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krnzysh · 1 year
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BODY AND SOUL !
SUMMARY after a certain pyro user plagued your mind, you find yourself failing to catch sleep. but what would happen if the same person you were trying oh so desperately to get your mind off of finds you and reveals unspoken feelings?
CHARACTER Diluc Ragnvindr x gn!reader
WARNINGS gender neutral reader, mentions of death, mention of the word 'fuck' once, slight abandonment issues, kissing scene from an inexperienced writer, not proofread! lmk if I missed any
WORD COUNT 1269
[💬] LOVE, AIKA uhm another fic inspired by pride and prejudice from me<3 this is a small fic I made back then and it's been in my drafts for about a month now? so here it is! I hope u enjoy~
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The bright sun was only starting to rise, and the cold and gentle breeze from the night before blew dandelions away.
Why were you even awake in the break of dawn? That was the question you asked yourself.
But there was only one answer, you were up all night thinking about him…
Diluc Ragnvindr, the master of dawn winery, the most eligible bachelor, The uncrowned king of Mondstadt himself. The man who has captured your heart just from a single glance.
Meanwhile, you were just an ordinary citizen. You worked at Floral Whisper together with Flora and Donna.
With Donna’s never-ending rants about Diluc — who you have feelings for — you find your heart clenching whenever she does so.
How could someone like him, a noble of high status, fall for you? Nothing less but a mere commoner.
As you shook those thoughts away, you find yourself gazing at the beautiful terrain of Mondstadt. The luscious green grass covers kilometers of land. The streams of water rippled from the smallest breeze of wind. Mondstadt itself truly is a piece of art.
This was supposed to be a night walk to clear your thoughts and help you fall asleep, yet you were so engrossed in your thoughts that you felt as if the clocks stopped and you were in your own world.
You cherished the stillness of the night, no noise whatsoever, unlike how rowdy it can get during daylight.
But the faint rustle of footsteps broke you away from your thoughts, thinking for the worst you freeze in your place.
You close your eyes, hoping that atleast they could give you a quick and easy death.
But to your surprise a touch on your shoulder had you opening your eyes.
Whoever touched you had warm hands, they were so gentle, as if scared they could break you like a porcelain doll.
“Hey, it’s just me…” The person greeted you, the voice soft and very recognizable.
You turn around to see him, the same man that occupied your thoughts, leaving you with sleepless nights.
“Sorry, I thought it was someone.” You apologize for the action earlier, really you couldn’t blame yourself. Although there were patrolling knights, there are still hunters and monsters.
Diluc on the other hand was curious, why were you here? So early in the morning? So to satisfy his curiosity, he asked; “What are you doing here, when the sun hasn’t even risen yet?” 
Taken aback by his question, you kept silent for a while. You just can’t tell him ‘Oh I came here because I couldn’t stop thinking of you’. So you thought of a quick excuse; 
“I couldn’t sleep, so I decided to go on a walk…” It wasn’t really a lie, I mean, you were unable to sleep.
He stared at you suspiciously, as if questioning your answer, he always knew, but he kept quiet, understanding that whatever really was the reason you just didn’t want to share.
That’s why you fell for him, he knew you to the point that you didn’t even need to say anything but he already knew, he could read you so easily as if you were a children’s bedtime story.
Coupled with those behaviors of his, you just couldn’t help but fall for him in general. Everything about him was just so, loveable. You couldn’t help yourself but fall for him more and more as you spent time together.
You got to meet him when he was still a young child together with his brother, kaeya. Your father was Mr. Crepus’ bartender at Angels Share back in their days.
You were with him when he was still smiling so genuinely, with no care of the world.
You were with him when his father died and he broke any contact he had with his brother.
You were with him until he stopped talking to you, pushing you away.
Only a couple of years ago, he finally came to his senses, apologizing for his actions and asking if he could still rebuild that friendship you both once had.
“[Name]!” He called your name, shaking your shoulders, eyes held worry in them. “Are you okay? You spaced out again…” He asked.
“I am, sorry for worrying you.” You give him a soft smile to assure him. But Diluc couldn’t help but sigh, worried for the person he loves so dearly.
He loved you so much, he would fight Celestia and the Abyss for you just to keep you safe. But he was a coward, scared that once you find out his feelings for you, you would both grow apart again.
But he doesn’t know, that you love him, so dearly. You were both in love with each other. It was painfully obvious to the people around you, especially Kaeya.
You both stay in silence for some more time, just gazing at the rising sun. You looked so ethereal in Diluc’s eyes that he couldn’t help but ask himself, ‘Do I really deserve such an angel?’
Although he wanted to stay with you, he still had work to take care of. He turned to leave you alone, sensing you wanted more time gazing at the landscape before you. “[Name], I am going to head out now.”
Before he could even move, soft fingers grabbed the sleeves of his coat, clinging onto them as if begging him to stay. 
You were shocked, your body moved and clung to him.
“[Name]...?” He hesitantly asked, he too was taken aback by your bold moves.
Lowering your head, you looked into his eyes, finally taking that risk.
The nerves got to you, stopping you from uttering a word ‘Fuck, I’m just stalling him’ you bow your head down, staring at the grass and fiddling with your hands.
Sensing your nerves, he just stayed there with you, silently gazing into your head.
“[Name], can I… no, may I tell you something?” He spoke up after a while. To his question, you merely nod your head as a yes.
He let out a deep breath before proceeding; “I would like to tell you…” he started.
Raising your head to look at him, you noticed the tips of his ears burning red, ‘He’s flustered…?’ you thought.
“You… have bewitched me, body and soul, and I…’ He stopped for a little before continuing;
“And I love, I love, I love you… And I wish from this day forth never to be parted from you” He finally confesses, gazing at you with the softest eyes that hold so much love in them.
Shocked… After all this time, he also loved you? After all those sleepless nights of thinking if he loved anyone… 
Who he held so dear in his heart… was you…?
You couldn’t control the rosy tint that was dancing along your cheeks.
Approaching him, you took hold of his hand and rested your cheek on it… “Well, it would be a lie if I said I hold no feelings for you, ‘Luc..”
When he heard those words leave your mouth, a prominent red tint spread across his cheeks.
He brought you closer to him, faces only inches away from one another. 
You closed your eyes and leaned into him, as he captured the softness of your lips with his. You felt butterflies flutter around your stomach, you were sure he felt the same sensation.
In a bystander's eyes, it looked as if you were angels sent by Lord Barbatos himself with the sun rising behind you both, illuminating your figures and giving them a shining glow.
But to you, you were content, here, just having him already felt like heaven.
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krnzysh · 1 year
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PRIDE OF A SCRIBE !
SUMMARY You stood there, under the rain, soaking wet, and face to face with the same man whose pride you loathed with every fiber of your being. Yet how come he stood there, eyes so soft for you?
CHARACTER Al-Haitham x gn!reader
WARNINGS major spoilers for pride and prejudice (I used the same dialogue for the confession heaurhisauf)!, OOC alhaitham (I based him off of Mr. darcy’s personality cus why not), arguing, angst no comfort, gender neutral reader, just angst<3, oneshot only. lmk if I missed any!
WORD COUNT 1229 
PICTURE CRED Alhaitham's character demo
[💬] LOVE, AIKA I recently rewatched pride and prejudice heisdh and I wanted to write a little come home offering for Alhaitham so uhm yeah🧍 he just fits Mr. Darcy so well ahuehuehue (I actually have another idea for Mr. Bingley ehehsihd lmk if you want it hehehe)
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Your idiocy is something you are not proud of. Now because of your decision, you stood there soaking wet, from head to toe.
It was a sunny morning, with no signs of a dark sky, or the feeling of cold droplets of water on your skin that fell from the heavens.
But here you were, running. Desperately seeking shelter from the harsh wind and the heavy downfall of the rain.
Moments before, you were just sitting in the House of Daena where you were reading on scrolls for your research. You were far too engrossed that you didn’t notice the abundance of scholars who left before the downcast of the rain.
As you think back, you make a mental note on making sure that you are more aware of your surroundings.
Exhaustion enveloped your body as soon as you leaned on the wall for support. ‘I need to get home’. Was the only thought that occupied your head.
But before you could stand once more, a certain figure caught your line of sight. 
As the figure grew larger and larger, and as a presence drew nearer, there the grand scribe of the Akademiya stood in all his glory.
He was the last person you wanted to see. Especially in this state of yours.
You wanted to avoid him as much as possible, “Alhaitham... What are you-”
“Y/n, please.” He cut your inquiry off, his voice bled and beseech you to listen to him, his eyes scanning you, earnestly trying to make you stay and hear him out.
Deciding to hear him out, you stood in silence, breaking eye contact with the scribe. What could he be thinking? 
Noticing your silent response, he took this as a sign to keep talking. Finally, tell you what he was keeping deep in his heart.
He began to speak, in a manner you most certainly never expected him in. His voice was filled with adoration and he spoke as if he cherished and loved you.
“Y/n, I have struggled in vain and I can no longer bear it.” He started, eyes locked on you. You saw how he badly wanted to hold you, yet he refrained from doing so.
You stare at him, awaiting his next words. Your ears perked and were ready to hear every last syllable that came from his mouth.
 “These past months have been a torment, I repeatedly came to the House of Daena to see you…” He admits. Alhaitham stopped for a moment before continuing. 
“I have fought against my better judgment, my family's expectations, the inferiority of your birth by rank and circumstance. All these things I am willing to put aside and ask you to end my agony.” He continued, albeit faster and his demeanor never faltered.
But you? You were confused. Oh so confused.
What was he saying? End his agony? You couldn’t understand. And with confusion in your eyes and in your voice, you questioned him;
“I don’t understand…” You didn’t understand. After he insulted your ranking and your position after he said all those words and after he asked you to end his agony.
‘Just what is this scribe pertaining to?’ You ask yourself
Sensing the confusion, Alhaitham, spoke, with more honesty and love.
“I love you.” He finally confessed, stopping for a second before continuing, “Most ardently. Please do me the honor of accepting my hand.”
The shock was painted all over your face. Eyes blew wide, mouth agape. Your head still hasn’t registered his words.
Alhaitham, the grand scribe of the Akademiya, the prideful man he is, confessed his feelings, to you…?
You had no feelings for the man, atleast that is what your mind wanted to believe.
Minutes felt like hours, the long cruciating silence that took over you both was silent enough that only the pitter-patter of the rain can be heard.
“Sir scribe, I appreciate the struggle you have been through, and I am very sorry to have caused you pain. Believe me, it was unconsciously done.” You finally replied to him after what seemed like ages.
Alhaitham whose face never changed still maintained that poker face, replied to your statement. With a curt “Is that your reply?”
The cold and monotone voice spoke through the never-ending sploshes of water
He maintained eye contact with you as you answer his question.
“Yes, sir scribe.”
“Are you… are you laughing at me?”
“No.”
“Are you rejecting me?”
You so badly wanted to let out a scoff, he still couldn’t let his pride now, even at this moment. Can he?
“I'm sure that the feelings which, as you've told me have hindered your regard, will help you in overcoming it.” You told him, blatantly rejecting him.
“Might I ask why, with so little endeavor at civility, I am thus repulsed?” He further inquired.
The irony. You thought that maybe he could’ve let his pride lower, even just for this moment. But no, he’s just that prideful, isn’t he?
“And I might as well enquire why, with so evident a design of insulting me, you chose to tell me that you liked me against your better judgment.”
“So this is your opinion of me. Thank you for explaining so fully. Perhaps these offenses might have been overlooked had not your pride been hurt by my honesty…”
Looking him in the eye, your rage grew, more and more so. 
“My… pride?”
You questioned him, is this how he treats the person he cherishes and adores?
“...in admitting scruples about our relationship. Could you expect me to rejoice in the inferiority of your circumstances?”
Oh, he just added fuel to the raging fire that you desperately tried to tame.
You knew of your status, you were well aware you were not born into an influential family nor were you raised with so much money. But for him to insult you and rub it into your face? 
Hurt, you reply to him “And those are the words of THE GRAND SCRIBE.”  emphasizing his title.
“From the first moment, I met you, your arrogance and conceit, your selfish disdain for the feelings of others made me realize that you were the last man in the world I could ever be prevailed upon to marry.”
No, you know it yourself, you don’t hate him, you don’t loathe him. You adore him. So much so that you just wanted to embrace him and make him yours.
But what he said just hurt you, so much. 
You both stood there, eyes filled with rage, but if you look closer, you can see how hurt you were.
Alhaitham wanted to hold you. He wanted to cherish you, to give you all the love that you deserve. But he had to mess up, maybe Kaveh was right.
You saw how he wanted to reach out to you, but he stopped himself.
You saw how he wanted to wipe your tears away and apologize, he wanted to comfort you.
“I… apologize for taking so much of your time. Please stay safe, Y/n” 
He finally spoke up, breaking eye contact with you. Turning around to leave.
He gave you one last glance before finally, leaving you and your thoughts alone.
Too much thought ran throughout your head, still not fully understanding the situation. Still in confusion.
But you had one question for yourself. Did you really, not love him?
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krnzysh · 1 year
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FAVORITE NUMBER ?
SUMMARY where you finally say yes to your suitor in a creative way
CHARACTER kamisato ayato x gn!reader
CW very self indulgent, modern au, gender neutral reader, just pure fluff, angst if you squint, rushed fic, mentions of crying, overthinking, use of call signs, not proofread. lmk if I missed any
[ 💬 ] LOVE, AIKA ¹this is the result of my spin the wheel journey. fluff for now hehehe might post angst soon? idk depends on how busy/motivated I am. ²i got this idea after watching this tiktok wjdhfdndo
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“I’m on my way,” Ayato spoke from the other side of the call.
Today marked the 2nd year Ayato had been courting you. Throughout those two years, Ayato had always been patient.
For two years he had been working hard to get that single word from you finally.
Every day for the last two years, he never failed to show you how important you are to him.
Ayato always said to take your time, and that he’s not rushing you to enter a relationship with him.
Despite this, you couldn’t help but worry. What if he got tired of waiting for you? What if he finds someone else to love? So many what-ifs ran through your head.
Ayato knew, he always knew about those thoughts you have, he did his best to quell your worries. It always worked.
Today, you wanted to finally answer the long-asked question. You wanted to tell him “Yes”.
But what's the fun in just telling him? So you concocted a plan together with his sister, Ayaka, who had always been supportive of you both.
Your train of thoughts came to a halt when you heard a knock on your door.
Grabbing your things, and making a beeline to the door, there greeted you the sight of your boyfriend-to-be, holding a bouquet of crochet flowers.
You swear you felt your heart beat faster at the sight.
He wrapped you up in his embrace before handing the bouquet which contained an assortment of flowers.
Returning the hug albeit a bit tighter, and giving his cheek a kiss as a thank you.
He chuckled, his ears turning a pink hue.
"Hi, love" Ayato greeted you,
"Hello" It was your turn to get flustered, he was truly a very unpredictable man, as mischievous as he is, you can't deny the fact that is one of his many quirks that you fell in love with.
Noticing you reddening cheeks, he let out another chuckle. 'Adorable', he thought.
Being the gentleman he is, he walked you to his car with a hand on the small of your back. Opening the door and helping you buckle your seat.
The drive to the location was a quiet one, you loved the fact that no matter how many words were spoken be it none or thousands, you never felt empty, his presence alone was enough to fill your heart.
"We're here," Ayato announced after parking the car.
The view was one you could never forget, it was breathtaking.
The setting sun made it more ethereal, it was like a scene from a book, it looked so unreal.
But to Ayato? You were the most breathtaking view, seeing you gaze at the unending sky with your sparkling eyes.
He fell in love with you all over again.
He uttered your name, beckoning you to come sit with him. He fed you the snacks he brought, and even cuddled you close to him.
After awhile of just sitting together and talking about what not, you gaze into his lavender eyes, you find yourself lost in them.
'Now's the chance' you thought. It was finally time to give him your long awaited gift.
"Ayato?"
He hummed in response, knowing he's listening you decided to continue on.
"What's your favorite number from 1 to 30?"
Though surprised by the sudden question, he nonetheless answered, "19, why?"
Still a bit anxious, you decided to stall more, so, you asked again
"Aside from 19?"
"26, my birthdate"
He answered despite the initial confusion.
"Do you want to know mine?"
"Of course, I want to know everything there is about you"
'Smooth.' you though to yourself.
"My favorite number is 6, ask me why,"
Without any hesitation, he asked "Why?"
"That would be our monthsary!" you replied, anxiously waiting for his reaction.
Pure confusion was written all over his face that you couldn't help but let out a small giggle.
It still hasn't registered in his head, 'monthsary..?' what could it ever mean?
Then it all clicked, you were finally saying yes to his courting!
His face glowed red, salty droplets of tears rolled down his face, he couldn't help it can he?
"Love, are you serious right now?"
"Of course I am. Today is April 6 right?"
"May 6 would be our first monthsary then."
"That's right, what am I to you now?"
"My lover"
"Let's make it official, Love"
That was the first time you ever called him Love outside of texts, he felt butterflies fluttering all over is stomach at that very moment.
"I love you so much," He said, the first to many more.
"I love you too" you told him, leaning your forehead against his, staring at each other with so much love and adoration.
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krnzysh · 1 year
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FROM YOUR ONLY LOVE !
➜ WARNINGS gn!reader, use of endearments such as love, dear, etc. not proofread. short fic only! lmk if I missed any!
➜ AIKA'S NOTES just a little draft from me, not the best but it's been rotting there for awhile now🥲
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To my only love,
How have you been dear? I do hope you have been taking care of yourself. If you ever need anything, do remember just to tell someone, and they will be more than willing to help you.
It has been a while since we have seen each other, no? I do hope you miss me just as much as I miss you.
I miss how every morning you would greet me with a smile. I miss how every night I come home late, you
would be there to greet me. I miss your cooking. I miss your warm touches, hugs, and words of affirmation whenever things get hard. But most importantly, I miss your kisses that never fail to make my heart flutter, the same kisses that assure me, you are there, loving me.
I despise being sappy, but for all those things I just wrote, I truly do mean them. I hope my sincerity has reached your heart. 
Writing all those things makes me want to finish my business here as soon as possible. Don't worry dear, I will be home soon. 
Remember to take good care of yourself, and I love you, more than words can express. 
longing for your presence,
your only love♡
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kamisato ayato, jean gunnhildr, diluc ragnvindr, al haitham, zhongli, kaeya alberich, ningguang, cyno, tighnari, pantalone.
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