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𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐘𝐄𝐓.

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srvivrsguilt · 3 years

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aslkdfjks howdy to the ppl who have followed and stayed following after all this time (’: i’m gonna do just a li’l revamp and actually hopefully get this party started soon bc i cannot get this dude out of my little gremlin brain <3

#> [ out of character . ]

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srvivrsguilt · 3 years

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“Memory eats me alive. / Memory guts me, / unravels me, strews me / in the snow.”

— Aurora Engle-Pratt, from “White Out” published in ÄLPHÄ

#ugh i almost forgot to rb this on here ty mori im c wording #> [ character study . ]

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srvivrsguilt · 3 years

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—— i will carry you : CONRAD SOLOMON

Conrad loves when this happens: Skin against skin, legs tangled on legs, two souls evolving into one on a bed made for only tenderness. This warmth is present, cradling his presence for hours, and it has a name uttered, quietly, wonderfully, between the extra heartbeats he can hear near. ( Mike, Mike, Michael . . . ) Conrad loves him for everything he would do and say for him, but to start somewhere simply special, he loves Mike for always keeping him in his embrace still and perfect, like a heart only wanted to the body.

In golden serenity, he deeply breathes, stretching his limbs further to release the tension that was built in him. Though the action brings a gentle tightening around him, as if there is a challenge to fight back, and he chuckles, fond of the clinginess in Mike during the early, lovely mornings. Hearing his own small laughter, he freezes, surprised at how genuine and soft he sounded, something that is rare for the world to get. Caught under the vivid experience, he tries to slowly turn over to face Mike.

His heart twists when he notices the worrisome within Mike’s expression as the embrace slowly loosens. Becoming more aware of the feeble squirms in his heart, Conrad slightly opens his mouth to say something, anything.

> ( LOVINGLY ) You’re adorable. > ( JOKINGLY ) You’re like a baby koala. > SAY NOTHING

[ Eventually, silence only remains with Conrad while he moves closer to nuzzle him on the crook of his neck, affectionate in the most softest way possible from him. He inhales and all there exists is Mike, someone imperfect and too real as he is. Mike is here, as Mike is home … Lips slowly curl at the reminder, a ghost of smile appears on soft skin. ]

restful sleeps were plenty with conrad — or , plentier , at least ; having someone to hold onto , to protect even during slumber , had given him plentier , better sleeps than he’d had in five years .

his consciousness stirs at movement , and he makes a distressed face as he’s forced to loosen his koala - embrace around him . ( conrad . connie . his connie . ) before he’s pulled completely out of sleep , a nuzzle at his neck calms his heightened nerves ( safe , safe , he’s safe , you’re safe , together ) , and he tightens his arm that’s wrapped around con’s waist .

mike breathes in deeply , holding it in as he opens his eyes halfway , and lets it out in one huff . he curls back up with a leg thrown over conrad’s hip , and nuzzles his face into blonde hair .

> make a noise that could kind of count as a “ good morning ” > MOVE TO LAY COMPLETELY ON TOP OF CONRAD > say nothing , do nothing

[ after a few moments of soaking up the warmth — physically and the kind of warmth that spreads across his chest on every morning like this one — mike starts to move to lay on conrad completely , uncurling himself to lay like a starfish . he tries to keep a straight face , but a little grin start to pull at his lips , and he lets out another dramatic huff . ]

#so anyway this sux but i love them sm goodbye #> [ in character: archived . ]#> [ FEAT. conrad . ]

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srvivrsguilt · 3 years

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“ jesus hot sauce christmas cake , this is fucking unbelievable . ” independent mike munroe from until dawn , penned by percy private/selective , canon divergent , and headcanon heavy !

#indie rp #until dawn rp #supernatural rp #horror rp #yee and dare i say it . haw #` ( ☼ ) ﹕ 𝑆𝐸𝐿𝐹 𝑃𝑅𝑂𝑀𝑂 .#i feel like i'm missing smth but <3 oh well <3

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srvivrsguilt · 3 years

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