Odd flex but kinda makes me wanna not eat dinner at night. 🧐 My E.D was like “starve for scientific purposes, fuck yes”

My old ED acc got terminated so rb or like this to be moots!!! i'll be following everyone <3

stay safe lovelies!!

Today is Transgender Day of Visibility (#TDOV).

And I find myself struggling to find strength in that largely because we’re in the midst of a global pandemic that overshadows just about everything else going on. 

But also in spite of all the good visibility has done - and it’s certainly done good - we still have so far to go when it comes to the structural and cultural changes that need to take place to make this world welcoming for trans and gender expansive folks. It’s hard to square the visibility optimism of 2014′s “transgender tipping point” with what has followed in the years since when it comes to our lived realities; and this year is no exception - 2020 has been the worst session since 2016 for state level anti-trans legislation, we’re still in limbo on what may be monumental Supreme Court decisions regarding our rights, and I worry deeply about the impact of both our upcoming election and on the health and economic impacts of Covid on a community that is already vulnerable. I wish I could speak of today in terms of hope and pride, but mostly if I am honest, I am just tired.

To all those trans folks who are able to be visible: thank you. To all those who can’t or aren’t able to: know that you are still loved and valid. And to all of us in this community together: hang in there, be strong, it will get better.

(Image borrowed from https://tdov.org.au/)

Med student malespo for @nocturnalshrieks

*I do not promote any kind of self-destructive behaviour*

malespo for my fellow guys and masculine- presenting people! 

happy trans visibility day to all my trans people!!!!! i love you!!!

reupload since the quality was fucked up the first time.

me when I don’t immediately lose my entire body mass after drink (1) cup of green tea

Yeah a boyfriend sounds nice but an archenemy you can make out with in secret sounds ravishingly pleasing.

Idk even know anymore

My hair is very thick and shiny and healthy

My eyes are very nice and blue

My skin is very smooth and I have no pimples or acne

Yet for some fucking reason people (including me) only focus on the worst thing

My weight.

to anyone who has followed me , or reblogged  my post, I followed you from my main since this is a side blog! <3

hey guys, gals and non binary pals. here’s a periodic reminder that this isn’t some special cool club. eating disorders are seriously dangerous mental illnesses that will be fatal without treatment. no. matter. what. you. weigh. please seek recovery if you’re even the slightest bit able, take that little bit of strength (the real kind of strength - not eating isn’t a strength; giving into ed voices is a weakness actually) and RUN with it. run far far far away from the prison that is keeping you from living your life.

and if you’re not strong enough yet, then be smart enough. practise harm reduction. don’t fast consecutively, if at all. our brains need between 300-500 calories to function (needs calculated for if we were to sit in bed and do nothing all day) so don’t restrict less than that at all if you can help it. but honestly? eating below 800 calories everyday will also start to ruin your body, do 1000 to still lose weight and reduce the risk of total malnourishment, you know the shit where your body starts eating your organs to try and stay alive....? yeah. remember you can always work out to make your net intake less. take your vitamins. eat a bit more. just please please please, i’m begging you all to be safe

Hey, whatever drove you to your eating disorder, I just wanted to say I’m sorry.

Weather it was a fatphobic comment overheard during class, or bullying, or a “health” obsessed parent, or a society saturated in diet culture, or trauma, or anything else; I’m sorry.

You were wronged. You may never hear it from the people or things that influenced it, so hear it from me.

You deserve better.

I’m sorry.

Jojo's Bizarre Adventure characters are my thinspo, I'm out here tryna get that Bucciarati waistline y'all

You had me at no dysphoria

Fave thinspo ✨💀

Reblog if….

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▪️U have eating disorder

▪️U maybe wanna recovery

▪️U don’t purge

▪️U need friend

▪️U wanna lose weight

▪️U are active on your blog

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anyone else feeling more motivated so they can go back to school when this is all over and be told they look like a completely different person? because i do

Reblog if you're an active thinspo/meanspo/proana blog I will follow you