Protest Nation

I just watched a short video of a little boy maybe about 8yrs old saying he dosent want to be white! Is everybody happy now? Small children have been so exposed to the oppression of the past and apparently our current world that a young boy dosent want to be fucking white!! I'm surprised he didnt also say he didnt want to be a boy because according to Feminists the world was built for not just men but white men who abuse the privilege and distort the benefits of power!! wow!! What a wonderful day to be a white woman 👍 raising a white male. Good job internet you have everyone living with the guilt of race...

JFC I just wish people would direct there anger and frustrations tword facist groups that actually take harmful actions instead of doing the easiest thing and yelling at Christian speakers on a college campus!!

Hobestly I just feel like these people "taking action" and protesting on campus grounds are to afraid to direct there efforts at real world threats...

Because there smart enough to know not to fuck with a true facist oppressive group of real world people... Smart enough to know not to endanger there own lives....

however there all hyped up by the surge of empowerment being a part of a protest group brings... So they rewrite college campus policy and call it a victory when the reality of the situation is that they have wasted everybody's time and over complicated campus life!!

Fucking Stupid

Here is the fucking tea bitch!

what exactly do the 20 somethings now-a-days consider your life falling apart 😛 frfr because I'm so tired of gen x and emo kids or whatever ruling the internet with there cry baby bull shit understanding of stress and anxiety everybody has depression and "my life is falling apart but its okay" memes...

I honestly feel like these kids the new generation of adults actually think those of us in our 30's coming into our 40' are irrelevant whare our understandings of life apply...

I feel like gen x or z or whatever they are have twisted WISDOM AND UNDERSTANDING with opinion and there running around making things like free speach essentially illegal...

Not a good change...

College professors in the state of California were actually told by administration to teach there classes using gender neutral terms and the people who actually seen this as a problem were shunned and put in time out for saying a gender slur...

You cant argue with somebody jaded by life simply because they have no real world experience of adversity only a story book accumulation of that knowledge!

It dosent matter how terrafying the story the only way to find a great path out of the horror of the experience being protrayed is to listen to those who have lived it or to have lived it yourself...

This new generation of people (kids the ok boomer society we have now) making changes are considering those of us who have lived thru oppression and garbage uneducated and ignorant...

There forcing us aside to fight wars in reverse bringing about fascist changes... and they dont even seem to be aware... Despite years spent learning societal history!

Call me crazy but these offended individuals are raging a potentially dangerous war on free speech! Id like to fall on the extream side of living in a free country now and say that its not illegal to be a racist and its not illegal to say offensive things! People need to learn when to take action and when to just walk the FUCK away from an ass hole person.

Alright i did it i got my stupid meds and it was not easy or simple. I hope one day some of you can experience social anxiety and voices. Its like standing in a crowded room you feel like you cant breathe and the room is stuffy with thick air and then for no apperent reason 4 or 5 invisible people pop out of random areas in the room and shout rude ass shit at you every few seconds.

I was on the edge of fucking tears walking out of the stores and if you ever wondered why my self esteam is so fucking low try living the majority of your life hearing invisible ass people telling you really rude ass shit all the fucking time.

I dont always hear voices but when i do its never fun pulling mysef away from the idea that THIS IS WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME and that's how schizophrenia works... no amount of THAT'S NOT REAL can make it go away

Medication aquired... now do i get some kind of gold star or anything i fucking hope so i hope in some way im being awarded some kind of something that just makes all this shit worth it

Katlyn: whats hi??

Me: its a thing!!!

This...

Sameness

Im tired of seeing the things we can all relate to and im sick of looking at and reading about the stuff that brings us together making it appear as though we are all the same

The “INFORMATION” age

I dont know why i didnt think of this before but honestly reading an article on a web cite about anything your trying to actually learn about or whatever it is your interested in isnt going to teach you very much. im constantly all over google looking stuff up that i want to know or asking friends what something is and you can only get the basics from either of those kinds of sources. If you really want to know what something is or how it works...

MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN

GO READ A BOOK

GO READ 3 BOOKS

I have been living with Schizophrenia for 10 years and i didnt have access to the internet for a long time after my diagnosis so i read what i could BOOKS and i have also been all over google searches. Article after article and youtube video after youtube video

ive read a couple different books about schizophrenia they were both written with information about the illness as well as with personal experience with the illness and in all honesty a symptoms list is only going to tell you so much i suggest you figure things out by getting to know what its like to actually live with those symptoms. I searched for several years to an answer to this stupid disorder and i found what i was looking for by reading how it had affected others as well as listening to personal experiences on youtube videos of real people who have struggled with psychosis. It was very liberating to know i wasent the only one going through these things and also enlightening to realize that people with schizophrenia tend to experience the same kinds of delusional and paranoid states.

When you really want to be educated about a thing you cant just devote 10 minutes to reading one stupid web page and venture out into the world thinking you know about it.

You kind of need to submerse yourself in everything you can get your hands on about it...

The information age has always been here we have been sourrounded by books and facts and junk our whole lives we just think we know everything now because we can poke our faces into a quick wiki article or a fast gogle search on literally anything in seconds at any time. 

Do we really know and understand what we are reading about though?

That portion of Anxiety that makes you irritable and kind of hate everyone and everything. Yes, that. I feel it.

GOOD MORNING

Learning to let go?

I see several people on social media who are still fighting battles with the memory of there past. Constantly sharing things that justify there old ways and also building there self asteam with positive forward thinking inspirational quotes and literally in a literary sense fighting the demon of there past with posts about how you shouldn't judge a person for what they have done in there past but for who they have aspired to be and who they are now ect...

It feels bad to know each and every one of these ladies i see still wrestling the memory of who they once were and how life had at one time beaten out a rough path for them as they walked the road and made choices that led them astray

it feels bad because i know these ladies are all living different lives now and have been for several years but for some reason cant let it go. Each day in there feed i watch them fight not with life as it exists for them now but with the memory of how things use to be.

It is a memory and you can chose to keep looking at it and aspiring to beat it down and run from it with words or you can look forward by letting go because you have learned from your mistakes and you CAN trust yourself again.

Live for today

I hate the internet

Is there anything besides k pop and anamie or however its speled on the internet? Like how are these 2 things plus fortnight seemingly the only things people are interested in now a days??

GO MAKE ART

Schizophrenia vs Shamanism

It drives me frikin mad when other people with schizophrenia start in on me for taking meds it especially drives me nuts when they start talking shamanism. Schizophrenia vs Shamanism Here is what i think If any of that shaman magic psychic bull shit held up in any way was solid by any means i just don't think you'd be abel to medicate and make it go away ^^^ that right there tells me its a funky chemical thing happening in my brain and not some kind of ultra connection to the spirit world kiss my fucking ass I think people like Terrance Mckenna and Timmothy Leary were drug addicts and scholars and they used money and there yale/harvard degrees and deductive reasoning to make there hallucinations and other LSD experiences make sense why place your ideals in the hands of rich idiots when you yourself are perfectly capable of discovering truth and any way why is our entire society and culture shaped by the wealthy elite... you ever stop to think about that like stfu the only reason you know who mckenna and leary are is because they are or were very wealthy and incredibly "well educated" there the show dogs of society I prefer the stray cats and mangy dogs and the things they have to say about the world i live in

MAYCO

Living in this apartment is like this... Catching a violation for having stuff stacked against the back door THIS YEAR when the exzact same stuff has been stacked against the back door for the past 4 years ive lived here and its been completly not a problem all these YEARS yea the rules change every single time we get a new manager and we have had like 1 million different managers since ive lived here you'd think she could just give me a warning or some shit and come back and check on the door in a week and then if its not cleared out violate me... you know considering i didnt even know it was a problem i mean obviously it hasent been for 4 years now but whatever BTW your only allowed 3 violations b4 you get evicted 1 down 2 more to go (3 seems like a low ass number considering you have an entire years worth of stupid shit fuck ups like having your back door blocked by a tote and 2 5 gallon buckets we could get violated for loud music or having our TV or sterio placed against the wrong wall we could be violated for all kinds of stupid shit like yelling to loudly outside or getting into an argument and somebody calling the police on us ect... the list of violations the RULES for MAYCO is literally a 10 page stack of papers its fucking insane) So basically living in a MAYCO managed apartment is a lot like coming extreamly close to being evicted once a month over some stupid ass shit every fucking year its incredibly exhausting and im fucking sick to death of this kind of bull shit

Psychosis Schizophrenia

i could tell you the story but it dosent describe the feeling the pain the struggle. How your will to carry on just crumbles under the sleepless nights and severity of imagined situations. The emergency in your mind. The feeling of running miles without having the ability to stop or slow down.

I cant do it again i dont think im strong enough to survive another

i haven’t written a thing but this was great!

YO WRITERS

Stop what you’re doing right now and go write 3 sentences of your story.

Every time you see this, write 3 lines.

Reblog so other writers will do the same, let’s finish these damn stories.