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scaryskinny · 16 hours

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June 11, 2024

Well, last night my plan was to fast till this morning, but instead, i shared a sandwich with my mother.

I wanna jump over a cliff.

Now i am back to 144 lbs / 65 kg and i was doing so well.

Took yet another "yummy chocolate" and hopefully the scale will say 143lbs>

I truly can not imagine the scale saying 143lbs>, but i want to be skinny so bad, i need to the scale to say 115lbs-120lbs

Maybe i doing it on purpose, unconsciously.

Ive been fasting for about 22 hrs, and HOPING my pig self goes to sleep hungry and wake up skinner.

We'll see .

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scaryskinny · 2 days

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June 10, 2024

Morning weight, 143.2lbs / 64.8 kg

So close to 142 lbs / 64.4 kg , i can feel it, I'm planning on fasting all day today till the scale says 142, then ill treat myself to some fruit

Yesterday i ate 5 olives (20 cals) 3 lychees (18 cals) and a diet coke (0 cals) and a little croissant sandwich, which I'm not proud of...(about 400 calories)= 438 calories

Im so mad at myself for first, making the sandwich, and then my pig self eating it... i opened the fridge and there i go again.

Ive been craving soda for a while and miss drinking Dr.Pepper, and the zero sugar ones never taste quite the same

But once i reach my goal weight, i can drink all the Dr.Pepper i want, i am a Dr.Pepper girly tho and tho.

Planning and bed rotting and studying all day so not much different

This summer blows :3

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scaryskinny · 3 days

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June 9, 2024

my weight for today... 144.1lbs/65.36

I think the world is playing with me.... couldn't let me enjoy the scale saying 143lbs / 64.86, no no no no no, instead, it gave me 144.1lbs.

How great.

I havent eaten anything for about 20 hrs and was going to eat 6 lychees (60 calories) as a little treat, but now am thinking of waiting till tomorrow.

Go to bed hungry and awake even skinner.

Maybe the scale will say 143 tomorrow morning, even dare i say 142

But again, we shall see.

Maybe when i come back from my errands, the scale will say 143>

hopefully.

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scaryskinny · 4 days

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june 8, 2024

i have made the executive decision to not weigh myself today, and do it tmr morning, why? Cause I'm too scared to know what the scale says today.

This morning my bf made me breakfast and i ate every.single.bite.

im not proud, and im too scared to weigh myself because in know its gonna read me back "you failed you pig."

So here i go again, "yummy chocolate", water, and hopes and prayers that tmr morning the scale says 143>

BTW! I found a new discovery, Lychees (a type of fruit) only have 6 calories, each! So you can eat 4 and only eat 24 calories! thats insaine so of course i bought some, just some piece of knowledge i thought i should share :)

Report my weight tmr..... well see if tmr is gonna be a good day or bad .

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scaryskinny · 4 days

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I want legs like these, skinny and so cute

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scaryskinny · 5 days

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june 7, 2024

part 2/2

143 lbs / 64.86 kg

Thank the lucky stars, i was terrified at the moment.

Now, i am the lightest i am starting this process, which means I have only 23 - 28 pounds left to get rid of.

As of now, im tryna to figure out what i can eat that wont make me bloat/ gain weight

im giving myself only 320 calories to eat, hopefully, that's not gonna affect my weight in any shape or form.

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scaryskinny · 5 days

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part 1/2

June 7, 2024

ive been enjoying fasting in a weird "not-so-healthy way"

ive been fasting for about 20 hrs and its weird, I'm hungry, but every time i eat, i get a bit nauseous or i get full very quickly

im not complaining ONE BIT but its crazy to think of how much i could eat in one sitting, and how much i have eaten in the past. I'm so thankful that my body is allowing me to correct my mistake of gaining all of this weight, and i cant wait to have my new body

Granted, i haven't even weighted myself yet (will be in part 2 that i will post later today) and i did eat a plate of food yesterday with a little icecream my bf gave me, so my opinion might change once i weigh myself.

But im so scared.

What if my weight went back a pound, even points of a pound, i know it will freak me out, and send me into a spiral.

i am begging, please let the scale say 144.6>

I cant handle it saying anything else, i swear .

will report back,

xoxo, gossip girl

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scaryskinny · 6 days

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June 6, 2024

Finally, I am now 144 lbs / 65.31 kg

now back to where i left off before, but the kicker is that my bf invited me to go eat out with his friends later today

fuck my life.

couldn't say no, so now i have to eat. otherwise he is gonna be concern on why I'm not eating.

hopefully i dont gain any weight from this, will report back tmr :3

only 24-29 pounds left to go till my goal weight

hooray.

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scaryskinny · 6 days

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This morning,

I weighed myself and it said 143

out of pure shock, i weighed myself again, jumped back to 146

then out of pure confusion, i weighed myself again, and it read 145

I think this means i need to buy a new scale....

any recommendations?

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scaryskinny · 7 days

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literally me right now :3

just me blogging about my little 3d 👻

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scaryskinny · 7 days

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"Pretty Pills" and "Yummy Chocolate"

Do yall know what im hinting at?

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scaryskinny · 7 days

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June 5, 2024

Weight.... still 146lbs.

And im hating every second of it. The total amount of calories i ate has been about 250 calories, and my bf is coming over later tonight and he ALWAYS brings food so I'm either gonna resist or cave in, well see.

About to take yet another "yummy chocolate". I was thinking this morning if this will cause any long-term effects, but its the only thing that shows any form of progress, so i guess fuck it?

146lbs means i still have about 31 pounds to get rid of. It seems so far away, but I'm gonna get there, i swear of it.

Going running tmr, HOPEFULLY by either Thursday or Friday ill be 144lbs.

hopefully.

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scaryskinny · 7 days

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your stomach growling is the sound of you losing weight, of you becoming skinny.

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scaryskinny · 7 days

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June 4, 2024

A little late on the update but hey, at least I'm trying

I ate a total of 430 cals today and burned about 300 on running on the treadmill, which i have quickly realized is the best way to burn calories

Agian, all i can think about if food, food, food, food

But hearing my stomach growl while watching mukbangs has been my new craving, it makes me feel like I'm actually doing something right

Im at that stage where i could eat everything and anything

Still 146 lbs, but im hoping by the time i wake up, ill weigh less.... hopefully

The best piece of advice I've heard is GO TO BED HUNGRY. Idk what the science behind it is, but it truly makes you lose weight the more you do it, don't ever eat and then go straight to bed.

But at last, ill go back to watching my mukbangs, hopefully one day ill feel full by watching these, but knowing my stomach is empty is such a euphoric feeling

I keep telling myself, "one day, when you weigh 120-115, you can eat whatever you want, just as long you keep that weight, you gotta work even harder because you are the pig that put yourself here"

The scale will say what i want it to say, and my boby will look how it is suppose to look.

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scaryskinny · 8 days

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I got bored at 2 am in the morning and found a tape measure

wrist - 6 inches

forearm-9 inches

upper arm- 11 inches

neck- 13 inches

bust- 33 inches

waist- 27 inches

hips- 39 inches

thigh- 23 inches

calf- 15 inches

ankles- 9 inches

updated when i feel like it :3

thoughts or concerns are welcomed in the comments, compare and contrast if you like

#⭐️rving #pro for me not for thee #⭐️ve #⭐️vation goals #@na motivation #@nor3×14 #⭐️ ing motivation #3d not sheeran #3dtumblr #4nor3xia

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scaryskinny · 9 days

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June 3, 2024 (1 day hiatus)

having trouble updating as usual but im trying my best, been feeling a little tired recently

still 147lbs/ 67 kg .... nothing has changed.

I am constantly thinking about food and eating.

All i ate today was an orange and a slice of chicken, but i missed it when i first started my ed, were i wouldn't eat anything for 2 days and see results fast. im just trying to get back to where i was before i left for vacation , 144 lbs / 65 kg

Ive been looking at Victoria secret models recently and oh wow were they perfection. I wish they had a chart of how much each one weighted so i could either feel worse or better about myself.

But yet again, ill just eat all the "yummy chocolate" i can so i can feel skinny.

#⭐️rving #⭐️ve #pro for me not for thee #⭐️vation goals #@na motivation #@nor3×14 #⭐️ ing motivation #3d not sheeran #3dtumblr #4nor3xia

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scaryskinny · 9 days

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I converted my scale to kg instead of lbs; for some weird reason, it makes me feel skinner and lighter. Weird right?

#⭐️rving #pro for me not for thee #⭐️ve #⭐️vation goals #@na motivation #@nor3×14 #⭐️ ing motivation #3d not sheeran #3dtumblr #4nor3xia

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