Testament

i think if i painted my ex situationship i'd be cured it's the most shallow but intense connection i've had w anyone i think i am so obsessed w how she looks i want 2 photograph her/paint her forever rant in tags but ive talked abt it b4 so feel free to ignore

From that one day we visited the gray squirrel at Olive Garden in my lil Billy coded outfit 💕

i hate landlords so fucking much

Jerry Hall, 1988. Photo by Terry O'Neill.

Timothy malpractice rand,,,, none of his science or medical experiments are anywhere near ethical. They both left ethics at the door like several hours ago……….. rolan just letting rand poke around inside him, tear open his stomach, expose his ribs and break open the bones to get to his heart and lungs. Pulling on the veins and nerves and tendons and muscles to see what he can make twitch and spasm and pull. And rolan feels so out of control, so out of himself, so deep in Rand’s hands that he barely even notices any of it. It doesn’t hurt, but it’s an indescribable eldritch feeling and he clicks and clicks and clicks and clicks and clicks and clicks and it’s hard to tell whose really losing their sanity

AUGH YESSSSS and because of how different his body is and functions, rand needs a knife to make way through the flesh, through the ribcage, the bones are too hard and slippery for him to pull just w his hands, but when he can, he'll tear the skin and tissues and muscles with his hands, and sometimes with his teeth, sinking them into rolan, giving into some primal instinct he didnt even know he had. Rand follows the course of his veins, holds them between his fingers and presses them, sometimes pulls them and tears them and watch as rolan's skin gets paler, his eyes fluttering and rolling as he gets too close to unconsciousness. it happens, rolan passes out multiple times, but rand tries to keep him awake as much as he can, its a lot more interesting that way, to watch how he responds to each of his movements. its so similar yet so different from what rand experienced dissecting small animals in biology class, it makes him even more invested, even more curious to explore how rolan works.

one of these days i'm going to try and make newspaper clippings for constantine's initial murder trial after newcastle and i Will be hurting my own feelings when i do.

Breakin’, Joel Silberg

the terrible thing abt waking up at 6 for work and being clocked in at 7am is well I'm still not used to it and still have to take a nap after (tho today I only took a 30 minute nap so idk progress?) and also it's only midnight and I'm gonna get barely 6 hours if I sleep Right now which isn't happening

Metallica and Cinderella

From left to right: James Hetfield, Jason Newsted, Kirk Hammett, Tom Keifer and Jeff LaBar

Judy Landers as Sara Joy Pitts wearing loose-fitting really short hot pink short shorts on Madame's Place

Sweater vest high-waisted jeans

Vintage print of American model and actress Jerry Hall, mid 1970s. Photo by Terry O'Neill.

Amanda brizolla at ford ny