Hello! :o)

I am back again!! Our Winter Break has started, and I decided to mess around with my style! (again...) I have more time to Draw things! Yay!! I wish I spent more time on this rather than rushing to finish it, but Oh well! Here you go! A Snow Day! Yippee!!

NICO: WE SHARED THE LIFT THIS MORNING! I WAS GOING TO THE POOL TRAMPOLINE WITH MY TWO DAUGHTERS AND HE WAS GOING TO THE RACETRACK. PINKHAM: VERY DIFFERENT LIVES YOU'RE CURRENTLY LEADING.

going 2 start saying this

Tried to look up some traditional Gregorian chants for the triduum because I personally DO like plainsong and chant, my dumb ass folk punk loving brain is like. Actually. Things that are acapella and a little raw are The Best and more emotive than super polished choral pieces. That doesn't mean I'm gonna be like actually TLM is Inherently Objectively superior and we should abolish Vatican 2. But unfortunately that led me to a buckwild trad website about sacred music and all these bullshit articles about v2 and women and like. GOOD GRIEF I JUST WANTED THE HOLY WEEK ANTIPHONS NOT UR ABSOLUTE RANCID ASS

checked my bank account 8262848585 dead 15 injured

toxic male trait is taking it upon myself to prep & cut all the ingredients for dinner while 🌸 is out running another errand, but then abruptly announcing that i’m exhausted as soon as they get home and just leaving them to cook it all by themself while i lie down in another room and drink ice water

do I want to date or do I want to split tasks with someone else and take turns doing each other favors until we die. Another question I have been asking myself lately

Do we have any confirmation on any other Ragnvindr's? Like. Is Diluc it, or are there still other living breathing family members?

have gotten some not ideal news about the health of someone I love very much, and my subconscious has decided to go full delicate Victorian maiden about it. blinds drawn. no food. reclining in the darkness, exerting the magic power to be so quietly upset I give myself a wallop of a headache and also a full on fever. all extremely productive and useful behaviors, obviously. i know. i know. i'll get up and do all the things i'm supposed to do. in a moment.

re: these gays, did you prefer the book over the movie/vice versa or if you didn't have a real preference, what were some differences you noticed or appreciated or disliked

the movie was good but the book was BETTER.

i'm gonna say this is a whole lot of spoilers for red white and royal blue for anyone else who sees this, because i know you won't watch or read it. so it doesn't matter. anyway. and also i guess i'm putting this under a readmore. feels like a lot of words about nothing.

justice for june i cannot believe they cut her out ENTIRELY. [june is alex's older sister. she just straight up does not exist in the movie which is a travesty i love her so much] there is So much missed characterization. and a whole large plot point that is missed because of other cut characters and a lot of it i know can be chalked up to for timing and pacing but :/ there was also a few really minor changes that didn't really make sense to me to have needed to be changed? idk. they changed henry's royal side of his last name, and that just did not make sense to me as to why. in the book, the reigning monarch is a queen; in the movie, a king. why? [makes i don't know sound] also on the topic of siblings, i'm almost completely certain the book told me henry was the youngest and his sister was older. in the movie, his sister is the youngest and her characterization just. does not feel the same. everything about her was cut out. all of it.

there were a few other minor changes that i liked, and some that i liked, but i am glad we have both versions? if that makes sense? there's this scene like, ¾ths of the way through where henry takes alex to the v&a and talks about how his dad [movie, it was both parents in the book but yk. his mum doesn't exist in the movie, either. also a travesty.] took him to that museum a lot before he died and now henry sneaks in a lot. he was going on about how he used to fantasise about bringing the man he loves there and slow dancing amongst the statues. in the book, henry then puts music on and invites alex to dance. in the movie, henry doesn't even get to finish his sentence about it being a "daft prepubescent fantasy" before alex pulls his phone out behind him and puts music on while he's still talking, before dancing with him. and idk i just. really like the idea of alex being the one to initiate it more than it having been hen. [also, in the book, henry played "your song" of elton john's. in the movie, alex plays "can't help falling in love" and both just make me so. mmmmm.] a little later when alex is preparing to leave back to america, hen gives alex his signet ring [which, info dump within an info dump time, if you don't know, signet rings are the like. flat ones that usually have a family crest on it. it's an identifier.] in the book, alex slides it onto the chain he always wears, which also holds the key to his family home, he started wearing it when they moved into the white house. which yk. the symbolism of having both his homes together. very tasty. in the movie, however, after hen gives him his ring, alex gives henry the key necklace and is later seen wearing the ring on his hand instead. which, i believe, is a little bit of a call back to a movie only line way earlier [the book directly contradicts this quote, actually.] where alex is explaining the key and henry says he's never actually owned a key before. so now he does. i love both of these versions of this interaction so very much

there were a couple of scenes or lines that were movie only that i did enjoy, but most of my favourites were either in the book, or both. most of my issues with the movie stem from what is normal content loss in adaptations

every time I think abt building in minecraft I’m like I want to make a giant nether portal with a decaying design that you think maybe used to be ornate, I want to make a castle that’s also decaying and maybe I’ll model it after the castle from that one minecraft parody you know the one, i want to use bonemeal on every surface of land & make everything overgrown, I want to make bridges on literally every river I see, i want to hide little bunkers for Herobrine, I want to plant more & more signs of life but make them died to death sooo long ago, I want to be a little freak who creates my own past, I want everything. and then I remember I’m still trying to make a barn in survival

Well, I can say I am 24 now 🥳

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can't fucking believe vent is still down. where else am i gonna yell about being ill

i have pushed myself really hard in terms of art and in terms of working with other people and im very proud of myself. also i never want to push myself to do anything hard ever again ever

also i'd have to make an account on the employment website and i dont really want to do that ngl. i hate making accounts. tired of making accounts all the time. why do they require me to make an account. just give me an email address to contact goddamn.