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DOUBT of Orpheus.
Jean Gunnhildr X Female Reader
VOL 02 of Tragedies of Teyvat
⎯⎯mod alice 🦋
“Wait for me.”
That was what Jean told you before she began this long trek out of Hell.
How cruel the Gods were, each and every one of them. How disgusting Celestia was, for putting a patient woman like herself through a test of faith. And to think she used to worship them since her childhood.
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Hello can i ask for a scenario where the s/o finds out that diluc, jean and amber have been cheating behind their back and then s/o decide to break up with them some years later they meet s/o again but this time s/o have a happy family.
P a i n
Diluc, Jean and Amber who cheated on their S/O and meet them after they moved on
Cw: Cheating (as you can guess by the title)
Reader here is gender neutral
Diluc
He might have made a lot of mistakes in his life... But his biggest one was cheating on you.
He sabotaged himself not really sure why. He knew what he was doing and he knew that it was wrong.
Maybe the other person was so good at pushing his buttons and he stopped thinking. Maybe it was him being so done with everything at the moment. Or maybe there wasn't any reason at all.
Actually he didn't even try to hide it. You didn't walk on him or anything, you knew about what happened because he told you so.
He never planned to play the victim, and he didn't try to excuse it either. He couldn't even tell you why he allowed it to happen since he just wasn't sure himself.
And here comes his second mistake: not fighting for you. Maybe if he tried to stop you from leaving you could mend the relationship... But he just couldn't bring himself to face you.
When he was finally ready to take that step, it was too late. You moved to a different nation hoping to get rid of your memories from Mondstadt.
He could take a hint that he already lost you. So he could only hope that you're happy... Wherever you are.
As the years passed he did get over you. Although he always thought that he had no right having feelings for you after what he'd done in the first place.
When you came back to Mondstadt he was surprised, but not because you were here. It was because of how your life had changed.
With your spouse you looked so happy... To be honest it took him back to the days where you were together and planned your shared future.
It hurt knowing that it never came to be but he was happy for you in the end.
As to not disturb your trip with his presence he had decided to stop himself from going to the main city for the time being.
Jean
Her reason had left her in the most important moment. She was weak and looked for comfort somewhere else.
After what she'd done guilt was eating her alive. And she thought it'd be only fair if she told you.
Not that she planned to get away with it, it's just that it was hard to admit to it.
She wasn't surprised when you decided to break up with her, she'd do the same if she was in your shoes...
She tried to talk to you, she tried to fix things. But in reality she only thought of it and she didn't approach you at all.
She had no words and yet she wanted to tell you so many things.
But she couldn't. She couldn't even convince you to stay in the city. She was silent the entire process.
She thought about you frequently but with time her heart calmed down and she adjusted to her mistake.
After a few years she saw you back in Mondstadt, you were so happy... But all of her past mistakes passed her mind.
It was great to see you happy with what she assumed was your family. She was right to think that too.
But she couldn't help but feel regret. It all came back it made her realize that this feeling is here to stay.
She thought such fate was what she deserved. So she never complained as she thought she didn't have the right to do so.
Amber
Just like you, she never understood why she did something so horrible. Did she forget about you in the moment or what?... No matter the case though this isn't something she can excuse.
She did try to explain it to herself. But never to say that it wasn't wrong. It was so she could make peace with herself.
Her guilt was apparent, and she couldn't hold the information in. So the thing had slipped up.
Hiding it felt bad... But seeing your reaction was much worse. The fact that she actually did it was the worst.
She wanted to apologize she fought for you to forgive her. But you just felt too heartbroken to listen.
If someone like Amber is capable of cheating... No perhaps Amber wasn't the same person as you thought she was.
You just couldn't take her back in. Who's to say she won't do it again? If even she can't explain why she did it then she won't need any reason to do it again.
So with that you stood your ground, and after that she didn't see you again.
First few months she lost some of her spirit. She knew she was in the wrong but not even being able to see you hurt even more.
Then she got better. For a cheater to be this happy feels wrong, but she couldn't stop thinking about that mistake.
She thought that you were happy now, whatever you were or whoever you were doing it with
And her theory turned out to be true once she saw you and your new family visit Mondstadt.
Did she feel regret? Absolutely, but just like you she needs to move on.
She didn't bother you, but she didn't try to avoid you either. So you could see her doing her thing from time to time.
~Mod Lisa
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everytime rosa says she's "average-looking" I want to punch the screen cause girl !!! you literally look like this !!!!!
rosa: I must look so ugly right now ugh :/
MLs, who are seeing rosa in slow-motion with an angelic lighting surrounding her: what.
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Damn that's actually terrifying.
ATTENTION ALL GIRLS AND LADIES: if you walk from home, school, office or anywhere and you are alone and you come across a little boy crying holding a piece of paper with an address on it, DO NOT TAKE HIM THERE! take him straight to the police station for this is the new 'gang' way of rape. The incident is getting worse. Warn your families. Reblog this so this message can get accross to everyone.
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Mondstadt Masterlist [@genshingorls]
None of these works are mine, they are all written by @genshingorls I am simply making a masterlist for his fics about Mondstadt characters, since he mentioned he probably wouldn’t do it himself, and by Barbatos, he needs one.
I know the formatting could have been done better, but this is the second time I do this, since the first time my pc crashed and my dumb ass didn’t save. So it’s not much, but it’s honest work.
Also, I didn’t see any works including Sucrose, so even though I’m sure there is one somewhere, I am already traumatised enough by the sheer amount of fics he has written to search them once again. I probably overlooked a few fics or linked one or two of them twice, but I’m too exhausted to check again, so sorry if there are mistakes
Anyway, the masterlist (written May, 12th) is under the cut
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"why not?"
characters: ayaka, hu tao, and jean
summary: being in a relationship with them !
author's note: working on my angst obsession! the first draft was angst. and now it's fluff. look at my character growth<3
work utc! please rb/req/follow if you liked it, it really helps!
asks! | more fics!
whenever someone asks ayaka if the two of you are in a relationship, she always blushes and hides her face behind her fan. it happens more often than one would think; you've been friends for years, and are almost always seen together. you can't really hide the growing feelings, though. and sometimes, you think, she can't either.
one day, when the two of you are lounging on the grounds, you on your back staring at the clear sky, her practicing her fighting form, you ask her, "what if we were a couple?"
she freezes with her back to you almost instantly. when she turns around, her cheeks are dusted a faint pink and she's fiddling with the end of her hair. "why not?" she finally says.
after the two of you have been together for six months, you trace patterns on her face and kiss her.
after it's been a year, you stay up late talking to each other.
after you've been together so long that the two of you have trouble remembering anniversaries (the week of your anniversary, you bring little presents to her every day, just in case you end up on the wrong day) which really isn't that long, but your memory is faulty at best and gone at worst.
after you've grown so accustomed to each other that it's like she's a second half of you, you can't imagine life without her, and you don't have to. people do a double-take when they see her without you and you without her. "where's your second half?" they ask you.
hu tao talks endlessly about you at the wangsheng funeral parlor. once, zhongli pulls you aside and whispers, "are you two together?" when you tell him that you're not, he shrugs and says, "you should be. she's always talking about you. it's like she's in love."
you've been good friends for quite some time--and, you have to admit it, you're developing feelings for her too.
one day when you get home she's standing on your porch, a hopeful smile on her face.
"will you go out with me?" she blurts.
you say yes. obviously. you say "why not?", actually, and after that, hu tao answers almost every question with "why not?"
sometimes it drives you insane, and other times, you find it's endearing.
hu tao whispers to you at night about how she appreciates you sticking with her even when no one else would.
how you didn't treat her like an outsider, even though she worked at the funeral parlor.
you tell her how you appreciate her being there for you and listening, even when it's boring.
she kisses your cheek and tells you that there's no one better who she'd like to grow old and die with. then she winks at you.
jean sighs when you offer to help her with her paperwork. "i'm so sorry, y/n," she says. "i don't mean to constantly saddle you with it." you flash her a grin and loop your arm through hers, leading her towards her office. "i don't mind!" you tell her. "i like helping you."
jean side-eyes you, but says nothing more.
after the clock strikes twelve and you're no closer to finishing it than when you started, you yawn and stand up. "i'm going to go home now," you say. "you should sleep too."
in the morning, when you go to check on her, amber stops you. "are you and jean dating?"
you blush and shake your head, your mouth opening and closing like a fish. amber shrugs.
when you tell jean what amber said, she rubs the sleep from her eyes and says, "why not? we're close enough, aren't we?"
and thus your career of helping jean late at night begins. you're exhausted in the mornings, but it's worth it. (most of the time.)
jean likes to spend time at the windrise tree, so you sit there with her sometimes and the two of you eat mushroom pizza.
jean tells you about her stress, and you tell her about yours.
you kiss her knuckles, and she kisses your forehead.
you braid her hair, she rubs your shoulders.
"i couldn't be happier," you announce to her one day, while surrounded by massive piles of paperwork. jean, after rubbing her temples, calls you insane--affectionately.
"paperwork? paperwork makes you happy?" she jokes.
"no, just my favorite girl in all of mondstadt," you respond, leaning in for a hug.
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HII IS IT OKAY IF I REQUEST A CHILD READER WHO IS BORN TO EI AND YAE PLS😭😭
child!reader with yae+ei as their mom hcs ✉
includes: yae x ei
precis: a cute, sweet kid with 2 awesome moms.
take note of: fluff, mentions of injury
reader gender: gn!
voice mail: had fun writing this! hehe thank you :)
- not sure if it was expected or not, but they would definitely dote on you, giving you everything you want. oh that toy all the way from fontaine? one of the commissions are already on it.
"what do you mean they want one, ei?"
"they looked at it and smiled, yae."
- any hobby or interest, they'll support you. for example, you want to learn origami, you have high quality paper with a variety of colors the next day.
- but of course, they can be strict. they want you to be safe and smart. you'd have some rules to follow and any injury of yours would be taken very seriously.
- they'd surely educated you about inazuma's history and with 2 powerful moms, you bet you'd be raised to be a strong fighter.
- they're your biggest cheerleaders! anything you do (as long as it's right) they'll encourage you.
- you'd spend a lot of time at the grand narukami shrine with yae as sakura petals fall all over you. sometimes, she'll even read some light novels to you while you lay in her lap.
"did you fall asleep dear?" she'd ask, shaking her head fondly as she
gazed down at you.
- the other shrine maidens love you so much too!
"lady yae! good morning! did you perhaps bring your child along
today?"
- with her discovery of the kamera, ei would take countless pictures of you while you grow up. first steps, first taste of dango, you in a hilichurl tower, basically anything.
"ah those are your photo albums. why do we have so many? 12 isn't
that much right?"
- ei feeding you her favorite sweets and trying new ones as the two of you critique them. yae might intervene and scold her for feeding you so many candies.
- they'd be knowledgeable enough to be aware you need to make friends and grow up with interaction so they'd let you play with the other kids.
"you think that one was a bit salty as well?" ei speaks, nodding
solemnly before yae walks in hurriedly. "isn't that your 14th one?"
- they'd make sure to keep a watchful eye on you, though. ei would try her best to integrate with society better so you can grow up normally.
- if anyone were to hurt you for any reason, whether that be at random or as revenge, they better be ready to be sorry.
- if yae's words aren't enough to scare them, ei's force definitely will.
- they'll melt for sure if you do anything remotely cute. even if you do throw a tantrum, they'd find a way to 'awww' about it.
"did you see how they bit you? that was adorable!"
"i must admit, it was quite cute."
- they never imagined this kind of domestic life before until you were brought into their lives. they treasure and love you with all they've got.
- you're their pride and joy and they'd be so soft for you. all they ask is you love them in return <3
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Imagine Ei or the Traveler introducing you to Yae Miko...
Imagine Yae getting that smug look in her eyes and smirking when you wonder aloud why that name sounds so familiar.
Imagine Yae nonchalantly inspecting her fingernails while you try to remember.
Imagine Yae in slightly condescendingly tone saying: "Keep at it. I'm sure you'll remember soon if you keep trying."
(You): "Yae Miko, Yae Mi- OH! Are you the Yae Miko who lost that Tofu Eating Contest to the Oni with a Tofu Allergy?!"
Imagine her rare look of genuine surprise when that's the reason why you know her name. Not her work with the Yae Publishing House or her position at the Narukami Shine, but that one time she lost against Itto in an eating content. Will probably be the first time in decades she's ever looked so flustered.
Probably not the best first impression to make, but it did make you memorable and it started your blossoming relationship with Yae off on an interesting note.
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"You thought this was real?"
Here it is!! The not awaited— my first fanfic on tumblr!!! I'm gonna actually use this blog omg.
Lmao Imma break hearts today
Tags: drabble, genshin impact, character×gn!reader
Genre: angst
Warnings: reader gets betrayed, mentions of s€lf h@rm in Scara's part, NOT PROOF READ!
Characters: Scaramouche, Yae Miko (seperate)
Sypnosis: they were just using you all along. Everything special you thought you had with them was all just a lie. Or was it?
Scaramouche
You stare at him in complete horror. Surely...surely, he was just playing some sort of cruel joke on you...right?
"Are you really that surprised? Did you actually expect me to fall in love?" He scoffs.
"I—" You begin but get cut off by him as tears well up in your eyes.
"I was fucking created by a psycho god! My existence is not even human if you think about it. Feelings? Love? Yeah right! You really are naive aren't you? I still can not believe I was made to put up with someone as pathetic as you. The Tsaritsa sure had her fun making me act the part of the loving boyfriend." He sighs in pure frustration.
You choke on the sob you were trying your hardest to control and your knees give out from under you. So, you were just a puppet in the fatui's masterplan, and he was just sent in to do his job. You didn't mean shit to him. And he told you as such. Deciding to remain silent as the stream of endless tears roll down your face, your gaze shifts as you watch him leave, he just gives you one last cold exprionless look and turns around leaving you crying on the floor, because he really couldn't care less now that his job was done.
That is what he wants himself and you to think, but he finds himself digging the knife that was meant to kill you into the the skin of his own arm after making sure you were out of sight. He couldn't finish his job in the end, after all he put you and himslelf through.
Yae Miko
She chuckles in amusement watching you make a fool of yourself, trying to reason with her after your entire world came crashing down when those words left her pretty lips– the ones you loved to kiss, the ones that always made you smile, the ones now causing your torment.
"Now that I'm finally done with you, I can rest easy. Being with you was like having to force myself to breathe." She flashes you a close eyed smile.
You wanted to be angry with her. You wanted to scream at her to explain herself– to ask her why you? If you were so insufferable why did she stay with you for so long? Why did she lead you on for a whole year? Was she really that good an actress?
You didn't want to believe her. But she was making it painfully hard to not, she was so convincing. It didn't seem as though she changed or she was lying but she didn't sound genuine either. But then again, that is how she always sounds. Even her smile was the same as ever, there really was no figuring her out.
A mess of emotions, you try to muster the courage to look at her without breaking, but as soon as her unchanged calm and mischivious violet hues meet your own gaze for the nth time, you start bawling like a fool. Blubbering out incomprehensible speech, you can't put up a show in front of her, even if that was all she ever did.
Her eyes turn cold at the sight of you crying. She refuses to explain herself. All you know is that you were used. All you knew is that she never loved you. All you know is that she was throwing you away.
"You always did look better weeping, it makes you appear the way you truly are. Utterly pitiful." Her tone was laced with bitterness as she watched you, her stare transfixed on your glistening cheeks.
"I-is..th-that...all you...needed t-to say?" You stutter out between sobs, trying to pull yourself together.
"Yes." She replies without hesitance. Already starting to make her exit.
In your mind you curse yourself for letting that be the last thing you chose to say, as all your memories together flash across.
And just like that it was all over.
Yae closes the door behind in a quick motion before covering her mouth hurriedly and running away. She can not be seen like this. Especially by you. Not anymore.
She apologizes to you in her head, but she can't stick around to be your girlfriend anymore.
I don't have any idea wtf that was supposed to be.
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here, putting it here because i don't want to post it.</3 it's under the cut!
you never miss lumine until it rains.
when everything smells of petrichor and the soft plink-patter of rain on your roof, you remember things that you tried your hardest to forget���things like how the two of you used to fly over mondstadt, racing each other to the anemo archon statue. the loser had to buy the winner a meal at good hunter. lumine almost always won, but it didn’t matter because you loved her.
or, at least, you had.
you try to ignore the gnawing ache in your stomach by doing little things you enjoy, like spending an evening at the beach with a picnic or having a fancy meal with your friends.
but it didn’t matter, because you missed her. you missed everything about her, the way that she was fierce and never gave up, and the way that she could make you laugh by simply just being there, the way that she looked when she was deep in thought—her brow furrowed and her eyes just barely narrowed.
but then she had left one rainy afternoon in spring. you could remember that day vividly, because the two of you had spent the morning picking sunsettias with the promise of making a pie, in your warm house, out of the rain. the two of you had been soaking wet and laughing.
you had been lying on a hill, pointing out clouds—the sky was a cloud, practically, lumine had said—when she’d sat up and told you, “i need to go.”
you’d looked at her and taken her hand, rubbing your thumb over her knuckles. and then she’d told you that she needed to go away, on a quest. she’d told you that she would be gone for a while, but she’d write, she’d write every day, and she’d be thinking about you, constantly. she’d told you that she would always love you. then she had taken your face in her hands and kissed your forehead.
and then she’d left.
and she’d never written, never come back.
you hadn’t been back on that hill since she’d left, regardless of the sweet sunsettias. and now the rain made you think of that day, that one day in spring.
Ouch and wow is my two best words right now. I feel like making Lumine jump on cliffs and let her die a couple times,make her drown by the ocean or something. She didn't even give a closure 😀🤧
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I'M SO SORRY AI I JUST LOVE WRITING ANGST HAGLHAKSGJDLASKDG
I enjoy angst when it's reader that dies or something, I'd admit that was a good one. Got me wetting my papers with tears but:
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Sara's S/O giving her their vision
FINALLY I'VE BEEN WANTING TO DO THIS ASK FOR A MONTH NOW, MY SARA KNOWLEDGE HAS DOUBLED SINCE WE LAST MET-
Good soldiers followed orders.
And being a general, she was expected to follow them to the letter for the lower ranks to follow in line.
The Vision Hunt Decree ordered for anyone possessing a vision to forfeit it in the name of the Shogun.
While Sara was ordered to carry it out, she did so with a heavy heart when she realized who was next on the list
Her S/O.
She and two other soldiers marched toward their home.
It was a silent trip.
Did she have any doubts? Any private traitorous thoughts?
Perhaps, but she didn't say a word. Not when the order was given, not when she marched through the streets and entered their home.
Not a word.
(Sara) "Guard the entrance. They may try to run."
(Soldier) "Yes, ma'am."
When they went out of sight, Sara sighed. She calmly looked through the rooms of their home, her heartbeat quickening when she realized they weren't here.
A part of her wishes they weren't home, that they left so she wouldn't have to deal with this.
Alas, her hopes were dashed when they saw S/O in the back, watching the sunset over Inazuma.
Closing the door behind her, she slowly walked up to them.
(S/O) "...Hey, welcome back."
S/O didn't turn to face her, and kept staring over the horizon.
(S/O) "Don't worry, I won't try anything. Wouldn't dare to even think about hurting you."
They chuckled, though the tone seemed like they were mocking themselves more than anything.
(S/O) "Not sure I could, anyway."
(Sara) "...You know why I'm here, right?"
(S/O) "The Vision Hunt. I know...Here, sit."
S/O slid over the log, making room for Sara.
(S/O) "I want to have a word if...that's alright."
Sara didn't say anything as she sat beside them.
She had to fight off her instinct to sit closer. It pained her to treat her own lover as a potential threat.
There was another moment of silence before S/O continued.
(S/O) "You're really going to do this, Sara?"
(Sara) "Orders are orders, S/O. I cannot disobey the Shogun."
(S/O) "Right. If you did, your own would be taken away...I shouldn't delay this longer than I have to."
They stood up, which made Sara stiffen up until she saw their face.
Tears were running down, but they didn't seem like they were going to run.
Did S/O accept their fate?
Their weapon was far enough from them that they couldn't reach it in time.
Sara stood up in front of them, trying to fight her emotions that were threatening to swell over.
(S/O) "...Can I ask one last thing?"
(Sara) "You may."
(S/O) "Do you still love me, Sara?"
(Sara) "That has nothing to do with-"
(S/O) "I'm asking Sara. Not the general."
(Sara) "..."
She couldn't bear to look at them anymore.
(Sara) "...I wanted nothing more than to spend our lives together, S/O."
When she glanced back up, a tear finally managed to slip out.
S/O was smiling now.
(S/O) "Hah...I didn't think it'd hurt so much to hear that."
S/O walked up to Sara and wiped away the tear running down her cheek.
Sara didn't move an inch.
(S/O) "I don't know if I'll ever see you again, but...I love you too, Sara. Always."
...
...
...
Sara woke up in a cold sweat, panting heavily and shaking her head.
That nightmare again.
Her hand reached for S/O, only to find cold sheets instead.
Sara's heart sank even deeper than what she felt in the nightmare.
S/O was gone.
Because of her.
...Was this the eternity the Shogun envisioned for Inazuma?
She curled her knees up to her head as tears fell once again.
This night, there would be no one to comfort her.
And no nights after would she feel S/O's warm embrace ever again.
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Omg I love your blog and your writing /p how did I forget to follow you before?! Forgive me my liege ehe~ /lh
Anyway, can you please do a ‘Ningguang rejecting reader’ one, similar to your ‘Lisa rejecting reader’ one? I’d love to see your take on that!
Ningguang Rejecting You
Character: Ningguang x gn!reader
Warnings: None
A/n: Absolutely ~ I'm such a sucker for angst like this
But thank you thank you, I hope this wasn't too long of a wait :<
• Only one woman has your heart in all of Teyvat. To be swoon by such beauty and grace, this feeling was surely mutual amongst all the citizens of Liyue who had seen Ningguang in action. Her assertive glow and her womanly confidence made you crumble to your feet.
• Maybe it’s because she saw potential in you that nobody else could, she brought out the best in you. Or maybe it was her soft white hair and her expensive fragrance as she whizzed past you. Or perhaps it was the way she looked at you with cruel amusement when you couldn’t solve a problem.
• The way she looked at you from across the room as you two were the only one in the Jade Chamber made you sweat as you struggled to finish the days work. However, you heard rumors from peers that your treatment was nothing special, from an outside perspective all your fantasies was nothing short of your imagination.
• You’d tell yourself every shot that you didn’t take, you’d miss. That was the only excuse you had for your childish crush to linger. That and your sheer admiration of the Business Woman she was. Such beauty and grace wasn’t surprising for the Tianquan.
You sat in the empty room of the Jade Chamber, your head bobbing back and forth as you struggled to keep your eyes open. Your inferiority complex that if you didn’t reach a respectable social status then you’d never be able to confess to Ningguang with pride. “Ningguang~” you mumbled as your head hit the hard wooden desk. Your vision blurry, you had to work harder than others to stay afloat in such a competitive economy. The thought putting you to sleep as your eyes closed for an hour that only felt like a mere moment.
That was until you felt a soft hand on your shoulder, the silk touch alerting you of someone’s presence as your eyes blinked open in confusion. “You were calling me?” the elegant voice reverberated through your ears. Jolting your body upright as if you were caught with your pants down in public.
“Madame!” you asserted. “I apologize, I’ll get straight to work,” you were shivering in your skin. The thought of your hardworking image being tainted in Ningguang’s eyes shook you to the core. Not even bothering to check the time as it was bound to be late at night already.
“No need,” Ningguang’s hands ran along your shoulders as she adjusted her position. “Look at the time, go rest. Your work is no longer needed for the day, if something important comes up I’ll be sure to fetch you,” she stated. Regardless of her nonchalant statements, the moment you looked up at her face her expression was full of pity- as if she had just heard some disturbing news. Her eyes winced and her smile distorted.
“Lady Tianquan...” you hesitated. “Are you alright? Had something happened?” You questioned. Your hand reached to check her forehead for a glimpse of her temperature, however, before you could reach it she had swatted your hand away like a gnat. In full surprise you gasped, normally Ningguang allowed small gestures of affection, she had never once reacted so harshly. “Ningguang...” You murmur.
With a look of frustration, she sighed loudly while rubbing her forehead with a single hand. “Forgive me for not being as transparent as I should’ve been. This is obviously a subject that I cannot avoid,” Your heart was beating a mile a minute, what could she have meant. “Did you really mean what you said?” She asked you, looking you directly in your eyes. Despite the current environment, you couldn’t bear to reciprocate her serious demeanor.
“W-what do you mean?” You stuttered with cold sweat dripping down your spine.
“In your sleep... you said ‘I like you Ningguang’,” Ningguang’s eyes squinted in hopelessness. “Please reassure me that I am overanalyzing your words.” You could lie... You could say you didn’t mean it... You weren’t ready after all, you were still a lowly office worker with nothing to offer but mediocre work. But if you denied it now how were you going to live with the guilt of lying to her. How were you going to confess to her after denying your feelings?
“I do Ningguang,” Her eyes closed in disappointment. “I like you, and what’s the matter with that?” Her reaction did not please you whatsoever. No sympathy, no guilt, but anger. You couldn’t control who you liked or who you didn’t, it was just so unfair. You were grateful just to be by her side.
With a couple of harsh breaths paired with silence, she opened her eyes, her hand wrapping around your cheek as she looked at you with a somber expression. “I may have overreacted... I apologize, but please understand that what you want is impossible. I cannot reciprocate your feelings.”
A gentle let-down. The emotion faded from your eyes, you knew this would happen eventually, but not this soon. “I understand-” you said plainly. You weren’t ready, still not fully comprehending your rejection. However, unlike before you had the confidence to look her in the eye this time.
“You are well-versed and resourceful, two efficient skills that I value in you highly. To lose your friendship to such emotions would be a waste. I expect to see you tomorrow.” She raised her posture once more, walking towards the exit of your room. Giving you one last glance before excusing herself.
That night she watched the stars of her terrace, pondering on the constellations of Liyue that you wouldn’t lose sight of her. Maybe what she had said was too harsh, wondering how she could’ve reacted differently.
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*Also screams while holding bombs*
FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK IM GAY
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