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Hey, idk if you do this ship but could you make reader x MizuShiho dating hcs? If you couldn’t, could you make MizuAn dating hcs instead? 🙃
MizuShiho + MizuAn x Reader Dating HCS!
Aaaa first request thank you!!! I didn’t know MizuShiho was even a thing lol, but it seems cute! I started writing these a few weeks ago then completely forgot to finish :’) I decided to try and do a few for both, I hope you like them, sorry for the late post anon! - Pink!
MizuShiho
🎀🍜• Mizuki was the one to ask you and Shiho out. They knew they liked the both of you and wanted to ask you out as soon as possible. Mizuki may have made a small scene out of it, bringing you and Shiho a bouquet each and telling a romantic and well rehearsed confession. They would’ve done more but after a discussion with Ena they toned it down just a bit. The confession leaves you and Shiho flustered either way!
🎀🍜• At the beginning of the relationship, the going to different schools thing seemed like it would be a problem but after a few weeks all confusion about different school schedules disappeared when meeting at parks and the mall after school became an almost everyday thing. If Shiho has band practice after school on one of the meet-up days she won’t skip it, but depending on her mood she might miss out on the last 5 minutes of practice to see you two, and even though Mizuki doesn’t go to school very often they’ll gladly take the after school meet-ups with you and Shiho as an excuse to walk you both around the mall!
🎀🍜• Dates with these two are usually things like going to the mall, going on walks or just chilling at one of your houses ( normally yours or Mizuki’s, Shiho doesn’t like going to hers cause Shizuku won’t leave her alone about how cute the three of you are! ). Sometimes you’ll go to the arcade and have competitions about who can get the most tickets, these dates always end with Mizuki pulling you and Shiho into a Photo Booth for cute date photos!
🎀🍜• Once in a blue moon Shiho will let you and Mizuki have tickets to see Leo/Need so you can watch her play. I say once in a blue moon because to get said tickets off Shiho takes a lot of pestering and saying you both won’t go overboard with the support. One Shiho eventually cracks, you and Mizuki definitely will go overboard with the support, showing up to the concert decked out in custom made Leo/Need and Shiho themed Merch. Shiho hasn’t asked the live house security to remove you two yet, but she’s gotten close. You and Mizuki would do anything to show your love for your girlfriend!
🎀🍜• These two would be good at comfort. No matter what your problem is, they know how to make you feel better about it. Mizuki’s good at calming you down through hugs, kisses, cuddles and whatever else you may need, whereas Shiho is great at talking you through your emotions and figuring out a solution for them.
MizuAn
🎀🎧• Ok they probably confessed to you like they were asking you to prom. They were already together before asking you out so they wanted to make a big thing out of it. They had a lot of out there ideas on how to ask you out, An had to stop the both of them when Mizuki thought of getting Rui to build a small airplane they could attach a banner to with “ please go out with us “ written on it.
🎀🎧• You and Mizuki often go to An’s Vivids / VBS gigs at live houses. It’s very easy to tell that you are An’s biggest fans, going to the live houses way before the events start so that you can make sure you have front row seats to see your favourite singer and shouting words of encouragement at her so that she knows you both love and support her!
🎀🎧• An would give you and Mizuki free drinks and snacks from Weekend Garage whenever you want them! She’d make you specialty drinks on your birthdays and would treat you and Mizuki to any of your favourite menu items on your anniversaries!
🎀🎧• Dates with the two of them would definitely be entertaining! The two of them would take you out to places like bowling alleys, cinemas and on shopping trips! Even though dates like that are more common, Mizuki and An also aren’t against chill dates like staying at home together or going to cute cafes!
🎀🎧• When you need comfort, these two are all over you! Both Mizuki and An’s first instinct when seeing you upset is to attack you with hugs and love! They’ll listen to any worries you have and do their best to help you! They’ll get you whatever you need when you’re stressed, anything to show their love!
Pink’s Notes! - dude I say headcanons like I’m not writing full scenarios but bullet pointed :’) also thank you Pinterest people for the card edits lol
#Pink Writes!#pjsk x reader#MizuShiho x reader#MizuAn x reader#MizuShiho#MizuAn#mizuki akiyama#shiho hinomori#an shiraishi#mizuki akiyama x reader#shiho hinomori x reader#an shiraishi x reader#pjsk
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About the poll... You're generally the only author I'll read long fics from, but I'm currently waiting for the hunter and the fox to finish before actually reading it. I've loved your short(er) fics (the dead but not forgot Merrill sessions stands out).
I'd love a taren x bher one shot actually. You don't even have to write it just upload it directly to my mind.
aaaa thank you!!
I don't know if you're the same person who told me they liked The Merrill Sessions before or if there's actually two of you, but I actually really would love to revisit that story at some point. I had such plans! It's just been years since I last looked at that and I am embarrassed by old writing but!! Idk. Maybe I could do a re-write. I think it was in present tense? Man, I don't wanna write the rest in present tense lmao.
I will almost definitely be posting Taren x Bher backstory oneshot (or short? chaptered? fic??) at some point there's just a lot there and I really love Bher...
Anyway this is so nice. I was actually in the middle of updating The Hunter The Snake and The Fox when I saw this so I will go back to doing that now... nine more weeks! I hope you enjoy whenever you get to it :)
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mommy 🥺🩷 today already feels a little better so far (knock on wood 😭 i don’t wanna jinx it) even though i don’t have anything interesting to share 🥺🥺🩷
while waking up, i was hugging my blanket, pretending it was you and kissing it hehehe 👉👈🩷 that’s really the only piece of information that’s worth sharing for today 🥲🩷 i feel a bit bloated from the protein bar i ate last night ;3; but i took meds and feel better already~
i also had a soft thought about us and i don’t know if you agree~ it feels like when you are motivated to write, i am too and the other way around works too 🥺🩷 i always feel happy to be writing with you my love 🥺🥺🩷
my girlfriend has the best writing ever, you’re the best to me 🥺🥺🩷 i feel so so happy with you and i always wanna talk about you more and more (i’ve actually asked some friends if it was okay of me to talk about you and they said yes so i’m super happy about that 🥹🩷🩷)
mommy i love you so much 🥺🥺🩷 i hope you are sleeping well atm, i made a tuna sandwich for myself >3< 🩷🩷 i wish i could feed it to you~ you’ll tell me if you prefer it to the chicken salad sandwich hehe 🤭🩷
you said you like when i call you baby~ i’ll call you baby, my sweet babygirl >\\\< even if i love being your babygirl too hehe we can be sweet bbg gfs together my love 🥺🥺🩷🩵💎
baby 🥺🥺🩵🩵 i’m so happy for you~ i hope today continues to be good to you! it’s okay if nothing “interesting” happened, sometimes the best days are the days where not much happens at all 😌
aaaa babyyyy 🥺🥺🥺🩵🩵 you’re SO cute i swear we’re the same bc sometimes i hug my blanket and pretend it’s you too 🥺🥺🩵 i hope you feel better my love :( i wish i could rub your tummy and kiss it even though you took meds to feel better already >3< i wanna help kiss it better anyway~ 🩵🩵
THE MOST TYUNTWINZ MOODBOARD 🥺🥺🥺 this is so adorable honey!!!
your thought is so true btw i didn’t feel motivated to write until i saw your recent txt post i’m so happy that it works the other way around too hehe 🥹 i love writing with you my dear~ 🥺🩵🩵
my girlfriend has the best writing!! 🥺🥺🩵🩵 i’m so so happy with you my love you’re honestly so seeet for asking bc i always end up talking about you completely unprompted one of my friends could be talking about space and my brain would be like “hmmm space… milky way is a galaxy.. milky way is the american version of cherry’s favorite chocolate bar….” like it’s so crazy how easy it is for me to make everything about you lol 😭😭 give me any word or phrase and i could do it~
oooh yummy tuna sandwich 😋 that sounds so good~ i wish you could feed it to me too 🥺🥺 that reminds me i forgot to get tuna at the store so i could make tuna salad for the week >< i’ll have to remember for next time i might make it just for me since a part of me has kinda given up on making food for the house i’ll elaborate in the dms later… ><;
aaaa yes i do love it!! 😳😳🥺🤭🩵🩵🩵 heheheh your sweet babygirl 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🩵🩵🩵🩵 you’re much sweet little babygirl~ 🥺🥺🥺
#hehehehe cherry baby 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🩵🩵🩵🩵#my sweetest babygirl~ 🥺🩵🩵#you’re so lovely and so pure hearted and so full of love 🥺🥺🩵🩵#i love you so much i wish you were lying in bed with me right now 🥺🥺🥺🩵🩵#i wanna snuggle you!! 🥺🥺🥺#cherry bear 🍒
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Was tagged by Jask @breastsimeantits (love the bit. Hate that its not the familiar raytoromoans but it is funney) to do a little game lets goooooo
Last song: black sheep - brie larson vocal version.
Last movie: me and @fragile-snail watched John Wick 3 the other night 10/10. We’re watching something else in a little bit.
Currently watching: snapcubes playthrough of sonic frontiers. I’m interested so see where the game goes and penny parker #1 sonic fan, she’s so excited. It’s fun to watch. I’m not currently watching any shows, unless youtube series count? I’m going through red letter media’s best of the worst series (thank you and fuck you snail)
Currently reading: wuthering heights! It’s p good so far! I lost my copy for a bit (forgot it was in my bag) but i have since found it. I also just got a copy of jane eyre from goodwill and I’m excited to start that (I’m so behind on classics)
Currently working on: what a loaded question for me specifically! What am i not working on! Uhhhh, lets seee, I’m working on the gothamverse script (if you know you know and if you don’t know for the love of god please ask me i love talking about it) and my two page spread for the pussycule zine (I JUST figured out what i want to do last night) my dnd character for a new mcr campaign (my first time playing dnd ever!) some prints and stickers and other merch. Some more analysis posts. I got a lot going on. I’m a busy guy. (Also if you saw Jask’s post please for the love of god ask him about damilaurence, I CANNOT be in this alone)
Favorite color: i like willow green enough that i spent $10 on a bottle of nail polish. So I’m gonna say either that or burgundy.
Savory/sweet/spicy: savory!!!!!!! I love savory food so much, I’ve literally been eating nothing but burrito bowls the past two week and I LOVE them. I also enjoy spicy but I definitely prefer it with savory. I’m not as big on sweets as i used to be? I can find too much sweetness to be nauseating, and my tolerance has tanked, i eat a bite or two before i give up. But I definitely still enjoy it on occasion!
Coffee/tea/cocoa: i have severe anxiety and a resting heart rate of 130 bpm, if i drink coffee i will have a panic attack. Does that stop me from drinking iced coffee? No. God bless. I love tea though, that’s my favorite hands down. Me and a london fog lavender latte? Match made in heaven, I drink a cup of that every day. Cocoa is fun too! But I have to be in the mood
Craving: burrito bowls still. I went months without eating them and then when we finally decide to have them my mom got pulled pork with barbecue sauce on it and it ruined everything. I’m getting my fill now.
ANYWAY! Tagging: @judeiscariot @atlanticnotary @pissditching @fragile-snail @one-singular-crumb @infectiouspiss @8daysuntiltheapocalypseiguess @theresacorpseinthisbed @p4nsy and thats it! We all have the same mutuals and i don’t want tag people again lmao EDIT BECAUSE I FORGOT TO TAG JACK AAAA IM SORRY ILY <3 @scootbian
#jude.txt#thank you for the tag Jask ily 😘#if we are mutuals and i didnt tag you theres no hard feelings theres just so many i stg you all know each other
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↳ @clairenovak asked: Razzmatazz or Soul Punk?
#bandomcreatorsserver#altpack#razzmatazz#idkhow#i dont know how but they found me#idkhbtfm#dallon weekes#ryan seaman#lyrics#mine:mmc#mine:idkhow#myedits#I FORGOT TO POST THIS LAST WEEK AAAA!#scheduled so i dont forget again aha#also this was SO difficult these are two of my favorite albums like. ever#.jpg
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I just sent another request so I totally understand if you don’t want to do this one, but hear me out... Kieran tied to the tree in horseshoe overlook, nd reader taking care of him, in more ways than just feeding him if you know what I mean 🥵 (also fem reader, I forgot to put that for the Javier one I requested as well aaaa)
oop i posted the javier one a while ago, but here's the kieran one!
This ended up being gender-neutral reader, sorry its a lil short and messy >.<
Arthur had captured this scrawny man, a former O'Driscoll, though he claims to be at the very bottom of the ranks. From the way he talks about his time in that gang, he seems to be telling the truth.
Plus, the camp men saw him practically being the runt of the litter when they caught him, so you're still unsure why the camp continues to pester him for things he doesn't know.
You believe him. You believe that he doesn't know much about the gang, let alone Colm himself.
In many ways, you feel sorry for him. He's a timid guy, practically skin and bones, and it seems that he's always been the runt of the litter.
You've taken the time to get to know him whilst feeding and caring for him, and he opened up about his tragic past pretty quickly. The more he opens up to you, the more you want to care of him.
You're coming off from guard duty one night, tapping Javier awake so he can take over, and eventually heading to bed. But first, you want to grab a drink and see if there's any leftover stew.
You walk over to Pearsons wagon as just as you're about to pick up a bottle, Kieran catches your attention in the corner of your eye. He's managed to shuffle around to the other side of the tree, facing the cliff. His head is down and he's panting heavily.
"Kieran?" you call out as you begin to walk over.
Kierans head snaps up as he peers over his shoulder, noticing you approaching through the darkness. "W-what?! What do you want?" Kieran questions.
"Are you alright?" you ask, eventually stopping in front of him.
He looks at you with wide eyes, his back bent slightly as always, and there's definitely a panicked expression on his face.
"I-I'm fine. Really," Kieran replies, attempting to shuffle his restraints to spin around the tree more, trying to get away from you.
You let out a laugh as he scurries away, following him around the tree. "C'mon, you can tell me whats- oh..." you trail off.
Your eyes had wandered south, locking on to the obvious bulge in his pants. No wonder he was trying to get away from you.
"I can't help it, alright. These things happen, you know?" Kieran begins, trying to excuse himself as he lifts one leg up in an attempt to cover his hard-on.
Are you still staring? Yes. But only because you weren't expecting Kieran to have a nice amount of girth or length. Your head shakes as your eyes trail back up to his face; red and flustered, clearly embarrassed.
"These things happen," you repeat, giving him a shrug. "Do you need a hand with that?" you offer, a soft purr to your voice.
"W-what?" Kieran asks with a nervous laugh. "You're joking, right?"
"I'm not joking. I've helped you out in many ways before, and I can help you out now. If you'd like..."
Kieran pauses, his eyes darting to the floor, unsure if you're still joking or not. He quickly realizes you're not when you reach out and gently fondle his length, pushing a whimper from his lips as he looks back at you.
All Kieran can do is give you a nod, still too embarrassed to actually ask for your help.
The more you massage his hard-on, the calmer he becomes, eventually letting out the quietest of moans as his eyes dart down to enjoy the sight of you fondling him.
You check over your shoulder and thankfully, nobody's around, so you tug at Kieran's pants, undoing his buttons and pulling out his length.
He's solid, probably the hardest cock you've ever felt. There's a thick stain from where his precum had settled against his pants, and more drips from him as you slowly pump his shaft.
Kieran has to bite his bottom lip to stop himself from groaning; you're thankful that nobody is close enough for him to wake them up else you'd have a lot of explaining to do.
He's not gonna last long. Kieran's probably not been touched in months, nor has he had the time to touch himself either, being tied to several posts over the last few weeks.
You've never seen anybody's face so red before, despite how dark it is out. He can barely keep his eyes open, his face scrunching in pleasure as you continue to stroke his cock.
"O-oh shit, t-t-thank you f-for doing this," Kieran manages to whimper under his breath.
You coo him and pick up the pace. He deserves it, he's been nothing but kind and polite to you, always thanking you profusely whenever you help him.
"Go on, Kieran. Cum for me, I'll clean you up after," you encourage, not fussed about the mess he will make.
And oh boy, does he make a mess.
Kieran lets out a choked moan as he cums, resting his forehead on your shoulder as he mewls into the curve of your neck. His knees look weak, like a shaking lamb as he pushes himself to remain standing.
"Y-you promise you ain't gonna tell anyone about this?" Kieran questions as you clean him up.
"Of course not, I promise," you tell him, your eyes eventually meeting his.
"Thank you," he sighs again, knowing he can trust you.
"You just owe me whenever the gang decides to set you free," you flirt.
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#hmm not the best writing ever but u get the gist#gn!reader#rdrwriting#rdrheadcanon#gender neutral reader#smut#nsft#kieran duffy#reader insert#kieran duffy x you#kieran duffy/you#kieran duffy/reader#kieran duffy x reader#rdr2#rdr2 fanfic#red dead#red dead 2#red dead redemption#red dead redemption 2#morgans-morgan
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IT’S SPOILER TIME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I FORGOT TO MAKE NOTES IN ORDER OF WATCHING SO HERE’S EVERYHING IN RANDOM ORDER
(also I turned off caps lock because it’d be a pain to read later but I *AM* screaming)
we get Tinker’s name!!! Ethari!??!?!? Also Tinker IS RUNAAN’S HUSBAND
WE SEE THEM KISS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Janaya is DEFINITELY a thing; they are definitely gonna be a wlw couple and I have ZERO doubts about it
sidenote: some of that was kinky as fuc-
So Wormavos is gonna LITERALLY TURN INTO AARAVOS????
Claudia choosing “evil” and Soren choosing “good”.... damn... they really did get split
I can’t fcukingslkdjfadkaskldjf skldfjj they really made us think Soren killed his dad I’m aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAA
AANYA. MY GIRL. SHE WAS. SO AMAZING AAAAAAA
like??? it was foreshadowed in the end credits scenes!!! but!?!? aaAAA Actually seeing her land those arrows in Kasef,,, amAZING
speaking of end credits, we got to see broccoli boi still hating broccoli while in rage mode ahahahaha
Aaravos... I don’t even know where to begin with all of the VIRAVOS. Listen. Viravos,,,,,, VIRAVOS FANS WHERE U AT. I am going to be stalking the tag for the next several weeks >.>
rayllum. Right. there was a lot of rayllum for sure.
Kasef being a main character (an antagonist no less) was actually kinda interesting.
EZRAN IN PRISON NOOOOOOOOOO HE DIDN’T DESERVE THAAAAT MY BOYYYYY he was so baby!!! gods it hurt seeing him in chains!!!!
Rayla’s parents were AMAZING.
Viren is... really... fvcking awful...?? like... I love viravos, I love the dynamics, but they’re such *shjtty* people,,, I’ll get to Aaravos later, but Viren... doing that to Harrow.... the whole revenge thing with Sarai, making him grieve again when he already wanted to move on... damn.
Also he was literally going to kill Ezran—but... was he?? Big question here. Would he—could he have killed Ezran if that was just an illusion???? I mean... how does that even work??? How was he moving?? What was controlling him?? Since when was he an illusion?? I think he might’ve been an illusion since after Aaravos last talked to him during the battle... since, well, Claudia was casting all the spells—I did wonder why Viren didn’t cast them himself.
speaking of Aaravos... damn. “so, we should like, totally conquer Xadia...” while Viren was at least trying to pretend to himself that he was doing good; meanwhile Aaravos is just. “hey. let’s conquer Xadia. Can we conquer Xadia?? We should conquer Xadia. C’mon, you want to conquer Xadia right??!?!?!”
Zym was adorable in every single scene he was in
Callum in the first episode (I think it was the first?? second maybe?) being ABSOLUTELY WOWED by everything being magical in Xadia was HELLA relateable. like that would literally be me, zero exaggeration
speaking of Callum, ALL OF THE SOKKA REFERENCES I’M AAAAAAAAA.
THE CACTUS JUICE
THE BOOMERAAANNGG!!!
just. all the AtLA references!!!!!
rayllum deserves an extra mention because..... damn that’s a nice relationship there.
sooooo, what’s Runaan and Ethari’s new ship name!!??!?!?!?
RUNAAN’S FLOWER IS ONLY HALFWAY SUNK. IT DIDN’T SINK COMPLETELY.
look, I’ll be honest, the Ghost episode was pretty damn terrifying. People with no faces is creepy as hell, okay?!?
that *hurt* when Ethari and Rayla spoke again... the hug....all of that,,,, aaaa
there is SO much I missed but I’m just gonna post this for now
#tdp spoilers#tdp s3 spoilers#the dragon prince spoilers#the dragon prince season 3 spoilers#kn has a tag now
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Aaaa!! Sorry it took so long. I thought that only having like, two real finals wasn’t going to kick my ass but!!!! It did!!!!!! So here we go.
Our Crutchie actress did so well and she was so cute and funny I’m love her so much.
I played Race!
Our Jack messed up his leg like, a week before performance so whenever he ran it just looked like a fast shuffle.
I would die for Crutchie’s singing voice I stg.
When Jack tries to get with Katherine during Carrying the Banner, Finch and Albert were placing bets as to whether it would work on her or not.
Oscar had a very stereotypical New York gangster accent.
Wiesel was incredibly done with all of us. He literally just looked resigned and ready to murder all of us.
Our Les was way taller than our Davey. Like waaaaaay taller. So whenever possible he’d hunch over to look shorter.
I missed a line twice, because while we held our papers off to the side of the scene, Crutchie would point at random pictures and say “that’s my palomino” in a whispered excited voice. One time it was a German Shepherd.
Our Pulitzer was actually really nice out of character so while he was evil, he also carried Dad vibes.
Our Finch was so sassy by the way. I love her so much.
Wiesel and Bunsen were played by the same person, just in a slightly different costume. The same went for the Delanceys being played by the same people as Bill and Darcy.
For the first two performances, we forgot to get a dude to buy the paper off of Jack after he lies about the headline so when there was a lot of dead space in the first one, Jack was just like “guess you picked a bad spot.”
To cover for the dude I just walked out and went “I’m gonna take that, I could always use more papes.”
Our Bowery Beauties were also Newsies so at bows Tommy Boy walked onstage with the wig on as well as the Newsies costume, and snatched the wig off when she bowed.
Our Medda was could n o t hit that last note, and we forgot to transpose the music, so when it got to the note she’d sigh then say “sorry y’all, I’m tired so I am not hitting that note tonight.”
Speaking of Medda, she was audience interactive during the song.
We got to dance on tables during World Will Know.
At Jacobi’s diner, when Katherine walked in, all the Newsies were like “w o a h. A w o m a n.”
Crutchie and I were sitting together on one of Jacobi’s tables when she said “you don’t gotta be insulting, I got a nickel” and she would always like laugh at herself during the line. This would in turn make me laugh. To cover up I’d say “not anymore >:)” and pocket her nickel.
Imagine a good 15 Newsies Fortnite default dancing and pelvic thrusting during “Watch What Happens”
Our Katherine, by the way, was wildly good at singing and dancing and she choreographed our whole musical btw. Mega appreciation post for her.
Finch spent more time upside down than on her feet during Seize the Day. Like, she was constantly stunting.
CRUTCHIE DID ONE FOOTED CARTWHEELS LIKE HOOOOOOO IT WAS SO COOL.
When the fighting started, we didn’t actually choreograph much except for taking Crutchie and Jack running off, so the chaos was real.
I was in the same wing as Crutchie and it was actually heartbreaking when she screamed out for someone to help. Like, she was screaming like her life actually depended on it.
They left the crutch abandoned on the stage until the curtains closed. Like, the stage was cleared and there was only the crutch on the stage until the curtains closed.
Idk if this is getting too long. Lemme know if y’all want an act two post!!
#jack kelly#newsies#katherine plumber#albert dasilva#racetrack higgins#specs#elmer#crutchie#David Jacobs#Les Jacobs
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Wk02 - Reflections
If you look at the time stamps, you can probably tell I pumped out quite a few posts tonight - whoops it’s 1AM.
Last week was super hectic, with lots of parties/outings and several days of work... But that’s not really an excuse, is it? I realised that I really need to stay consistent and on top of things (more so in this course than any other ;-;)
So, I’ve decided on a few things that I will try to stick to.
1. At least 2 posts about Something Awesome a week
2. At least 1 post about Security Everywhere
3. I want to write my case study before and afters ON WEDNESDAY (when my tut is)
4. Weekly random posts which include hmk, I will allow myself to bulk deliver.. just because the others are going to be super long..
5. AND AAAA I FORGOT ABOUT TWITTER FOR AN ENTIRE WEEK HALP :(
I realise that my time management is not very good so far, but hopefully, with more set rules, I am able to become more consistent.
Anyhow... First things first, I don’t have uni tmr, so I hope to catch up on last week’s untouched blogs by the end of tomorrow and get a start on my upcoming assignment so I don’t fall behind again next week..
:’) Feeling very stressed.
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DID YOU LIKE MY COUNTDOWN!? That was fun! I had fun. That was actually more fun than I thought it would be! There were too many good posts to name. It was very fun reading all your comments and theories. Though side note: animal anon has no problem with people joining her BUT it must be animals and it must not mess with my countdown. No statues! Animal anon does animals, not statues. Side side note: can someone settle the debate of if that emoji is a hedgehog or a porcupine? Because I have no idea. Side note side note side note: sorry if you got multiple asks in a day...my system isn't perfected yet so sometimes I send two (or three) because I forgot I sent one and didn't want to accidently miss anyone (also sorry if i did miss you, still perfecting the system, no one has been animal anon blacklisted, i promise!)
Anyway, GUESS WHAT TODAY IS!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 It's been one year since I started animal anon! How exciting is that?! Phew, what a year we've had together! I mean what better way to start this second year than some chaos since that's how animal anon started to begin with! I will admit, it was slightly stressful coming up with something to meet the occasion of this event. I hope the countdown and this post live up to it. No, I'm not going to reveal myself just yet.. maybe that will be for year 2...😏😏. BUT I will give you some fun facts about me! So let's see; first, I'm from the Midwest (so not Canadian, but close so I do have a slight accent), but I currently live in the TriState area. Second, I am a MASSIVE theater nerd. No, seriously I have been to 21 shows since Broadway reopened in September and I'm actually going to my 22nd tonight. I don't know if this makes that fact better or worse, but I've really only been to about 12 different show because out of those 22, 10 of those are one specific show. Third, I am fluent in German and English. Though, I suck at writing in German, I never learned how to, so don't ask me to do that please. Fourth, my favorite color is red, so you can guess my favorite Taylor album (and coincidently also the show I've been to see 10 times on Broadway...). Fifth, I love to talk A LOT if you couldn't tell by the essays I send yall. And lastly, I can also confirm I am not Taylor...but I will say that I do share something very important with her... tell me your guesses down below as to what very important thing you think Taylor and I have in common, and I'll send some extra animals to whomever I see gets it right first!
So contuining on with my dissertation here, this week I have been trying to figure out a prompt to live up to this occasion. As I already mentioned, my system isn't perfect! And I've been thinking a lot about community lately and how that's been lacking for so many because of Covid. So what I want yall to do is if you get this dissertation of mine, please send a message, post, anon, whatever you want to at least 1 other blog (though you can do more), telling them something you like about them and giving them an animal emoji! That way we can keep spreading the love all day long to as many as possible! 🥰
As always, you are all brilliant, kind, worthy, beautiful and as this past week has shown, hilarious and unique human beings. No seriously, some of your posts had me kneeling over in laughter. If you would so like, you can tag #animalanon so I and everyone can read all your lovely posts! IM STARTING EARLY TODAY SO WE CAN PARTY ALL DAY LONG BECAUSE I LOVE YALL SO MUCH 🎊 🦥🦁🐯
AAAA HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANIMAL ANON 🐧🐧🐧🐧 I'M SO HAPPY YOU ARE BRINGING US JOY AND FUN TO THE FANDOM SINCE LAST YEAR!!!! It really was so much fun, I loved reblogging and seeing crazy theories and we were more invested in your big announcement than when taylor's announces something! also you made the fandom active again for some days, thank you so so much!!! I think this little one 🦔 is a hedgehog but who knows?? haha
maybe you and taylor are both sagittarius??? or have cats??? also you have to be so happy with the last rerecording, what's your fav vault song??? mine is all too well 10 minute version and red vault songs are my favs!! also your love for theater its so genuine and I can imagine your eyes shining as you are talking about it!!
Thank you to bring positivity to fandom and being a sweetheart!!! here you have some penguin love ♥
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Saturn, Aries, Cassiopeia, Hercules please!
*slides in, box of apple juice in hand*YO HEY HEY YO!! HEY!!! I HI!!! uH…..wELL UM AA UH HEY LET’S GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Saturn: Any pets? Yep! We have Leo and Julian who are guinea pigs! Leo (who i posted of me shouting at for some reason) is kinda small and is bothered by us the most! He also usually kinda trots around when he walks, it’s pretty cute?? He’s a small man! He’s great! Julian is a Big Boy and is pretty timid. Most of the time he stays in his house but he’s an adorable little-ish guy and I love him! I love both of them! …We also had Juan, but he passed away on the 5th of last month… Then we have Walter (I think he’s a Florida banded water snake we found and I don’t know why we kept him?) and Hippolyte (a ball python)! Walter is more my father’s snake and Hippolyte is my brother’s! And Betty, my father’s Chilean rose tarantula actually passed away just yesterday…. aa….. But! On the 4th of November! We……… we got a bird ;v; I forgot to really mention it, I was really tired after we got him, then the 5th was a mess and by the time I might have really been able to say something about it, it was already a week and a half later I just……… h h h. bUT!! He’s a pied ringneck dove! His name is Heimdallr! I thought my father was joking about getting him b u t he’s here now and he’s a good boy and coos a lot and it’s nice :D …And I think that’s everyone? …Yeah, that’s everyone, yes yes!!Aries: Favourite movie? !!! ! fri cki ngWall-e!Yeah, I love Silence of the Lambs and all, but Wall-e gives me hope and so much joy in lifeIt is i m p o s s i b l e for me to say no to watching it and it has my full attention the entire time and by the end I’m smiling like and idiot and possibly crying a bit because it just makes me really happy, dude!!!Cassiopeia: Favourite book?It’s a graphic novel (does that count? I’m sorry if that doesn’t really count ;v; ) that I got two years ago! It’s called “Awkward” and it’s by Svetlana Chmakova! I love all the characters and the art style and it’s kinda about a girl who’s in the art club for the middle school she goes to and eventually she befriends someone from the science club but the science club and art club are always messing with each other and are rivals and the two of them try to sort of solve a problem the clubs both caused because of this rivalry and try to get them to stop fighting and it’s great! aA A A A A?????Hercules: Favourite instrument?h u h. I’m not quite sure if I have one…..I’ve always thought drums are pretty cool!! (^▽^)So!!Thank you for asking!!!I hope you have a great day or night, yes yes!! —Aaaa *claps twice*
#my father didnt really want to call him Heimdallr because 'everyone would only know the name from movies' but i was kinda....#insistent on it? Pazuzu (ancient Mesopotamian king of the demons of the wind) or Danny D. Dove Esquire#edit: were the other names we were going to go with but#((fricking i cant finish thoughts apparently im sor r y)#and i dunno man....... i do not know.......#sushisushi12am#what the heck greenookie
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11 questions tag
I was tagged by a lot of people, I kept this in the drafts for weeks and just kept adding questions since they’re always different, so thank you for tagging me and sorry if this post is long (I’ll just put it under keep reading).
Also it might be that I forgot or missed someone who tagged me so if that’s the case I’m sorry I’m not ignoring you I promise!
Rules:
1. Always post the rules
2. Answer the questions given by the person who tagged you
3. Write 11 questions of your own
4. Tag 11 people
Questions by @severeminx
You are hosting a dinner party and can invite 5 historical figures. Who would they be?
Mozart, Da Ponte, Aristotle, Lucretius, Marie Skłodowska
What was your favorite cartoon as a kid?
probably Pokémon!
What’s your signature drink when going out?
Japanese ice tea
Do you have any tattoos? If not, would you like to?
i don’t have any and i also don’t think i’ll ever find something that i want on my skin permanently, but we’ll see if we get there i guess
Who was your favourite classmate when you were 16?
oh god...thank god this didn’t ask when i was 17 lmao...anyway my fav classmate was my then-BFF. there were also a couple of girls i really found interesting but i guess it wasn’t reciprocated so they always only hung out with a bigger group and being the shy person i am i couldn’t let myself try to be friends with them
How did you meet your best friend?
we were in kindergarten together lol, but we didn’t talk (play??) much. then we were in different classes during elementary school but we got in the same class again in middle school and that’s where we became friends
Do you like going to museums? What is the art style you want to check out the most?
okay i’m going to admit this here. i like museums, okay? but i’d rather see something like a natural history museum or something like that, honestly i’m a big science nerd and i don’t get as excited about art i guess. but i do go to art museums when visiting cities and i actually find them really interesting, but if i’m just in my town and there’s some temporary art exhibition i just don’t really care about going unless it’s something suuuuper famous :/// i feel like a lot of people will hate me for this buT LISTEN SCIENCE IS IMPORTANT GUYS
What feature or quality do you get complimented on the most?
are we talking physically?? people like my hair and my nails I guess. If we’re talking personality-wise then idk, they tell me I’m good at listening (which I admit) and my bff told me he thinks I’m brave and I guess I understand why he said it but honestly I still don’t believe it
What is the most romantic place you have ever visited?
I’m not sure because since watching YOI the only romantic place on earth for me is Barcelona and I haven’t been there yet lmao. The places I’ve been to aren’t exactly romantic so I don’t know
What would you define as ‘magical’?
That thing that your mind does after 1 or 2am when it becomes more loose without needing drugs but it just gets high on lack of sleep and you’re suddenly really talkative and funny and you can have really deep conversations with people and your jokes are honestly on fucking point and you wish you were like that during the day
What is the most expensive item of clothing you have ever bought and was it worth it?
I honestly don’t know oh my god. Probably the suit (pants + blazer) I bought a few years ago and that’s still good and whenever I have to be dressed in a “serious and elegant” way that’s what I go for. So yeah it was worth it.
Questions by @yakoucchu
The piece of makeup that you always wear.
i don’t always wear it but if i wanna put on a bit of something then it’s definitely gonna be mascara + lipstick (or colored lip balm) because I think they both make a ton of difference. Actually now in summer I almost always have colored lip balm from Lush because it’s too humid to be wearing mascara and I don’t feel like wearing a waterproof one lol
If you’re gonna be the author of your favorite series, what are you gonna change in it?
well that would be a spoiler lmao but i guess i’d make someone who died in it live
There’s a fact that is happened to you and it makes you heart warming a lil bit when you think about it?
you mean besides YOI and captive prince? cuz that’s all i can think about lol (there’s more but i’m being lazy with my answer sorry)
Someone have ever done something that we can define crazy for you?
yeah when my bf first came to visit me and we met for the first time (because we met online)
Do you like your current occupation?
i’m unemployed but i’m “working” on being able to find a job soon but tbh i have food and a roof on my head and i’m needing this time of doing nothing but trying to take care of myself so i wouldn’t say i like this but it’s all i can do now
Smoothies, or Milkshakes?
smoothies
What’s the thing that you love the most about yourself?
hsrghsghshgshgsh most difficult question ever tbh. i like that i’m...rational? yeah rational
The most strange thing that you ever tried to eat grossed you out?
ummmmmmmmmm watch me get a lot of hate for this but....................................................sushi grosses me out and i almost puked when i tried it
Are you ever tried to write something, and after a while giving it up? Why?
i did, a lot of things actually. i had an idea for a fic that i realized was going to do me more harm than good so i had to ditch the idea. there are things i know i could write but they’re too personal and still too raw so idk if i ever will write them. other WIPs are just there in my folder for no other reason that I either lost inspiration or that they’re honestly fucking hard to write and I still don’t have all the plot
How do you feel right not? If I said to you “you’re doing great” it can change something?
i’m struggling to keep my shit together. and yes, it changes something so thank you a lot for telling me that :) <3
What’s your favorite movie?
idkkkkkk i rarely watch movies but of the latest ones i guess interstellar
Questions by @crescendotayuri
1. what’s one thing you could never live without?
my phone lmaoooooo so cliche
2. what’s your favorite part of your daily routine?
probably right after managing to get out of bed, the moment i finally sit down for breakfast with a croissant and a cappuccino (typical italian breakfastTM)
3. what are you most passionate about?
...yuri on ice and captive prince and lgbt+ rights and the environment
4. what’s the best dream you’ve ever had?
I don’t really know but sometimes I dream that I become internet-famous and it’s really sad that this is literally one of the best dreams I have lmao
5. happiest memory?
I have a few but one of them is seeing Florence and the Machine live (i have others but they’re a bit too personal so idk)
6. are there any videos/jokes/etc that never fail to make you laugh?
oh god yes........i’m so lame but like any meme will have me laugh tbh. kermit meme? i laugh. dude blinking meme? i laugh. spongebob meme? i laugh. i could go on lmao but i’ll stop embarrassing myself. there’s also a few comics that I have saved on my phone and they never fail to make me laugh but it’d be hard to explain them here
7. one talent you with you had/could perfect?
it’s never been my wish to be able to draw but now that i’m into fandom i guess i would like to be able to do it at least a little. and i wish i could perfect my writing (or at least perfect my English at a native speaker level so it’d be easier)
8. a song you relate to the most?
Help I’m alive - Metric
9. how do you take your coffee/tea?
i only have cappuccino or latte macchiato and only rarely espresso. get american coffee out of my sight. tea is earl grey usually without milk bc i mostly use tea (without sugar) to stop me from wanting dessert lmao but if i’m feeling like it i’ll take it with milk bc it’s too good
10. what do you do to make yourself feel better when you’re sad or upset?
i rewatch yoi or go on twitter and hope there’s some good memes but i trust my squad so yeah usually there’s something
11. what makes you proud of yourself?
being a decent person despite everything
Questions by @pllsetskyonice:
1. What’s a song you can’t get enough of at the moment?
AAAA it’s too hard to choose one! Just one yesterday by Fall Out Boy and literally every song from Lorde’s Melodrama
2. If someone asked you for a book recommendation, what’s the one book you would recommend?
The question is trickyyyy because obviously not all books are for everyone especially if we’re talking about stuff with major trigger warnings etc etc but if I have to say I’ll just go with my fav trilogy Captive Prince (granted I’m talking to an adult) but I’ll leave it to them to decide if they’re up to reading it or not
3. Do you play any musical instruments?
Nope :( used to play the piano and then stopped like the idiot I am, but I sing
4. Book or movie?
Book
5. Do you ever wish you could turn back time?
Eh. I guess.
6. Favourite subject in school?
Science in whatever form it came (it was different things every school year but it doesn’t matter if it’s geology chemistry or w/e I’m just a huge science kid)
7. You’ve been given tickets to a concert for an artist you’ve always wanted to see live but never had the chance to. Who are you seeing?
Maybe Marina and the Diamonds but there’s so many oh my god I also wouldn’t mind seeing Florence again but I’ve already seen her.......oh wait LORDE YES LORDE probably if I had to choose right at this very moment
8. Is there an accessory you don’t feel dressed without?
Not really
9. Have you ever been to a festival?
I’m not sure what kinda festival you mean but I think not
10. Have you read all of the original seven Harry Potter books?
Yeah but still not in English oops
11. What’s the last film/TV show you watched?
Last film was Beauty and the Beast when it came out lmao I’m not a huge movie person, last TV show mmmh let’s say that YOI counts for this yes? because it’s always YOI and I don’t feel like watching anything else rip
My questions:
If you were a character in the last book you’ve read, what would be your role? Protagonist, side kick, villain...?
What’s your biggest pet peeve when reading a book or watching a show/anime/movie? (if you can’t only name one feel free to name a few)
Do you consider yourself to be a creative person?
Describe one person in your life you admire without mentioning the type of relationship you have with them
What’s one personality trait you’d give up immediately if you could?
Think of the farthest place you’ve traveled to and describe one culture shock you had while there (even something small)
What’s the one thing that always manages to motivate you?
What would you tell your 10 year old self?
What’s your favorite trope?
If your BFF tells you (lovingly) “why are you like this?” what are they referring to?
Are you scared of something right now? If you are, what’s one sentence you wish someone would tell you about the thing that scares you?
I tag: @betelxeuse @ilgattopatata @ehsocietypretendstoomuch @otayurl @argentoheart @nerily @janiedean @robb-greyjoy @laurent-rose @dotingdamen @venenix but obviously feel free not to do it (but if you do tag me bc I love reading your answers) fdklahrgag I hope I don’t get annoying with all these tags
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THANATOS NiGHT - Tower Record Tokuten 「Translation」
*DO NOT POST THIS TRANSLATION ELSEWHERE!!*
The content might be confusing if you don’t listen to the CD, I would suggest to read while listening.
And feel free not to read, if you can understand the CD ww
I might be saying this again, BY ALL MEANS, DO NOT RE-TRANSLATE/USE/REPOST THIS TRANSLATION.
The translation is under cut, have fun~
00:08
Izaya "Hm?"
00:11
Nia "Hee~h? Which one?"
Seth "This one here. The ranking raised too quickly."
Nia "Hah? I remember the girls in my class do that."
Izaya "Nia and Seth? It's unusual for them to be together."
00:25
Nia "Oh? Izaya, welcome home."
Seth "Welcome home~"
Duran *yawn*
Izaya "Why is everyone here?"
Oliver "Is it because it's almost the test?"
Seth "It'll be troublesome if teachers find out we're playing around outside."
Nia "Well, it's not like we're studying here though. Yeah, I got it all together."
Izaya "That doesn't mean you can just gather here. You're in the way."
Nia "Saying things like that even though you just came and sit here."
Seth "He's somewhat a lonely guy after all."
01:01
Seth "Back to the topic, what should we do about the test? My attendance record is already bad here."
Oliver "It's not like you can do something about that, right?"
Nia "But this time is the end of the semester. Don't you think it's getting bad?"
Duran "......In the first place, when will the test start?"
Seth "Hahaha! As expected of Ran-chan~ his level is totally different~"
Seth "Aaaaa~ I'm dead......"
Nia "The test starts tomorrow. That means it's too late to fuss about it."
Duran "Hmmm~ It's not like I have to break a sweat though."
Izaya "In the first place, we, fallen angels, studying won't get us anywhere. It's a waste of effort."
Nia & Seth "That's true~!"
01:42
Nia "Ah?"
Liam "Hey, everyone. By the way, I just thought of something fun."
Duran "I get a bad feeling about this......"
Izaya "Count me out. Coming out from this shameless guy is never been good."
Nia "True~ then what is it, Liam?"
Liam "Everyone hates the toilet duties, right?"
Seth "There would be no one who likes that of course."
Oliver "I see."
Liam "Now then, the one who gets the worst score from this test will have to do the toilet duties for a week."
Duran "You, what are you saying?"
Oliver "Toilet duty, huh? What's this? Punishment game?"
Nia "Aaa, I'm dead. Hey, isn't this just difficult, Seth?"
Seth "Right? But this is actually addicting~"
Liam "Natto......?"
Nia "Haaah?"
Liam "For not listening to me, I will cover Nia's room with natto."
Nia "Haaah!? Why!?"
Izaya *laughs* "Isn't that great? Rather than the cleaning duties, that one is more crue--"
Liam "In Izaya's case, I'll forcefully make you to eat my cookies."
Izaya "Haaah!?"
Liam "And also~ I'll bully everyone who runs away from the test. How about it? Is everyone motivated now?"
Oliver "Who's actually motivated? It's more about the reason of you running away from the test, right?"
Liam "Feel free to run~ and then I'll rub every inch of Oliver's room with wasabi~"
Oliver "Ha?"
Liam "For Duran...... I'll whisper to your ears every time you are asleep. You hate noisy things, right?"
Duran "That's another level of being noisy."
Seth *gulp* "Lia-chan...... you won't do cruel things to me, right?"
Liam "I guess. Seth is a good boy, I'll let you off with the body that cannot listen to music."
Seth "That's the scariest one, isn't it!?"
Liam "Too bad, but you can't run away from me. Either you want me to bully you, or do your best on the test, it's up to you."
Oliver "I get it. This guy just want to bully us."
Izaya "That's why I hate him."
Liam *laugh*
04:22
Izaya "It's the worst...... I couldn't remember anything at all. I thought I might do well with the test, but...... the risk is just too dangerous now."
Izaya "I definitely don't want to do the toilet duties!"
Izaya “Dammit. It's all Liam's fault! Because he said something troublesome like that......"
Izaya "But...... I definitely don't want to eat his cookies......!"
Izaya *sigh*
Izaya "Studying isn't really necessary, but at least I need to nail tomorrow's test."
Izaya "At least, I can get higher score than the others...... and no one comes here. Here I can quietly......"
Nia *laugh* "Too bad, seems someone came here also."
Izaya "Huh?"
Nia "It's fine, they haven't realized yet."
Nia "Look-"
Izaya "Nia?"
Nia "It's fine, just look here."
Izaya "Tch. I thought no one would be here. Well, it's fine as long you leave me alone. It's my loss if I make a fuss."
Izaya "Tomorrow is Science, so...... I need to memorize the materials here...... there should be a way to memorize this......"
Izaya *sigh*
Nia "Hey? I really want to know more about you. For example, like what kind of type of guys you like. Whoever is fine. Please tell me everything about you(whom I love)."
Izaya *grunt*
Nia "I really love you."
Nia "I'm serious, I'm not joking."
Izaya *memorizing*
Nia "Then, let's kiss. So, you'll know I'm serious."
Nia "It's fine. No one will notice."
Nia "Eh?? Voice?"
Nia "You're not allowed to pay attention to that. I here cannot hear any other voice beside yours."
Izaya "Grgh!"
Nia "So......"
Izaya "SHUT UP!"
Nia "Oh? Wha? Don't tell me......"
Nia "It's really Izaya. Since when have you been here?"
Izaya "I know you've noticed me from the start, but you were freaking noisy! I don't care what you are doing, but this place is mine! Get lost!"
Nia "Ah?"
Nia "There she goes...... damn it was on the best part though......"
Izaya "You also, get lost."
Nia "Aa, so cold. So what? Were you studying? You really are working hard~"
Izaya "Are you fine without it?"
Nia "It's an easy victory for me. The women have been gathering a lot of information for me~ So, what I know well what will appear."
Nia "Then, how about I tell Izaya too?"
Izaya "No need for the trouble."
Nia "Aaaa~ Well, it's fine then~ tomorrow's science will cover a lo~t of material after all~ I thought I should help you out."
Izaya "!?"
Izaya "Seriously?"
Nia "Really."
Nia "I don't tell lies."
Nia "Hey, want me to tell you?"
Izaya "Tch...... Not really...... no need. I don't want to borrow your stren--"
Nia "Aaaa~aa of course~! Sorry for bothering you and I'll be going now!"
Izaya "Aa."
Nia "Huh? What is it?"
Izaya "Ah......ugh...... It's nothing!"
Nia *smirk* "Heeh, good luck with your studies~"
Izaya "Hmph. Even I can do this alone."
Izaya "How many materials this test will cover though?"
08:28
Nia *grin* Izaya is really fun to tease with~"
Nia "Now then......" *pick out phone* "I'm free now I guess I should use someone else."
Nia "Who~ should~ I~ choose~?"
Nia "Hm~ this girl might do~."
Nia "I'll be waiting for you at the infirmary...... and sent."
Nia "The teacher is...... oh, not here. Lucky~"
Duran *sleep*
Nia "Eh? Don't tell me, it's another occupant?"
Nia "Sorry to bother you. This place will be used now, can you go out--"
Duran *snore*
Cat "Nyaa~"
Nia "Isn't it Ranran? It's unusual for him to be in the infirmary. And also he brought a cat here."
Nia "Oi, Ranran, sorry, but wake up."
Duran *sleep*
Nia "RANRAN!" *slap Duran's cheek*
Duran *sleep*
Nia "He's not waking up."
Nia "Oi! Wake up! Tch."
Duran *sleep*
Nia "Haah...... so troublesome...... he'll become a bother if he stays here. And also tomorrow is the test. Waking him up for Ranran's sake is fine, right?"
Nia "But he wouldn't wake up no matter what I've done, so~"
Cat "Myaa~"
Nia "Ah! Find a good spot~"
Nia "I should tie this guy here. If he cannot move, he should wake up soon, right?"
10:32
Nia "Done......"
Nia "Hahahaha! An old man! Look!"
Duran *sleep*
Nia "Wait, seriously?"
Cat "Meow~"
Nia "Alright, come here, neko-chan~"
Nia "For this special occasion, I'll give you the permission to sleep on Ranran's face."
Cat "Meow~"
Nia "Be a good girl, please."
Nia "Right~ Here, casually."
*Nia plays with cat, which is on top of Duran's face*
Nia "How does the cat's back feel~ of course it feels nice right~?"
11:19
Nia "Oh good morning, Ranran."
Duran "...... Are you trying to kill me?"
Nia "We are fallen angels, so we won't die~"
Duran "That's not the problem......!"
Nia "Ah, damn, has she arrived?"
Nia "Erhm."
Nia "Yeah, who's this? Ah, where are you know? It's fine, it's fine. Just stay there. Since the infirmary seems to be impossible. Yeah. Yeah. I'm coming. I'm really looking forward meeting you."
Duran ".......What was that?"
Duran *cough*
Duran "It's always a trouble just being close to that guy."
Cat "Meow~"
Duran "Next time you sleep on my face, I'll make you into a pillow."
Cat "Nyaaarh~"
Duran "Gotta sleep."
12:29
Oliver "There he is!"
Oliver "Oi, Duran!"
Oliver "Huh? This is Duran, right?"
Duran "I look different to you?"
Oliver "Your are all tied up in bandage. What happened to that?"
Duran "Nia did it."
Oliver "Heeh, I don't get what actually happened, but who cares. And also you've been sleeping before the test, right? If this keeps up, you'll have to do the toilet duty, you know?"
Duran "I won't clean up. I won't study."
Oliver "You want to be haunted by Liam?"
Duran "Huh? Hrrgh...... I'll just deal with that."
Oliver "You really are...... I'm saying this though, I've had enough of toilet duties and wasabi."
Duran "It's none of your business whether I get the bottom or not."
Oliver "There is. Geez, just listen. Hey, Duran, how about teaming up with me and make the others at the bottom?"
Duran "Not interested."
Oliver "Wait, at least, please think about it."
Duran "If you don't have any more business, I'm gonna sleep. Good night."
Oliver "Oi!"
Oliver "Tch! I thought it'll be fine with Duran, since I know he won't do any of the toilet duties even he gets the last place. And knowing I'm in the same class with him, I'll have to do it in his place."
Oliver "Tch! I can't rely on this guy anymore. I better go looking for another way."
14:20
Oliver "But still, I don't want Liam to bother me. Liam is also annoying. The safest choices would be either Izaya or Seth."
Oliver "Huh? Hahahaa...... Talking about the devil."
Oliver "Oi, Seth!"
Seth "Oh, Oliver? You still haven't gone home yet?"
Oliver "Well somehow, how about you?"
Seth "I'm planning to go to a friend's house, but I forgot something here. I'm hurrying back now."
Oliver "Heeh~ you are really lively, aren't you? Are you doing fine with the test."
Seth "It's not fine at all, but I have a friend I can rely on after all~"
Seth "Those girls offered themselves to teach me today. There are upperclassmen who took the previous test, so at least I don't have to worry a lot about being in the last place."
Seth *chuckle* "Sorry. I didn't plan to betray you though."
Oliver "Heeh."
Seth "See ya. I can't make my friend wait for me any longer. I'll be going now. Oliver should hurry home to and study--"
Oliver "Wait up."
Seth "What is it?"
Oliver "Pass me that smartphone."
Seth "Ehh? Why?"
Oliver "Don't ask, just pass it."
Seth "What's this? No way."
Oliver "I told you, just pass it too me."
Seth "Alright, but you must return it to me soon."
Seth "Eh? What are you going to do with that?"
Oliver "Catch and......... RELEASE!!!" *throws the smartphone out of window*
Seth "Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!?"
Seth "Wa- down- and drown!? Uaaaaaaaaaaaa!"
Oliver "Heh. With this you can't go to your friend's place, huh? I'm sure you won't even remember her house also."
Seth "Seriously, What have you done!?"
Oliver "It's not fair if you're the only one taking it easy. If you're a man, face it head on."
Seth "HAAAAH!? So Oliver has done with!? That shouldn't happen. Oliver won't even study in the first place. And also, it's unfair that you interrupt me."
Oliver "Nonsense. I haven't done anything unfair at all-- Aah."
Seth "Ah! Just now, you averted your eyes! You definitely have something inside your head."
Oliver "Shut up. It's more like I got pissed off looking at you being so cheeky and high up!"
Seth "That's not enough reason to throw someone's smartphone away!!"
Liam "What happened? Fighting like that isn't good at all."
Seth "If you have complain, say it to Oliver! I'm not at fault-- hah!? Lia-chan?"
Oliver "Uwaah, here comes the trouble."
Seth "Why is Lia-chan in school though?"
Liam "Why you ask? I'm also a student of this school in the first place. Look, I also wear the uniform properly."
Oliver "Just coming, but you never attended any class, didn't you? Is tomorrow going to snow or something?"
Seth "Perhaps."
Liam *chuckle* You really talk what you want. Do you think is it really okay?"
Liam "This, what is this~?"
Oliver "Huh? Paper, right?"
Seth "What paper is that?"
Liam "Tomorrow's test's questions."
Oliver & Seth "Eh!?"
Liam "I found it by chances. And also you two shouldn't have been prepared, right?"
Liam "You want this, right?"
Seth "You're giving it to us?"
Liam "I don't mind though, but I don't feel like letting go of it easily."
Oliver "Grr. What are you planning?"
Liam "Huhuhuu, if you listen to what I wish for, I don't mind giving this to you though."
18:27
Seth "Should this be enough, Lia-chan?"
Liam "It's perfect. Then the next would be plant this bulb."
Oliver "Oi?"
Liam "What is it, Oliver?"
Oliver "Don't ask me what is it. Why I also have to do the soil?"
Liam "That's because of my request, right? The others are not interested, so they are left uncared."
Seth "You don't go to school, but how do you know that?"
Liam "Hmph, that will be a secret~"
Seth "Hurry Oliver, your hand have stopped moving. You don't want this paper?"
Oliver "Tch. Why do fallen angels have to do something like this......?"
Seth "Let me say this, I should be the one asking that. If Oliver didn't throw away my smartphone, right now I would be......"
Oliver "Right, right, Sorry, I apologize. Thats should be enough, right?"
Seth "No way, even you apologize, you are not reflecting anything at all."
Oliver "Heh. In the first place, what kind of flower is this? The color looks poisonous though."
Liam "It's fine. This one is not a shady one."
Oliver "You were just laughing at me."
Seth "Stop fussing around and do it. I've been the only one doing it!?"
Oliver "Aargh, geez. I get it!"
19:50
Liam "My, that one has bloomed. I didn't think it would be this beautiful. You're really doing your best."
Oliver *grunt* "I'm getting fed up with this......!"
Seth "Wait a moment, Oliver. You stop moving your hands again."
Oliver "I know, I know."
Oliver "Oi, Seth, there is a worm."
Seth "Hah!? Where? Where? Where's the bug!? I cannot handle bugs at all. Oliver, hurry and took it off."
Oliver "Oh, it wasn't a worm. It was just a branch."
Seth "Huh?"
Oliver "You get scared too much. So lame."
Seth "You better don't mess with me......!"
Oliver "I just saw it by mistake."
Seth "......"
Oliver "Oi? Don't take everything too seriously every single time. So annoying."
Seth "It's not like I fuss, but...... Payback!"
Oliver *grunt*
Seth "Since the one who started it was Oliver after all. It was all Oliver's fault. I haven't forgiven you for my smartphone."
Oliver "That's why I told it was out of kindness. It was the kindness for you to live more!"
Seth "You said something about me being the only one having it easy, didn't you!?"
Liam "One, two......"
Oliver & Seth "Guaah!?"
Oliver "Huh?"
Seth "Cold! What are you doing, Lia-chan?"
Liam "You guys were both so dirty, I thought I clean you up. I'm glad that you two are all cleaned up~" *laugh*
Seth "Eh??"
Oliver "So scary......"
Nia "Oh, Seth is here. He? What's with that clothes? Playing with water? And also, why is Liam here?"
Seth "Nia-chan......"
Nia "I found this in the back, this is Seth's smartphone, right? It fell in the pool."
Seth "Oh? Thanks~! Aa, the water has gotten inside......"
Liam "So Nia went to the pool and picked it up?"
Nia "That shouldn't be possible. I just need to call, and a lot of girls would gather and pick it up for me."
Oliver "As expected of a scum."
Nia "I don't want to hear that from Oliver~"
Izaya "Oh, there he is! Oi, Nia!"
Nia "Izaya? What happened?"
Izaya "It's about what you said earlier though. For just a bit only...... eh? What are you guys doing? Playing with sprinkler?"
Oliver "Did you see that guy smirking there while holding a hose?"
Izaya "L-Liam? Why are you at school!?"
Liam "That's the third time today."
Duran "Damn that cat, it kept meowing and so noisy......"
Nia "Oh Ranran, you've finally woken up?"
Duran "Why is everyone gathering here?"
Oliver "It's not like there's special meaning to this."
Liam "Ah, it's already the time for the school to close."
Izaya "Wha? It's already the time? In the end, I didn't get to study at all."
Duran "So, you were studying?"
Izaya "Of course. I don't want to do the toilet duty."
Duran "Heeh. So, these tree here?"
Liam "I would gave them the questions that are going to be put on the test in exchange for what they are doing for me."
Izaya "Huh? The test's questions? Seriously!?"
Oliver "Oh, right. Oi, Liam. We've helped you out, so give me that paper."
Liam "Yeah, sure. Well, this is the old one though."
Seth "Huh?"
Liam "Hee...... The wind is getting stronger, let's get inside first. Oliver, Seth, be careful."
Seth "...... you gotta be kidding......"
Oliver "You really are cruel......"
Liam "I didn't say anything about this being test's questions."
Oliver "You said it, didn't you!?"
Duran "......so noisy."
Izaya "And Nia, about what you said earlier......!"
Nia "Hmmm."
Nia "Attention, everyone gathers. Except for Liam."
Liam "You're leaving me out? So cruel......"
24:08
Izaya "What's with that? And also, I did--!"
Nia "Ssh. Your voice is too loud."
Seth "What is it?"
Nia "I just noticed now, but Liam has never come to school, right?"
Oliver "Well, I've never seen him coming to school."
Duran "No idea."
Izaya "So, what's with that?"
Nia "That's about that. It's probably he...... cannot study at all?"
Everyone "!?"
Izaya "Now that you said it...... that would make sense. I've never seen him studying once."
Duran "Idiot?"
Oliver "If he's an idiot, would he make a penalty game like that? Isn't he actually the type who hides behind the shadow?"
Seth "His status is just vague. And also is there something wrong with his head?"
Duran "Umm no. There's definitely something wrong with his head."
Oliver "Well, there's definitely something wrong with his head."
Izaya "I won't argue to that."
Nia "It's just my assumption, but I think he really tried getting the question list. And because he failed, he wanted to drag Oliver and Seth with him."
Oliver "You gotta be kidding. That's the worst."
Seth "Somehow, it's more irritating that it came out from Oliver though."
Seth "So, in the end...... Lia-chan is actually...... an idiot?"
Izaya "So then, the last place would be......!"
Everyone "!?"
Liam "Hm? Have you finished talking? And do you want to join me planting flowers, Izaya? It's fun."
Nia "Then. Let's scram."
Oliver "Good work."
Izaya *sigh* "So stupid...... I don't need this textbook anymore."
Duran *yawn* "Gonna sleep."
Liam "Ufufuu. I wonder who will take the last place. I'm looking forward to it."
26:14
Seth "It's the moment of truth. Doki-doki-happy-time~!"
Izaya "Liam is not here though?"
Oliver "Isn't he just too scared to see?"
Duran "Who knows."
Nia "So then, let's see from the top. Ah, I see my name. Yay, number 1 in class."
Izaya, Oliver, Seth "Huh?"
Duran "From bottom."
Nia "From the top. I nailed it, isn't this awesome? I should thank the girls who give me those information."
Oliver "S-seriously......?"
Izaya "Wait, it's not like we're aiming for the top."
Seth "No, wait~! I just see something bad~"
Izaya "What is it?"
Seth "Over there. Look."
Izaya "Gah!? Besides Nia and Liam, everyone has the same rank!?"
Oliver "And also it's on rank 597...... how idiot are we?"
Duran "Who knows."
Seth "It's probably Liam on the bottow, isn't it? He never came to school."
Izaya "Yeah...... you're right. Liam should be on the last place, right?"
Nia "...... or so you thought~ Everyone, please take a look here."
Izaya "Ah?"
Nia "Liam's name is located higher than me~!"
Izaya "Gh!?"
Oliver "Liam is?"
Izaya "is the top of this school!?"
Seth "Eeeeeh!?"
Liam "Ah, the result is out, huh? Hm~ this time is properly the first, I guess."
Izaya "Liam, why?"
Liam "Everyone, have you ever think how I don't get to repeat years even though I never come to school?"
Duran "Now that you said it...... why?"
Liam "That's because...... I kept getting the first place on every test. That's why the teacher have been excusing me. Not just in this school, but the score is far beyond that."
Seth "Something like that......"
Izaya "!? Then, in the first place, who said Liam is an idiot!?"
Nia "There's actually someone that tell such a cruel lie, huh?"
Oliver "Get here, you liar. I'm gonna beat you."
Duran "So there's only paper-thin difference between an idiot and a genius, huh?"
Liam "So, the 4 of you are in the last place though. What should we do with the toilet duty?"
Izaya "Eh, look, even in the same rank, my name is located the top among us. At least I'm not the last place at all."
Seth "That's because a-i-u-e-o* order, isn't it!? If that's the case, I'm not the last place also."
Oliver "So, the last place is......"
Duran "I'm gonna kill you."
Izaya "Don't make that scary face. In the end, we have to deal with this together. Just deal with one week of toilet duty."
Duran "I guess that's the case. Please do your best in my place, Oliver."
Oliver "I'm gonna kill you!"
Duran "Being so arrogant and petty, I guess that's the same for being fallen angels or human."
Nia "It seriously is!"
Seth "That's enough. Let's do janken! No hard feeling with that."
Izaya "That's the only choice, huh?"
Oliver "Sure, I'll be your opponent. Let's do this. The last one is......!"
Izaya, Oliver, Seth "Gu!"
Duran "Ah, I won. Then I leave it to you."
Nia *laugh*
Izaya "Wait, Duran!"
Oliver "You, bastard!"
Seth "That wasn't fair!"
Izaya "Wait there!!"
Liam "I like these kind of things."
*fades*
*DO NOT POST THIS TRANSLATION ELSEWHERE!!*
Translated by clearui
#rui translates#rejet#thanatos night#otome#otome cd#drama cd#spoilers#i actually finished this yesterday#but too lazy to upload#クズ PREVAIL!#but still... クズクズクズ。。。。
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BYE 2018
This year has got to be the year jampacked with EVERYTHING. I might have the same motivation to write now but i gotta try for my future self. (bcos yaknow everything that I dont write eventually gets forgotten and i have no way of remembering, it just turns into a blank patch in my mind lyk 2017 lol) whatever happend to 2017??? i was scrolling through this blog and i didnt find any 2017 posts lol what??? was i in a trans or??? idk i have no memory of new year 2017. well i dont want that to happen to 2018 because theres just so much that happened so here it goes.
JANUARY- I started the year in qc.
Jan 2- I saw Mamsh for the first time in uptc. We bought my very first film roll. n Agfa Vista 200 in Satchmi.
Jan 7- i put my first film roll in. took a few shots. oh and im back in marinduque
Jan14 to the end of the month- im just in duque doing normal stuff i guess idk. More MSC days. I was really stressed about being irreg. lol
FEBRUARY-
feb 2 i went to Manila for the opening of Arts Month. IT WAS SO GREAT I NEVER FELT SO ALIVE IT WAS WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED, to live each waking day to be exposed to art. agh fun tyms. i spent 5 days in Bayview and everyday i went to luneta park for workshops and other shennanigans. While this was all happening i was also shooting for our Trends and Network (?) (subject) video. Reg was my partner in this video we were supposed to put a vissual on a poem our prof gave us.
feb 3
first time to eat yellow watermelon.
went to a baybayin writing workshop and learned how to write baybayin yay
saw autotelic, better days, sud and ben and ben that night
FEB 4- still there
feb 5- attended poetry night and saw mike coroza. saw mamsh again today and we went to national museum. It was the last day of arts month.
feb 6- i went home to duque
Feb 7- i edited my footage
~idk what date but hahaha the video i edited got 75 loooool but our prof gave us another chance to edit the shit.
feb 14- mundo- iv of spades was released. idk how this is relevant to me lol but yeah it was released on this day.
feb 17- UP fair that i wasnt able to go to. Finals week is near im so stressedt
feb 20- im editing the video again. we made a storyline instead of just putting vissuals on the poem.
feb 21- the stress was getting to me. i havent been sleeping bcos of finals and editing so i cut my hair short. the shortest it has been, they said i looked like hannah baker
~idk what date but i finally passed the video and we got 85 thank god for that curve lol~
feb 24- Im back in Manila. first time to ever play with the orchestra in a place which is not marinduque. Played in Makati along with Sta Isabel peeps.
feb 26-
Went to bgc--- to the overrated Venice grand canal place to be exact.
Saw Alex Aiono live.
Bought a new Murakami book (Wind Up Bird Chronicle) that i havent still finished until now
feb 27 to march- marinduque ++ more MSC things
March 29
practiced a viola piece for auditions sa ust but hey its 2019 and i didnt end up auditioning
Moriones festival (holy week)
Watched Baconaua a film by Joseph Laban shot in Mdq. the plot was also mdq related!!! and also socially relevant at present. its kinda about drugs--- well it is about drugs.
april 7- went to ust for enrolment
apr 8- went home na ata i dont even know
apr 13 ICON MANILA DAY1
went to manila for yfc’s 25th anniv!!!!! AAAA ICON 2018~ FULL BLAST
bRO THE THEME WAS MUSICALS AND THEY PERFORMED DISNEY AND THE GREATEST SHOWMAN THEMED THINGS HUHU MY HART IS HAPI
yfc reunion yey
APR 14 DAY 2 - FIREWORKSSS AND TALKS
APR 15- DAY 3
LAST DAY
GOT AN ICON DAVAO SHIRT
NASA ICON RECAP VIDEO AKO
APR 16 ARRIVED IN MDQ FOR FINALS
APR 19- SURVIVED FIRST DEFENSE
APR 23- FINAL DEFENSE
APR 26- SHELLY’S DEBUT
APR 30- FOUND OUT I DIDNT PASS THE UPCAT YO
MAY 3-
GRAD PHOTOSHOOT
SAGALA
MAY 8- 18TH
MAY 10- SURPRISE BDAY CELEB BY THE BEACH T^T gots a new laptop yey. got another murakami book from fiel. got a cool shirt from dem. got my fav necklace (which means so much to me since it has so much connection to who i am--- its a Sta. Claire/ St. Francis pendant from Rome.) Lola passed down a family heirloom to me--- her watch. <3
MAY 11- woke up after last night’s celeb for Graduatioooon.
May 11 to 19- stayed at home and watched movies and shi
May 20-
watched Musika sa Isla’s concert. first time that i sat out since i was so busy huhu.
Went out with Reg and went kayaking
May 21 and onwards more of doing nothing and watching movies and shii
May 29- went out with sum frends i havent seen for so loooong: isa, franz, angge, ira
Jun 2- went out with the fam and tita pina to the beaaachhh
Jun 15- My first provincial Shout!!! YBB LAGUNA!!!
Jun 18- went to shannon falls!!!! hiked and swam with the fam ++ dream favor fam
Jun 19- end of Prov Shout huhu went to amoingon with the YBB laguna team. swam some more in the beach.cried A LOT. said goodbye to fwends huhu
Jun 20- left duque for good
Jun 22- went to ust to settle thingz, dorm hopping
Jun 23- went to ust again
Jun -Jul scrabble, movies, wine, milktea, mc do and a couple of city thingz. Prepared for YCOM acad. long distance organizing with yasu huhu.
Jul 25- went home to duque for YCOM Acad!!! My first and last event as a the provincial YCOM head. cant believe we actually got to put this together huhu sml
Jul 26-28- finally had face to face organizing with the pcg. practiced songs and hosting.
Jul 29- YCOM ACAD NAAA. a lot of hard work paid off in this event. a lot if crying again. said goodbye to friends again.
Jul 30- left for Manila first thing in the morning
Aug 1- First day dorm life
Aug 2- Start of freshmen week. Freshmen pol sci orientation
Aug 3- ROARientation
Aug 4- got very drunk with batch mates uuuhhh which was wrong cos its just the first day and i probably made out with someone???uhhh
Aug 6- Tomasino na ako event. Saw Ben and ben and fourplay mnl
Aug 10-
went to cinemalaya with reg,kly and paul. was supposed to watch liway but ended up watching school service. bumabagyo rn hahahaha.
first time to ride the lrt loool
Aug 11-13- spent 3 days alone in qc aHAHAHA they were in cebu
~Lol kinda dated a blockmate or whateva at this time uuhh~
Aug 17- parents visited manila, we went to intramuros
Aug 20- kuyas bday
Aug 21-saw reg and we watched another cinemalaya entry: Madilim Ang Gabi. sobrang slow paceeeedddd but ya it was about ejk. #SupportLocal
Aug 22 and onwards- A LOT OF READINGS
Aug 28- bar hopping with 7wonders
MORE STUDYING
Sep 5- saw Sud again in ust. org week ata??
MORE STUDYING
~kinda stopped dating that blockmate na~ ahahah
MORE STUDYING
Sep 21- saw shelly, aira, and fiel at Happy T. met someone but never talked again after that nyt. slept at fiel’s
MORE STUDYING
Sep 28- YFC GA
Sep 29- WENT TO SHE’S ONLY SIXTEEN’S 10TH ANNIVERSARY WITH MAMSH BROOOOOOO (XX: XX Makati)
ang bandang shirley
lions and acrobats
mellow fellow
rusty machine
oh flamingo
sandwich???
i forgot the others huhu
IT WAS WILD I LOVE SENA
OCT 4-5- PRELIMS ((no sleeping starts))
Oct 10-pre lims. got rly unexpected close friendships. slept at dean’s.
Oct 20- Island with shelly, ira, dean and sum binilde friends. met sum ppl. slept at mark’s
MORE STUDYING! ! !
~kinda started talking to someone i actually like~
OCT 29- FINALLY WENT BACK HOME TO DUQUE HUHU
OCT 29- went to the beach with reg trisha cavite peeps and kuya francis. saw kent kuya jm and jayson at kuya karl’s
OCT 31- inuman with friends i havent seen for so loooooong, drew, ira, pam, josh, angge
UNDAS- made my term paper about islam huhuhuhuhuhu d y i n g
NOV 3- went to the beach with yfc people huhuhu yasu mat ninyah and others. quest ang gracenote were there at villa aplaya also ahahaha
NOV 4- haaayyy left duque again :<
MORE TERM PAPER MAKING
NOV 14- first meeting of that ~someone~ im talking to. went to rou bourbon. agh i actually like this guy can u believe it
NOV 16- saw ~that guy~ again. went over to his place and met his dog
MORE STUDYING
Nov 23- saw ~ that guy~ again// study date
MORE STUDYIN BCOS FINALS IS NEAR IM DED
Nov 29- adventures with dean and mia at 3am. smoked a lot this month brOo i was ded more studying
Dec 2- mom visited me huhu lord tnx
Dec 3- Agape
Dec 8 onwards- FINALS WEEK a lot of smoking//very very very ded at this point
Dec 13- SURVIVED FINALS AND WENT OUT WITH 1POL3
Dec 15- i was high with kuya and claud
Dec 17- drank with kuya and claud
Dec 19- i was high
Dec 20- mom and micha and pau arrived
Dec 21- PASKUHAN with micha <3 ~the guy~ i was talking to ditched me lol. the dating thing was “paused” looooooool things started going downhill again but paskuhan was so fun!!!!! huhhuhuh definitely made me feel things. saaw ransom collective and spongecola <3 mia and chad r now together. micha slept in my dorm
Dec 23 and 24 and 25- christmas shenanigans in ateneo.
Dec 24- cinco ako sa nstp. i died seeing this
Dec 28- BANDERSNATCH!!!!!!!
Dec 29- went to bulacan for Kuya Oyo’s wedding cute couple
Dec 30-31- STAYCATION with the fam
DEC 31- went home and welcomed the new year. smy prof hasnt still replied for the cinco he gave me.
yaaaaalllllll 2018 was rough. a lot has happend. and im difinitely not the same person anymore. whats worse is that im kinda disappointed of what i turned out to be. :/ things are just sad. i havent been able to pick myself up until now. idk if im just in the right place or in the right time or with the right people but all u i know is that things could be in a much better place. i just hope that 2019 would put things in a better place. i cried a ton shit of tears this year. cut a few scars.left a lot of people. so much new things. it was my wildest year so far. Living independently alone, surviving college and the city life--- it was very different from what Im used to. but hey i survived and im proud of myself for that.2018 u were painful---so painful. U made me try so hard and fail so hard at every aspect. I tried to maintain ties with friends even though it wasnt rly my thing. It was so hard for me to maintain connection agh but at least i still tried. Acads wise, I tried so hard to study for that one major prelim exam and i failed--- for the very first time, i failed a major exam. I tried to love--- yup--- thats totally not me--- i tried to date people. but lol things rly just dont work out sometimes. it be lyk that sometimes. ako pa yung dinitch HAHAHAHAH lol
the first half of the year was so fulfilling a lot of fun times. Never have i ever felt lyk i knew myself so much. everything i did was everything i wanted to do. For the first time i felt lyk i was turning out to be who i wanted to be but surprise everything turned around at the second half of the year.
it made me feel lost it made me feel alone. its 2019 and that feeling hasnt changed. still a ton shit of anxiety. god Every holiday season i try my best to get in the holiday spirit but hah this year no matter how hard i try i wasnt just feeling it. everything feels so static i dont wanna be like this anymore. The second half of 2018 made me feel like im the wrong place am i in the wrong place i dont know.
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i feel u with the uni post. mine will start next week and aaaa it's my first year im scare. i hope itll go well for u 🌸
oh thanks. i just feel like i forgot everything i learned last year cause i haven’t opened a book in 2 months cause my mental state was really bad and now i think ill come back & gonna look like an idiot 🤕,,,, anyways i hope your year will be good ✊🏻
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