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oatsynalliums · 9 months

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(i enjoyed writing this oneshot, i just like sam nook)

The evening was peaceful - the snow falling with the utmost grace, gently landing on the leaves of trees and petals of flowers that were caught in the sudden snowy weather,

The flowers seemed to almost freeze entirely in the cold looking as though they were sculpted of a precious gemstone.

Looking out of the window of one of the houses caught in the snow storm, was Tommy - watching as the trees swayed slightly in the wind,

He was left alone on the couch, covered in a throw blanket whilst the fireplace burned quietly.

Tommy slowly looked back over the room he was in, scanning the floor before moving up to the walls - turning his attention to a nearby room, listening in as Sam Nook moved around placing and moving things on table space that he couldn't see,

He listened to the noise of the oven being preheated, the beeping of the buttons being pressed most certainly giving it away.

He slowly looked back to the room, scanning the walls briefly before grabbing a remote that was sitting on the coffee table in front of him, lifting it and using said remote to both turn on the tv in the room and pick a show to fill the slight silence still in the house.

He sat watching the tv quietly for a few minutes before he felt as though something was wrong, trying to ignore the feeling of his legs going numb - said numbness spreading up to his arms and soon all he heard was ringing,

He couldn't bring himself to say anything, tears welling up in his eyes and threatening to fall if he wasn't careful.

The feeling of unease slowly changed to dread, thoughts starting to circle and spread like wildfire in his mind. ‘Was he truly safe here?’ ‘Are the people he knows safe?’ where the questions he asked himself silently, tears starting to fall at an alarming rate.

His breathing nearly stopped, his breathing slowly becoming erratic.

He was desperately trying to calm down, struggling to get his breathing under control - looking around the room in panic, trying to focus on anything else in that room,

Said panic made it hard to identify anything in that room, even the figure that was standing in front of him that was trying to get his attention.

Slowly focusing on the figure in front of him, he noticed that it was trying to speak to him - so he focused on trying to understand what it was saying.

He couldn't quite make it out at first, but after a few moments he was able to get it down.

‘Tommy?’

‘Tommy, are you alright?’

At that moment Tommy realized that it was Sam Nook trying to get his attention - nook must've rushed in when he heard Tommy start hyperventilating,

Tommy opened his mouth to say something but couldn't force even a single word out.

‘There you are! You don't have to talk, tom’, nook spoke as he sat down next to tommy, moving a hand up and gently ruffling his hair ‘take your time, okay? There's no need to rush’

Tommy seemed to calm down at the action, regaining some feeling in his limbs as he relaxed a little bit into the couch,

Watching as nook wiped some stray tears off of Tommy's face.

‘You're fine, you're safe, i promise’ nook spoke, patting Tommy’s shoulder - receiving a quiet okay in response,

‘Can you tell me what happened?’ Nook asked, watching Tommy shake his head ‘no’.

‘That is alright. Did you want me to call someone?’ he asked, allowing a moment of silence to rise so that Tommy could decide,

‘No..’ Tommy mumbled out, receiving a nod from nook.

‘How uhm.. How long have I been like that for..?’ Tommy questioned,

‘not long. A few minutes, maybe about 4.’ Nook answered, standing up.

‘Would you like to come make the cookies with me?’ Nook asked, holding a hand out as an offer to help Tommy off the couch - watching Tommy grab his hand and pull himself up, using nook as balance for a little before letting go.

‘ yeah, i'd like that..’ Tommy spoke as an answer, receiving a smile and tail wag as a visual response - smiling back a little bit.

He followed Nook into the next room after a little bit - the kitchen.

Nook went and got an apron, helping Tommy put it on before they started - Tommy watched as Nook went and fetched the recipe, reading it off as Tommy mixed the ingredients in various bowls.

‘Nook?’ tommy asked

‘Yes, tommy?’ Nook answered, looking at Tommy properly.

‘Who are these cookies for?’ he questioned, mixing some ingredients together

‘Oh, well these were for tubbo - but I assumed you might have wanted some so I doubled the ingredients so you could!’ nook responded, tail wagging a bit.

‘Wait really? You doubled the batch just for me?’ Tommy looked at Nook, flabbergasted.

‘Sure did! Did you not want me too?’ Nook asked, seeming a bit worried.

‘Oh, no it's fine I appreciate it and all, but you did that just for me? I know you probably shouldn't, but are you going to eat some as well?’ Tommy responded in question - watching Nook pause for a little bit.

‘If you wish me too, then I will!’ he spoke after a moment.

Tommy nodded, handing the finished bowl of cookie dough to nook and watching as he both spread the dough on various trays and put them in the oven, helping Tommy take off the apron afterwards and put it away.

Nook went and led Tommy back to the couch, sitting him down and tucking him in - telling him to stay there for a little and that he’d be right back before going back to the kitchen.

Tommy listened as the sink was turned on and some dishes hit the metal of the sink - most certainly the bowls and utensils that were dirtied from the activity that was done earlier.

He listened as cupboards were opened and closed, as something was pulled out of the fridge and set on a table in the room - listening as something started to boil and be mixed.

Tommy was quite confused on what Nook was doing, but sat quietly in his spot just like Nook had told him too.

It didn't take long for Nook to finish up and walk back to the couch, very carefully handing something to Tommy - upon a somewhat quick glance, it was a cup of hot chocolate.

‘ Do be careful, I don't want you burning yourself’ nook spoke, watching Tommy take the mug into his hands and look it over a little.

‘Thanks nook, you're awesome!’ said Tommy in amazement, absolutely in awe with how Nook made the hot chocolate - receiving a chuckle from Nook as he sat down.

‘ I'm glad you're feeling better, Toms.’

#Red like roses #Dsmp au #Tommy #Sam nook #Oneshot #Fluff #Slight angst #Poorly writting panic attack #Kinda?#Domestic happines #My beloved #Fic

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1nn32dem0n5 · 1 month

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I can't love you while I'm fat

I'll love you when I'm thin again. I'm beefing for the winter, eating double-bagels every morning, double-toasted, everything and wheat, packed with more cream cheese than sense. I am the grand jew of new york, praying not for redemption but for strength to sin better, harder and longer. I want a tough liver and head than can take a (serotonin) hit. I want a plump domestic girl before the real cold comes in to keep my bed warm and my nerves frayed who forgets to take her pill and lectures me that cocaine is bad, so bad, bad, bad! "I'm working on it, baby" I'll tell her. I'm working on me, my job, my shape; the only thing one can do in America is to work on the self (and commit suicide while workin for another) and halfway lose sight and drown in what one wants, in what one thinks one needs but doesn't. the truest happiness lies in working hardly and living fruitfully. true happines is easy as long as you have health. the rest is fiction, I know this now. three decades have slipped by. that's three lives of a dog, a dozen of a rat. there's no need for fear. there's no need for more. first come the small things like my double-toasted bagels.

#spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled words #spilled poetry #poetry #poems #words #writers on Tumblr #poets on Tumblr #new poets on Tumblr #new poets corner #new poets community #new poets #new poetry #new #poezi #poezii #poet #poetry community

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alphs-stuff · 8 months

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Hello

Can I please ask who is my future husband?

Thank you

-S. She/Her.

He is on your way sweeetie, he is a hardworker, fighter and very friendly person i see, possibly an extrovert.He works well with others and not so maybe a romantic person.He is very practical and intelligent.He can fulfill your domestic happines.

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willowriverbloom · 1 year

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Numerology ~ Universal day number + magick day.

#numerology

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themountainsays · 2 years

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Isabela likes to grab Mirabel’s face in between her hand and pepper it with kisses. The first time she did this it was in private so she ended it with a lingering kiss on Mirabel’s lips. She does this every time they’re together with no one else. In public she doesn’t. People are just glad to see them getting along. In public Mirabel puts on a show off pushing her away. In private she leans into the touches.

Awww omg akjsdns dude i'm 😭😭😭 omg MY BABIES this is so cute i'm gonna dieeeee ahhh this is PEAK older sister behavior like when you have a several years age gap. Like, my cousin is 8 years older than me and she used to do this alllll the time when we were younger (now she's just kinda rude to me idk) (obviously she didn't kiss me on the lips!! just the peppering kisses all over my face part, and also like licking my cheek to annoy me) because then your sister idk she babies you a little she thinks you're cute and funny as hell she wants to AGGRESSIVELY SQUEEZE you know like when you see a very cute puppy and you wanna SQUEEZE. Yeah that's 100% the kind of instinct Isabela gets whenever she sees Mirabel now that they can be openly affectionate with each other. She baby. I also really like the idea of her doing it in public and Mirabel rolling her eyes and trying to push her away like thay's so idk so casual and domestic so sisterly of them, like something sisters actually do. idk i really like to keep the romance-sibling balance at sort of a 50-50 in my inc3st ships. I feel like that's what gives it its inherent sweetness and tenderness. Like the unconditionality, the adoration, the comfort and ease ahh yess sibling banter sibling banter 😭 like noisy annoying smooches that make Mirabel go "mommmm she's trying to eat me helpppp" but it's all shits and giggles. Really, I'm sure she always loved how nice Isabela seemed to be with everyone, and wanted her to be nice with her too. Now I'm sure Isabela is a lot more outspoken, extroverted and less docile but she's extra sweet to Mirabel because she's just... bursting with happines 😭😭😭

#madrigalcest #isamira #shipcest #they're so cute ahh #need them to kiss more

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pastafossa · 3 years

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We saw matt wearing a black shirt like once and it frustrates me SO MUCH cuz he pulled it off so well. Also just look how happy they are...

Not me drawing matthew happy full of affection and happines to heal the trauma from the latest chapter.

*slams fist* BLACK SHIRT MATT, SOFT MATT, DOMESTIC MATT AND READER, LOOK AT ALL THIS HAPPINESS, GODDAMNIT

thIS IS one reason I love Matt, because look how well he fucking slots into just being adorable and sweet with her. This is a man who can break every bone in someone's hand, and regularly does so, and yet he is also soft and sweet and affectionate and i am literally dying for this soft affection because lOOK HOW HAPPY IT MAKES HER. THEY ARE HAPPY. THE BABIES ARE HAPPY, FOR ONCE IN THEIR TRAGIC LIVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

#ask response #art rec #daredevil #the red thread #dfjkaldjalfjalsfda #matt murdock x reader #hello yes you have also captured one of Matt's kiss methods which I love #imma just sit here and make some incomprehensible noises ok #HIS FUCKING APRON #I'm done I'm finished this has destroyed me

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thespiritoflife · 2 years

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For the Christmas Celebration!!

🎄 Christmas Letter :)

⛄ I followed you because you have such a beautiful soul and spirit. Your blog theme is beautiful, your moodboards are beautiful and YOU are beautiful inside and out. Your energy is so pure and I love interacting with you so much

🌟 I'd like to be paired with someone from Lord of the Rings (and the Hobbit if you feel up to it ;-;). I'm a write and witch, have a love for beauty and intricate designs, I'm learning metalsmithing and I'm only 4' 10" tall. I can be a little chaotic but also very nice and I try to do nice things for my friends. I really like domesticity and being productive, I honestly don't know how to relax much so I'm always working on something. Boredom is, in my opinion, the worst emotion there is.

Thanks so so much dear!! Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays and Wonderous Yule to you!!

Hello, Tori! Thank you for joining! 💜🥰

🎄 Christmas letter

Dear Tori,

you have so pretty soul. Everytime I see you on my dash, I smile so much, your posts are always amazing. I love your answers to my, no, answers to all people's questions. I know, you do it from your heart. You're wonderful person, don't forget that, please. I see, you will do brilliant things in your life, good things will happen to you.

Sincerely yours,

Dominika

⛄ love compliments

Aww, thank you so MUCH, you make me want to cry from happines🥲🥲 i am so happy, you're my friend!

I followed you because I saw you on my friend's blog. I looked at your blog and I was saying to myself - wow, you seem like really interesting person to have as friend! Your work is amazing, it is obvious you have talent to write. Not only write, I like love that you interpret tarot cards and in generally you are interested in this witches things. It is really cool and I see you as powerful witch😎😏😍 also, you have beautiful energy too, you're so good friend, you're always helpful. Do you know what? Thank you for everything.

🌟pairings

Thank you for putting so much thingies about you! Now, I know who I am gonna pair you with!😏😎

Lotr fandom

I don't know your preference, so I am sorry if I am getting it wrong. But I pair you with...

Galadriel!

I see, she would be totally in love with you!

The Hobbit

I pair you with...

Legolas!

Yes, he's tall (and Galadriel too) but height doesn't matter. Legolas would carry you in his arms and would be totally in love with you. You two would look so cute!

I think elves would adore you!

Thank you again for ask, have beautiful day/night!

#tolkien fantasy💟#thespiritoflife's 200 followers celebration #thespiriroflife's 200 followers christmas celebration #galadriel #legolas #celebration #warmy things❤

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yioh · 3 years

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every other drama once the leads get together: drama drama drama drama

cherry magic after the leads get together: HAPPINESS FLUFF HAPPINESS SMILES HAPPINESS DOMESTIC BLISS HAPPIN-

#THIS IS HOW U KEEP MY INTEREST #LIKE THE ALL THE EPISODES WAITING NEEDS TO BE FUCKING REWARDING

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nessaiscute · 3 years

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Fall Fey ? (No need for money don't worry❤)

I love you <33

PRE-RELATIONSHIP

How did they first meet? Meghan was going to save her brother and Ash asked her to dance

What was their first impression of each other? Meghan thought he was hot AF Ash wasn’t too big on her for being so close to puck but they fall in love anyway

Did any of their friends or family want them to get together? Most of Meghans family hates ash but I still headcanon that Sage is the biggest fall fey shipper of the winter court.

Who felt romantic feelings first? Both at the same time yea Meghan probally pinned first but ash kissed her so he had to want to for a while

Did either of them try to resist their feelings? lords did they try but Luckily love won out in the end

If you had told one of them that the other would be their soulmate, what would they think? Meghan would probally have a million fantasies bout it and Ash would go on bout the winter court and the laws of their land (whicsh i would say shut up you emo nerd love breaks all laws)

What would their lives be like if they had never met? now this is an intresting one, Meghan would forever be bullied and knowing what Puck did to her theres no way they would stay together. Megha would find solace in taking care of Ethan while Ash would be a slave to mab for the rest of his days.

GENERAL

Who initiated the relationship, and how did it go? Meghan asked ash to be her knight starting it and now they’re married had a son (even if hes a littel shit) and from what ive heard on iron raven reviews are still madly in love

Did they have an official first date? If so, what was it like? I guess their first date would be the valentines day speical and it was lovely they watched movies and danced in a gazbo

What was their first kiss like? Intense, Meghan never felt anything like it before and Ash for the first time in a long time felt happinness

Were they each other’s first anything (kiss, relationship, etc.)? Ash was meghans first everything Ash had dated ariella before her

What’s their height difference? Age difference? Ash is a little taller and this is confusing ause yes Meghan is 16 and Ash looks 17 but due to fey age differences meghan is bout 90 and ash is bout 200

What’s their relationship with each other’s families? While it was akward at first Meghan and Ethan are still close and Ash would rather die then hang out with his mom annd winter court.

Who takes the lead in social situations? Meghan definally, Ash most of the time wants to be left alone

Who gets jealous easier? Ash ash ash ash and did i say Ash? ‘mine back off’

Who whispers inappropriate things in the other’s ear? Meghan she gets aroused very easily

LOVE

Who said “I love you” first? Ash

What are their primary love languages? Hug and kisses they kiss a lot

Who uses cheesy pick-up lines? Meghan all the way

How often do they cuddle/engage in PDA? Every single day When Kerrian was younger it drove him crazy if you ask him now the biggest perk of being the forgotten king is not having to deal with going for cerral and seeing his parents kissing on the kitchen coutertop

Who initiates kisses? its usually equal but Meghana little more then ash

Who’s the big and little spoon? They take turns but Ash would rather die then admit he likes being the little spoon

What are their favorite things to do together? Ash loves Cuddling up to Meghan while watching her play her switch

Who’s better at comforting the other? Definally Ash

Who’s more protective? Both equally and lords when the other is in danger its a war

Do they prefer verbal or physical affection? It depends mosts of the time phsyail but ash needs to hear ‘i love you’ sommetimes

What are some songs that apply to their relationship, in-universe or otherwise? There is the song Paul wrote that they listened to in the beyond but echo by jason walker also matches them espcially in iron knight and iron daughter

What kind of nicknames do they call each other? Ash calls her ‘meg’ sometimes

Who rembers the little things? Ash being the winter prince makes it a requirement

DOMESTIC LIFE

If they get married, who proposes? Ash

What’s the wedding like? Who attends? All the courts were inviited ethan was too young and the chase family wanted nothing to do with ash and it was lovelyu

How many kids do they have, if any? What are they like? They have one son named Kerrian and hes a emo little shit but they still love him to death even when he betrayed them

Do they have any pets? One german shepard

Who’s the stricter parent? Ash with out a doubt ash is the ‘no bullshit’ type of parent

Who worries the most? meghan

Who kills the bugs in the house? Ash

How do they celebrate holidays? Depends on teh holiday meghan peferes teh human ones but ash needs his fey holidays they compermise

Who’s more likely to convince the other to come back to sleep in the morning? Meghan ash is always up before dawn but somtimes Meghan is looking so attractive in her sleep were ash needs more cudddles

Who’s the better cook? Meghan

Who likes to dance? They both do

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moshymosh · 5 years

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Feel the beat of my heart 3

Photo credit: First pic: Late Night Discoveries via tumblr, (Found it on WeHeartIt, and the credit was given to them.) Second pic: dont-try-to-pursue-the-happines on tumblr (Found this on WeHeartIt as well, the credit is listed to this person.)

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Deaf!Enhanced!Reader

Series Warnings: SMUT, Past abusive relationship, depression/ depressing themes/thoughts, Fluff, Angst, Mutal Pining

Warnings: Mentions of domestic violence (massive trigger warning, please read the A/N.) Slight Fluff, Panic attacks, mentions of some non-domestic violence, Angry Bucky

A/N: If you’re in a domestic violence situation, there are people who want to help you get out of that. Here is the domestic violence hotline number 1-800-799-7233 (this is the US one I could not find the one for Canada and the UK) In NO way am I trying to make fun of the victims of these situations, its a very real thing. I want to give hope to those that are in these types of situations, give them hope that you can get out. That being said this is the third part, this part is a doozy I had a little trouble writing the ending because it made me think of all the men and women and non-binary people who feel as if they can’t escape something like that. Some feedback about this part is really encouraged due to not getting many likes on the last part, if the same happens here this may be put on hold for a later time or never picked up again. Again here is the Hotlines number 1-800-799-7233

Y/N woke up to the lights flickering in her bedroom, a glance at her clock on the side table told her it was two in the afternoon, getting up with a sigh, she went to the panel on the wall. When she got there, the screen lit up with the picture version of F.R.I.D.A.Y. who greeted her.

"Good morning, Y/N. My records say that today is Y/B/D. So Happy Birthday Y/N. This series of flashing lights is to let you know that your presence is requested in the gym. Steve said that they want to see how much training you require to get you mission ready. There will be an interpreter there, so there is easy communication between your teammates." A.I. signed to her. F.R.I.D.A.Y. gave her directions to the gym, and Y/N went to her closet to get changed into workout gear instead of her embarrassing bunny slippers, old pink Juicy sweatpants and matching pink shirt.

Y/N was walking into the gym as she pulled her hair up into a messy bun on top of her head, her black hearing aids visible. She noticed the interpreter and went over to greet her, and the whole team minus Tony, Clint, and Banner. Peter was off at school.

"Hello, I'm Y/N." She signed her sign name and spelled it out, so the female interpreter, Sarah, knew what to call her. "What's up? I was told to come here by F.R.I.D.A.Y." Little did Y/N know that this interpreter was also the A.S.L. teacher that Tony hired to teach them.

"We want to see what all you can do, minus the full extent of your powers. We know you can feel the vibrations of the people in the room, even without them moving and without seeing them." Steve said, and the interpreter followed along with him, telling Y/N what he had said.

"Ok. Where do you want me, and who all am I supposed to be fighting?" Y/N signed with a small smirk on her face, thinking about the self-defense classes she took after her ex got arrested. Sarah relayed what she signed.

"Just stand in the middle of that large mat, and you'll be fighting all of us." Steve said, watching Y/N take off her hearing aids, the sound as she took them off her ears, almost like the sound of microphone feedback before she switched the power off. She walked her way to a small table that held towels and water bottles, setting the black pair against the table's surface.

"Don't let me forget those. They might be old, but I paid a lot of money for them, and I don't want to lose them." Y/N signed to Sarah so that she would remind her about them. When she got a nod from Sarah, she turned in walked to the middle of the mat, stretching her shoulders and neck as the team formed a large circle around her. She looked at Steve signing as she closed her eyes, knowing Sarah would say her words for her. "Bring it on then."

As she closed her eyes, she automatically distinguished who she was fighting from all the people in the room. She felt one presence sprinting towards her, their hands raised as if to punch her. She grabbed their wrist when they got in range of her and sent an uppercut to their jaw, sending them flying onto their back all within an instant, barely breaking a sweat. She continued fighting all her teammates, all while keeping her eyes closed, moving around smoothly as if she was doing this with her eyes open. She was countering whatever attacks were thrown her way and so on.

Y/N huffed as she felt Sarah's hand on her shoulder, knowing to open her eyes. When she did, she looked at all her teammates lying on the floor around her, and her eyes gravitated to Bucky, who was laid on the floor in a starfish position looking dazed as he panted softly. Steve was the first one up, rubbing his jaw and neck as he walked over to her. At this motion, she deduced this was the person who she sent an uppercut straight to his jaw.

"If I were a normal person, my jaw would've been broken." He said, smiling widely. Y/N looked at Sarah and grinned.

"I'd say she doesn't need a lot of training, maybe only on how to shoot a gun if needed." Tony said as he came up behind her squeezing her shoulders. Y/N flinched slightly and tried to shrug it off as she was stretching, but everyone noticed, minus Bucky, who was still on the floor.

"Is Bucky ok?" Y/N signed and looked at the lump of a man that was Bucky on the floor which held up the universal sign for 'i'm good." At this, Y/N giggled and nodded as she headed back to her hearing aids. She slid the molds into one ear and fitted the rest around her ear, turning the first one on, she pushed the second one into her other ear, knowing that the other one would sync up to the beginning. Y/N started making a clicking noise as she adjusted the sound volume on the first hearing aid. Once it set right, she looked at everyone who looked at her with questioning looks on their faces, even Bucky, who was now propped up on his elbows.

"What?" Y/N signed as she looked around at everyone.

"Why did you make that clicking noise when you were messing with your hearing aids?" Natasha asked. Natasha knew that it was unusual to hear because Clint didn't do that when he turned his on.

Y/N's face held a smile as she looked down bashfully, looking back up she started to sign." I was adjusting the volume on them because when I turn them off, they automatically go back to no sound. Part of it's because they're old and part of it's because they're broken. I click because if I can hear the clicks with the hearing aids, I know I set it loud enough, but since my sounds are different than yours. All your voices are much louder than my clicks."

Everyone nodded in understanding before Tony held a finger up. "I can make your hearing aids for you."

Y/N shook her head "No because you'll make them so powerful that I'll hear if Sam farts five stories away from me." She signed with a laugh, everyone following her. A "Hey!" coming from the man mentioned above. "If you make me some, make them the same as these just not as shitty."

Bucky was now stood up, giving a knowing nod at Tony. Bucky took a deep breath then signed, not as well as Y/N and Sarah but well enough for someone who only had one long class of A.S.L. "Want to go to the kitchen, we can all sit and chat there."

Y/N looked at him, her mouth agape, eyes wide in shock at the fact he was signing at her, she then turned a look to Tony. Who, with everyone in the room began to spell out their names in the A.S.L. alphabet.

"Woah Woah Woah! Time out! Whose idea was this, and who taught you in what a matter of a couple of hours?" Y/N signed out her hands, shaking from excitement and shock. She looked at Sarah, who raised her hand.

"I taught them." Sarah signed.

"It was my idea." Bucky signed as he came up beside Sarah He grinned as Y/N's hands came up to cover her mouth, physically saying a muffled and distorted 'Oh My God.'

After the shock was over, the whole team headed to the kitchen that was attached to the common room. All the way, Y/N had a full conversation in sign with Bucky. The two were shyly throwing flirts back and forth in their discussion. When Y/N stepped into the room, being that she and Bucky were the last to leave the gym. She looked at the dimmed lights and then to the faint glow of Pepper, with the help of Tony, holding a large cake that had "Happy Birthday Y/N!" written on it with lit candles dotted around the cake.

Y/N began to shake with fear, a panic attack soon hitting her as she shook her head side to side, tears streaming down her cheeks. She began to back out of the kitchen into the hallway, signing "No." over and over. Bucky looked at her, then the cake making a connection. He then slid around in front of her. Her back was now facing the room as she struggled to calm her breathing.

"Hey, Y/N," Bucky said softly, knowing she could hear him with the help of the amplifiers in her ears Y/N looked up at the tall man who was now soothingly rubbing her upper arms up and down. He pulled his hands back, formulating the signs in his head. "Is it the cake or candles?"

Y/N signed a shaky "Candles." Bucky relayed the information to the shocked group of people still surrounding the pair holding the cake. Tony then quickly blew the candles out and removed them before setting the cake on the counter. Bucky steered Y/N to the couches and sat with her, beginning to rub her back in circles as her panic began to subside.

The team began to sit down around her, in worry for the shook up girl who was curled up on the couch, knees tucked up under her chin. When Y/N felt like she was sufficiently calmed, she untucked her knees and looked down at her friends. "Something happened to me involving candles." She said, folding her hands down on her lap, looking at Bucky for some comfort, wishing he could engulf her into a tight hug and never let go.

Y/N sighs as she looks back down at her hands. Bucky could sense her discomfort and continued to rub soothing circles on her back in an attempt to calm her down and comfort her.

"Hey Y/N, you don't have to tell us if you're not comfortable." Natasha signed to her when Y/N finally looked up.

Y/N shook her head, signing, "No, It's fine. I think it's time I told someone what had happened. I didn't have anyone to tell. I never told my own family the whole story, and I even told them that it was my fault about the bruises and broken bones. I trust you guys." Y/N looked around at all the new friends she amassed recently. "I dated a man about two years ago. Before I moved to New York. Like any relationship that escalates to domestic violence, it started ok." She took a shaky breath and continued

"Then everything turned for the worst about around the one year mark. We moved in with each other, and my silent life became a loud nightmare. My pained screams fell on deaf ears of people who could very much hear them." Y/N rubbed her hands together in an attempt to calm her startled nerves of thinking back on the memories of her time with the man. She looked over at Bucky, who gave her a sad smile and nodded his head slightly, mouthing 'It's ok.'

"The night I got him arrested was on my birthday two years ago. He decided he wanted to play a 'Joke' on me." Y/N signed putting air quotes around the word joke. " He pushed my face into the cake, I know it would've been funny if I was with anyone else but him. He put those stupid trick candles on it, the ones that you can't blow out." As Y/N signed, this Bucky looked at her face noticing the silvery signs of a scar that he never saw before. Bucky began to grow angry at the sight, having to unclench his fist that wasn't rubbing her back in fear of breaking his hand.

"The left side of my head caught on fire... " She trailed off as she took another shaky breath " He just laughed, but he was an idiot. He didn't notice that I had someone install security cameras around the apartment." Y/N smiled at the memory of the look of shock on her ex-boyfriend's face when she told the officers about the cameras and where to find the backup videos. If he wasn't in handcuffs, she was sure at the time that he would've killed her.

"I had them installed because some of my more valuable things started to go missing. It turns out that my ex and his buddies were pawing my stuff for drug money." She felt Natasha laugh beside her and smiled back at the redhead who looked at her with smug pride at her actions.

"I got out with my life and my mental state semi-intact." Y/N signed and then turned her head to show everyone who had the looks of a mixture of anger at the man who could do things to someone so kind and pride at her actions to get away from that type of person. Y/N turned her head to the right so that the left side of her face was to the group and lifted her Y/H/L Y/H/C out of the way, revealing her burns scars. These scars covered the left side of her temple and spread back to just past her left ear. The silver scars and the bald spot from the scars that reached into her hair on full display for her new family. "My hair will never fully grow back in that spot if it grows back at all."

Bucky felt the anger he still held in his body towards the man who hurt Y/N, subside slightly at the pride he felt for her brave actions and how she always holds herself high after all the hardship her ex put her through. At the sight of her scars, he itched to kiss the silvery lines and run his fingers through her hair. He wanted to do this in hopes that he could ease some of her pain away, to give her form of comfort. He suppressed the feeling because they were not a couple, as much as they both wished they were. Bucky had no idea of Y/N feelings for him and Bucky's feelings for her.

Y/N was saying thank you to whatever gods and their saints that blessed her with the comforting feeling of Bucky's warm hand rubbing soothing circles on her back, that's what grounded her to complete her story without panicking and crying again. Bucky was smiling at her as she leaned into his touch, giving him a sideways hug. Bucky knew the feeling of how perfectly Y/N's body fit up against him that he was thoroughly in love with her.

Bucky vowed to himself and her, at that moment, that nothing would ever hurt her again if he had a say in it.

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A/N Pt 2 : I know I made the reader put her hair up in the gym, everyone could have seen the scars but they way I wanted to write it and hopefully achieved that, is that they were too busy to notice it, or thought that it wasn't important or caused by her hearing aids

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