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t1ts-4-scattorcio · 8 months

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Protective nat w a soft gf pls 🙏

Protective Nat x Soft GF Reader

You were known for being kind which is why it was odd to see you and Nat together, especially as girlfriends. Sweet quiet girl always looking for the best in people and an angsty grunge goth latched to her hip.

The epitome of sunshine and dark cloud + has an attitude with everyone else but you. She can have the most sour expression on her face then is all goo goo eyes when she see’s you.

“Hey nat whats up?” Jackie asks, “Nothing.” 😒 ‘you enter’ immediately skips to you “Hey baby” 😍

She loves making you happy, she’s up for anything you want to do. She lets you do her makeup the way you want it when she comes over for fun. Sometimes it happens before school and she ends up walking in with pastel pink eye lids and loads of glitter on her face. Jackie and Laura Lee think the look suits her since they’re only used to dark colors.“Pink suits you so well nat!” “thanks” 😌

Color coordinating outfits. You would wear a floral dress and she would have a floral scrunchie to match

Nat doesn’t shy away from soft readers romantic advances you’re so sweet she can’t help but let you love her. Lottie and Van poke fun at nat “you’ve really gone soft Scatorccio.” “yeah yeah whatever” 🙄

Nat isn’t scared to break a few noses if anyone takes advantage of you though and is basically your shadow, everyone knows that where you go natalie follows so any asshole know not to fuck with you.

Get’s ansty when you’re drunk, once a guy harassed you during a party after you denied his advances. Insisted he was good in bed and better than Nat in any way possible. “You’re so quiet, Nat’s got you so wound up hm, I bet I can make you come out of your shell.” TF Did she just hear?? 🤨 She was so angry after overharing him she punched him so hard he ended up getting a concussion.

After that she makes sure she has an arm wrapped around you, sometimes making you hold onto her belt loop when she can’t hold your hand.

She isn’t afraid to confront anyone that speaks badly about you “y/n is so sensitive, I bet she’s fake as hell too.” Her head spins so fast “the hell did you just say??” Pinning the idiot that said that against a locker.

You’re so sympathetic to nat’s home life, you had a feeling nat was having a hard time and your heart broke when you realized why. Nat loves how you listen to what she has to say, you hold her while she sobs after having a screaming match with her dad or how negligent her mom is towards her.

She’s also attentive to your anxieties, suggests you go somewhere quiet to relax when you’re overwhelmed, outside on the benches in the soccer field or a secret corner in the library designated for the both of you.

#yellowjackets x reader #natalie scatorccio x reader #yellowjackets #yellowjackets headcanons #yellowjackets imagine #nat scatorccio #natalie scatorccio #nat scatorccio x reader #yellowjackets blurbs #nat scatorccio headcanons #natalie scatorccio headcanons #natalie scatorccio imagine

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butmakeitgayblog · 8 months

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I have a question about Lexa's wings but I swear is not a cursed one. 😂

So, Lexa is not technically a fallen angel, she was casted out (if I remember correctly) and because of that, she managed to keep her wings.

I assumed they were angel wings, so white? But because she tried to cut and burn them, they are black now with a little bit of grey near her shoulder blades.

My question is: if Lexa tries to cut her wings now, after she burned them with Hell fire, do the wings grow back white or black? Are they damned forever or because Lexa is still technically part angel and she feels Heaven, she still has angel wings? 🤔

Ok so, she was cast out of heaven because of her supposed 'indecision' and that's why she was made to keep her wings. They are part of her punishment and what singles her out from everyone else. Lucifer and their brethren in hell try to mimic their wings with bones and flesh from the dead, but Lexa's the only fallen angel who was expelled who still has her legitimate wings because they are, in essence, her crown of thorns.

The hellfire itself is what turned them black and why they have the specific scent that they do. Before they smelled more very floral and light sweet perfume, whereas now they have that underlying smell mixed with singe of hellfire that gives them that intoxicating smokey incense scent that Clarke is always talking about. The reason why the smaller feathers closer to her shoulders are more grey is because they didn't touch as much of the fire 😔

All that being said, the reason they turned black instead of burning to a crisp is because the damn things are indestructible. They are the same wings she fell with and will be the same wings she has until existence ends. They do not die. They cannot be cut off. They cannot be burned off. Anything she does, they heal instantaneously. For example, when she tried her hand at cutting them off with a chainsaw once it was invented, all it did was tear and chew at the skin, bone, and cartilage that healed itself before she could get deeper than a flesh wound. And that's not even mentioning how the physical pain she feels every time she has tried to get rid of them is unbelievable. Un-believ-able. Take the most painful injury you've ever felt, times that by a thousand. While the rest of her body can take violence like a champ, the wings really are sensitive (don't. Don't. stfu istg you know who you are 😤😒). Like she mentions the first time they go back to her place and she asks if she can let her wings out, they even ache when they're hidden for too long, that's how finicky these fuckers are. They are beautiful and part of what makes Lexa so intrinsically wonderful in Clarke's eyes, but they very much are always a curse on her existence, just as they were meant to be

#anon #demon!lexa #which is understandable why Clarke has had to put in some real work to get her to embrace them instead of hating them quite so intensely

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fruitchouli · 1 year

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perfumes of the.. how do u say .. week? omg should i do the thing i did last week and include the notes ok i love doing that

D.S. & Durga Vio-Volta (2017)

big stinker

Gloria Vanderbilt Vanderbilt (1982)

pineapple powdery floral confection..

Agent Provocateur Maîtresse (2006)

throwback white floral inspired by that bitch grace kelly 😒

Azzedine Alaïa Alaïa Blanche (2016)

hypnotic poison eau florale

Lush Ginger 🫚 (2003)

earthy yellow floral inspired by that queen ginger rogers

#perfumes of the week

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lana-lover469 · 5 months

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update!

i haven’t been talking to M, but we had a mini deep conversation about death, and how it reacts to different people, but nothing much

T ON THE OTHER HAND…

i have an english essay to write about someone that i look up to, and i was going to choose someone else, but i chose T instead, and he’s helping me out on it 😋

another prof came in while i was talking to him in his classroom, and she mentioned that i should leave, and he DEFENDED ME 🫣🫣 LIKE… KISS ME RN

« K i don’t think you should be staying this long, maybe you should go leave, give T some space »

« she’s not bothering me or anything, plus i’m staying here a little longer to help her and work on the project » (it’s a christmas thing for teachers)

HES STAYING TO HELP ME? like we’re just chit chatting about finals bbg i can leave 🫡

but he insisted i stay?? LORD

we then talked for like an hour about our families and the weekend, i asked him some questions regarding the final and..

« it asks what do you smell like? i have to give a detailed description on the person.. »

« well what do you think i smell like? »

damn so forward okay😒

« well, like aftershave? i think that’s what it’s called.. like the gillette or shaving cream smell.. and clean linen, or like idk.. fresh laundry »

« it’s funny cause i don’t wear any cologne, i only wear deodorant »

« okay old spice user.. »

« whats wrong with that? don’t you use like perfume or the dove stuff? »

dawg has never been near a woman 💀

but HE KNOWS I WEAR PERFUME CAUSE WAS LIKE

« oh well you smell like… floral? not strong just lightly perfumed, you smell nice »

KISS ME RIGHT NOW. complimenting on my smell IS THE BEST THING EVER AUGHAHHAH

the conversation was awkward cause the questions were so weird to like ask your teacher but HE HANDLED IT SO WELL? I LOVE HIM

#teacher attachment #tc #tc crush #tc ramblings #male tc #tc feelings #teacher crush #student x teacher #tc love #tcc feelings

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the-empress-7 · 1 year

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Never thought I’d say this but please I’ll take Catherine wearing the lovers knot over this floral headpiece 🤦‍♀️ you can tell C&C are still so insecure with themselves. W&C are the next in line and the working royals deserved to be recognized by allowing them to look the part. Charles/Camilla, you got the throne…you don’t gotta continue sidelining your support 😒

Trust me the minute they realize they are losing support, they will bring out Catherine for a joint photo opp.

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expederest · 6 months

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Botanical week has been eluding me in Bake Off this week. They used herbs, florals, and spices in the tent, so it was practically open season. I initially wanted to make some earl grey buns. But then I realised I've made a load of sweets these past few weeks. And given next week's theme, I figured now was the time to make something savoury. I settled on some herby cheese wheels because of bonfire night. You know, like a Catherine wheel. But I failed to check if my yeast had expired before making the dough, and lo and behold... 😒 So I had to improvise a little, and in the end, I made some garlic & herb flatbreads, paired with a marinara dipping sauce. It's not very pretty, but it tastes pretty good, especially the marinana!

#gbbo #gbbo 2023 #the great british bake off #great british bake off #botanical week #along with the yeast troubles. i also thought we had more cheese than we did. but we did not #so i tore up a slice of cheese to put over the top 😅 though there is also grated parmesan too!#ah... thankfully it's dessert week this upcoming week. something easier to plan for!

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suikyounamegami · 8 months

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Aomi-sensei (青海) | Ooe / 大穢 - Pt.1

Bueno, para empezar, tengo que decir que desde el lanzamiento de Slow Damage, no he estado tan a la expectativa por una novela visual BL como lo estoy de este juego 🤤

UrC me generó expectativa, pero... en esa época (2020) solo podía pensar en SD y Towa-chan 🥰

si bien, afortunadamente, hay varios juegos BL en camino, de momento los que más me generan expectativa son Ooe y Haiiro no Arcadia ✪ ω ✪

PERO… como ya intuyo que el juego no saldrá este año, sentí la necesidad de escribir esto como una forma de desahogo 🤧

Como son tantos personajes, y todos tan interesantes, no sabía por cual de todos empezar, pero al final me decidí por Aomi, ya que es uno de los uke principales (y el único megane de todos 👓)

Ahora bien, de que trata este post?

pues este post va a ser sobre todas las teorías que tengo (de momento) con este personaje

como dije, todo lo que voy a poner aquí son puras TEORÍAS, suposiciones basándome en la información que tenemos de él hasta ahora

NADA de esto está escrito en piedra

es solo para divertirnos sacando todo tipo de conclusiones mientras esperamos por el juego 😋

(va a estar un poquito largo, así que lo voy a dividir en dos partes 😓)

Para empezar con este "análisis" del personaje, primero voy a mencionar la información del folleto que considero más relevante y después empezaré con las teorías

■ Nombre: Aomi █

■ Primera persona: Watashi

■ Altura: 177cm

■ Fecha de nacimiento: █

■ Edad: █

■ Tipo de sangre: █

■ Profesión: Profesor de música de █

■ Pasatiempos/especialidades: El piano, █, █

■ Características: Anteojos redondos, cejas cortas

■ Risa: █

■ Cosas que le gustan: Fresas

■ Aflicción (Klesa): Envidia/celos (嫉)

■ Teoría de juego: █ (la teoría de juego tiene que ver con esto del dilema del prisionero)

Al principio cooperará, pero si un compañero traiciona elegirá traicionar la próxima vez. Después de eso, en caso de que el compañero █, dependiendo de las circunstancias █

▼ Lo que se sabe de él ▼

● Enseña piano a un pequeño grupo de gente en su propia escuela y también le enseñó música a An Ooe

(más adelante me voy referir a An como Ann, ya que pienso que su nombre podría ser Ann Owen)

● Ha tenido una buena carrera, pero no le gusta estar hablando de eso ni echándose flores

● Nadie lo ha visto reír, ni parece darse gusto con cosas 'lujosas' como cigarrillos o sake

● Es de pocas palabras, igual que el protagonista, Oosaki, pero que no se sienten incómodos y llevan la fiesta en paz porque se ven como 'inofensivos' el uno al otro

● Es sereno y elegante, sabe de arreglos florales y la ceremonia del té

●Tiene muchas cosas en común con Oosaki, y ambos están conscientes el uno del otro

● Se ve delicadito, pero es inesperadamente 'activo'

● Además del piano, también es bueno con el violin y el chelo

● Y por último, que es un músico con un tono algo 'solitario'

Ahora sí, ya resumida su información, comenzaré con las teorías una por una 🧐

● Comenzando con su apellido

un texto corto dice que es un profesor 'flexible' que se volteará incluso si lo llamas 'Oume' por error (algo me dice que es mejor no hacerlo 😒)

no sé si haya una razón en particular por la que se le diga Oume, pero pienso que es simplemente porque 'Aomi' y 'Oume' se escriben casi igual (青海 / 青梅)

● Seguimos con su primera persona

su primera persona es 'watashi'

watashi mayormente es usado por mujeres y por hombres mayores, por lo que aquí asumo que la edad de Aomi debe de estar entre los 30 y los 40

alguien de 30 puede no aparentar tener esa edad si ha llevado una vida 'saludable', sin vicios (como él que supuestamente no fuma ni toma)

así que si Toyosu (que tiene 60) parece un veinteañero, porque Aomi no?

un buen maquillaje también podría lograr ese 'rejuvenecimiento', pero para no irme tan largo con la edad, pienso que Aomi puede tener unos 35

● Altura

Aomi es el tercer personaje más alto de los principales

Funeno 188 → Oosaki 181 → Aomi 177

la altura de los personajes podría ser algo irrelevante, pero lo menciono porque puede tener conexión con el título del juego en japonés 大/穢, también por el hecho de que resaltan mucho la estatura de Oosaki

● Cumpleaños 🎂 y tipo de sangre 🩸

la fecha de nacimiento y tipo de sangre de todos los personajes está tachado █

qué puedo teorizar sobre esto?

pues que es posible que los personajes 'casualmente' cumplan años el mismo día o que tengan el mismo tipo de sangre

● Características

sus lentes redondos, como los de cierta persona allegada a Oosaki 눈_눈

(y me los ponen juntitos para que sospeche de ellos 😅)

y sus cejas afeitadas…

ya había mencionado esto en otro post, pero…

soy la única que ve un cierto parecido entre Daiba y Aomi?

las cejas… los ojos…

sé que puede sonar descabellado, pero he pensado en la posibilidad de que estos dos puedan ser parientes, no hijos de padre y madre, pero si pienso que podrían ser medios hermanos o primos, por eso las 'similitudes'

tienen la misma pose... 😒

una mano al frente y la otra hacia atrás, como si estuvieran escondiendo algo...

en el caso de Daiba, como el FALSO que es, puede ser que lo haga para ocultar su anillo 💍

cuando está en su versión informal no lo vemos usar el anillito ￣皿￣

así que es curioso que solo lo enseñe cuando le conviene ¬_¬

y en el caso de Aomi... pues Aomi usa guantes 🧤, así que no podemos distinguir si tiene un anillo o no

aparentemente no...

pero también podría habérselo quitado (en caso de que usara uno 🙄)

● Risa

pues por las similitudes que tiene con Oosaki, pienso que los dos también se ríen igual

(tengo algunas teorías sobre el por qué de las similitudes entre estos dos pero lo mencionaré en la segunda parte)

A partir de aquí, comenzaré a teorizar sobre su trasfondo

■ Es un profesor de música que tiene su propia escuela y le enseñó música a Ann

a ver… si tiene su propia escuela, esto nos daría a entender que Aomi tiene dinero 💲💲💲

■ Sabe de arreglos florales 💐 y la ceremonia del té 🍵

con esto podríamos asumir que es un 'señorito', que viene de una familia acomodada, lo que podría explicar el que tenga su negocio propio

■ Su carrera ha sido exitosa pero no le gusta estar hablando de eso

pienso que tal vez no le gusta hablar del tema porque es una carrera que él no eligió, algo que no disfruta...

o simplemente, dada su personalidad reservada, no quiera estar llamando la atención 🙄

veamos esta imagen 🔍

aquí ciertamente lo vemos 'tocando' un instrumento (un shamisen si no me equivoco)

pero una cosa es que lo esté 'toqueteando' y otra cosa es que lo esté 'tocando'

hay que recordar que uno de los 10 asistentes es un impostor, así que mientras no lo veamos/escuchemos tocar un instrumento en el juego no podemos dar por sentado que realmente sea un 'profesor de música'

■ Su relación con Ann era de 'profesor/alumna'

tomando en cuenta su personalidad, no creo que haya creado un vínculo tan fuerte con Ann como para justificar el que lo hayan invitado al aniversario, por el contrario, pienso que más bien podría haber tenido celos de Ann 🐍

voy a referirme a otra cosa aquí

se nos ha dicho que Aomi 'no se quita los anteojos'

como vemos en la imagen de arriba, no se quita los anteojos, pero si se quita los guantes (guantes que están manchados de un líquido rojo…)

no parece que tenga alguna 'deformidad' en los dedos, así que a menos que sea un gusto personal suyo, no veo el por qué tenga que llevar guantes puestos todo el rato ಠ_ಠ

mi teoría aquí es que usa guantes para no dejar 'rastro'

y a esto hay que sumarle también el hecho de que (aparentemente) no fuma ni toma, osea, no desprende olor, no huele a alcohol o a cigarrillo, como si lo haría un fumador como Oosaki

y al no beber alcohol se mantiene 'sobrio', no se le va a ir la lengua por estar b0rrach0 🍻

pasemos ahora a lo de sus anteojos 👓

a menos de que tenga un problema de visión, no veo por qué no pueda quitarse las gafas 🤔

(no es como que haga mucha diferencia si las tiene puestas o no 🙁)

el fleco se lo hace a los lados para 'asegurar una buena visión'

y eso es como una 'manifestación' de su personalidad que enfatiza el raciocinio (Cool-B)

entonces, si no fuera por un problema de visión, por qué Aomi no se quitaría sus lentes?

pues solo puedo pensar que esos anteojos significan mucho para él😅

que alguien se los haya dado, que pertenecieran a alguien importante para él, o, que él se los haya robado a alguien… 💀

y aquí voy a salir con otra teoría descabellada, pero que también tiene que ver con 'Visión' 👁👁

si ustedes han jugado Slow Damage seguro recordaran que las CG's y los BG's se veían 'desteñidos'

pues he notado que aquí también hay ciertas CG's y BG's con un 'tinte' rojo

y mi teoría con esto es que, TAL VEZ, este tinte rojo podría ser un indicativo de que pasamos del punto de vista de Oosaki al del asesino 🤔

la CG donde Oosaki está acostado se ve redonda/ovalada, como si lo estuvieran viendo por un agujero, o como si alguien estuviera ahí parado observándolo...

tengo una última teoría sobre la vista de Aomi pero la mencionaré en la segunda parte 😎

■ No se le ha visto reír

bueno, eso no significa que no sonría, solo que otras personas no lo han visto reír/sonreír

en esta imagen parece que se está riendo 🤔

no se distingue muy bien porque los dedos le tapan, pero esa 'risita' me da la impresión de que es como de expectativa, una risa en plan de "No puedo esperar" 😈

■ Es inesperadamente activo (aunque parezca que no mueve un dedo)

pues al ser envidioso, no creo que es que sea 'activo', sino que lo que hace seguramente es 'competir'

no quedarse atrás, demostrar que él también puede 🏋️‍♂️

■ El tono la de música que toca/compone es solitario

puede ser porque, así es como se siente (que está solo), o, porque extraña algo, o a alguien…

........................................................................😑

(el paraguas 🌂 debe ser su arma homicida 🤣)

a todo esto de 'solitario', voy a sumarle el tema de la lluvia 🌧

en la CG de arriba tiene el paraguas abierto, aunque no parece estar lloviendo...

la lluvia suele asociarse con un estado de ánimo triste/deprimido/melancólico etc, lo cual encajaría con este 'tono solitario'

............................................................................. 😓

(sip, ya le puse de image song "Tone" de Aimer 😅)

y si escuchan esta BGM, que asumo 🙄 va a ser la suya, se escucha el sonido de lluvia ⛈

por eso pienso que el tema de la lluvia podría tener alguna relevancia en su ruta 🙁

así como a Shinbashi no gusta salir al sol, a Aomi también le podría gustar/disgustar la lluvia, porque le trae 'recuerdos'... (思い出の連弾)

Continuará en la parte 2 😙

#aomi #青海 #ooe #大穢 #大江 #adelta

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goongiveusnothing · 5 months

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Harry got his UnPleasing fragrances in the Dec/Jan issue of Harper’s Bazaar. They’re on the Editor’s Favorites in the Beauty section.

It says, “Harry Styles’ lifestyle brand, Pleasing, makes its foray into fragrance with three scents ($135 each): Bright, Hot, a woody amber blend meant to evoke the feeling of falling asleep in the sun; Rivulets, a floral amber fragrance that captures the time-bending excitement of meeting someone new; and Closeness, which mimics physical touch through cashmere woods and musk. The airy juices are easy to wear and as alluring as the singer himself.”

Who did his team pay off 😒

lol it's not even a rumour they paid anyone off, most beauty recommendations work like all the beauty recommendations you see from Youtubers and TikTokers. they get given free products and get paid to speak about certain products. it's always been like this.

that's why the recommendation for those perfumes reads like they just used his actual PR copy to write about it. Bright Hot is the one i think everyone agrees smells like alcohol and new plastic.

#pleasing

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libra-stellium · 6 months

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TW: body image issues, weight

Saturn went direct in my 1H and the saturn return said “And we’re back this is news tonight on channel 7 and we’re talking and spiraling about body image issues that you haven’t thought about in the last 4.5 months”

This started last night for me while I was sorting through clothes. I’ve finally found the energy to go through all my clothes I’ve been hoarding for the last 10 years and make bags to donate. Las night I was going through clothes from 2013/14 so my freshmen year of college and it makes me so sad to see how small the clothes were!!! Not in a I’m sad I’m not that size anymore way but in a I can’t believe this version of me was constantly fat shamed by my family!!

Most of the clothes were Small and medium and from the 2010s when the sizing was way smaller than what a small and medium are today and I was walking around feeling like I belonged on my 600lb life. Baffles my mind! I used to suck in my stomach so much I would be in bed relaxing and I would suck it in 💀 and I heard my mother’s voice every time!

To quickly explain my mother I remember my 8th birthday party she put on these floral leggings that stopped right below her knee and they were kind of tight at the waist but she wore a big white flowy linen shirt so you couldn’t tell and then spent the night bragging about how she can fit into my pants when I was 3 years old and I can’t anymore 🙃

I’m pretty sure this is where my clothing hoarding came from bc whenever things don’t fit anymore I just hide it like it goes into a suitcase or on a hanger in the back of the closet or in a drawer I never open because no way am I going to give these clothes to anyone in my family that’s smaller than me bc that’s what they say when they get a hold of them!

I’m literally 28 years old and my 61 year old aunt somehow still had one of my shirts from when I was 15?? And she put it on and is like can you believe it fits me??? It didn’t fit her….that’s the delusion I deal with in my family bc the shirt is the type that was very loose and see through but it had a cami attached on the inside and it’s my shirt so I know how it’s supposed to look and how it used to fit me. My aunt was standing in front of me with the shirt tight and almost crop top length with another cami she added underneath telling me look your high school shirt fits me! 🤡

And I know they have their own body image issues honestly probably worst than mine but I get so upset when they talk to me like they pity me for being fat 😒 and their go to reason for why they are constantly body shaming me is bc they care soooo much about my health and don’t want me to get sick and here I am…..fat with no fat related health issues…and the look on my aunt’s face when I told her that my blood work came back normal it’s like she didn’t believe me 💀💀

But my issue is that things like eating healthy and working out are associated with them treating me like shit so how do I get over that?? Whenever I do any of it I do it in hiding bc whenever they find out it’s like “oh FINALLY you’re taking your health seriously to lose the weight!!” And immediately I’m turned off and I never do it again bc why tf would I do something to make YOU happy and validated in your fat shaming ?? You know what I mean?? 😩

For example I got a walking pad to put under my desk bc I work from home every day and I used to commute to work and school before 2020 and I was on the train and the bus every day so I wanted to have it to add some movement to my day but not to lose weight just to move. I literally would hide it in my closet whenever my mom or aunt would come over and it worked for months and one day I forgot and they saw it and immediately it was like “oh my god!! You’ve been working out to lose the weight I’m so proud of you!! I can see that it is working!!”……….I was literally the same exact weight…and I didn’t get back on the walking pad for monthsssssss and I’m using it now for 10 min in the morning but I haven’t been able to get myself to walk on it during the work day again bc I can’t stop thinking about the fact that they would be happy with this choice 🤮🤮🤮

Same with food like I eat regular food so meat rice beans veggies soups pasta sandwiches idk I don’t have allergies and I’m not a picky eater but whenever I would eat something “healthy” like a salad around them it’s like “oh wow you’re finally dieting??” But also if I ate something “unhealthy” like a burger it’s “every day all you eat is burgers burgers you need to watch what you eat you don’t see your arms???” And it’s like ???? So now most of what I eat I don’t tell them so unless we’re eating the same exact thing they don’t know what I eat on the daily.

And I was watching this TikTok and this girl was realizing in the moment where her ED stemmed from and it was from hiding Halloween candy and other foods and I’m like this is similar to me!

So logically I know like to get over it I just have to tell myself that I’m doing it for me and not for them but that doesn’t feel like it’s enough. If I could freeze the way I look right now in their minds and that’s how they see me forever and my body can change however it wants without them knowing I feel like that would be ideal…….mmmmm lol do I have to go no contact with my whole family? 🤣🤣🤣 bc I did go no contact with my mom bc she’s a narcissist. And I gave my aunt as an example bc she’s the most recent example of this but other women in my family are just like that too! Or do I just have to defend myself for the rest of my life??

Defending myself now is easy because I tell them that I love my body and sorry I don’t hate myself like they do 😂 but if I were to lose weight I would still be fighting them if they congratulated me on it bc how dare you!!!

Ugh omg I feel like this is so backwards! Bc I did have a body weight that I was happy with in like 2018 and I wasn’t skinny then but I really loved how my body looked and I don’t think it would be hard to get back to it but whenever I start I just get upset and quit 😩

This is self sabotage 🙂 how do I stop it lol do I gaslight them and if they comment on my body I’m like “what are you talking about??? I looked the same last month….” 😂 I’m jk but like 👀👀

#astrology #astro #astro tumblr #learn astrology #astro community #pisces rising #saturn in the 1st house #saturn return #saturn in pisces #body image issues #fat shaming

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lea-andres · 1 year

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Bean wound up being the flower boy at Bugbear wedding.

He threw flower shaped bombs... don't worry, they were smoke bombs...floral scented smoke bombs!

Bean was the best man, actually. 😒 Thinking Bark would do his bestie dirty like that. 😂

But don't worry, he still gets to throw bombs! Because I wanna see Bark and Jewel TRY to stop him lmao.

#bean the dynamite #jewel the beetle #bark the polar bear #bugbear

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luckydiorxoxo · 1 year

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With his grey hair coming in...... darker hair... I would like a color! Im not a stylist but burgundy or something floral. //

Idk but I have a feeling he will dye his beard for this premiere. Like the greys will be gone. Idk why I think so, but he might get it done. I personally love the patch of greys in his beard.

But outfi-wise, he might wear something similar to LY or TGM premieres- knowing Ilaria and how she dresses all her clients the same style lol

He didn't dye it for Lightyear. I wanted his Andy barber beard back. 😭 my dream didn't come true and now it looks patchy with black and white. He better be is some suit or suit jacket. It's cold over here in nyc 😒

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yandere-dark-cupid · 2 years

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Fnaf animatronic OC: Nurse Anna

Name: Annabelle Jackrabbit

Position in the Pizzaplex: Nurse, Mechanic, and technician

Location in the Pizzaplex: Hearts Clinic ( it's a mini hospital )

Description: Nurse Anna/ Annabelle Jackrabbit is a rabbit based animatronic with a pink coat and some lighter pink hearts, the most notable ones are on her chest and another on her left eye. Her eyes are a lilac color. She has short curly pink hair with some red streaks in them and loose curly bangs covering her eyes. She typically has her lips painted scarlet and sometimes black, she also has a mole above her lips. She's 6'7 tall. Her body is curvy with a large bust. Large rabbit ears with 3 piercings in each. Is usually seen wearing a black and pink nurse uniform with her added accessories ( her black hearts stockings, red lollipop earrings, hearts and pills hair clips, etc. ).

Abilities: Can hear from long distances. Can jump long distances

Likes: K- dramas, C- dramas, books, writing, plants, fashion, comic books, ghibli films, silence, self-care, crime shows ( law and order are one of her favorites ), daydreaming.

Dislikes: Rude patients ( this mostly applies to adults ), spoilers, loud people, messes, looking people in the eye, strong scents.

Things you need to know:

Annabelle is a selective mute. How she communicates is through her whiteboard and sign language, letters if it's something personal.

Nurse Anna is an introvert.

Other than the Clinic, Nurse Anna is typically seen going to her room during closing time. But on the occasion will hang out by the daycare, the food court, and the cinema area ( likes to watch her dramas on the big screen ).

Other than her Nurse uniform; She dresses in an alt fashion, with sprinkles of cupidcore sometimes. Kind of like this--

Favorite colors are red, pink, and black.

Because Annabelle's hearing is much more advanced compared to the other animatronics, she needs breaks so noises won't overwhelm her. This is the reason why Hearts Clinic and her Room are soundproof.

At times Annabelle's hearing can get her into trouble, causing her to unintentionally eavesdrop. Think Doloras from Encanto--

Does not like Monty. He's too loud and aggressive for her taste.

Despite not liking strong scents, she likes light scents of floral.

Likes savory snacks and foods.

Likes the cold

Is commonly seen writing in her red journal. If you see her red journal lying around, DO. NOT. TOUCH. Annabelle will come to collect it later. It's rude to touch people's personal items 😒

Is Demisexual

Writes fanfiction

Wants a pet ferret, but can't get one 😢

Is a bit of a kuundere

Hmm; It's been a while since I posted some art, never mind an OC. Just wanted to post my gal, Nurse Anna. Been sitting in my drafts since February 😗... Well, I hope you all enjoyed it. Until next time my little tainted Angels, see you soon ❤💜❤ ~

P.S. You are free to reblog this, but please give credit where it's due.

#yandere fnaf #fnaf oc #fnaf

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