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thewertsearch · 2 years
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If I had to guess Zahhak’s entry item, my money’s on a bottle of milk. 
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AG: Did you just zap Equius into the game? His hive disappeared! [...] AA: y0u were ab0ut t0 be killed by his hive [...] AA: we certainly d0nt need tw0 dead players
The girl’s got jokes! Fitting that she’d indulge in a little gallows humor. 
AA: it had t0 g0 this way AG: No! It had to go the way we said it would. I was going to give you the present I convinced him to m8ke for you. Me! It wo8ldn't have got m8de if not f8r me! AG: And then you could have a 8ody again and everyth8ng would 8e fine. Then we could go 8ack to 8eing friends again.
Vriska’s even worse at repressing her guilt than I expected, but it’s obvious that she doesn’t know what to do with it. She seems convinced that if she can just find the right set of actions, she can revert her relationships to their previous state. 
This will never work, because - psionics notwithstanding - she can’t force people to reconcile with her. She doesn't seem able to recognize that relationships aren’t a game that she can win with the right cunning strategy. She can’t control Aradia’s feelings, and that lack of control is terrifying to her. 
Plus, if she’s really looking for redemption, she needs to realize that it’s not about undoing the wrong she’s done - it’s about not doing any more. As long as she continues to live the life she lives, this cycle will continue - and before it can stop, Vriska will need to face the fact that she’s the one who has to change. 
AG: [...] Why would you play with me if you didn't think I was your friend? AA: i d0nt remember
Terezi, probably. I didn’t expect her, of all people, to function as social glue, but she’s the only one that all the other FLARPers had a good relationship with. 
AA: y0ure n0t 0n the blue team AG: Oh what the fuuuuuuuuck! AA: y0u were never g0ing t0 be AG: I get it. I finally see now. This is your revenge.
Vriska is comfortable with violence, both physical and social. She knows how to dish it out, and how to receive it. But that’s not what she’s getting from Aradia, and she doesn’t understand why. The only way she can interpret her apathy is as a threat - as the prelude to later violence. 
She’s probably been waiting for the other shoe to drop from the moment she learned Aradia was still ‘alive’ - and the fact that is hasn’t dropped yet is messing with her head. Aradia’s apathy is the greatest revenge she could possibly take.
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pesterloglog · 4 months
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Vriska Serket, Meenah Peixes, Aradia Megido, John Egbert, Aranea Serket
Act 6, page 6082-6093
VRISKA: OHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
VRISKA: OH FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
VRISKA: WE'RE G8ING TO LOOK AT WH8T'S IN THIS CH8ST RIGHT N8W!!!!!!!!
VRISKA: DO YOU HE8R ME Y8U F8CK?
VRISKA: I D8DN'T SCRAPE AND CLAW MY W8Y 8ACK TO RELEV8NCE F8R THIS SHIT!
VRISKA: I'M DOING S8METHING F8CKING IMPORTANT! AND WHEN I DO SOMETH8NG FUCKING IMPORT8NT, EVERY88DY 8ETTER D8MN WELL PAY ATT8NTION TO ME!!!!!!!!
MEENAH: (wut)
ARADIA: :D
VRISKA: YOU DON'T TH8NK I'M ON TO YOU 8Y NOW? AS IF I C8N'T SENSE WH8N SOME SORT OF 8ULLFUCKERY IS AFOOT????????
VRISKA: YOU DON'T THINK 8'M WISE TO YO8R FUCKING G8MES????????
JOHN: (who's she talking to?)
ARANEA: ::::?
ARADIA: :D
VRISKA: GO AHEAD! TRY AND FUCK W8TH US SOME M8RE!
VRISKA: MAKE MY D8Y YOU PI8CE OF SHIT!
VRISKA: EVERYONE HERE WANTS TO KNOW WH8T'S IN THIS CHEST, SO THAT'S EX8CTLY WHAT THEY'RE GONNA SEE!
VRISKA: THERE'S PRO8A8LY SOME IDEAL WAY FOR ME TO REVEAL THIS THING TO M8KE IT SEEM AS COOL AS POSSI8LE, 8UT Y8U KNOW WHAT!
VRISKA: I DON'T GIVE A F8CK!!!!!!!!
VRISKA: I'M JUST G8NNA DUMP IT OUT ON THE FLOOR RIGHT HERE AND NOW!
VRISKA: THERE!
VRISKA: FUCKING TH8RE!!!!!!!!
VRISKA: TAAAAAAAA DAAAAAAAA!
VRISKA: W8W WILL YOU LOOK AT TH8T!
VRISKA: IT'S THE FUCK8NG TREASURE!
VRISKA: LOOKS LIKE SOME K8ND OF HUMAN HOUSE SHAPED THING! H8LY SHIT, DIDN'T SEE THAT C8MING!!!!!!!!
VRISKA: NOW EVERYONE HOLD YOUR FUCKING H8RSES WHILE I ARTLESSLY EXPLAIN SOME MORE SHIT A8OUT IT!
VRISKA: WOOOOOOOO! HERE FUCKING G8ES!
VRISKA: AFTER THE GUY USED IT THAT ONE TIME, IT 8ECAME TOTALLY INTANGI8LE! SO WE CAN'T TOUCH IT OR PICK IT UP!
VRISKA: THAT'S WHY WE 8ROUGHT ARADIA ALONG! SO SHE CAN MAKE IT LEVIT8 OR WHATEVER!
VRISKA: IF WE 8RING IT NEAR HIM IT'S SUPPOSED TO ACTIV8 AGAIN OR SOMETHING! THAT'S HOW YOU USE IT AS A WEAPON I GUESS!
VRISKA: 8UT THAT'S ALL I KNOW!!!!!!!!
VRISKA: THERE! YOU LIKE TH8T YOU FUCK?
VRISKA: DO YOU LIKE HOW I JUST TOOK THE FUCKING PISS OUT OF TH8T COOL MYSTERIOUS TREASURE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
VRISKA: DO YOU LIKE GETTING OWNED????????
VRISKA: 8ECAUSE THAT'S WHAT YOU JUST GOT! OWNED!!!!!!!!
VRISKA: SO WHY DON'T YOU SUCK IT!
VRISKA: SUUUUUUUUCK........
VRISKA: IIIIIIIIT!!!!!!!!
VRISKA: *Huff puff.*
JOHN: ...
MEENAH: ...
ARANEA: ...
ARADIA: :D
JOHN: ok, i'm not sure what that crazy outburst was about.
JOHN: i think i'll just let that one go.
JOHN: but you say this little house thing is intangible?
VRISKA: Yes.
JOHN: so i can't touch it?
VRISKA: Yeah, I'm pretty sure that's what intangi8le means!
JOHN: what happens if i try?
VRISKA: I dunno if I would do that if I were you.
JOHN: i'm not too worried.
JOHN: this is just my dream hologram self, or some nonsense.
JOHN: how many times has meenah stabbed me with her fork?
MEENAH: (not enough blue stooge)
MEENAH: (not enough by a nautical mile)
JOHN: and i always wake up fine!
VRISKA: It's not just a8out you, John.
VRISKA: This is a very powerful juju. You'd 8e messing with some forces we don't fully understand.
ARADIA: sounds like a dare to me
VRISKA: Oh my god.
VRISKA: Alright, whatever. I'll 8e fucked if suddenly I'm gonna 8e the lone voice of prudence and sound judgment in our 8adass pir8 clu8.
VRISKA: If you really wanna plunge your fist through some sort of hole in reality, then 8e my guest!
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goldenguillotines · 2 years
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Vanmit, are you okay, friend? You don't look too good... should I send Alfadi over?
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“.. As much as I d8nt find y8u ann8ying… I’ll tell it plainly 8nce. D8nt treat me like I NEED t8 be c8ddled 8r need Alfadi at any min8r inc8nvenience. She has… hhh.. Her life. As.. Much as I like her and want t8 spend.. s8me time with her.. I d8nt need t8.. hh rely 8n her f8r everything. She’s a pers8n t88. I.. I hh.. D8nt think 8f myself… as.. a burden t8.. her..”
-> He struggles to confess it.. Hard to believe it himself.. but he’s trying. He seems a little peeved.. but is trying to be nice
“But t8 use her whenever I’m n8t feeling… hh.. g88d? She’s n8t my therapist. She’s my m8irail. S8.. quit it. 8k? If.. I need her help. I will.. reach 8ut t8 her myself. I kn8w I haven’t … hhh.. been t88 active 8r.. such.. recently.. but I d8nt want her t8 think I 8nly want her ar8und when I feel like shit.”
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Selfish Vs Unselfish
Jesus. Yeah I have nothing to comment here, I’m going to read this later when I haven’t just woken up.
You know the drill. Put it under ‘Read More’. A matter of perspective it can be, but there can be an objective truth to sort that out. Let me e x p a n d on this matter using Homestuck and some philosophy. And for those who missed the last ask on Active/Passive divide, please do remember that these labels are on a continuum, not strictly boxed categories. “UNSELFISH” or UNSELFISH - The passive classes lean more to this. How? By being group-oriented. Like support classes in RPGs, their asset comes mainly from a drive to benefit others. Roxy is one of the best examples of this. While she was passive-aggressive in her pursuit of romance, she is ultimately willing to put her self aside and bettering herself if that meant making sure the group stays together. She does this by, to quote Dirk, never turning the tables to make a talk about her when she knows her friend needs something.
TG: i was gonna say why i finally quit drinkin TG: i mean if you want to know GG: Yes. GG: Actually, once you did stop, it made me finally realize it was a problem for you for a long time. GG: And I didn’t say anything at the time, but it made me wonder if I wasn’t doing the right thing before. GG: By failing to point out you might have a problem? Or just going along with it and participating in lively banter any time you clearly had too much to drink? GG: Was I just being a bad friend? TG: nah it wasnt your responsibility to fix my shit TG: and anyway i think i made it hard for anyone to come at me like it was a real problem TG: i was always joking around so much and havin a good time like kind of overzealously so TG: that i probably just made people feel like a shitty wet blanket for even mentioning it
She wants to be of use to her group. However, the downside to this is that, as passively Roxy can be, she often needs them as well.
TG: and now dirk knows that too and for some reason letting him down feels like the worst part?? TG: which is equally lame and weak cuz i should care for my own sake not for how it makes a dude see me but it still just really bothers me ???
TG: i didnt want her to meet a sloppy embarrassing mess of a daughter
TG: even if she did like to drink at some point it was kind of a childish idea that doing so myself would make me closer to her or help us bond or whatever TG: anyway i think i might of overestimated her drinkin habits
How would you know if a class is truly passive when a character just been a really selfish a-hole through the story? It’s how they mainly rely on others as well. Let’s use Aranea as the main example of a selfish passive Sylph of Light that tries to emulate a Thief. Aranea says that Sylph is a healer type of class that involves boosting others, even excessively. However, while she claims that she merely wants to help and shepard the Alpha timeline by taking control of it, Meenah says otherwise. What Aranea has been doing is a self-aggrandizing act to get into the spotlight and not sit on the sidelines anymore, much like her fellow Serket. Like Kanaya, she is meddlesome. She asserts that what she does is for the good of all, even if that means doing something others would object to. They don’t want that. But, she does it anyway.
At first, she complies when the recipient refuses, but when it eventually comes to her ultimate takeover plan, everyone else comes second. She may believe that she’s just granting their wishes, but her underlying motive is ultimately selfish- albeit by excessively “helping” others for her own cause. Aranea failed to learn what Mindfang did:
“8ut as I sit here deciding what to do with the damna8le little sphere, I understand my error. It was not in failing to chart a course through future events to turn my fortune’s tide, even so many sweeps from now. It was in 8elieving the future was mind to know, and fortune mine to control.”
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Now let’s use Rufioh and compare him to Roxy. Both of them are Rogues. Both of them are group-oriented characters that act selfishly from time-to-time. The difference is that Rufioh is more selfish. He’s extremely affable to the point of being a doormat to please others all while trying to be polite about romantic advances despite being a flirt himself. He’s reluctant to voice his own reason that he wants to leave his matespritship with Horuss. Sounds familiar? He’s the Jake of the love triangle. Rufioh cheated on Damara and never takes responsibility from it, focusing on Damara being a crazed scorned girl.
Passive players that fail to balance supporting others and fulfilling their own desires often end up being thrown in a loop. Forcing your solution solution on others for 'their own good’ is selfish. Your concern on how others perceive you may be sprouted from your own insecurity. Whenever you make a donation to the less fortunate, how can you be certain it’s not without the purpose of staving off guilt, doing it because it simply aligns with your moral code, or because it feels good? 
AG: I decided not to, 8ecause I didn’t want to 8e the one to make you sad about it.
AG: Was that selfish of me? I dunno.
It’s a gem to see volunteers whose instincts are to help people to make life more bearable, mind you. But they’re also doing that because they want to see them better and it’s often their own desire to do so and fulfill that dream.
ENLIGHTENED VS UNENLIGHTENED SELFISHNESS
-I’ve rambled on this a bit. Here’s a recap:
*Unenlightened Selfishness is… pretty much the archetypal self-centeredness that makes people jerks. It’s whenever you do something for yourself with little to no regard to other people’s desires. It’s the greedy shark hoarding all the treasure. It’s when you try to justify your actions with a perspective of “everyone else is selfish, so I’m entitled to be an asshole to everyone too”.
*Enlightened Selfishness or Enlightened Self-Interest is the opposite. It’s when you respect that everyone has their own wants and needs by compromising and coinciding them with your own. It’s like a deal. It’s the Golden Rule. You scratch my back, I scratch yours. It’s when you do things for other people for the good you’ll get from it, even when the payment is simple politeness and being generally nice. Society expects each individual to benefit the community in turn by working. We work with the expectation that others work for us. Unlike the first, this form of self-interest benefits both parties. Another term is Selfish Altruism.
We see an exercise of selfishness burning brightly through Vriska’s arc.
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(VRISKA): I’m not a loser though! (VRISKA): I LIKE who I’ve 8ecome. (VRISKA): I actually feel happy and good a8out my life for the first time in… may8e forever?? (VRISKA): Like, ACTUALLY good a8out my life in a way that feels real, instead of forced. Don’t you realize that’s what it was like for us? VRISKA: You don’t have a life! VRISKA: You’re DEAD, remem8er? VRISKA: I’m the one with the life! VRISKA: And I fully intend to use it in a relevant and constructive way to help 8ring an end to all the horri8le shit that’s 8een going on for way too long. VRISKA: Remem8er when you used to care a8out that sort of thing? VRISKA: No, o8viously not. VRISKA: All you care a8out now is 8ullshit hipstery fashion trends, feeling “happy”, and… whatever the fuck it is you’re doing here? VRISKA: Frolicking with some horses in an ugly field or some shit. VRISKA: Just a8solutely disgraceful. VRISKA: How could I have 8ecome so selfish??
Vriska is accusing (Vriska) for being selfish despite being selfish herself. Remember her popular hero quote?
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VRISKA: I only ever wanted to do the right thing no matter how it made people judge me, and I don’t need a magic ring to do that. VRISKA: You don’t have to 8e alive to make yourself relevant. VRISKA: And you don’t have to 8e a good person to 8e a hero. VRISKA: You just have to know who you are and stay true to that. VRISKA: So I’m going to keep fighting for people the only way I ever knew how.
VRISKA: 8y 8eing me.
And a few panels after that, she does this.
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VRISKA: OHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! VRISKA: OH FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! VRISKA: WE’RE G8ING TO LOOK AT WH8T’S IN THIS CH8ST RIGHT N8W!!!!!!!! VRISKA: DO YOU HE8R ME Y8U F8CK? VRISKA: I D8DN’T SCRAPE AND CLAW MY W8Y 8ACK TO RELEV8NCE F8R THIS SHIT! VRISKA: I’M DOING S8METHING F8CKING IMPORTANT! AND WHEN I DO SOMETH8NG FUCKING IMPORT8NT, EVERY88DY 8ETTER D8MN WELL PAY ATT8NTION TO ME!!!!!!!!
Sure, her resurrection got everyone’s attention, but also annoyance. A lot of their personal problems aren’t truly solved, just put on a temporary chokehold by someone with a stubborn, assertive personality. She’s taking charge so that her team won’t be in poor condition for the big fight, but also to, well, be in the spotlight. She doesn’t care how others think of her, she just wants to help… but also because it makes her important, even if that means overpowering her friends, including her moirail Terezi. Vriska’s the active counterpart to Roxy in both class and aspect. A positive part of this is that it’s easier for Vriska and other folks like her to be self-driven.
What am I getting at? It’s a matter of intention. Are they doing it to mainly benefit others? Or are they acting to benefit themselves? Even if it’s grey, there’s often a tint or shade that’s lighter or darker that makes someone lean somewhere. It doesn’t matter how they see themselves and how they perceive their own actions, it’s their motivation that defines the line. Accidents don’t count. It’s the will. Looking at one’s intention is a way to objectively sift through the blurriness of it their actions, even when said intention is subconscious. You can also simply take the Active/Passive divide on strictly class roles in terms of RPG abilities alone if you’re not keen on the personalities of the bunch.
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davidmann95 · 3 years
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Since you’ve talked about how dull the DC animated movies look, it occurred to me, would you say Yoshiaki Kawajiri’s work (Ninja Scroll, Vampire Hunter D, HIghlander: Search for Vengeance ect.) captures what Jim Lee’s artwork should look in motion?
Anonymous asked: The Jim Lee/Kawajiri anon. It only just now occurred to me to give you a link to show what I mean: watch?v=f8r-hMQzRXk
Okay this is uncommon for this blog but TW on that clip for some truly hellacious violence, holy friggin' moly. Anyway in spite of being a pretty thoroughly different look from Lee's style I somehow immediately, instinctively see EXACTLY what you mean.
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deebeeus · 5 years
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One more (OK...nine more) shot(s) of the 1946*/47 #Fender #Princeton and then I promise (🤞) there’ll be no more photos until I get it up and running. 😀 . . Take a look at that crazy “control” panel (photos 1 and 9). Notice anything? NO CONTROLS! No power switch, no volume or tone knob...just two inputs! You just plug it in to turn it on, and use the volume and tone on your #guitar to control it! 😀 What’s in each photo: 1) rear view of #amp 2) close up of #Jensenspeaker label. 3) “City of Los Angeles Approved” sticker. Anyone know what this is? Is it the 1940s equivalent of the UL or CSA (in Canada) label? 4) Side view of the speaker’s field coil (?). Is that the field coil...where the magnet would be on a modern speaker? I’m still trying to figure this stuff out! 😆 5) Speaker code stamped on edge of basket. 6) “Sta-Tite” 2 pronger! 😀 7) “Inca” brand power transformer. 8) Um...choke? Output transformer? Would it need an OT with a field coil? Anyone?? 9) 2nd rear view. . (* I am learning new stuff as I go along here: turns out that the speaker (a #Jensen #F8RS) is a #fieldcoilspeaker after all...so it’s possible the amp might actually be a ‘46 rather than a ‘47.) . . . #guitars #amps #amplifiers #vintageguitars #vintageamps #fenderamp #tone #guitargear #guitarsdaily #guitarsofinstagram #geartalk #guitarsdaily #fendersofinstagram #guitarphotography #ampphotography https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs9MWNMn-8f/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15whqfq4mx1f5
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sillytrollsandfun · 7 years
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Memories
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   You had doned your gown for the ball, running your hands down your sides a bit self consciously. This is the first time you’ve gone to the Perigee Ball, and you hoped that you were dressed appropriately for it. The orange gown clung to you hips, and bared your midriff through a pale orange gossamer. The golden gems inlaid in the gown top shone in the light of Rozell’s hive, and you fiddle with them for as moment. After looking in the mirror one last time, you decided that you should probably go out and put your sandals on.
   You walked to the living room of Rozell’s hive, and spotted her lounging on her chaise, sipping out of a martini glass. Rozell had already been ready almost an hour before you and so she’d already made herself a drink. You roll your eyes, covering your mouth to stifle the laugh that was working it’s way out of you. She shook her head, and let out a low whistle.
   “N8w that’s my girl! Y8u are l88king fine!” She grinned at you, as you felt your face heat up immediately. You slid a hand up and starting messing with the ends of your hair.
   “Are you sure this isn’t too much? I mean… What if he doesn’t like it?” You look away from her, your cheeks very hot and a little frown forming. You heard her stand up and walk over to you. She grasped your chin in her hand, and made you look her in the eye.
   “H8ney.. St8p w8rrying, y8u are abs8lutely g8rge8us and he’ll ad8re y8u when he sees y8u, if n8t, I’ll kick his ass f8r y8u.” She gently papped your cheeks, and smiled softly. You knew she would too and you didn’t want to see that happen.
   “Thank you, Roz… You are the best moirail a troll could ask for…” You pap her cheek gently, not wanting to smudge her makeup. She was without her normal face paint instead wearing some light makeup. You see her briefly tear up at your words, but she brushes them away quickly and smiles.
   “Y8u sh8uld wait f8r him by the d88r, I need t8 find the handkerchief I was given f8r the blind date service thingy.” She paps you again and heads for her drink, taking a big gulp of it. You look after her fondly, and turn to wait by the door. He had messaged you a bit ago saying he was almost here. You decided to entertain yourself with the gardening app you had on your phone.
   The knock at the door surprised you, and you let out a squeak. Peeping through the peephole, you see that it was him, and smile a bit nervously as you open the door.
   “Hey..” You say, blushing.
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   A slow song came on, and you turned to Deerre, your eyes lighting up. You had been waiting for a slow song to dance to. Fast songs weren’t good for you, you were too clumsy for that.
   “Hey… Do you want to dance with me?” You squeak out, and feel your cheeks flush hotly. He smiles and stutters out a yes, You guide him out onto the dance floor, and you slid your hand up his shoulder. He nervously places his hand on your hip and you smile at him, lacing your fingers together. You begin to sway gently yot the music together, and you let out a small content sigh. The song ends too soon for you, and you don’t want to pull away from him, but you have to.
   “I.. Uh.. Is there anything you want to do?” You ask, clasping your hands together. He mentions wanting to get away from the crowd for a bit, so you wander out to the garden for some fresh air. You smile at all the flowers, before deciding to do something.
   “I’ll be right back..” You say before walking over to a rose bush. You snap off a small red rose. You smile shyly at him, holding out the rose.
   “I thought maybe you’d like this?” Your face must be as bright as your dress at this point, but he smiles back and takes the flower. You know that he doesn’t quite see flowers like you do, but he seems to appreciate the gesture. You cover your smile with the tips of your fingers when you notices the alcove that you had stopped under. Mistletoe hung from the beam and you swear your face could fry eggs on it with how hot it had gotten.
   “I.. um…” You gesture up at the mistletoe, not quite meeting his eyes. He glances up at the piece of plant and then back at you, questioningly.
   “It’s mistletoe?” You say, wondering if he didn’t know what it meant. “Trolls.. Um kiss under it and stuff… It’s like tradition?” You didn’t really know what to say, as you cover more of your mouth with your hand. He flushes at your words and looks pretty flustered. You bite your lip, and decide to just give him a quick smooch on the cheek.
   “It doesn’t have to be a big kiss..” You say after, not looking him in the eyes. He touches his cheek and gives you a smile nervous smile. And you absolutely feel like flying.
   “Did you want to go grab something to eat? Free food is good for everyone…” He agrees and you both head off to get something to munch. You were really, really happy. This date was going so well, and you wanted to screech.
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pesterloglog · 5 months
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Vriska Serket, Aradia Megido
Act 5, page 2276
arachnidsGrip [AG] began trolling apocalypseArisen [AA]
AG: What's your deal????????
AA: what d0 y0u mean
AG: Did you just zap Equius into the game? His hive disappeared!
AA: are y0u n0t happy ab0ut that
AG: Hell no! I was supposed to get your surprise present from him! Um, that he was keeping for me! 8ut only temporarily!
AG: And then we were going to jump in the g8me tog8ther! As co-le8ders! Remem8er????????
AA: y0u were ab0ut t0 be killed by his hive
AA: pr0ceeding with that plan w0uldnt have made sense
AA: we certainly d0nt need tw0 dead players
AG: 8ut!
AG: Aaaaaaaah!
AG: You knew this was going to happen! You were planning it all along! You're planning all this. I know a schemer when I see one!
AA: yes it was the plan
AA: it had t0 g0 this way
AG: No! It had to go the way we said it would. I was going to give you the present I convinced him to m8ke for you. Me! It wo8ldn't have got m8de if not f8r me!
AG: And then you could have a 8ody again and everyth8ng would 8e fine. Then we could go 8ack to 8eing friends again.
AA: were we ever really friends
AG: Yeah!!!!!!!!
AG: I don't know. I felt like we were even if you didn't think so.
AG: I guess I'm not very good at acting like a friend. Or saying stuff like, hey friend! You're my friend! It doesn't really occur to me.
AG: 8ut we were! Why would you play with me if you didn't think I was your friend?
AA: i d0nt remember
AA: it d0esnt matter
AG: 8arf. More of this apathetic 8aloney. Why don't you cut the ghost girl act already? I get it! You're dead and spooky.
AA: ribbit
AG: Hm.
AG: Uh, okay?
AG: Haha. Pretty odd!
AA: s0rry
AG: That's cool, you can ri88it if you want. In a weird way it almost makes you sound normal!
AG: So what now? I guess you and Equius co-lead since he managed to usurp me. That cunning 8astard.
AG: I guess I follow you into the game instead? Fine 8y me! I'll follow you guys. Just give me my orders, 8oss.
AA: n0
AA: y0ure n0t 0n the blue team
AG: Oh what the fuuuuuuuuck!
AA: y0u were never g0ing t0 be
AG: I get it. I finally see now. This is your revenge.
AG: You finally did it, Megido. You got me pretty good. Well played.
AA: its n0t revenge
AA: y0u were always supp0sed t0 be 0n the red team
AA: y0ull believe me later
AA: when y0u wake up
AG: What a load of SHIIIIIIIIT. You've 8een plotting your revenge since day one. And I fell for it like a sucker. Can't say I 8lame you.
AA: ive never th0ught ab0ut revenge at all
AG: 8ut why not!
AG: I killed you!!!!!!!!
AA: i d0nt care
AG: AAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!
AG: You're so infuri8ing! Why c8n't you just h8 me? It would 8e a lot easier th8t way.
AG: Or at least feel 8othered or annoyed or S8METHING! God!!!!!!!!
AG: May8e I sh8uld just rip my he8rt out of my chest and pound it to a 8loody pulp here on my desk with my sup8r strong ro8ot arm.
AG: Pound pound pound pound pound pound pound pound!
AG: Look at that, more nasty 8lue 8lood all over me. Why not! Might as well op8n the floodg8s and p8nt my whole hive with this oh so envia8le cerulean SWILL.
AG: 8ecause clearly it's up to me to feel em8tions for the 8oth of us, you misera8le soulless witch!
AA: 0_0
AG: I h88888888 you!
AG: H8 h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 haaaaaaaate!
AG: I only regret killing you cause it m8de you so 8ORING!!!!!!!!
AA: s0rry
AG: I don't want to 8e on the red team. ::::(
AG: It's full of jerks who just think I'm a 8ig jerk.
AA: they need y0u th0ugh
AA: and its where y0u need t0 be
AA: karkat will be in t0uch with y0u s00n
AG: Oh god, I can't w8 for THAT convers8tion.
AA: als0 if its any c0ns0lati0n
AA: the teams are meaningless anyway
AG: What? Why would that 8e consol8tion? It's more vague spooky nonsense!
AG: Fuck you for me trying to help you.
AG: Fuck the 8lue team, fuck your conniving, fuck Equius's dou8ledealing and the stupid muscle8east he rode in on, and fuck you for s8ving my life.
AG: FUUUUUUUUCK YOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!
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goldenguillotines · 2 years
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Who is Vanmit haunted by? I've seen you mention it a few times- but is it a being? a troll?
"My 8ld friend and hilari8usly I l8ved her at s8mep8int. .. I will never see her the same way again."
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"I d8nt like talking ab8ut her. She 8nly m8ks herself visible t8 me n8w. N8 8ne even will believe me... But she w8nt leave me al8ne. She blames me f8r it. She says I deserve my f8. She says I deserve this all. She wants me t8 st8y like this f8rever s8 she can have the last laugh. She t8ld me she never l8ved me.. and I realized n8w. She never did. I f8und her diary fr8m when she was alive."
"She knew this w8uld happen t8 me. She knew she w8uld be taken as a h8stage. She let him kill her. S8 she c8uld c8ntinue t8 t8rment me fr9m the gr8ve and string me al8ng like a f88l."
He looks over his shoulder... a jade stares at him from the corner of his room. Her smile is unnerving and screams fill his ears. He instinctively flinches, his hands reaching to cover his ears as he buckles to the ground. Anger bubbling up in his throat, yet unable to scream for her to stop..
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"Lying isn't very nice Vanmit. Y0u can't just make me 0ut t0 be the bad guy like that.. I know y0u can get better and treat me right.. But I kn0w y0u w0nt. That's why I'm never g0ing t0 st0p d0ing this t0 y0u.. and I'll be h0nest.. This really hurts me m0re than it hurts y0u."
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