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dxkjf · 9 months
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I made a random dumb au for my sunnyside guys where theyre all monster and uts the only thing in my head rn HEEELP HEEEEELP
THEYRE ALL MONSTER THINGS AND JOHNNYS THE BOOGEYMAN? IDK IDK HELP HEEEELP
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Uh hi...??
Sup nerds.
Meet the artist's sona:
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Random facts about Ronnie/Vox:
• They don't smell good.. AT ALL.
• It has a bunch of weapons
• They carry around knifes
• It runs around and yells alot
• They have a pet rat and an all-seeing eye
• The "eye" flies around Ronnie/Vox and tells it when danger is around
•They gossip with "Eye" and their pet rat, Bon Bon
Anyways-- here's my...
Names & Pronouns:
Name: Evan/Ronnie/Vox
Pronouns: They/Them/It/Its
Fandom List:
Stars next to my obsessions!!
• The Amazing digital circus ☆☆☆
• Five nights at freddy's
• Undertale/Deltarune/UTY
• Murder Drones
• Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss ☆
• (ROT)Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
• Popee The Performer
• Welcome Home
• Raggedy Ann and Andy
• Hilda
• DreamWorks trolls
• Invader Zim ☆☆☆
• Ramshackle
• Johnny the Homicidal maniac ☆
• Mean Girls ☆☆
• The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals
• K-12 ☆
• Diary of a wimpy kid ☆
Master Posts:
The Tadc dark au
The Amazing Digital High School
Tadc: Eternal Tragedy AU
Hazbin Hotel x Tadc
Jthm x iz au
Dead! Zim au
Remaking deltarune w/ocs
Father! Caine au
Youtube:
Kin list: (tw: long)
☆ Tak (Invader zim)
☆ Vox (Hazbin Hotel)
☆ Sir pentious (Hazbin Hotel)
☆ Gretchen Weiners (Mean Girls)
☆ Uzi (Murder Drones)
☆ Zim (Invader zim)
☆ Donnie (rottmnt)
☆ Leo (rottmnt)
☆ Mikey (rottmnt)
☆ Alice (the guy who didnt like musicals)
☆ Blitzø (Helluva Boss)
☆ Stolas (Helluva boss)
☆ Gaz (Invader Zim)
☆ Popee (Popee the performer)
☆ GIR (Invader Zim)
☆ V (Murder Drones)
☆ Angel Dust (Hazbin Hotel)
☆ Pomni (The Amazing Digital Circus)
☆ Ragatha (The Amazing Digital Circus)
☆ Zooble (The Amazing Digital Circus)
☆ Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus)
☆ Striker (Helluva Boss)
☆ Octavia (Helluva Boss)
☆ Raggedy Andy (Raggedy Ann & Andy)
☆ Janis (Mean Girls)
☆ Gangle (The Amazing Digital Circus)
☆ Tallest Purple (Invader Zim)
☆ Husk (Hazbin Hotel)
☆ Vinnie (Ramshackle)
☆ Raph (tmnt 2012)
☆ Dib (Invader Zim)
☆ Crybaby (K-12)
Featured posts!!
Requests and asks:
Requests are (currently closed)!! You can request art of any of the fandoms I listed. You can ask me anything and if I want to I'll respond. I don't wanna be rude, but it says ASK not tell. So, don't just tell me some random thing.
Rules for Requests:
• No NSFW (I'm a minor)
• No art requests on fandoms I don't know
I'm okay with pretty much anything else (I can't think of anything else)
Boundaries:
Okay, let's get real here. I don't want to hear about your issues unless you're my friend or you ask first. I don't really like to read vents of random people because I'm no therapist. I can't even deal with my own shit.
Next, no spamming me or being up my ass to finish your request. (You can spam me with likes but not with questions if your art is done)
No flirting or being weird. (Unless I allow u to)
You can cuss all you want. Just no slurs.
No asking for personal information. (If you're a trusted friend I MIGHT tell you some little things)
Please act ur fucking age (some exceptions tho)
DNI: Proshippers, racists, homophobic, under the age of 10 or above 30 (some exceptions), Children, u hate Jazmin Bean, ur annoying, u make NSFW, u make gacha heat, u don't act ur age, ur an asshole (in a bad way), ur @/Randysworlds2009, or if I just don't like u :)
That's basically it. If u break any of these boundaries I'll block u<33
Warnings!!
My account is kinda not for kids. I'm a mean cunt who cusses a lot with no filter and threatens to k!ll people who annoy me. (Dont be alarmed, I never actually do. I just want to) I'm a Chaotic cussing machine so be warned (I'd like if kids didn't interact with me)
My account will mention/have:
• Self harm topics
• Mental heath jokes
• The words "K!ll ur self"
• Death threats
• S3xual topics/jokes
• Sensitive topics
• vents and rants
• LOTS OF CUSSING
• Me being a bitch
• Me being horny
And more Chaotic shit (this may update soon)
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yuukei-yikes · 7 months
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It’s me back in the ask box again for another super important question:
What “cringe” fandoms would the mekadan have been into as kids. Like we know Marry was a black butler girlie but I need to know the rest. Who was deeply invested in the fnaf lore, who was cosplaying as homestuck trolls, who was shipping creepypastas. I am desperate for answers only you can provide.
EXCELENT question. i ADORE this question.
ayano is into homestuck. used to role play warrior cats. loves the marvel cinematic universe, and just any superhero comic book stuff in general. canonically into jojo.
kido's is BANDS. specifically bands considered emo back in 2013 or something. my chemical romance. blink 189. black veil brides. that was their shit. also im sorry but they were a superwholock. sorryyyyyy i also think they'd be into medical dramas like grey's anatomy and dr house LMAO
i dont think seto did or does fandoms. i think seto goes outside too much. he's the only one who has no idea what being in a fandom is like, also the least online definitely (I'll get to mary)
kano would be into youtubers/celebrities. he's so into celebrity gossip it's impossible to talk to him he knows of names youve never even heard of.
like u said mary is a black butler girlie but i guess she could like other mangas... i also think she'd watch medical dramas with kido. BUT she doesnt internet so she has no idea about any of it she just lore dumps everyone instead about any book she's reading. she finds out black butler is actually animated and forces everyone to sit down and watch it with her
momo was the one shipping creepypastas btw. i also think she's a sims girlie she's obsessed with its lore and loves making ocs in there and ends up obsessed with her own sims families (commissions haruka a bunch)
shintaro is into magical girls animes. like any of them. but i also think he'd like some popular cartoons like steven universe LOLLL he was probably furiously defending pearl online. also i think he used to make youtube poops and sparta remixes when he was like 14
haruka and takane are the fnaf lore guys especially haruka i seriously think he arrives to school one day after he stayed up all night watching fnaf lore videos and told takane all about it. they're the ones lining up for the movie rn. they also probably roleplayed undertale together in highschool. also i think takane likes analog horror which is horrible for haruka bc i think he hates horror but he's also weirdly fascinated by it so he's watching through his fingers anything takane puts on lol. they tend to share their fandoms especially in hs because haruka was furiously googling anything takane mentioned to have conversation topics with her
hiyori's obviously into idols. i think like kido she loves bands too but she's from the directioner bts stan vibes. and hibiya i LOVE to make jokes abt him being into whatever 12 year olds are into (fortnite, among us, fnaf) and seriously i do love that and i think gamer hibiya is possible with the power of him making the effort to learn to use his phone and the internet bc all his friends live far away and in the process learns abt all that. but before that he was like seto he has no idea what it feels like to be in a fandom and cannot understand hiyori's visions. he's still not SUPER online though
i loved this question. more questions like this i beg
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scarlet6rose · 4 months
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🎤 hello people of the internet ✦
I’m Scarlet Rose,
I’m a writer (somewhat) and (mostly) digital artist that has been drawing since I held an apsara pencil 💀.
You can see me as any gender you like and use any pronouns, I really couldn’t care less, I’m just here to have a little fun 👁👄👁
I am in a lot of fandoms (some breakups were there 😃)
Just to give a lil idea:
✦ Good omens (literally binge watched like yesterday 💀) (novel and tv show)
✦ Omniscient reader’s viewpoint (joined late 2022 and early 2023 I think 🤔) (novel and Webtoon)
✦ Undertale (since the beginning tbh but it’s a bit off rn lol 🙃) (Game)
✦ The Stanley parable (joined around the middle of 2023) (Game)
✦ Five nights at Freddy’s ( 💀 I’m a very loyal viewer of the game theorist… I don’t need to say more. Other then the fact that I’m not that active anymore) (Game, books, and movie)
✦ Heavens official blessing (joined around the middle of 2022 I think 👁👄👁) (novel, webtoon, and donghua)
✦ Not so Shoujo love (start of 2021, lmao much gayness 🫦) (Webtoon)
✦ Heartstopper (middle of 2022, so much fucking gayness 🤌) (Novel and webtoon)
✦ Uzumaki (I’m still reading this lmaoo, I think I started to read junji ito’s works around late 2018-19(?)) (manga)
✦ Hellstar Remina (🙂 it was funny as fuck, totally recommend) (manga)
✦ trash of counts family (around the time i started orv) (webnovel and manhwa)
✦ hazbin hotel/helluva boss (again, around the beginning. I dont really have an opinion on them.) (indie animated series on Yt and Amazon Prime)
There are many more but I literally can’t remember ‘cause I’m not actively active in them ig 😶‍🌫️
Anyway as you can see, I’m fine with literally any kind genre as long as the story is (mostly) interesting for my shit attention span.
Some bondaries (will be updated as I go on):
✦ No NSFW / no sexual themes
‣ I’m fine with jokes and shit, like have fun and all, but no sexualisation of me or my ocs. I’m fine with horror/ angst art (as long as it isn’t taken too far).
✦ Minors and majors/adults
‣ Please no pedophila. I do not want to be in any romantic relationships online (learn from my past one mistake of being fucking delusional)
‣ I do wish to be ageless online for now, so yeah…
✦ No weird dms
‣ I’ll fucking ban you and probably make fun of you publicly.
‣ Weird dms include (but aren’t limited to): asking sexual stuff, death threats, obsessive behaviour etc.
✦ Personal issues
‣ Don’t come at me with your severely personal issues, such as family issues, life issues or whatever. Just cause I’m fine with taking ‘bout mental health and its severities doesn’t mean I’m responsible of your mental health in any way. Don’t talk to me or anyone online, talk to someone you trust irl and take therapy.
✦ Stalking/ doxxing
‣ Doesn’t matter if it’s me or not, you need grass for doing some chronically online bullshit. Go outside man or ma’am or neuter.
✦ Parasocial
‣ No, just no.
‣ I’m fine with the buddy buddy shit but please refrain from thinking that I’m important in your life. I’m just here to have fun and cook bullshit. Nothing more.
✦ Shipping
‣ Don’t ship me with other creators or yourself (please).
‣ Don’t ship my ocs with yours.
‣ I’m fine with people shipping my ocs with eachother.
‣ I don’t mind fan fiction (I write most of my characters fan fiction anyways 💀) (you’re free to do whatever but please have some kind of common sense).
‣ Don’t fucking art police or ship police (?) people if non of my characters are being shipped in a borderline pedophilic or incest ships.
✦ Hating
‣ I don’t mind if you dislike or even hate me, you’re allowed to do whatever, but keep in mind that this is the internet and you hate me on the internet. Don’t take internet matters irl or attack anyone I know in real life.
‣ No racism, homophobia, transphobia, ableism, sexism, extremely offensive jokes (that actually harm people) etc. will be tolerated.
Ik that I am not that big at all, but better safe than sorry lol
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jabberwockprince · 9 months
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Y'know what hello, how're you doin
This is a free ride to ramble about Any subject that's been plaguing you lately. Go off.
HIII NYM TY FOR THE ASK, IM DOING GOOD
just got back from a trip and I spent most of the time thinking about some obscure ass fandom I was in that just suddenly came back to my brain???????? this fucken movie out of all things came to HAUNT me
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red shoes and the seven fucking dwarfs - that movie about body positivity and the pressure of being perceived as ugly in a society that values appearance over everything else and the double standards that come with that, whose marketing royally fucking sucked and made everyone think this movie hated fat ppl???? when the main character is this girl
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and she loves herself and is confident and knows that people are most likely to help her when she puts on those red shoes that make her skinny. and the movie pokes fun at all those makeover / sexy protagonist moments in romcoms and shit with genuinely funny recurring gags. like its not a revolutionary movie, but its a pretty good movie with very nice rep and i just KNOW that if it came out during the time ppl were making edits of merida, jack frost, hiccup and rapunzel, they would've ADDED the twink ass love interest guy because LOOK AT HIM?
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mf is so 2010's fandom bait its not even FUNNY
like i was obsessed with this movie back in 2019-2020 or so and then a few weeks ago my brain was like "didn't you have. an OC for this?" and i went to check my art folder AND YEAH. I DO HAVE AN OC FOR THIS. I DID MAKE AN OC BASED ON THE QUEEN OF HEARTS AND THE JABBERWOCK
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WHY? because theres a character in the movie that is literally. Prince Average. thats his name. hes based on the hunter from snow white and hes the lamest funniest bitch in this movie. i have zero respect for this blond lanky ass twink. his VA made a GREAT job at voicing him and adlibbing his lines bc hes so very hateable in a way thats super fun. i grabbed him by the back of his stupid ass shirt and decided he was my favorite and that i was going to inflict him with infinite amounts of projection and development and depth based on two lines in the movie and a single scene in the credits sequence
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and he fucking lives in THIS castle???? sir???????? SIR?????????
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"how is this related in any way to your OC, Prince?"
ITS SO VERY IMPORTANT TO ME THAT EVERYONE UNDERSTANDS I LOVE DYSFUNCTIONAL HOMOSEXUALS WHO ARE AWFUL PATHOLOGICAL LIARS, IMMATURE AND SHITTY, AND FULL OF EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE THEY INSIST ON IGNORING TO THE POINT WHERE YOU CANT TRUST THEM WITH THE NARRATIVE BC THEYRE TWISTING EVERY LITTLE THING TO WHATEVER IS CONVENIENT TO THEM.
AND ??? I JUST HAVE. ALL THIS ART ABOUT THEM. AND THEN 5 DOCS DETAILING SO MUCH SHIT ABOUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP AND HISTORY AND PARALLELS AND MOTIFS ???
and then i got possessed to rewrite an old ass fanfic about them and i dont even know how i got here i havent thought about this fucking movie in a year or so
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long story short i love latching onto Some Fucking Guy that is Painfully My Type and making him into my own little OC. everyone consider watching the movie, it rlly is pretty funny lmfao
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antiloreolympus · 3 years
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8 Anti LO Asks
1. It doesn’t really make sense for a long term comic such as LO to have such a drastic change in the artstyle, and even more you can’t really call it an improvement when all the interesting parts of the art style are now gone and all that it is now it’s just some basic same-face and body art style with barely any backgrounds. RS is incredibly talented for illustrative artwork and it’s really a shame she’s not doing that anymore and instead has left it to her team, with leaving them very messy sketches. The artstyle in the beginning had life and glamour and now it’s just very dull and boring. That’s not an improvement
2. I genuinely can’t think of any man in LO that’s even half way decent. Poseidon maybe? Hephaestus? Those are the only two I can manage, meanwhile the rest are either Rachel purposely ruining them because of her own biases (Zeus, Apollo, Thanatos to an extent) or are “good” men who are just creeps who disrespect all the women around them and are super creepy and obsessed over a literal teenager who acts like a child (Hades, Ares, Hermee, Eros, etc). The women aren’t much better either. 
3. About Perse making Hades childish: (this is no way defending him, just some speculation, and tbh I doubt that RS has thought this through haha) I wonder if he becomes a horny teenager around her because she’s a goddess of fertility? Would that have any affect on him? Doesn’t excuse his creepy ass behavior, but could explain it a bit, I guess?
4. Okay so I'll be honest I dont really see any reason to 'simp' over Any of the LO characters?
Also, not to start sh*t, but - I think part of the reason why some of the LO fandom does not like Zeus (and perhaps gives Hera more leeway - at least in terms of cheating) is because:
Mythologically Zeus is a known cheater / rapist (Io for example, or Semele)
They see Hera cheating a Zeus as okay (its not) because he's been known to cheat on her in the past / fans see Hera cheating on Zeus with Hades as 'justified revenge' for what he's (Zeus) put her through
I'll be honest I dont really see Zeus (or Hades for that matter) as good rulers because
Despite other deities (like Eros) doing 'acts of wrath' - they get away with it because they often have someone to back them up (like Aphrodite offering to sleep with Zeus to get her son out of trouble) - but the one time Persephone does something wrong (an act of wrath) - Zeus wants to give her the Prometheus treatment - mainly so he can feel like an in control king whos subjects respect him
The reason this sound so odd is because of RS writing choices. Zeus is a grade A d*ck who is willing to destroy a 'young girls promising career' because she made 1 mistake that one time. But at the same time the act of wrath is framed oddly because Demeter doesn't want her daughter to get in trouble so she covers it up (its like the equivalent of hiding a murder from the cops).
Zeus wanting to Prometheus Kore seems overly harsh because she is a Child. (Well a teenager) - so it adds to the "Zeus is a d*ck" card, because she doesnt have the life experience to "get away with" stuff like the other deities because she is young AND sheltered.
Like again, the whole concept of Human Laws applying to Gods is so confusing:
Would Zeus have been this harsh if Demeter had simply come forward in the first place about Persephone's murder rampage? Why did she blackmail / get other deities involved to cover it up? Is Zeus THAT much of a d*ck in Demeters eyes that she knows he would harshly punish a child for something "she didnt mean to do" (killed mortals based on a feeling?)
Why is there a motherf*cking trial in the first place? Do All the other deities get the right to a fair trial or is this a special case? (Like can any deity just offer to sleep with Zeus and he'll let them off the hook?). If the other deities had commited the same crime would the trial / punishment be the same or does Zeus just have a rage boner because he was lied to? If thats the case then why are the other deities taking Persephones side during the trial? (Ares I can maybe understand cause hes the God of War and stuff but everyone else is taking Perse's side because their either her personal friend or family member (Hecate, Hermes, Demeter, Hades etc).
Why are there certain laws like "Zeus cant get to Persephone because she has clemency in the underworld" but other deities - including Leto, Demeter and others (like Perse's nymph family) can just stroll into Hades house? Why is Hermes still on house arrest? Why are Hades + Persephone throwing a house party when shes on trial for scythe crimes??!!!
Why are the gods bound by such petty squabbles?
The way RS set up the governing "laws" in universe just doesnt make a whole lotta sense. Also, sorry this got ramblely.  
5. Tbh i don’t think that Hades acting differently when he’s with Persephone is a bad thing, as a concept. But there are many issues with this such as the fact that Persephone is barely legal and Hades act like an actual child around her. Obviously when you’re with someone they are going to act different than they do when they are at work. The problem is that Hades essentially goes from the “cold-scary king” to a 17 year old hormonal boy when he’s with Persephone. And him making out with her in a middle of a store or them golfing with diamonds or him making out with Persephone again in front of his workplace is not exactly acceptable behaviour from a king. If Hades acts all lovey-dovey with Persephone when their at their home together it’s different, but when they’re at a public place they can’t really do that. I would say that he has to keep a status about him but from what we’ve seen all the citizens of the underworld hate him and don’t respect him at all, from yelling at him to actually fighting with him, so idk how much status there is actually attached to him 
6. I swear, the majority of the “cute” HxP moments in LO just seem like a single father dealing with his hyperactive 8 year old over the supposed future intimidating rulers who Rachel is obsessed about talking and drawing their sex life. Is it really that hard to depict Persephone even acting like a smart teenager at the very least, as opposed to an airhead grade schooler? It doesn’t scream cute to me, it seems more like a father/daughter relationship. It’s just weird. 
7. i mean, i have a LO oc who's persephone's brother (fertility god) between demeter and zeus. dude got thrown into tartyrus to cover up the affair and now serves cronus. he was the god of summer, and my reasoning was demeter's seasons/harvest + summer thunderstorms. wrote a whole minific i will never post about him and persephone realizing everyone around them are assholes and healing together. so the mistress-of-zeus oc isnt that weird.
8. I’m not a Zeus stan by any means, but I do find him one of the most interesting characters, and one that RS has, in her attempts to make him be the worst ever to make Hades look better, actually way more interesting and compelling than the majority of the cast. He doesn’t lie or whine to the audience he’s some good person like Hades when he’s not, he owns that he’s a dick and doesn’t bullshit the audience into thinking he’s someone he’s not. RS tries to show us he’s a “bad” king, yet we see no proof it beyond what, he wants to uphold the law P broke and doesnt kiss Hades’ butt? That’s not a bad king, it’s a good one that he doesn’t let family ties or lust cloud his judgement, unlike Hades or Hera, for example. I don’t condone his cheating either, but it’s not fair to hate him for it, but love it that Hades cheated on Minthe so he could get into a teenager’s skirt and praise Hera for sleeping with her brother in law while punishing Zeus’ mistresses because she’s being a fake “loyal” wife. Just because he’s a deeply flawed, even a bad person doesn’t make him a bad character. Hades and Hera and even Persephone are awful people who do worse than Zeus, yet they’re loved and praised for it, all while being written with the depth of a puddle. 
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jack-o-cel · 3 years
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I would like to officially introduce one of my OC's that live rent-free in my brain. He's a Resident Evil 8 OC. Even tho he's a fandom OC, he means a lot to me and has grown on me a lot. He's special to me :]
Also please spare me, Resi 8 is my first game in the Resident Evil series.
Forester Vein
Nickname: Ester
Biological Age: 138
Age Appearance: Early 20s
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Gay Demisexual
Place of birth: Norway
Occupation: Miranda's right-hand man. He essentially does her bidding and only takes orders from her. He also has power over the lords but is usually tasked with helping them. Besides that, he's a Botanist.
Family: Both his parents are dead. All he has is his little brother Foxglove, who looks around 7 years old.
Appearance: Forester is about 5'9". He's a twig. He's pretty pale with long white hair (It was originally brown before being implanted with his Cadou). He has light blue faded sharp eyes. He has sharp teeth (an effect of his Cadou). He also wears glasses.
When carrying out his duties for Miranda he wears a white tailcoat with gold accents, a black and white striped vest, a black dress shirt, a white and gold cross tie, black slacks, and black dress shoes with gold accents.
On his own time, he wears a white t-shirt, a beige knitted jacket, black sweatpants, and socks with sandals.
Personality: On duty, he's in what I affectionately call, customer service mode. He's very formal and helpful. He'll hold his tongue. He's Miranda's most loyal servant and does his very best to meet her expectations. On his own time, however, he more casual and sassy. He speaks his mind. Oh, and he hates Miranda with every fiber of his being (which is a lot :3).
In general, he's manipulative, obsessive, and smug. But also caring to those he loves. Would go above and beyond for them. He's a pretty serious and quiet person. Only when he's alone or with his little brother does his playful and goofy side come out. Despite his usual serious attitude, he's very expressive. His most common expression is a mocking smile.
He's very clumsy, especially when thinking about his obsession, whoever that may be. He's borderline yandere (His yandere behavior is a combination of Yuno from Future Diary, and Tsukiyama from Tokyo Ghoul).
Powers/Abilities: Enhanced strength, and regeneration.
Forester can control large thick vines (which look like large tendrils) and all plant life. He can release special pollen that allows him to control plant life (similar to Donna). The vines are different tho. He can control them without his pollen. To understand why first you have to understand how Ester's body works.
His body underneath his skin is made of vines. He also can easily regrow his limbs and regenerate his skin and hair. His vines are an extension of himself. Although his body is his main body, it isn't his core. His core is located underground surrounded by vines and impossible to get to. Vines from the core spread across the village underground. Forester can only go a few miles away from the edge of the underground vines.
The only time his core would be possible to access is when Forester transforms. His transformed state is a 50-foot tall behemoth made of vines. In this state, he's stuck where he transformed. The core is moved to just below the neck area of the vine monster. Fighting Forester is suicide in most cases. He attacks with huge vine tendrils from his arms and the base of the beast. He doesn't tire and his vines regenerate.
There are only two ways to beat him. The first way would involve killing him. You would need large amounts of fire-spreading explosives to slow him down. It makes getting to his core easier, you'll still be getting attacked tho. You'll need to be able to fly (or just about anything that's not climbing) to his core, climbing would take too long. You'll need to plant explosives where the core is sealed away. Once opened, jump in as fast as you can, the vines will close shut rather quickly.
The core is a large amber sphere. it's soft and gooey when touched gently, but if you were to attack it, it would harden. Inside the core is the shape of a man in the form of vines. That's where Forester's brain and Cadou is. Destroying that kills him.
The second method requires cooperation with Forester's brother, Foxglove. This method is to non-lethally beat him. In this method you cant use explosives, Fox won't agree to help you otherwise. You'll need a team to pull this off. You need someone, or a group, to distract the majority of the vines. You'll need a way to get to the core and something strong enough to pry open the vines long enough for Foxglove to enter where he'll take care of the rest. This method saves Forester, but kills Foxglove.
His Area: Just like the four lords he has his own area. You'll need the six-winged unborn vine key to unlock the gate that leads to his garden lab. The lab is outside with a greenhouse nearby. It's a small area. Most, if not all, would miss the entrance to his underground lair.
The underground area is seven floors down with an arena to the right of all the floors. You can peek inside the arena through 5 of the sub levels. sublevel 1 is above the arena, while level 7 is where the entrance to the arena is. The arena's ceiling is about 60 feet tall. It's used for testing Miranda's experiments abilities among other things. Forester uses it to test and train his own abilities (which is why the ceiling is so high :3).
From the main entrance to the bottom level is a spiral staircase. Each sublevel has a floor gate on the steps with a unique lock. To continue you have to find the key somewhere in the sublevel. Each level has its own tactics and enemies. They're all based on the five senses. Also, before entering you will be disarmed, one way or another.
Sublevel 1 - normal. There's an elevator on this floor locked behind a door that requires the vine key, that only Forester, and his little brother (who i'll talk about later in the post) have. The elevator goes to each level by going through hallways behind the arena walls.
Sublevel 2 - enemies that rely on sight. It'll be essentially hide and sneak kinda gameplay. If you get spotted you have to run out of sight and into a hiding place. You cant be seen going into a hiding spot.
Sublevel 3 - enemies that rely on hearing. You have to explore as quietly as possible. If a chase scene happens you have to hide in a special safe room.
Sublevel 4 - enemies that rely on smell. You'll have to regularly step into ponds that have a special substance inside that masks your scent into smelling like the enemy. But you can't get too close to the enemies there. They'll be able to identify you if you're too close. There are special rooms filled with an overwhelming amount of scents that the enemies wont enter.
Sublevel 5 - the enemies there rely on touch. They have long arms and hands that sweep across the floors. All you gotta do is avoid them. Harder said than done tho. The enemies can sense vibrations =). Dont move too erratically. Simple fast movements are best. Since they're rather big, they cant fit inside some rooms.
Sublevel 6 - The enemies here rely on taste. The key in this level is at the end of a large room that's packed with enemies with long tongues. They interact with their tongues. If they taste a human they'll attack. You have to explore the rest of the level for a vine suit to disguise as one of them. A few enemies roam outside the crowded room tho. They whip their tongues around them. It's a pretty wide radius, but it's not fast. To get past them you gave to see the whip pattern. There are no safe rooms or hide spots, besides the merchant room, in this level.
Sublevel 7 - All the above (with Forester roaming around as a treat =3)~
Arena - Boss Battle =))))))
Story: Forester was born in one of the poorest areas in Norway. His parents barely had enough to feed him, and themselves. When Ester was 10 he found a job at a garden owned by an old wealthy woman. To get the job he had to pretend to be rich. He did a lot of stalking to learn the behavior of rich kids his age; he got very good and stalking and slipping on a mask. He also stole clothes and food to look the part. The old lady was none the wiser. For 6 years she believed in his carefully constructed lie.
The old lady happened to have no living relatives, with no one else to give her wealth and belongings to, she gave it all to Forester when she died; He was 16. With his newly acquired wealth, he gave his family a comfortable home, with everything they could need and want.
Forester had always wanted to attend school, but could never afford or have time for it. Now that he could, he immediately enrolled. It was incredibly difficult. He was somewhat educated, he'd stolen books in the past and taught himself, but he was still incredibly behind. Regardless he tried his best and spent countless nights up studying. Eventually, he was able to do more than catch up, but surpass many of his peers.
After graduation, he went to college out of his country where he majored in botany and aimed for a PhD. He met Miranda in college. They had a few similar classes and got along well. Eventually, they became close friends.
After graduating from college they both went out to do their own thing, but kept in touch and traveled often together. Eventually, Forester decided to work as her assistant and learn from her.
In his early 30s, he took in his little brother, Foxglove, after their parents died. Foxglove was around a year or two years old at the time. While raising his brother, Forester felt a void in him filled. He had someone to love and take care of. Someone he could trust and love unconditionally. Both Foxglove and Eva got along well and played often together.
When Eva died, Forester was there to support his closest most trusted friend. When Miranda found the megamycete she went to her friend and explained what happened and her new plan. Forester, although wary, supported her in any way he could. He refused to go near the megamycete tho.
When he got close to it, Miranda pushed him into it. The megamycete grabbed Forester with tendrils and seemed to absorb him into it.
A few months after Eva died. Foxglove wandered into the forest nearby and found beautiful flowers. Ones that shared his name. Curious the boy ate a few of the flowers. Not too long afterward he came to his brother as fast as he could. He felt sick. Very sick. Fox explained what happened to Forester. Panicked he quickly tried his best to make a remedy, a cure, anything with what he had. But with no time or sufficient supplies on hand, Foxglove died in his arms.
It broke Forester. The void from before returned, larger than before. He desperately turned to Miranda for help. Miranda smiled, with something malicious behind her smile, and told him to go to the megamycete.
Inside the megamycete was an indescribable experience. While inside Ester could feel his body painfully changing. It also awoke something hiding deep in his mind. Something he was forced to forget. Miranda had been brainwashing him for years as an experiment in creating a truly loyal servant. He could feel his anger overwhelm him. He thought they were friends. He thought he could trust her. She knows things about him that he never said out loud before. He was hurt, betrayed, and pissed. Forester was determined to confront her, make her pay.
With his mind quieter, Forester remembered his brother. He found Miranda and approached her carefully and asked where his brother is. Miranda took him to an unmarked grave in the forest. He broke down. Miranda interrupted him, and asked him what he was going to do. Was he going to continue to wallow in despair or try to bring Foxglove back?
He clawed his way out of the megamycete. He felt heavy, but he continued. Eventually, he broke through after weeks of being trapped. With him a giant sphere like object covered in vines emerged. Upon inspecting it, he quickly realized what it was. He could believe what he saw. He had to hide it, and fast. He had looked down and had an idea.
He felt a newfound power within him, and with it, he sent his core deep underground where its vines would grow and spread. With his core safe he confronted Miranda. She initially tried to kill him, but found the effort futile. Instead, she spoke a series of words. Forester blacked out.
When he awoke he was sitting in a chair in Miranda's lab. Miranda was nowhere in sight. Desperate to find answers he returned to the megamycete. Touching it revealed the truth. When he blacked out, he was still awake, but he wasn't himself. He saw as he answered every question Miranda asked and did exactly as he was told. He calmed his growing anger and thought carefully. He needed a plan to bypass her brainwash effect.
Soon he began working on his lab and lair. He worked tirelessly on ways to bring back his brother. After years of research and testing, he was able to make an exact copy made of foxglove flowers. Forester not caring that what he created was a copy, embraced the boy and accepted him. Ester explained to the new Foxglove who he was.
Forester was content. He had his brother back. Still, the void remained. Regardless he could now focus on getting rid of Miranda. By then he had learned how to pass messages and take notes unconsciously. He informed his brother about his situation.
As the years passed, Foxglove stayed physically the same, but his mind grew.
Eventually, during the time that Heisenberg began preparing his army, Forester had Fox give him a letter explaining everything he knew. In secret, the two conspired against Miranda.
Currently: So Forester was created for an rp with one of my closest friends (@plague-doctorz). So what happened with Forester is that a war had started with three forces. Heisenberg's army, William's (Plagues' OC) army, Miranda's one-man brainwashed army, Forester. Will provoked Forester into transforming, according to Foxglove's plan. After dealing with many attack from Forester, the pair, with Lady Dimitrescu's help, formed a plan.
William acted as the distraction. With most of the vines focused on him, Alcina, transformed, swooped in through the middle, while dealing with stray vines, and brought Fox to where the core is. She pryed open the vines. Foxglove stepped inside and forced Alcina to let go. The vines shut closed. Inside Fox opened up the amber easily. Even in a brainwashed state, Forester trusted his brother no matter what.
Foxglove began flaking into leaves and flowers and flew into the crevices of the vines that made up Forester. He was able to snap Ester back to his senses at the cost of his life.
Forester had lost consciousness, and when he awoke, Miranda was already dead. He felt even emptier than before. The hole in his heart got wider when he found out what happened.
Right now, a few months later, Forester is at a state where he's on the brink of snapping. What he needs is closure, and something to fill the void in his heart. But can he have both? Will he even get either?
=)
So this is Forester! Please send me any questions and stuff if youre interested. I love to talk about him! Seriously, he lives rent free in my head.
Oh also, here's a picrew of him while I'm still working on his sketches~
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His hair down too, cause im a simp,,,
Also here's Foxglove!
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Also here's the link to a playlist on spotify based on Forester: here
one last thing
👉👈 @roxyourworld look what i did~
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beetlethot · 5 years
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When the beetlejuice tag is nothing but ship flames
Ok I keep seeing posts that say "bj/lyds shippers dont interact" and I'm happy to respect that but some of the posts I'm seeing are taking this so crazy serious and i just wanted to put a couple things out there
It's possible to ship them and have it not be pehophilic. I've always said I only ship them when lydia is an adult. I love relationships that arise from long friendships so this has *never* caused any problems for me in enjoying their relationship in the cartoon or musical. I find the idea of them having a romantic or sexual relationship when shes a minor g r o s s on so many levels, but I just dont seek out those fics and stay in my lane.
It's also really upsetting to see how many people who are more entrenched in the fandom hating on the musical for making BJ bi/pan. I genuinely find it delightful and have no issue with different versions of the story having different incarnations of him. Maybe its because I'm also a comics fan and can embrace like 16 versions of batman at once but even if you dont like the musical being mad because bj makes passes at men as well now just...idk it feels off to me
It also doesnt mean you cant ship our little garbage monster with lydia, or your female OC or literally whoever, that's how being bi/pan works.
I just...idk I genuinely love all 3 versions of this story and started this side tumblr for fun/so I didnt annoy my regular tumblr followers and irl friends with the obsession the musical reignited from back when I was a dorky 15 year old drawing shitty fanart and sending fics to my best friend on livejournal. Lyds was my first (terribly done) cosplay. I love these characters and this dumb story. It used to make me feel less alone as a kid, I want it to be that way in the fandom too but I keep feeling like my views are weird and dont fit into any of the big "camps" for lack of a better word in the fandom and it just bothers me
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alienshepard · 6 years
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1, 5, 9, 19, 21 have fun :D
1. What OTP(s) in your fandom do you just not get? Jack x Miranda tbh. They clearly don't like eachother, they're barely becoming friends at the end of the Citadel DLC and threatened and insulted eachother multiple times during two games and yet people call it "sexual tension" and "clearly they're just frustrated by how much they love eachother" and?? People call out the "hate sex is hawt" trope, call relationship like theirs abusive when it's an m/f ship but because its two women it's suddenly okay or less toxic? I don't get it and its my biggest NOTP ever.5. Has fandom ever ruined a pairing for you? Ye, shakarian was def ruined by the obnoxious part of the fandom. Don't get me wrong, there are so many chill shippers but there's a certain part of the fandom who just made me never want to touch this romance. The way they hype up Garrus as The Only Romance, the way they talk shit about other romances, especially Kaidan (making him out to be an abusive stalker and borderline rapist), putting down the other romances as "less real" because Garrus is the only one who talks about having a family with Shepard so He's The Only One Serious About It, their homo&biphobia when it comes to Garrus possibly dating an mShep and their oftentimes sexist interpretation of both fShepard and her relationship with Garrus (writing him as super Alpha Male and White Knight who needs to hold the small fragile Shepard or her fragile female brain won't be able to handle the stress and emotions), their absolutely shitty attitude towards other female characters showing interest in him or their general assholery towards any other ships that aren't fShepard x Garrus, their unwillingness to acknowledge that so many other romances got fridged for the sake of theirs etc. I could write whole essays aboutthis but I think I got my point across asdfghjkl 9. Most disliked characters. Why? I already mentioned in another ask that I heavily dislike Garrus' character arc during Mass Effect 1&2 but the only other character I really dislike is Conrad Verner. I prefer playing as fShepard and I could never see anything funny in Conrads obsession with Shepard. It's not hero worship, it's not liking a certain celebrity and being awkward around them - it's just straight up stalking. He literally tells Shepard he lied about his wife (which is oftentimes a tactic abusive creeps use so that women let their guard down around them) and then confesses he has a shrine of them at home?? I hate him and I hate how everyone treats this as this funny running gag 19. What is the thing you hate the most about your fandom? Ohhhhhhhhh boy the Mass Effect fandom is such a shitshow it's hard to decide tbh. I mean apart from the biphobia (or just queerphobia in general), the racism and sexism, it really has to be the policing when it comes to other peoples Shepards and the way individuals design them. There are the militant fShepard players who vilify mShepard as "just your average cishet dudebro" and write essays how boring he is, without ever acknowledging that mShepard is far from being the average cishet dudebro, the people who get angry about people not using the default Shepards, people making posts like "if you dont use Jane/John as your Shepards names, I instantly lose respect for you" or "biotic Shepards are so boring, yall just want to have an excuse to have space mages, nobody wants to read about biotic Shepards anymore", the ones who are way too stuck up about ""military protocol"" and harass people with super feminine Shepards and making posts like "who has time to do their make up during the war it's so unrealistic" or "umm sweaty actually only light make up and tied up hair is allowed in the navy :)" (who fucking cares it's the future, people are fucking aliens, I think the alliance couldn't give less fucks about Shepards hair as long as they do their job lmao?) And just their general attitude when it comes to romances like the posts that go like "if you dont romance Garrus, you're playing the game wrong" or "wow I can't believe Liara is the only canon romance for Shepard" etc. The fandom is just so obnoxious about others OCs and police so many people on their designs (Not included in this is valid criticism when people actually have insensitive and harmful tropes/designs for their Shepard) The fandom likes to brag about how inclusive they are on OCs compared to other fandoms but then they have those ridiculous ship wars and tear other people down for the way they design their OCs smh21. What are your thoughts on crack ships? I don't mind them as long as they're not harmful (like shipping mShepard with Traynor or fShepard with Cortez) I'm normally a big fan of the "these people have never met in canon but let's make them fall in love in fics", especially as someone who creates OCs simply to romance characters I personally like and who don't have LIs in canon. Shipping my mShepard with Ashley and Miranda and having the three of them be in a poly relationship started out as a crack ship but now it's canon for me lmao (Thanks for asking this got super long I'm sorry ahdjdsjsk)
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venomslayer · 7 years
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TAGGED BY: anyone can do it. I can’t tag on mobule, but I wanted to do something productive….
TAGGING:stole from @heartlinks
WHAT’S YOUR OTP FOR YOUR MUSE?:
This is hard to believe, but Erik X Gajeel, Erik X Macbeth, and Erik X Sorano
WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO RP WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING
I haven’t quite thought of that yet, but I would rather both muses get to know each other. On my other blog, my Reno just did what he wanted. I want to keep Erik more reserved.
HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?
  I don’t know, probably if the muse are in their 30s? Erik is in his mid 20s probably so I haven’t really decided yet. 
ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING? 
Yes I am, most people that want to ship are OCs and I find that very funny. If my muse to be compatible with another he would like to know them. There has to be chemistry and I have to be talking to the mun in and OC. Its just easier that way I can be their friend and I feel its better to connect in that way.
HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY’RE CONSIDERED NSFW?:
Erik hardly does that, but when he catches an interest with someone he will go after them. Or he may not, hes very picky, but being a dragon slayer if someone does know his weakness he may be hard to resist.
WHO ARE OTHER MUSES YOU SHIP YOUR MUSE WITH?:
right now probably Gajeel and Sorano so far
DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?
Yes, just talk to me, and if our muses haven’t talked then consider its most likely not going to happen. I don’t go out of my way to try and develop things if the person doesn’t feel that same way. Nor will I ever push anything either. if someone wants to ship and I feel that my muse and their muse can co exist without killing the other, okay thats fine too, but its not forced I may be okay with it. There are some pretty interesting ships I have seen and I never thought I would have Erik custom towards.
HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?:
I don’t do it very often at all. Erik is a shit
ARE YOU MULTISHIP?:  
selective, but guess so
ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?
ship less, but I like development
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?:
That doesn’t concern Erik, Eh dunno. Too many to think of. I always liked Laxus X Gajeel, Laxus X Freed, Laxus X Sting, Sting X Rogue..Meredy X Juvia….
FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?:
come to me and get to know my muse. Sure he’s an ashole, but that’s due to not trusting people,  but trying to get to know him he will be more accepting. However dont’ start with how great Fairy Tail is or he will show his ugly side of manipulation. hates it and the worst thing for you muse is to him is preach about it. Not the best way to get to know him. He will get over his grudges, as he has in some ways but he mainly trusts Oracion Seis/Crime Sorceire any day. There may be a few Fairy Tail people he learning toDepenidng on the muses. 
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queerloquial · 7 years
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1. First game you played obsessively?2. A game that has influenced you creatively? Writing, drawing, etc.11. Have you ever made new friends from playing video games?36. Have you ever shed actual blood, sweat or tears over a game?48. How long does it take your to customize your player character?50. If you were a game designer, what masterpiece would you create?69. In your opinion, best game ever made?
1. First game you played obsessively?
babys first video game and major special interest, skyrim. which i currently have roughly 1500-plus hours on between regular and special edition
2. A game that has influenced you creatively? Writing, drawing, etc.
the vast majority of my fic has been for dragon age. its just such a neat world and i love getting to play around in it, even though i dislike a lot of what biowares done with their own setting in later pieces and prefer to sandbox on my own
11. Have you ever made new friends from playing video games?
well first of all, dragon age brought me to the love of my life, so jot that down :>
second, aside from my darling datemate, video game fandom did land me some awesome mutuals, a number of whom are still around years later even though we share almost no interests and barely ever interact. technically quinns the only one who could be defined as a friend, bc we talk fairly regularly and stuff, but aside from the occasional reply to personal posts most of my mutuals are silent but still dear to my heart
36. Have you ever shed actual blood, sweat or tears over a game?
when i get frustrated i tend to slam my hand down beside me or on my knee but one time i misjudged the landing spot and caught my hand on the edge of my laptop and scraped my hand, does that count
48. How long does it take your to customize your player character?
chargen takes an hour, minimum, and thats if im familiar with the cc and have a character in mind already
50. If you were a game designer, what masterpiece would you create?
dudebruh, idk. the first thing in my head was ‘ace and aro friendly romance/qplatonic relationship arcs’ and ‘canon nonbinary characters’, so i guess thats a thing. ive never been particularly good at plots (hence, why all my fic is one-shot fluff...), altho i did once have an ongoing story in my head about a fallen god trying to get back to the overworld to stop the ruling goddess from destroying everything, and maybe in the process clear his name with the mortals who had hated and feared him for centuries if not millenia bc the goddess had warped the legends to reverse their roles and paint him as the callous self-centered destroyer instead of the literal author of life whose job had been to keep the record books of history so that no soul faded from eternal memory
maybe something with that
69. In your opinion, best game ever made?
uhhhh. shit. i mean theyve all got high and low points, and some i like more for the sandbox they gave me than for anything in canon. i like dragon age: origins and da2, but dao is tedious to replay and i feel like in order to get my ideal ending in 2 i have to trawl the wiki and plan out all my dialogue choices and party constructions for each quest before i start playing. inquisition is pretty and i liked the story i crafted with my lavellan (and also being a knight enchanter, even after the nerf its still super powerful with the right skills picked), but it doesnt really fit other ocs and the first several hours are a drag to play
ive enjoyed what ive played of andromeda so far, although it really couldve benefited from more development time and care from the parent company. i liked me1 and what ive completed of 2, though im terrible at combat, and dont often have the spoons for the level of concentration needed to pay attention to plot things (which is why i like exploration-heavy games, tbh)
fallout 4 is one of my favorites, id say. i tried new vegas, with two different characters,and just couldnt get into it. i think my biggest problem with 4 is that it kinda forces you into a specific character at certain points (ranging from having a nuclear family at the start and automatic attachment to your spouse and child, to being limited in good options in nuka world, down to the very trivial bit in the bradberton quest where you can only object to letting him live bc then you dont get cool weapons, and not bc /hes been living essentially in solitary confinement for 200 years/ and wants to rest, which i only remember so strongly bc i was going through my screenshots the other night and got grumpy about it all over again)
saints row is a series i like almost exclusively for the sandbox. my boss’ life follows maybe 10% of game canon; it might as well be an original work that just happens to have cities called stilwater and steelport and a gang known as the saints
dream daddy was cute and fun (and i Love damian and mary, and also amanda, best daughter), skyrim is my longest-running game and i enjoyed oblivion as well, starbound fulfills my need for mindless exploration and resource hoarding without the need for any plot or direction, stardew valley is adorable and lets me be a polyamorous bi nerdlord with a sweet farm...
i cant really pick a favorite tbh
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sapphonics · 7 years
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im really into the new marika hackman album so heres a post about which homestuck charaters fit my fave songs. thank u for ur time
boyfriend: any femslash pairing. this is one of those ‘jenny’ like songs where it pretty much fits every pairing, u just need a douchey guy character and every fandom has that. its a good song. im feeling porrim / aranea with cronus looking on (plus i feel like cronus liked aranea? am i imagining that)
Heaven knows we're meant to be But it's turned into a mess No one takes us seriously just because I wear a dress [Chorus 2] It's fine 'cause I am just a girl "It's just a dream" A woman really needs a man to make her scream... You came to me for entropy and I gave you all I had He makes a better man than me So I know he won't feel bad
gina’s world: aranea / meenah OR vrisrezi
Gina had a gun She shot the horizon and killed the sun We never liked the sky, Gina and I And when I find the words I’ll tell her you hate me and how it hurts And she’ll be at your house, with my tears in her mouth...
And it’s so hard to be good But it’s so good when it’s good
Gina’s on the news How did she get there? I’m so confused And I am at my house, with my tears in my mouth
my lover cindy: pale vriskan (not in a good way)
If I was a liar, I would call you my friend Let's hope the feeling's mutual in the end Symbiosis, can we keep it how it was? Now the levy is broken I want more [Chorus] 'Cause I'm a greedy pig I'm gonna get my fill I'm gonna keep my eyes on the prize And I'll suck you dry, I will...
But I'm a lousy lover, even if I try I can go for a couple of weeks and the feeling's calcified And it burns away my mind (I don't know why, I don't know why, but I like you)
violet: (this song is really gay. im not gonna link lyrics. its rosemary ((and also my ocs))
cigarette: THIS IS THE SONG THAT INSPIRED THIS POST. ITS VRISROSE
And I tried to hold my tongue But you, you yanked it from my grip Bathed it in petroleum, lit a cigarette and gave it a kiss
so long: vriskan post retcon. kanaya and vriska talking about their terrible pale relationship. BOTH R , STILL BITTER THO lmao kanayas like, have fun with terezi ur new palemate
Like the world that you feed you’re a lie [Verse 2] Do you prefer her blade? But you’d like to return to her soon ‘Cause she’s stroked your head Did she wear a fancy perfume? [Pre-Chorus] You can tell me I’m wrong all you like Yeah I was wrong to carry on so long [Chorus] I can tell you’re lying by your watery eyes I don’t need to listen to your alibies I know who you’re feeling and I don’t feel nice I’ll keep you in my bed tonight 
So now it’s all my fault And I pushed you into the roams ‘Cause I was so damn cold
i’d rather be with them: pre retcon rosemary where rose is struggling with grimdark remnants and also drinking, and they’re arguing and not in a great place. rose doesn’t want help cause shes self destructive and spiraling but kanaya wants to help her
Stale tongues, the words have gone And all we’ve left is smoky spirits and heavy lungs And I don’t want to talk it through But my head hurts and I hate you [Chorus 1] Don’t make me throw up I know that you will And wake up my mother and tell her I’m ill [Post-Chorus 1] It’s all coming out now, black, brown Wine and vile [Verse 2] Salty eyes, some frothy lips Your teeth are bent and champing at the fucking bit Leading on the window Will you point them and you let go [Chorus 2] You say: “look at the people Crawling like insects All over the pavements” [Post-Chorus 2] I’d rather be with them ‘Cause I just hate this room, it smells like you [Verse 3] Leave it all, I like this song When it ends, you really must be getting on And the needle clicks after I’m out And you look back and the door slams [Bridge] I’m so fucking heartless I can’t even cry I’ve opened my body: it’s hollow inside So ring up my parents And tell them I’m dead And say how you bite me: you fucked with my head [Outro] And I hate your head, and the clothes you wear And I just love your head, and the clothes you wear
majesty: aranea / meenah. araneas goin mad with power / potential for power
Oh, let’s go insane And if we don't come back Let’s do it again You hang afloat I’m gonna pin you down, make you beg for more [Verse 2] Hey, no good for lay If we have control, let’s lose it today Ooh, can’t play my game I’m gonna count to ten, I’m gonna jump in your brain [Verse 3] Gravity, peace has fallen hard for me And the cheeks are on the brack Worship me, I will be your majesty I’m a supreme mad-queen mad-locked-maniac
blahblahblah: damara (or Maybe dead aradia)
Ghost town, walking among the zombies Faced down, their eyes are never on me...
I could try to emulate the brain-dead But I get sick and tired of the radio Buzzing like a hornet in the playpen I’ll unplug, feel my head, feel alright [Verse 2] Goddamn, set yourself on fire Strong crowd to walk you to the fire Don’t be who you are, they’d rather see your riot Son, I don’t like my mind...
blah blah blah  
bonus song i dont really like but is v vrisrezi: good intentions
But up on my throne I killed my sister I’m so alone: I really, really miss her And all those times she watched me bleeding out Strapped on a tongue and gave a smile And told me I would be okay
I just need your good vibrations I've gotten so ill, and I’m still Rigor mortis, set the motion Bring me to life, I’m so tight
another bonus song im not that into but fits: time’s so reckless 
its kanrezi pre retcon where terezi is lying around depressed and having bad coping mechanisms and kanayas bitter that vriska loved terezi more and is kind of. Being A Jerk cause like, terezi killed vriska, even tho kanaya didnt want to talk to vriska any more they were both pretty like. obsessed w her. its kanrezi post vriska grieving together. ALSO THEY COUNT TO 8 IN THIS SONG. ITS GOOD.
Eyes roll up; you can’t even tell me my name “I’m your god”, you can’t even tell me the same You’re so feckless, I’m so sorry Time’s so reckless with our bodies...
There's no light to break this dawn We’ve been in the dark for a while Stuck between blankets and the piteous smiles And the world you know is gone I can be good if you want, I can be kind if you prefer (She can be good if you want) (vicki interruption: kanayas bitter about vriska and terezi) I will be kind if you prefer...
Call me heartless, side-girl complex We’re too honest, we’re too modest [Outro] You’re so feckless, I’m so sorry Time’s been reckless with your body
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tayegi · 7 years
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Damn, Lu!!! That last chapter of Equilibrium got me 😭😭😭 you did amazing how you portrayed her distress. I spent reading the chapter feeling scared and guilty for Jimin, but also deadly angry at Jungkook 😡😡😡 I can imagine how she feels trapped in the whole ordeal and now I am afraid for her 😭😭😭😭 don't worry about the long chapter bby you are amazing 😘😘😘 #mustreadagaintonight
OMG DIA I LITERALLY DID NOT SEE THIS ASK HAHAHAHA. IT GOT SO BURIED. BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH AKSDJF
i didnt even know that you read this silly fic. alksjfkl i feel so embarrassed now :”) but klasjdfkljdsf i cant believe it made you feel so much. i am flattered, and also super embarrassed...... klajdlfs plz do not waste your time on my trashy blog
iriheim said:I took a break from studying and came here to find FMK and Equilibrium and oh my GOD FMK IS AMAZING! EQUILIBRIUM TOO! Your interpretation of characters in FMK is accurate and wonderful. Honestly I felt so engaged reading the fic and I felt I was living the moment bit and by bit and I actually felt as nervous as the female character like...wow. Damn that was a ride. And boi, the shiver of fear I had in Equilibrium at that pissed Bunkook... Dude you fucking ROCK!! I LOVE your writing no joke
ahhhhhhh really??? asdjklfjksdlf im glad that you got so engrossed! but also i feel bad for making you feel such negative emotions haha. it’s a mixed feeling :”) 
Anonymous said:EQUILIBRIUM PT 12 OMG. The whole relationship has me feeling all conflicted bc each of them seems kind of blind to the true feelings of the other two?? And for that reason I'm trying to spread out my frustration between everyone LOL but I find myself most on Jungkook's side bc at least he's being honest with one of them about how he really feels. Ugh they've all gotten themselves into such a big mess!!
ahhh what an interesting POV... i cant imagine why anyone would be on jungkook’s side but i guess your logic kind of makes sense 
barbieshotpinkpolaroid said:My heart hurts for the OC of Equilibrium right now. But, I'm more angry on behalf of her than anything. Like, really??? He sleeps with Jimin exclusively, knowing it hurts her. But, she can't even be near him without Jungkook feeling "betrayed"??? I'm really wondering how this is gonna end. But, I had a strong feeling what happened in this chapter was going to happen.
yeah me too. theyre all just super fucked up sighhhhh. it’s all going downhill, huh? 
Anonymous said:For the new chapter though, I wonder just how far Jungkook is willing to get his hands on Y/N. She's already afraid that he's going to harm her in any way possible for going against him, but seriously, does he even like Jimin? I personally think Jimin is going through the same inner turmoil as Y/N is...I honestly think he's using her too THIS IS BREAKING MY HEART WTF
dont forget that the foreshadowing is for a reason!!! You will see soon :”) 
Anonymous said:Omg I love equilibrium, the update was so good! But damn would I run for the hills if I was in a relationship like that! I felt like my heart literally broke for OC when jimin said he can't wait til kookie gets back and when he just used her body to get himself off and then didn't even try to make her come like 💔its kinda subtle, but his actions over the course of the series really says a lot about his feelings towards OC and I hate that he doesn't see that he's hurting her 1/3
Anonymous said:2/3 And then kookie is so possessive, making OC anxious so she's stuck between the two of them treating her like that, but then she's also at fault for not communicating her feelings with them. I understand why she would be hesitant because she just wants to pretend everything is fine, wants to pretend that jimin loves her (does he???) but they're all just using each other to be with the person that they want and it's really selfish and naive of them
Anonymous said:3/3 because obviously they can't keep pretending forever. Shits gonna hit the fan soon, and I can't wait cause some truths needs to be spoken/realized. Such a toxic relationship but such an amazing and addicting story! I'm excited for the next chapter, take your time with it I LOVE YOU MY SPECIAL LIL SNOWFLAKE ❄️
LOL exactly. jimin uses her the way jungkook uses him :/ it’s almost suiting. and she uses jungkook the same way sighhh. we’ll see how shit truly hits the fan soon :) 
alittlekpoptrash said:This last chapter is everything. Thank you so much for this series because a lot of people in this fandom enjoy the idea of a possessive guy, but this is one of the realities. I feel absolutely terrible for the oc because this is abuse. It's psychological and emotional and people are going to defend Jimin, but he's using her and it shows by the way he was with her sexually. I won't get into the JK mess now. I'm afraid for the crescendo of this series because I really only see it ending terribly.
YEAH EXACTLY!!! it really upset me and made me beyond nervous when so many ppl were on jk’s side in the beginning haha. glad that ppl have finally got their shit together now 
bulletproof-mickey said:Ch.12 left a sour taste in my mouth. Everything that happened suggests Y/N is actually condoning Jungkook's behavior??His possessiveness is borderline obsessive (if it hasn't crossed that line already) which makes me nervous because he could do some serious physical damage. At the end, JK seems like he's just trying to garner sympathy from Y/N by showing his hurt rather than anger which I don't trust. All in all, great chapter Lu! Some people are blinded by a characters nature (1/2)
Anonymous said:ok um jungkook is so wild in equilibrium 😣 hes crazy!!!!!! the oc needs to dasi run run run
yeah :/ i would def call it obsession. ALSO I DID NOT GET PART 2 OF THIS ASK AND I AM SO PISSED AKLSDJFLSDFL 
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RULES: Tag 10 people you want to know better
Relationship Status: single
Favorite colours: blue... and most others are also Good
Pets: one doggo, a beagle named Bailey. i call her a loaf almost every day
Last song I listened to: Homecoming by Green Day
First fandom: officially i would say Homestuck because i never used that term or could really consider myself to be that big of a fan of anything until then
Hobbies: listening to music, playing games, thinking about writing but not actually writing, obsessing over shit online
Favorite book: i don’t really know... i guess right now it might be Drinking at the Movies by Julia Wertz
Worst thing I’ve eaten: i can’t think of anything that bad at the moment
Favorite place: my apartment i guess
1. Are you named after someone? i don’t think so, though my dad was especially okay with the name when my mom brought it up because of Kate Mulgrew
2. When is the last time you cried? iiiiiidr, probably within the last few months though?
3. Do you like your handwriting? sometimes it’s okay, but other times it SUCKS and i have a habit of erasing a word and rewriting it more than once until it looks “okay”
4. What is your favorite lunch meat? am i allowed to just say ham? if not, bologna i guess??
5. Do you have kids? no and i don’t want any
6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? yeah maybe... i’d have to be the one to talk first though lol
7. Do you use sarcasm? no. i never use sarcasm, ever.
8. Do you still have your tonsils? yes
9. Would you bungee jump? i fuckin doubt it
10. What is your favorite kind of cereal? fruity pebbles or froot loops maybe
11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? yep
12. Do you think you’re a strong person? ehhh it depends. mentally/emotionally i mean. sometimes i think i can be but i’m never sure. physically, no
13. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? i don’t think i have one
14. What is the first thing you notice about people? their face? maybe hair or outfit if not the face
15: Red or pink? depends on the particular shade. probably red tho
16. What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? i just... look awkward... like idk i find issues with my appearance fairly easily, but IN GENERAL i just feel like i move and act weird and i don’t know how to change it or if i actually can
17. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now? no shoes, gray jeans
18. What was the last thing you ate? some pasta + sauce my dad made
19. What are you listening to right now? The Amazing World of Gumball in the background and my dog breathing loudly next to my door
20. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? some kind of blue
21. Favorite smell? man idk
22. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? my mom, i’m pretty sure
23. Favorite sport to watch? haha
24. Hair color? brown
25. Eye color? hazel
26. Do wear contacts? no. glasses crew
27. Favorite food to eat? stuffing is always a good choice... also PBJ i eat that shit all the time
28. Scary movies or comedy? comedy. i hate jump scares
29: Last movie you watched? maybe School of Rock? i hardly ever watch movies
30. What color shirt are you wearing? uh it’s this sorta off white color
31. Summer or winter? summer. fuck winter in its cold bitter ass.
32. Hugs or kisses? hugs?
33. What book are you currently reading? not really any. but i should be reading, probably
34. Who do you miss right now? my cousin
35. What is on your mouse pad? i dont have an actual mouse pad, i just use old Nintendo Power Pokemon guides
36. What is the last tv program you watched? Steven Universe
37. What is the best sound? music  
38. Rolling Stones or The Beatles? neither, idc about either of them
39. What is the furthest you have ever traveled?  Florida
40. Do you have a special talent? i’m good at writing sometimes
41. Where were you born? indiana. one of the least notable states
42. People you expect to participate in this survey? whoever i tag i guess
Tagged by @frappislazuli with the following questions:
What’s the best gift you’ve ever gotten? (or a really cool one) i was HYPED AF when i opened a Wii on Christmas one year
Can you burp on command? nope
What’s your favorite physical thing you like about yourself? mehhhhhh maybe my eyes or my hair?? idk
What do you usually default to when you’re mindlessly drawing? for some reason lizards/dragons used to be my go-to? now it’s just more common for me to write stuff out in block letters or cursive, but for actual drawings i guess i draw my ocs
What do you like most about the place you live in currently? idk, it’s my house and there’s a dog and standards are generally pretty low for being a human in this area. plus my friends all live in this town
Do you have siblings? nope
Where’s your favorite restaurant to eat? i don’t think i have one tbh. i hardly ever eat at restaurants
Do you wear makeup regularly? i never wear any of it
What’s your typing speed? it’s pretty fast but i make mistakes CONSTANTLY
Do you believe in astrology? not at all, really
What’s your favorite type of sandwich? PBJ. uninteresting but it’s a reliable standby.
MY 11 QUESTIONS FOR THOSE WHO GOT TAGGED
If you could be in an important position of power, would you do it?
Favorite Pokemon?
Is there something that can cheer you up, without fail?
Is there anything you would say to your high school self?
What breed of dog would you be?
What fictional character would you want to be best friends with?
What’s your aesthetic?
Favorite flavor of Kool-Aid?
Do you get secondhand embarrassment?
Are there any games, movies, etc. that you know are kinda bad but can’t help but love anyway?
Do you take Oreos apart before you eat them?
I tag whoever sees it that wants to do it. also @biggaybunny and @lorienleylines
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