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FROM WESTEROS TO WINDSOR!
The Prince of Wales makes Mrs Jennifer Clarke and Emilia Clarke, Co-Founders and Trustees, SameYou Members of the Order of the British Empire recognizing services to people with brain injuries || 21 FEBRUARY 2024
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Menggali Hikmah dengan Journaling
Satu jam sebelum jam cinderella Allah membangunkanku setelah sebelumnya aku ketiduran ketika menemani anak untuk tertidur kembali dari bangunnya. Dan ketika bangun aku masih teringat tentang pekerjaan yang belum selesai dikerjakan karena ketiduran. Yang menarik adalah aku agak terkejut ketika bangun karena ketiduran dan langsung membayangkan bahwa aku belum membuat tulisan KLIP hari ini. Setelah melihat jam di HP, aku pun beranjak dari tempat tidur untuk menulis. Satu jam lagi sebelum jam cinderella, insyaaAllah masih cukup waktu untuk mengupayakan.
"Aku harus bangun tapi aku mau sholat dulu ah karena aku belum sholat", batinku tak lama dari bangun. Lalu aku pun turun dari ranjang dan mengambil mukena. Suamiku pun masuk ke kamar.
"Masih ada 1 jam lagi sebelum jam 12, aku mau nulis tapi aku mau sholat dulu", kataku.
"Loh, bukannya tadi udah sholat?", dengan sedikit tertawa dan memberi pelukan kecil suamiku pun mengingatkanku bahwa aku sudah sholat isya.
"Loh iya ta?", aku bertanya sambil mengingat.
"Oiya, aku udah sholat", seketika teringat dengan cepat bahwa usai adzan isya tadi aku langsung menunaikan sholat.
"Alhamdulillah", aku pun keluar kamar dan menuju kursi belakang untuk mulai menulis.
Satu kata, dua kata sampai akhirnya satu kalimat terangkai. Kalimat kedua. Hapus semua. Sejujurnya aku belum ada ide tema tulisan apa yang akan disetorkan hari ini. Bahkan untuk menuliskan apa yang terjadi hari ini pun seolah tidak ada yang menarik. Tapi aku teringat kembali ketika aku menuliskan apapun tentang apa yang terjadi hari ini aku jadi lebih memaknai apa yang terjadi hari ini. Respon-respon yang muncul ketika dihadapkan dengan situasi apapun bisa menjadi pelajaran untuk ke depannya. Ketika akan menuliskannya, aku seolah kembali mengurai berdasarkan munculnya kejadian dan responku terhadap kejadian tersebut. Respon baik maupun buruk tetap bisa kita ambil sebagai pelajaran. Ketika menulis otak diajak kembali merenungi apakah respon terhadap kejadian tadi tepat atau tidak yang akhirnya mengajakku untuk menjadi manusia penuh syukur dan ingin mengupayakan yang lebih baik ke depannya.
Meski aku tak tahu pasti konsep journaling tapi bagiku proses dari menulis ini bisa dianggap demikian.
Kuncinya adalah aku belajar memaknai dan menghadirkan diri secara utuh setiap detik waktuku.
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Daily Nagoriyuki 21022024
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via chinatimes.com | 21022024
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Jika bersama Allah tidak bisa membuatmu merasa nyaman dan tenang, tidak ada lagi yang bisa membuatmu mendapatkannya.
Karena hanya dengan mengingat Allah (merasa bersama dengan Allah, menyadari kehadiran Allah, mengakui kekuasaan Allah) hati menjadi tenang, bukan?
Mau cari dimana lagi? Sudah ada yang lebih dekat dari urat nadi tapi masih cari yang lain? RUUGI DONG!!
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21022024
The slowly decomposing friend chilling in the corner has been fed a piece of meat, since I can't find any dead flies around and I imagine he's hungry since none of the little thirst traps have been closed since I brought him home....
I asked about feeding him meat from this witch person who also told me to pick off the dead traps as soon as they appear, so I did that as well.
I hope the plant feels better and doesn't get food posioning from the meat.
[Random grandmom encounter yesterday][CW mentioning: suicide, self harm, ed, transfobia. abuse.] 🔻🔻🔻
I slept for 18 hours, prior to that, I stayed up for 28 hours in total. that makes 46 hours so yeah, pretty much how the last 2 days have gone; In a caffeine fueled delirium and weird dreams.
Yesterday I ran into grandmom in the wild (in the seacond hand store) and she offered to pay for the things I has gonna buy.
(A fish shaped glass dish and 2 shotglasses, I said they're for paint. These totalled 1,50€)
Then stood with her on the street and the converstation went sonething like this:
Me : (acting pretty erratic, talking loudly, swearing, talking about wanting to killmyself and trying to get to care and rehab, aka THE USUAL)
Grandmom: (Telling me to go to mom, that my hair, face and chlother look bad, wtf happen to me I used to be a pretty, nice little girl, tells me to pretend everything is fine and go to school and get a job)
I told her multiple times that I'm not going back to mom, (and my other responses)
"bc my mental health can't take it, I'm clearly not OK and I'm done pretending that I'am, it never lead to anything good, can't you see?"
"I can't go to school like this, they threw me out so I'm trying to get to the fucking rehabilitation, I don't know why it's taking so long on the social workers end. It's not that I'm not fucking trying at all"
"What is wrong with these clothes? What do you mean 'they aren't nice?"
"Because I don't look like the other kids, yeah there, look, anorexic little whores, that one is smoking an electric cigarette, yeah ...And I'm not exactly skinny anymore. I don't care I don't want to look like that, they're boring. "
" I do have long hair (lifts up rat tail*) see?... I don't want to get it cut I'll look dumb."
" I'm not scratching my face! It just is like that, I don't care! I'm just not pretty."
Told her that I'm fed up with the conversation a doesen times. Then left.
Did I fucking insult her once?
I feel like I'm being an asshole but I'm also really tired of tolerating such treatment.
I talked about this in this kind of 'youth support' -thing, I went to as my next stop.
That I don't wanna go back to 'being THEIR little girl, a fucking barbie doll. Never talk back, everything was decided for me, I was dressed to school for fucks sake, up to when I was like 16 until I was placed in the first unit. Or not dressed dressed, but I didn't get to pick my clothes or they had to be out of the ones mom or grandmom bought to me, bc I didn't get to pick them at the clothes store and hated going shopping anyways.
Never being able to fucking talk about 'not being OK' cutting in silence and crying in the shower floor bc I once got yelled at for crying 'without telling a reason' (I, myself, did not know why I was crying?)
So yeah, they want that back. They want the little doll back and I always get to hear about it. Fuck them, I'm so over it. Cutting off mom did take me time to get used to, shit was difficult at first for me too. Now I don't even think about it unless someone/thing brings it up. I recovered from anorexia after that for fuck's sake. I begun to feel feelings for the first time bc I could finally fucking talk about feeling like shit or being excited and not being yelled at or made fun of? Like I actually have some kind of personality now??? Like. I have no words. I'm just pissed off and annoyed that this has to still be shoved at my face every fucking time, like??? I'm an adult now? I look shit if I look shit and I have my fucking issues that effect my life and that's my fucking life for now for fucks sake.
Like, I have a certain about of 'backstory' I trauma dump on people and IF THEY CAN STILL STAND ME AFTER THAT they pass the vibe check. Then I can be comfortable and talk unrelated things or whatever, depends on the social situation.
Grand mom, does not pass the vibe check.
Sure I'm thankful that she paid the 1,50€ for me but. I can't be bought to act like a doll anymore. Not with money anyways.
I'll try to learn so I won't be bought with kindness either. Being too kind got me taken advantage of. I have trust issues.
Trying to learn to stfu as well but it's hard.
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The Prince of Wales makes Mrs Jennifer Clarke and Emilia Clarke, Co-Founders and Trustees of SameYou, Members of the Order of the British Empire recognizing services to people with brain injuries || 21 FEBRUARY 2024
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The Prince of Wales speaks with Mrs Jennifer Clarke and Emilia Clarke, Co-Founders and Trustees, SameYou durimg an Investiture Ceremony where he presented the mother and daughter duo with their MBEs recognizing their services to people with brain injuries || 21 FEBRUARY 2024
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The Prince of Wales made Dame Siobhain McDonagh, a Dame Commander of the British Empire, recognizing parliamentary and political service || 21 FEBRUARY 2024
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The Prince of Wales makes Elizabeth Gregory (Betsy Gregory), from London, is made an Officer of the Order of the British Empire recognizing her services to dance. || 21 FEBRUARY 2024
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Such a good memory in Hong Kong. See u again, Gn
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