I hate every single thing about myself

Pain changes people. It makes them think more. Trust less. It makes them want to protect whatever heart they have left.

can we talk about how awful it is to have both depression and bpd? i mean bpd intensifies any emotion you feel, but depression deprives you of joy, so you're just going on with your life feeling every horrible emotion to the max with no compensation whatsoever. and people think i’m ungrateful or can't accept "the nature of life" or i'm expecting too much. trust me, i am not even expecting happiness; i just want relief

When u can't say what u rlly wanna say.

Sick of wanting to say what I really feel whenever someone asks "how r u?" but always saying that I'm okay bc I know they'd say smth like "oh it's gonna be okay" it won't bitch..

Quiet bpd culture is getting so fucking angry and crying out of pure rage alone in your room because you simply can't explode and direct your anger to anyone