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crescentfool · 8 months
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I noticed you're a Ryomina!!! How did you get into it? And do you have any good fanfics/doujinshi you can advice me to read? ANYTHING on Ryomina actually? I'm dying for anything about them!!! Thanks!!
yes!!! it's me!!! i'm ryomina fan (one of many)!!! thank you for visiting my askbox, i'll do my best to answer all of the questions because it always makes me happy to see that ryomina sparks joy for people! :D
...this got really long because i like linking to things, so i'm putting it under a read more (IM VERY NORMAL ABOUT THEM)
how did i get into it? i got into persona 3 around august 2021 through the movies- at the time my only experience with the persona series was with P5R / P5S / P5D. p3 was the one that interested me the most (i thought minato was very pretty + i caught wind that the themes of the game were very resonant with people). i picked the movies over the game because i'm a guy who plays games at a snails pace, haha.
admittedly, i did latch onto ryomina because of the scenes in the third and fourth movie (i have mentioned in the tags of this art i drew how much i felt like i was exploding and blasting off to the moon watching it).
but what really dug me into the ryomina hole (and what has kept me there) was thinking about how much ryoji encapsulates the themes of p3- and how interconnected his fate is with minato. i wrote some musings about their dynamic here, if you're interested!
tl;dr: what if we were both boys and we were mirror images of each other and i inherited your kindness and looks but god doomed our narrative even though we're soulmates
on ryomina fanworks recommendations:
regarding fics: i'm going to assume that you've probably read the fics that have the highest kudo ratings on them, so i won't really be listing those.
a personal favorite fic that i always hold close to my heart is Eurydice's Vow by crescentmoontea, which explores the idea of ryomina in p5r's third semester. this was the first fic i read about ryomina and it made me tear up lots...
i also think a lot about I Alone Await You by Nail_gun, literally scrumptious writing that captures the ryomina dynamic so so well. actually check out Nail_gun's other ryomina fics while you're at it too!
other fun fic i'm fond of: can't get my mind out of those memories (what were they?) by foxmulder_whereartthou. ryoji being homeless lives rent free in my head and it's all because of this fic. there's a bunch of other fun ryominas from the same author too (i still need to read them)
BkZa555 also has some fun AU scenarios if you're into that too, notably with Zagreus (P5-Setting, Ryoji focus) and The Definition of Insanity (TIME LOOP fuckery!), but they're currently ongoing.
these were some ones that came to my mind first- as i have the strongest recollection reading them. admittedly i haven't really been reading fic this year, so i don't have many recommendations from fic that came out this year. but if you're so inclined to let ryomina consume your soul, i definitely recommend giving the newer works in the ryomina tag a look-see and see if it strikes your fancy!
as a side note, i do have a few ryomina fics that i've bookmarked on my ao3 here, though i have to say that i'm not sure how well they hold up in terms of like... what i would seek out of a fic these days. but they made past me happy so i bookmarked them, LOL. it's kind of outdated (my collection of fic recs has my old username *disintegrates*).
regarding doujinshi: i have not read all the ryomina doujinshi available, but as a starting point, please take a look at this list from pandora-scans from livejournal!
notably, this is where you can find the strawberry-chan say good bye doujin- which features a small and cute comic from shuji sogabe (the p3/p4 manga artist), as well as other artists. the existence of this doujinshi is the funniest thing to me because it's like "HEY if you're wondering what the volume 8 cover is really gay it's because sogabe contributed to a ryomina doujin." this fact makes my head spin (positive). it explains a lot about the manga.
regarding persona side material:
i know you didn't ask for these but i thought that i mine as well list these too, since i feel that the side materials have some fun expansions on ryoji and minato's interactions. i haven't... watched/read all of these but, hey, i like to share these things!
for comic anthologies for the persona series (some of which have ryoji!). if you're interested in reading them, here's a scanlation index from maboroshi-no on tumblr. i don't think this is a comprehensive list, but i think it will be a great starting point!
for some translations of the persona 3 drama cds, check out imaginary-numbers on dreamwidth! ryoji and minato interactions can specifically be found in the persona 3 character drama cd vol. 1, and for the audio + english subs, you can watch this video on youtube:
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and ohh the musical. ryoji singing and dancing gives me so much joy. i haven't watched the musical in it's entirety (only fragments), but here are some links that may be of interest to you:
Ao no Kakusei (The Blue Awakening), Sakuya version - playlist for the first p3 musical, translated by Phoenix Maiika.
Ao no Kakusei (The Blue Awakening), Kotone version - playlist for the femc version!! also translated by Phoenix Maiika on YouTube.
Persona 3: The Weird Masquerade (English Subtitles) - playlist by rumio!
P3 Weird Musical DVD & Soundtrack Booklet Scans by rumio_k - twitter thread that links to these funsies, if you don't have twitter, here's the publicly shared drive link.
god. these sure are a lot of links, huh? i hope you enjoy them- pick and choose whatever sounds most appealing! (if this overwhelmed you im sorry GKLHLDH i just like being very comprehensive in my answers about things so i got carried away).
and as a reminder, you (and anyone else reading) are always welcome to browse my tags/archive and reblog things from there anytime! i have... nearly 300 ryomina posts which, while mostly consists of art, has a few fics, meta, hcs, gifs, memes, and whatnot scattered about.
or browse the minato and ryoji tags too! there's.. nearly 1k minato. and 500 ish ryoji. and they're going to keep on growing because i can't stop being obsessed with archiving these things. god help me i am so deep in this hole called ryomina hell and now you're here too. welcome aboard!
there's always going to be a lot of fun ways to enjoy rotating ryomina around in one's brain, i think- they're a pairing with such fun symbolic imagery that is So Deep (to me) but ALSO they're immensely hilarious and weird guys (affectionate). so i love to share these things in hopes that it gives you joy too! they are the most couple ever (to me) (i'm biased)
thank you again for the ask! i hope it can satiate your need for more ryomina, and be a nice aide in exploring the p3 fanspace :)
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bonnymori · 3 years
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𝐌𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐲
Word count: 2760+ (i'll try to keep bigger lengths such as this one!)
Synopsis: You meet a new classmate who's working along Nanami, you think he's fun to be around, it stands the same to him about you. Later, feelings unravel.
Contents/Warnings: (1) Itadori Yuuji x gn!reader (2) FLUFF, TONS OF FLUFF - and some comfort (3) With the small participation of... Ino Takuma!! I really like him too, that's why <33333 (4) This is pretty platonic, but also not? (5) Ending turned sorta cliché... but I liked it u.u
A/N: This boy made me run rampant... to fhe point it's not single attraction anymore I just wish him happiness (smh if only my parents knew...) also next post will be Toji's fic pt. 2! Y'all see the first part is almost reaching 100 kudos????? I'M SO HAPPY EHSODJWKDKSJD- thanks for all the new followers and the support!! <33
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Ever since his fake death, Itadori has been training alone with the help of Gojo - and now, he works along a freshly new face, who belongs to a senior, founds out ex-salaryman named Nanami Kento. He's far a thousand times more strict than Gojo. Itadori doesn't really likes the change, because Nanami is a person he can't get along. This whole guy's appearance scream "work 4 life"; he has proved different, now he screams "work is shit - but I gotta do it because others won't".
They've just finished cleansing the outside of a movie theater off a few curses, when Itadori hears shouting from far behind them. Two figures approach, waving excessively. He quickly picks on Nanami's tired sigh beside him.
"Nanami! We figured out you'd be here! Our mission has been finished and we wanted to catch up to have lunch together!" A male clad in a full black outfit shouts, he has brown hair and a beanie on top of his head, looking quite content.
The other person simply trots next to him in silence, approaching with a friendly smile. They notice Itadori faster than the male, smile widening and quickly waving hello, suddenly eager to reach up to them. The gesture makes the pink haired boy perk up, curious to why the other person looked so joyful. His question is easily answered, when they tug on the man's sleeve and motion to him.
"Ino, we have a third buddy!" The dude looks at him with widened eyes. "So nice to meet you, I'm Y/N L/N! It's great to see new faces around!"
Itadori smiles at your energy, knowing already he would click with you very well.
"I'm Ino Takuma, sorry for not noticing you before! Your uniform looks cool." Itadori exchanges a few compliments with Ino, before the man turns to talk with Nanami, leaving him and you together.
"Yes! I'm Sukuna's vessel, Itadori Yuuji-desu! My type of woman is Jenn-"
You turn to him. "So, are you a first year?"
"Geh? Weren't you dead though?!"
"I was!- I am!- Please keep secret."
"Okay!"
"Ahem." Nanami coughs, drawing attention. "I requested you two to not come after me today. Itadori here is the reason why."
"That's no problem, we're very capable of keeping secrets." You threw your arm over Itadori's shoulder, him nodding along with you.
"Oh really, then remember to keep quiet about it. I'll let this slide." The group of students nervously at Nanami's intimidating tone. "But, I'll get to have my break alone."
"Gah!" Ino exclaimed, watching Nanami walk away; he also left the responsability of taking care of Itadori for you two, leaving without a word. "It really had to be today, when Nanami would take us to his favorite bakery..."
"Crybaby." You teased. "Itadori here can't go outside where anyone can see him, he's dead. So, we were to order food either way because he shouldn't be left out."
"Augh okay, it would be unfair."
"So, where are you staying Itadori?"
"At Gojo's state!"
"Whoa, I've never been there before." Ino commented, waiting as you sent a message to Ijichi to pick them up.
"He's my teacher, a very cool one!"
"I imagine! Ooookay, once we get there I'll get the food."
Itadori felt as his chest would burst of excitement, finally there was people around him again, he couldn't be less happy about it.
"Sharing is caring!"
Itadori laughed as you wrestled with Takuma for some fries, netflix long forgotten in the background, as watching the banter was way more entertaining. Most of the time, Ino rambled a lot about Nanami, while he rambled a lot about Gojo. The guy even showed him the cool scar under his beanie. He felt kinda upset after explaining the exchange was just temporary, his stay under Nanami's wing wasn't decisive, and therefore, he was more like a classmate than a partner.
Itadori also learned a lot about you. He was surprised to find out that you, although energetic, was the one to speak the lesser in conversations. His surprisement grew even bigger when you told him you're a exchange student from Kyoto, arriving Tokyo about the same month as him - thankfully, you were to say for good.
Conversations flowed easily in the air, until a voice from the doorway barged in.
"Yuuji-kun! Don't forget about your lessons! Hi kids! Bye kids!" Gojo said playfully, throwing the familiar punching bear to Itadori before leaving.
"What's this thing?" Ino asked.
"It's to help me control my cursed energy. So while I watch the movies, if I don't charge it with cursed energy it punches me square in the face. I thought I had mastered this thing already, but he insist I keep training with it." Itadori grumbles.
"At least it's cute." You commented, taking a sip of your drink.
"Until it punches you in your face without warning!" The pink haired boy barks.
The talks died down, the three of you eating quietly when another movie is played on the screen. Itadori didn't bother reading the title, it was a plain one about a zombie apocalypse that got him extremely bored, yet he kept watching still so the plushie didn't punch him in the face again; he's been keeping a record since all his last cursed energy training lessons were a sucess to this day. When his head started nodding and eyelids dropping Itadori can't remember well, about fourty five minutes of movie perhaps? Make it fifty, the second slumber took over his body completely.
When he awoke once again, it was near midnight, the clock on the wall told him so. He also noticed a soft and warm surface supporting his head, figures, it's your shoulder he's resting into, he feels an arm around his own shoulders and your cheek placed upon his hair.
"Hey, it's late." You immediately notices he's awake, calling out softly. "You should sleep on your room, or something, better to your spine."
He chuckles when you poke his side. "But I'm comfortable here."
"I'm surprised, you just met me today, and now is sleeping on my shoulder."
"I'm not, that happens often to me."
"Sleeping on people's shoulders?"
"No! Making friends quickly." Itadori likes your gentle warmth, your hug, everything makes him feel at home. "I met two more people before you for two weeks, but they can't see me, because I'm dead."
"So I'll keep you company, that's my new mission."
His eyes widen at that, a oh so little blush covering the tip of his ears.
"For how many time I slept anyway?" He asks.
"About two- no, three hours. You missed two movies, and this one is about to end."
"And you stayed here the whole time?" He motions to your shoulder.
"Yep. That reminds me I gotta pee."
Itadori grumbles, but quickly lifts himself off you, respecting your needs. That gives him some time to look around, he notices Ino is gone, and the plushie sits quietly at the other side of the couch, unmoving.
"Y/N! How did you manage to make it quiet down?" He's beyond bafflet.
"...que."
"What!"
"I said!" You arrive quickly at the doorframe, hands still wet from when you washed them. "I used my innate technique."
"Oh! How is it like?"
"It's kinda funny, gimme a moment." You left to wipe off your hands, coming back in a second. "So, just like Shoko, I produce reverse curse energy, but it's quite different than hers, I can't heal people. That's why we often call it positive energy instead. I can use it to soothe off negative energy, so the bear has no cursed energy right now."
"How does it works on people?" He felt very curious about everything, asking away like a kid.
"Since everyone has negative energy, it just makes you sleepy really. But when it comes to curses it's really practical, I can either weaken it or, if the curse is like grade three or four, I can slap them off existence completely by wiping all their energy." You were naturally proud of having a such versatile power, your own energy swirling with pride around you.
"That sounds amazing! Is it why I fell asleep though?"
"Nah, only if I did it on purpose. I guess you were just tired, hope you don't mind I decided to let you rest today."
"No way, it was a good nap."
You nodded. "By the way, Ino left to attend to a drinking party, he paid for our food."
"Drinking? Is he old?"
"Yeah, he's twenty." You chuckled, already expecting that kind of reaction.
"No way! He looks young just like us!"
"That's totally my reaction after I learned he's twenty!"
After that day, you started visiting Itadori weekly to daily, after exchanging numbers he made a little group with you and Ino, naming it the "Nanami trio". But really, he exchanges more texts with you in private, be them memes, cool images he wish to share, etcetera. Although, Ino wasn't left excluded, he ofter brough his xbox to connect to Itadori's tv room and you all would spend hours playing together; he just didn't spend much time with both of you as much. And that was okay.
For a few days, your connection with Itadori died down when he didn't reply to your texts. They would remain unread for some time, the longest being half a day, until he would spam apologies then move on with the topic. That became a routine until one day when you came over to check on Itadori unnanounced, needin to ease off your worries about the boy, only to find him sobbing in the middle of a hallway, staring ahead and beyond, his back to you.
"Ita-?"
"Egh!" Startled, he scrambled to wipe his eyes, turning to you. "H-hey, um, hi."
"What happened?"
"I- he-" His eyes didn't met yours, knuckles white in a death grip. You notice he has a few bandages thrown over his face and arms. The way his shoulders are drawn, as if he wants to shrink into himself is something you've experienced before.
"Something hard to talk about?"
He nods almost immediately, head still facing down.
"It's alright, come with me." You reach for his hands, grimacing slightly when his forceful grip is now on your hand, yet you don't comment on it. He follows you through the state wordlessly.
You two stop on the same tv room, sitting down on the couch. You then guide his head to your shoulder, gently massaging his scalp with the free hand.
"It's alright."
Those two words are chanted like a prayer for the next half hour, at some point, Itadori twisted his body towards yours and unknowingly caged you between him and the sofa arm. He embraced you with a force you didn't have in you, like he didn't want to lose one another. Painful or not, not a muscle moved on your body. He needed a shoulder to cry on.
Thirty minutes passed like seconds, you peered down only to find the boy confortably napping against your bosom; at some point you just became the cold side of the pillow to him. That's alright. It brings you joy to be the mom friend anyways. So you decided to join the sleepland aswell, arms still secured around his shoulders and the back of his head.
It feels like the nap hasn't been long, though, because you can feel Itadori's grip loosening and therefore, you're awake.
"Sorry if I broke any bones, in advance."
"Wow, and you only warn me now."
He laughs at your comeback, hands still secured around your waist.
"I'm surprised you let me uh, cuddle you for comfort - and sleep. I don't understand it? You just make me sleepy." He rambled, keeping eye contact with you while his head still rests on your chest.
"That's a piece of cake when you have younger siblings who seek for you every night they get a nightmare."
"Does that mean I can come to you again if I have a nightmare?" There it is, his togepi-kirby cutesy face.
"Are you four?"
"That's mean!" Itadori blushed, squeezing you on his arms. "I like the contact. It puts me at ease."
"Mm, do you want to talk about it?"
He gulped. "No, not really."
Your peach haired friend remained silent, and so did you. It seems he doesn't intend in letting you go soon, or he just really forgot to mention it. It gives them time to think, your younger sisted used to do that sometimes, back in Kyoto.
"Y/N, wanna watch anything?"
"Sure, have you watched Parasyte before?"
"No, let's give it a try then!" Itadori glances at the remote, then back at you - making you confused over his hesitation to move. He notices you noticed it, chuckling nervously. "To be honest, I don't wanna let go."
"It's hurting my back."
"SORRY I'M SORRY!" He jumped away from you like a cat would jolt away from a cucumber, making you snicker.
"It's okay, I just wanted to change positions."
And to tease you, but he didn't need to know that part.
He glared at you with a small pout, typing the initials of Parasyte on the search bar. Outside his line of vision, you were grinning like a idiot, his sweeteness took a tow on you. All the people of Tokyo you met really held a way different spirit from your classmates in Kyoto, Itadori being the nicest of all. It's surprising him being Sukuna's vessel to begin with; being honest, you felt drawn by it.
"Y/N, it's startiiiiing." He cut your daydreaming short, slumping on your side and propping his head on your shoulder.
"This again?" You throw an arm around his shoulders, very much like the first time he cuddled himself on you.
"Don't blame me, you're the one who wanted to change positions. Guess I'll just make some alterations since I'm awake this time!" One of his arms went behind your back and circled your waist, hand resting at your hip.
"It's definely different, since the other time you drooled on me."
"Hhgh, okay okay! Let me enjoy this." For perhaps the actual first time, you're able to watch without exchanging words with one another.
And this time, it's you who's head loll to the side, nose buried on his soft rose perfumed hair. Itadori doesn't comment on it yet, his free hand moves under your legs to lift your whole body up efortlessly when he senses you have fallen asleep.
"I remember you said it's bad for my spine, I wouldn't mind it... yours however."
The boy makes a beeline to the guest room, he sighs when there is no choice but open the door with his foot. Inside, he places you carefully in the soft bed.
Before he could leave, a hand reaches up for his sleeve.
"Itadori," He turned, looking at you. "Make me company?"
He giggles softly - you think it sounds like a highschool girl. "You should start calling me by my first name!" Itadori rambles as he climbs on the bed, arms wrapping around your waist in a motion you're familiar with.
"Yuuji, I'm tired, let me sleep."
"But I wanna talk more..." He pouts. "Also, are we, um, dating?"
You wriggle around, bringing his head down to peck on his forehead, teasing. "Correction, I want to date you."
"Uh, oh." A blush coats his face so quickly, you'd say someone dumped a bucket of red paint on his face.
"Is that a no?"
"No!"
"So it is a no."
"Christ, will you stop teasing for a second, I'm trying to talk here." He makes an angry version of his togepi-kirby face, you can't help but grin.
"You amuse me, but okay. I'll do it for you."
"Thanks." He blinks, the blush slowly fading away. "You know, I lied, not about the contact, I like the contact nonetheless-"
His hand moves to play with yours, such as tapping his tips against yours, or meassuring the palms.
"-it's you who brings me comfort."
It's also your turn to blush, that line was seriously charming.
"Yeah."
"Yeah?"
"Yes, we're dating now." You respond, a little eagerly. "Can I kiss you?"
"Please."
This is the best person I could ask for, Itadori thinks, keeping his eyes open as yours shut during the kiss, whom I won't change for anything else in this world.
When you both separate, Itadori feels drowsy and sleepy. His face fits perfectly on your shoulder as always.
"Goodnight, my favorite person."
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armour-of-fafnir · 5 years
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Brothers Conflict - Passion Pink Prologue part 1
*Notes*
I unfortunately found it excessively difficult to translate, so it’ll take me a while. That’s why (and because I am unsure where the prologue ends?) I will break it down into parts.
To avoid confusion, Ayame is the name I gave to the MC.
Please don’t repost my translations, only reblog them. So much effort and hours are put into them that I will cry.
I may have made a lot of mistakes concerning both grammar and translation, so please bear with me.
Ayame
[ ( This is Kichijouji, the residential area of Musashino City. I walk down an unfamiliar road with a map in one hand. ) ]
Juri
[ Chii, are you nervous? ]
Ayame
[ Y-yes,  a little. ]
Juri
[ Well, no wonder. It’s because you’ll soon have 11 new brothers! ]
Ayame
[ ( This little guy on my shoulder is my squirrel, Juri. Since I was little, we’ve always been together, he’s like family to me. ) ]
Juri
[ “Sunrise Residence”, huh?  You are all going to share an apartment in such a prosperous area, what a story.  ]
Ayame
[ Yeah… I wonder what kind of place it is.  ]
Ayame
[ Anyways, since those people will become my brothers now, I hope we can all get along… ]
Ayame
[ ( Moreover, I wonder if I should hide the fact that I can talk with Juri… ) ]
Ayame
[ ( Speaking of which, why can we converse in the first place? I don’t really know… ) ]
Juri
[ Wrong way, Chii. You’re supposed to turn left here. ]
Ayame
[ Eh…!?  ]
Juri
[ Honestly, can’t you read the map? That’s dangerous. ]
Ayame
[ Sorry, sorry. Thanks, Juri. ]
Juri
[ Here, take a deep breath. Maybe it will calm you down a bit? ]
Ayame
[ Right… *inhales and exhales repeatedly* ]
Juri
[ Hey, how many are you gonna do? You took way too many just now… ]
Ayame
[ You’re right, but… ]
Juri
[ It’s fine, calm down. You have me, right? ]
Ayame
[ Right! Thanks, Juri. I feel a bit relieved now. ]
Juri
[ Shall we go then? ]
Ayame
[ ( At that time, I didn’t know yet. About getting hurt or thinking about someone. ) ]
Ayame
[ ( That I’d have a relationship with someone I could see whenever I wanted and yet I wouldn’t be able to communicate the feelings in my heart. ) ]
Ayame
[ ( May 22nd. Today is a day I am bound to never forget. )  ]
//Intro plays//
Ayame
[ It’s straight ahead from here, isn’t it?  ]
Juri
[ According to the map, it seems so.  ]
Ayame
[ ( Juri and I were now heading to my new home, the Asahina residence. ) ]
Ayame
[ ( To be able to have a new family, and a new home, there must be a good reason. ) ]
//Flashbacks//
Ayame
[ What’s wrong, papa? Suddenly wanting to talk. ]
Rintarou
[ Uhm, to tell you the truth, there is someone I would like you to meet, Ayame. ]
Ayame
[ Okay… I guess it’s fine?  Is it an acquaintance of yours, papa…? ]
Rintarou
[ Well, saying they are an acquaintance is kind of… ]
Ayame
[ …? ]
Rintarou
[ Listen, papa is thinking of remarrying.  ]
Ayame
[ Re-remarry!? ]
//End of flashbacks//
Ayame
[ ( I was surprised when I first heard about his remarrying, but after giving it a proper thought, I decided to support his decision. ) ]
Ayame
[ ( …? ) ]
Ayame
[ ( I’ve never actually known my real mother’s face, I’ve only seen it in photos. ) ]
Ayame
[ ( I was told she died after giving birth to me. ) ]
Ayame
[ ( Dad raised me on his very own and was always alone. So that’s why I considered it great that he found someone he loves. ) ]
Juri
[ Honestly, it would have been great if Miwa could have shown us around today… ]
Ayame
[ It can’t be helped, Miss Miwa seems to be busy working. ]
Ayame
[ ( Miss Miwa is the person papa is planning to marry. She’s the chairwoman of a major apparel company! ) ]
Ayame
[ ( Speaking of which, when I first met her she seemed to be busy too… ) ]
//Flashbacks//
Miwa
[ Forgive me! Even though you invited me to a meal, I am late because of work. ]
Rintarou
[ It’s fine. We understand that you’re busy, Miwa. ]
Miwa
[ Could this be… Miss Ayame? ]
Ayame
[ Ni-nice to meet you…! I am Ayame! ]
Miwa
[ Nice to meet you too. I am the one who has been seeing your father, Miwa Asahina. ]
Miwa
[ If it’s alright, may I call you by your first name? ]
Ayame
[ Y-yes! ]
Miwa
[ … ]
Ayame
[ …? Uhm…? ]
Miwa
[ Ah, girls are really cute after all! ]
Ayame
[ Eh…? ]
Miwa
[ All of my children are boys. I’ve always wanted a girl though. ]
Ayame
[ I-Is that so…? ]
Miwa
[ My my, I shouldn’t say that. Sorry for bringing it up. Let’s enjoy our meal. ]
Ayame
[ T-thank you very much. ]
Ayame
[ ( Miss Miwa is such a bright person, a gentle one. She really is gorgeous. ) ]
Ayame
[ ( The meal with miss Miwa was more interesting than I could ever imagine, no matter how many things we discussed, I remember never running out of topics. ) ]
Rintarou
[ Oh, it’s about time. Miwa, thank you for coming here today. ]
Miwa
[ The pleasure is mine. I had so much fun discussing all those things with Ayame. ]
Ayame
[ Yes, I was also happy to have talked to you! ]
Miwa
[ Really? Then I’m glad… ]
 Miwa
[ Say, Ayame. We… ]
Ayame
[ …? ]
Miwa
[ …Nevermind, it’s nothing. Talk to you soon, Ayame. ]
Ayame
[ Yes, miss Miwa. From now on, I hope we get along…! ]
//End of flashbacks//
Ayame
[ ( At that time, miss Miwa seemed a little uneasy, but I did my best to smile as I bowed to her. ) ]
Ayame
[ ( For people to suddenly become a family, it may not be that easy. But… ) ]
Ayame
[ ( Even so, if it’s papa and Miwa, I bet it’s fine, right? ) ]
Juri
[ What’s wrong, Chii? You just smirked. Are you so nervous  you have gone mad? ]
Ayame
[ No, that’s not it!! ]
Ayame
[ I’m nervous but I’m also happy to have a new family! I’m looking forward to meeting my brothers~. What kind of people do you think they might be? ]
Ayame
[ ( That’s right. After the dinner with miss Miwa, I heard from papa… ) ]
Ayame
[ ( Miss Miwa owns those apartments “Sunrise Residence” ) ]
Ayame
[ ( There live the 11 sons of miss Miwa, and all of them are going to become my brothers. ) ]
Juri
[ They’d better not make any weird moves… ]
Ayame
[ It’s fine. “Everyone is wonderful, there is no need to be worried”, papa told me. ]
Juri
[ …I wonder about that. ]
Ayame
[ ( I may be feeling a bit anxious, but I’m sure it’ll be alright. ) ]
Ayame
[ ( Lots of warm days await me. ) ]
Ayame
[ Huh? It should be nearby, right? ]
Juri
[ Chii, how can you question if that’s the right way when you’re holding such a carefully drawn map? ]
Juri
[ Your sense of direction is devastating. Here, let me take a look. ]
Ayame
[ ( S-sure. How do you know the way, Juri…? Don’t tell me squirrels can even read maps… ) ]
???
[ WAAAH~! BIG SIS, MOVE MOVE ! ]
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???
[ UWAAH! I CAN’T STOP IT--- ! ]
Ayame
[ Kyaa!! ]
???
[ It hurt… ]
Ayame
[ Oh no, are you okay!? ]
Ayame
[ ( I tried to avoid our hitting each other, but I fell down… I wonder if the boy is alright… ) ]
???
[ I’m fine! What about you, big sis? Are you okay? ]
Ayame
[ Yes, I am the one who’s sorry. I was walking in the middle of the road…]
???
[ Ah, big sis, your knee is hurt! ]
Ayame
[ …It’s true. But it’s not a big deal. ]
???
[ Wataru! ]
Wataru
[ Maa-kun!! ]
Maa-kun
[ Even though it’s a bicycle, it’s dangerous for pedestrians walking by.  So mind your speed in residential areas too. Do you understand? ]
Wataru
[ Um… I am sorry, Maa-kun…]
Ayame
[ ( This little boy seems to be Wataru. Is Maa-kun Wataru’s father, I wonder…? ) ]
Maa-kun
[ Are you okay, miss? ]
Ayame
[ Ah, I-I am fine! ]
Maa-kun
[ I am sorry for my little brother not being careful. ]
Ayame
[ ( Eh… Little brother? Is that what he said…? ) ]
Ayame
[ So you’re this kid’s older brother? ]
Maa-kun
[ Yes, that’s right. Is something the matter? ]
Ayame
[ N-no. I-it’s nothing. Forgive me. More importantly, I’m really fine. I fell on my own so… ]
Wataru
[ But big sis, you’ve really hurt your knee! Maa-kun, please look at it! ]
Maa-kun
[ Really? Let me take a quick look.]
Ayame
[ Eh? ]
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Maa-kun
[ Ah, I’m sorry for startling you. I am a doctor, though my expertise is paediatrics. ]
Ayame
[ ( Ah, I see… ) ]
Maa-kun
[ Can you bend your knee? Or does it hurt? ]
Ayame
[ I am fine. ]
Maa-kun
[ Looking at the ankle too, it doesn’t seem too sprained. Alright, I’m glad. Here, take my hand. Can you stand? ]
Ayame
[ ( Wah, such a big and warm hand… ) ]
Ayame
[ T-thank you very much. ]
Wataru
[ Big sis, I am truly sorry. ]
Ayame
[ I’m fine, so pay it no mind. ]
Wataru
[ You’re right, but… Ah, that’s it! As an apology, I will give you this! ]
Ayame
[ ( Ah, is this candy? S-so cuute!! ) ]
Ayame
[ Thank you, Wataru-kun! ]
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Wataru
[ Hehe, big sis said thanks to me! ]
Maa-kun
[ Good job, Wataru. ]
Ayame
[ ( Wataru-kun, he seems to love his brother a lot. They seem to get along really well. ) ]
Maa-kun
[ From my examination, it seems alright. Though, if it starts hurting throughout the day, please go to the hospital, okay?  ]
Ayame
[ Understood.  ]
Maa-kun
[ Well then, we should get going.  ]
Wataru
[ Bye bye, big sis! ]
Ayame
[ Bye bye, Wataru-kun. ]
Juri
[ Those two brothers have a great age gap, don’t you think? ]
Ayame
[ But, just looking at them made me happy. If my brothers are like that too, then I’ll be really glad. ]
Juri
[ Yeah, that’d be nice. More importantly, you received candy just a moment ago, right? ]
Juri
[ What about it? ]
Juri
[ Give me one, I got hungry. ]
Ayame
[ ( A squirrel, wanting candy as an snack… ) ]
Ayame
[ Right, here you go. ]
Juri
[ My favourite flavour is the strawberry one. It’s delicious. …Huh? ]
Ayame
[ ( What is it, I wonder? ) ]
Ayame
[ ( On the other side of the road, there was a boy in uniform surrounded by female students. ) ]
Female Highschool Student 1
[ Say, Iori. You don’t have work today, right? Let’s hang out-! ]
Iori
[ I’m sorry? I have something important happening today, so I can’t help but go home. ]
Female Highschool Student 2
[ Eh-? Iori, you’re always like that~. ]
Iori
[ …That’s right. I’m truly sorry. But, why are you always inviting me? ]
Female Highschool Student 1
[ Ugh, it’s because I have decided I want to go out with you, Iori! I want us to hang out all the time! ]
Female Highschool Student 2
[ That’s right! You’re kind, you’re cool, you’re smart too. All the girls have their eyes on you! ]
Female Highschool Student 2
[ Iori, you’re honestly like a prince! ]
Iori
[ This is too crazy. Excuse me now… ]
Female Highschool Student 1
[ R-really sorry are you! Seriously, I can’t say anything! ]
Female Highschool Student 2
[ That’s right! Don’t make that face! In any case, it definitely has to be next time! ]
Iori
[ Well then, I’ll get going. Watch out on your way home. ]
Juri
[ … ]
Ayame
[ … ]
Juri
[ …He’s really popular, isn’t he.]
Ayame
[ …He really is. ]
Juri
[ Not to mention that this guy didn’t even tell them anything to get their hopes up , like “Please invite me again” or “next time we’ll definitely go out”, and yet they still…
Juri
[ I bet he’s used to that kind of treatment. ]
Ayame
[ Right, but I can see why he’s so popular. That guy’s facial features are quite nice. ]
Juri
[ Chii, don’t tell me that’s the kind of guys you like!? ]
Ayame
[ I-I never said that! ]
Ayame
[ ( Jeez, that Juri… He’s worse than papa… ) ]
Juri
[ More importantly, here! Let’s look for your brothers’ house, the “Asahina” residence. ]
Ayame
[ Okay okaaay…]
[Part 2]
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the-st0ryofagirl · 6 years
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Bye Bye Virginity
You came and marched right towards me, your blue eyes stormy, looked right into mine. You were on a mission, and I was the only way you could accomplish it. 7 years. I’ve waited 7 years to feel your lips on mine, and you didn’t just let me feel them, you made them yours. Your hands, all over me. Up my shirt, down my back, tangled in my hair. I wanted to slow down, it was all so fast, you work fast though, and I guess I didn’t mind too much.
I hadn’t done this with anyone in so long, but boy is muscle memory a thing. One second I was struggling to keep on my toes to keep making out with you, the next second we’re on the bed, you’re pulling me on top. We had places to be, but GOD I wanted you. And well, I’m kind of a little hoe when it comes to sucking dick, I kind of love it. So that’s what I did! On my roommate’s bed, sorry B...it was so exciting, and liberating! I hadn’t touched a guy in over a year, I was a little rusty, but I definitely still hold onto my record time of getting someone off in under 3 minutes...exciting stuff! 
After a great night of drinking and dancing and excessive socializing, I was ready to go home and sleep. I was having trouble reading you all night though. You’re quiet, except when you’re not. And you speak your mind, insightfully and not excessively. I’m usually really fucking good at reading people, but you’re so damn hard to read, I had no idea what was on your mind the whole entire night. Were you into me? Were you having fun? You kept saying you were having a good time, you kept saying that you loved the vibes of the people here, but I’m so insecure and I need constant reassurance all the time, I’m sorry ok? 
Well I guess I got all the reassurance I needed from you when we got back though. On the bus we cuddled and you made me feel you through your pants, you were so hard for me. I guess I didn’t know what to expect from you when we got back to my apartment. I thought we’d just sleep. Maybe make-out a little, cuddle, and then fall asleep. NOPE. Well, we cuddled and made out yeah...but, I also lost my virginity. I know, crazy right? And it was to someone I never thought I’d lose my virginity to...A FREAKING C. He’s so damn hot, so experienced too, it kind of threw me off sometimes. 
Anyways yeah, one minute we were making out on my bed and the second he’s on top of me, clothes are just flying off each other with such a need, it’s extremely hot. He’s on top of me and we’re kissing and all of a sudden he’s going down on me, and I mean full on licking me EVERYWHERE DOWN THERE. His tongue is all around and inside me, at first it felt strange and I was sort of embarrassed and then I kind of started getting into it. But I feel like as soon as he had found my clit it was over far too soon. He came back up to kiss and next thing I knew he was at my entrance pushing in...which totally freaked me the fuck out. Not only was it my first time but uhm, boy where is your condom?! So I called him out and he wanted to do pull out, and I know my momma had taught me better than that, so I told him to find a condom or it wasn't happening. It was kind of sweet actually, he didn’t have any because he’d left them in the car, meaning he didn’t expect to have sex either otherwise he would have brought them down...right? Anyways, I told him to go look in my roommate’s box where she kept her condoms and he slid it on and then positioned himself on top of me again. I was ready, I’ve been ready, but that doesn’t mean I still wasn’t nervous. I told him to go slow as I gripped his biceps when I felt him enter me, he told me it was okay, over and over again. His words were like a breathless caress, eventually matching his strokes. 
At first I just lay there, reminding him to go slow and his body seemed to naturally speed up. The pressure of him inside me did hurt, but it didn’t hurt as much as I thought, and I could feel the pain being relieved the more and more he entered me. Eventually I was meeting his strokes halfway by bringing my hips up. He pulled out, moaning and both of us breathing heavy, he turned me onto my stomach and pulled my ass up. I made sure to arch my back and nothing turned me on more than him sliding into me and saying “oh my god, you’re so wet” and sliding his hands down my hair, my back, on my ass as he slid in and out of me. I easily met his strokes once again. All too soon, he shifts and puts his legs on the outside of mine and brings mine together so I’m laying completely under him, ass still in the air he’s breathing harder now. “I’m gonna come”, and me being an anxious to a T tell him to pull out just in case. He did, no questions asked thankfully. 
Now I know I’m new to this, but I wanted to go again, that wasn’t nearly enough time for me to actually really enjoy it, I was just getting there. He’s definitely broken me in that’s for sure, but I was too shy to ask to go again..and I also didn’t want to make him feel embarrassed because I didn’t know what his refraction period was for him. After that it was kind of a blur, we put our clothes back on, went pee, and then tried to go to sleep, we even cuddled! After a couple minutes though he announced, pretty frustrated, that he was going to leave. I was pretty bummed, and it kind of made me feel pretty stupid, I thought perhaps I did something wrong, after all when we were cuddling he told me my knee was on his nuts... But he genuinely seemed upset and he kept saying that this was a constant problem fro him, not being able to sleep anywhere but his own bed, he didn’t say sorry, but he kept trying to explain himself to me and I understood. In fact it was sort of stressing me out how stressed out he was. He angrily threw his clothes in his bag and I offered to smoke with him so he could de-stress. 
He agreed and while he packed his joint we had really deep conversations. It made me realize how beautiful and complicated his mind was. He was observant, and he was aware that other people treated him differently because of how he looked and he didn't like it. We talked about his past experience in college and how badly he fucked up, how much his family meant to him, how much he’d matured over the years. I loved hearing him talk. I’m not very good at talking, I’m much better at writing my feelings out on paper. It takes me a lot longer to articulate what I want to say and he just spoke so freely and it made sense. Every time I tried to throw my 2 cents into the conversation I felt like what I was saying was stupid, and did not at all convey what I really wanted to say to him at all. But he didn’t seem to mind.
We walked to his car and smoked and talked some more, the night dragging on as we took more and more hits of his joint. Eventually, the joint ran out and he put the car in drive. At the stop sign where I was supposed to get off we said our goodbyes and he thanked me for such a great and amazing night. He said he had a lot of fun and he was really glad he came down. I smiled and nodded and just looked at him, my hand wavering close to the door handle, unsure of what to do next. He then leaned in closer to me as he stared into my eyes and I met him, halfway. The hottest and sweetest goodbye kiss I’ve ever received, let me tell you. 
Leaving, he yelled after me that he’d text me tomorrow and he then drove away into the night as I walked back to my apartment. 
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It’s been 4 days since I’ve seen him, he did end up texting me the following day, I felt super anxious to text him, but I’m super happy that he kept his word and he did text me in the morning. I sort of didn't expect him to, but he does surprise me often. I apologized for not being the most sexy being on earth and if I at all was weird at any time and he said “no no no it was amazing seriously ;)”. 
He makes me so nervous to talk to him, I haven’t stopped thinking about him and it makes me so mad because I’m probably the very last thing on his mind. He’s so damn out of my league, and it’s not just because he’s AC, an extremely hot sex god, but because I’m attracted to the way that he thinks. He’s so unpredictable, and he says such real things. He’s got such a beautiful mind and I find that so amazing. He doesn’t care about what other people think, he speaks for himself. Everyone here in SC has kind of the same way of acting, everyone is so predictable and the University has kind of formed us into one way of thinking instead of being individual thinkers.
It’s kind of funny because he said how much of a breath of fresh air you were able to get up here, but honestly, he was the breath of fresh air to me. 
I know better than to expect more from him. But I can’t help myself. He’s my first, and he is someone who I have had a little bit of history with, even if it was a long time ago, he knows who I am. I want to see him again, and we’ve made plans to do so in the future, which is exciting. But I just want someone to call mine, I have so much loving inside of me I’m so ready to just give it all to someone, to bear my heart and have it be accepted and even reciprocated. He’ll hurt me, I know that. But I don’t care. I’m so tired of caring. So damn tired. And I like him, I truly do. 
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denadonut-blog · 7 years
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Thighs Before Guys -- Ch 1
"Amoriel!" I look up from my book to find Nina running head-first towards me. Great. I just wanted to read peacefully with the hope she wouldn't see me, or that she'd be late and not have the chance of seeing me at all. Even just looking at her hikes up my annoyance. "Hey Nina.." I try a smile and see the results come back positive. She smiles back widely. Maybe today will be different.... "I was SOOO busy at the weekend! I had my tutoring sessions and watched BTS' new song Blood, Sweat and Tears. Have you watched it? I sent you the link. Have you seen Jimins new hair? I think it suits him- " Nina blabs on. Why does she always talk? Can't she be quiet for just one minute? Her voice is so annoying. I found myself in a pool of wonder when I noticed a certain dark haired, skinny framed girl come through the school building, making her way towards me, or rather us. "Jade! Jade! Over here! How are you?" I grin at my best friends new presence. "Oh, I'm great thanks. And you?" Jade smiled faintly. Jades smile doesn't really make a big appearance, or a regular one at that. She is a very quiet, keep-to-herself person who I love and cherish greatly. "Yup, I'm great actually." Trying to carry on the conversation desperately so I don't have to listen to Nina's voice any longer, I continue, "So at the weekend I finished all the food. I know it's bad, but it was practically calling to me. Egging me on, almost." I was guilty, but he'll, those snacks had tasted GREAT. Nina laughs loudly, "Yeah, I wouldn't have been able to come with you guys anyway. I had tuitions. By the way, Amoriel, how was your birthday?" Well, about time too, "It was great, actually, there were -" "My birthday, which is in June by the way, was boring. My family members came round and they were so annoying. I hate them so much, why can't they just stop bothering me, seriously." Nina said this with the most serious face she owns. I knew it, I KNEW IT. She doesn't care about my birthday AT ALL, it was just another reason to talk and complain about how much she hates her family, when in fact they aren't that half bad. I love my family and even though we have our moments, I adore them all, and for Nina to say that is an outrage and beyond rude and disrespectful. But then again... that is exactly who this girl is. Rude, obnoxious, annoying, disrespectful, mean, and a bunch of other negative describing words. I guess you can say I'm the same, but I don't talk about myself that much, it's excessive and obsessive. I hope to all ends of the earth that I am never like Nina. Honestly she isn't that bad, but she always catches me at my worst moments when I'm annoyed or angry. There is just somethings about her that's so... so... slap worthy? Freaking annoying? As I'm about to awaken my dark spirit of annoyed, the bell goes, soi shrug and take a deep breath. "See you guys later." I yell before heading in the direction of my form. "Bye!" ........ "- so my dad got me this phone. I guess it's the least he could do since he's such a dickhead." Rose complains in form. Rose was the first friend I had ever made in England. The second I was placed in my new class, I sat down and looked around in awe and saw her smile at me before bum-shuffling closer to sit next to me on the carpet. This was the second I knew we would be best friends. Unfortunately we are in high school how, and not Primary. She has become a lot more spiteful and mean, but I guess she has a reason for her grouchiness, yet she always seemed to take everything out on me. "My dad is coming back today from a trip for work after three weeks." My eyes light up, "I can't wait to see him! I missed him so much.." "Oh yeah?" Roses' eyes train on me in a hard frown, "my dad has been away for eight months, how do you think I feel? I've not seen my dad for much longer than you have yours." I feel hurt, "I know, but I still miss him. I'm allowed to be happy and in allowed to miss him, you know." "Don't be so sensitive. God, you are so-" "Okay, register. Please be quiet and listen to your names." Our dorm teacher calls out from behind his desk. My head falls in hurt. What did I do? What did I even do? After the register my table of four, Rose, Ella, May and me, start chatting again, well, except for me. They always joke about me and Roses' bickering in form, but it gets to me. She always seems so hateful of me, like she really does despise me for literally no reason. I don't know what I did, but form has become dreadful with her jabbing her low spirits my way, always seeming to catch on my good mood, and pull it apart like a loose thread in a knitted jumper, unraveling into one final single piece of string. Maybe I annoy her like Nina annoys me, but I do value Roses' friendship. She was my best friend for years, and seek her in a good mood, Rose is amazing. I always seem to be dodging her wrath. Like I could get hurt by one wrong step, yet be successful in another. It was a whole lot of confusing, but it came out with the same emotions, every time. It's always me. "Didn't you know that Amoriel? Maybe you shouldn't be in top set History of you think what you just said is true. I think the teachers made a mistake in making you a top set student." Rose sneered, glorious in her success, yet I was sure it was true. It may have been a mistake though, but she should know more than anyone about making mistakes.. Or another time, "Oh look! It says Amoriel Davis! Hey Rose! Mr Lewis put on my slip Amoriel Davis instead of Amoriel Rogers. He put your last name! Isn't that funny?" I start laughing bashfully. I didn't know that he could make that mistake! "What?! Change it now. Give it here, I'll change it." She glares at me like it was my fault in the first place. I frowned, I didn't want her ruining my neat slip. Mine. "No." I say. "It's my slip, leave it. I want it there." Roses' face turns angry as she becomes more annoyed, "No, I said change it NOW. I mean it. I don't want it there. It's my last name, so change it now!" She practically shouts at me. I blink in shock before anger starts to seep through my body. "Why should I? It's my slip, my first name. I'm not going to use it anyway, and no one will see. Just leave it. It's not a big deal." I shrug trying to stay calm, but I'm not doing a great job of it as I could see Ella, who sits next to Rose, give May, who sits next to me, a look as if to say 'here we go again'. This calmed me down a bit because I didn't want to cause a massive scene over some paper mistake. "God, you are such a fucking BITCH!" Rose huffs before leaving it at that. Instead of anger now, I feel hurt and upset. Again. Did I overreact? I don't think I did. Why did she swear at me then? That was so uncalled for. I can go on with the examples of how she upset me. My mum even talked to Roses mum, who is the nicest person alive. Roses' mum, Jane, had back problems. She has had so many operations, and is still in some amount of pain. Her husband, Tim, decided to leave his family of five and go to Canada. Alone. His children, one of them being Rose, had already many anger problems and issues with the family. He just made it worse by being selfish and going off doing his own thing, leaving the family he was a part of, to fend for themselves. He left Rose in a whole world of hurt, yet she still has the audacity to treat me like Tim treated her and her family, and that got to me the most. She thought it was okay to do that, acception maybe, and it wasn't. ....... The lunch bell rings and I bounce on my feet in anticipation as our teacher, Mrs Gregg's decided to take her time inspecting the class for any sort of mess. There was none, of course, even the pens and glue sticks being chucked around all lesson, were picked up and put away but not by the people throwing them, but by the teachers since they were always found near the innocent ones. Classic. "Okay, you can go." And with that I bolt out of the room as fast as my massive and heavy bag tries to drag me down or make my knees buckle. Waiting outside of the corridor under the shelter of the library I patiently wait for Jade, Angelina and yes, even Nina. I waited... And waited... And waited... By this time the desperate maths hall was clearly abandoned with students, but I was sure I never saw them escape my line of sight. Sighing in defeat I make my way past the music corridor and towards the cafeteria since that's where I eat lunch, never in the right hand side cafeteria, or the lunch hall aka main hall for assembly, but always the left hand side cafeteria. That was best. It also may have to do with a little crush for a guy who has started sitting in there with his friends, but I was in that cafeteria since day one and I didn't plan on moving anytime soon. Not now, anyway. As I entered the cafeteria I looked right at the back and found to my annoyance, my three supposedly friends laughing and eating, probably doing the same at the time I was waiting for them. How is it they never wait for me, yet I wait for them and they don't even notice. How nice. "Hey guys. You'll never guess what happened!" I say in mock excitement. "What?" Nina asks in her usual loud and demanding voice. "I was waiting for my friends, sacrificing my beautiful lunch time, when ten or fifteen minutes in I realised they had ditched me! How great it that!" I say in mock sarcasm. "Oh. Well we went out through the computer room door." No sorry? No apology? Nothing? Well I am NOT waiting for these people anymore. Worst mistake of my life. "Oh, I'm so sorry Amoriel!" Jade's small voice says with an apologetic tone. She always makes me apologise instead which was kind of amusing since it toned down my fire a bit, like it was sand or water. "No, it's fine. I'm jut never waiting for you guys ever again. Too bad, you missed out on this:" I point two thumbs at myself. "Yeah, never mind. Anyway, I need to do my tuition homework. I'm so happy! I finally know how to convert fractions into percentages! I also got a B+ in science. My parents are going to be so mad with me." I roll my eyes as I remember on the easier version of her test I got a D. A freaking D! Like her parents would be upset with a B, no one can argue with a B. It practically stands for Best. And that's exactly what Nina thinks of herself. .......
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