So here is my dilemma

I am usually not this corny, but I really don't know that much about love. I know the love I have for my mom, friends and my love for my favorite show, may it rest in peace, Desperate Housewives. Other than that, my idea of love love love haha is not that strong. But what ever the fuck that may be I know I have some twisted form for it for one of my really good friends.

I have liked him for way too long. After the first couple of months it was just fun to have that feeling that helps you choose what you where to school, but after you passed 3 years....let me just say it is getting rather tiring. yet I love it. although really really hate it.

I need to date. I really hope this new year when I transfer this fall to a new university that I can finally let go.

Here is another dilemma though, he is at the same school and I lied in the beginning. I think he my best friend.

This is my new escape

My old tumblr has fallen victim to being far too known by my fellow peers. I am completely naked and everyone knows who I am. This is now my new escape.

I am one silly mother fucker.