#<- so that this doesnt show up in the tags of people who like him because i dont need to deal w that rn <33
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can y'all stop
#why do you do it what is the reason#like it's not a searchability issue show me what other character pops up when you simply search sanji on here or on google or wherever#he clearly doesnt want to be associated with that name so why do we keep calling him that#“he's just a fictional character who cares” i care#if you cant even call a fictional character by their preferred name how are you gonna do that with real people#im so close to just filtering the 'vinsmoke sanji' tag sorry about all your nice artworks but ive chosen to be petty about this#sanji#one piece
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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hi tumblr im pyrr pyrriax and im in my trimonthly artist arc, lord help me and all the projects that are currently sitting in my drafts while i am lured in by the siren song of drawing
#haunted ecosystem#this is not helping with how much my hands hurt on a daily basis this is why i type and dont handwrite/draw very much.#im lured in regardless and i really need to find an artform that doesnt Hurt but for now. digital art <3#like theres a difference between my dumb doodles (quick easy not much different from regular computer usage) and actual art#but im an artist at heart i spent sooooo long being an artist and thinking i was shit at writing. that is wrong! im actually kinda good#im rambling in tags today because i have been not social (my partner is in genshin hell and my beloved is. somewhere.)#okay but on another note i reread the first. couple chapters of wtds this morning? the pacing is a little weird and the tense is fucked#but its actually a lot better than i thought it was? you can tell i was fleshing everybody out in my head and i totally forgot about how#i described the watcher [who i am STILL redacting the name of until we get there] and just. ough. pandora being very logical#and then jumping to the latest chapter and fucking sobbing because i forgot about how it went and just. pandora and his.#whatever the fuck is wrong with him.#i have gotta start recommending people read that again. its surprisingly friendly without context because of how i approached it#that fic has taught me so many things its actually a little comical. it also made me relearn how to make and write ocs so thats fun#once i finish that main fic (and i WILL i am actually planning to sign up for a thing. im finishing it i swear.) i finally get to show off#more of the world and characters ive crafted. showing backstories and what-ifs and all these oneshots ive been keeping close to my chest#for like absolutely ages because i dont want any spoilers on my tumblr#and. im finishing that fic in pseudo-memoriam of somebody who deleted their accounts everywhere. still miss you dane!#ok this has completely gone off topic ily tumblr im going back to drawing and i might make a new pfp#it'll still be lavius but it'll be fray lavius since i think about him a lot and i like his color palette.
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the Ace Attorney subreddit really does suck, huh. i wanna see people talking about AA but every post i see on there is just people making 43854747 posts about how Dual Destinies was bad, how Spirit of Justice was bad, how the new trilogy is just bad, or how Nahyuta is the most boring prosecutor or the worst character ever and i'm tired of it already. but i also don't want to unsub yet KRKF
#psy's no punctuation posts#aa tag#aceattorneycirclejerk is fine though JKNBSD#my best friend showed me a post last night of people just like. honestly blatantly lying about Nahyuta's character to make him#seem worse. he's already a bad person you don't have to lie and say he ~triggered~ Athena intentionally during 6-4#like no the fuck he didn't he was just being a regular dick KRKF#but precious Edgeworth can tell a mentally ill woman he doesn't give a fuck if she kills herself ??#i'm not saying Nahyuta isn't a person who does fucked up things i'm just like be ACCURATE about what he does JMKBSD#like be so fr right now yknow#Nahyuta is a character worthy of critique in his execution but half the time when someone hates him i read what they have to say#and i'm like WHAT ARE YOU EVEN TALKING ABOUT lol#it's like how when people hate Flint Mother 3 they'll start trying to tell you that he physically or mentally abuses his kids. no he doesnt
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i dont even know enough about what people are doing with sonic.exe these days to have an actual opinion on the concept itself but wow am i tired of it flooding sonic tags on like every site I DONT CAREEEEEEEE
#it feels like every once in a while sonic.exe just becomes borderline inescapable if you like sonic and then it calms down for a bit#and then it comes back i dont even follow any people who post sonic.exe i just search sonic and its everywhere BEGONEEEEE#not saying you cant keep doing whatever youre doing but thats not what im looking for in the slightest#alsowhy are they so obsessed with fleetway super sonic get him OUT of there !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ngl i dont understand any of this i thought sonic.exe was a creepypasta about a haunted copy of a sonic game#and a decent amount of the stuff i see get labelled as sonic.exe content feels really far removed from that concept ?#like i even see actual sonic fans making sonic horror aus and slapping .exe on the end . i dont . get it#whatever man#before anyone says blacklist tags blacklisting tags doesnt stop posts from eappearing in search results anymore#so even if i blacklist the tags i still have to scroll past all that stuff#and the other sites i have in mind where ive had exe stuff show up in results are sites that dont have a blacklist feature
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as someone whos watched h3IIuva b0$$ I really hate that the show's creator is Like That because i love the characters but theyre all built like sticks & unnecessarily fetishized so watching makes me Uncomfortable
#like i LOVE Flzz3roIIi & i think the domestic shit between him & 0z would be rly cute normally!#if ''he's designed/animated/written like that bc he's being fetishized'' wasnt blaring in the back of my mind#im stealing the characters from her actually theyre mine now & im gonna draw them cooler/fatter/non-fet & theyre gonna be happy <3#also the character design is literally copy/paste with color changes#when i heard lucifer was revealed i was SO EXCITED cause after seeing 0z i thought the character design would be sick!!#was very disappointed to find out that he's just another skinny twlnk who doesnt have enough torso to hold his own organs#a coworker at blaze was like ''nah you should see it when he transforms its SO FUCKING SICK'' i looked it up. he was wrong#DO NOT REBLOG#also i wont hear other peoples side to this I LIKE THE SHOW just hate how its characters are handled#when i hear the KING OF HELL swoops in & TRANSFORMS to his ''true demon form'' im expecting badass not wings & horns#just had to get that out ive been feeling this way for months#emma rambles#hate tag
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the only reason im not a kalmoash stan is that when i was in high school i had a boyfriend that i met on. god i think it was discord but we knew of each other on bpd tumblr. you know. the shit show that was 2017 bpd tumblr. anyway long story short he tried very hard to get me to join in a suicide pact with him and said all sorts of edgy emo depressed teen nonsense like "youre the only one that makes me feel anything :(" and shit like that. so vyre hits a little bit too close to home for me lmao like i know when brandon sanderson wrote vyre he probably was drawing inspiration from input from suicidal people talking about what negative self-talk they used to justify killing themselves but the thing is that he accidentally made my stupid ass ex boyfriend and thus i lack the capacity to get really into him and kaladin kissing with tongue
#i dont think Our Relationship as a whole was very much like k*lmoash because i was pretty goddamn horrible to him too#like i think i probably treated him worse than he treated me#but its enough for me to go you know what im gonna abstain from row k*lmoash yknow? yknow#i dont hate m*ash during row i hate brandon sanderson for doing that to him#like i dont think it coheres to his story arc up to this point#and like i refuse to hate m*ash ever because everyone who hates m*ash hates him for stupid ass reasons#and the shit v*re does is not anywhere near the worst shit that people have done in stormlight. lmao. hes small potatoes hes not importance#censoring everything so it doesnt show up in the tags. i dont fucking want drama#luke.txt
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told myself that i dont care for any of the goo/d ome/ns theories out there but for some reason my brain just went
#season 2 spoilers in the tags so :3#i really suck at theories because i just like to ignore details of canon that i dont like but ill let you read it in the tags anyways#even if it makes me nervous im just a silly goofy guy you know#silly goofy guy syndrome#okay#so#directly from my dms with my fiance (who knows very little about go od ome ns#begin#you know how aziraphale left crowley on earth to go be the supreme archangel of heaven#what if crowley had been the original supreme archangel but was cast out alongside satan and his cohorts on a technicality or something#like he was just chilling and got caught up with the wrong crowd#and thats why the other demons dont really trust crowley. cause he was the fuckin supreme archangel#and when gabriel left that was them introducing the concept of the supreme archangel position being a semi fluid position#also a lot of people headcanon that crowley used to be raphael cause he doesnt show up with the other archangels weve seen in the bible#crowley has also been seen having extremely op abilities when compared to others in the show (ie bending reality and time with the snap of#maybe they can all do that idk i only remember crowley doing insane shit with time#also when he transported him aziraphale satan and adam into the VOID#and then seeing aziraphale take his old position just adds more salt to the wound of him leaving crowley behind#because besides believing heaven is too corrupt to be fixed- it hurts to think that aziraphale could possiblly fix heaven#but crowley couldnt when he was rhe archangel#i know its silly but this was just beamed into my head like a message from god#except its my hyperfixation and autism just shaking hands
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For the ask game: owen from 911ls and zuko from atla 👀
owen
sexuality headcanon
bisexual
otp
billy/owen because they fucking hate each other and I think it's hilarious
brotp
poor judd is always dragged into his bullshit 😔
notp
gwyn deserves so much better I'm not sorry
first headcanon that pops into my head
he probably has a tattoo in a very embarrassing place
favorite line from this character
ok I will give him this one win: "126 is a family. These uniforms bind us tighter than blood. Like family, we argue, screw up, let each other down. But as long as we keep fighting for one another there is no challenge cannot rise to, there is no crisis that we cannot overcome. This building stands today not because of its bricks and mortar, but because of the heart and soul of the family inside of it" because fuck yeah, they are a family <33
one way in which I relate to this character
annoying bitch representation ig
thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character
literally everything?? but especially how he makes EVERYTHING about him. even things that are completely unrelated. like. does he ever get sick of the world revolving around him??? does he???? and the other thing is how when he had cancer, the biggest thing he was worried about was his hair and his dick. like. maybe I'm just biased because my family is full of people dying--literally dying--of cancer but that shit was like a slap to the face. I'd be so embarrassed if I was him. imagine telling your son to his face that you care more about your hair and your fucking abilities more than you care about the very real, very damaging trauma that comes from watching a parent wither and die right before your eyes. the ls cancer storyline isn't just annoying, it's offensive (to me, at least) and a big part of it is because of owen's attitude
cinnamon roll or problematic fave?
problematic. not my fav. just problematic <3
zuko!!!!!!!! my baby boy!!!!!!!!!!!
sexuality headcanon
he's the gayest little guy I've ever laid eyes on. I've stayed silent on this issue long enough
otp
I'm a zukka truther at heart but I also think jetko has the potential to be funny
brotp
zuko and toph!!! lowkey wish there was an ep before sozin's comet where they hit the town and caused some problems together
notp
zutara. I'm sorry but it's true ,, it's just. a painfully straight ship no matter how you twist it. doesn't pass the vibe check
first headcanon that pops into my head
he's also the most autistic guy to ever exist so jot that down
favorite line from this character
"they don't see our greatness. they hate us, and we deserve it" yesssss boy recognize the wrongdoings of your people and fight for redemption not just for yourself but for your nation yessssssssssss
one way in which I relate to this character
autism <3 also family issues (I haven't been burned in the face tho <333 thank fuck)
thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character
ghsldkfjsg every time I watch him re-introduce himself to the gaang in s3,,,great job little buddy that's the worst anyone's ever done it <3
cinnamon roll or problematic fave?
he's both. he's my cinnamon roll and he's also a problematic fave. he contains multitudes <333
character ask game
#i tried sooooo hard to be civil abt owen and i think. i managed. kind of.#i kept the rage to a single question so i think i did ok <3#but zuko's my little GUY <333#ugh one of these days i might write up an essay of all the reasons why owen fills me with indescribable FURY#its just!! he's all the worst things!! compressed into a single guy!!!!#the cancer thing in of itself is enough to make me hate a character because that shit hits close to home#but like. if he was Just an obnoxious self absorbed asshole. maybe i wouldnt hate him as much. maybe.#anyway ty for enabling me to hate on him for a bit <3 its beneficial to my health#xjustonemoremiraclex#anti owen strand#<- so that this doesnt show up in the tags of people who like him because i dont need to deal w that rn <33#zuko
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so uh there's been zero mention of ayan's dad ever... so what do you think? another person he's lost? (i'm so sorry i did this, hugs for ayan)
YOU TAKE THIS THOUGHT. AND YOU PUT IT SOMEWHERE ELSE!!!
no but honestly thats something ive been so curious abt too like did he just...not ever have a dad? did his dad leave? divorce? another death? what's the tea
#i wanna know#the eclipse#answered#grapejuicegay#yeah its amazing to me how kind and generous and patient aye is with all this weight on his shoulders i love him#its because hes full to bursting with love and passion!!!#he is so strong in his beliefs and in who he is as a person that he can weather so much#and its bc of people like his mom and like dika that he got to grow up with that kind of support and comfort#to give him the confidence he has#as well as nurtured his curiousity and got him to grow up questioning society and forming his own opinions on whats right and wrong etc#like look at the scene with dika and the thai-english dictionary and the true meaning of 'equality'#like wat said everyone grows up consuming different kinds of art different ideas etc#ayan's such a GOOD character and so interesting and wants to help people so much#also i dont believe for a second hes going down the same path dika went#i think he was more sucker punched by his mom's care and worry#he doesnt want what happened to dika to happen to ANYONE and no matter how exhausted he is#he's gonna keep going because he has that love inside him that formed him and the love he's found for the world he built higher bc of it#I DID NOT MEAN TO GO OFF IN THE TAGS HERE IVE JUST BEEN THINKING A LOT. ok#thanks kk love talking to u abt this show <3#its not just that he wants to help people its just second nature to him#hes tHOUGHTFUL. he OBSERVES. he sees what ppl arent saying and chooses everything he says amd does very carefully#he doesnt push beliefs onto anyone he picks the right words to make them question it themselves#he asks ppl questions rather than stating things as facts#HES. JUST NEAT. and needs hugs forever
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#AYO THAT AKECHI GLOVE POST... SOMEONE IN THE TAGS IS VAGUEING ME?#i dont care but also i do care because i Just woke up and im cranky#'atlus has inconsistent characters and its weird as fuck to have a Gotcha moment' HOW IS IT WEIRD I WAS JUST POINTING OUT OP WAS BLATANTLY#WRONG JAJFJCKS#AND... ITS NOT INCONSISTENT IF IN EVERY SINGLE SITUATION HE WEARS HIS GLOVES THE SAME WAY?#THATS JUST YOU MAKING UP A GUY AND PROCEEDING TO GET MAD WHEN CANON DOESNT ADHERE TO THAT GUY#which is very akechifan core#im so iritated by this not as One Guy Bothering Me but as like a model of hiw akechi fandom is as a whole#and i know any fandom has clowns who ignore clear canon for the sake of Deep HCs but im being annoyed at persona rn so shush#its just curious to me because firstly. akechi is not kyoko kirigiri. if you want someone with emotional attachment to their gloves go play#danganronpa. because shes there and waiting. for akechi his gloves are part of a uniform and convenient and thats it#can you make an argument that there's something going on at a metaphoric level or otherwise during his removal of his glove at rank 8?#oh yes. absolutely. there is something there in both the removal of the glove and the act of him tearing it off himself. and maybe in the#Why and Fact he wears gloves. but idt its a symbol of a wall between him and others when he freely takes them off for an entire four months#and he's actively denouncing the PTs then so its not anything to do with liking them and 'showing sides'#blehhhh BLEHHHHH!!!#shout out to the one other guy agreeing witb me youre the best#i think the gloves do showcase a disconnect from other people as a surface level design thing for initial impressions if youre looking that#upon first seeing him but. thats from an ooc perspective. ic he wears them for work! and thats that
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Hi, i was wondering for a while now, what was that deal between carlos and lucious? What did carlos want that getting a deal with demon sounded like a good idea?
Carlos is a surgeon, except he puts waay too much pressure on himself for his own good. The moment he fails he sees himself as the ultimate failure (he has massive impostor syndrome). And he does fail one time, which costs him a life, which results in him spiraling into depression and self-doubt.
Shortly afterward he finds a post on a forum about a wish-granting ritual, he's mentally in the worst place possible so he tries it. He wishes to not fail again, except the ritual summons a demon (luci) who is willing to grant the wish in exchange for his soul. Carlos agrees because what other option did he have? (he had a lot but he's not the sharpest tool in the shed)
So now he's stuck with Luci who periodically comes around to annoy him (he's very irritating) and slowly Carlos just stops being afraid of him.
#Carlos has no reason to doubt himself but hes a mess and i love him for it#meanwhile luci barely meets people with wishes that arent selfish#in a way carlos wishes to always succeed in his surgeries which in a way isnt selfish#luci's whole thing is to test people and their morality because hes annoying like that and also because he has a long standing argument#with his twin sister rae#like he tempts people into sin only so he can go 'i told you so' to his sister and his other siblings#usually#it works because people who are willing to make a deal with him are usually already questionable#but Carlos is a good person so he is trying to test the limits but also hes curious as to why carlos isnt playing his games#slowly luci starts getting very fond of carlos because hes just a silly guy just a funky little human and slowly carlos starts tolerating l#luci#and before they know it theyre sort of friends? and slowly they become more?#and in the end rae wins the argument#rae and luci arent hostile as luci is with his other siblings. they live in the same apartment and are truly irritating together#their argument is jsut the age old 'humans suck' 'lol they dont'#answered#not me having written more in the tags than in the answer itself. lol#fun fact luci and rae were once one whole being that decided itd be funny to split up into two seperate beings and thus theyre identical tw#it does take a while for luci to show his human form to carlos. since he has a human identity and a human job as well and doesnt want#ppl to know the truth#( he has a job thanks to rae#shes the biggest source of irritation in his life and he loves her a lot )#literally if you ask me anythign about my ocs youll get a whole essay on them im sorry i love my funky lil dudes#also luci is barely doing anything for this deal since 1. carlos is good at his job 2. death isnt his area of authority so the only thi#the only thing he does is ask his sister very nicely and treat her to food or drinks
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#personal#ok putting this in the tags cuz its just all over thw place but. few things abt my brother and stranger things#for starters im re/watching it with my brother this summer cause he LOVES it and doesnt rlly have access to online streaming#even though i think the show sucks shit now its. honestly sth i really appreciate because hes autistic and that show is HUGE to him#like he really really cares ab it#and this all isnt. like universal statements on what the show means to all autistic ppl i just Need to talk ab what it means to him#hes only seen s1 so far but its like. it makes me wanna CRY i didnt even think ab it until he started talking a lot ab it after he saw it#cause like. a story about a girl whos different and grew up closed off from others and feels separated from others and is bullied for it#but shes not a joke in the story shes POWERFUL and finds people who LOVE her.#so sth he does is he assigns people irl to characters in movies and shows he likes. so ever since seeing s1 hes said hes like el#and theres a person who puts a lot of effort into being gentle with him & making him feel loved and accepted & he says that person is mike#its like!!!! yeah being pessimistic ab the show onlineis easy#but idk how to explain how Huge it is to watch him grow up feeling set apart and crying because he feels like nobody wants to be his friend#and just to see him LOVE this show and LOVE watching el onscreen being celebrated for who she is as a person. like thats Huge for him#and its huge to SEE secondhand like jesus man#but yeah i just needed to put that somewhere. i love him very much#but yeag we're gonna start watching soon. this moderately shifts topical directions#but basically ive been thinking ab it a lot because the new season is out and i want to watch it w him before i leave#but im SO worried ab showing him s4 if this is bad im gonna feel SO bad ab showing it to him#and theres sth about what that says ab how the shows gone thats SO pathetic im yelling.#anyways. thats not a jab on my brother im just saying i hope the duffers DONT fuck this up cause goddamn#but yeag
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some assorted (post ph centric) linebeck n bellum thoughts
its still weird trying to parse out what im trying to do with shipping them.
there’s the level that they kind of want to study each other, and they know each other very intimately and relate to each other, but what else?
bellum tends to be clingy, crossing boundaries that he knows exists every so often at first until linebeck firmly expresses his discomfort, and either way bellum just sticks around him, hangs off of him in both demon and humanoid form, is most comfortable around linebeck.
linebeck finds bellum fun to talk with, considering his several centuries of knowledge, and ends up hanging out with him during some sleepless nights because he’s the easiest to talk about nothing with. bellum's probably a half-decent storyteller.
they do the most fishing, linebeck surprisingly patient with it while bellum's version of 'fishing' tends to just be jumping in and showing back up an hour later with whatever he found. linebeck can't swim or... breathe underwater, so he can't participate in bellum's version, but bellum sometimes sticks around the whole time linebeck fishes.
the first few weeks/months after bellum joins the crew linebeck is obviously wary of him, but also the only one bellum will even remotely listen to, so while he’s scared of him, he has plenty of time to get used to his presence and further talk things through. he never fully gets over it, seeing bellum’s eyes right after waking up, in the dark, or when he’s struggling will always at least make him jump, or panic at the worst. being suddenly grabbed by bellum’s tentacles also makes him jump/panic- bellum learns to be more gentle and careful with him.
bellum isn’t jumpy with linebeck- just with link, who he is on bad terms with for a while- but mostly just cautiously curious, since linebeck did the opposite of what he expected pretty much the entire time during their first encounter. to bellum he’s kind of a rabid but fragile lab animal that he desperately needs to study or else.
romance is weird between them, they do go on scattered ‘dates’, usually outings on a populated island to people watch or check out some art. they don’t go out to eat in public; bellum refuses to be anything but an animal about it. usually they’ll make something to eat together on the ship. almost always using some fresh meat they caught, most often shellfish.
anything physical they do is typically for the purpose of exploration over sexually pleasing; bellum isn’t really interested in sex, anyways, but interested in the reactions of others and see how human bodies seem to work. he’s not shameful about being naked (not that he has anything to hide in his human form anyways), he and linebeck have an almost anatomical fascination with each others’ bodies, it’s difficult to explain and still abstract in my mind.
bellum does bite linebeck. its fine for reasons that would require a few paragraphs and polishing my end, but it’s fine, bellum bites linebeck, linebeck can’t really bite him since he’s impervious to pretty much all physical harm barring phantom sword-adjacent stuff.
its not really like. straight up romantic/sexual but i’m not sure what else to call this other than a ship, just like a strange intimate relationship that started with whatever the fuck happened behind the scenes with bellumbeck
#linebeck#bellum#bellum x linebeck#salty talks#still kinda nervous abt putting this stuff in main tags but for the sake of my own organization i must#look most of the time i tag the way i do for my own personal blog organization its for me most of the time#bellums like. demon squid body shape makes it so fucking hard for me to image him. doing stuff its one of the biggest roadblocks#somehow. its just weird enough and just divorced enough from irl squids or. people. that i have a hard time with it#damien doesnt fish bc hes just. really not interested and link DOES fish but just not too much esp since linebeck and bellum are good at it#the short version of it being fine for bellum to bite linebeck is like. weird magical healing stuff its still a work in progress#show up in the tags PLEASE show up in the tags#if this doesnt show up in the tags. i dont know. it kind of really sucks that itsba crapshoot wether or not my posts show up#sucks shit for someone who joined this site to make my fics easier to find. wtsmts chapter 1 link im so so sorry
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#long rant in tags sorry#maybe im just insecure but i think kne kf my friends doesnt trust me anymore ← not the same one as the prev post. like shes just been#ignoring me and stuff and i feel really shitty abt it bc i dont know if i did something or what? but then today she was letting our other#friend play a game on her phone and i asked if someone with the name of someone we know was showing up bcshe added him to the custom people#and she was like ''oh whats that'' the friend who had the phone handed it to me and i went to see where it was and she IMMEDIATELY got#pissed at me and grabbed it out of my hand. and im so fucking confused whats going on
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kissing lessons: 1
synopsis: ellie’s a year older and the smartest girl you know. such a shame she can’t stick around.
song: kissing lessons - lucy dacus
pairing: young!ellie x young!reader
warnings: none????
a/n: this was so fun to write and pt 2 will be out, this lowkey just sets up the next part(s?) also barely proofread, im lazy
part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4
“mom, can i go meet ellie?”
“did you finish your dinner?”
you hummed, setting the dirty plate in the sink beside her. “please? i did my homework too. and fed the dog!” she stopped washing dishes and looked to you. “pretty please? with a cherry on top?”
she sighed and rinsed a plate. “alright. but you come right home when the street lights turn on. okay?” you hugged her waist and slipped on shoes before running out the door.
she was waiting for you standing on the seat of a swing. “that looks dangerous!” you called as you ran over.
she turned back, hopping down when she was it was you and sitting properly. “says who?” you rolled your eyes and set at the swing beside her. “did you see mr. anderson today?”
you giggled and nodded. “i feel bad for abby, must be kinda embarrassing to have your dad as principal.” ellie nodded in agreement, humming a tune.
“i dont like abby.” you cocked your head at her, a silent question in your eyes. “she’s such a show off in p.e. and she gets special treatment because of her dad. so unfair.”
you kicked off, sending the swing into motion. “i think she’s smart. and pretty.”
“yea…” ellie joined you, pumping her legs back and forth to get higher. “my uncle’s in town.”
“your uncle?” she nodded, looking forward at the tree line. you thought for a moment before speaking. “have you ever even met him before? what’s he like? is he like mr. miller?”
she smiled softly. “he said to stop calling him mr. miller. said it makes him feel old.”
“he is old!” you both laughed, still flying high in the air.
ellie stopped kicking, though you didnt notice, very slowly losing air. “uncle tommy is nice i guess. his wife scares me a little.” she sighed before turning to you. “i didnt see you at recess, where were you?”
your feet grazed the ground as you came to a stop. “cole asked to play tag.”
“but you hate tag,” ellie said, getting off to stand in front of you. “did you play tag with him?”
you shrugged before nodding. “my mom said i should. says he likes me.” you kicked at the ground, staring at the wood chips moving. “boys chase girls they like.”
ellie huffed and crossed her arms. “but he’s mean, he teases you. all the time!”
“boys are mean to girls they like too.”
“that makes no sense.” she flopped to the ground, arms still crossed across her chest.
you got off the swing, sitting in front of her. “what do boys like?”
“i dont know… kissing i guess.” she averted her gaze as she said it, choosing the ground to focus on.
you were taken aback. kissing? only old people did that, you thought. how do you even kiss? what if he tried to kiss you, and you didnt know how? “do you know how to?”
“what? how to kiss?” you nodded shyly, meeting her eyes. “yeah. i could teach you tomorrow, after school. joel and tommy are going out.” you nodded again. “okay. we’ll walk to my place from the bus stop then.”
the lights flickered on, signaling your time to leave. “i better get going.”
ellie nodded in agreement, getting up and holding out a hand to you. she pulled you in a hug before pushing you towards your house and walking backwards to her own. “ill see you tomorrow!”
you smiled and waved as you both ran home, butterflies fluttering.
“who is this ellie character?” your mom looked to you in the rearview mirror as she asked.
you smiled, sitting up to tell her. “my friend. she’s a year older than me, but she lives across the street. mr. millers daughter.” your mom hummed as you continued. “she’s really funny and nice. im going over to her house after school today.”
“and mr. miller doesnt mind?” she asked as she pulled into the drop off line.
“no ma’am.”
she parked and turned around, a smile on your face. “alright then. you have a good day, and please be good at the millers.” you nodded grabbing your backpack.
the day dragged as you waited for the bell to dismiss you. when it finally did, you met ellie by the bus, clambering on together.
“i found lip gloss in sarah’s room. she told me i could have it because she didnt use it anymore.” ellie smiled as she told you the plan.
“i wish i had a big sister. sarah is so cool.” you both nodded before moving on to some gossip you’d heard that day.
you entered ellies house hand in hand and she pulled you to her room. giggling as you sat the on the bed, ellie grabbed the gloss from her nightstand and sat in front of you. you tried to keep a straight face as she put it on you, and she tried to when you did the same.
“okay, now do this.” she puckered her lips as you giggled. “c’mon…” you nodded and copied her. “okay. now we lean in and… close our eyes!” you felt nervous as she sat up straight. “ready?”
you both leaned in without a second thought, your lips barely touching before you both pulled away giggling. “this is so weird.” ellie agreed with you, nodding and smiling.
“good weird.”
you ‘practiced’ a couple more times and fell beside each other on her bed.
“was that your first kiss?” you wondered aloud.
she hummed, turning to look at you. “yea. was it yours?”
“yea.”
“what do you mean you’re moving?”
you jumped up from the bed when ellie gave you her big news. how could she be moving? she couldnt leave you.
“dad says he wants to be closer to uncle tommy. apparently he and maria are… ‘in the family way’ or whatever.” she picked at her cuticles, pressing down on her thumb when it began to bleed.
you groaned and crossed your arms. “thats so unfair!”
ellie’s eyes teared up and you sat down beside her, leaning your head on her shoulder. “im gonna miss you.” you whispered. “a lot.”
“me too.”
you had to have been mistaken. ellie had moved away so long ago, there was no way she was back. there was always new people filtering in and out of your town, must’ve been one of them.
but mr. miller was harder to excuse.
“ellie, isn’t that your old friend?”
the butterflies crept back in as she turned around, her eyes locking with yours.
“damn. you grew up.”
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