cursedrelics asked: ❝ i think maybe a part of me died that day too. ❞

from @cursedrelics​​ [ stiles + cora ] 

              HE DOESN’T TALK OF HIS MOTHER EITHER, there’s an ache deep within his chest that tightens even thinking too much about her death, how he watched her fade out, become someone he no longer recognised, and the grief gets easier to manage over time; but it never truly goes away -- so he gets it, when cora speaks of what she lost, how much she lost, his grief by comparison doesn’t begin to compare, but that wasn’t the point was it? trauma wasn’t something to win, no one came out on top.

               A hand tentatively reaching out to hers, an offer of comfort that stiles half expects to be swiped away. “𝚑𝚎𝚢 -- 𝚒 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚒𝚝, 𝚒 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗 𝚒 𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚒𝚝 -- 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 -- 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚘𝚖 ---𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚘𝚖 𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚍,  𝚒 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚘𝚘, 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚊𝚢, 𝚢𝚊’𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠? 𝚒 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚝’𝚜 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚋𝚞𝚝 -- 𝚒 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚍, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚕𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚢’𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠? 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞.”

stiles’ sarcasm keeps me alive.

kitkween asked: ❝ don’t look at me like that. ❞ for stiles

            DENIAL HIS BEST WEAPON OF DEFENCE, next to sarcasm of course, both of which she can see right through, and that’s a little terrifying how she could read him to filth with just one look and all stiles could do in response was some weird as fuck giggle, shrugging as if to plead ignorance to the fact she’ fully just CAUGHT him checking her out shamelessly, he looks around as if she’s talking to anyone  but him, a sheepish smirk on his lip as he STRUGGLES to make eye contact for longer than a few seconds.

              “ like what? -- i have noo  idea what you’re talking about...” he trails off, a nervous laugh echoes in his throat as he shifts his weight from side to side anxiously on the spot. there was something about kat that both intrigued him and terrified him - maybe it was that she was like, really fucking hot, in a scary intimidating kind of way, plus her smarts and sarcasm a match for his, which again -- really fucking hot. 

            he’s a little confused, cause SURE he’s followed her private instagram fully expecting to be declined, and yet he WASN’T -- so oh stiles has seen things, wonderful, magical things -- mostly her booty, which he’d totally been caught STARING at more than once. “ see you say you don’t want me to look BUT -- you accepted my follow request sooo -- maybe you do --”  tripping over his words, he’s laughing, but he’s a clusterfuck of nerves right now, thankful it’s just the two of them in the hallway so no one else needs to see how much of a disaster he is; bad enough he’s embarrassing himself in front of kat right now. 

// @kitkween​  // euphoria meme // accepting! 

        SHE WAS INTIMIDATING AS HELL there was no secret there, the way the guys would tease him whenever she left the room; how they’d call him a simp for agreeing with her, for defending her, when alex would start his dude bro crap -- belittling her and acting like he ever had a fucking original thought in his mind. 

           they’re on lunch after a shit show of a presentation and he spots her sitting alone, clocking the guys sitting at another table he walks straight past and plonks himself down opposite mariana, a nervous half smile curving on one side of his mouth, “ you know they’re assholes, right? -- alex’s just pissed cause you showed his ass up in front of the big man.” stiles shrugs offering a soft smile as he pushes his curly fries into the centre of the table,  “ you want some? --” he offers. 

// @burninrcd​  mariana gets a starter!