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rinniessance · 5 months

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WELCOME TO TOXIC LOVER FM

hello there. yes, yes, you. tell me, are you feeling

L̻͓̿͗͐͟ O̫͗͒ N̸̓ Ĕ̷̴͍͢ L̦͆͘ Ỳ̺͕̗̘͒ͨ ?

you look tired of all this

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why don't you go back to that person you swore you'd never see again? or send that text you've been typing and erasing for the past half an hour? or better, go and make them see you're the only one for them? and tune in to our TOXIC LOVER FM while you do it - after all, worst decisions need the best soundtrack.

WARNING - THIS STATION IS ONLY INTENDED FOR LISTENERS FOR 18 AND ABOVE

01. KILL BILL (FT. CHOSO)

꒰ you thought he really loved you, after all, didn’t you give him your all? choso kamo has a lot of nerve to leave you for another girl. you’ll just have to show him why you are his only one. ꒱ - nsfw - dark content. non-curse au, yandere!reader, dub-con, coercion, pegging

02. YOU RIGHT (FT. SUKUNA RYOMEN)

unlike your sweet boyfriend, yuuji itadori, his twin brother is personification of evil. when sukuna tries to seduce you pretending to be your partner, you see right through him - he didn't even attempt to do a good job. then if you know it's not yuuji, why are you leaning closer for a kiss? - non-curse au

03. MIND GAMES (FT. OSAMU DAZAI)

osamu dazai hates the idea of soulmates - why does he have to wait for the perfect partner when you’ve captured his heart, mind and soul? he just needs you to see you’re the one for him too. - soulmates au, yandere!dazai

04. ONE OF THE GIRLS (FT. SUGURU GETO)

when you bought tickets to see your favorite musician, suguru geto, the last thing you expected is to be called backstage. you would do anything for your personal god, right? - rockstar au

05. BREAK UP WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND, I'M BORED (FT. ITOSHI RIN)

he's famous, he's tall, he's rich, and he's so handsome. and that pretty little thing on his arm that calls herself his girlfriend will not stop you from tasting the flavor that is rin itoshi. - professional athlete rin

06. I WAS NEVER THERE (FT. KISHIBE)

he is not just a politician - kishibe is a family man, your every day citizen, neighbour and a friend. then why is he knuckles deep inside your pissy in the backseat of his Porsche? - no devils au, politician!kishibe

07. I FUCKING LUST YOU (FT. OLIVER AIKU)

what you and oliver have is a matter of convenience, neither of you want it to be anything more than that. yet seeing him with another woman drives you insane - college au

08. DADDY ISSUES (FT. TOJI FUSHIGURO)

you remember the very first time toji fushiguro walked through the doors of the brothel - all broad shoulders, handsome face and one hell of a cock, as it turns out. what you didn’t expect is to break the first rule of your job - don’t fall in love with your clients.

09. TEENAGE FEVER (FT. MEGUMI FUSHIGURO)

you know that your best friend is hopelessly in love with you, fact you've known since you were 16. you should have let him go instead of keeping him on a short leash for the nights when you feel especially alone. - no curses au

10. WOO (FT. SATORU GOJO)

it's taken him two years to stop dreaming about you, two more to find himself again and someone else to love, and on a fifth, he finally got engaged. satoru gojo thought that he is finally over the black hole that is you. his heart thinks otherwise when it shatters to pieces when he sees you at his own engagement party. - no curses au

TUNING OUT . . . UNTIL NEXT TIME

#꒰ྀི penned by ange ꒱ྀི #꒰ྀི toxic lover fm ꒱ྀི #another series no one asked for!

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iseos · 7 months

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: THE ART OF LOSING YOU

wc. 1679 archive. pairing. huh yunjin x fm!r synopsis. a heart broken twice genre. angst now playing: complex by stayc

the air was filled with tension as y/n and yunjin sat in silence, their hands clenched, and their hearts heavy. the room was dimly lit, casting long shadows that seemed to mirror the uncertainty that had plagued their relationship for so long. it was as if the universe itself was reluctant to let go of the bond they had shared.

y/n and yunjin had been together for years, and for the longest time, they had been the happiest couple anyone knew. their love had been intense and all-encompassing, like a blazing fire that consumed everything in its path. but it was precisely that intensity that had brought them to this breaking point.

their relationship had always been passionate, marked by fiery arguments followed by even more passionate reconciliations. it was a roller coaster ride of emotions, a whirlwind of love and anger that neither of them could escape.

friends and family had warned them, told them that they were toxic for each other, but the two would brush those concerns aside, convinced that their love would conquer all.

but love, as they were about to discover was not always enough.

the final argument had been explosive; a culmination of all the unresolved issues that have festered beneath the surface. hurtful words had been exchanged, trust had been shattered, and it became painfully clear that their love, no matter how deep, could no longer sustain them.

y/n had stormed out of yunjin's house, tears streaming down her face, and she just watched her go, her own eyes filled with regret and sorrow.

yunjin knew that this was it; the end of something that had once been beautiful but now had turned into a destructive force in their lives.

months went by, and the absence of each other's presence became a constant ache. y/n couldn't help but think about yunjin every day, missing the warmth of the other girl's embrace, the sound of her laughter, and the way they used to look at each other with love and longing. it was as if yunjin still lingered in the corners of y/n's mind, an ever-present ghost of the past.

one particularly gloomy day, y/n decided to take a walk through the city to clear her head. she traversed through the crowded streets, lost in thoughts when something caught her eye.

y/n typically paid billboards no mind, already used to ignoring whatever they were trying to advertise to the public, but there was something about this specific one. a massive billboard loomed above, displaying a striking image of none other than huh yunjin, the person she was trying so hard to forget about

yunjin was now a part of le sserafim, a new rising star in the music industry. the image showed them with their eyes filled with confidence and charisma. it was a stark contrast to the yunjin y/n had remembered, the one who had been vulnerable and broken on that fateful night of their breakup.

seeing her on that billboard stirred a whirlwind of emotions within y/n. she couldn't help but feel a strange mix of pride and jealousy.

pride because yunjin was achieving her long-awaited dreams, and jealousy because it seemed like her former lover had moved on so effortlessly, while y/n was left struggling to forget.

as days blended into passing months, y/n found herself unable to escape the ghost of yunjin.

her face appeared in magazine after magazine, her face was all over different advertisements, and every time y/n went on social media, their songs were playing on practically every post. it was a constant reminder of the love they had lost.

one restless night, unable to bear of ache of loneliness any longer, y/n decided to do something they hadn't done since before the breakup – she picked up her phone and called yunjin's number.

it rang for what felt like an eternity. y/n was about to hang up herself before yunjin's voice came through the other end, sleepily asking, "hello?"

y/n hesitated for a moment, her voice catching in her throat. "yunjin, it's me," she finally managed to say.

there was another moment of silence on the other end, and y/n feared that yunjin would just hang up. but then, yunjin spoke, her voice soft and uncertain, "y/n, it's been awhile."

tears welled up in y/n's eyes as she replied, "yeah, it has. i... i've been thinking about you a lot."

y/n almost let out a laugh at how pathetic she sounded and felt at that moment. here she was calling her ex-girlfriend, who is now very famous, in the middle of the night to confess that she missed her. yunjin probably couldn't care less and wants nothing more than just to hang up and go back to sleep and forget all about y/n again.

yunjin lets out a sigh, and y/n starts preparing to have her heart crushed one more time, but to her surprise, she says, "i've been thinking about you too y/n."

the admission hung in the air, heavy with the weight of all that had gone unsaid between them. y/n swallowed hard, her heart pounding in her chest.

"yunjin, can we... can we meet up? just to talk, maybe?"

there was another pause, and y/n was terrified of the rejection she felt coming, but then yunjin answered, "i think that might be a good idea."

they agreed to meet at a quiet cafe that yunjin picked out the following evening. y/n's heart raced as she prepared to see yunjin again, unsure of what to expect. was she hoping for reconciliation, or just closure? she couldn't be sure, but she knew she needed to see the girl one more time.

as y/n entered the cafe, she spotted her sitting by the window, bathed in the soft glow of the evening sun. y/n noticed that yunjin's hair was now blonde, rather than the highlighted brown she had on the billboard. she looked just as stunning as ever, and y/n couldn't help but be captivated by her beauty.

as she approached the table, their eyes locked with yunjin's, and for a moment, it felt like time had stood still.

they exchanged awkward greetings, and then the conversation began to flow. at first, it was stilted, filled with small talk and polite inquiries about each other's lives. but as the evening wore on, the barrier between them began to crumble, and they found themselves sharing their thoughts, their regrets, and their dreams.

yunjin spoke about the challenges and pressures of her newfound fame; how it was both exhilarating and exhausting. y/n listened intently, realizing that they had never truly understood the weight that yunjin had been carrying.

"i miss you, y/n," the blonde admitted, her voice tinged with sadness.

y/n nodded, her own eyes misting up. "i miss you too, yunjin, but i know we couldn't keep going the way we were. we were destroying each other."

yunjin reached across the table, her fingers brushing against y/n's. "i want you to be happy, y/n. and i hope you find someone who can give you the love you deserve."

she smiled through her tears, "i want the same for you too, yunjin."

they sat in silence for a while, the weight of their unspoken emotions hanging in the air. it was there that y/n realized she had a choice to make – to try and rebuild a friendship with the girl or to let go completely and move on with their lives.

y/n and yunjin slowly began to rekindle their friendship. it was a delicate dance, filled with moments of laughter and occasional bouts of sadness when the memories of their past resurfaced in their heart. but they were determined to remain a part of each other's lives, even if it was in a different capacity.

but it seemed life had other plans.

as the seasons changed, and their lives continued to move in opposing directions, the bond between the two girls began to fade. the vibrant colors of their shared memories, once so vivid, now blur into a bittersweet haze.

their once-frequent calls, filled with laughter and the warmth of a freshly blossoming friendship, turned sporadic. days blurred into months, and the phone stayed silent; the messages remained unanswered.

their meetups, which were once a lifeline into each other's worlds, became infrequent. the cafe where their hearts reconnected now grew colder, its empty chairs echoing with the ghost of their past connection.

y/n would often find herself staring at her phone. her trembling fingers hovering over a message that would never be sent; she would type and delete, type and delete, unable to bridge the growing chasm that separated them.

yunjin's life had become a whirlwind of performances, interviews, and a relentless pursuit of her dreams. she was a rising star, and the world demanded her attention, leaving little room for the girl she had once loved so passionately.

and so, the stitches from their newfound friendship, fragile but once so hopeful, began to unravel. they unraveled slowly, painfully, showing just how different the two girls' lives had become.

y/n and yunjin had lost each other once again, not to anger or fiery arguments, but to the never-ending march of time and the demands of their separate destinies. the heartbreak was not in the explosions of their past but in the quiet, inevitable drifting apart that left them both yearning for the connection that had slipped through their fingers.

they were two stars that had once burned brightly together but had been pulled apart by the vastness of the universe. and in the end, the hardest part was that they had no choice but to watch each other's lights slowly fade into the distance until it was just a distant twinkle in the night sky; a beautiful memory that would forever remain out of reach.

“sometimes i feel like i’m right next to you why can i still not forget you, baby”

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ladysophiebeckett · 9 months

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Regarding your Betty gaslighting arc post (which is awesome. Your analysis is always so on point and makes me see a new perspective every time), another great thing about these episodes is Mario’s comments that taunt Armando. Just to name a few of his iconic lines:

- She changed a night of lust and passion with you, for a simple dinner with Nicolás Mora

- Her only reward for doing everything (running both Terramoda and Ecomoda) was your kisses and sinister caresses and it turns out that they didn’t work or weren’t as effective as we thought

- When he flat out insinuated that maybe Nicolás was a better lover or well endowed (even more so than him) and that’s why Betty was rejecting him 🤣🤣🤣

- “You stopped wanting Marcela and all women because the company’s problems have taken a toll on your desire for intimacy, but if Betty accepted to spend the night with you, would you do it? Armando’s face is priceless here, and also Mario’s because it’s obvious he didn’t buy his response.

Finally, when he tells him to please snap out of it, that he had to come to terms with what he was feeling because even though it wouldn’t solve anything, it would allow him to clearly see just how screwed up he really was.

He even said some useful things to him. He constantly told him that Betty was testing him which she really was. Like you pointed out, she wanted to see if he followed word by word what was written on the letter to see if there was anything genuine about the things he said and did. One of the reasons she rejects him the night of El Meson de San Diego (aside from dignity) is that she had heard Mario tell him that had to do whatever it took to get her back even if it included sleeping with her. So when he told her he wanted to spend the whole night with her, Betty thought that this was part the plan he and Mario had for that night. Also, the fact that he didn’t guess she knew everything after all the things she told him that night is beyond me.

Anyways, I wish I could have the will and also critical thinking skills to make a huge post about Mario and Armando’s talks during this arc.

I love your blog, honestly.

you're incredibly sweet <3 thank u so much. i feel like im talking at a wall sometimes but it doesn't stop me.

i myself am trying to unravel the armando\mario toxic frenemy of it all, bc there's a lot to unpack. is armando that easy to manipulate? (no). is mario some puppeteer pulling all the strings? (no).

mario's taunts aren't helpful but i think sometimes theyre armando's mouthpiece. i think mario's comments are things that armando's already thinking but wont say aloud and when mario says them, it's like he's verifying those thoughts. it's 'oh ur seeing this too, im not crazy'. but mario isn't coming from a good place when he says them, however mario does push armando to continue to pursue her; pushing that armando doesn't need bc he was already going to do that. but mario telling him to do that makes it a cover for armando, an excuse, a security blanket if u will.

the night of el meson de san diego, betty drops anvil hints. from their argument in the office, fm their conversation in the restaurant, to their huge fight outside. she's incredibly passive aggressive about it but she does try to make it easy on him. in her office when he says 'you broke all the promises' and she says 'oh I broke all the promises? I'M lying to you?'---that was a life jacket, that was a gift. but he stutters. he's willing to believe she has something with nicolas and that nicolas is Bad and he's better than nicolas--armando can't think straight bc his insecurities and his ego are the forefront of it all.

armando that night really did want to talk and fix things bc that's how their relationship was before the letter. the desperation in his voice when he says 'i know if we go back inside and talk calmly we can figure this out'\'okay we'll go someplace else, i want to spend the night, all night with you'---he was trying to gain back their emotional intimacy and u can see betty waiver. she misses him, she misses how it used to be but she doesn't trust him or her heart anymore. and to really stick it to him she says she doesn't desire him. another blow to his ego. (that was a lie btw, bc they were going at it outside and also bc she says in her diary that it pained her to reject him bc she needed him too)

going back to the mario of it all, he's a complicated character we all have very differing opinions about. as i said, im still unravelling my thoughts about him and his relationship with armando. but i dont think it's a black and white as it seems. he's just as complex as marcela.

#anon #ask #ysblf #betty la fea #yeah sorry for ending this on a weird note but im still trying to put to words my thoughts on him #i already wrote a post about mario being a villain but looking back on it i think i was looking at it in black and white sense #when its more nuanced than that #when i figure it out you;ll know #thank u for the message !

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