i’ll be fine with one sided love hahahahah
maybe yes
maybe
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but i just want to be grateful that i have another chance to feel love
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he said to improve yourself to gain more value so i can be confident, and to have the courage to be loved
whereas i just want to be worthy enough for him
another heartbreak bcs of my first love
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i wanna be at peace
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i don’t want to smile
i don’t want to fake smile
i just wanna stay still
not doing anything
not thinking anything
just here
laying down
and breathing
but then how about my always smiling image, my friendly image, my easygoing always laughing in every situation image
im a bit.. tired
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i want to sleep
deep deep sleep…
for as long as i ain’t sure
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i want to die
not physically, but so my heart won’t feel anything
.
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hello to another year on earth!
please keep looking out for me and watch me till the end. .
su;
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you should’ve just hate me, get angry, curse me, blame me.
i killed your pet after all… it was beyond our power, but still.. what if..
what if i remind myself to get the electricity…
what if i hold her..
what if i didn’t get panicked
what if…
what if…
what if..
if…
with all these..
you all didn’t spout any negative words…
instead you embrace us.. and cry with us..
i am.. forever grateful and regretting to you all .
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i’m terrified
in this small world, small city, big house, suffocating society..
i feel like i don’t belong anywhere.
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so what is the point of existing
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choose
as long as he is happy with his choices
i couldn’t care less
i want him to be happy with his choice, to be responsible and face the future with it
;su
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last . .
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first day
autumn’s here
happy first day of fall
welcoming favorite season with rain and wind . .
;su
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i hate every one and each of your groan and sigh
isn’t it family that bring the most pain?
thus, an existence seeks others to heal them.. and bcs it feels pleasant, an existence wants others to become their family.
what for?
to bring more pain, so in the future an existence seek another “others” to heal?
- what a twisted life cycle.
every breath which this existence exhaled, is not a breath, but tense
;su
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good morning mr. moon
it’s time for you to sleep . . .
;su
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wish
i used to wish for happiness,
but when the happiness that i desperately yearn for comes;
the sadness also come as the reciprocal
i don’t want the happiness i feel; is just to show sadness
it is.. excruciating
every time i feel “i’m happy”, i always anxious about the consequences
so i wish for nothing
but then i heard…
wishing for nothing means u don’t wanna live either
su;
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