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the family madrigal but from WTGROAM pepa pov (this was hell to write but welp):
river!
hair!
makeup!
lets run lets go!
this is bogota
we’ve got every generation
so full of tension
deconstructing my whole state of mind
this is my family
and incomplete constellation
so many stars and so many left it (oh my!)
whoa!
but let’s be clear mi mama and papa runs this show
whoa!
they hid and got us here so many years ago
whoa!
and every day it goes to shit even more!
there’s just a lot i simply do not know
so
welcome to this place called bogota
the home of the new family madrigal
(we’re on our way!)
where all the people are mundane and act more sensible
i’m part of this brand new family madrigal!
oh my gosh it’s her!
who is this family? (this family is like a nobody here!)
but we don’t even know the new people!
alright, alright, relax
it is physically impossible to relax!
JUST TELL US WHO THE FUCK DIEGO IS
and that’s why chicken trays are for grown ups!
my husband diego
his mood affects my safety!
when he’s unhappy
well the family gets scared
my brother bruno
that weird ass mf bruno?
they say he wrote some plays, then for the rest he basically disappears
oh! and that’s my sister julieta here’s her deal
truth is she’s unstable but can make you feel
her food is still a remedy for real, though
if you’re confused, imagine what i feel, (im not crazy!)
welcome to the city bogota!
home of the new family madrigal!
(hey let me through!)
i know it sounds a bit overly mundane and sensible but
i’m part of this new family madrigal!
they aren’t anymore but here they are!
see felix divorced me and went for aurora
and agustin perished after julieta
and that’s how abuela started to hate us all!
(let’s go let’s go!)
we swear to always
keep an eye on pepas husbands
and earn our place in
bogota who doesn’t like us
the city keeps growing
but work and dedication will keep us all together!
and each new generation must somehow stay sane together!
wait, who’s a niece and who’s a biological child?
there’s so many people!
is isabela even straight in this one?
okay okay okay okay
so many kids spread around
so, let’s turn the sound up
you know why?
i think it’s time for children round up!
(children round up!)
my eldest dolores
got a soccer himbo
camilos gay
antonio is pretty damn afraid
my dear sweet nieces
isabela, luisa, and mira!
each kind and caring
perfect in every way
draws tattoos and wasn’t very relevant (isabela)
she’s the perfect background child (isabela)
(luisa, luisa, luisa, luisa!)
and luisa’s super tall
the artist and shelter worker didn’t show up very muchhhh
that’s life in the family madrigal!
now you know the family madrigal!
where all the people are more mundane and sensible (whoa)
that’s who we are in the family madrigal, adios!
ooh, (but what about you?)
ha
well i gotta go help diego
but now you all know about the madrigals!
i never meant this to get autobiographical!
ive explained and my memory is wrong
but!
it starts with my parents
and then diego, he controls my life!
my sister julieta can make you feel better with just an accommodation!
her husband agustin, well, he’s dead but he used to mean well
(but what about pepa?)
hey you said you wanted to know who everyone was!
i got nieces and children and (pepa!)
my oldest son camilo won’t stop until i am safe!
my eldest dolores is moving but at least she’s ok!
look, it’s aurora, hey
you can marry my ex if you wanna but
between you and me he is sort of my soulmate (pepa!)
yo, i’ve said too much and thank you but i really need to go!
(pepa!)
this family is driving me crazy!
but i’m doing a lot of it so!
welllll
Pepa!!!
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let’s talk about minecraft diaries rebirth.
and why it’s literally amazing.
(warning: this will contain spoilers. lots of them. also, long post ahead.)
i think a lot of people hate mcdr because they were expecting a remake; but the point of rebirth is for jess to rewrite it. it wasn't supposed to be exactly the same.
honestly i went into mcdr with a closed mind. as an og mcd fan, i thought that this was going to suck ass and that i'd rant about how bad it was to my friends later. but actually watching it, i just... couldn't help but immediately fall in love with it.
ik im probably the only motherfucker that likes mcdr, but honestly how could i not? for one, garroth and zenix actually have personalities at the beginning. AND; the villagers? actually amazing. donna made me smile, visher made me laugh and cry, brendan was just bein as good as ever. like... i even didn't despise emmalyn with every ounce of my soul like i usually do?? the characterizations of them were GOOD, man.
and honestly, aphmau like--the way she spoke, her whole thing. it was reallyyy well done in my opinion. she was oblivious to things, but it wasn't overdone and wasn't done in a way to make her annoying. she's a very appealing character in mcdr, a main protagonist i do not mind following along with. her dynamics to the characters are really cool and all very unique.
gonna cut it here so i don’t clog y’all’s feed cuz i got a lot to say :)
the early use of aphmau’s powers was actually pretty cool as well, it also really showed how clueless aphmau really was to everything going on around her. AND UH, THE FACT THAT SHE THOUGHT THAT GARROTH FELT FAMILIAR? GOLDEN. absolutely golden.
AND GENE OH BOY, the early introduction of gene? ik a lot of people are upset about it, but god DAMN i love it so much. his role in the story is very important in original, and i cannot express how much joy this brought me learning that he was actually getting the proper attention for it. and the fact that gene and aphmau were working together?? i mean ik gene was just trying to use her to get back to the "shadow abyss" (pretty pog replacement for the nether, gg) but god DAMN i loved every moment of it. i found their dynamic to be pretty fuckin funny to be honest, would absolutely love to see more of it.
i might be biased considering gene is one of my absolute favorite characters, but i honestly think that introducing gene this early on in the story was a good move. again, he's literally the right-hand man to the shadow lord. it makes you really wonder why he didn't have as much of an important role in season 1 or even 2 of the original mcd plotline.
also, we get some of that good-ol-fashioned exposition with seeing early on how vylad and gene interact. vylad’s at a very strange point in the story right now; his motives are unclear, even to the side he’s ‘supposed’ to be taking (aka, a shadow knight.)
another early introduction to a character is zane! this, my friends, is good. really good. i’d say that zane is the main antagonist of season 1 in the original series--and he wasn’t even introduced until like, episode 50. it’s not necessarily a bad thing, but him being introduced this early on really gives the audience a better understanding of what threats are out there and what our protagonist will have to encounter in the future. in the original series, there’s not much explanation as to why lords are disappearing/dying left and right--and while yes, that was supposed to be the mystery of it, having some of that early information is a better move in terms of writing.
AND IVAN?? BEING A PART OF THE JURY OF NINE?? I COULD NOT HAVE ASKED FOR ANYTHING MORE LIKE GOD DAMN that was a very pleasant surprise i'll just say that, thank you jess :)
and no i did not loop the 4 minutes of screentime laurance got in that one episode haha who would do that i would never do that anyways
SPEAKING of laurance, im so glad jess actually wrote him in this early :) she totally could have just waited for the first time aphmau visits meteli and meets him there, but no! she put him in an early episode. i dont even care if she did it just to shut up the fans about laurance but man that made me so happy seeing him, even if it was only for a bit.
okay i kinda wanna go over the guards real fast
firstly; garroth. ignoring how weird the helmet showing emotions is, i really like how garroth is portrayed. he's under a lot of pressure because the village is putting a lot of the blame on him for malik's death, and he's trying his hardest to keep things running. the fact that garroth utterly refused the to take up the position of lord and even got a little snappy about it was actually really cool to see as well. and while he doesn’t have that same “reserved, quiet, observant” feel as the original mcd version of him had, this version of garroth is absolutely awesome. he’s more direct and blunt, is significantly more sarcastic, and isn’t as stiff or as much as a pushover as he is in the original. he even has a sense of humour. also, no homo, but he’s kinda adorable.
plus, the desperation that he goes through during the whole thing is just--it’s really cool to see how hard he’s trying to prove himself and help the village. my rating for mcdr garroth? 9/10. the helmet... the helmet is the main thing throwin me off, i can’t lie.
next, zenix. oh BOY do i have a lot to say about this man. first of all, his and garroth’s dynamic is incredible. when i saw how the interacted with each other, my first thought was: father and son. zenix has this immaturity to him that is so fucking fun and interesting to watch, and seeing how garroth scolds him is so fuckin good man. and! seeing how he interacts with the rest of the village... honestly, if jess ever picks this story up again, i would probably cry when zenix (literally) backstabs garroth. HELL, i hope that’s something that still happens, it’d be heartbreaking to witness this character that we’ve come to love hurting his mentor, the man who took him in. he’s just a really good character all in all, and much more appealing than the original mcd zenix. ...except season 3 zenix. no zenix can be better than that one.
either way, zenix is amazing written to be the comic relief and he’s just an all-out lovable character in this series.
finally, dale and brian. yes i’m going to group them up because there’s not much to say regarding them, but i do want to address them. for starters, we have brian; who’s already 16 when the story starts. good on jess for doing that, because in the original aphmau watched brian be born and age INCREDIBLY quick, haha. THOUGH i do feel like there’s a slight connection lost there--one of the hardest things about brian’s betrayal in the original series in the fact that we watched him grow up in phoenix drop. we were there from the moment he was born, to the second he betrayed phoenix drop. BUT OF COURSE, this version is a lot more realistic, so it’s understandable. i just think that if it’s brian who’ll be betraying phoenix drop again (if it even goes down that same route), it won’t hit as hard unless jess really takes the time to grow the connection between brian and aphmau.
as for dale; gotta admit, love it. and like, i think one of the main things about how good of a call it was to make him a drunkard from the beginning is considering how much the village is struggling. the fact that the second-in-command is literally drunk all of the time really conveys the message of, “yeah. this village needs help.” plus, he’s another good comic relief character. i loved seeing molly and dale’s relationship too, it was very funny.
PLUS. we were blessed with a well scene, in which aphmau had to help villagers out of the well. i don’t know about you guys, but that was one of my favorite nods to the original series. i cannot thank jess enough for that, there was a smile on my face the entire time.
another amazing thing--visher’s character. instead of just being introduced to this quirky lil merchant who only had one or two interactions with aphmau like in the first one, we got to sit there and really get a feel for someone worth remembering and worth mourning over. we had a reason to be sad over his death, it wasn’t just some npc getting blown up suddenly. this was different, and this hurt.
one of the major things that i hope is to come out of this is for jess to fix the major mistakes she had when writing the first series. she’d expressed how unhappy she was with some of the decisions she made, and i’m glad that she’s getting that second chance to undo the things she didn’t like. this series also gives her a second chance to really, really dig into characters and their motives. like, gimme laurance backstory in better detail. or like, garroth and zane’s relationship from back when they were kids? or how vylad died and who killed him? etc etc. she’s already done an excellent job so far, and i can’t wait to see where this goes.
that is, if she ever continues it.
god, i wish there were more episodes so that i could seriously let you guys know how beautiful of a series this is. there’s so much i want to say about rebirth, but i think i’ll stop here. i might say some more shit about it later, but if there’s anything i’d want you to take away from this, it’s: give minecraft diaries rebirth a chance. there’s a lot of potential, and this is a chance for jess to really change things for the better!
... but again, that is if this ever is continued.
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