Passionate, homosexual love letter for you!

“Oh Max, thy strange swag has enchanted me. I dream of your amazing mouse facts, and yearn for the day that I might hear your wonderful jokes again.

Cursed be fate (uni) for keeping us apart (giving me work so I can’t write u so much).

In love (/p), a totally anonymous person.”

BDJSHSISJSOSHSK oh thank you anonymous person whos identity i yearn to unravel (charlie), i am platonically swooning at your words. Truly, how dare fate get in the way of our blossoming friendship 😔😔💞💞

Hi! Big big biiiiiiiiig fan of your obikin work over on twitter, both for the naughty bits :3 and your art style like omg I love love loooooove the angular character design and the way u colour with scribbles hidden in it to look like it’s pencil coloured and the double lineart over (is it intentional or aesthetic thing?)

I wanted to ask a question: I noticed whenever I see your twitter art and tumblr art even tho it’s the same fan art some of the stuff on tumblr is slightly different like obi-wan/anakin’s face is more structured on tumblr version or slight change of pose or adding new things like obi-wan’s red lingerie in your obi-wan’s history of bras/lingerie while he’s naked on twitter version. Do you purposely change it for tumblr?

Hi there!! What a wonderful message to receive 🥺🙏 First of all, thank you for such kind words ❤️ I hope you don’t mind I answer both of your asks here!!

My art-style has been mutating through the years since I graduated and nowadays I’ve found a nice balance with this sketchy one I’m currently using (definitely influenced by Mikael Ross, his traditional cartoonish style is a huge inspo for me when i do comics). but I love trying new methods and switching things up every now and then. And yes, the double lineart is intentional!! I like how it gives some dimension and dynamism to the anatomy and makes it feel like animation 💞

And you are very observant!!! Bc I definitely change things in my art when I post them to different sites. part of it is because I’m kind of a perfectionist, and once i post something on twitter i start noticing all the mistakes and tangents and I just know i won’t post it on tumblr until i feel satisfied and fix things or re-do them. on the other hand, tumblr is very strict with the nudity stuff and i keep getting flagged every time i post something slightly suggestive (or maybe someone is reporting me 👀 won’t be the first time tbh) so i gotta tone things down, like adding obi-wan’s red lingerie in that one fanart while on tumblr he’s showing ass and cock HAHAHA. so yep, twitter gets ass and tits while tumblr gets the fixed 2.0 stuff. but in some way i kind of like the idea of posting different things on each site, like little easter eggs 🥰

I’m so excited for you to participate on the #UnderTheJediUniform tag 🙏 also tag me if you do it cuz my shadowban sometimes hides some of the art in the tag 😭 it started as a little idea and it warms my heart seeing people doing their drawings or fics or hcs about obi-wan in lingerie 💘 But take it easy specially if you are coming back from a creative burnout after uni, i was there too and it was no fun at all. sometimes is a way for our brain to tell us to take a break and nurture ourselves from different things other than drawing, like looking at different artists or photographers, watching movies, reading books and from life itself. and when you less expect it, you will suddenly get struck with the need to grab a pen 😊

thank you again for this lovely message, it really made my day!!! as you said, there‘s always shit happening and disgusting losers trying to drag you down in this fandom, but messages like this and the wonderful people that i have met through obikin is an enough reason to stay and keep doing what i want ❤️

hi zadie love!! wanted to start off this ask by saying that i hope you are taking breaks for your health baby!! :(( i saw you said how work and uni are catching up to you especially since it’s exam season so pls pls pls make sure to take it easy my love🥺🥺 your overall health is the most important thing so pls don’t be too hard on yourself, you’re doing amazing and i’m so proud of you🩷✨

now onto the recent chap!!! omg yn breaking things off w/ fuma rlly shows that she truly cares for riki and is willing to give anything up if it meant to protect her brother from being in the middle of these weird ass students talking shit about his sister. i love the nishimuras in this smau so much🥺🥺

THE WAY YN AND HOON HAVE BEEN FUCKING ALMOST EVERYDAY OH THEY’RE DOWN BAD YOUR HONOR‼️‼️ but the fact that yn cried when hoon hit it from the back made me feel for her poor baby :(( i could definitely tell where her mental state is at the moment bc it’s like she’s just going through the motions after the previous events that happened to riki, i hope our girl is ok🥺 AND IM SORRY BUT HOON’S 0 FOLLOWER TUMBLR ERA IS SO FUNNY LIKE HE’S JUST LIKE ME FR😭

thank you for your constant hard work and dedication zadie!! pls pls take it easy on yourself baby sending you a big kiss💞💞🫶🏻🫶🏻

- 💌

MY ANGEL BABY!!! I missed you sm :(

thank you so so so much for being so sweet baby, I love and appreciate just how much you guys care about me, it means the world to me :( ngl work and uni have been a little difficult lately bc studying is just so exhausting me and everyone always wants something from me like can I live ??? but yeah, only two more weeks of exams left and then im done, so read for it to be over tbh </3

I'm honestly so glad you guys are all enjoying these past few chaps and I kNOWWWW my baby y/n being so sad and stressed and overwhelmed hurts me the most..like fuck hoon (not literally) but rn she's my main concern, I just want her to be happy :((

thank you for this baby, I hope youre feeling better and are having a good time with packing your stuff!! pls take care of yourself, ilysm!!!!

Eddie's right. You can't do everything all the time; you've got to take time for yourself or else you'll burn out. Trust me, I know. It's healthy to call in sick for a day or hide your textbooks for a day. Especially with the holidays coming up; it's time to relax!

Oh, I'm well aware of burn out! It's an old friend of mine. To be clear, I know how that sounds and I'm not proud of it and I'm genuinely trying to learn to take better care of myself.

It's a slow process and I take it day by day because as a uni student, there are times where I have to work harder than usual, and there are times I barely have time to shower between coming home from work and having to study, and sometimes self-care is actually self-discipline.

But also sometimes self-care is crawling into bed at 7pm to rewatch Stranger Things. It depends on the day and I'm learning how to tell which situation goes with which feeling!💞

My job doesn't really allow calling in sick for just one day. In the industry I work, there's a 48 hour mandatory sickness period so that would turn into two days, and that's more than I can financially afford to take. It's not worth it unless I'm actually physically sick. And hiding my textbooks for a day is also inadvisable because it's a heavy courseload, but I'm not perfect and just recently I didn't study for a few days (I'll be catching up again today😂).

Eh, I don't celebrate any holidays apart from Hallowe'en (my beloved💞), my university always assigns papers due in the new year, so the Christmas Break (literally just five days🙄) isn't even really a break. Plus, I'm working all through the holidays this year, so again... a break isn't really a break.

I just take the relaxing days and moments as I find them. It's not a perfect system, I work myself too damn hard, but I don't as yet see what other choice I have. As Ozzy says, "kicking back don't make it".

Erin, I appreciate you so so so much. I would love to relax and take it easy as often as you say I should (because you're right), but my chosen lifestyle doesn't, from what I can see, allow for much of it. But maybe I'm wrong, I'm sure I am. I'm trying, though, and I promise I'm taking care of me as best as I'm able to. I hope you are as well!!!🫂💞

I haven't been very well tbh but I am trying to make things more bearable as much as I can 😂; uni is draining and today I finished my teaching practice for the first semester (thank god. it wasn't that bad but I am happy it's over. at least until the second semester but anyway), and since this is my last academic year of my bachelor's i am preparing to apply for master's in foreign universities and i feel so confused and scared about my future and what to do and yeah. just life, you know. thank you for asking 🥺💜💕

I know 😭 you start something then abandon it and then start writing something else, an existential crisis here, a nervous breakdown there (at least from my experience) 😂; i will read your works these days, thank you for the links 🥰🥰🥰

oooh, it looks so delicious 😍😍😍 i will definitely try it!!!

lee changsub, the loml (all his songs are!!!!!! but as expected from musicians like btob)🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰; i will listen to the others asap! i only watched the official mv for "youth" but i still haven't listened to the whole album :( (i am just more active on my other blog and tbh i am more into my seventeen and japanese bands brainrot era xdd).

thank you for the recipe, for the music recs. and for everything, niki. have a very lovely evening and rest of the week. take care 💜💜💜💕🥰😚💖💖💞💗💟🌌💝💖💞💕💟

oh gosh im just seeing this now ;;;;; my app has been so weird and glitchy the last couple of days...

oooffff I can relate to that... I wish you all the best on uni suff!!! that shit ain't easy... (even tho I kinda miss it now that its over)

writing is... an experience lsidjlskdj i can't say I've abandoned a lot of work (no abandoned fic in my published work) maybe 3 or 4 but yeah the mental breakdown is 100% true ldjfldfj

hehe i hope you like them!! let me know how u like Kihyun's bsides!!! also that's totally valid!!!

~WHOLESOME WEDNESDAY~

Hello this is (not) JYPe and guess who's feeling soft again? this mf 💞 heh I just thought hey it's been a while and I kinda am seeing how a lot of us are falling back on activity and posting less and stuff and I kinda feel like the general activity of the community has come DOWN a lot which I mean it's OK!!!! because we all have lives!!!! right? but also I do kinda WORRY LIKE WHERE YALL AT i guess I just kinda wanna make sure we're all doing good? yall holding on? taking care? sleeping and stuff? I've seen also many bots pop up again recently (STARES AT THAT ONE ADMIN THAT MADE LIKE 3 BOTS IN 2 MONTHS WITH LIKE 10 PPLZ EACH YES YOU PLEASE TAKE CARE) and I know bot can sometimes feel like a job more than a fun relaxing place for some so just take it easy on that too just making sure we all remember that things around here aren't that deep and you can take it at your own pace. this has always been supposed to be a safe, fun place where we make friends and have a blast, so if it doesnt feel like that anymore step back, take a deep breath and then come back if you want but like dont feel like you gotta be here and keep putting stuff out for others

I know school work, uni, real work, family, responsibilities, it can all be too much sometimes and drive us a little bit insane. I personally have a 🤩🤩 fun few days coming 🤩🤩 I hope I don't die 🤩🤩 so yeah maybe I'm PROJECTING RN but yknow how it be, I think its important sometimes to remind ourselves that, yknow, stepping back and taking some time for ourselves it's also ok. I sometimes just log out and not having my phone vibrating and notifs popping up for just a few hours feels refreshing. it's ok. you wont miss out on anything important for treating yourself to one internet free day

we take so many things seriously sometimes dont we? like, sure theres things that ARE important like keeping connections and friends and staying healthy and safe, but also theres so many things that are important for ??? no valid reason ??? or that maybe we wrongly prioritize over other things like for example dont prioritize your bot development over your sleep plz don't do that it's not worth it rip, or dont feel like you need to be around 24/7 when you have other things to do or just don't want to. dont feel like you're neglecting bot because you have to study or feel like going out with friends is pushing you back here. dont feel like being behind in notifs is such a big deal. youre a great admin and you're doing well!

but also like,,,, dont prioritize work and uni over sleep and eating and taking breaks and going out and getting fresh air either. really just prioritize yourself first. sometimes being here just as admin and sharing and talking to friends is good enough. you dont always need to be your character, you don't always need to keep an image or a clean neat blog. you can just enjoy and go around shitposting that's really ok! (bunnies for the soul)

yknow it's really cliche to think about it but sometimes you just gotta sit back and be like what am i doing? why am i doing this? what am I taking from this? is this meaningful or beneficial for my life and my growth and my wellbeing? like tumblr as any social media can be TOXIC it rlly still is just because we don't see shit it doesnt mean it's not going on and just because we don't go through something anymore it doesn't mean it hasnt hurt us or leave us super fucking paranoid around.

I JUST AM SAYING that I know many of us maybe feel safe and welcomed and at home here or like we won't get this thing we have here anywhere else but I think we make our own safety and comfort yknow? itd be really sad to see some of you go and the community poof but I also think that for us to keep carrying this thing we have and for us to protect it and for more people to feel welcome and safe we first need to look at ourselves and be sure we can actually keep doing this. I see posts pop here and there about admins feeling sad they get no interactions or how people they talked to has left or how they simply have things going on that makes them sad and unable to be around and I think often we forget, even though we say it ALL the time, that we're all just people behind these. dont forget you're just a person too. I've personally been having quite a hard time coming around with the boys on dms, anyone who talks to me knows that, but as admin? I'm always here. and sure none of us HAS to feel responsible of others, we're not /individually/ responsible of someone's fun or popularity or how long they stick around, but as a whole community we are all responsible somehow of this place's safety and to look ALL after each other. don't forget we're all just people and don't push each other to get things

anyway what im trying to say is that I do fucking love all of you so much and like I worry yknow??? I worry a lot when I see someone upset or I feel like an admin is in a kinda place. it's been just a bit over a year since I've joined this and ive been lucky enough to meet some amazing people that will always live in my heart no matter what and some others maybe I do not really know you or talk to you but I do appreciate your existence yknow you're not invisible and I notice when some of yall delete or when someone I see around makes a new bot and I 👀 or when yall change @s without telling and I have to go through my lists to fix them. maybe it's not enough but I do notice you and I hope you know that. and so because I love all of you I do think that I am a bit responsible of putting at least one smile on your faces throughout the day too be it with a post or a rb or an ask and so I do hope all of you feel a little responsible about someone else's happiness too. I know dash can be hard, I know dms can be hard, and I'm.not saying hey go befriend each other RN but maybe just stopping by someone's bot and "hey this is v cool!", I'm sure that would mean a lot for many people

maybe I just ate too much sugar today. whatever it be, have bunnies I love this kind of art

Masha 🥺

Have my kisses, all of them 💞🥺

Not getting interactions on your work can be disheartening, and it's totally okay to feel that way! I feel that way too sometimes, but I try to make it up by interacting as much as I can! I consider myself a reader first and a writer second, and the whole reason I made a tumblr is because it makes it so easy to just reach out to authors and go, "Hey, you're great! I love your work, it made me cry/laugh/smile/bust a fat uwu." Or when I'm not doing that, I like leaving little HCs or thirsts (as you know 😏) or even quick comments on an older piece I've found while scrolling through their blog.

I'm firmly in the "write the story you want to read" camp, and a lot of times I go back and re-read any fics I wrote! One to check for errors, but also if I'm especially proud of what I wrote and want to read it again. It's not always easy, though, so whenever I can I like to leave even an innocuous comment like "I love this 🥺💓" or something.

I hate awful days, and I hope yours gets better! You really are incredibly talented, so it always hurts to see you so down! Ofc that could also be Uni sucking the life out of you too. I just started going back where I am after being out of school for a few years, and it's definitely something to get used to!!

Thanks so much for all your hard work! 💞💞💞

lily sugar, thank you so much (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)

i also do that! reading my own works is always a good way to calm myself down, especially my comfort fics. it’s bound to happen when you write self-indulgent stuff :)))

but all my love to you for coming to interact and sharing your big brain ideas with me <3

23 for artist ask 😗👉👈

Aw thank you so much for the ask!!! 💖💞💖

23. Do you listen to music/watch shows while working on art? If so, what's your favourite?

It depends on the art I'm doing! However, generally for all art, and especially drawing/painting I will listen to music- I'm a heathen so I have one ginormous playlist of music that I like that I shuffle to listen to. I do like songs I can sing along with when working on art, since that's fun- so I tend to lean towards slower sad alt indie, punk and classic rock, and seashanties, lol.

If I'm doing a large or longer scale project, I like to binge listen to podcasts- and generally horror podcasts, like TMA, the Black tapes, and Limetown, but I'm so busy with uni I rarely do that nowadays. Tbh, I've been mostly treating some of my non-super-intense classes like a podcast and been working on art while listening instead, aha. This especially for repetitive art, is like carving/embroidery, and if the design for art is easy and won't require a lot of thought.

I rarely watch shows when I do art- but if I am watching a show, then it's also generally while I'm doing a less detailed and repetitive art. In the past year I've been embroidering one of my jackets while watching the subbed Gintama (except I can't understand Japanese so sometimes I miss a bunch). But generally I tend to get too distracted when watching shows, and if it's something I'm invested in I feel that it's... disrespectful? To not watch it with my full attention, lol, so I rarely do that. I can see why people do it if it's a show they're not particularly interested in though. I have as well binged all of the BuzzFeed unsolved a while back when working on projects for an art class, but that I also mostly treated like a podcast...

Hope that answers the question! Yes way to much good god Thanks again for asking :)

miss mädch why did i immediately think of u when i saw ki's mood teasers ): esp the journey version hehe ik you like that kind of aesthetic <3 i'm rlly looking forward to his solo i just know i'm gonna love it!!! 🥺 hope work/school isn't too much for you, & that's it's a (relatively!) easy week for you. always remember: you got this!!!! 😤😤 love u sm angel!!! 💛💗💖💞💖

LISSA LOVE 💓💘💖💕💞💗 gosh it’s so good to see you here, i’ve been missing you big time 😭 i’m really sorry for not catching up when i have any free time bub, i just really use it to relax and such bc i really don’t think anyone understands how busy my last semester is going ;____; ANYWAYS AHHHH did you really think of me? 🥺 i love you :( i am SO obsessed with the aesthetic esp the suitcase and lil scone(?) dish one SJDJJD i know this is oddly specific but my aunt has these old minimalistic paintings (assuming they’re french inspired bc i can just tell) like from the 1920s and that’s EXACTLY the vibe i see for his concept photos 💖💖💖💖 it’s gonna be SO good whatever he does :( could really listen to kihyun sing to me allllll day long ya know?

but angel !!!!!! as i mentioned my semester is okay !!! it’s my last one as you know and i have a preceptorship at the Children’s Hospital in one of the bigger cities in the state i go to uni in and it’s a 2 hour drive away from my campus, so it’s just been busy :/ like tuesday and friday i have clinical rotations for my school which are 8 hour shifts and then i will either squeeze preceptorship in on thursdays or work a double shift on Saturday-sundays which are always 12 hour shifts PLUS classes AND applying for jobs so ……. Bub it’s a lot 😭 but i’m somehow managing ;___; so thank you for saying your sweet words to me bc it’s that stuff that really gets me thought it all :( HOW ARE YOU DOING !!!! how is work treating you angel i know last time we spoke they’ve been having you do all these crazy shifts? is it getting any better? your co-workers are okay? i’m always thinking about you when iI see ya in the days angel, pls never forget it :( LOVE YOU 💘💗💖💕💞💓💘💗💖💕💞💓

hi my sweet baby!! my heart literally broke for yn when i read the recent chap :(( the way she views herself right now makes me so sad like i can’t even describe it, i just want her to be okay :( as much as i love seeing hoon rant on his tumblr, these two just need to TALK omg like there’s so many things getting lost because of the lack of communication i just wanna lock them in a room to talk things out😭 and also the way riki and yn just sat there and cried together, im sure that brought back flashbacks of their past hardships bc they’ve been through so much like i would do anything for the nishimura siblings to be okay, i’ve developed an attachment to them i fear🥺

im feeling much better today!! started packing a little bit last night so i’m planning to get some more done today. i can finally leave the house so i might get myself a coffee or something later just to get some fresh air.

i hope you’re taking it easy my love, and hoping that there are only better days ahead for you��� i know it’s easier said than done but although uni, work, and all of your other responsibilities are important, your overall health is the most important. you’ve been able to handle 100% of the challenges that were thrown at you, and i have no doubt in my mind that you’ll be able to get through this bump in the road. i love you so much and am sending you all my good vibes. you got this baby!!! love you tons🤍🎀 !!

- 💌

my angel baby, my penpal my love 🥺🥺🥺💗 firstly, as usual, thank you so so so much for always checking up on me and keeping me updated sbout yourself. i literally LOVE reading your asks and sometimes i dont get the notif and im like :/ where's my baby? and then i go to my inbox and i know its you from the very first line!!! i really appreciate you and treasure everything you send me 🥺💗

the thing about hoonyn, which is probably my least fave part of the E2L trope, is their lack of communication. like just fucking USE YOUR WORDS OH MY GOD ???? especially considering how important communication is to y/n like baby i love you but judt force him to talk to you bc having his face buried between your legs will not do good to either one of you on the long run 😭😭😭

the love the CH'nishimuras have received warmed my heart and im so happy we all love and appreciate them equally 🥺🥺

im so glad youre feeling better my sweet love, pls pls pls take it easy!!! youve been on the road so much im pretty sure your body's still recovering so dont worry about anything too much bc your health always comes first 🥺💗

hiiiiii zadiee, how have you been ?

I feel like i've missed qute alot because i was offline for two weeks, and i still don't have the time to catch up with everything everyting 😭 on week days im in uni, classes from 8 to 8 and i work on weekends now and im reeeeally sad cause i genuinely enjoy reading your asks and seeimg how you interact with your followers 🥹

I hope life was treating you well this past few weekssss!!!!! Im sending youu lots of lovee, hugs and kisses 🫶🏼

yours truly 🐼

aaaah sorry baby i just saw this but im so glad you found the time to come on here and lmk youre doing okay 🥺 pls make sure to stay hydrated and well rested, would never want you to overwork yourself. i hope you know how amazing you're doing and that all of that isn't easy to handle yet you're rocking it!🥺🥺💞

i hope you can find some time to breathe a little soon baby and i cant wait to talk to you more again!!!🥺💞