12/4/23 “As I got to Young Israel, the park nearby was overflowing w kids playing and moms hanging out w them. W the values we have - be off electronics, be with people. I thought of you and I felt the warmth of a brighter future l've wanted for years with you
I love you and want to be a good influence.”
1/26/24- my heart is shattered in pieces I feel like I can’t put back together. G-d please help me understand .
If it wasn’t for my dog. I really wouldn’t want to be here . I just got a Facebook memory of my life 10 years ago. And everything’s just gotten progressively worse. And I feel like it only gets worse, right? Eventually people die, you get uglier/older, pets die. I’m probably never going to find anyone to marry or have kids with so it’s not like I’ll get to experience any of those milestones. I was so much prettier 10 years ago and now I’m fugly and fat and no one wants me. All just fucking sucks .