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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 7 hours
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If it makes you feel any better, I have no clue who I am either, and I have all my memories
That… is somewhat reassuring.
Do not worry.
I have faith you and I will both find ourselves one day.
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 7 hours
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I have to go now. I'll be back tomorrow, maybe even with a gift that can help you! I hope you have fun exploring the forest while I'm gone
Thank you my friend.
Im sure i will.
I will be eagerly awaiting your arrival.
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 8 hours
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That's so, so awful. I'm sorry you had to go through that. Was that everyone in your generation or just your family? Also, learning about those who influenced us can often help us learn more about ourselves.
It was… everyone in town who didn’t accept it.
We were taught from a young age to never question our elders.
Doing so led to punishment.
Marrying off young was a tradition…
As was sireing children as young as possible…
You are right…
Perhaps this is getting me closer to knowing.
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 8 hours
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Yeah. That's how people are nowadays. Picking and choosing what parts of the Bible to respect and disregard in order to fit their narrow world views. I'm sorry that happened to you and your brother, and from how it sounds, everyone else in that town unlucky enough to be born with the wrong parts.
Yes… me and my brother… we were both born not of the genders in our minds…
My other brother he… he was forced to sire children as well…by his wife that he was forced to marry…
It so strange.
How I remember so much about my family
Yet nothing about myself.
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 8 hours
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I've been pretty chill and gentle up until this point but HOLY SHIT, Hecate. That's... a lot... were you in a cult?
A… cult…?
Why… maybe…
The town… they praised the holy lord and yet…
Yet they didn’t act holy.
They acted as if their devotion to their lord let them get away with anything they wanted.
I remember I felt… bitter.
A feeling.
Bitter.
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 8 hours
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Did something happen to him?
He was… he was made to sire children he didn’t want…
All of us were.
My poor baby.
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 8 hours
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Do you remember the name of your younger brother?
Yes.
He… he chose the name Kameron….
But we all just called him…
Kam.
Kam.
He was so young…
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 8 hours
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How did you realize you liked girls, do you remember?
There was a girl in town… my age…
Her name… it iludes me…
But all I knew in that moment was that I loved her…
It was forbidden…
Yet…
I couldn’t help myself.
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 9 hours
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Daxter. My older brothers name.
He was a homosexual in a town that thought they deserved to be burned at the stake.
He had a boyfriend…
Ben.
They were so in love…
He comforted me when I was realized I was a homosexual…
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 9 hours
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This is… beautiful.
You are so sweet.
Puppet strings
For @s-e-c-r-e-t-s
Puppet on a string
Hung by the neck
Taken too soon
From the world of a child
Coated in scars
But never in pain
Only on the inside
Puppet on a string
Parent of 6
Child of god
Chided by the pastor
Abandoned by his gods
Held tight by others
From there the name was taken
Puppet on a string
Ever unbelonging
Not belonging there
Ever wandering here
The void around
glowed purple
It smelled purple too
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 9 hours
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Poor thing... puppet on strings hung by the neck. Almost makes me want to write a poem but that feels disrespectful.
A puppet…
Perhaps that is why I deserve to be here
How could it be disrespectful?
I would love to hear it.
I have always loved poetry.
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 9 hours
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Me.
It’s me…
A memory…
A replication…
But it’s me…
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 9 hours
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You don't deserve it either from what I see. But let's hope that they aren't.
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Why am I here then, if I did not do something to deserve this?
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 9 hours
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Just asking, I am used to people forgetting to eat food.
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It... Was.. One.. Time.
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Either way, you had a full family. Perhaps they are also in some sort of void?
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I hope not.
They don’t deserve it.
They don’t deserve it.
They never would deserve it.
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 9 hours
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Your doing great with remembering but can i ask. Did you eat anything?
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Yes.
I have eaten the bread.
And the cake pops.
Why do you ask?
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 9 hours
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If.. You... Named.. Your... Oldest.. After.. Nyx... Then.. Perhaps.. You.. Named.. Other.. Kids... After... God's..?
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You…
Yes… yes I did..
I remember I did…
But I don’t remember which ones…
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s-e-c-r-e-t-s · 9 hours
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So you were their only parent that was around? That must have been stressful. But fulfilling too, I'll bet.
The father… I…
Oh gods.
It hurts.
Stop. Stop. Stop.
Make it stop hurting.
The father
Make him stop hurting me
Make them stop
I was too young
Too young
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