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#I recall you go for a drink with Elara
magicallulu7 · 27 days
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You know, since Date Nights have been announced and the first 4 companions dates had been released. It leaves me wondering if the vanilla companions you flirt with as the same gender will finally become official. You can flirt with Elara as Femtrooper and there has been a Male BH flirt for Torian, and I recall seeing a video of a Male Agent flirting with Vector.
I didn't see any outcome of these flirts for a while.
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lendeah · 4 months
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After the Weave 3.
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Summary: Elara and Astarion go to the ball with the aim of securing support, but navigating high society comes with its own set of perils.
Pairing: Astarion x OFC!Tav, past Gale x OFC!Tav
Tags: Angst, Drinking to Cope, References to Depression, Eventual Fluff, Eventual Smut, Emotional Baggage, Unresolved Emotional Tension, Post-Break Up, Tav finds herself again with Astarion, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD.
Word count: 4.3k
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"Godlike power, perhaps I can live without, but you?
You're everything"
The memory tugs at my mind, that moment beneath the rich purple sky, when everything felt within my grasp beside him. I can still see it clearly - the way his eyes gazed at me, filled with adoration and vows of forever. But now, as I finish tightening the corset with a sharp pull, the long red ball gown hugging my curves perfectly, I realize that those were just empty promises. Lies upon lies.
The crimson silk hugs my curves beautifully, though as I walk the long halls, each step becomes a battle against the uncomfortable fabric that makes me trip repeatedly. A beautiful dress indeed, but one that brings discomfort and pain with every move. Just like Gale's love.
Astarion is waiting by the entrance, looking as disinterested as ever, his face a mask of boredom. He is dressed in a crimson and black suit that hugs his form in all the right places. I can't help but admire how the fabric accentuates his lithe frame, the way it compliments his pale skin and emphasizes the white of his curls.
As his eyes finally land on me, something changes in them. There's a flicker of surprise and admiration before he quickly masks it with his usual sneer.
"That is a nice dress, I wonder who made it. They sure are talented, for making you of all people look regal."
I roll my eyes, "I don't even know how they got all my measures right. I mean, I don't think anyone has ever measured me, to begin with."
Astarion smirks, his eyes roaming over my form with a hint of amusement."Ah, well, I do recall taking your measurements once. However, that was quite some time ago, my dear, so you may have forgotten it."
I frown, and then a flicker of a memory flashes through my mind, and I can see Astarion's skilled fingers and his concentrated expression as he took my measurements with meticulous precision.
"You shared my measurements with a seamstress to make this dress?" I ask, surprised that he went to such great lengths for our work at the grand ball.
Astarion's eyes become unreadable for a second, and then he nods. "Yes, of course. It wouldn't do for you to arrive at the ball looking anything less than perfect." His tone is laced with sarcasm, but I can sense a hint of sincerity behind his words.
I let out a small laugh, shaking my head in disbelief. "You never cease to surprise me, bloodsucker." I say, approaching him slowly. "Thank you for your help."
His smirk softens into a small smile and he bows slightly in response. "It was my pleasure, Lady Elara."
His voice is dripping with mock formality, and I can't help but chuckle at his antics. I gesture towards the door. "Shall we, Sir. Ancunín?"
Astarion extends his arm to me like a gentleman, and I take it gratefully, feeling strangely comforted by his touch.
Just as we are about to step into the grand carriage, he stops and turns to face me once again. "Are you absolutely certain about this? We can stay here if you'd like, especially after... the missive."
I wince to myself. I knew he would want to talk about the letter sooner or later, but I thought I had done a pretty good job avoiding the subject for the past few days. Aparently, it hadn't been enough.
"Yes, I'm sure. The sooner we get this over with, the better." I say dismissively.
He looks at me intently, his eyes searching for any signs of hesitation or doubt. Then, his expression softens as he nods in understanding. "Very well then, shall we go?"
We climb into the grand carriage, and make our way towards the palace where the ball is being held. The ride is a quiet one, both of us lost in our own thoughts. I steal subtle glances at the man in front of me. He looks mesmerizing, as always, with his white, tousled hair falling just so over his forehead, accentuating the sharp angles of his face. His crimson eyes, usually filled with mischief, now hold a hint of worry that he's trying to conceal, and I have to fight the urge to smooth the lines that have formed in his forehead.
I catch myself staring and quickly avert my gaze, focusing on the passing scenery outside the carriage window. The moon hangs low in the sky, casting a silvery glow on the city. Lately I feel like I'm constantly living in the night, between the walls of the Palace. I guess that is how Astarion's life has felt in the last few months, back in the shadows without the tadpole giving him immunity to the sunlight. I can't help but pity him, as the memories of his pale body basking in the morning light flash through my mind.
As we near the palace, Astarion finally breaks the silence between us. His voice is softer than before, almost hesitant.
"When was the last time you practiced the art of sorcery?" he asks, with his eyes still fixed on the window.
I feel myself freeze up at the question. It's been months since Gale left, and with him went my motivation to even touch a spellbook or scroll. Every hint of magic reminded me of him, and I couldn't bring myself to face that pain again.
"It's been a while," I admit reluctantly. "Since Gale left."
Astarion nods in understanding, but there is a hint of dissatisfaction in his expression. "That's a shame. You were good," he says firmly, finally looking at me.
I meet his gaze, feeling a mixture of gratitude and irritation. Astarion always had a way of cutting through the chaos in my mind and speaking truths that I didn't want to confront. He was right, of course. I had allowed Gale's departure to shatter not only my heart but also my connection to magic. A wave of regret washes over me as I realize how easily I had let go of something I loved so much, how easily I had forgotten myself.
"I know," I reply, my tone softer than I anticipated. "It's just... difficult. Every time I try to conjure a spell or tap into that part of myself, I can't help but think of him."
"Ah, I understand the pain of reminders all too well," he murmurs with a wry smile. "But Elara, you cannot let him, or anyone for that matter, define who you are or what you're capable of. You are stronger than you give yourself credit for."
His words stir something within me, an ember of determination that has been smoldering beneath the ashes of heartbreak. Perhaps he's right. Perhaps it's time to reclaim my magic. But not now, I tell myself, there would be time for that after we finish doing what we came here to do.
As we step out of the carriage and into the entrance of the castle, my mouth falls open. I didn't even know such extensive grounds could fit in Baldur's Gate's narrow streets. The palace, lit up by hundreds of lanterns and torches, looks like something out of a fairytale. The gardens are filled with colorful flowers and fountains, and the marble steps leading to the entrance are lined with statues of ancient gods.
Astarion catches me staring in awe and smirks. "Remarkable, isn't it? A chance to join the illustrious Duke at his grand ball is a rare privilege indeed."
"Wait, Duke? As in Duke Ravengaard? As in, Wyll's dad?"
Astarion nods, "Yes, the very same. I'm surprised you didn't know, it must've slipped my mind to tell you." But the mischief in his eyes tells me he most definitely didn't.
As we make our way into the grand ballroom, I find out the grand hall is just as breathtaking as the exterior. Crystal chandeliers hang from the ceiling, casting a warm golden glow on everything below. People dressed in extravagant gowns and suits dance to music played by musicians in one corner of the room. As Astarion and I enter the room, all eyes turn towards us with a flurry of emotion. Some gaze at us with curious intrigue, while others openly display their desire. But the dominant reaction is one of pure fear, evident in the way they shrink back and avoid eye contact.
I take a deep breath, trying to calm the nerves that have resurfaced at the sight of so many eyes on us. Astarion must sense this, because he takes my hand on his cold one and squeezes it reassuringly.
"Relax," he whispers with a smile. "Just be your usual 'Savior of Baldur's Gate' self and you will be more than fine."
As we reach the ballroom, I can see it is filled with high-ranking officials, nobles and other powerful figures, all dressed in their finest attire. I try to remember the individuals Astarion had taught me about, but there are too many and the names and occupations are mixing in my brain. In a sea of unfamiliar faces, one stands out amongst the rest. Duke Ravengard approaches us, with a welcoming smile dancing on his lips. He reminds me so much of Wyll that a wave of emotions hit me like a punch to the gut.
Before I can even say anything, Astarion steps forward and greets the man with a respectful bow. "Your Grace," he says smoothly, "allow me to introduce the Savior of Baldur's Gate. Rumor has it, she once saved you from certain death in the not-so-distant past."
I feel my cheeks heat up at the remark. The Duke's eyes widen in recognition before a warm smile forms on his lips.
"Ah, Elara. What an honor to see you again," he says, his voice filled with genuine admiration. "I've heard tales of your brave deeds for our city, and we are all in your debt."
I manage to give him a small smile and a nod.
"It was a pleasure, sir."
He chuckles softly, his eyes twinkling with amusement.
"Modesty becomes you, my dear." He says with a smile. A flicker of sadness appeared in his eyes as he asked "Have you happened upon any news of my son? I recall that the two of you were once close friends."
My heart sinks at the mention of Wyll. I haven't heard from him since he left for the Avernus with Karlac, but seeing how important Duke Ravengard is to him, I decide to be honest.
"I'm afraid I haven't heard from Wyll in quite some time."
The Duke's expression falls slightly but he nods understandingly. "I see. Well, if you do happen to come across him in your travels, please let him know that his father misses him dearly."
"I will," I promise solemnly.
He pauses for a second, and then adds "But let us not dwell on the past tonight. This is a night of celebration and joy!"
As the Duke leads us further into the ballroom, Astarion walks beside me, his eyes flickering with a mix of amusement and mischief. "Well, well, Lady Elara," he whispers. "How greedy you are, relishing in all the glory"
I roll my eyes at his teasing remark but can't help but feel a sense of pride bubbling within me. Standing in the midst of power and privilege, I can't help but feel that maybe I do deserve this recognition.
As we continue to mingle among the crowd, a smooth voice catches my attention. I turn to see a blonde elf woman approaching us, drink in hand.
"Ah, Astarion, dearest," she says with a charming smile as she reaches us. "What a pleasure to meet you again."
Astarion smiles back at her and gives her a slight bow. "The pleasure is all mine, Lady Shaphyra."
I remember now. Her name is Lady Shaphyra Boldsong, daughter of one of the most influential elven families in Baldur's Gate. And she and Astarion seem to know each other quite well, by the looks of it.
"I see you have brought a lovely companion with you," she says, turning her gaze towards me. "The Savior of Baldur's Gate, no less. And she is a half-elf! What a delightful surprise."
I feel my cheeks flush once again as I am introduced for the second time tonight. But Lady Saphyra doesn't seem to mind as she bows towards me.
"It's a pleasure to meet you," she says warmly.
I bow back. "Likewise, Lady Saphyra."
She turns back to Astarion, with a sly smile on her lips. "I couldn't have imagined you keeping such remarkable company. Is she also lending a hand in funding the hospital?"
I tilt my head and raise a questioning eyebrow in Astarion's direction, but he remains unfazed. As if sensing that it's now my turn to take the lead, I clear my throat and confidently interject into the conversation, "Actually, Lady Saphyra, I have been heavily involved in the fundraising efforts for the hospital. It's a cause close to my heart, after the catastrophe we lived."
Lady Saphyra's expression changes, her eyes widening in surprise. "How wonderful! I must say, you are quite the impressive lady, Elara."
Astarion gives me a small nod of approval before turning back to Lady Saphyra. "Indubitably, my dear, she is a remarkable creature indeed. I daresay, any assistance we can offer in tending to these unfortunate young ones is most welcome. Even more if the help comes from someone as bewitching as yourself."
I suppress the urge to roll my eyes at Astarion's practiced flattery, his smooth words and charming smile all too familiar to me by now. However, Lady Saphyra appears taken with his act, as she giggles and sips her drink before responding, "You are quite the charmer, Astarion. But I am glad to hear that you both are involved in such a noble cause. I may consider helping myself, if you treat me to a dance."
He takes her delicate hand in his and guides her gracefully towards the dance floor, their movements fluid and elegant as they join the other couples swaying to the music.
I watch them go with a mixture of amusement and relief that everything is going as intended. The rest of the night unfolds with a whirlwind of introductions and conversations. Astarion seems to know every person in the place, with most of them regarding Astarion with respect. I find myself seamlessly switching between engaging in political discussions with influential figures and gracefully gliding across the ballroom floor in elegant dances, all of this while convincing the nobles to join our very worthy cause. Just as Astarion had predicted, my presence was enough to sway many into following through with his plans.
At some point during the evening, we are approached by a group of people. Among them is who I recognize as Sir. Paddock, a human man in his sixties with silver hair and piercing green eyes. He is one of the most influential magistrates in the city, and also someone Astarion explicitly told me to beware of.
"Sir. Ancunín," he greets us with a bow before turning to me with a charming smile. "And Lady Ella, it's a pleasure to make your acquaintance."
I give him a polite smile despite him getting my name wrong.
"You know, I didn't imagine the Savior of Baldur's Gate to be so appealing to the eye," he says with a raised eyebrow and lowers his eyes down my chest just enough to make me uncomfortable.
"Thank you for your compliment, Sir Paddock," I say stiffly.
He chuckles as if he's amused by my reaction before turning back to Astarion.
"So tell me," he says in a lowered voice, "what brings such extraordinary person here tonight in the arm of a man of the night, of all people?"
My jaw tightens at his words and I feel Astarion tense beside me. I take a deep breath, trying to compose myself.
Astarion flashes his signature smirk, his eyes sparkling mischievously. "Ah, Sir Paddock, always the observant one," he says with a playful tone.
"Actually, Mr. Ancunín is doing a lot of important work for the betterment of this city," I say firmly.
The man just raises an eyebrow skeptically. "And do these 'important' labors involve the draining of a certain vital liquid?" he asks with a sly smile.
The people around us shift uncomfortably at his words, although I can hear some chuckles.
I stand my ground, not allowing his insinuation to rattle me. "No, they do not".
Astarion leans in, his smile never wavering."Ah, Sir Paddock, you wound me with your choice of words," he replies smoothly. "But as for Lady Elara's presence here tonight, she graces us with her company as both a hero and a benefactor to the hospital fund. We are fortunate to have her support."
Sir Paddock's smile falters, but he quickly regains his composure."A hero and a benefactor? Impressive indeed." He glances between us, a glint of suspicion in his eyes."Well then, I apologize for my bluntness. It's just that Astarion here has quite a reputation in the city."
"I assure you, Sir Paddock, that Astarion is a changed man now," I say confidently, placing a hand on Astarion's arm for emphasis.
Sir Paddock studies us for a moment.
"You seem like an accomplished and respectable young woman," the man continues, ignoring my previous statement. "You don't need to waste your potential with... this thing."
His words strike a nerve within me and before I know it, I am speaking without thinking. "Mr. Ancunín may have a past that some frown upon, but he has proven himself time and time again as a valuable asset to this city," I retort "he is the most caring, ambitious, hard working and loyal person I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. And none of you would be here if it wasn't for his labors." I finish, my voice quivering with rage.
The surrounding crowd falls into a heavy silence, their eyes darting between the three of us. Astarion himself wears a stunned expression, his typically composed demeanor momentarily cracked.
But the man just chuckles condescendingly. "Oh dear, it seems like you have quite the temper on you," he says with amusement. "But mark my words, Miss Ella. Associating yourself with someone like that will only bring you down in the eyes of this society."
My fists clench at my sides as fury courses through me. How dare he speak about him like this? Despite all of Astarion's faults and past mistakes, he has been nothing but good to me and the city. Hells, he is keeping 7000 spawn alive as we are talking!
Before I can respond, Astarion steps forward "Ah, Sir Paddock, always one to jump to the most scandalous conclusions. I assure you, Lady Elara and I are engaged in far more noble pursuits than you could ever dream of."
I shoot Astarion a grateful smile. Sir Paddock's eyes narrow as he studies Astarion. "Well, well, the rogue with a heart of gold. You've certainly managed to charm your way into the hearts of Baldur's Gate's elite, haven't you?"
Astarion smirks and bows slightly. "Charm is my specialty, dear sir. It seems even the most discerning individuals can recognize true talent when they see it."
Suppressing a laugh, I instead give his arm a tight squeeze in appreciation for his backhanded compliment.
"And now, as lovely as it has been talking with you, I believe I owe this beautiful woman a dance, so if you'll excuse us" Astarion says smoothly, extending his hand towards me.
Sir Paddock studies us for a moment "Oh, of course," he says with a forced grin. "I wouldn't want to keep you from your dance."
I glance at Sir Paddock, a smug smile gracing my lips, before placing my hand in Astarion's. With a bow, the vampire leads me away from the group, towards the dance floor. As we glide across the dance floor, the tension from our encounter with Sir Paddock slowly dissipates. The music envelops us, its melodic notes weaving through the air as if casting a spell of tranquility upon the room. I can feel his eyes on me while we dance, his hand resting gently on the small of my back, guiding me with effortless grace. I try to push the earlier confrontation out of my mind and focus on our mission, but I can't help but feel guilty for losing my temper.
"I'm sorry," I say sincerely, breaking the silence between us. "I overstepped and almost blew our plan."
"You handled Sir Paddock admirably," Astarion whispers in my ear, his voice filled with a mixture of pride and mischief. "You have quite the fiery spirit, my lady."
I feel a blush creeping up my cheeks at his words, my heart swelling with a warmth that I hadn't anticipated, "Thank you, Sir Ancunín."
For a moment, I forget about the tensions of the evening and lose myself in the rhythm of the dance.
As we sway together amidst the sea of elegant couples, Astarion leans in closer, his voice barely audible over the music. My back shivers at the closeness to his body, the feeling of his cold fingers grazing my open back.
"My dear Elara," he begins, his breath tickling my ear, "Your strength and resilience have always been a source of envy for me. But there is something I find ever more admirable from you."
"And what is it that you find so admirable?" I ask, trying to keep my voice steady.
Astarion pulls back slightly, his gaze fixed on mine. "It is your unwavering belief in the goodness of others, even in the face of their doubts and prejudices."
A small smile tugs at my lips as I listen to Astarion's words. His observation warms my heart.
"I'm not sure if that is entirely true," I say. "I have made plenty of mistakes believing others in my life."
A faint smile tugs at the corners of his lips as he tightens his grip on my waist."Don't we all?" Astarion replies. "But I've seen you in action, Elara. You have a way of bringing out the best in people, even when they don't see it themselves."
I swallow hard, his words resonating deeply within me. Astarion's observations of my character always manage to surprise me, as if he can see into the depths of my soul. For so long after Gale left, I had felt lost and disconnected from the world, but his presence back in my life had brought about a newfound clarity, a sense of purpose.
"Thank you," I say softly.
As the music begins to fade into another song, Astarion pulls me closer, his grip on my waist firm yet gentle. The room around us seems to blur into insignificance as our eyes lock, a silent understanding passing between us.
"Can I ask what Gale's letter said?" He says, breaking the comfortable silence between us.
I tense visibly at the mention of the piece of parchment, tripping on my own feet. But Astarion quickly catches me before I fall.
"I-I don't know," I stutter, trying to regain my composure.
Astarion's eyes narrow slightly. "You don't know? Did you not read it?"
I take a deep breath and try to calm my racing heart. How much should I tell him? In the short time we've been living together, Astarion has already opened himself to me in more ways than one. Yet, I can't shake the feeling of shame that washes over me at the reminder of the words written in ink.
"He said that he has started crafting Karsus' Crown" I blurt out.
Astarion raises an eyebrow, clearly picking up on my discomfort. "And that's it?"
I give a slow, resigned shake of my head. "He also said that it's over, that I should forget him and move on with my life." I say, my voice heavy with disappointment, "Oh, and of course, he made sure to mention that he's not coming back, which I guess was to be expected at this point." I laugh bitterly.
Astarion's expression turns serious at my words. "I'm sorry, Elara," he says quietly. "I know how much Gale meant to you."
"It's fine," I say with a shrug, trying to brush off the sadness that threatens to consume me. "I've had plenty of time to come to terms with it."
Astarion studies me for a moment before speaking again. "How do you feel about it?"
His question lingered in my mind. How did I feel about it?
"I...I don't know," I finally answer truthfully. "Part of me is sad, of course. But another part of me is relieved."
Astarion looks at me curiously, and I can tell he wants me to elaborate. So I take a deep breath and continue.
"I've been holding onto this hope that maybe one day we would get back together. For so many months, I really hoped he would give up his power for me," I say, feeling slightly embarrassed at my admission. "But now I can finally let go of that hope and move on with my life."
A small smile appears on Astarion's face and he nods in understanding. "I think that's for the best," he says softly.
I nod in agreement, grateful for his support and understanding. We continue dancing in silence for a few moments before Astarion speaks up again.
"You know, dear," he begins hesitantly. "He on no account ever deserved you."
I glance up at Astarion, surprised by the sincerity in his voice. I'm about to ask him what he means by that, but before I can even part my lips, a blood-curdling scream shatters the stillness of the room. In an instant, Astarion's hand is clasped around mine and he is pulling me towards the source of the cry. The corner is filled with a sea of nobles, their faces contorted with fear and shock. We push our way through the crowd, struggling against the tide until we finally reach the head of the gathering. And there, lying on the floor in a pool of crimson, is Duke Ravengard. And his lifeless body bears two deep puncture wounds decorating his neck.
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lilyharvord · 3 years
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i’m really curious about what you think cal and tibe’s relationship was like. i always go back and forth on them having a good relationship and a not-so-healthy one
I think they have... a relationship. Like it's neither good, nor is it bad. Tibe obviously adores him, because that's his and Coriane's son, a product of a real love. Cal is all he has left of Coriane, and memories of course. (I mean... that part in Red Queen when Elara has both of them under her control and Tibe just cries Coriane's name... gut wrenching).
Their relationship is not like the father son relationships we see in modern times. He doesn't exactly go out and play catch with Cal 😂 although I bet he would have if the book was a modern setting. He definitely spends most of the time preparing Cal for taking command of regiment on the front, and for being King. So i'm sure they have lil jokes and stuff from spending that time together.
With this in mind, obviously Tibe does everything to make Cal's life easy. But he doesn't really raise him. He speaks with him, and loves him, and congregates him etc. but he doesn't TEACH him how to live like a man, only a king. (I mean, Cal doesn't know how to do most things like cook and whatnot, which is why my low key favorite moment in Kings Cage is when MARE CALLS HIS ASS OUT ABOUT DOING LAUNDRY. Like yes.) Cal raises himself, with the help of Julian and tutors as I said in a previous ask. Like he reads, and teaches himself how to do most things (like working in the garage).
But Cal loves his father, adores him, idolizes him, because that is the only parental figure he has. He latches onto him desperately because well, it's all he has. He probably doesn't see the faults Mare does or anyone else for that matter, or he willfully ignore them. I find it interesting that Victoria choose to point out in Red Queen at one point that Cal is drinking water while his father is drinking otherwise. (if I recall its in the book, again sometimes fanfiction and the books blend together). But yeah, that's still his father, and he loves him despite some things.
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elaraves · 4 years
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Introductions
They had followed the path of the falcon for hours as it reached midday. It looked as if it was slowing now, circling back into their view if they lost sight of it for too long. Elara was being less cautious in her movement, practically breaking into a slow dash at times to catch it. There was just something about it, a feeling of sorts, that she knew to follow. Was it a dream she had?
The bird suddenly dove down from the air a ways ahead of them, lost from sight. There was probably an unseen drop from a cliffside up ahead. Elara picked up speed again after it through the rock debri. She couldn’t risk losing it again.
“Elara stop!” Dulnefni shouted, grabbing at her arm before she could leave his range.
She turned to face him, a confused and slightly aggitated face hiding beneath her tinted visor.
“What is it? We need to catch up,” she stated.
“No we don’t! That thing is a wild animal, not a sign… Look at yourself! You’re going to kill yourself from exhaustion before we find refuge if you keep this up!”
Her face twisted in frustration, but she held her tongue to think of a witty comeback. He wasn’t wrong that she was exhausted, she was already taking this unexpected moment to catch her breath, but she just knew in her gut she was right. She couldn’t prove it though… Maybe she should listen to him after all?
Question cut the silent air at their side. “I hate to break it to you, but you’re wrong.”
“Excuse me?” Dulnefni glared over at him.
Elara also turned to look at him. He appeared to be scanning a bit ahead, where she wanted to continue her pursuit.
“I’m scanning lifeforms up ahead. Many for that matter. Come see,” he calmly answered.
Dulnefni and Elara both looked from him, to each other, and back. Elara practically threw herself over to his side to see. Dulnefni was close behind. They both remained low in cover.
They had managed to finally reach the end of the mountain range pass. Below them was a valley of clear hills that lead into more wild forests. At the base, a large gathering of people were working together, conversing and moving supplies. A few silent ships remained sitting in wait in the middle of the commotion. They all appeared to be average looking humans, a few Exos and Awoken in the background amongst them once you looked harder. Elara continued scanning their numbers, she had to find that falcon. Quickly she found it, perched on the arm of a human woman wearing a blue and red covering that went over her head. She carried a long rifle and pack over her shoulder. Elara could only assume she was the leader by the way she confidently moved and conversed with everyone as she passed through. Was she one of the Hunters?
“Take this,” Dulnefni said.
Elara glanced to her side to see him moving to stand, and did a double take. He was holding his sniper rifle out to her.
“Wait, what are you doing? I can go down,” Elara said.
“No, stay here and cover me. If you hear gunfire, then you’ll know there’s trouble.”
“But you’re a better shot with this. Besides they’re just-”
“We don’t know them, Elara.”
She grew quiet at his firm tone. She knew about some of the dealings he’d faced with other Lightbearers long before she was first rezzed. It was only bits he cared to share with her over drinks and during their first meeting. She nodded, she wasn’t about to fight him on this one.
“I’ve got your back,” she said, “We both have your back.”
Dulnefni looked from her, to Question and back, before nodding and quickly descending the rock face to the group. Elara set the barrel of the rifle down upon the last bit of rock cover she had before the drop, and moved down into its sight. She shifted uncomfortably, trying to find a better way to prop the butt of the gun so it wouldn’t kick back into her bad shoulder. She quickly gave up, and held it firmly against her gunshot wound. She’d rather risk any comfort, than miss an important shot. Question moved behind her other shoulder in order to take cover beside her, but kept his sightline open. Elara used the scope of the gun to watch Dulnefni, as well as the unknown group of people below.
It didn’t take long for him to reach the bottom, and by that point he had already made his presence known. A few lookouts posted to keep watch at the perimeter held his approach firmly in their gun sights. Elara could hear them yelling out to the others, who quickly took to cover. The leader let the falcon fly off, and quickly equipped her rifle at her side. Dulnefni held his hands high to them to show he wasn’t there to be hostile. Elara could hear his voice as he loudly called out to them, but they were too far down for her to discern what was being said. She was too busy anxiously holding her aim among the multiple lookouts. Her heart beat louder in her chest as she silently prayed they didn’t start opening fire. They occasionally looked down at the same woman Elara picked out before, patiently waiting for instructions. Elara shifted the sight of the rifle to aim towards her. She watched as she called back out to Dulnefni, still keeping her gun firmly in hand. The woman’s eyes darted above to the mountain side. She clearly knew there was more than just him, but the amount and position she was trying to figure out.
The two continued to say a few words to each other from a safe distance, before Dulnefni finally removed his helmet to expose his robotic face. The woman took one look at him, before lowering her rifle and calling back towards her people. Those on watch immediately lowered their weapons and those in hiding peeked from behind their cover, slowly moving back out. After a moment, Dulnefni turned and looked upwards towards where he last left Elara, before giving her a hand gesture to come down. Elara and Question both gave a loud sigh of relief, before she moved from her spot to join them.
It took Elara longer to rejoin Dulnefni. She had to take the side paths slower, as her knees almost gave out from under her multiple times. Her body’s exhaustion and the sting of her wounds had slowly, but firmly begun to call back out to her, now that her adrenaline rush had halted. She was still trying to hold onto the deep breaths she took before aiming the rifle in an attempt to help. She gave one last deep sigh once she reached the bottom, and limped her way over to Dulnefni’s side. He, along with the group’s leader, seemed to notice her slowed approach and moved to meet her. Dulnefni reached out to her, but was calmly brushed aside.
“I’m good.. Here you should take this back,” Elara said, as she held the sniper rifle out towards him.
He took it and immediately stowed it back over his shoulder. With her now free hands, Elara removed her helmet as well, in order to get some more air. The leader studied her face for a moment before speaking.
“So we’ve got ourselves a couple of Guardians. Are there more with you?” she asked them.
“No, just us at the moment,” Dulnefni carefully answered.
“Where are you all going?” Question pondered out loud.
Elara was wondering the same. The others appeared to be loading the last of the crates they had gathered onto the ships. A few had started to whirl to life, but remained on the ground for the moment.
“We were about to head back to base after we gathered these lost supplies. You two looking to join us?” the woman answered.
They all looked at each other. Elara wanted to say yes, but Dulnefni still seemed a bit hesitant. A screech called from above them that signaled the falcon’s approach. It quickly broke the tension between them, as it rejoined the woman on it’s perch on her arm. Elara smiled softly at them when it looked to her again.
“This one belongs to you? I owe them a lot for leading us here,” Elara said.
“This is Louis, best pilot we got. He’s already helped find a few others here,” the woman smiled down at him affectionately, “My name’s Hawthorne. Suraya Hawthorne. And your’s?”
“Elara Ves. This is Question,” Elara answered, gesturing towards her ghost as she said his name.
“Dulnefni-12,” Dulnefni responded after her.
He shifted a bit as he avoided mentioning his Ghost. Elara knew it was best not to poke the touchy topic.
“Hmm I think I remember someone was looking for you,” Hawthorne said, questioning her memory as she looked at Elara.
“Wait who?”, she immediately asked.
“Can’t remember the names, but it was a few Guardians. Two were male Hunters like your friend here. One of them was Awoken.”
Elara pondered who she could be referring to, as she recalled all the names and faces she was familiar with. A few seconds later it hit her.
“We need to get back to them,” Elara said.
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"Who hurt you?" For El, lounging in a quiet evening, sharing drinks
    Elara was silent for a moment, staring down into the wineglass in her hand, the deep red liquid slowly swirling as she tilted the glass.She’d never really told anyone what had happened. Not with the vulnerable truthwith which she wanted to grant to Nat. Her friends knew most of it. Told insnippets and brisk, defensive comments. But nobody had truly asked.
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    “—His name was Tyrok.” Her voice was soft and she didn’tdare look up to meet Natalie’s gaze. That was a surefire way to lose herconfidence. Instead Elara kept her gaze fixated on the wine glass she wasslowly swirling. “I thought I loved him, you know. In that blind way a firstlove always is. I didn’t see all the red flags, all the warnings signsscreaming at me to leave, to escape and save myself.” She gave a bitter laughbefore taking a swig of her drink to steady her nerves.
    “He told me he agreed with me; agreed that the Empire wasterrible. Promised he’d go rogue with me. And that’s—that’s all I cared about.Someone to confide in, someone who didn’t think I was a traitor.” A shakybreath; ears pinning back as she recalled all the memories seared into hermind. Things she wished she could forget.
    “It was that blind trust, that awful blind love, that mademe brush aside every cruel word. All the bruises and scars he left. I kepttelling myself that maybe when we finally escaped things would change. That he would change.” She sneered down into her glass as her eyes pressed shutand she fought the urge to curl up and hide away from the emotions bubblingback to the surface. Despite how much it hurt now, Elara knew that telling thestory to Nat would help. If she could get it off her chest and finally face allthe pain it brought her then maybe she could finally heal properly. Far toomany years of shoving the pain and fear deep down inside of herself had lefther in a state of terrified paranoia.
    “We never went rogue together. I—I had to kill him. If Ihadn’t he would have killed our entire training squadron.” Hot tears hadgathered at the corners of her eyes and Elara couldn’t stop them as they rolleddown her cheeks. She didn’t care as they blurred her vision. Didn’t care asquiet sobs made her lithe frame shake and shiver.
    “He lied to me, Nat. Tyrok never wanted to go rogue with me.No, he wanted to use me as a pawn. As leverage to force my father to handover his fleet and the soldiers under his command. He never cared about me.”
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