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lauren cohan will always make me go "jesus fuck im such a lesbian"
honestly you could put every woman from supernatural on this list but unfortunately there's only ten options so this was just off the top of my head so don't go saying “op where’s x character?” in the tags THERE'S SIMPLY NOT ENOUGH ROOM
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I think a hug from sam winchester would solve all my problems ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ • *✰
#being. completely enveloped by his long ass arms#head on his chest as he gently rubs your head and squeezes you close to him#im actually not fine#sam winchester#supernatural#jared padalecki#spn
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could talk a lot about this
i think sam accepts it simply because he thinks he deserves it, he thinks its his destiny and that people will naturally like dean more than him because he was always supposed to be unlovable, unlikeable, even before he knew he had demon blood in him but especially afterwards
i think we shouldve got more from sam during stanford, to see how he behaved with jess, how he felt like being the first option for once, being the one people looked at...just to lose it all again because sam winchester was never free, because he couldnt run from himself, from his destiny
later on he ends up knowing jess wouldve died anyways, dean being back or not, why? because his destiny damned him to be alone, to be lucifer's true vessel, the prince of hell. everyone around him would either end up dead or against him.
i love season 8, i think i made this very clear for everyone, because even if I MYSELF personally think sam wouldn't stop looking for dean, it isnt because of the usual reason that "dean is his brother"
no
sam wouldnt have stopped looking for dean because dean was the only person he truly had. sam would know that without dean he would be completely alone so, looking for him would be the first thing he'd do and he'd move mountains just so he wouldn’t feel like a mistake, just so he didnt feel so alone all the time because yeah jody was there, other hunters were there but...were they? for him?
but, canonically speaking, sam found someone that chose him. who looked at him with love because amelia didnt know his past, didnt know he was addicted to demon blood at some point, didnt know he was lucifer's vessel. to her, he was just sam, the guy with a blurry past and she chose him
then dean came back, guiltripped him into thinking he needed to look for him right when sam finally felt free. he was thrown back at full force in this fucking destiny he so badly tried running from.
then he felt betrayed because even his brother chose someone else over him. benny, a vampire. sam was lost because HE CHOSE DEAN. he left amelia because his brother was more important to him than a woman just for sam to learn about benny.
sam tried everything, absolutely everything until he just accepted it. he was willing to die because if his destiny was going to be ending up alone anyways why bother? so he did the trials, he was going to close the gates of hell, he was going to die if it meant he could be remembered as a hero and not the ghost of his brother
sam accepts it, but that doesn't mean he doesn’t try and try again and again to get out of this trap that is being the one people don't really care about. he knows his brother will always be the angel, metaphorically and biblically speaking, michael's vessel, the one chosen by heaven to bear him
dean is cared for by heaven, literally. sam is the one they look down on, it doesn’t fucking matter how good he tries to be, how much he screams "LOOK AT ME, I'M GOOD, I'M NOT A FREAK ANYMORE, I'M TRYING" he will always be on his brother's shadow
always
yall think that sam deep down knows that no one cares for him as much as they care for dean?
if he knows, was a slow realization, or did it hit him at once? maybe at one evening, as bobby smiled softly at dean, and sam was surprised to see that type of gesture in bobby, but dean wasn't. so maybe it was strange and unfamiliar to him and him alone.
did he accept it? or did he try to grow closer to those around him? never quite managing it. he is too strange, too earnest.
in those days when the world is a bit more red, and the weather feels colder than natural, he would reason to himself that it's in his blood. that he's not made to fit in with the world around him, with the people on it. he is not clean, in the biblical and literal sense of the world.
but the cruelest reason, comes from the fact that it just might be him. not the blood, or destiny, or his actions.
he is just not that loveable.
anyways, what do yall think?
#well damn this is long#i just kept going and going#well anyways this is my take#i love talking about sam im obsessed#sam winchester#spn#supernatural#by the way. i love benny and dean had somehow the right to be angry because of his co-dependency on his little brother and all that we>#>already know about#but#did he really have to say that? and you guys agree with it? like wtf have you guys not seen the past 7 seasons?#saw a post today that said that tumblr is very anti sam and i came to the conclusion that's more than true#example: people blaming sam for kevin's death#like he knew anything about what gadreel did with his body???????#HELLO PEOPLE???
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welcome to the legion
Me: *ships Destiel for the past 4+ years*
Me: *looks up Sastiel/Samstiel tag once just for funsies*
Me: “Oh, no…”
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didn't say anything about this before because i forgot but happy lesbian visibility week! reminder that we are all beautiful and awesome. non binary lesbians, butches, femmes, studs, mascs, transfemme lesbians, young lesbians, old lesbians, lesbians that dated men before...we are all incredible people, happy week to us!!
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imagine thinking sam "I felt like a freak my whole life amongst my family and my peers and society as a whole" winchester isn't queer coded
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Stackednatural- 273/327
Pac-Man Fever (8x20)
April 24th, 2013
#season 8 will always be so emotional to me#i love this season sm#sam winchester#dean winchester#supernatural
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i very much hate taylor swift but fascists are fascists, this shouldn't even be a debate lol
would you a marry a swiftie with the same politics as you or a fascist with the same taste in art as you
this website has elevated suicide bait to an immaculate artform perfected like no other culture in history
#taylor swift is hateable but fascists are killers#killers and deserve to die btw#“violence is not the answer” to these people it is#you cant talk sense into a fascists head because their morals are fucked up#its like telling a psychopath that killing is wrong when they are morally imbalanced#the psycopath its going to ask you why amd when you tell them “its common sense” they will just laugh at you#to sum it all up i take the swiftie
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how do you watch supernatural and leave without an all-consuming unhealthy obsession with sam winchester how do you go through life without thinking about him and his sparkling puppy eyes and his baby brotherism do you even fucking get it how are you not getting it
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it's actually very disturbing that dean tricked sam into accepting an unknown angel inside of him when sam has had abusive experiences with lucifer, mentally and physically.
more than once it was implied that lucifer raped sam, it's not news. metaphors are constantly used to show it to us, lucifer's jokes go beyond the simplicity that they give away, you just have to have a little more critical thinking to understand it.
so, sam had all the fucking right to be pissed at his brother, to tell him that he wouldn’t do that to him because sam WOULDN'T. he wouldn’t dare to put his brother through what he went through in the cage, he wouldn’t dare to force something inside of him without his consent just because he's his brother.
dean didn't have the right to do that and he knew sam would disagree with his decision because sam didn't consent to it. besides, dean has been to hell, he knows how terrible it is, he knows the shit that they both had to go through and dean still did that, he still took away sam's free will just because he couldn't be alone
it's fucked up that people call sam selfish for saying that but just THINK for three seconds from sam's point of view
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sam: sorry dean but it’s kind of uncool that you lied abt severely violating my bodily autonomy for the umpteenth time. I think perhaps I need some space to think. sorry!
dean at a later juncture, referencing the above: hey sam remember when you told me I might as well kill myself bc the sacrifice I made for you meant nothing. well your cruel words cannot hurt me fickle wench ive grown a protective shell from the scar tissue of your past transgressions. hold on the list is in my pocket I’ll read it to you again
the fandom: dean is so tragically misunderstood…….. my sweet baby has the whole world on his shoulders…… white boy you’re breaking my heart……..
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