Well… since a thread blew up on twitter about me being a lesbian I thought I’d officially just reintroduce myself to those of you who don’t know. My name’s Becky. I created this blog when I was 13 with the help of a few girls. Honestly, it was a joke that kind of blew up. Somehow I brought joy to girls and boys all across the world (”justgirlythings” but literally any man or woman could laugh/relate to this blog) and that’s all I really could’ve asked for when creating this. The above picture is me and my fiancée Chelsi. 

I’d like to thank you all for coming along on this journey with me for the past decade. 

I bought some models because painting them seemed too much fun... I have a problem. Some progress photos of a test paint! #warcry #nighthaunt #paintingminiatures https://www.instagram.com/p/B8aXM8hnpAl/?igshid=y9474txa2zhl

Breaking lurking status for I guess just a venting/personal update.

Genuine happiness is usually very hard for me to come by. With the love and support of my friends and family, I think I'm starting to find it again. The past couple weekends have been busy, have taken me many miles across the states, and stolen many hours of sleep. It's all been worth it - this is the chaos of life that I thrive in. From the bottom of my heart, thank you to everyone who made what I'm feeling tonight possible.

Live unapologetically, take no prisoners, and seize the day. If you hold on, life won't change.

For Facebook and work at a later date, death to Joe - long live Sydney.

My final paint before going on a 40+ model assembling spree! #eldar #craftworlds #warhammer40k https://www.instagram.com/dat1daywalker/p/ByT2QqRnajM/?igshid=1kezpqth68w3s

If you are reading this, please check on me once in a while over the next month. I'll need it.

I love this! Not sure who the artist is, please credit them if you do! ❤❤

I'm the pack mule. If something doesn't get done, I see it through. If no one steps up, I take a stand. If no one has the experience, I make the experience my experience. If there is a burden, I put it on my back.

This isn't working. This month is a goddamn nightmare. I can't carry it all. I can't do it all. I can't make everyone happy. I can't do this. I can't live like this. Time to medicate my night.

In the end, will it even fucking matter?

game dev: yeah kill nazis

crowd: thank god something we can finally clap for

Good news! I'm no longer numb to gender dysphoria. Bad news! I am no longer numb to gender dysphoria. Its the most liberating yet debilitating news I've had in a while.

Some characters Erica Lindbeck has voiced~ My bias shows tho since these are my favs from her.

The Death of Net Neutrality - Another Nail in the Coffin

Please go ahead and tell me how you think this helps us be free.

More Infrastructural Spending by ISPs

Lies. Spending has been up 15 - 30% depending by the ISP? Need proof? Look at Verizon's financial records and mail to stockholders stating "net neutrality will not inhibit investment in new infrastructure". They will continue to not spend money giving better internet to poor rural areas.

Ending Net Neutrality Will Expand Internet Coverage

You now have no idea how networking works. If the way your house or neighborhood is wired can only support a small capacity (or bandwidth), fast lanes do absolutely nothing.

Companies That Compete Will Keep Unpopular Policies Out

Most areas only have 1-3 internet providers. Internet service providers also share characteristics of an Oligopolistic industry. This means few big firms control the market with high barrier to entry and other mechanics to knock out competition. These few big firms can cooperate and all implement the same unpopular policy to negate the threat of competition. With internet becoming an inelastic good for many, we will all pay the price regardless.

Simply put - someone with half a brain needs to tell me why banning net neutrality is good for anyone not owning stock in ISPs. This isn't fake news... this is your government taking away protections.

I guess I shouldn't be shocked why the far-right Trumpeters want this. They seem to like removing protections on dangerous things:

Moral standards regarding a President discriminating against race, sex, gender, age, and disabled persons

Moral standards regarding elected officials and sexual assault

Additional taxation to the elderly hoping to not outlive retirement

Removing tax incentives for all college students

Further reducing effective incomes of teachers by removing their tax credit

The continued fight against gun reform in a nation where change needs to happen; yet is only talked about when blood has been shed

Removing protections for over 2 million square miles of public parks

People keep asking me why Democrats feel a sense of moral superiority. It's because our freedom is for not just the white. Not just the male. Not just the New Yorker or the guy from Detroit. We want to raise funding for the VA and Planned Parenthood. We believe by funding education, we will be leading the charge in sustainable job creations in both the public and private sectors. Freedom is not just those who can pay for it, but for those who inhabit this Earth.

So yes. As a Democrat I do feel a sense of pride. I feel pain when the Republican party tries to talk to me about freedom. Nothing but. Seems like I can't have true freedom as a transwoman living openly, but all hell breaks loose when we want to take away guns from the mentally unstable. Where's the bible verse for that by the way? "Thou shalt not take a man's gun, for it is tradition".

Net Neutrality was a freedom boxed in a Government regulation. I guess the incessant hatred of regulation and Obama drove the death of yet another Freedom at the hands of the Republican party. Funny how they love executive orders and other regulations if it involves Trump, banning Muslims, or regulating a woman's uterus.

This post is the culmination of a year's worth of political angst. This year has been terrible for the progress of our nation.

Sorry not sorry.

Want cute black punk dress.

must have this <3 . <3

Just a little update on why I’m not as active as I used to be when I just started out this tumblr like a month or two ago. Mainly I don’t post as much now simply because I don’t really have anything of importance to say and that there isn’t all that much going on in my life right now. But the second reason is simply because of the fact that I’ve been getting more and more of the wrong kind of attention. I was really hoping that it wouldn’t turn out that way here, but since it happens just about anywhere on the web it was kind of expected I guess. Even though what I post here and the pictures of me I upload is innocent people still seems to be dead set on that I want sexual attention, which isn’t right at all. I guess I could avoid most of that simply by not posting pictures of myself, but it would become rather dull here then and I shouldn’t really have to hide myself just because I for some reason is objectified into some kind of sexual object just because of the fact that I’m trans. I don’t really want to spend all my time here just blocking people either, so I basically try to just live with it. I’m not sure what I’m even getting at, but someday I hope that I actually won’t be seen as an object on the internet, but a person. I’m not here to satisfy someones fetish and I do not want to get messages of a sexual nature just because I’m transsexual, I neither need or want that kind of “comfirmation”. Hopefully it won’t get out of hand and since I’ll begin HRT rather soon I should actually have something of interest to post again!

I still love my utility dress.

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