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This isn’t healthy.
Actually, it was ridiculous. What was going to change about your own body if you stared at it for what seems like an eternity? Nothing. But you couldn’t help it.
You ran your hands against what it felt like the flattest chest ever. Why did it look like that? Biting your lip, you couldn’t find the right answer. It’s not like you don’t have boobs, it’s just that they weren’t… enough. Not to fill the dress you were wearing like you wanted it to be filled, that was for sure.
“My god…” You groaned, turning away from your reflection. Looking now at your feet, which were fitted on the most beautiful high heels ever, you felt like the most stupid person on Earth.
Your boyfriend was waiting for you, but instead of letting yourself enjoy the night that the two of you had ahead, you chose to compare your body to every other girlfriend that was going to be present tonight. They will look perfect and I…
“Baby?” Erling’s voice didn’t let you finish that thought. Instead, he stood awkwardly on the door frame, wearing a beautiful deep-blue suit that matched your mini dress perfectly. At the time, you were excited about matching colors and being able to wear something so gorgeous. And now… “What’s wrong, my love?”
“Nothing!” You blurred out almost immediately, not wanting to get him in a bad mood. Not like it was possible, because he was a sweetheart.
“Nothing? Don’t lie to me…” He got closer, caressing your exposed shoulders with the lightest of touches. It made you shiver. “You have that look on your face.”
“What look?” You raised an eyebrow, shortly forgetting how upset you were. “I don’t have a look.”
“Yes, you do.” His finger ran between your eyebrows, slowly erasing a frown you didn’t know you had. “It’s the look you give when you are upset about something, what is it?”
You opened your mouth, wanting to tell him about the dress and your annoyance towards your own body, but you couldn’t. It was pure nonsense if you worded it out. Yeah, I don’t want to go anymore because I don’t have enough boobs to be spilling out of the dress like I’d hoped they did.
“I…” Was lying better than telling him an embarrassing truth? “It’s the dress…” You said it like Erling was meant to figure out the rest. You hoped he did.
“Ah…” His eyes traveled from your face to your body, staying on your cleavage for a little bit longer than usual. Your cheeks went red from self-acknowledge, like he suddenly knew what was happening. “I also have a problem with the dress.”
It was all he said for a while, and you were about to ask him what was his problem, but he spoke before you had a chance to do so.
“Actually, I have two problems with this dress.” He said in a serious manner, his finger playing with the front part. Your skin started to tickle where he wasn’t even touching you. “One? You look so good I’m worried people won’t stop staring at these.” His hands suddenly cupped your breasts, making you gasp in surprise. “Two… I can’t fucking take it off because we’re supposed to leave in five minutes…”
“Erling…” You couldn’t help but smile at his actions. You were turned on and giggling from it. How many emotions can this man evoke in you? “Don’t you think they look… small?”
You felt silly asking that when all he was doing was staring at them with such desire you thought they were actually showing off. Maybe they were.
“Small?” He repeated the word like it was an offense. “Baby, you’re spilling from this dress. I’m about to not care about the event we have to attend because you are wearing this.” His thumbs massaged the dress (and your boobs, for that matter). It made you shiver again. “And you’re asking me if they look small?”
“So…?”
He was about to say something, but the loud klaxon bringed you both to reality. You smiled at him, feeling a bit more secure about everything. His eyes were so intense you had to bite your lip.
“You’re so lucky we have to go.” Was all he said.
And if you noticed the heated looks he gave you the rest of the night, you didn’t say anything. But you surely enjoyed them.
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Celebrity Crush | Erling Haaland x fem!shy!short!reader
Request :
Imagine you and Erling are each others celebrity crushes (reader is an f1 driver or whatever you want them to be) and she goes to her first Man City Game but she is nervous because even though these famous she is quite shy
Most of the city lads know about Erling crush so when they see her they tease him saying things like “ooo your girls here” Erling doesn’t believe it until he see you for himself
After the game (a win of course) you both meet up after and since it’s your first time meeting they are both really flustered
Erling asks them on a data and they exchange numbers
After there 5th date Erling confesses his love for the reader and is such a simp for her
Maybe if you are comfortable it ends in really soft smut between the two and even softer aftercare
Xxxxx
Ps- I love your writing your doing so well, keep it up 🩷🩷
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Thank you so much for requesting this imagine , the idea was amazing and I was so glad that I had the chance on writing it .
Again thank you all for the undying suuport < 3 ( I WILL NOT STOP TELLING YOU ) .
Tw : nervousness , shyness , shity friends , the fem!reader is described as short , AND SMUT ( I tried OK ? ) .
Ps . I was so happy writing this .
English isn't my first language , so if you spot a mistake , please just bare with me .
5k words : )
Enjoy < 3
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Reader's Pov
Being a F1 driver is not an easy thing . It is not an easy thing at all . Everyone is constantly judging you for everything .
Especially if you are the only woman in a sport that most people are men .
I am not saying that F1 is a man's sport . I've known a lot of women in the Formula world , it is just that everyone is hard one you when you are the only woman in Formula racing with other people . And it is even harder when you are racing in F1 .
Currently I'm sitting in Toto Wolff's office with Susie .
" I don't know what I did wrong . I didn't say anything to him ." I said to Susie about what happened a few minutes ago in the conference room .
I was sitting with Lewis , George and Mike and we were all waiting for the other drivers to show up so we could discuss some things for the upcoming season .
But someone had other plans . . .
A lot of drivers didn't even showed up .
Lewis was starting to lose his patience and after a couple of minutes he got up and tried to search for the others .
" Where are you going ? " I asked him quietly looking up at him .
" I just want to get this over with and go home as everybody else wants , but there are just a few of us . " He said angrily .
" Let me come with you . " I said to him and the moment I got up from my chair , a certain Red Bull driver whispered : " Puppet " .
After that I just left the conference room and didn't show up .
" Honey it wasn't your fault . Everyone is anxious for the race . He didn't really mean it . " Susie said trying to calm my down .
It wasn't really working .
When Toto came in followed by Lewis , we went through the situation again , and then decided that we all need a brake .
This was a really good opportunity to visit Manchester and my family.
Maybe go out with some of my friends .
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Manchester
I hate my friends .
We decided to go all out tonight , maybe at some bar and then head back home , but my friends decided to bring me to my first football mach with Manchester City against Chelsea .
Not because they wanted to watch a football game .
No .
Because they know about the crash I have on a certain striker .
Erling Braut Haaland .
The man isn't even aware about my existence .
So what am I even doing here ?
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Erling's Pov
" OOO YOUR GIRLS HERE " !!! Jack Grealish screamed to Erling while they werje training before the start of the game .
" Stop screaming man . What are you even saying ? " Erling asked his close friend .
" I saw her man . I swear . She is right over there in the VIP section . " Jack said to him while pointing out in the crowd .
Erling grabbed his hand shocked . " Stop pointing . Your blind . She's not here . I would have seen her . "
" Yeah right . " Jack said while trying to hold his laugh .
" Ayo bro . Y/N's here . " Phil said walking towards them .
And with that Erling started panicking and Jack bursted out laughing.
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" Famous F1 driver for the AMG Petronas team is in the house . " The presenter said quietly while your face showed on the big screen of the City stadium .
Erling was shocked .
He stoped dead in his track .
Your beautiful features right infront of him .
" She is so cute . " He said to himself not knowing that the cameras were filming his reaction .
The internet is going to be on fire tonight .
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" OMG Y/N YOU ARE ON THE SCREEN !!! " Your friend scream to you pointing at the camera .
" Huh ? " You asked quietly , but she was right . Your while face was on the screen .
Feelinh embarrassed you looked down and missed the face of your biggest crush looking at you .
" OMG Y/N ERLING IS LOOKING AT YOU !!! " Your friend scream at you again shaking you this time .
" No he doesn't . " You said with a red face .
" OMG Y/N THERE IS A VIDEO ON TWITTER . YOU ARE ERLING'S CRUSH . " Your friend said to you while looking at her phone screen .
Soon the game started .
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Manchester City won against Chelsea and Ofcourse Erling scored the goal .
Everyone was celebrating .
Even you .
You left the stadium . Your friend went home with an other guy and left you alone . You didn't brought your car with you .
" I miss my Benz now . " You said to yourself while looking down walking to the parking session and then head out , when suddenly you heard laughs and voices .
" Oi Y/N how are you ? Did you liked the game ? You know Erling scored a goal . " Jack said to you while you saw Erling Haaland himself for the first time behing him .
When Jack started walking towars you , Erling went behind him and in a matters of seconds they were both right in front of you .
You and Erling were both looking at each other .
Didn't say a word .
" Erling has a really big crush on you Y/N and by your looks you seem to have too . I'll leave you both to it . " Jack said proud of himself and then walked away , leaving you both looking at each other .
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" Your face is really red . " Erling said quietly while looking down at you.
" Your really tall . " You too said guietly while looking up at him .
When you two realished what you both told one another you started laughing .
" Can I have your number ? " Erling asked you smiling .
" Ofcourse . "
" Do you have a ride home ? I can take you if you want . " He told you .
That night were he drove you home , you had your first date . It was a long drive and you got to know some things about each other .
" Will I see you again ? " He asked you when you reached your house .
" We can go out tomorrow for dinner . Is it okay with you ? " You asked him with a smile .
" Yes it is . " He answered and you gave him a kiss on the cheek .
After that you thanked him again and got out .
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You were both sitting in a park near your apartment , eating burger's and drinking Ice Tea .
" Are you sure you should be eating those things ? " You askeh him once again .
" No but I'm not gonna tell anyone and neither do you . " He answered and kissed your cheek smiling .
You were both dating for a couple of months and things have been great .
You loved him , but you were really afraid telling him .
" I am gonna delete my Instagram account . " Erling said defeated . " Everyone keeps calling me a simp and Jack encourages them . " He added and you laughed .
God . . . how much he loved you . Your smile , your eyes , your laugh .
" I know it's only been a while , but I think I love you . I really do . " He confessed and you could sense that he was worried that you might not share the same feelings .
But you interrupted his thoughts .
" I think I am in love with you too . I mean I know it's only been two months , but we are both happy and we are having a great time . We don't have to be anxious about it right ? " You said looking him in the eyes .
Suddenly you started kissing .
You didn't even know how you ended up in your apartment .
Erling holding your hands beside your head , your legs spread out for him , slowly sliding in and out of you .
All you could think about was him .
Only him .
The way he was giving you so much pleasure , but at the same time he was so soft with you .
Leaving kisses and hickeys on your neck and your collarbone's .
Holding each other like your entire life's depended on it .
Him kissing you like the worls was ending .
But the way his hips found yours in every thrust made you see oblivion .
You could feel him twitching everytime a soft moan escaped your mouth .
When he was close he left your hands and wrapped them beneath your back and your head embracing you in a thigh and warm hug .
Your hands found their way into his hair .
You were close too . He could feel you squeezing him everytime he reached a certain spot .
After a couple of minutes he bottomed out .
You reacher your high .
Both feeling high .
He didn't let you go for a second that night .
Holding each other , laughing , telling stories , having sex again , kissing .
And when the morning sun made it's appearance , you finally fell asleep .
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