I know it’s a terrible idea but lately I just wanna text the straight(?) girl I had a codependent vaguely homoerotic friendship with in high school and ask if she knew I was in love with her

Sometimes at work you repair people’s microwaves. Sometimes you become the god of an ancient people. And you don’t even get hazard pay because there’s no such thing as pay. You’re there because you like repairing the microwaves.

before lesbian visibility week AND autism acceptance month are over

does anyone wanna admit they have a crush on me 👉👈

Leonard Nimoy as Spock - Star Trek (1967)

Kids will just love the cold Vulcan logic of Spock.

if I ever got famous for acting/writing anything I would acknowledge the fandom politely publicly and be like “oh yeah I’ve seen some stuff haha” and then I’d have a secret account where I write and share memes and I’d never let anyone know my true identity

BUT if I ever got famous for music, then I’d write songs about the most toxic relationships possible and when asked if they were based on my life I would say “no, they’re based on Star Trek characters, guess which ones.”

The smell of incense

Spock is the fakest hoe in Star Trek. That guy has cried in every single movie. Get out of here with that vulcans don’t have emotions bullshit. You aint fooling nobody, you sensitive fuck

there’s a girl in the play I’m in and she’s like 10 or 11 and I wore a gravity falls shirt the other day so today before we started she was talking to me about gravity falls and stuff and I mentioned to a friend that I was excited to buzz my hair again because it’s getting too long for me and the girl got so excited and was like “I wanna cut my hair short over the summer!” And she gestured like a little above shoulder length (and I remember being that young and getting that hair cut and it felt like a big move for me too) and I just. I’m emotional. I dunno it’s like, it’s a sign of trust imo. I love working with kids, love being an adult in a kids life for however brief a time where I can be a positive figure in their lives.

STAR TREK | The Immunity Syndrome

my guiding star

Me when Spock

From TV Guide, April 29-May 5, 1967

can’t wait until I can get home, take my edible and forget about how cringe I am for a bit

"You?"

01x04 – The Naked Time

The constable has become conveniently distracted enough to hide the data rods that's craaaaaazy

Thinking about how in the Naked Time, both Kirk and Spock admit to being lonely. Kirk knows that as captain he can't date or marry anyone on the Enterprise and Spock as a Vulcan doesn't feel like he can form friendships at all, "when I feel friendship for you I am ashamed." and Kirk saying, "I've always known I'll die alone" in the Final Frontier. And Spock dying on the other side of an impenetrable barrier to Kirk, reaching out but not touching. And Kirk going through hell to bring him back to life, always saying he's married to the Enterprise and he doesn't need a woman but blowing the whole ship up for Spock, the first person Spock recognises being Kirk. And what if I just killed myself.

Lwaxana Troi, Daughter of the Fifth House, Holder of the Sacred Chalice of Rixx, Heir to the Holy Rings of Betazed, and my MAIN BITCH