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The new AJR music video....devastated, sobbing on the floor as we speak
#Sometimes it's just like that isn't it??#Kicking and screaming trying to run away while simultaneously forcing yourself to face the things you have to fave in order to get better#I feel like this coming out during a time where I genuinely feel like I am making baby steps towards growing past old coping mechanisms#Feels like AJR is personally cracking me gently open like an egg#Generally I feel like I am shattering every day but somehow that's what's supposed to happen#And it's a good type of shattering#Hatched from the Brain#ajr
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uh. yeah i have no excuse i just couldn't decide between scribblin' up a monster or Home so i fused the two. monster home for No concrete reason!
#splintery wood ribs and uhhhhh Brick Hooves and Wires!#ngl this was slightly inspired by hell pigs? obviously has Deviated from that image but yk#in my mind they have a large living space inside#complete with a lil window hatch for wally to say hi to his friends#so they're still Technically a functioning house! just with legs! and. uh. skin? kinda?#idk! to me the 'skin' isnt actual skin. it feels oily but Isnt#again! In! My! Mind!#my brain will take anything and run with it and oh boy is it sprinting#i could have given home hands. i could have. but i didnt <3#imagine this freight train of a beast running ya down! i think i'd enjoy it!#scribble salad#i dont know what the 'fur' is. its definitely not fur i think...#maybe it should be wires? tentacles? hay?#eh it doesnt really matter! i doubt ill ever draw this Beast again#monster scribblin is a fun way to cool down And warm up!
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this post in a nutshell: the Vidyadhara cycle can get a bit fucked up. sometimes. a lot of times. all the time, if you really think about it.
Note: i also blame my philosophy teacher. he was an awesome teacher, but philosophy class always made me question my own existence…
i think Dan Heng is right in wanting absolutely nothing to do with Imbibitor Lunae’s past and very clearly states he is NOT Lunae. However despite Dan Heng’s wishes and many people empathizing with him, in my opinion, it boils down to this:
the mentality of being a Vidyadhara
A case of “shut the fuck up and don’t spout bullshit, you don’t know how it feels, experience it yourself and then you know how hard it actually is”
First Note: Vidyadhara are just built differently — physically, mentally, and psychologically
For the vidyadhara, it’s their natural life cycle to be reborn with a clean slate every 700 years, possessing no reproduction capability and being immortal as long as they underwent the reincarnation process. They see it as normal and a “matter of fact” thing, and xianzhou natives do too, but can other non-vidyadhara species truly understand this? It’s kind of like how other species see things differently and have different morals from humans.
It’s a bit of a mind-fuckery because a vidyadhara is always the same person, but they always will get a clean state, and yet depending on each incarnation they might turn out completely different.
So they’re the same, but they’re also not.
Second Note: don’t say any bullshit until you’re the one going through it, then you will realize how hard it is
Basically this. Perhaps some aren’t going into a breakdown when their vidyadhara friend just deletes them from their life (or well, the vidyadhara is deleted and born anew), and they try to accept it because they’re too old and are wise enough to accept their lot in life, but there are others who are just bamboozled by it, even though they must have thought they were prepared for it. exhibit 1) Jing Yuan
Even the vidyadhara are not excerpt from this.
There’s a vidyadhara mirage who says his vidyadhara lover just went into an egg. To the race, this is a normal cycle of life. She won’t remember him. She will be the same person born anew. She will be a different person too. She can’t be burdened with anything of her past incarnation. He knows she is not dead, but he stares at the rolling waves and feels as if she is because he cannot and as a vidyadhara he must not see her reincarnation as HER.
But his feelings won’t matter, do they? This mirage said he couldn’t wait for his turn to come, but this wouldn’t guarantee him another future with his lover because CLEAN STATE you know? After returning to his egg, being reborn anew, then all of this — his grief, his solitude, his love — won’t matter anymore because he will also stop caring about it as well. It won’t matter. They won’t matter. The only thing that matters is their new life, but at that point that is NOT going to be the life of their incarnation, is it?
This is such a contradiction, isn’t it? Perhaps in “another life” he had also thought this, had also grieved for someone else or been grieved in return, but those lifetimes don’t matter in the same way his current one won’t matter after he reaches 700 years old.
“So you’re gonna be reborn after another 157 years? That’s how your race keeps being immortal and wards off the mara disease? Just the way you were created by Permanence? Cool.”
“So you’re the SAME but also a DIFFERENT person every time you go into an egg? That’s kinda trippy, but OK.”
“What will happen after that? Will we still be friends when you wake up?”
and the next time your friend appears, they are a child and you are absolutely no one to them
(…)
(how is this immortality?)
(my friend/brother/sister/parent/mentor/student/comrade/lover has not forgotten, because this is not something as simple as forgetting, this is a clean state — in a way only the vidyadhara, transcendent and celestial, can achieve. a cruel severing of everything you had to do with them.)
(they are gone, and in their place is a child with a clean state)
(it’s as if they are dead and you’re left to deal with a legacy—)
So despite what Dan Heng says and the Vidyadhara culture, I can also see why Jing Yuan struggles and is pained by the sight of Dan Heng. And also why Xianzhou deems Dan Heng guilty.
I also can understand why Blade is so enraged at Dan Heng and refuses to back down or stop trying to kill him (Blade being insane put aside) due to his incarnation’s sins, because how UNFAIR would it for Imbibitor Lunae to get a clean state just like that? What, they’re same person? But they get to start over as a NEW person? All his sins like that, gone? What sort of bullshit is that?
Just. This whole vidyadhara reincarnation thing can get very, very fucked up, you know?
#kurim writes hsr#dan heng#imbibitor lunae#jing yuan#a vidyadhara thing?#honkai star rail#hsr vidyadhara are so pretty and I like how they’re basically hatching from an egg over and over#and despite dan heng making it clear there’s a distinction between him and dan feng#they’re also the same person#jing yuan seeing this kid who is supposed to be the same but he’s not#this is kind of fucked up#??? my brain is exploding#this is kind of a tragedy to be honest#just me scratching my head at 3 am#hsr#hsr blade#hsr spoilers#honkai star rail 1.2
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#ratboy genius#little king john#listened to “settling in” from the flood 5 on repeat when drawing this i think that sets the mood#also pretty sure this is off center but literally every way to crop it looked weird to me#im guessing its the background hatching being a bit darker on the left side messing with my brain
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ive been meaning to draw this doofus for MONTHS but was Afraid of drawing his face but NO MORE!
@ask-the-becile-boys
#in my brain hes either singing curses by the crane wives or Literally Anything from the Sunset on Summerville album by madds buckley#also i Dont Care that he canonically has not been able to sing in decades this is about The Vibes#my art#steam powered giraffe#becile bots#hare becile#i thought his face was gonna be the hard part of this but Nope it was that Dang Jacket#i am proud of the cross hatching tho
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when you are a computer they use u and use u and when u grow tired and weak theyll carry u in their arms back to where u came from and strip u for parts and youll be all torn apart into different directions but youll be apart of something else something new and theyll do it over and over until every part of you is worn out and theres nothing left of u to use and maybe thats when youll finally die
#i just got off work and i was so busy i didn’t have time to eat and this is what hatched from my brain#words#poetry#quotes#eroticism of the machine#jaded
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I was talking with my partner about my dracthyr and story ideas I had just now and we went down a rabbit hole of questions about the dracthyr as a people that Blizzard won't ever answer so now I turn to the internet
Do you think the dracthyr know what sex is
#world of warcraft#dracthyr#dragonflight#did they hatch from eggs. Were they created as full adults. do they have the capacity to reproduce.#do they know where babies come from or was the notion that they were created to be soldiers and nothing else so ingrained into their brains#that it never even mattered to them#did cindretresh and viridia ever explore eachother's bodies#please i need to know
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He can feel it, the absent of the others on the silk bed. The chamber, Aether’s chamber that is , is pitch black saved for only the door that is cracked halfway but no lights shines through it.
Copia’s eyes tries to adjust. He can feel him, the deep rumble coming from Aether. Slowly his hand wanders to what feels like the other ghoul’s big broad back, he can feel the soft fur now standing on its own against his fingertips.
A rumble
A growl
Coming from the quintessence ghoul as he sits up on the bed.
Copia can’t see his face, he guess Aether might be looking towards the entrance of the door.
“Aether?” His eyes still trying to adjust, finding shapes and lines in the dark.
Aether is growling at something at the door.
Finally his eyes managed to catch onto something.
A pair of bloodshot yellow eyes staring back at the at the door, it’s shape indescribable, as if whatever that is has blended in with the surrounding darkness.
But Copia knows it’s another ghoul. He recognised the eyes.
An older ghoul.
Aether starts to snarls and bare his fangs before the figure , slowly leaves their field of vision.
The quintessence ghoul calms down before turning back to Copia, huddling him close and wrapping his arms around him in an embrace. He purrs loudly.
“A-Aether? What’s going on?” Copia mumbles, resting his arm on the ghoul’s chest.
“I won’t let them get you, Copia.”
#my brain just hatched this from a request months ago#someone requested a Aether x copia#and uh here’s more I think lol#Aether x copia#my writing
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sigh. yeah.
#sasori really got in my brain for a little bit there#i didnt expect him to be so yassified#like i knew what he was gonna look like from fanart but wow. no fanart could have prepared me for that#sasori#akatsuki#sasori fanart#akatsuki fanart#fanart#naruto fanart#naruto shippuden#naruto#shippuden fanart#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#hatching#crosshatching#illustration#digital illustration
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My party's been on the stupid topic of how they both lay eggs and I've recently been cursed with Too Much Knowledge on aarakocra and dragonborn reproductive systems, so .
(the aasimar is Covell—the captain of their old crew. more info on him later *fingerguns*)
real embarrassing on Sybil's 16 intelligence btw, but it's also hilarious
#my dm has confirmed. several things. that I was curious about but did not actually want to know.#aarakocra eggs are about the size of/maybe slightly smaller than ostritch eggs#(for reference Wetherby is. 5'1.)#since they're just Big birds they can also just. lay unfertilized eggs (as featured here)#this next bit is actually canon information I think. at least dm said it was. 3e I think? not sure;#dragonborn eggs take 105-180 DAYS just to LAY the egg after fertilization.#and then the egg takes another 420-720 days to HATCH#that's 2-3 years dude#my partymates have decided FOR ME that Sybil is an orphan because her parents were IMPATIENT /lh#they also speculated that the eggs would probably be the size of a WATERMELON which. I am a little bit afraid of this information.#sorry for rambling lol this information has been rotting my brain from the inside out for the past several days lmao#Zima (yuan ti cleric) has the funniest death in the whole campaign I think btw. gonna draw a rendition of it later if I remember#dnd#quillnart#quillnocs#Requiem stuff#Syby
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QSMP: murder dinner happens, two Eggs who are not eggs turn into code monsters.
Me, TCRF addled brain running full tilt, clapping hands gleefully: Bad Egg! Bad Egg! Bad Egg!!!!!
#qsmp#for those not in the know:#a bad egg is what happens when you mess up a pokemon Very Badly#you mess up the data so much by cheating that the checksum goes THE FUQ and declares it a egg.#But it is an egg that will never hatch (or if it does it hatches into a Bad Egg again)#CORRUPTED EGG THEROY IS IN MY BRAIN#also these eggs are often holding items like cherish balls#so take from that what you will :)
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new babyboy, new bio template ✨
(accent is kelp prince by iniquity!)
#flight rising#dragon share#ralahvi#3 weeks from hatched to completely regened to lore. he has consumed my brain <3
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You know something genuinely difficult to write? When characters refuse to accept help, when they cannot see that others do not find their actions as reprehensible as they themselves do. I'm struggling and utterly failing to write a scene in my head - in which Emily goes to comfort Vaniah through his nightmares, and he reaches out and hangs on to her. Emily - knowing the whole time she could free herself easily - chooses to stay with him holding his hand for the rest of the night. And when he wakes Vaniah is unbearably horrified by what he has done though unwittingly. There's a lot more to it, but Emily is basically unable to convince him that it was her choice, and she knew the entire time that she could free herself: because he reacts so strongly to his perception of what he did that he cannot think of how it is from her perspective. And I'm writing it - probably the whole thing - from third person limited, Emily's POV. It's just difficult.
And also fascinating to try and see it from his perspective and from hers, and how warped his is. He reacts so strongly that he can hardly articulate what he's even feeling, and just. That's a challenge to write.
Some scenes I may write from both of their perspectives, but probably ideally end up solely from hers.
I should write the prologue sometime.
#the bits and pieces are coalescing into a story#this will be a slow one#still only got bits and pieces of scenes written and defs nothing that would be coherent all together#vaniah#emily#vaniah ramblings#writing#vaniah is the escape hatch my brain goes to when it's going just a leetle bit towards puddleglum hours and i want to keep it from going#any further. it is a good way of redirecting that darkness
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In a post apocalyptic scenario where my hormonal iud inevitably stops working and I have to deal with my period again, diva cups really are the best option. I still carry a collapsible one in my bag and honestly that would be in my apocalypse bug out bag, thank god someone gave Ellie a diva cup
#tlou#my bugout bag is the same as my bush camping bag#and it’s a tent a sleeping bag my bow (collapsible) a combo hatched and shovel a bunch of iodine a filter straw a camp stove and fuel#couple knives in there too and some flint and dryer lint for fires#and like a couple lighters#when I was in hs and suffering from The Brain Bads I’d go into the woods with just my bow#and a knife and some water#and I’d make a shelter and just hang out in the forest for a while#survivalism is my yoga and meditation I find it so calming and fulfilling to just yeet out of reality for a couple days#make a shelter out of pine boughs and make a little fire#in an irl zombie apocalypse tho I’d just immediately grab a boat and go to an island#growing up on a boat I know how to sail and boats are the best way to escape… anything#if the zombies can swim then I’ll have to reconsider the island but a small wooded isle#sail back to mainland to hunt for food and scavenge#Maine is the perfect place to survive in#the island I lived on as a kid even has wicked old forts and shit#for winter
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I have five more lightning aberrations on the AH for 50g each if anyone is interested! Two f pose, three m pose. I’ll put their lair tab in the rbs
#flight rising#hatched today so they are anniversary kids#fun coincidence! i do not have the brain space to plan stuff like that out#i also have some other lightning-themed dragons that I meant to level and exalt but have been too tired and lazy#so if you want someone from the temp tab just lmk i guess
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I don't understand time travel and at this point I'm too afraid to ask
#nem plays qb#dont have the brain space to try to replicate this chart#spent 3/4ths of this game convinced the threat didnt exist#when did hatch come from and does he have powers or not please discuss
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