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k-slla · 8 months

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A/N: So here it is, bit later than I had hoped. Feedback is appreciated! Enjoy!

Warnings: mentions of drugs, language, mentions of death, grief, mental abuse (I'm bad at writing these, if I miss any, please let me know)

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Previous chapter

Dean's POV

"Sam! Get in here!" I whisper yelled at my brother when I saw him in the corridor. "Sammy, I think I'm not able to fight it. Feeling pretty mellow right now. Catch my drift?" I smirked at him as he stepped inside.

"Dean, are you serious right now? You got high on meds?"

Someone's moody. I sat down on my bed.

"I'm sorry. But you don't say no when they hand it to you for free. AND - it's a hospital so you know they have good stuff here. It's okay, I just need a minute. "

He stood in front of me.

"You're unbelievable, you know that? What can you say about the wraith? Has it fed on someone else?" Sam asked as he pulled the chair next to me.

"Yes, one patient. But it's the head nurse and I know where to find her. You have my knife?" I stood up and took my blade from Sammy. "Okay, let's roll."

Barely an hour later and we were walking out of the hospital in the dead of night.

"Dream team!" I laughed and held my hand up for high-five. "Dude, calm down. You're going to the backseat to sleep the drugs off, capiche?" I cracked up. "Hah, no, I'm not. I'm driving!"

As I was driving, I couldn't stop thinking about Y/N. It's like a fricking double-edged sword. There's nothing I would like more than to have a family one day. And I wouldn't want it with anyone else than her. But everything always goes south with me and I wouldn't be able to live with myself if anything happened to her.

"I think I'm going to talk to her. See where's her head at." I said quietly. "Really? I'm glad to hear that but what's changed?" He really did sound happy. "Well, I've had some time to think and life is short, you know. If I'm not doing it soon, I might as well not tell her at all. But I'm scared, man."

"Dean, that's totally understandable. But whatever might happen, I'm sure you'll be glad that you've made your feelings known for her, right?" I took a deep breath. "Right."

"Y/N, we're home!" Sam called out for her as we entered the bunker. There was no answer. Usually she always had some music playing in the background. Walking downstairs, we saw a note on the table. I quickly opened it and sat down.

Sam & Dean

So sorry that I'm leaving like this but I don't have very much time. I got a call from my brother. My dad's health isn't good. He might not have much left so I'm spending some time with them in Maine. I don't know if it's few weeks or a month but I'll let you know, okay?

Take care

Love you guys

Y/N

"She's gone to Maine, to be with her family, her dad's not doing well." I said to Sam. "What? Really? Huh, interesting." He sounded surprised. "Why? Why's that interesting?"

"I mean, you know how her mom tried to keep from going to college. Living her own life, to stay and help with her dad. I'm personally not blaming her for cutting the ties with them, you know. I understand, probably would've done-" I cut his sentence.

" Wait, wait, wait. So if it wasn't for me looking for you when dad went missing, you really would've cut all ties with him? Would've left hunting behind?" I tried to hide the hurt in my words. For all these years I tried to keep us three together, now I wonder if it was a mistake.

"Dean, stop. You're reading too much into it." he defended himself. "Oh am I now?" I snapped back at him. "Yes! You are! Relax, please. You know yourself how dad was never there for us. Are you really blaming me for exploring my options? I got out the life because of dad, but back to it because you were there for me. Through childhood and school, putting your own life on hold basically to take care of me. You could've told dad off so many times but you didn't." I never thought of that this way.

"But are you happy now? Or would you still want to go "explore" your options?" I mocked.

"Of course I'm happy, Dean! Hunting with my big brother? I wouldn't change it for the world." He smiled at me.

"Then I'm happy too, Sammy." I sighed loudly. Is it just for me or for all the older siblings, but the young ones never seem to grow up. I still look at Sam sometimes and see this little kid who jumped down the roof and broke his arm because he thought Batman could fly.

"I'm making lunch, you want something?" I asked him as I got up.

"I'm fine, I'll make something later." Sam said casually as he opened his laptop.

"You're funny, dude!" I laughed as I walked towards the kitchen. "Dean, really, you don't have to-"he called after but I didn't listen.

Reader's POV

I parked my car in front of the motel and sat there for a minute. Why did I ever thought that after all these years something's changed. Dad was the only one who I think ever cared about me. He was the glue in this family and now he's gone. But I am not going to the funeral. I got to say my goodbyes to him and that was the only reason I came here. I can't pretend all day in front the people who know nothing that everything's okay. The past weeks have been unbearable all because mom and my brothers were guilt tripping every minute of the day for abandoning the family. I was clearly a burden for them so why torture myself longer with staying there?

I got out of car and walked towards my room.

I was so tired but I still wanted take a shower. I put the water running scolding hot. At one point all those repressed emotions just came crashing through the surface and I just stood there crying. The grief of losing my dad. The hurt the rest of my family was responsible for. Anger for even coming back here. Finally peace, for getting closure with my dad. From this point forward, I will not have any contact with my family again. They died with dad and I'm glad. After a very long shower, I got out and just collapsed onto bed, not even bothering drying my hair.

Sleep was restless. I don't know if it's from the stress but in the morning I felt a little feverish. I just wanted to go home and have a movie marathon with Sam and Dean. I missed them so much already. I decided it's better to let them know, that I'll be there soon. I dialed Dean's number and it went straight to voicemail.

-This is Dean's other, other cell so, you must know what to do.

Y/N: Hey, Dean, just wanted to let you guys know that I'll be home soon. If you need anything let me know.

I waited for a second on the line.

Y/N: I'll bring pie.

I added to the end. I did a quick reroute to town again to pick up some coffee for the road. It will be a long drive and i wasn't planning on doing many stops.

Usually I loved taking long road trips but these last weeks have been just awful. I couldn't wait to be back in Kansas. Home with the boys. Ever since they saved me from that djinn few years back, I stayed with them. We helped each other, hunting and in everyday life.

I didn't want to make long stops, so I only got gas once and forced myself to drive, living off on coffee for the remainder of trip.

Getting closer to Lebanon, I hopped into Dean's favorite bakery on the way and got them a freshly baked apple pie. As an apology to disappearing on them so suddenly.

I took my bag and pie from the seat and went inside. "Hey, guys, I'm home!" I called out to them as I walked downstairs. Suddenly I felt a pair of large hands around my shoulders hugging me tightly from behind my back. Knew it without looking who it was. "Hey, Sam!" I started laughing and tried to wiggle myself free from his hands.

"Hi, kiddo, how are you holding up?" He asked worriedly and let me go. I stayed quiet for a bit. "I'll be fine. You know I will. I just want to sleep so bad." I laughed tiredly. "Is Dean home?"

"No, not right now, he went to back up Bobby on a ghost hunt. Should be back soon. Said he'll pick up some supplies afterwards, if you have any preferences for dinner you better let him know. And maybe take a nap after?"

"Sure, thanks."

I went to my room and changed into some comfy sweats and looked for my glasses to swap out contacts that i had worn for way too long. I just started sending Dean a message when I saw him calling.

D: Hey, Y/N, are you home already?

Y/N: Hey, D! Yeah, I got in like half an hour ago. I was just texting you when you called.

D: Nice, so what's up?

Y/N: So, can you please make your world famous cheeseburgers for dinner? Pretty please. I took care of dessert.

D: I can imagine you doing your puppy eyes right now, so how can I say no?

Y/N: Yess! See you tonight then.

I ended the call and got into bed to take a quick nap. And I woke up five hours later. At least I got some good sleep for a change. I took a quick shower and went to look for the boys.

Found them in Dean cave with food in front of them and boxing on TV.

"YOU IDJITS! Why didn't you wake me up?" I called out and threw a closest pillow I could reach in their direction when I saw them on the couch. Both looked at me like deer in headlights.

"We just wanted to let you get some rest. I can imagine you probably didn't sleep well at your parents."

Dean said as he got up to hug me. I felt so calm in his arms. "Why didn't you say that you're going to Maine? We would've come with you, you know?" He asked quietly. "I know, I guess I just wanted to face this alone. I mean, you both know how they are. I would have felt bad dragging you into this."

I exhaled softly and hugged him tighter. "Deeeaan, do you want to share your secret stash with us tonight, please? I know you keep some good stuff in your room." I asked him not so subtly.

"Yeah, Dean, sharing is caring." Sam backed me up laughing.

"Oh, shut up you two. You need to eat first, Y/N, so sit down. No drinking on empty stomach, I'll bring you some." Dean said as he left the room.

Around fifteen minutes later he came back with a huge burger on a plate in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in other.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you, Dean! I needed this so much." I said and took big bite as he poured us all a drink.

God, how I missed his cooking. He's amazing in the kitchen. And I missed him. More than just a friend. Being away from them made me finally realize my feelings. I'm in love with Dean Winchester.

"Hey! Earth to Y/N!" Sam brought me back. "What? Sorry, you said something?" Boys started laughing, seeing the look on my face. "Yeah, I asked what movie do you want to watch? Any preferences?" Dean asked. I had to think for a second.

"Hmm, some horror maybe? Have you seen the new IT movie?" Dare I say, I got quite excited. With all the hunting that we deal with daily basis, somehow horror movies make me feel good. Maybe it's because now I know what kind of monsters are really out there. I looked at them expectantly, waiting for them to answer.

"That's with the clown, yeah?" Sam asked warily.

"Oh, right. The clown fear. " I smiled at him.

"I don't fear them. They just make me .. I don't know.. uneasy." We shared a knowing look with Dean.

"Yeah, uneasy my ass." He laughed.

I pushed my glass towards him, so he could refill it. He did it and looked at me amusingly as I downed it right away. I pointed at it to be filled again.

"So are you gonna drink your feelings away today? You're going to miss the movie if you continue y'know?"

"Maybe, who needs them anyway?" I answered. "I am just happy to be home." I looked him in the eyes. Maybe a tad bit too long, cause he started to cough and looked away awkwardly. Maybe I should slow down.

We sat there in comfortable silence watching the movie. At some point in the middle, Sam got up suddenly and walked towards the door. "Sorry, but no. I can't watch it." I couldn't hold back and started laughing loudly. Sam gave me a deadpan look and that shut me up immediately.

"Yes, very funny, enjoy." He said and left.

I calmed down and got bit sad. "Damn, I actually feel bad for making fun of Sam." I said to Dean and scooched closer to him. Dean looked me in the eyes.

"Oh, he's used to it. I mean, we did grow up together. He's fine." He smiled down on me.

Oh, god, I wanted to kiss him. Feel him close to me. No. I can't think like that. He thinks of me like a sister anyway. I can't ruin my relationship with him. Battle was going on in my head and drunk me was winning majorly, so I had only option left- leave as quickly as possible.

"Sorry, I got to go."

"Wait, what? Are you alright, Y/N? What's wrong?"

"I'm just tired, and now I'm drunk. I'm very close to doing something stupid, so I'll better leave."

I said as I got up and quickly left the room. I heard him following behind.

"Wait for a second." He said. I turned around and just stared at him. My mind went blank and I put my hand on his neck to close the gap between us. The taste of whiskey on his lips was intoxicating as I pulled him closer by his Henley. And it all came crashing down when he pushed me away.

"Y/N, don't. I- "

"I'm sorry, so-so sorry. I don't know what came over me. " I quickly apologized and turned to go. I almost ran to my room to hide from the humiliation. Fuck, why did I have to do this? I can't face him again.

I quickly dialed on the phone one person, whom I could trust with this and got her voicemail.

"Jody, hey! It's Y/N! Listen, I'm back from Maine now. What do you think about a little girls trip? I need to talk to you."

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iwritethat · 5 years

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Jason Todd: German Shepherd

A/N: Dog Plan 2/?, how could I not write one for Jason???

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He had issues. You were god damn sure of it.

Obviously you loved your treasured German Shepherd to pieces and you were 99% certain that Zeus would die for you but that does not mean he wasn't subject to experimentation before you adopted him as a puppy. It was Gotham, that theory was completely liable considering his peculiar sparkling emerald irises.

The dog had a biazzarre habit of sneaking out the fire escape on some nights but always made his return a couple of hours later ready to snuggle up with you. His scent was usually that of gunpowder and cigarettes - again, in Gotham most places smelt like that but you couldn't help but wonder what your partner got up to on his escapades. Regardless, you brought a collar engraved with your address as a precaution. Although once the adventurous canine disappeared for longer than 2 days you began to worry, he was basically your comrade who seemingly understood every word you said so when the door knocked at 3am you skidded over in your hoodie with hopeful eyes.

"Uh hey, I believe this belongs to y- Sun!" The mysterious stranger didn't manage to finish before Zeus hauled his oversized paws over your shoulders nuzzling his nose against your hair on his hind legs, it was a struggle to hold the massive bundle of fluff so much so that you staggered back a little before fussing him in return. A pulsation of shock sprinted through your veins upon recognising his company and the twin guns situated on his thighs but he did just return your dog...

"Thanks for bringing this giant doofus back, I see you've already gotten attached though." You observed expectantly, Zeus standing by your side to stare at the Red Hood who shoved his hands in his pockets.

"Old habit, I've encountered him quite a bit on the streets - at first he went by 'Dog' but eventually I named him Sun Tzu. Then he suddenly shows up with a collar around his neck but I'm glad he has a good home."

"Yeah, Zeus always struck me as a weirdo who apparently sneaks out to play vigilante sidekick but I always pick the odd ones I guess. And Sun Tzu... as in the Art of War?" The man did a double take, he didn't expect you to know who that was.

"He's actually quite useful out there. And that's the one, have you read it?"

"No, but I'd like to. I guess you've got to go save the city but thank you again Red Hood." You waved him off, Zeus with a bark and you'd thought that would be the end of it.

Of course it wasn't, Zeus would continue to disappear no doubt on the streets with his apparent 'partner' - they were a deranged reformation of Batman and Robin much to your amusement. Only now you awoke to find an Art of War hardback on your bed rather than a toy with Zeus franticly wagging his tail. Suspiciously, eyeing your dog as you did so, you opened the book to find a scruffy note inside.

'Hopefully Sun Zeus got this to you, thought you'd like it. - Red'

Oh God...

Once you'd read the book, you sat contemplating a reply on your piece of card since you had no paper at this particular time - Zeus laid beside your leg, head resting on your thigh with a bored expression.

'Thanks, it's an incredible book. I'm not sure if I can ask how you are but has the crime world been busy? Gotten any cool cases? I suppose I shouldn't ask that either, well it was a pleasure meeting you the other night and you seem pretty badass but thanks again for taking the time to return my boy. -(Y/n)'

You visually winced as your hands began mimicking your thoughts knowing you were binning this version, with a sigh you stood to find a new piece of card as you couldn't ask a stranger that - let alone the Red Hood. What were you supposed to say anyway? You returned to your couch, clear card inches from your canines nose - you had no idea where he'd obtained the piece but didn't complain, writing a new message before slipping into the book for Zeus to return.

'Thank you for the book, stay safe out in this hellhole. - (Y/n)'

It was no more than a few days until you received a reply neatly tucked into your joyful canines collar despite the torn edges.

'I thought people threw away discarded notes, not write on the back but I'm glad you did it. It's Gotham, of course it's been busy and 'cool cases'? No (Y/n), definitely not. The pleasure was all mine by the way. - Red'

The exchanges continued for quite some time, your dog acting as your very own personal messenger, occasionally you'd send over books or on one instance you'd received a bouquet of flowers, of course you'd sent some back to which your correspondent found amusing. Regretfully over the passing 3 months you'd only encountered him under a few circumstances, mostly brought together by the antics of your shared companion but none the less you grew rather fond of each other.

You’d conversed as he sat on your widow ledge after you’d practically forced him to drink a coffee before disappearing back into the depths of Gotham, listening to the latest tale he threw your way. Then you have ran into him and Zeus during a midnight shopping run, the two opting to walk you home that night. It was difficult not to grow close to the man when you see him at least twice a week as well as the letters he continued to write despite already exchanged numbers.

Tonight you'd ventured to Big Belly burger, opting for a takeout after an exhausting day but were not expecting the cashiers joyful reaction.

"Ah hello you beautiful boy!"

You gave her a sceptical glance, pausing at the counter before noticing her kind smile was actually directed toward your dog - who shouldn't be inside but alas chose to follow you in anyway.

Zeus wagged his tail at the familiar welcoming, the woman walking around the counter to pet him much to your confusion, you were hungry after all but due to the happiness both parties displayed you saw no harm in waiting 5 minutes more.

"Where's your handsome owner? Can't be far behind no?" A pink hue settled on her cheeks, whoever this supposed master was apparently captured her romantic interest, regardless Zeus moved to sit by your side, leaning against your leg before releasing a bark.

"Dork." You tutted, tousling his ear.

The woman politely smiled, seemingly understanding the gesture but you didn't miss the flash of disappointment in her eyes.

"Ah you brought his lovely partner with you today hm? Well now the flowers make sense, you are a lucky one, I didn’t think men like that existed. I'll prepare his usual and what would you like this evening?" Her cheery attitude returned as she began preparing your alleged lover's signature order much to your quiet protest. Suspicion overwhelmed you by wondering what other companions your dog had - Zeus trotted over to the exit as the bell rang signifying a person entering/leaving the diner.

"Hey Sun. You waiting for me or somethin'?" Immediately your eyes widened, the familiar nickname of your canine and the way he spoke making your heart race.

However you didn't want to make your presence known, having assumed the Red Hood wouldn't be dressed as such - not if the waitress was so flawed by him. Although credit due, he already had a stunning body in his vigilante attire...

This was the man your dog trusted every night - the one who wrote you letters and had a beautiful way with words. The one who had the waitress before you blushing like a school girl by his mere presence alone. With a careless sigh, you directed your attention to the two only stopping a few away - the scene bringing an admiring smirk to your face, the very attractive ravenette knelt before your companion both talking an fussing him like they were the best of friends, which you supposed they were after all of their adventures.

The male shot a quick glance to the person they were supposedly holding up, once recognising you he hesitated before standing and moving to speak. That is, before you cut him off.

"Don't worry babe, I got yours too. Sit and eat with me?" Your tone was casual as if you’d both done this many times before, like you hadn’t just laid eyes on him, yet it held an underlying demand as you held the paper bag out toward him.

It wasn't exactly a choice, regardless of how effortless fabricating a relationship was between the two of you. He immediately collaborated with your intentions, knowing that there must be a reason for you to act this way.

"Always doll, I've got some news for you anyway." He must've understood that you deducted who he was, and so guided you to the nearest table with Zeus following.

"So..." The man awkwardly started, unsure of how to go about the situation and truthfully neither did you but addressed the main question hanging in the air.

"Before you ask it was Zeus, no one calls him Sun except his partner in crime and there's also how happy he was to see you, I knew straight away."

"Hah, can't believe he betrayed me like this. But I'm kinda glad (Y/n), although was the pet name thing really necessary?" Was his reply as he began eating much like you had, the atmosphere became more casual with your shared amusement thanks to Zeus' previous antics.

"Firstly Red, you started it ages ago. Secondly, I don't know your real name and finally, the cashier thinks we're together thanks to our 'shared ownership' of Zeus. Rather disappointing actually, the lady does seem fond of you." Of course you'd defended yourself, the position you'd put yourselves in was somewhat embarrassing but all you think of at the time.

"All valid points I admit, and I've noticed but hey, if we're together I guess she can move on. And it's Jason by the way, Jason Todd."

"Jason... It's not how I expected to find out your identity but I'm not complaining, you've got good taste in fast food."

"Yeah, honestly this isn't how I'd imagined things to go either." He shook his head, shy smile on his face almost as if he was embarrassed to admit it.

"How so?"

"I would've preferred to tell you that I'm a vigilante at least a few dates in, not the best starting point is it?"

"No but it’s definitely interesting. How about this be our first date and we can go from there? It's a proper thank you for bringing my fluffball back home." Zeus released an obnoxious whine at the nickname from his place on the floor beside the table where he'd chose to lie down as Jason laughed but agreed none the less.

"Since you've so kindly paid for this one (Y/n), the next date is on me."

"I've just found out you're a gun wielding crimelord - what makes you think there's going to be a next one?"

Upon hearing your playful tone Zeus immediately sat up, barked as if making an argument whilst wagging his tail and looking between the two of you proudly. Jason smirked, gesturing toward Zeus as he answered.

"He does."

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