attached, pictures of them from the years they had been together. Some that they had shared to the public, most not. When he turned to face his boyfriend, the tears in his eyes threatening to spill, Phil was on one knee.

“Dan, I told you earlier that wherever you are, as long as I’m with you, I’m home. I meant it. I took you on the trip today to show you how far we have come. We’re no longer young, dumb, and careless. I can confidently say that the past ten years have been the best of my entire life and I want to be with you for the rest of it. I want to be there on your bad days when you can’t seem to get out of bed, and the good where you smile so big that your cheeks are sore after. I want to raise kids together, get a dog and a cat, an actual house we can call ours.I want to fight and argue, I want to make up, I want the good with the bad. You may not be perfect, neither am I, but I know that you’re perfect for me. So Dan, will you spend the rest of your life with me?”

He flips open the ring box. It’s the same ring from those months ago on the laptop screen. Dan doesn’t say anything, he just drops to his knees and pulls Phil into a hug. At this point, Dan sees the camera in the corner. He pulls back slightly just to attach their lips. After a minute or so, Phil pulls away, tears streaming down his face.

“Does that mean it’s a yes?”

Dan, with tears running down, nods frantically. Phil grabs his hand and slides the ring on. Dan kisses him again.

Two weeks later, there is a video posted on all three channels. It tells a tale of a young boy going to meet his idol for the first time and eventually getting engaged. Dan wouldn’t have it any other way.

    I swear if I forgot someone, and I feel like I am because I’m so bad at keeping track of things, I’m gonna go scream. ALSO: all those tags and mentions I’ve been tagged in, I swear I saw them but it was usually when I’m in the middle of doing something and I didn’t want to reblog aND THEN I JUST LOST THE TAG so I’m sorry ; - ;

    But uh, I. Reached. 3K. Followers. On this blog a while ago actually I’m just that lazy of a person and I never do anything on time. And I just wanted to say thank you so much for supporting me and screaming about Stray Kids daily? I haven’t been feeling the greatest emotionally which is why this might turn into a rant—but I just want to use my emotional energy for something good and that’s saying thank you! This is the first time a community has shown so much interest in my work and supporting it and I really, really can’t say how much I appreciate you all. I’ve been creating content for a while now, but it just never got the support I hoped for and,,, idk—just the fact that you guys like this blog just makes me so happy. And it’s not just the gifs: the gfx and writing that I post are the ones I care more about and I’ve gotten so many positive comments on it ahhhhhhh I want to hug each and everyone of you.   

    I know I don’t respond that well and those who tried to talk to me are probably disappointed by how I keep up a conversation but aklsfjasf I want to use this an appreciation post for all the wonderful people I met because of Stray Kids. Also, I want to say that, I’ve tried to talk and support you guys all—even if I don’t follow you, I lurk your blog and stuff—it’s just wow, we’re getting really big and I feel bad not being able to interact with everyone BUT I WANT TO SAY THAT ALL OF YOU ARE SO AMAZING AND WONDERFUL AND YOU WORTH MORE THAN YOU BELIEVE YOU DO. I think it’s easier for me to talk about random stuff on kakaotalk so uhhh, if you wanna shoot me a message my id is cicikookie!    

    And just to my followers in general: thank you so much for sticking around haha. I see a lot of regular usernames and lurk sometimes haha so ;)) Thank you ♡

    Thank you again for being so supportive and I love interacting with all of you: LET’S SUPPORT STRAY KIDS TOGETHER FOR A LONG TIME!

    So, I guess I’ll start with the personalized messages:

@changlix Wow Lexi, you were my first friend in this fandom anD IDK WHAT IT WAS THAT MADE ME DROP MY USERNAME TO YOU BUT AKLSJFALSF LOL I’M SO GLAD WE’RE FRIENDS because everyone loves you and you’re amazing and I love your blog and everything and alskdfjaslfd you’re really crazy but I love you and ahHhHhhh. I know you’re busy with life, but whenever we talk even for like 2 messages at a time, I love it so much. ESPECIALLY WHEN WE WERE THROWING SHADE AT EACH OTHER EARLY ON. I still. Can’t believe. yOUR PROFILE PICTURE IS STILL HYUNJIN ON TWT WYD GIRL. And you calling me a hoe—wow, I keep that close to my heart. HAHA BUT ALL JOKES ASIDE, I appreciate you so much for being the inclusive self that you are and keep being amazing. Okay, I’ll admit: when you told me to “take care of your man properly or i’m coming for him cici” I THINK THAT’S THE REASON I’M STILL LOYAL TO HIM OR I WOULD’VE SWERVED AGES AGO. Thanks Lexi, you’re best ;) altho how could you come for him when i am taking care of him, traitor

@manny27lei I’m adding you here but I don’t even wanna write you anything hAH. YOU DON’T EVEN TALK ABOUT SK. MAKE A SIDEBLOG AND I MIGHT

jk ily thanks for listening to me cry everyday and laskfdjasf it’s crazy how we met because of sk but it’s not even because of sk, it’s because of svt whoops

@seungminty yOU’RE STILL MY FAVE SEUNGMIN STAN AND YOU FOREVER WILL BE. ULT SEUNGMIN STAN. And ofc vocal line enthusiast. Thank you for being you and asklfdjasldf goodness, sometimes I worry that you’re being too hard on yourself MAR ILY AND THE GC LOVES YOU AND BE CONFIDENT! YOU’RE AMAZING AND A TIIINY BIT OF YOURSELF GOTTA FLAUNT IT. You keep the chat going and ahhHhhH I don’t even know how much I want to say the fact that I appreciate you so much. Thank you thank you thank you ♡ random confession: you make me really soft because you’re so soft and i just wanna hug you until everything goes well for you

@princeminho ASFKLJASLFD MAHI! MY CEREAL BUDDY! I STILL CAN’T BELIEVE YOU WERE A actually, the fact that he was your icon should’ve told me bUT WHAT. MINHO STAN SINCE DAY ONE? WHY DID IT TAKE YOU SO LONG TO ADMIT IT AHAHHAHAHAH I’M STILL SO SHOOK. You’re so lowkey about your love for him and I feel and it’s really cute and lksadfjalsd FAVE MINHO STAN BC I DON’T FEEL LIKE I NEED TO FIGHT YOU UNLIKE SOMEONE/ Thank you for just hanging around and taking our shit and just being you—I love talking to you so much, you’re so amazing and ♡♡♡♡♡

@9traykids I give up. You can have Minho. You save me every time you send in Hyunjin photos and I cannot appreciate you enough hAH THEY’RE SO CUTE AND I JUST START SPAZZING OUT AND ALSFJDASDF that one photo where you badly edited with “i ♡ cici” I AM SO THANKFUL FOR THAT AHHHHH. stop making me cry ; - ; I love talking to you and you’re so randomly funny and laskdfjasf THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU ILY ♡♡♡♡♡

@seungchanie HI YOU AMAZING PERSON I LOVE YOU SOSOSOOSOSO MUCH YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW. I’m not quite even sure how we met but it’s like one of those friendships where it feels like it’s been forever because, everything is just a blur but there are good moments, you know what I mean? Vale, I love you so much—you’re so cute and friendly and whenever we talk, I get so excited because you’re so excited and hehe aHHHHHHHH LEMME JUST HUG YOU. You’re always there and yOUR CONTENT. I LOVE YOUR CUTE LITTLE FANARTS AND THAT 3RACHA SCIFI AU WTF I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR YOUR AMAZINGNESS. You have a really simplistic style and I love it so much mwah

@hyunjinh laksdjf hi jas!! oKAY CAN I JUST SAY YOU’RE PROBABLY MY TUMBLR CRUSH BUT LIKE, WE TALKED BEFORE BUT I STILL DON’T ASLKDFJASD IDK YOU’RE REALLY COOL AND I REALLY LIKE TALKING TO YOU but idk how to keep a convo going and ahHhhHh LOWKEY BLUSHING BC I REALLY LIKE YOU HAHAH you’re really amazing and I love your blog and I hope we can become better friends hehe.

@straykidzz OKAY TBH IDEK WHEN OR HOW BUT THE FACT THAT WE NEVER HAD LIKE, A PROPER CONVERSATION and yet we act like good friends is aslkdfjasldf—maybe it’s a mutual thing hehe aHHH MANDA ILYSM AND JUST SEEING YOU ON MY DASH MAKES ME SO HAPPY. Or maybe it’s the fact that you’ve been here as long as me heheh. I hope we get to know each other better and skajflasdf W A H ♡♡♡♡♡♡ TAKE MY HEARTS

@chanbng Fishy, you. are SO AMAZING — we never seem to be on the chat at the same time but you’re so sweet and lasdfjasdlf wow i’m highkey crushin haha AHHHHHHHI JUST WANNA SAY I LOVE YOUR WORK SO MUCH AND THANKS FOR BEING YOU and i hope we get to talk more heheh

@aussieline KLASDFJALKSDF YA BIBI WE NEVER ACTUALLY HAD A REAL CONVERSATION BUT JUST, THIS MUTUAL THING WE GOT GOING ON? ILYSM YOU ARE SO AMAZING AND YOUR ARTWORK ALWAYS MAKES ME SMILE AND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH we gotta talk more omg but thank you for providing my dark life with cute fanart and cute tags, you’re adorable

@jeongin-ie sup smol softie ilySM WE GOTTA START CHATTING FOR REAL OR SMTH YO which means i should be the one who sends the message but laskdfjsadf i su k but i also want to be better friends with you ; - ; hit me up with your kkt thO THEN WE CAN CHAT PLSPSPSLSPSL i hate chatting on tumblr lmao CJ, YOUR WORK IS AMAZING AND YOUR BLOG IS CUTE AND YOU’RE CUTE thanks for being you :)

@strgaykids Okay. I SAW YOUR 3K POST THING AND YOU ARE SO PRETTY I NEARLY FELL OFF MY CHAIR CONGRATS ON HITTING THE MILESTONE TOO! You make the fandom so much more fun and I love the shitposts you have TBH, I REALLY HOPE WE GET TO BECOME FRIENDS OR SOMETHING BECAUSE YOU SEEM, I was gonna say chill, but maybe lit? but that doesn’t really make anysense—tHE POINT IS: hiimciciandihopewe’lltalklaterinthefuturehehebyegottablast

@spearbin asklfjdsaldf pffffffft Camille right? YOU ARE SO TALENTED AND I JUST, LOVE YOU AS A PERSON AND SEEING YOU SPAZZ OUT IN THE TAGS IS SO CUTE and i have a highkey tumblr crush on you but like, we’ve interacted before and >///< AHHHH HIHIHI I REALLY WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND BUT I’M SUPER AWKAWRD I HIGHKEY HOPE YOU DON’T SEE THIS BUT YOU PROBABLY WILL AND PFFFFFT I’LL JUST, LEAVE NOW

@chanskitty AHHHHH DIAN HOW ARE YOU?????? I know we don’t talk as much anymore but — ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ You’re so amazing and chill and ahhhhhhhh. You are taking care of yourself right? Getting sleep? I HOPE WE GET TO TALK MORE SOON ♡ I’LL SEND A MESSAGE OR SMTH tag you in something????/// :DD

@realstraykids Did you know it took me a couple of weeks (or was it days) after following you to realize that your url is the same handle as Stray Kids’ official ig name alskfdjasdf I FACEPALMED MYSELF SO HARD LMAO — also hold on, I didn’t know you’re minho bIASED AH YESSSSSSSSSS Em. I really hope we get to know each other better beCAUSE YOU’RE SO COOL AND I LOVE YOUR EDITS SO MUCH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH They’re really different but a good kind of different and tell me your ways of sitting in front of a computer screen and masking each frame of a moving object hOW I HATE DOING THAT

@stray-k1ds hOLy cow I don’t think i actually know your name—is it Tiffany? I THINK WE FORGOT TO INTRODUCE OURSELVES—I’m Cici! AND I LOVE TALKING TO YOU YOU’RE SO CUTE AND LASKFJAAKD I love your cute little scenarios and all that and keep up the good work!!!!!!! I HOPE WE CAN BECOME BETTER FRIENDS AY

@jeongn pfft Nicolle, you actually haVEN’T DONE ANYTHING IN A WHILE THAT MADE ME WANT TO BLOCK YOU AHAHHALSFKJASLDF i still can’t get that image of tired chan and his accent coming out whAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME you can be so cool and so fREAKING TALENTED I CAN’T BELIEVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU FOLLOWS M E. I love the times we do actually talk, so! :))) I hope we become better friends ayyYyyyyYYY

@stray4419 hehehehehe i know we just started talking but Chi, you are so kindhearted and i’ve said it twice and i’ll say it again: thank you so so so much for personally offering me a shoulder to cry on haha. You have no idea how touched I was and I really can’t thank you enough. LET’S MEET UP SOMETIME AND CRY ABOUT STRAY KIDS TOGETHER YO AHHHHHHHHH

@woojinskids eASILY YOU’RE MY FAVE WOOJIN STAN M. YOU’RE SO SOFT FOR HIM AND READING YOUR TAGS FOR HIM IS SO CUTE I actually fall in love with him even more every time you talk about him aahahh I know we don’t talk as much but I really love seeing you around ♡

@chxngbins NehaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I MISS TALKING TO YOUUUUUUU and your old username not gonna lie alskdfjasdf whoops but AHHH YOU’RE SO CUTE and smart wow and asldfkjsdf I wish I was as levelheaded as you pFFT. You are so amazing and smol and i associate you with that picture of namjoon eating pizza lmao BUT AHHHH KEEP BEING YOU ILYSM

@felixsfreckles I WAS LOOKING THROUGH MY FOLLOWING LIST AND ASLKDFJASLDFK WTF I CAN’T BELIEVE I WASN’T FOLLOWING YOU THE ENTIRE TIME i feel so bad omg i’m sorry—actually hold on, are you not a felix stan anymore wH A T. but alskfa hiiiiii thanks for being amazing!!!!!!!!  idk, you’re like one of those mutuals that, I’m sorta comfortable knowing that you exist? because you are so nice and we’ve been on here for so long kinda thing haha ♡

@bunny-minsungie asfjkdhsda I KNOW OUR CHAT IS PRETTY MUCH ALL BUSINESS SOUNDING/RELATED NOW BUT I JUST WANNA TAKE THE TIME TO SAY THANK YOU FOR BEING AMAZING and doing so much ; - ; Now that I think about it, we don’t even talk about anything else noooooooo but I really appreciate you Lys ♡ and that demon!hyunjin au is seriously taking over me omf

@bbang-channie Dude Leah, you are so cool omg—you’re so inviting and fun to talk to and AHHHHH I REALLY HOPE WE GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER BECAUSE LKSDJAFLSDF FROM THE SHORT TIME WE’VE TALKED VIA GCs, I love it  ; - ; UGH I FEEL SO BAD FOR NOT KNOWING WHAT ELSE TO SAY BUT!!! I APPRECIATE YOU BUDDY!!  

@seoracha I KNOW YOU’RE NOT EVEN HERE ANYMORE but i just wanna say you the craziest triple biaser i’ve met probably the only triple biaser i know and honestly idek how your brain works but lmao miri you’re so cool ily

@utlwoojisung @kim-squishmin @doublekn0t @chanyeolsidepiece @vallkyr @hi-hello32 @sparklingthoughtss @straykidding @indiepoptime @f3lix-lee @ultchris @maaatryoshka @straykidsstan @softlix OKOK I KNOW WE’VE TALKED BEFORE/ARE MESSAGING/SOMEHOW INTERACTED AND YOU SEEM COOL but alksdfsd like, I don’t know you guys as well bUT I APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU ALL TOO AND I HOPE WE CAN GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER! :))

Ummmm, here are people that I follow and don’t really know but uhhhh ihopewegettotalkonedayahahiwantmorefriendsandyouguysseemreallycooltotalktoahhh @jicue @chans97 @cosychans @lees-minho @leefelixs @chngbins @changbinsplushie @starrykids @softstraykids @sprearb @stray-keeds-in-yo @straykeeds @hyuunjins @bvian @straybros @straykidsmp3 @straykiz @straybabies @stkids @1straykids @felixeslee @jeonginie @jeongin @str4y-kids @bchanies @changbln

Survey 6

Put your music player of choice on shuffle and list the first 10 songs - Betty by Taylor Swift - Broken by Lovelytheband - Make Me (Cry) by Noah Cyrus - One More Weekend by Against The Current - When We Were Young by Adele - Honestly by Gabbie Hanna - Carousel by Melanie Martinez -Brokenhearted by Karmin - Ashes by Celine Dion - Lover by Taylor Swift

If you could spend a week anywhere in the world, where would it be and why? Would you take anyone with you? - I’d love to go to NYC, because it’s a place I’ve always wanted to go and it seems so inspiring and lively there. I’d take my mom and sister with me.

What is your preferred writing implement? (eg. Blue pen, pencil, green pen) - Blue or black pen, and I like for my ink to feel super flowy and smooth.

Favourite month and why? - I love December because of Christmas time but I also really like May because the sun feels so much brighter and it’s starting to warm up.

Do you have connections to any celebrities (even minor)? List them. - When I was a kid, my dad’s cousin knew Michael J Fox.

Name 3 items you could pick up from where you are. - My phone, my notebook, and my headphones.

What brand logo is closest to you currently? - Asus (the computer I’m currently using. Don’t know about a “logo” tho. Just a brand name.)

Do you ever play board games or other non-computer games? Got any favourites? - YES. I’m obsessed with matching games on my phone. Right now I love My Home, Property Brothers, and Design Matters. I love them because they make me not think and then when you win levels you get to decorate your home which I find totally fun.

A musical artist you love that isn’t well known - Of Monsters and Men. I think they’re a little known, but not overly. One of my fav bands of all time.

A musical artist you love that is well known - Taylor Alison Swift

What is your desktop background currently? - A portrait of trees in the mist

Last person you talked to, and through what you talked to them - My mom and we talked in person.

First colour name you can think of that isn’t in the rainbow - White

What timekeeping devices are in the room you are currently in? - My phone, computer I’m currently using, and my switch.

What kind of headphones do you use? - The apple ones that came with my phone.

What musical artists have you seen perform live? - Lmao the Jonas Brothers when I was 10 and Marianas Trench when I was 15. 

Does virginity matter to you? - Yes, but I don’t care what others choose to do. 

What gaming consoles do you or your family own? - Switch, WiiU and PS4

What pets do you have? What are their names? - 2 Siamese cats, Archer and Misty.

What’s the best job you’ve ever had? - Sephora as a cashier, which I’m currently at. Obviously it’s not a dreamboat but they’ve treated me the best and I’m not totally miserable there.

What’s the worst job you’ve ever had? - Chapters. I feel like it had potential to be a good job, but I was in a really bad place so I feel like I didn’t perform to the best of my ability, but in saying that, they also lacked community there. I could go in and out of that store during my shift and no one would say hi or bye to me. I didn’t have any work friends, and I found management not that nice. Whereas at my job now, it has its flaws but I do feel like we’re kind of a family which I never would have expected because of my experience at chapters.

What magazines do you read, if any? - I don’t read magazines unless it’s an article about Taylor Swift because I love her lol

Inspiration behind your URL? - I have three blogs, so the inspiration for this one was just to the point; I do surveys. My main blog @autumnsletters was inspired because I love words and love letters and autumn so I just threw them together and then my Taylor Swift inspired blog where I geek out about Taylor was inspired by a lyric from a song called I Think He Knows. (@sixteenavenue)

Inspiration behind your blog title? - For this blog, it’s a spin on a Taylor Swift song called All You Had To Do Was Stay where I just inserted the word survey, not that smart lmao. On my main blog my title is “Give you my wild” which is from a song called Peace from Taylor, and then on my Taylor blog, it’s “You’re not my homeland anymore” which is from her song Exile. So I’m very Swiftian.

Favourite item of clothing? - My turtle neck sweater from Dynamite. (I bought three just in diff colours but my favourite is the red one.)

Are you friends with any exes? - I don’t have exes, but I always find it kinda weird when people are friends w their exes because I feel like you can’t come back to friendship once you’ve crossed the line but what do I know.

Name at least one book you loved as a child. - I’ll Love You Forever by Robert Munsch. (I think that’s the title but I’m not totally sure.)

What’s your native language? If that language has distinct regional variations, which variation? (eg. AU English, US English) - US English

What email service do you use? - Gmail

Is there anything hanging on the walls of the room you are currently in? - I’m in the family room so there’s a few things. Some canvas’s of random patterns, shelves, a nyc painting, and then a big rustic canvas of a bible scripture.

What’s your favourite number, and why? - 22, because of Taylor has a song called 22 (surprise surprise) and it’s also doubles and an even number which I like.

Earliest moment in your life you can remember? - I always have this random, very faint memory of being in this double stroller with my sister when I was probably 2 or 3 and she was in the seat in front of me and I was in the back and my parents were behind me talking and it was sunny outside.

What did you have for dinner yesterday? - Chinese!

How often do you brush your teeth? - Morning and night. Sometimes I escape to bed before brushing my teeth if i’m super tired but definitely every morning.

What’s your favourite candy/chocolate? - Maltesers

Have you had other blogs on Tumblr? Do you have any other blogs currently? - Yes, I talked about them just a few questions ago. I have this one, my main, and my Taylor inspired one lol. My main blog has gone through a series of phases throughout the years lol.

If you were suddenly really hungry, what would you choose to eat? - I like to go for easy to grab food. So bagels, muffins, cereal. Something super quick.

What fandoms would you consider yourself a part of? - Swiftie and A Court of Thorns and Roses fandom

If you could study anything, what would it be? - English and Communications, but I’ve always stayed away even though I’ve wanted to study those because I’m terrified of public speaking and I also feel like I’m not quite smart enough. Sad but true.

Do you use anything on your lips? (eg. Chapstick, gloss, balm, lipstick) - I like wearing Fresh watermelon lip balm when I’m not wearing makeup or I have my mask on. Generally when I have a full face of makeup on, I gravitate to lipsticks or lipstains.

How would you describe your sense of humour? - Dry/self deprecating and sarcastic.

What things annoy you more than anything else? - Kanye

What kind of position are you in at the moment? - I am sitting on my couch with my legs stretched out in front of me and resting on the coffee table.

Do you wear much jewellery? - I never wear jewelry but I’d like to start wearing necklaces and getting my ears pierced so I could wear earrings again. 

Who is the leader of your country, currently? Any other levels of government with leaders? (State, region, province, county, district, municipality, etc) - Trudeau

Last 3 blogs on your dashboard, not including any of your own - I won’t name them, but one was a Taylor related blog, one was a writing blog, and another was a literature blog.

What do you carry your money in? - My wallet/debit card

Do you enjoy driving? Why or why not? - I don’t mind driving, but I’m obsessed with other people being angry at me for some reason so sometimes driving is stressful if I make a mistake or when people are behind me, I’m constantly checking my rear view mirror so they won’t think I’m bad at driving. It’s dumb, I know.

Longest drive you have ever been on? - When I was a kid and we drove to BC and stopped at literally every freaking town on the way there.

Furthest away from home you have ever been? - Victoria BC

How many times have you moved house? - Once and I was like four lol

What is on the floor of the room you’re currently in, not including furniture? - A blanket, suitcase that needs to be put away, some cords from the lamps, and a random canvas that hasn’t been hung up yet.

How many devices do you own which can access the internet? - Four,  I think.

Is there is anything that is guaranteed to always make you happy? - Feeling creative and Taylor Swift music. Money, too lmao

Is there anything that always makes you sad? - Books where the two people pining for each other don’t get/stay together, getting super existential, seeing homeless people on the street, thinking about my dad who passed away.

What programs do you currently have open? - Tumblr and Word, because I’m avoiding writing because I don’t know what to say.

What do you associate the colour red with? - Taylor Swift lol. But also Christmas and passion.

Last strong smell you can remember smelling? - My garlic knots coming out of the oven <3

Last healthy thing you ate? - One (1) apple slice lmao

Do you drink tea or coffee, and how much per day? - Neither, both are gross.

What do you associate the colour blue with? - Sadness or gloom, usually. 

How long is the closest ruler you can find? - I don’t think we have a ruler and if we do, it’s in a drawer upstairs somewhere and I don’t feel like digging for it.

What colour pants/skirt/etc are you currently wearing? - White sweats.

When was the last time you drank water? - Probably yesterday yikes. 

How often do you clear your browser history? - Never.

Do you believe nude photos can be artistic, rather than erotic? - I guess it could be interpreted that way, but nude photos just kinda annoy me.

Ever written fanfiction for anything? - Yes and I’m not telling you for what.

Last formal event you attended - Oh, I don’t even know. It’s been YEARS. Probably my cousin’s wedding way back when in 2014.

If you had to move your birthday to another date, which one would you choose and why? - December 13 so I could have matching birthdays with Taylor Swift 

Would you prefer to be at a beach or in the countryside? - Countryside. I hate the beach. The idea is nice, but I hate feeling hot and then I’m surrounded by people with nice bodies and I’ll just start to hate myself, and I never feel like I can wear the summer clothes I want to so it just makes me spiral.

Roughly how many people live in your town? - I have no clue. Thousands maybe.

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you? - Yes. A girl I went to school with and also Jensen Ackles and Justin Bieber 

Favourite place to shop? Can be a certain store or a place where there are multiple stores - Dynamite and Colourpop.

Do you have a smartphone? What kind? If you don’t, do you want one? - I have an iPhone 11 Pro.

What is your least favourite colour, and why? - Navy blue, because it’s ugly.

How do you spell grey/gray? - G R E Y

Go to your dashboard and describe the image shown in the radar section (below the “Find blogs” link) - N/A

What difference is there between how many followers you have, and the number of blogs you follow? - I have 1,374 followers and I follow 1,969 blogs.

How many posts do you have? - Good lord. Too many.

How many posts have you liked? - Not sure.

Do you post mainly reblogs, or your own content? - Mostly reblogs and occassionally I share my writing but I do this thing where I share my writing and I get 2 notes and then I start re reading my writing over and over until I hate it and delete it and fall down this spiral of shame.

Do you track any tags? - no

What time is it currently? - 6:17 pm

Is there anything you should be doing right now? - I’m supposed to be writing because I’m trying to turn it into a routine so I can be more successful with it, but I’m avoiding it because I get so overwhelmed with how little I’m writing/what I’m writing/not knowing what to say, etc.

cute tags

1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? // more milk! 2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? // YES OMG YES. 3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? // forks, notes, socks....anything I find in that moment... 4: how do you take your coffee/tea? // tea: just with water. coffee: flavoured creamer.... 5: are you self-conscious of your smile? // YEAH. 6: do you keep plants? // my mom forces her plants onto me so I have unexpected children to take care of. 7: do you name your plants? // no, I'll feel bad if I forget their names. 8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? // songwriting 9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? // sing out loud, man. but yeah. 10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? // fall asleep on back easiest but wake up on my side. 11: what's an inner joke you have with your friends? // innovation at its finest, man. 12: what's your favorite planet? // saturn 13: what's something that made you smile today? // finding some of my old songs and realizing that they're not ALL lost. I was a genius in 2014 and backed it up on usb wow 14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? // open concept omf hit me with the natural light and big windows. no walls. big kitchen. no curtains. piano. hardwood. pictures in frames. 15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! // "The Apollo astronauts' footprints on the moon will probably stay there for at least 100 million years." Source: https://www.google.ca/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=3&ved=0ahUKEwji75-ZwYXXAhWqxFQKHSroDssQFggxMAI&url=http%3A%2F%2Fmashable.com%2F2014%2F03%2F05%2Fsun-stars-space-facts%2F&usg=AOvVaw2BqM1yEL36GBccqMtEtOWs) 16: what's your favorite pasta dish? // i don't normally eat pasta so every time i see pasta i'll take anything. 17: what color do you really want to dye your hair? // grey and lavender. 18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. // 19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? // i keep a lyric dump journal! 20: what's your favorite eye color? // GREEN 21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that's been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. // my navy backpack was with my throughout high school and ib and i'm still using it in uni, so it's been to hell twice. 22: are you a morning person? // hell no 23: what's your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? // listen to all my cd's and find new artists...song write...listen to more music... 24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? // yes 25: what's the weirdest place you've ever broken into? // lol none 26: what are the shoes you've had for forever and wear with every single outfit? // threw them out yo 27: what's your favorite bubblegum flavor? // banana  28: sunrise or sunset? // sunrise 29: what's something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? // my one friend has a habit of crossing her legs and tapping her foot that’s in the air when she listens / hums music and it’s sO CUTE. 30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? // yeah. my mom went through a rough time and I hated being awake. 31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. // in general: no socks. Weird socks are cool. I usually take off my socks as soon as I walk in through the front door. If I wear songs, they’re ankle length. Can’t do anything higher than that. I hate tights, I don’t do tights. 32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. // i literally think we woke up at 4 to watch MAMA 2015 together. 33: what's your fave pastry? // i have no idea....bread pudding served on pie crust and ice cream? 34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? // it’s gone. but it was called bonsai and it was a giant ass panda and i miss it. I had to get rid of it because we were moving and its head got ripped off. Or, ripped in half should I say. 35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? // I love them but I never indulge in it!!! alkjngakjdfd 36: which band's sound would fit your mood right now? // my mood right now? omg bts - wings. 37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?  // messy. 38: tell us about your pet peeves! // wet bathroom floors, getting my socks wet, sweaty in the winter, when people touch my things and don’t put them back where they are supposed to be so i can’t find it ugh, touching people’s food while doing dishes (SCRAPE YOUR PLATE @ SIBLINGS), people stepping on my shoes, looming too close to me while talking....etc.... 39: what color do you wear the most? // grey, black, pink. 40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what's it's story? does it have any meaning to you? // all my jewelry is meaningless bc I bought it all myself. Ahh- I have this one pearl necklace that my grandpa and dad bought for me in china and I haven’t worn it once. 41: what's the last book you remember really, really loving? // gallagher girls series 42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! // i’m not a coffee person 43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? // myself a few mornings ago when I was going to my lab and waiting at the bus stop. 44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? // when i was in hawaii doing the longest hike of my life and finally reaching the “end” of the island and you could see no city. Just sea lions, turtles and water. Dark stones. Wind. It was just myself and it was quiet and it was so beautiful. I have so many videos. 45: do you trust your instincts a lot? // fuck that shit, I got so many q’s wrong on tests because of it. 46: tell us the worst pun you can think of. // gravity sucks. 47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe? // onions omf 48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? // the dark. and yeah. 49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? // I LOVE CDs. Last record I bought: paramore- after laughter (i think). 50: what's an odd thing you collect? // cineplex tickets and guitar picks. 51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? // my friend S- I associate her with the song “Tokyo Jellybean” by Ingrid St-Pierre. She’s one of my favourite artists. I have never told her this. 52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? lol cracking a cold one with the boys bc my psych always opens a pop can in the middle of this lecture (ALL THE TIME) and i just get reminded. 53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? only heathers bc my friend showed it to me and I really liked it! 54: who's the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? // my friend Y. 55: what's the most dramatic thing you've ever done to prove a point? // raised my voice? 56: what are some things you find endearing in people? // being completely absorbed in their work, drinking coffee and looking out the bus window, falling asleep in random places. 57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? // uhh i just use this song to check if my right headphone is working lol 58: who's the wine mom and who's the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? // wine mom is T and vodka aunt is Y. I mean, if you meet them you’ll know. 59: what's your favorite myth? // im uneducated 60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? // i like poetry- short poetry. 61: what's the stupidest gift you've ever given? the stupidest one you've ever received? // I gave cough drops / i received paperclip holders 62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? // i’m a morning water person 63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? // YEAH I AM. Bookshelf man. 64: what color is the sky where you are right now? // black 65: is there anyone you haven't seen in a long time who you'd love to hang out with? // no bc if I haven’t seen you in a long time, I’ve probably dropped you. 66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? // baby’s breath, blue bells, daisy. 67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? // I LIVE FOR THOSE DAYS 68: what's winter like where you live? // either snowy heaven or mushy hell 69: what are your favorite board games? // i’m basic, so monopoly. 70: have you ever used a ouija board? / no 71: what's your favorite kind of tea? // oolong or vanilla something.... 72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you'll forget it? // yeah i really need to 73: what are some of your worst habits? // drop my clothes all over the bedroom floor and leave them there.  74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. // a breath of fresh air 75: tell us about your pets! // i had a goldfish once but on the car ride home to my house it died. 76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren't? // STUDYING WTF AM I DOING ANSWERING A 100 QUESTION TAG 77: pink or yellow lemonade? // PINK 78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? // i’m a spectator  79: what's one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? // painted me fake polaroids and stuck them in a colouring book omg 80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? // tan. it’s the colour of my entire house.  81: describe one of your friend's eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. // didn’t pass engl man i can’t do this 82: are/were you good in school? // i WAS 83: what's some of your favorite album art? // rise against, fob, volbeat, ingrid st pierre, ts, bts. 84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? // i’ve always wanted a roman numeral tattoo but i don’t do commitment. 85: do you read comics? what are your faves? // i only read peanuts and archie as a kid 86: do you like concept albums? which ones? // i only listen to pink floyd ..the wall. 87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? // not a movie person. can’t comment. 88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? // idk.... 89: are you close to your parents? // sure 90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. // tokyo omg god save me 91: where do you plan on traveling this year? // the farthest i’ll get is my bed 92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? // barely sprinkles a pinch 93: what's the hairstyle you wear the most? // up 94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? // my auntie 95: what are your plans for this weekend? // this weekend is over and so is my academic career 96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? // procrastinate 97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? // 1. don’t know, 2. scorpio, 3. ravenclaw 98: when's the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? // real hike: this summer in hawaii, fake hike: w my friends downtown. I loved both times the same. 99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. // Exo- what if/my answer, Taylor- all too well/never grow up, Shawn: running low, Alessia: my song, Bts: sea, Pierre Luc lessard: sans combat 100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? // 5 years in the future. The past 5 years have been hard.

I tag: @kabul1998, @iamnotmadamebovary

Answer them all

1. 3 Fears - open spaces, getting kidnapped and tortured, uhh spiders but spiders are kinda dope now

2. 3 Things I love - Music, girls, animals/nature

3. 2 Turn ons - Lip biting, being wanted in return

4. 2 Turn offs - Manipulative behavior, arrogance

5. My best friend - Regan for sure

6. Sexual Orientation - Straight

7. How tall am I? - Like 6ft tall

8. What do I miss right now - My friend Scott who moved away :(

9. Favorite color - Teal

10. Do I have a crush - I don’t think so

11. Favorite place - My apartment

12. What am I listening to right now? - Modest Mouse is on right now (The Lonesome Crowded West is a fantastic album) 

13. Shoe Size - 11

14. Eye Color - Green

15. Hair Color - idk is that like brown or blonde or what. dirty blonde maybe

16. Meaning behind my URL - Dumb pun that I would tell my friend Jeff every time Jetpacks Was Yes! came on

17. Favorite Song - Lmao there are way too many songs

18. Favorite Band - The Dear Hunter!!!

19. How I feel right now - Tired and lazy and mopey

20. Someone I love - my bff regan is an angel

21. My current relationship status - Single as heck

22. My relationship with my parents - My dad and I are on pretty good terms, don’t care for my mom

23. Favorite Season - Autumn of course

24. Tattoos and piercings I have - NONE cause I’m a broke bitch

25. Tattoos and piercings I want - I could go on and on about the tattoos I want all over my body but I’m not gonna do that here. I only want one piercing, a nose ring. 

26. The reasons I joined tumblr - There is cool shit on here and it’s good to browse when you are high 

27. Do I ever get good morning texts or good night texts? - sort of? I only text one person

28. Have I kissed the last person I texted? No but I’m workin on it

29. How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - Like 6 minutes

30. Have you shaved your legs in the past 3 days? - Nope

31. Where am I right now? - In my bedroom

32. Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - When my roommate isn’t home I play my music loud af

33. Do I live with my mom and dad? - No

34. Am I excited for anything? - Damn, not really

35. Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - Definitely 

36. How often do I wear a fake smile? - Often 

37. If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - Maybe Casey Crescenzo I really don’t know

38. What do I think about most? - Probably music

39. Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - Definitely behind it

40. What was the last lie I told? - “Nah everything is cool dad” 

41. Do I prefer talking on the phone, or video chat? - Phone

42. Do I believe in ghosts? Aliens? - Aliens exist, and I’m convinced ghosts or some sort of spirit entity is out there

43. Do I believe in magic? - Somewhat yes actually, still on the fence about it

44. Do I believe in luck? - I like to think that the universe looks out for some people, whether or not that is “luck”, I’m not sure

45. What’s the weather like right now? - It’s like 85 degrees and sunny out

46. What was the last book I read? - I’m in the middle of Game of Thrones right now and yes, it is fantastic

47. Do I have any nicknames? - I go by James, my middle name so I guess that counts

48. Do I spend money or save it? - I need to be a little more careful with my money I spend so much

49. Can I touch my nose with a tounge? - I’m sure I can touch it with A tongue, but not my tongue

50. Favorite animal? - Damn this a tough one. A sloth? A bear? Deer? Mantis Shrimp? 

51. What was I doing last night at 12 am? Smoking and watching Bojack Horseman

52. What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - Mr Blue Sky by ELO, no contest

53. What is my favorite word? - Honestly fuck this question 

54. My top 5 blogs on tumblr - They are all good I can’t rate them

55. If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? - uhh please stop killing each other 

56. Do I have any relatives in jail? - Nope not that I know of

57. What is my current desktop background? - Overwatch shit

58. Had sex? - Nope

59. Bought condoms? - Who needs em! /s

60. Gotten pregnant? - God I hope not

61. Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? - Yes

62. Had a job? - Yes

63. Smoked weed? - Too much, gotta chill on it 

64. Smoked cigarettes? - Yeah

65. Drank Alcohol? - Yes

66. Am I vegetarian/vegan? - Nope

67. Been overweight? - No I’m skinny af

68. Been underweight? - Definitely

69. Gotten my heart broken? - I wouldn’t classify it as heartbreak

70. Been to prom? - Nah, not my thing

71. Been in an airplane? - Nope :( 

72. Learned another language? - Not fluently

73. Wore make up? - I have not, but wouldn’t be opposed

74. Dyed my hair? - Yep, I really wanna die it again

75. Had a surgery? - Nope, I’ve had stitches though

76. Met someone famous? - Never

77. Stalked someone on social media? - Nope

78. Been fishing? - A couple of times

79. Been rejected by a crush? - I didn’t have a lot of crushes so no

80. What do I want for my birthday? - A livable income 

81. Do I like my handwriting? - Yeah, I don’t hate it I guess

82. Where do I want to live when I’m older? - Probably somewhere in Europe

83. Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing something bad? - I got caught doing LSD a few years ago

84. What I’m really bad at? - I’m not the best with my words, bad writer and bad conversationalist

85. What my greatest achievements are - ...uhhh Sean and I wrote an album last summer and it was pretty dope but it never got rerecorded and released so does that even count

86. The meanest thing somebody has ever said to you? - I don’t remember off the top of my head

87. What I’d do if I won the lottery - Go visit Regan and get us out of our shitty towns 

88. What do I like about myself? - My hair, my hands

89. My closest tumblr friend  - damn that is a good question

90. Any question you’d like? - What, i only answer the questions fuck this 

91. Are you outgoing or shy? - Definitely shy

92. What kind of people are you attracted to? - The kind that I can click with and talk to and have fun with 

93. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? - Nope

94. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? - Nah, it is a very interesting subject

95. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? - Last night with my friend Cody about this life being a simulation 

96. What does the most recent text you sent say? - “right, fuck you james”

97. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? - Damn gimme a few minutes to look 

Cowboy Dan - Modest Mouse

The Old Haunt - The Dear Hunter

None Shall Pass - Aesop Rock

Absolomb - Periphery 

Open Up - Dispatch 

98. Do you like it when people play with your hair? - Yes I love it

99. Do you think there is life on other planets? - There’s gotta be 

100. Do you like bubble baths? - I haven’t taken a bubble bath in years so idk

101. Do you like your neighbors? - Most of them

102. Where would you like to travel? - I wanna travel everything but that is vague and generic so I’ll say Innsbruck, Austria. The name means Inn by the River and it is a cute magical looking town

103. Favorite part of your daily routine? - I don’t have a daily routine but I play overwatch everyday so i”m gonna say it’s that

104. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? - Probably my skinny fucking legs 

105. What do you when you wake up? - Lately I’ve been reading a chapter and smoking a bowl  

106. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? - I’ve never really thought about it tbh

107. Do you ever want to get married? - I mean not particularly but if my partner wants to get married then yeah sure 

108. Is your hair long enough for a ponytail? - Yep

109. Would you rather live without TV or music? - TV, duh

110. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? - Probably

111. What are your favorite stores to shop in? - There’s a bunch of thrift stores in this town so those are always pretty neat

112. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? - Yes

113. Do you smile at strangers? - Sometimes

114. Have you done anything recently that you hope no one finds about? - Nope, I’m clean

115. Ever wished you were someone else? - All the time

116. Favorite makeup brand? - Sephora, BH Cosmestics, idrk

117. Last thing you ate? - Cereal 

118. Ever won a competition? - Nope

119. Ever been in love? - Yeah

120. Facebook or Twitter? - Neither, but you can follow my insta @jeffpackswasyes ;)

121. Twitter or Tumblr? - Definitely  tumblr

122. Are you watching TV right now? - Nope

123. What color are your towels? - Mostly white, I have a blue one though

124. Favorite ice cream flavor? - Vanilla, cookies and cream

125. First person you talked to today? - Regan or Cody

126. Last person you talked to today? - Regan

127. Name a person you hate? - The guy who made the kid put his laptop in the oven on twitch. 

128. Name a person you love? - My bff Regan!!

129. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? - Nah

130. Do you tan a lot? - Nope

131. Have any pets? - None of my own, none in my apartment

132. Do you type fast? - Yes

133. Do you regret anything from your past? - I try to let go of any regrets, still trying to let go of some. But I’ll get there

134. Ever broken someone’s heart? - Yes

135. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? - Lmao yeah 

136. Is cheating ever okay? - No, but I do think that it is forgivable, depending on the situation of course.

137. Do you believe in true love? - What is TRUE love? Love is just love, we don’t understand it

138. What’s your zodiac sign? - Cancer

139. Do you believe in ghosts? - This question is on here twice, very suspicious

140. Get the closest book to you and open it page 42. What is the first line? - Egyptian Wheels and Dimensional Travel  

Questions :)

Tagged by: @snorlax-and-co ~ Thanks a bunch sweet pea for tagging me. xP I’m gonna have fun answering these~ 😄

Name: Tony. 😝

Nicknames: Tony, Pepperoni (that’s where my Tumblr name comes from. xP My family used to call me that since it rhymed with my nickname “Tony”). I was also called “Internet” in school because it sounded like my birth name. 😂

Zodiac Sign: Aries.

Height: Used to be 5′ 7″ before spinal surgeries. 0.0 Now I’m 5′ 5″. ^^’ Oh well, not much I can do about it now. -^^-

Orientation: Oh boy… depends on who you ask. That varies pretty widely in this system. xD But strictly speaking about myself, asexual would fit the best. -^^- If we got into romantic orientation, my answer would be Demi-Panromantic Asexual. ^^’ I feel like that confuses a lot of people, though… heck, asexual confuses a lot of people. xD I generally just don’t talk about my orientation (or gender for that matter) with most people because of this. 😂 My gender is equally confusing, and I use transguy for simplicity as well, same as I just use ace for simplicity with sexuality. xP Being a multiple has always made figuring this stuff out rather difficult, so I generally stick around umbrella terms with my identity to make things easier. -^^-

Nationality: American, but I have a lot of family in Germany and Scotland and have always wanted to live in the latter. 😊

Favorite Fruit?: Hmm… that’s tricky. I love watermelon and kiwi… I also love clementines, plums, cherries… it’d… be easier to tell you the fruit I don’t like actually. x’D Which is basically tomatoes. Ick~! I hate tomatoes. e~e They’re hardly fruit in my book!

Favorite Season?: Autumn/Fall~ 🍂🌰☕❤️️

Favorite Book?: I’ve only really been able to read one book recreationally as of late. ^^’ But it was a really good book, and I loved it! It was a book I bought on a whim, without really knowing if I’d like it or not, and I finished it, so… that says something I guess. x’D It’s called “Just Babies: The Origins of Good and Evil” by Paul Bloom. It’s a nonfiction book, with a focus on psychology, behavioral economics, evolutionary biology, and philosophy. It delves into studies on morality and humanity, particularly in infants and young children. I found it to be a fascinating read, and so did Reiji. xP Other than that, the only books I’ve read have been for school. ^^’

Favorite Flower?: Hmm, I think lilies and daisies are very nice~ 🌼 -^^- I know Honey loves sunflowers. 🌻

Favorite Scent?: I love fruity and woodsy scents. For instance, I have a lavender hand sanitizer that I really like, and a “Garden Rain” candle that’s to die for~ 💙 The tamer and more natural the smell, the more likely I am to enjoy it. -^^- Scents I can’t stand would be really sweet smelling ones (my sister likes to buy perfumes that smell like cupcakes and other sweet smells and it hurts my nose. Q~Q).

Favorite Color?: I like gray, blue, and green, in no particular order. Those would have to tie for my favorites. -^^- I wear those colors the most. I’m wearing a blue t-shirt and gray capris this very moment, actually. xD

Favorite Animal?: Pretty much all of these questions vary widely between who in the system would be answering, but personally, I love elephants. 🐘 I love a lot of animals actually, but I admire the elephant’s intelligence and capacity for emotion, so they get first place for now. I know Gillie would say bunnies, and Reiji loves cats. -^^-

Coffee, Tea, or Hot Cocoa?: Ohh~ hot cocoa is delicious… but tea is healthier, e~e and still tastes really good… I’m sorry hot cocoa, you just can’t win with all that sugar. ^^’ Maybe next time, buddy~

Average Sleep Hours?: Oh… goodness. Nonexistent? x’D This question in particular really goes all over the place depending on which alter we’re talking about here. Myself? I’m a mess. I don’t have average sleep hours. I sleep when I’ve earned it, and if I haven’t, I don’t get to sleep. ^^’ I’m trying to go easier on myself about that…

Cat or Dog Person?: Cat for me~ 😻 This changes with who you ask, though, same as the favorite animal. I know Mi-Suk loves dogs. xP I don’t have anything against them either, dogs are adorable~ 🐶

Favorite Fictional Character?: Oh, my… this one’s hard. I’ve been watching a lot of Steven Universe recently, and have fallen in love with basically all of the characters. xD Can I just answer all the crystal gems + some?  😂

Blog Created: Uh, I’m not sure on that one. I’m gonna guess around 6 months ago, though? ^^’ I’ve not been around for very long.

Number of Followers: 44. I’m actually surprised. Last I checked it was 32 or something. xD

When Did Your Blog Reach Its Peak?: Maybe a month or so ago? It’s slowed down since college is taking up more and more of my time. @~@ I hope to reach 50 someday, though. xP

What Made You Decide to Get a Tumblr?: For the same reason as Snorlax, to be honest. 0.0 We wanted to meet others with DID, and learn more about it in the process. We’d done a lot of research and soul-searching on our own, and figured it was time to start getting involved in a community and moving towards recovery. This is the first and only social media account I have that I actually tend to, and haven’t completely abandoned after making it. x’D So I’m pretty proud of that. -^^-

Why Did You Pick Your URL?: I talked about this a little bit towards the start of this monstrous post, but I guess I can talk a little more about it. xD “Pepperoni” was one of my nicknames as a kid, and “Whirlwind” was just a word that popped into my head as I was making my URL, so I went with it. x’D I basically always name my accounts on spontaneous ideas. I’m fashionably impulsive. 😎

Last Movie You Watched?: The last movie I watched was when I wrote a paper on “To Kill a Mockingbird” for my film class. -^^- It’s a classic, what else can I say?

Last Song You Listened To?: ”Here Comes A Thought/Flexibility, Love, and Trust” from Steven Universe. 😊

Last Book You Read?: I’ve been reading short stories and poems from my Literature textbook for my ENG 102 class. xP

Last Thing You Ate?: A bowl of cereal… yesterday. ^^’ I haven’t had time to eat today what with attending class, cleaning my room, doing hw, etc. I’ll eat eventually, same as sleep, so don’t worry about little old me. -^^-

If You Could Be Anywhere Right Now, Where Would You Be?: Under the stars, bundled up with my girlfriend~ ❤️️ We’ll try to find constellations, then just talk for hours once we realize we’re not very good at the former. xD

What Time Would You Travel to If You Could?: I would be wary to time-travel anywhere, but if I had to, I’d probably check out the future. See when flying cars will be mainstream, you know? xP

And that’s all the questions! That was a long one for sure, but I absolutely loved it. -^^- Sorry about the length, though. ^^’ It probably would have been shorter if I didn’t ramble, but I’m bad at not doing that. xD

Tagging: @sammyswolf, @the-galaxy-system, @systemofafault, @halfway-into-darkness, @greencresentmoon, @spruceneedlesandcoffee, @sadpartyboy, @multiple-myselves, and @disabilityhealth~  😊 If anyone else wants to do it, please feel free! If you were tagged and don’t want to do it, that’s fine too. Take care, everyone~! and I hope you have a wonderful rest of your day or night, wherever you are~ 💚 - Tony

tag games

ok in the last little while i was tagged in 3 things (thank you very much) and instead of answering them in a timely fashion like a normal person i did them all today and i’m putting them under the cut here because they’re super long... i tag @thefoxystranger​ @thispieisworthit​ @havent-the-faintest​ @ballettrash​ @icarushugo​ @backstagefright​ @neontotoro​ and anyone else can say i tagged them to choose your favorite and do it!!

1. i was tagged by @icarushugo​, tysm!!!! i love these

Five Things You’ll Find In My Bag:

1. earbuds

2. crumpled origami cranes

3. too many dry pens and possibly one useable one

4. a nice gem if i’m feeling bad (lapis, jade, rose quartz, or blue lace agate depending on what i need)

5. if i have any cinnamon gum left

Five Things You’ll Find In My Bedroom:

1. my window seat!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2. one of those rotating crystals that throws rainbows around the room i am gay

3. two ziplocks full of magazine cut-outs i’m not creative enough to actually collage with

4. too-small bookshelf

5. a wall of aesthetic shit, hard to explain and i love it but i also spend ages paranoid that everything’s crooked

Five Things I Want To Do With My Life:

1. .........staying alive until college hopefully (i’m sorry for the negativity but that’s sorta my priority rn)

2. fall in love again

3. write again

4. learn lots of languages

5. be someone’s mentor

Five Things That Make Me Happy:

1. authentic one-on-one time with friends

2. music

3. beautiful poetry/film/stories/etc

4. my sister when she’s in a good mood

5. little kids

Five Things On My To-Do List:

1. asl homework

2. other homework

3. make gifts for march-birthday friends

4. catch up on a bunch of tv shows

5. bake something for the pride dance our qsa is hosting!

Five Things People May Not Know About Me:

1. my family tends to bother me a lot but they’re also the only people who can really make me feel like myself

2. i used to live in lexington, ma where the first shot of the american revolution took place! pretty cool

3. i really like cities/crowds where i can be anonymous and there’s lots of neat characters to people-watch

4. i used to compete but now skate at a non-competitive rink where i’m on 2 skating teams chock-full of bossy straight girls but tbh i really like it, especially when the music blasts across the ice

5. i know all the words to every high school musical song

2. tagged by @ballettrash (hi there & thank you!!!! <3)

nicknames: nothing really, just cali

star sign: aries (doesn't fit me at all)

height: 5'8"

sexual orientation: queer

ethnicity: white

current time: 11:25 am

last thing i googled: “mitski san francisco” bc i’m trying to see if i can go to the concert

favorite music artist(s): right now, aurora! but i tend to like random songs rather than particular artists

song stuck in my head: signed, sealed, delivered (i'm yours) by stevie wonder

last movie i watched: keeping up with the joneses (with my family)

last tv show i watched: i’ve been watching so. much. friends. it cracks me up

what i’m wearing rn: black tee, pale jeans, oak-leaf socks, green keds

blog created: a little more than a year ago

follower count: reluctant to admit it's 71 (for the record i block all the bots/pornblogs)

why did i choose my url: it describes me pretty well, most of the time i want to be a fairy or a forest or something else please

gender: female

hogwarts house: used to be slytherin and i totally owned it, but i've changed a lot since then so idk

average hours of sleep: 8 :)))

lucky number: ???

favorite characters: amelie, lupin, tons of others i can’t think of

dream job: literary translator or esl/special education teacher maybe

number of blankets i sleep with: a sheet and either a quilt/comforter depending on the season

favorite fruit: nectarines

favorite season: fall

favorite book: can't choose, but harry potter has probably has made the biggest impact

favorite flower: chicory or lady of banks rose or cornflower or or or

favorite scent: my old house (laundry detergent sunlight and chamomile)

favorite color: blue-gray or midnight blue

favorite animal: fox

coffee, tea, or hot cocoa: tea

cat or dog person: as much as i love my pup, probably cats

dream trip: road trip in the pacific northwest with friends

3. tagged by @icarushugo​ again! <333 thank youuu

1: Are you named after someone?

my middle name (danae) is after my yaya

2: When was the last time you cried?

a couple days ago when my mom told me i might have to start eating meat again

3: Do you like your handwriting?

i actually love it

4: What is your favorite lunch meat?

...tofu (i'm veg)

5: Do you have kids?

no

6: If you were another person, would you be friends with you?

self esteem says no, but i'd hope so

7: Do you use sarcasm?

ohhhh nooooo i never use sarcasm

8: Do you still have your tonsils?

yeah

9: Would you bungee jump?

i was about to say yes but the more i think about it i probably wouldn't and idk why

10: What is your favorite kind of cereal?

honey bunches of oats tbh

11: Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?

no

12: Do you think you’re a strong person?

no

13: What is your favourite ice cream? Ever, ever?

ever ever= dark cherry and vanilla, but if i can't have it then any peanut and chocolate combo is a+++

14: What is the first thing you notice about people?

probably the way they're standing (and the judgements that pop up based on that like are they confident or little or intimidating)

15: What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself?

this is a terrible question! in general my body image is a landmine, but i will say that sometimes i like my hair and my eyes and that i'm tall. anyone who i tag, you're welcome to turn this around to your favorite thing instead

16: What color pants and shoes are you wearing now?

blue jeans and pastel green keds

17: What are you listening to right now?

18: If you were a crayon, what color would you be?

i feel like a maroon but what do you guys think?

19: Favorite smell?

(like i said in the other one, my old house)

20: Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?

my sister asking her if she wanted us to pick up a smoothie

21: Favorite sport to watch?

skating!

22: Hair color?

no one can decide, especially because it changes with the seasons. i say it's like leaves in the gutter but my family calls it strawberry blond

23: Eye color?

blue

24: Do you wear contacts?

no, i'm the only family member with perfect vision!

25: Favorite food to eat?

right now i really like this apple-cinnamon butter from an orchard in my town in canada

26: Scary movies or comedy?

comedy, i don't see the appeal of scaring yourself for fun??

27: Last movie you watched?

keeping up with the joneses (w/ my family)

28: What color of shirt are you wearing?

black

29: Summer or winter?

winter

30: Hugs or kisses?

kisses

31: What book are you currently reading?

a complicated kindness by miriam toews

32: Who do you miss right now?

charlie but i'm working on it

33: What is on your mouse pad?

it's 2017 i barely remember what a mouse pad is

34: What is the last TV program you watched?

friends

35: What is the best sound?

there are so many good ones, but for sure one answer is whatever song you need to hear at that moment (does that count as cheating?)

36: Rolling stones or The Beatles

beatles all the way

37: What is the furthest you have ever traveled?

japan

38: Do you have a special talent?

i'm a good whistler, i can usually knot a cherry stem with my tongue and i have a really good shoot the duck (skating trick) and can do it either foot any direction

39: Where were you born?

chicago

@unxpctedlygreat (I started typing your old url and didn’t understant why you weren’t there uwu”) and @kuroo-tetsu tagged me, so here we go!

I don’t really feel like tagging anyone, but feel free to do it if you want to! It’s a bit long so it goes under a cut

1. who are you named after?

My first name isn’t in memory of anyone, but my second and third are, I don’t think that’s the question though.

2. last time you cried?

I’d say last week but I don’t remember if I cried or just had tears in my eyes... But I cried for sure 3 weeks ago. Both times were about the same thing :’)

3. do you like your handwriting?

Not at all, it’s banal at best and messy most of the time.

4. what is your favorite lunch meat?

Lunch meat, as something you’d put in a sandwich? Then I’d say chicken? I’m really picky with ham... Oh, but I love jambon de Bayonne

5. do you have kids?

Not yet, but I have a (almost) 5 y.o. brother so it’s almost the same. 

6. do you use sarcasm?

Maybe? Not a lot, but I tend to use it when something/someone piss me off. When someone pisses me off first thing I do is use the nickname “chaton”

7. do you still have your tonsils?

Nope, got them removed when I was 10 or 11

8. would you bungee jump?

I already kind of did? Except it wasn’t from really high, we had climbing in sport and we bungee jumped from the climbing wall at the end of the semester. I don’t know if I’d do it again, maybe?

9. what is your favorite kind of cereal?

I like plain corn flakes (with or without chocolate chunks), or cereals filled with chocolate.

10. do you untie your shoes when you take them off?

It depends on the shoes! Sneakers I don’t, boots it depends.

11. do you think you’re strong

Physically I act like I’m strong and that I need no one, but I have noodle arms. And mentally... I’d say I am, but sometimes I break down easily so... *shrugs*

12. what is your favorite ice cream?

Choosing one is so difficult, I like vanilla, chocolate, hazelnut, and more...

13. what is the first thing you notice about someone?

Their eyes I think? Or maybe just their face in general, I don’t know...

14. football or baseball?

football? (but if I’m allowed to cheat then basketball)

15. what is the least favorite thing about yourself?

Sometimes I kind of “manipulate” people? Not for big things, I just like being in control (my biggest fears are all related to me not being in control of myself) I don’t really realize I’m doing it and when I do I feel awful... But I think I didn’t do it in a while now so it’s good! (Now I guess I’m more upfront and tell to people what they should do. And still feel bad because I don’t like to boss people around but meh). I talked a lot sorry x)

16. what color pants are you wearing right now.

White with cherries on it! It’s my pajamas

17. favorite smell?

I like cinnamon, honey, and the smell of something baking... Or cooking depending on what it is (Bourgignon doesn’t smell good, but lasagnas do)

18. who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?

My sister

19. favorite sport to watch on tv?

I don’t really watch it anymore but I loved to watch ice skating, especially the pair competitions

20. hair color?

Brown, but I’m thinking of dying it. I want to ask for a sand hair... Or maybe something with pink-ish strands? I don’t know yet

21. Eye color?

I’d say blue-ish/grey, but people around me tell me it’s green-ish/grey? But all in all I love my eyes, the colour is pretty

22. favorite food?

I don’t think I have one, I like not always eating the same thing. But I do love salmon a lot.

23. scary or funny movies?

Funny. Scary is usually not my cup of tea. Unless there’s a plot that interest me and the scaring is just something that happen there and there

24. last movie you watched?

I think it was Ballerina?

25. what color shirt are you wearing?

Shirt is grey but I’m wearing a green and white hoodie on it x)

26. favorite holiday?

I don’t know OuO

27. wine or beer?

None. If I drink alcohol it’s rum or nothing. I’m a pirate OuO

The Rules: Answer the questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better.

So like a long while ago i was tagged in this thing by the probably super cool (i mean you’d have to be pretty cool to follow me) @cosmicmoths and i wanted to do this when i was first tagged but i didn’t do it to a bunch of other dumb circumstances that happened one after another and i kinda forgot but then i remembered about it and i still really want to do it so i am so there   

Nickname: my pals normally refer to me as J or j.j. But way back in elementary bunch of kids had given me the nickname “J berry crunch” claiming i was a poisonous cereal  

Star sign: Aries, and according to tumblr i fit the bill pretty well

Height: i can’t remember the last time i checked but i think it was borderline 6ft

Time Right Now: 10:48 pm

Favorite musical artist: i’ve really been into mountain goats and streetlight manifesto for a while now (streetlight manifesto really knows how to use there trumpets)

Song stuck in your head:so much meme music from the sillvagnner Chanel. i swear memes have ruined my life  

Last movie watched: i watched scott pilgrim vs the world yesterday for the 1,000th time

Last Tv show watched: i mean if anime counts than it would be jojos bizarre adventure because despite all of it problems i still think it’s like my favorite thing right now, if it doesn’t count then Steven universe because i refuse to not ride this out to the end  

What are you wearing right now: 3 layers of shirts and 3 layers of pants because it snowed earlier today and i had a fun adventure    

When did you create your blog: i’d like to saw about two -three years ago

What kind of stuff do you post: memes and music and jojo and memes and MEMES

Do you have any other blogs: oh boy do i. if you want to look at guine shitty MSPaint art then you can hop on down to @thetrueartblog for that very specific kick of bad MSpaint art that makes it artist feel sad after a year of going back to it. ive recently gone back to it and might update it from time to time   

Do you get Asks regularly: i still await my first ask

Why did you choose your URL: when i was like 11 i needed a new name for a minecraft account because goku81 wasn’t doing it for me anymore. then that Austin and Ally episode where they yelled soup for 30 minutes came on and my 11 year old mind thought that be super rad to be called “super soup” but i was 11 and fucked it up and i have been holding that L ever since

Hogwarts House: i have no real knowledge of harry potter what so ever.so id have to say griffinpoff because i don’t think it’s a real house  

Gender: Male

Pokémon Team: i mean at this point i think everyone’s favorite nowadays is team skull because there just the best. But if id have to pick someone else it be team galactic because gen4 is what got me into pokemon   

Favorite color: too many favorites to count

Average hours of sleep: a constant switch between not enough to too much  

Lucky number: il be edgy and say 13

Favorite characters: ok so like this question is not specific enough and i’ve seen a lot of things so i’ll make a top 5 in no real legitimate order

Wallace wells from the Scott pilgrim comics 

Lapis/pearl from Steven universe

Jonathan joestar from jojo’s bizarre adventure

Luke fon fabrea form tales of the abyss 

Duster from mother 3

Dream job: i wana make some real cool video games that people won’t vomit over the moment they see it

How many blankets do you sleep with:one thin sheet because it always super hot for some reason even in winter   

alright so i dont really know 20 people on tumblr so il just pick some people i follow/follow me if that’s alright (feel free to tell me you want your name off this list just tell me and il do it as quickly as possible. except for @mariahcareysmeltdown because you never had a say in this mater) 

@totaleclipseoftheblart @jelloapocalypse @aboringblackcat @warpedlamp

@mariahcareysmeltdown  @rooby

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3 Fears - dying alone, moths, MOTHS

3 things I love - Autumn, my cat Velmu, coffee

2 turns on - back muscles, choking

2 turns off - too much body hair, ugly noises

My best friend - I can’t choose one

Sexual orientation - I don’t label it, but I mostly like guys but I could fall in love with a woman too. 

How tall am I - 175cm

What do I miss right now -  my sister’s cat and somebody

Favourite color - lilac

Do I have a crush - I guess 

Favourite place - the shower

What am I listening to right now - knuckle puck

Shoe size - 39 in europe

Eye color - light green/grey/blue

Hair color - blue

Meaning behind my URL - the neighbourhood in finnish

Favourite song - atm Love$ick - Mura Masa

Favourite band - the neighbourhood, the 1975, twenty one pilots

How I feel right now - nothing much

Someone I love - my cat

My current relationship status - hard to explain, mostly waisting my time

My relationship with my parents - with mom ok, not in touch with my dad

Favourite season - spring i guess or early autumn

Tattoos and piercing i have - nipple piercings

Tattoos and piercing i want - so many tattoos

The reasons I joined Tumblr - i don’t remember, it was like 7 years ago.

Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? - Snaps maybe

Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? - yes

How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - depends, sometimes 10 minutes and sometimes it 2hours

Have you shaved your legs in the past three days? - nope

Where am I right now? - at my neighbours place

Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? very loud

Do I live with my Mom and Dad? nope

Am I excited for anything? - nope

Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - mostly everything

How often do I wear a fake smile? - very often

If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - Frank Iero or Gerard Way

What do I think about most? - food lol

Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - behind

What was the last lie I told? - I can’t remember

Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? - none, i hate talking on the phone and I’ve never videochatted, i only text

Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? - YES.

Do I believe in magic? - I guess

Do I believe in luck? - yeah

What’s the weather like right now? -  I don’t know i haven’t been outside all day and it’s almost 5AM

What was the last book I’ve read? - The secret diary of Laura Palmer

Do I have any nicknames? - Jaska, Jasu, Jassume

Do I spend money or save it? - spend

Can I touch my nose with a tounge? - nope

Favourite animal? - cats and puppies

What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - sleeping probably 

What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - Queen - It’s a Beautiful Day

What is my favorite word? - I don’t know

My top 5 blogs on tumblr - idk

If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? - Donald Trump is going to kill us all.

Do I have any relatives in jail? - Not sure, probably

What is my current desktop picture? - it’s a picture of a Homo Sapiens

Had sex? - yeah

Bought condoms? -  yeah

Gotten pregnant? - nope

Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? - yeas

Had job? - yeas

Smoked weed? - yeah

Smoked cigarettes? - yes

Drank alcohol? - yes

Am I a vegetarian/vegan? - I used to be but I got the worst anemia

Been overweight? - noep

Been underweight? - yeas

Gotten my heart broken? - yes

Been to prom?  - we don’t have that in finland

Been in airplane? - nope

Learned another language? - yes

Wore make up? -yes

Dyed my hair? - yes

Had a surgery? - yes

Met someone famous? - Finnish rapper Henri Pulkkinen alias Paperi T.

Stalked someone on a social network? -  haha every day

Been fishing? - yes i love fishing

Been rejected by a crush? -  nope i guess

What do I want for birthday? - makeup or something

Do I like my handwriting? - no it’s the worst :D

Where do I want to live when older? - somewhere nice and quiet and idyllic

Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? - yes

What I’m really bad at - everything

What my greatest achievments are - I have none

The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me - your scars are so ugly

What I’d do if I won in a lottery - i would buy a house and more cats and pay my student loans and stuff, give some to charity

What do I like about myself - eyes I guess

My closest Tumblr friend - i have none

Any question you’d like? - ?

Are you outgoing or shy? - super shy except when I’m drunk

What kind of people are you attracted to? - nice people

Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? - probably not

Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? - nope

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? - One of my best friends 

What does the most recent text that you sent say? - I don’t remember

What are your 5 favorite songs right now? - Love$ick by Mura Masa, Heal You by Oshi, 24/7 by The Neighbourhood, Elokuun 11. by Suurlähettiläät, Untitled by Knuckle Puck

Do you like it when people play with your hair? - YES

Do you think there is life on other planets? - definitely

Do you like bubble baths? - yes

Do you like your neighbors? - yes

Where would you like to travel? - nowhere in particular

Favorite part of your daily routine? - morning coffee and making breakfast

What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? - stomach or my neck

What do you do when you wake up? - make coffee and watch netflix

Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? - I’m pretty happy with it

Do you ever want to get married? -not sure

If your hair long enough for a pony tail? - yes

Would you rather live without TV or music? - without tv

Have you ever liked someone and never told them? - YES always

What are your favorite stores to shop in? - haha idk

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? - depends

Do you smile at strangers? - on a good day

Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? - nope

Ever wished you were someone else? - yes

Favourite makeup brand? - I don’t have a favorite one

Last thing you ate? - cereal

Ever won a competition? For what? - a cheerleading competition

Ever been in love? - yes 

Facebook or Twitter? - none

Twitter or Tumblr? - tumblr

Are you watching tv right now? - nope

What colour are your towels? - every colour there is

Favourite ice cream flavour? - salty caramel

First person you talked to today? - My friend

Last person you talked to today? - my neighbor

Name a person you hate? - Donald Trump

Name a person you love? - my mom

Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? - yes

Do you tan a lot? - nope

Have any pets? - a cat

Do you type fast? - i guess

Do you regret anything from your past? - yes

Ever broken someone’s heart? - yes

Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? - yesss

Is cheating ever okay? - nope

Do you believe in true love? - maybe

What your zodiac sign? - piscess

Do you believe in ghosts? - yes

Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? - I don’t have a book nearby