I didn’t cut deep enough

Am I seriously on the verge of relapsing bc I have no cigs?

Absolutely.

Waking up , empty stomatch , cig and coffee while watching “what I eat in a day as a fat person” >>>>>

MY BEST FRIEND SENT ME A PHOTO OF ME AND IM SO FUCKING SPASIONY

KURWA MAC.

Widzisz ile osób już schudło? A ty nadal tak samo gruba. Przecież dobrze wiemy, że dasz radę, możesz ważyć ile tylko chcesz. Ale nie wystarczy chcieć, trzeba się starać słońce. A ty się poddajesz za każdym razem...

Weź się w garść!

Możesz to zrobić. Uszczęśliw sama siebie.

Jeżeli jesteś głodny wejdź na wagę i powiedz to jeszcze raz xddd

Yk this feeling when u r fasting , on meds and u decide to smoke?? Feeling high

You can eat that once you reach your goal weight

Missed this feeling of hunger

Numbers on the scale that go down

Feeling light and sleepy

If I keep going I will finally reach my weight goal

Just goin 4 a lil stroll wit my demons🚶🏼‍♀️👀

Kinda realized I’m not eating bc I’m hungry but bc I feel like it

„Teraz się tak potne ze mi styro jebnie”

Po czym kończę z rana co wyglada jak zadrapanie

hey if we’re mutuals you can literally interact w me whenever. send me whatever u want i will probably be very excited

WHAT made me think I can recover.

Eating disorder logic

- I’m lonely I’m going to isolate myself - I’m hungry I’m going to starve - I’m full I’m going to eat - I feel enormous I’m going to binge now - I can tell I’ve lost weight I’m never eating again - I’m happy I’m going to trigger myself - I’m sad I’m going to pretend I’m fine - gum has 5 calories no - ice cream has a million calories I’m going to eat a whole 7 pints

The overwhelming feeling of shame coming back to tumblr after binging for 4 days straight.

I never used to binge back on 2019 when I lost like 50lbs but now....

Maybe its because I smoke 🍃 now.

You know you gained weight when you feel healthy