Hätte ich die Wahl zwischen vergewaltigt werden, dafür aber alles ab Silvester nicht so abgelaufen wäre wie es ist. Oder nie wieder vergewaltigt werden, und die Realität wäre weiterhin die Realität, dann würde ich ohne zu zögern Option eins wählen.

preferred. If you wanted to spend new years eve with me you would have taken this 10 minutes drive .. I mean you were able to drive 9 times longer in the other direction. The other proof that "wish I would be with you on the tower like last year' wasn't the truth is, that you booked that flight. If what you wrote would have been the truth you should have been like 'I want to be with her. Now I am with my mates and over one hour drive away from her. I should at least spend the 1th of January with her. Celebrating our own new years eve like we did the year before.' Instead you booked a flight. YOU BOOKED A FUCKING FLIGHT. That alone broke my heart because I waited and waited and waited and hoped again and again and again. Instead of spending my father's money on trips/vacations/traveling/exploring I LITERALLY SPENT IT ON SHIT. Because people have to eat, while waiting for things that are never gonna happen. And then, out of nowhere YOU BOOK A FUCKING FLIGHT. And what really shattered my being, my trust in you, what ripped my heart out, what nearly cut our already damaged bond completely through was the LOCATION you went to. You lied by saying 'that's a coincidence it was the cheapest flight', and you really brought the fucking Robin thing GETTING MY HOPES UP THAT YOU ARE GONNA STAY, and then left nevertheless. You KNEW, you did it aswell. I would have given you those 500€ without hesitation, but I had no worth at all for you. And I begged, I tried to find a compromise, it didn't matter to you. I didn't matter. You decided what you wanna do like living a single life. Your behavior had ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH A RELATIONSHIP. I can't understand how you were able to hurt me that bad. How the fucking hell could you do to me what you did?! And sadly it wasn't the first time I had that awful thought in mind. Sometimes you are the CRULEST person I ever met. How just how?!?! You enjoyed yourself, having a good time sitting in the sand, in the warmth, listening to the sound of the ocean, watching a sunset with another girl right next to you. Just thinking about this makes my insides cringe in agony and tremendous pain. And said girl 'she's just a friend of Aman', was always right by your side. Leg pressed on leg. Her leg was pressed to yours not to Amans leg who was sitting on the right side next to her. On your esplanade stroll or whatever it was you were walking closest to her, directly behind her, looking happy like you were living your best life. At the same time I had one breakdown after the other. Because I was stupid enough to trust you. I trusted you completely and you smashed it. I saw the way you were looking at her and I know your behavior good enough to see some things. You did quite a lot of things those last months that hurt me badly, but your 'Männertrip' killed something inside of me and I can't look at you the same.

Sometimes I think I like my coworkers as people but then they go gossip about a dude with long hair, whine about jobless people receiving THEIR MONEY (taxes) so they get paid for doing nothing, a homeless man owning 1 nice jacket he paid for in cash, someone being too fat to fit into our chairs, trans people existing and misgendering them afterwards even when they already said what they're pronouns are(especially funny after the 'oh no idc/am fine w/ trans ppl-just curious and don't understand it fully but i am fine w/ them no problems there'-chats), about gay men being too flamboyant bc that other gay man isn't, about us paying for inmates' wages (again-taxes, also where do you think your money is going into eventually anyway? our wages are also paid for by other ppl-money is supposed to move around??), about how there were so many covid regulations and suddenly there is nothing about it so that means it was all a hoax and not that covid is still there and killing but it'd be too expensive to keep up quarantine so it was faded out despite still being on going

sometimes it's really fucking hard to like people when you fundamentally disagree with how they want other people to be treated or what they get mad about

Thanks Italian bureaucracy for making SO FUCKIN HARD for poor people to make some extra bucks with selling stuff online because you have those fucking 4k€/year to give (for retirement money WE'LL NEVER HAVE BACK) even if you earn nothing (plus the 500bucks at least for the mandatory financial advisor to file your taxes and all those extra expenses nobody tells you while starting out).

I have honest to god phobia of bureaucracy, I would need therapy to start a business here, it's so fucked up. I'm so angry.

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Also i had like this costumer message me like "hey dude. I'd like to get your services but i wanna go eat at an discreet restaurant first to get to know you, I'll pay the food" and i was like yeah okay man no prob this is great (i actually hate it, i prefer seeing my costumers like 5 minutes, do my service and leave) so then we met up at this really expensive restaurant and we had dinner together and he went like "yeah so... I'm gay. But my mom and dad will disown me, and send a fucking hitman if I don't give them grandchildren in the next three years. And i thought that maybe i could rent you as a father? I tried with many women but i just can't get a hard one so i thought about trying with a transmen that's on T" and i was already like woah woah woah dude hold up and he proceeded to explain that I'd get an allowance of 500bucks a week until the thing is born, he'd pay for an birth outside of germany if i didn't want insurance to know i got preggo, yadayadayada

And honestly? The guy is really sweet and he like showed me ALL private documents so i could check he actually could pay me that amount and how long he and his bf wanted a child but his mom terrorising him if it's not his own and how she wanted to get a DNA test asap he walks in with a child and yadayadayada

I contemplated it tbh but i told him only if i get 5k a month because yes. I still have my female organs and could TECHNICALLY get one. But 2k a month are not enough for the dysphoria I'll go through

He even showed me a contract (with all sites so i couldn't get tricked) he set up and shit and i told him.. no dude. Thank you. If you raise the payment, i will go through this. But not like this man

I kinda feel sorry for him and honestly my breeding kink would've been SO happy lmao, but no. 18k for ruining my mental health and body in nine months just don't do the job 45k would do the job more bc i can pay my driver's license, pay for good therapy, just pay my legal change of name and still got some leftovers lol

No way in hell i get preggo that cheap man. I'm sorry

His husband called me selfish when we met him outside but i just punched him and walked sway

Dinner was nice tho

Got a pop-up notif while i was playing Isaac, something about wallet charge limits on PSN getting pushed up to 55k yen, which, fine, whatever. Except, so, like, i'm in Japan, so most all the stuff that comes up is in Japanese even wiv the system language set to English; and i can read it, but it takes a minute, and those notifs don't stay on screen for all that long. So, long story short, just about had a heart attack, 'cause i saw 55k yen and wallet and thought someone had scammed my debit card.

And that's why i lost that Hush fight. Had nothing to do wiv my playing like shite.

(Ok, ok, it had everything to do wiv that, but, also, i did, legitimately, freak the fuck out when that notif came up. Which, honestly, i shouldnae done, since, like, when was the last time i had 55k in my bank account? Sure as hell no time recent-like)

(Also, that's like 500bucks American? You'll have to do the conversion rates if you're elsewhere, i can't keep it all in my head)

We have so much pizza left over, spent 500bucks on groceries, and then pokemon cards dropped at McDonald's lol I can't win. I got no excuse to go there.

Don't cry for me Argentina

I think I just made the best Heihachi costume ever 😂 ...I call it, 500bucks. Get it? Buck head. And rich man.

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incredibly eye opening to truly understand that all beauty standards and desirable aesthetics throughout time have been dependent on what was accessible to rich ppl and unattainable for the poor. ppl used to show of wealth by wearing clothes with unnecesary fabric (eg long&wide sleeves) and now they do it by wearing shitty quality tshirts that cost 500bucks. which leads to another point: the aesthetic of wealth is tied inextricably to wasted resources

!!! Go off 📣 The standard of beauty is and always has been an elitist concept and to not fall into its trap and consequently into a spiral of self hatred is by itself an act of resistance against capitalism and its ideals, SELF LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE IS REBELLION PASS IT ON

Finally got a single appointment to view a flat

It is a rather nice looking one for cheap even though NOW it too is above 500bucks despite being for a single person and cheap and all that Which like Yeah it’s not the 700bucks that a 3room one would usually be but that’s still over 1/3rd of my money gone

I know that’s not the worst and other places are worse bla bla bla idc I don’t live at other places and having to pay to live or just survive is still an insane concept to me ✌

Connor : dream you came- wait y/n?

reader: im surprised you even recognise me like with this and before you ask about the outfit i lost a bet and i atleest i earned 500bucks and candy from this

Connor: Schlatt... Oh god, I send you my prayers Y/N!

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The SMD's really don't look like they're worth 500bucks. I mean, maybe other vinyls, and resins don't look it either. IDK. But something about smartdolls just always made me think they're in the lower price range. Imagine my shock when they actually cost something. I guess it's the same face syndrome they have, they look kinda mass produced. Kinda all the same, their joints crack relatively easily? And they are marketed at children.

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