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Holy shit i just had a realization that this dude character (Jesse > now Augustijn because it sounds more pretensious) is literally just Hannibal Lector if he were a good person who tried his best to help people, but. Was still a cannibal, at least once (potentially twice)
#HE EVEN DOES RHE FUCKING.#DUMBASS PSYCHOLOGICAL THERAPY SHIT#*sees piper eat some gum* ah yes#chewing gum#something to put between your teeth — a most hostile place — to grind down until its purpose has been drained from it like blood to bat.#tell me ms wright#what do you like about it?#is it the clarity of the sugars?#the excuse to grind your jaw? to keep your mouth busy?#i suffer similar urges you know. i always found it fascinating#how animalistic it is#to have the urge to chew#to taste something bleed itself on your tongue#i wonder miss wright#what it is you /really/ desire to bite into#a good story i assume! and how noble it is of you to seek the truth#but what truth?#yours?#or perhaps there is another story of the same scene that is also true#yet does not bleed cherry in your mouth.#would you spit it out?
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Puyo/Madou, meet ISAT. ISAT, meet Puyo/Madou. I'm sure you have everything in common and this is not at all a completely random crossover of my two current interests
#dont look at Salde for rhe love of my sanity do not even percieve Salde i dint kwno what ifmf doing g#art#fanart#ISAT#puyo puyo#in stars and time#madou monogatari#kitscribbles#sig puyo puyo#schezo wegey#arle nadja#ringo ando#sig really do be sig no last name#prince salde#their ages are different in this one. oldest to youngest - schezo > arle > sig > ringo > salde#you see that stubble on Sig thats baby stubble. thats unfortunate facial hair on a teenager#sometimes it works out for people still in their teens but not sig#Ringo is!! Perhaps a bit too young to travel!! She's basically a foreign exchange student#i have to admit all the roles and dynamics in ISAT are NOT 1:1 in this AU#i have it all mixed up#when i say sig and schezo are besties i mean theyre both awkward with people they just happen to have an understanding. also sig bullies hi#Sig is he/they here!! I dont usually mess with canon genders (hella respect those who do) but honestly i just like it for Sig...#I still need to learn more about Salde but imma just go ahead and say that Salde is kid gender#Was tempted to hide Sig's lil hair thingies under his hat but then was like. Why would i do that#favorite joke in all this is that Schezo tried so hard to Change that he fucked up his own speech patterns and now socializing is. well#sig didnt shave before the loops and now he has to do that every time or suffer the teasing of his friends at some point in the house#thanks guys im going insane over here and youre laughing. going nonverbal now#How does Salde balance a fish on their head? uhhhhh well you see. have you ever balanced a massive bag of frozen peas#Salde doesnt cook but there's money in that fish. Nobody feels comfortable enough to ask a kid for cash but they WILL reward good behavior#in puyos and time
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Thinking about baby patty 20 dead 40 wounded
#stranger things#patty newby#(through tears) noo ahah dont think about how patty had no friends in hawkins growing up#and how the closest thing to a friend wouldve been bob vs rhe way bob’s annoyed w her initially re: his radio stuff/the whole fucked up#newby damily dynamic as a whole/the emotional distance that Does exist between bob and patty as a result of mr newbys favouritism#towards bob. do NOT think about how patty is the same age as s4 el vs how el’s had friends since s1#like imagine if el didnt meet max or the party until season 4…. and the fact that patty’s first opening scene/one of the very first things#we’re told about her (and henry) is that she’s lonely… stop stop im already dead#:((((((((#patty i would been your friend its ok#(through tears): when do you guys think baby patty stopped trying to play with bob/when do you guys think that the whole family dynamic#really started to squash any like. proper close bonding yk like they dont hate eachother in tfs by any means but its like#there’s definitely a Distance there in a lot of ways & definitely resent etc you can feel under the surface (although in the end that def#improves) but i just. dont look at me im thinking about baby patty trying to ppay with bob but then going off to sit alone#(through tears and comically loud sobbing sounds) do you guys think that bob blamed patty for his mom leaving the same way mr newby blamed#her for his wife leaving? do you guys think that’s why bob didnt protect/defend her until the end of the play? and even then he didnt DO it#so much as say that he SHOULD have…..#(through even more tears) do NOT think about how quickly patty accepted mr newbys apology and even insisted initially that he has nothing to#apologize for despite the way hes treated her vs the fact that patty so clearly just wants to be loved#do not think about patty’s dad being the principal vs her still getting bullied all the time and then getting in trouble for defending#herself/mocking walter… mr newby when i fucking catch you!!!!!!!#pattyposting
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Oh also when I start dropping the Red White and Royal Blue book quotes expect a FLOOD I'm highlighting the fuck out of this book
#red white and royal blue#lb#okay so 1. its well written. sincerely.#2 it knows the GOAL of its story so in its own way its Plenty deep#in regard to a. romance. b believable lived in characters c hinted emotion and biased pov narration#d political commentary social commentary international commentary generational commentary family trauma commentary#e excellent at what seems to be its theme which is showing how to connect to people you see as different#and like. the way that ties into the core romance and ties into the leads individual family trauma and fharacter arcs#and the way f OUTSIDE the novel how that affects the reader#the novel expects all readers to connect to this democrat politicial loudmouth half mexican texan child of divorce#whos stubborn as hell and somewhat self centered and so Mean to a guy he barely actually knows (when novel starts)#and thrn of course Alex is asked by his life to Connect to Henry. and the readers even if they are a TON like alex#still will also find connecting to Henry a leap (after all most of us simply are NOT royalty and know no one who is#even if we know public social media figures. its not to rhe degree of the Fantastical levrl of Prince Henry#and i think partly the character is a prince rather than Old Money generally because it TAKES the point further#it makes it so unrelatable to nearly all readers. so it asks us and alex to be open and get to know someone we simply cant judge or guess#ok anyway my point 3. i fucking HATE writing advice and heres why#different authors who are GREAT tackle the challenge of writing wrll very different. theres somr advice to#avoid writing thought felt wonders etc type words. this novel does it. and i feel does it well#it keeps the pace snappy in a DENSE book that needs it. it helps create the biased unreliable pov narration of alex#by telljng us not what he Actually thought but what hes PRETENDING TO HIMSELF to acknowledge or not.#which is alsl how i use those words. and its a fun time when the character is lying to themselves and readers have to notice#and get to be in on it
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cause when you leave, you take more than your love
#personal#my posts#how self conceded do you have to be to think im gonna be anything but pissed after that dm#and after telling me to die#“oh i get to be selfish skmetimes too” YEHA DAWG I KNOW. YOU HAVE MADE THAT VERY CLEAR#me when being selfish does not equal doing suoer shitty things and not apologizing#yes man lets tells the chronically suicidal guy to die. this is sucha good idea#and its like. i guess ill never understand how im in yhe wrong for doing the exact same thing that he did...#or am i in the wrong for doing something you dont like And having our friend be on my side#i wouldve apologized if you didnt fucking escalate things. and now i realize this could end out friendship#but if youre unwilling to understand how this is ecen a little bit your fault...#i dont Want ro think youre a bad oerson but after this not even our shared laughs can make me have the forgiveness i need for this#and the thing is. at least im admitting its partially my fault#why are you physically fucking incapable of doing rhe same#and its funny when i realize tgat ive been happier since the day we stopped talking....#youre leaving shitty comments under my tumblr posts and im thinking less abt you then j have in months#idk man! maybe i deserve skme stability for once. if its Crazy tk believe#Spotify
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ive spent like 20 minutes trying to world this eloquently but i give up; im a big fan of linebeck just. not being capable of watching over kids not the person to be the guardian of a group of young people he struggles to take care of himself at times and has so much shit going on that it takes about one conversation with oshus for the old man to realize that this guy is. not doing great
#this was gonna be like. a jokey post at first juxtaposing oshus’ expectations vs reality with linebeck but im too emotionally drained#so real linebeck talk in the tags bc idk if ive actually talked much abt like. the specific as on why. iwrite and see him the way i do#likr. off the bat i put him at like 19 in ph and im too fucking tired and just. done rn to justify that like whatever kill me if you wish.#like. hes. been throught a lit hes been abused neglected used ignored hurt ridiculed violated deceived hes so fucking tired#hes worn down over the course of ph it causes him to finally like. express his anguish over what hes been theough its cathartic#hes getting pushed but talking to oshus and being around link loosens him up and he fucking. cries properly yknow#he cries about everything and the last bit of ph hes kind of an emotional wreck but hes finally letting himself feel all that shit#he cries he struggles to articulate himself he has a violent public meltdown as he becomes fed up with his reputation#and it all culminates in bellumbeck just. being a really raw examination of what hes been through and how he feels and what to do now#he hates people he has people he wants to kill people he wanted to kill but after bellumbeck its just. hes tired. hes processed everythjng#and then he needs the post ph crew and everyone they meet along the way to just. be a fucking support system for the first time ever#like post ph hes rhe captain he runs the ship he keeps everyone in line he can do that. but hes softer more vulnerable more self doubting#hes kinder and more hesitant but trying new things and being more openly passionate abt his interests#and he keeps working through his trauma he finds out what else it causes problems for and everyone. supports him#hes not capable of like. being any kind of parental figure to link in ph his perspective on like. how to handle kids is fucked#because his perspective on what a normal childhood should look like is kind of a mess#his perspective on relationships is murky on love on adventure on self expression but post ph hes just. free. tired but free#he manages to take naps the group helps him eat properly he learns his physical boundaries and actually does what he loves#idk. im just. man idk. its still measy but like. my version of linebeck is. i really hate the idea that its so out of character its not him#like. idfk what to even say abt that. idfk what ‘in character’ looks like when you hc a character to be masking in canon#when you hc them to be lying and covering things up and just. subdued bc theyre working on stuff#that they lie and exaggerate their own traits on purpose but let the truth through some cracks like what rhe fuck then#i hate it bc i dont see anyone else think of linebeck anything like this so im scared im fucking wrong somehow#im tired. i recently learned that one of my cats has been burrowing under and chilling under a blanket we cover a couch with#its very cute
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okay yeah that should be it i can now sleep at peace
#was having an autism moment you see#jestersvaguely#also altho i brought up phiIosophy spinterest i do NOT trust anyone on here who actively browses that mess of a tag#it's been a couple years since ive checked it so maybe theyve healed but im somehow doubtful#ANYWAY. CONNECTING THAT TO THE THEMES OF MY CURRENT FAV THINGS TOO IS SO INTERESTING TO ME...#hk and ytd specifically atm are sooo good w conveying such strong. ideas to the player#hk much more so bc of its large scale tragedy. but ytd is still intriguing!!#personally i have my own strong stance against the use of the dolls ais but the questions it poses are interesting...#asunaro in general is so... fascinating. the mix of ykza elements & genuine research primarily due to grief...#in rio reflecting kai (and sei) for gashu's peace of mind there was nothing to be done. that it was inevitable.#in emiri joining only after her fiance has been broken. in mr. tazuna & hiyori's death becoming a driving force for shin and keiji#in hiyori continuously refuting death because he fears loss of control. and extension of that control - kai and sou's executions...#there is. so much. asunaro is fucked up. not even bringing in the memorandum#does this even make sense... we will see. i think i can save rhe rattling thoughts for later dissection#this is the gist written out so now kt isnt quite as loud you see
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expression sheet of my problematic baba oingo from the campy music show
#my art#glee#finn hudson#coming out as a toxic finn apologist hope U all support me🙏#i just think hes so neat i will infantalize him and put him in the microwave to cook#hes just an absolute freak of nature with no consistency in his character arc#and he does absolutely vile things to people he claims to care about and he has no friends even when hes presented as rhe popular boy#and then he finally gets some development and begins to mature as a character and then he fucking DIES#just everything sbout his character is so fucking . i csnt even explain it but it does something to my head#i will never hate him except for maybe in season 3 but thats just because s3 is absolute garbage and i dont consider it canon at all#anyways thats my finn essay ive been drawing him a lot along w the other og glee kids#ive had some ideas brewing in the ol noggin for a comic series focused only on the og 6#but im too lazy to actually start that so i just draw them in shitposts to get their designs down#im ranting at this point. i think finn hudson is the silly
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actually that really was driving me insane where the fuck was optimus at ALL why did bee never contact him or megs or elita or arcee or anyone AT ALL. LIKE ?? GHOST KNOWS BEE IS OUT THERE NOW WE DONT SEE OPTIMUS SAYING ANYTHING ABT THAT??????
#earthspark spoilers#like not even in a wahhh i love oppymus way im kinda eh on this op so far but like. he was rhe one who brought bee out of hiding w/o telling#ghost about it. staring di#rectly at the writers#also they keep just vaguely going not all decepticons are bad but what does decepticon MEAN here. what was megatron trying to Do in the firs#t place.#like ok megatron saw the war was destriying his people and onviously something happebed to make optimus trust him enough to THROW HIM THE FU#FUCKING ALLSPARK??? also the human charas feel so Non Characters but theyre human charas in tf they cant all be sari sumdac#i think earthspark is at its best with the ‘learning abt themselves and how to be a transformer’ stuff#it feels a little bit like they pitchhed two shows one like a slice of life earth transfomrers show abd one a darker post war bots trapped#on earth thing and hasbro went MASH EM UP
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Funny also how lines cross has said that used to make me roll my eyes make my heart squeeze now ._.
#jane journals#self insert talk#🎯 baby shot me down 🎯#NOT ALWAYS IN A GOOD WAY#SOMETIMES THAT SHIT HURTED#like 'you werent loyal to me' like UGH SHUT UP IM NOT SUPPOSED TO FEEL BAD FOR U#i think i kinda. always did tho#like this is gonna sound stupid#but in this like promo for lego bad batch figures coming out i think it was the gang was walking down a red carpet and everyone cheering#down toddles cross behind them and everyone boos and throws shit at him#AND EVEN BACK THEN I FELT KINDA BAD FOR HIM#UGH HE JUST MAKES IT SO HARD#he does so many awful things and you can tell he MISSES the others#he was given plenty of chances to redeem himself and consistently he turns them down#probably bcs he doesnt think he deserves to at this point#what rhe fuck how did this get so F A R#anyways his voice used to give me chills and now it gives me shivers#and if u know the difference then you /know/#AND I HATE ITTTT
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gonna be honest i dont love that no one in my life treats the fact that my dad has publicly threatened to murder me pretty recently as, like, serious, or even just as a justification for me moving out when the thing he said was that he was going to bomb the address i fucking live at
#like. oh my g-d. can i not get treated like a stupid crazy bitch about my literal life being at stake#and its not even like people are just indifferent eceryone is MAD AT ME for not feeling safe living here and treats me like an#asshole for wanting to get as far away as possible. like my life literally does not mean anyrgibf to anyone they all just need me to fuckin#g grovel at their feet for forgiveness for hurting their feelings for wantign to move away from them#i did not reach out to the police. i want to he clear. i do not trust them#my fucking mother did. to get me to shut the fuck up about it. and they were like go fuck yourself lol#which has happened every time anyone involves tje police in my shit if they dont insread show up at our#house to intimidate us which is rhe other option. like. fucking aqesome thanks for your service guys#personal
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i think its annoying when everytime a character comes back to life or smth its always instantly criticised as making the sacrifice not impactful or smth
#yes this is abt gbf lucifer fuck all of you#bringing lucifer back doesnt undermine SHIT#it DOESNT MAKE SENSE FOR HIM TO SUFFER IN PURTAGAYRY#all of you r so fucking annoying even if lucifer comes back he’ll still die fir sandalphon ANYWAY#the reason why he has to come bwck is because sandalphon doeent grow out from his lucifer on the pendastak thing#and he will never griw out if it because NOBODY knows the real lucifer#and lucifer has to have rhe same chance as sandalphon to express himself and have friends#“lucifer is in purtagayry so he can experience what sandalphon felt like and can und him more”#LUCIFER WAS ALREADY LONELY. HE WAS ALREADY LONELY.#HE HAD NO FRIENDS.#THE ONLY THING HE LEARNS FROM BEING DEAD IS WAITING.#i literally dont understand this logic why should lucifer suffer the wait.#he and sandalphon were already lonely fucks#they were never understood by one other#LIKE LOOK WHY DOES KUCIFER HAVE TO GO THROUGH WHAT SANDALPHON DID IN THE GARDEN TO UNDERSTAND HIM#WHILE SANDALPHON GETS THE CHANCE TO HAVE FRIRNDS AND SPREAD THE BURDEN OF THE SUPREME PRIMACH??#fuck the understanding thing the only way sandaphon will understand lucifer is when lucifers fucking back
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I think it's kinda funny that ppl assume that Jason was like obsessed with accusing Eddie of Satanism before his girlfriend got turned into a pretzel in his living room
#like...i think he just thought he was annoying#that charactwr bugs me sm bc like#what the fuck was he supposed to think actually like yeah he reacted like a psycho#but esp when he walks into creel house and max is in a fuckin trance#and his buddy flew into the air while they were chasing eddie#like ...honestly what is another conclusion hes meant to be draw from all of that#also it does kinda seem like vecna had kind kf a personak grudge against eddie huh#its the whole witch hunt plotline with real magic which i hate so much bc it completely negates the point#if u make a story about salem with real witches you are validating irl lynch mobs whos whole thing was randomly accusing anybody#a of whom are innocent bc rhe crime doesnt even exist#like the eddie plot is based on a true story but there was 0 evidence pointing tk the real guy besides a cop saying he was a satanist#what are you actually saying when you make a plot based on that story where real magic was rhe one killing people#that the cop was right about the satanism p much but just had the wrong guy?#is that what you really wanna go with?#if u have a plotline about somebody being falsely accused of a supernatural crime#it...cant have real magic in it#the story stops working when theres real magic in it then its just somebody being falsely accused of the crime#sorry this is kind of a pet peeve i kinda wanna write an essay or something snd just send it to movie studios in october
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everytime i see people refer to kaneki's rize as like a hallucination or something i feel a little crazy
#💕#sorry. it is ao obvious to me that kaneki is a did system#and has a rize alter#the hallucination interp would be fine but like literally only if you watched rhe first half of season 1#because kaneki has 'hallucinations' of other people close to him and 'other versions' of himself#and even more explicitly these 'hallucinations' want to protect kaneki#and 'possess' him sometimes#idk like do you need it explicitly said. does kaneki need a scene where he sits in with a fucking psychiatrist
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its so embarassinf bc im not that squeamish abt blood and i can see it but i see My blood like when its getting drawn and my bodies like AAA DANGER *faints* *starts convulsing*
#like even if the killer was getting me WHAT DOES FAINTING DO. THAT DOESNT HELP ME AT ALL!!!#it happened with my ear too when that whole situation happened. i was like Ohhh fuck my ear oh shit i fucked up my ear and i was stopping#he blood and it was nottt that much but i saw the little tissue with the blood on it it was a bunch of little spots bc i would hold it for#afew seconds and then switch to a clean part. and i saw it with all the little dots and i was like well *starts feeling woozy* and it was#so funny bc i started feeking woozy and i was like oh im gonna faint. so there was a solid 30 seconds where i was abt to faint and rhe#entire time i was like oh ky god. this is so embarassing. why am i fainting over this ughhh. this is so stupid that im abt to faint. while#im laying down so i dont hit my head NDNRJFBFJF#and then j fainted and instantly was in a dream and i felt myself shaking but then i woke up and i was like What the fuck happened.. and#then i was like oh i fainted. bc of my ear right.. but i didnt see the tissue so i was like Maybe i made that up ^_^ and then i did see it#and i got mad JFBFJFNGN
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At this point vocalracha not having official rap positions is more to keep their power in check than anything else
Because those two fucking ATE
#i'm still not over this#especially i.n#like seungmin's rapped before even if it was his little sing-rapping thing he does for most rap-heavy songs and he's covered for han at kco#but i.n going all out to emulate changbin ascended me to the highest parts of heaven because holy fuck he ATE THAT SHIT UP#please let rhe maknaes rap more often 🙏#kim seungmin#i.n
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