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milawritesstuff · 1 year

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I Almost Do (Pedri’s Version)

A/N: This is the second part to “Babe (Pedri’s Version)”

Hope you guys like it. 🫶🏼

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It had been a few weeks since you had left Pedri. You were okay, but you were not fine at all. You had settled yourself in a small apartment across town, avoiding everything that had to do with him. Everytime you went out hoping you didn't run into him. The first few weeks your phone wouldn't stop ringing, you didn't dare answer because you knew hearing him once again would destroy you.

He no longer tried to excuse his actions, he just pled that you could look past them and return to him. But you couldn't.

The nights were the most difficult. You sat in your living room almost in silence with memories of him going through your mind. You remembered how the two of you would sit by the window facing the city lights, next to each other and talk about your future, now nonexistent. You smiled as you remembered how the two of you would sit there at the end of the week after a long week of practice for him, getting ready and dreaming of the weekend matches. You wondered if he was doing the same, but now without you by his side. You wondered how he had been doing, you hadn't even looked at Barça news because you didn't want to care anymore. He didn't deserve it.

His messages continued to come in sporadically. Wondering if you hated him, if you had already moved on because he said he couldn't. No replies from you. And you were sure your silence, to him, meant that yes you hated him, that you had moved on. The thought that you were too broken to have contact with him and risk to be destroyed again never going through his mind.

Instead he spent his nights wide awake, not knowing how he would ever get his life back. The sudden taste of regret hitting him every time he opened the door to his apartment, instinctively wanting to yell out "Babe." Sometimes catching himself before he did, other times catching himself once silence was all that responded to his call. Regretting every waking moment for having let a second of desire make a decision for him that shattered you. The way her hands moved across his body, her lips on his, knowing now they hadn't been worth losing you forever.

He held on to the paper ring you left that night. He knew he was being delusional thinking maybe one day he would be able to give it back to you. That he would get to hold your hand again, hear your voice, your laugh, your moans as he made you his over and over again.

But deep down he knew it would never happen. He sat there now with ice wrapped around his hand from having hit the wall with his fist. Wishing someone had done that to him before he made the decision that ended it all between the two of you.

Every time he stepped out onto the field looking up to find you, only to be greeted with people who could never replace you. And killing bin self for not realizing sooner that nobody could or would be able to replace you. Unfortunately now too late.

"Pedro Gonzalez." The ten year old boy extended his hand out to greet you. You smiled as you felt butterflies in your stomach. Nine year old you falling in love for the first time with the brown eyed boy in front of you. Part of you feels like you should have known at the time that you would curse him for the longest time. But you didn't. You opened your heart and let him settle in it.

You smiled at the memory of your first kiss, the two of you sneaking out to the beach at night while your parents slept, your feet in the sand and his hand slowly creeping over to hold yours. The sound of waves crashing in the distance which weren't loud enough to mask the beating of your hearts which felt like they would explode out of your chests. You turned around and he smiled, him unsure of what he was feeling just like you. Two kids experiencing love for the first time. "Te quiero." He had said as you looked up at his beautiful brown eyes illuminated by the moon light. Your lips touched and you felt those butterflies again. From that day on sneaking out almost every night to place a small kiss on each other's lips. At the time, that being enough.

You remembered the first time the two of you made love, years later. The way his nervous hands moved up and down your body as if he wanted to remember all of your curves for the rest of his life. The first for each other. The way he nervously laughed because neither of you knew what to do but somehow you managed, it was as if your bodies had been made for each order. Until they weren't.

You remembered the feeling of an impending loss when he told you he was moving to Barcelona. The pit in your stomach as you knew you were losing him and that he was never truly yours. The way you feared a goodbye from that boy that had inadvertently taught you to love.

The way you felt at ease when he asked you to move with him and you didn't dare think twice, you didn't think about your family, your schooling, or anyone else but him. Too bad he hadn't done the same. And then when you least expected you had to face the hardest goodbye of your life. The one that broke you, that completely changed your life. And you had him to thank for it, the one you loved, the one who let you down.

And everyday, while he thought you had moved on, you wished you could run back to him. That your dreams were true. Every time you closed your eyes to sleep you saw his face. Him touching your face and asking you to try again, this time forever. And you knew that if they were true you would stupidly go back to him knowing well it wouldn't be forever. That you would face another goodbye down the road and every time it would hurt more than the one before. Every night hoping that instead of laying in your empty and cold bed you would be back with him, in his arms in the bed you shared so many memories.

You stared at the white wall in front of you. Tears coming down your face, because since the day you had left him every night ended like this. You in tears longing for his touch, his warmth. You had erased all of the pictures from your phone except for one, this one showed his arms wrapped around you with a smile on his face, the smile you missed coming home to. The smile you knew damn well had gotten that girl to fall for him too.

The silence that overtook your apartment was interrupted with one single ring from your phone. You looked and opened to his message threat, the countless of messages he had sent that had gone unanswered. Your eyes filled with tears. Wishing you could tell him that every time you didn't answer him, every time you didn't go look for him, you almost did because you still loved him. And that all that held you together these days was knowing that he still wondered about you.

-I was so stupid, I miss you.-

-Please talk to me.-

-None of this matters if you're not with me.-

-I don't want to go on without hearing your voice again.-

-Please come back.-

And despite every cell in your body wanting to answer him. Telling him you missed him too, that you longed to hear his voice, his laugh that filled your heart, that nothing mattered anyone because he was gone, that you wanted to come back, you knew not to. You knew it was probably better off this way, to continue seeing his eyes and feeling his hands in your dreams even if when you woke up the man you had fallen in love with was forever gone.

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drakesfeelings · 5 months

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⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚ CAN I SHOW MY LOVE FOR YOU

summary. pablo’s instagram seems to become a fan account of the little family he created.

social media version - taking requests here

trigger warning. loving father (lmao)

side note. this is a little drabble while im working on the requests !

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pablogavi agradecido para siempre 🤎

[grateful for ever 🤎]

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yourusername 🧸🤎

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user THIS JAISKLZLSLAA

user he wants to kill us

user MORE DAD GAVI PLS

user his kids are so pretty wtf ?????????

user look at the parents puh-lease

pedri ¿donde esta mi encantadora sobrina? where is my lovely niece ?

pablogavi haciendo pucheros porque no quería estar en las fotos 😂 pouting because she didn’t want to be in the photos 😂

user OH MY GOD I JUST NOTICED THAT THEY ARE ALL MATCHING

user im obsessed with this family

user fr, they are all just so fine

user you’re weird babe

ferminlopez familia

pablogavi 🙏🏻

user THE BLUE AND BEIGE THEME PLS

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yourusername the gavira family on vacation 🧡

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pablogavi los amores de mi vida the loves of my life

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user their kids have a better shoe game than me

user pls can i be a part of the family 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

yourusername signing the adoption papers babe

user OMG JAJAJAKKALALALALA

user WAIT WHAT

user idk why but i wanna be friends w their kids

user bro

user i feel you

user JAJJZKZKA GAVI REPOSTED ON HIS INSTA STORY

user the man loves his family

siramartinezc necesidad de verte y los niños pronto 😘 need to see you and the kids soon 😘

yourusername when we come back home 🩷

aurorapaezg mi familia 😍

yourusername ❤️

user can we talk two minutes about this power couple ?

user they are so made for each other

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@ pablogavi & @ yourusername posted new ig stories !

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pablogavi enseñando lo básico a los niños ⚽️

[teaching the basics to the kiddos ⚽️]

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yourusername mira definitely wants to become a footballer

pablogavi eso es mi chica 😎 that’s my girl 😎

user OMG THEIR LITTLE GIRL’S NAME IS MIRA ????

user her name is so beautiful like what

user again i’m falling for the matching shoes

user that’s a goal fr

ferrantorres tienes que traer a los niños más a menudo hermano !!!!!!!!!!!! you have to bring the kids more often brother !!!!!!!!!!!

pablogavi 🤣

lamineyamal i agree

ferminlopez me 2

pedri ME 3

user i want a loving father so bad

user the daddy issues in this comment section…

user exposing people on the internet i see

user imagine having pablo gavi as your father, [your name] as your stunning mother and a bunch of footballers as uncles ???????

user the dream

user the gavira family vacation arc is over 😔

fcbarcelona our youngest players ❤️💙

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yourusername summer’s vacation throwback (and isaiah showing off his outfit) 🤍

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pablogavi 🤍

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user GOD I THOUGHT Y’ALL WERE DEAD

user IZKSKLZLZLZLLALZ FINALLY

user got us worried pookie 🙏

user i was def thinking that her and gavi might have broke up

pablogavi never

user SCREAMING AND CRYING

user STOP BRO

annalewandoska gorgeous family ❤️

yourusername love you

pedri hope isaiah is missing me

lamineyamal no he is missing me more to care

aurorapaezg y’all shut up, im his favorite auntie 🙄

user never been more relieved than actually that’s crazy

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pablogavi mamá y papá noche. feliz 4 años mi amor ❤️‍🔥

[mommy and daddy’s night out. happy 4 years my love ❤️‍🔥]

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yourusername te amaré toda mi vida i’ll love you all my life

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user STOP BEING SO CUTE

user ITS BEEN 4 YEARS ALREADY ??????

user time flies and i’m still single

user you’ll find one day my love

user stop being sweet or i’m gonna fall in love with you

user ok then ill stop

aurorapaezg can you stop stealing my sister-in-law from me 🙄

yourusername like fr let us live our romance alone 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

pablogavi [your name] go to sleep it’s late

yourusername ok 😔

user need that type of love

@ yourusername posted new instagram stories !

pablogavi responded to your story —

🤣🤣🤣🤣

stop this

wait you’re fr ?

another kid isn’t a bad idea

come home

@ drakesfeelings 👩🏽‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏽

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milawritesstuff · 1 year

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MilaWritesStuff M A S T E R L I S T

Footballers I write for: Pedri & Gavi

Requests are OPEN!

Posts marked with 🥵 contain smut.

** Will Update as I write More **

Last Updated 07/06/2023

(If you see any that I forgot please message me lol)

You can also find them all on my WattPad!!

🍌 Pedri: 🍌

Series:

Does He Know 1 - 13 Chapter

Sad Goodbye

Enemies to Lovers Part 1

Enemies to Lovers Part 2

Pedri x Taylor Universe (Fic based on T Swift Songs) 1-4

Babe (Pedri’s Version)

I Almost Do (Pedri’s Version)

Girl At Home (Pedri’s Version)

Back To December (Pedri’s Version)

Blurbs:

Pedri Fluff

Soft & Passionate 🥵

Learning languages

Jealous Pedri 🥵

Pedri Angst

First Time 🥵

First Time Part 2 🥵

Jealous Pedri

Walking in 🥵

Jealous Pedri Daddy 🥵

Pillow Princess 🥵

Pedri Bday 🥵

Jealous GF 🥵

Adorable Scar

Super Copa Celebration

Pedri Undertable 🥵

Couple’s Quiz

F1 Female Driver

Barça Female Player

Take Care of You

First Time Squirting 🥵

First Love Reunited

Streamer Girlfriend

Reassuring BF

In your Car 🥵

Colorful Friendship

Long Distance

Book 🥵

Stuck in a closet 🥵

Insecurities 🥵

Pedri Fluff - Injured

Walking In On You 🥵

Nice to Meet You - Fluff

Business Trip 🥵

Pedri’s Back 🥵

Pedri’s BFF

Sant Jordi

Hallpass 🥵

Post Rayo Match - Fluff

Goodbye Mini 🥵

Warriors Game - Fluff

Pedri’s fingers 🥵

BeReal 🥵

Bandido - Angst

Campeón de Liga 🥵

Unexperienced Pedri 🥵

Acrostico - Angst

Pedri x Gavi x Y/N 🥵

Pedri x friend - Mienteme by Maria Becerra

2nd part to Hallpass - Quedate by Jencarlos 🥵

😡 Gavi: 😇

Series:

Gavi Forgotten Bday Part 1

Gavi Forgotten Bday Part 2 🥵

Blurb:

Aftermatch 🥵

Gavi Fluff

Rough Dom Smut 🥵

Jealous Gavi 🥵

Female footballer 🥵

Pedri's Sister

Teen Parents

First Time 🥵

Gavi's Family

Heavy Match 🥵

Crush

Touching Herself 🥵

Model GF

Jealous Fluff

Jealous ft. Joao Felix

Enemies to Lovers 🥵

Straight to it 🥵

Rain Angst 🥵

In Love With An Author

National Team Stress - Fluff

Gavi First Time - English 🥵

Gavi First Time - Spanish 🥵

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milawritesstuff · 1 year

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Babe (Pedri’s Version)

A/N: Thank got so much for whoever requested this because honestly I love the idea of writing based on a song. I hope you like it.

•••

Your phone fell onto the kitchen floor, where you had been when you saw the pictures. Your body followed. A knot began to fill up your throat and despite you wanting to scream you couldn't. Your body was numb.

As you had grabbed your phone to send your boyfriend, Pedri, a message telling him you couldn't wait for him to come home tonight you saw messages people had sent you on instagram. When you opened the app your heart dropped as soon as you saw pictures of Pedri kissing another girl. Him wearing the same shirt he had worn this past Saturday when he went out with his friends. You stupidly thinking they just needed a boy's night off. He had came home later than usual, alcohol on his breathe. Now you wondered if things had become more than just those kisses which looked pretty heated. His hand around her body, her hands cupping his jaw like you had done many times. Her lips on his neck.

Your mind went back to the day the two of you arrive to Barcelona, both ecstatic about his big career move. The two of you eating pizza on the floor of the empty apartment. He looked over at you. "Why do you look at me like that?" He said with a shy smile. You bit your bottom lip. "I'm so proud of you. You're going to do amazing things here." He put his plate down and crawled over to sit next to you. "WE are going to do amazing things here." His words coupled with his smile made you feel butterflies just like the first day you met him as children. He looked around and grabbed the paper where the straw had came in, he twisted it and made it into a small paper ring. "Give me your hand." He said. He held your hand nervously as you stared at him. "Thank you for moving here with me. You and me forever, babe." He put the ring on your finger and gave you a small kiss, promising he would buy you a real one once more money came in. You agreed knowing damn well you would have been perfectly content with that paper ring for the rest of your life as long as he was by your side.

Now it had been two years since your arrival to Barcelona. Your relationship with its ups and downs like any other. It had been hard to get used to all of the girls that threw themselves at him, but he had assured you that you were the only one and you had believed it. "I love you, babe ... no one else."

A few months ago you had gone back to Tenerife to visit your parents and Pedri had stayed behind. One night you had called him over and over again to say goodnight and he didn't answer. He messaged you at about 3 in the morning saying he was sorry and that he had fallen asleep. When you came back home you found a few of the things on bedside table moved but didn't think much of it. Now you were wondering if he had brought her here, if they had shared moments on the bed where you had given yourself to him time and time again thinking this was forever, not realizing you were destined to be his one that got away.

Your phone rang and you were sure it was him. If his fans had been tagging you then for sure they had been tagging him. You looked over at the clock on the counter and realized he had just finished practice. You didn't answer. You didn't want to talk to him. You didn't even know what to say. You stood up and walked to the living room that had now been furnished, the walls filled with pictures of the two of you and all of your memories in Barcelona. Without thinking you went to the wall and began to throw the frames to the floor, the sound of glass shattering filling up the room while your phone continued to ring on the kitchen floor.

After what felt like hours of hearing your phone go off and off you picked it up. Tears rolled down your face. “Que quieres?” You said with a shaky voice. Pedri on the other end of the call. “Babe, it’s not what it looks like.”

You rolled your eyes and could feel your face scrunch up as you felt more tears coming down. You wanted to act tough but it was difficult. You would have given your life for him and this is how he chose to act. “Joder Pedri. What do you mean? You made out with her didn’t you? And god knows what else. Te la has follado?” Did you fuck her.

“Babe please stop. I’m on my way home so we can talk.” He didn’t answer your questions. “I don’t want you to come home Pedri. Don’t you fucking get it? You can’t explain your way out of this. How could you do this?”

You threw the phone down and ran to the room grabbing a backpack and starting to put some of your belongings in it. A lot of the stuff you owned now he had bought you and you didn’t plan on taking with you. You were going to leave everything behind including him.

Your eyes traveled to the hallway when you heard the front door open. “Babe!” He yelled. Your eyes were red and puffy, not having been able to stop crying because in this moment nothing seemed real. It all seemed like a nightmare but you knew it wasn’t and that’s what hurt the most.

He walked into the room. “Babe, I can explain.” He walked to you and tried to grab your arm. You yanked it away. “Don’t touch me.”

“It’s not what it looks like.” He said.

You stood in front of him and folded your arms over your chest. “Go ahead, explain yourself Pedro. Lie to my face. Tell me you didn’t fuck her. That you didn’t throw all of this to shit to get your dick sucked.”

“Y/N, please.”

“You really blew this, babe.” You said as you turned around and put the last of your belongings in the backpack. Closing it and grabbing it, ready to walk away.

“Please talk to me. We can get through this.” His words piercing your heart. You turned around. For the first time since he got home you took a second to really look at him. Take him in for one last time. His brown eyes that once gave you butterflies now causing you anger. You mad at him because you wanted to love him, but you couldn’t … not after this. His face didn’t look innocent. A hint of sadness on his face. “I love you y/n. I fucked up but it’s you that I love. We can get through this.”

“We ain’t getting through this one, babe.” You said as you walked out. Letting the paper ring fall on the floor of the room you shared, the ring you had saved for the past few years that now meant nothing to you. Now just a symbol of the sweetest promise he has broken. The way he screamed out your name as you shut the front door behind you. Knowing damn well he had just let the best thing that happened in his life slip through his fingers.

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milawritesstuff · 1 year

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Back To December (Pedri’s Version)

A/N: The much anticipated fourth part is here! I hope you guys like it. You can find parts 1-3 here:

Babe (Pedri’s Version)

I Almost Do (Pedri’s Version)

Girl At Home (Pedri’s Version)

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Pedri's POV

-Vamos Pedri, just for a bit.- Said Gavi as I put on my shirt. Gavi next to me in the locker room putting on his clothes after practice.

-I don't really want to go out.- I said sitting down and putting on my shoes. Gavi rolled his eyes and sat next to me.

-There's a small cafe I found a few weeks ago. You'll love the food.-

I looked over at him and shook my head. I knew it was impossible to say no to him. He would start to whine and complain like a small child until you gave in to whatever it was he was asking from you. I also knew it was his way of trying to take care of me since I had secluded myself for the past few months.

-Vale.- I said agreeing.

We drove to a cafe on the other side of town. We ordered small appetizers and sat back waiting for them to be ready. I missed coming out with my friends but the past few months my routine had been practice and going back home. It was almost as if I was punishing myself for the last time I went out. Trying to undo my mistakes, an impossible task.

They called out our order and Gavi stood up grabbing the plates from the counter. He put the food in between the two of us.

-This one is really good.- He said pointing to a plate of meat. I reached my hand out to grab a small piece when I heard it. The laugh that would forever be engraved in my brain. I looked up and my heart began to race. The food in my hand dropping back to the plate as I looked down trying to cover the side of my face with my hand.

-Don't look.- I said to Gavi who had just put food in his mouth. His back to her.

-What am I not looking at?- He asked.

-It's her Gavi, its Y/N.-

Her brown hair now longer than before, swinging as she walked in her arm interlocked with his. A light blue dress perfectly hugging her curves. The two walked towards a table at the entrance of the cafe and sat down. They continued to talk while she laughed.

Gavi couldn't resist and as soon as I said her name he turned around.

-Joder, Gavi. What did I just tell you?- I whispered causing him to turn back to face me and say sorry with his facial expressions.

I looked up again and my heart dropped as I saw her and the dark haired guy sitting so close to each other. I felt the need to cry build up but I just looked at the table. The perfect fuck you that the universe could send me, to see her here happy and with someone else while I couldn't move on. Gavi sat there in silence but somehow knowing exactly what was going on in my mind.

-It doesn't mean she's with him, you know.- He said. I shrugged my shoulders. I sat there thinking how I knew nothing about who she was now. Months had passed since she was mine and I knew everything, her routine, how she liked things, who she knew, how she tasted. Now someone sitting next to her who I had never met in my life, the blue dress she was wearing I had never seen on her before. Even the way she wore her hair now was different. But one thing I knew, that smile on her face wasn't genuine, it wasn't the type of smiles I used to bring to her face.

-She's not with me Pablo, so it doesn't really matter if she's with him or not.- I said as I grabbed a plate of food and began to eat. My eyes fixated on the food in front of me, a knot in my throat making it difficult to swallow anything.

Gavi sat there looking at me almost disappointingly. His plan to bring me out and change up my routine had resulted in this. We both ate quietly.

-Do you want to head out?- He asked as he took the last bite of his food. I nodded and took out my wallet to leave the money for the food.

-Let me just use the restroom first.- Said Gavi as he stood up and walked to the back of the cafe.

I sat there in clear view of Y/N trying to keep my face down so she wouldn't see me if she looked my way. I decided to move over to where Gavi was sitting so my back would be to her while I tried to think about how Gavi and I would walk out of the cafe without them seeing us. I couldn't sit still and decided to message Gavi that I would wait for him outside. Hoping I could quickly walk out of there without her or her friend seeing me.

I hit send on the message and stood up and turned around when our bodies met. I stepped back almost as if touching her would break her. Her familiar scent overtaking me. We stood there in silence, my heart feeling as if it was going to explode out of my chest.

I tried to say something but I couldn't. Her eyes locked on my face, she began to play with her hands which I knew she would do when she got nervous.

Behind her I heard her friend yell, -Y/N, you were going to the restroom not to make friends.- He said. I looked over at him and then back at her. She looked down at the ground and then back up at me. She offered a small smile.

-He's ... he's my friend.- She said referring to the person she had walked into the cafe with.

I smiled. -Yeah?- Was all I could say, immediately regretting such a stupid response. After months of not seeing her and not being able to talk to her, after what I had done to her all I could say was yeah.

Before I could say anything else Gavi walked up to both of us. Her eyes diverting to him with a smile on her face. -Pablito, it's been so long.- She said as he took her in for a hug. I stood there trying with every bone in my body not to be jealous of my friend in that moment. He was able to just hug her and tell her how much he had missed her without feeling any sort of regret or blame for the situation.

Seconds later Y/N's friend walked towards us. -Joder tia.- He said with a smile. She turned around to look at him. -Jordi, this is Pedro and Pablo ... old friends.- She said. I stood there thinking how fucked up it was that now I was introduced as her old friend, everything we had been through meaning nothing anymore. But what was she supposed to say? My ex who cheated on me and his best friend? Both Gavi and I shook Jordi's hand and greeted him.

Jordi invited us to sit with them.

-We were just leaving.- I said quickly wanting whatever was happening to end as soon as possible.

-But come on Pedri, we don't have practice tomorrow. I'm sure we can stay for a few more minutes?- Said Gavi. I looked at him with eyes that could kill for doing this to me. That's when I was caught by surprise, I head Y/N's voice.

-A few minutes won't kill you.- She said.

I agreed and the three of us walked back to the table while Y/N went to the restroom. I'm sure asking herself why she had just said that.

-Y/N didn't tell me she had friends that were as gorgeous as the two of you.- Said Jordi which caused Gavi and I to chuckle. I felt a relief in my heart knowing that Y/N and Jordi were probably not together.

When she came back to the table she sat next to Jordi while Gavi and I sat across from them. Jordi and Gavi began to talk about the food while she and I just sat there in silence.

Finally I decided to talk. -It's hot out.- I said immediately kicking myself in the head for deciding to talk about the weather. She looked up at me and smirked. -The summer is almost here.-

-How have you been?- She said, not knowing really what to say.

-We won La Liga.- I mentioned with a smile wanting to tell her I wish she would have been there with me to celebrate.

-Did you?- She responded letting me know in a few words she had not been keeping up with my team or myself. Her guard was up and and who could blame her.

-I'm happy for the team.- She said.

Gavi and Jordi were talking most of the time, Y/N sometimes adding a little. I sat back and took her all in. Wishing I had realized what I had when she was mine. Realizing how much I missed her tan skin more than I thought I did. Her smile still making my heart skip a beat like when we were children. Knowing I would give everything in the world to go back to December and not do what I did. Wishing I could go back in time and change it, knowing I couldn't.

The four of us stepped out of the cafe. Gavi giving her a hug and telling her she missed her. Jordi shaking both of our hands as we said our goodbyes. I smiled at her and began to walk away without saying anything with Gavi behind me.

-Are you serious?- He said.

-What?-

-That's it?- He asked.

-What do you want me to do Gavi? Tell her that I'm sorry? That I miss her? That life without her is just me missing her?-

-Minimo.- At least. He said. I turned back and saw as her and Jordi walked in opposite direction. -Joder, go.- Said Gavi giving me the motivation that I needed, telling me with his actions that it wasn't all in my head, that the past half an hour we had spent with her had been difficult for her as well because there was still something there.

I ran towards where she was and yelled out her name while grabbing her arm and softly pulling her back. She looked back at me, her eyes filled with tears causing mine to do the same.

-Can I walk you home?- I said. She looked over at Jordi who offered a half smile and pushed her towards me.

-Vale.- She said agreeing. I let go of her arm and we began to walk next to each other. The warmth of her body next to mine being exactly what I needed even in this hot day.

We walked in silence. Me trying to muster up the courage to tell her everything I had wanted to for the past few months. Trying to swallow my pride.

We walked for a few blocks until we reached a small park. We walked in and sat on a bench which faced a teeter totter like the one she and I had played in countless of times as children. I took a deep breath and looked over at the girl who sat next to me.

-I'm sorry. I'm sorry for that night. I'm sorry for not realizing what I had.-

She looked at me now the tears falling from her eyes.

-I know you hate me but- she interrupted me.

-Don't you get it? For months I have tried to hate you and I can't. Pedri. I didn't respond to your messages because I wouldn't have been able to say no to you but you broke me. I couldn't risk it again. I can't get you out of my mind as much as I have tried. Eres el puto amor de mi vida.- She said.

Hearing her tell me I was the love of her life should have made me happy but it didn't. It made me feel worse knowing she had given all of herself to me and I had taken it for granted. She gave me all of her love and all I gave her was a goodbye.

-I wish I could go back to December. Change everything about that night. Make it all right.- I said.

-But you can't.- She responded in between tears.

I grabbed her hands, a sense of peace filling me knowing she was so close to me, that she didn't pull herself away from me.

-Please, let me make it better. I can't sleep, I stay up all night thinking about what I should have done differently. Fighting every bone in my body not to go out and look for you. Resisting the urge to message you. I'm sorry. Te amo.-

She sat there in silence.

-Please, I swear I'll love you right this time.-

She didn't say anything. Instead I felt her lips press against mine. The sweet taste of her lips in between the salty taste of both of our tears. Her hands on my jaw as my tongue parted her lips allowing me to go inside. Her lips as soft as I remembered. I felt my chest fill with the familiar warmness that I had been missing since December when she left. Her hand traveling down to my neck as my hands cupped her face. Us kissing felt like the silence around us exploded. My heart racing at the thought that she did more than not stop me, she kissed me back.

I wanted to pull away and tell her how I was feeling, continue pleading to her. But I couldn't. I didn't want this kiss to ever end. I had months to make up for not having her by my side. I continued to kiss her hoping that my kisses would show her what I desperately wanted her to know.

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Girl At Home (Pedri’s Version)

A/N:

This is part 3 to:

Babe (Pedri’s Version)

I Almost Do (Pedri’s Version)

Ideally I wanted to have part 3 and 4 ready at the same time. But I was busy this weekend so I am going to try and finish part 4 by tonight so you guys can have an ending to this. I hope you guys like it, I love your feedback so please don’t be shy to talk to me and tell me what you think!!

Enjoy :)

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Pedri’s POV

Something told me to look up and when I did I could have sworn I saw her, the strands of wavy brown hair as she turned the corner.

I was walking back home from picking up my dinner, the night falling over the Barcelona sky. A mundane routine now. Nobody at home to share dinner with. I picked up my food, walked back home, and wondered who she was having dinner with.

I knew it was her. My heart sank. For weeks dreaming of seeing her again without actually thinking about what I would say to her once I did. The bag with my dinner falling to the ground as I rushed to her. I turned the corner and manage to grab her arm to stop her.

-Y/N.- I said as a surprised look and a half smile met me.

But it wasn’t her.

-Joder, disculpe.- I apologized as I turned around and walked back home. Wondering where she had gone, I was sure it was her but at this point it was just my imagination playing tricks on me. My eyes fixated on the ground mentally kicking myself for allowing something so small bring all hope back to me.

Her scent had already left the home we shared except for the pillows, which I had sprayed with the bottle of perfume she left behind. The rest of her things still hanging in the closet. She had left every gift I had given to her behind, just like me. I hated being home because everything reminded me of her and of that faithful night when I let the worst take over me.

-Are you sure you don’t want to come?- I asked as I got ready to shower.

She looked up at me from her book and scrunched her nose. -You need some time with your friends, go out and have a boy’s night.-

I walked over to her and placed a kiss on her forehead as she went back to her book. I stepped back and smiled, knowing how lucky I was to have her by my side. Thinking about the first time that I met her and how somehow I knew she was going to be special in my life. The way she giggled when I introduced myself to her stealing my heart from that second.

The first time we kissed. Y/N and I had snuck out of our homes that night. We sat on the sand as the waves crashed in front of us. The light of the moon shinning down on both of us.

-Do you ever wonder what it would be like to live somewhere else?- She asked.

-Sometimes, but canarias is beautiful.- I said which caused her to laugh.

-Yeah but it would be exciting to live somewhere else, like Barcelona or Madrid.- Her eyes filled with wonder.

-We can live there.- I said with a sudden rush of confidence.

-You and me?- She turned over to look at me with raised eyebrows.

-Y porque no?- And why not? I said with a smile.

The thirteen year old girl smiled back at me with hope and turned back to look at the waves. I slowly moved my hand over hers. The warmth of our bodies meeting.

She looked down at our hands and smiled. I loved that smile since the first day I saw it. Slowly she moved her gaze from our hands to my face. I swallowed hard trying to stop myself from saying something stupid or not saying anything at all. Because in that moment I had to.

-Te quiero.- I said as I leaned down and she moved herself closer to me. Our lips touched. It was perfect. Our eyes opened as we pulled away from each other. A smile on our faces.

-Yo también te quiero, Pedri.- She said shyly.

A few hours later Ansu, Ferran, Eric, Gavi, and I were walking into a club in the city. We started with one round of drinks and eventually lost count of how many we had. I saw her through the corner of my eye as she approached me. -Elena.- She said as she extended her arm out standing in front of me in a red dress. I should have turned around but I didn’t. I grabbed her arm and pulled her in placing a kiss on either cheek greeting her.

I felt a hand grab my shoulder and when I turned around it was Gavi. He stared at me and whispered into my ear. “Be careful, you have a girl at home.” And that was the last reasonable words I heard that night.

“I know you have a girl at home.” She said as her body was pushed against mine, her warm breath near my ear. “But she’s not here, you are.” I said.

I’m not sure when or how it happened but while Elena and I sat down she ended up on my lap, facing me. I knew damn well I was crossing the line. I closed my eyes and felt her touch but in my mind it was Y/N. I didn’t see her friends next to us taking pictures. I felt her lips on my neck and as I opened my eyes I saw Gavi’s eyes of disappointment. But even then my mind was impaired and I took it all for granted. I took her to the restroom and did the one thing Y/N and I had only ever done. When I came out of the restroom my friends were gone. I couldn’t drive, not in the state that I was in.

As I waited outside of the club for the taxi I already knew I was about to lose Y/N. I turned my phone back on and saw the texts she had sent telling me she was going to sleep and she loved me.

I stumbled into our apartment and saw her laying in the bed. As I got into the bed I placed a kiss on her forehead with regret.

The next morning when I picked up Gavi for training he was silent. Before I could say anything he started to yell at me.

-Te la follaste?- Did you fuck her?

I looked down at the steering wheel as I drove not answering his question.

-Joder tio, pero eres un estupido.-

-Stop, fuck Gavi. You don’t think I know? I don’t know what I’m going to do.-

He looked at me, I had tears in my eyes. I couldn’t sleep all night thinking about it. I left while she showered not being able to look at her in the eyes.

We were both quiet for a few minutes until I felt his hand on my shoulder. "You’re my brother, I love you. But you really fucked this up. The best you can hope is that she doesn’t find out."

But she found out. And I had nobody else to blame but myself.

As we walked back to the locker room my phone began to ring. Gavi looked over at me with his eyebrows furrowed.

-Y/N really misses you.- He said with a smile. I opened the door to my locker and took out my phone. It wasn't her.

I knew it was over the moment I saw the pictures. Gavi looked over at me, I was staring off into the wall, my face pale as a ghost.

-Pedri, que pasa?- What happen?

-It's over.- I said as I handed him my phone.

I rushed home. Hearing her break down over the phone broke me even more. And the thing is that I knew it, I knew the moment my hands touched Elena, that I was fucked. I was destined to lose Y/N.

The morning after she left our home I showed up to practice with puffy and red eyes. Gavi knew what had happened without me having to tell him anything.

-She’s gone.- I whispered as I sat in the locker room after practice.

He was silent. Not knowing what to tell me. In that moment probably silence being better than an ‘I told you so’ from him.

-I fucking love her Gavi. I lost her.- I said as I felt tears begin to roll down my cheeks. Never imagining I would be sitting here in front of my best friend as vulnerable as I was in that moment.

-Then show her.- He said back.

I rubbed my eyes and looked up at him. -I’m a fucking asshole. I think the best way to show her I love her is by letting her go. She deserves better.-

He looked down at me and nodded his head agreeing with me without saying a word.

The following weeks were the most difficult. Y/N and I had planned on visiting our families in Tenerife for a few days during the holidays. But I couldn’t go by myself. I couldn’t tell my mom what had happened, I couldn’t tell her that her son had fucked up the one good thing in his life.

-What happened, why did she move out?- My mom asked me over the phone. I stayed quiet. It was a surprise she hadn’t seen the pictures of me with Elena.

-Life happens, mom.- I said. She took the hint and stopped asking me. I didn’t want to go back home and have to face seeing her family, them probably knowing exactly what I had done. And the thing is that I never thought about all of this that night. How I would face the world without her.

Instead I spent the days in my apartment alone. I looked over and over at her message thread. All of the messages I had sent without a response. Knowing I had already lost her. She didn't even care enough to fight with me about anything. She didn't care enough to take her anger out on me, blame me for messing our future up. She didn't care anymore and I couldn't blame her.

At the end of the day it had all been my fault, because I took the girl I had at home for granted.

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