I fucking hate you,but I love you -Billy loomis x fem reader
summary:billy being toxic in general and being obsessive over you (reader already knows billy is one of the ghostface)
(y/nâs pov )
I was restocking shelfs when I heard stomps coming behind me it was Randy
and I just knew he was going to rant about Billy after Billy and Stu were taunting himâyo,why is leather face such a fucking dickâ Randy said as he let out a groan referring to Billy as he leaned over the cashier counter
âhe isnât such a bad ass actually,heâs only here cause he âranâ away cause some shit happened back home.heâs actually a dweebâ I said rambling and defending Billy with a shrug
âwhat happened?â Randy asked once again with a confused yet for some reason concerned look on his face
I immediately got quiet shrugging my shoulders
Randy just shrugged it off and started rambling about horror movie rules and how everyone is a suspect with all these kills going around when I felt someone eyes burning on the the back of my head
I quickly glance and see Billy glaring at me and randy as girls were trying to flirt an get his attention obviously failing as Billy kept staring at me
I just ignored it
later that night as I was doing my homework I heard tapping on my window I turn to my window seeing billy there
I get off of my bed opening my window for billy
âwhat are you doing here billy?â
I asked and he just shrugs
âI donât know but if you need a reason..ten minutes canât go past without you brushing my thoughtsâ
I looked at him a bit confused
Billy just stared dead at me
âseeing you with randy I donât like thatâ
Billy randomly blurted out as he continued to stare at me
I just kept quiet not knowing what to say. Billy came to me grabbing my head gently and leaning my lips to his
he passionately kissed me and I kissed back I pulled him back to my bed with me and we continued making out
before Billy left he told me he didnât want me talking to Randy anymore I didnât think much of it but Billy probably had a good reason or he was probably just being possessive and jealous
the next day at school I was walking to second period when Randy came jogging to me trying to talk to me I just gave him a simple âyupâ and nodded my head to whatever he was saying when Stu came out of nowhere putting his arm around my shoulder and joked around with Randy
I walked into second period and then Billy walked in sitting next to me
the teacher was assigning partners and I just rolled my eyes in annoyance
thatâs when I heard my name
â(y/n) and Jamesâ
I somewhat knew James he was one of the foot ball players I just never really paid attention to him though
James got up and walked towards me
the whole class I felt someone glaring daggers at me
James he wasnât that bad of a partner but if I was being honest I would rather of had Billy as my partner
second period was over and I walked to the restroom when I felt someone yank my hand out to the back of the school
It was Billy and he looked mad
âwhy the fuck were you screwing around with Randy and other guysâ Billy said angrily
âI wasnât thoughâ I augured back
Billy kept arguing about how Iâve been distance and let guys get to comfortable with me and argued back defending myself and telling him how he always lets girls throw themselves at him and that heâs the distance cold one not me
crazy how who makes me the happiest also makes me the saddest
Billy just kept yelling at me and trying to manipulate me
I had enough of arguing with him so I angrily walked away
I didnât talk to Billy for the rest of the day
he was fucking with my emotions
Billy thought I turned to a bitch and it bothered me
a couple days later I was still mad at Billy
I laying down on my bed listening to music on my walk man closing my eyes when once again I heard tapping on my window
I already knew it was Billy but regardless I opened the window
I just glared at Billy as I let him in
there was an awkward silence when I finally spoke up âwhat do you want Billyâ I said bluntly
â youâre good at being perfect (y/n/n) and weâre good at being troubledâ
I just stared at Billy as he continued talking
âyouâre perfectly perfect for me cause when I hear your name I can not stop cheesing I love you so much that my heart starts beating when you leaveâ Billy said as his voice started raising and tensing
I continued glaring at him staying silent with and angry look on my face
â(y/n/n) iâm grieving and my heart is bleeding for youâ
Billy said as he put his hand on my shoulder pulling me to his embrace
I looked up at him
âI fucking hate youâ I said to Billy but we both know I didnât mean it
âbut I love youâ we both said at the same tim
Billy kept holding me and spoke up once more
âLife with out you has no godamn meaning,sorry iâm passive aggressive for no god damn reasonâ Billy kept on rambling yet still meaning each word he meant
â(y/n/n) I love you iâm just bad at keeping my emotions bubbled,fuck iâm sorry,but if you ever consider leaving iâll loose a couple screws in a due of timeâ
and I would know the real meaning of stalking heâs done it before
(flashback)
I just got done closing up the shop when a jock around my age kept flirting with me and offered to walk me home I really didnât mind he had came to the store earlier that day asking me If I ever would consider going out with him I liked the attention considering I was single at the time.me and him walked past a dark alley when someone popped out of the dark and started stabbing the living crap out of the boy I was petrified that was my first ever encounter with ghost face It was like I was stuck in place having no control over myself I was frozen that had fucked up my evening but ghostface aka billy made sure I would never meet a guy like that jock again for christ sakes I couldnât even remember that boys name
(end of flashback)
I never wouldâve thought that Billyâs feelings could get thrown in the air like this
âeven though I hate you I still love youâ I said to billy and he just smirked at my remark
âI like when we hold handsâ I blurted out and billy quickly held my hand laying as we laid down on my bed
â(y/n) I get jealous when I see you around guys that arenât me and clearly want you and if I see that I might just kill himâ I knew billy wasnât lying when he said that
that night Billy held the living shit out of me promising that I would never leave him and he would never leave me
billy loomis/stu macher x reader who owns a pet monkey đ
(I LOVE MONKEYS SM I WANT ONE SO BAD BROđđ˘)your monkey also doesnât have a name or gender so you can choose and the monkey is referred as âyour monkeyâ
billy
-when billy first found out you had a monkey he was a bit surprised and concerned but still thought it was pretty cool
-at first your monkey did not like billy
-like at all
-your monkey was sassy to billy
-like whenever your monkey would hear billy try to gaslight/manipulate someone or billy says some bull shit to you
-your monkey would give him this face
(the âEstĂşpidosâ pic is your monkey to the people billy successfully gaslights)
-your monkey would be like âbe fucking for realđ¤¨đâ
-one time billy woke up from taking a nap in your living room to your monkey on his chest holding a sandle about to attack him
-he was low key kinda scared
-billy would glare at your monkey and your monkey would glare back
-whenever billy would come over your monkey would be like ânot this bitch again đâ
-but eventually they warmed up to each other
-I swear billy and your monkey would laugh together when they see some dumbass in a horror movie
-your monkey would also help billy sneak billy from your window into your bedroom
-your monkey would be near your window signaling that itâs safe for him to sneak in
-they are always rolling their eyes or giving stank face to people they donât like
-they randomly be trying to scare each otherđ
-like jumping out of hiding corners jump scaring each other
-one time you even caught billy having a conversation with your monkey even though your monkey couldnât speak actual words
-you were pretty concerned and confused it was just random
-they go from one minute to hating each other to loving the next
Stu
-stu ADORES your monkey so much
-so does your monkey
-your monkey loves stu
-when stu first found out you had a monkey he wanted to meet your monkey straight away
âYOU HAVE A MONKEY (Y/N/N)?!?â
-when they first met stu gasped and squealed like a school girl
-stu would spoil the fuck out of your monkey
-always buying your monkey costumes/clothes
-theyâre always random ass outfits as wellđ
-stu is always taking pictures/polaroids of your monkeys as well
-he basically acts like your monkey is your guys child
-they are always taking naps together and snoring as they sleep
-your monkey likes to lay in stu lap or sit on stuâs shoulder as it lightly pulls/grabs on stuâs hair
-stu and your monkey are always have a cheeky smile/smirking at each other like they did something mischievous
-sometimes you think stu is only coming over for your monkey đ
-stu loves having horror movie nights with you and your monkey
-one time during the winter stu bought your monkey a coat to go outside in the snow (like the funee monkee gif edit/video)
-your monkey was hopping every where in the snow with stu
-your monkey has itâs time of itâs life whenever stu is around
-stu is always awwaing at your monkey 24/7
(I promise you guys iâm working on yâallâs request I just have to get these ideas/drafts out the way I have to manyđ)
billy loomis/stu macher x âtheater/musical kidâ reader
billy
-when I say you annoy billy I mean you ANNOY himđ
-out of no where you start singing and he just side eyes glances at you and roll his eyes with dramatic boom effects đ
-billy comes to every one of your shows and is either asleep or always admiring you
-billy threatens anyone who is also signing up for the role you want
-he doesnât want you playing in any romantic scenes that include you kissing/you having a romantic moment with your theater cast mate
-do to jealousy and him being possessive over you
-the only time billy allowed it was in Romeo and Juliet
-Sidney was playing Juliet and steve orths was playing Romeo but steve had bailed and never showed up for the play he barely ever showed up for rehearsal he only showed up when he felt like it so you had to put matters into your own hands and play romeo (if you know this reference Ily đ¸itâs literally the photo as wellđâ) You were pissed not because you had to kiss Sidney
-no,you were pissed because steve had bailed now you had to remember your lines as romeo in under a couple hours and had to put a ridiculous wig on It did not look that good on youđ
-billy and randy were sitting in one of the front rows
-billy was falling asleep not paying attention until he hear randy say
âwait..is that (y/n?!â
-randy asked surprised
that caught Billyâs attention when billy realized it was you he was dying of laughter you could hear his laugh all the way in the audience you were so annoyed and pressed by his taunting laugh he actually started crying from how ridiculous you looked
-billy finds it attractive if how competitive you get to get the role you want
-as highly as it annoys billy that youâre a theater/musical kid it makes him happy seeing smile on stage it warms his dark cold heart
-some times billy even invites himself to your rehearsal insisting he should stay
âbilly you really donât have to be here itâs just rehearsalâ
âno no no (y/n) you always insist I watch you rehearse â
âI donât tho-â
âshh shh shhâ he cut you off putting his index up to your mouth shushing you
-you shake your head in annoyance joining your group
-billy rolled his eyes at your group as they rambled and practiced their lines
-but when you talk he was all eyes one you
-surprising to billy he actually liked watching you get into character he like watching you over exaggerate with your act/facial expression
stu
-stu is always fan girling when he sees you on stage in character
-when ever your on stage he has stars in his eyes (they sparkle for you)
-always cheering the loudest for you
-for every one of your shows he buys you a bouquet of flowers to congratulate you
-side eyes/gives sassy attitude to anyone who is trying to get your role
-he would gladly help you reenact/practice your lines/parts
-he thinks itâs fun getting into character with you even if he isnât apart of the play
-he also finds it cute seeing you act/getting into character
-he loves helping you backstage get dressed into your character
-stu and tatum are your personal make up artist
-whenever the sheets of who got the parts are up on the boards stu yanks your hand running down the halls to see the list
-stu waited outside your class waiting for you to come out âcâmon (y/n/nâ stu was getting impatient waiting for you
right when you walked out of class stu yanked your hand âW0ahâ you yelped out as you and stu zooming down the halls
when stu âpolitelyâ pushed everyone out the way he saw the chart and you got the role you wanted both you and stu squealed as you jumped up and down
-stu was so happy that you were happy he loved seeing your cheeky smile
-stu would give stank face to any one who thought you sucked
-because in stu eyes you were his favorite and best âactorâ
yalll I need ideas for my bookie bear billy đ˘đŠ
iâm also working on a song fanfic for both sidney and tatum using girl in red songs/clario songs đ and would you guys want a ghostface rodrick fanfic/ oneshot ?
and also ideas for stu would be nice not only that but I have so many drafts of billy itâs driving me insaneđ but I want to know what you guys would like
I kinda want a vampire billy đlike the twilight aesthetic but it would be nothing like bella and edward đ˘đ
I also really wanna do scream cross over with other movies/shows mostly with ahs murder house or stranger things
(so I started reading âthe perks of being a wallflowerâ and got inspired to make a reader like charlie and iâm using a lot of quotes from the movie/book)
-billy knows youâre an awkward teen
-an outcast as well
-he wouldnât necessarily call you a loner but you get what I mean
-he never really acknowledged you for that reason
-he just never really knew you existed
-until one day he was late to lunch and he saw you sitting alone at your own little table reading a book
-he had came up to you asking what you were reading
-you were surprised someone came up to you
-when you didnât respond he raised his eyebrow slightly
-you quickly apologized
âsorry I just ..didnât think anyone noticed meâ
-he gave you a soft smile reassuring you it was ok
-from that day on he became your only real friend throughout high-school
-you guys would occasionally listen to the smiths together
-billy liked the idea that you liked to write so for Christmas he bought you a typewriter
-you would write to billy now and then on your type writer about almost anything mostly about your day starting off with âdear friend,âand ending it with âlove always ,(y/n)â
-billy was fine with it and would actually read them each night because he knew thatâs how you coped
-he liked that you observed and kept quiet/understood people
-because of that reason he knew that you would never judge him and would understand him
-billy loved seeing you smile it was pretty rare
-billy knew high-school wasnât the easiest for you and that you were pretty used to being lonely
-if anyone gave you a hard time at school donât be surprised if they get a call later that night from ghost face
-billy would also read your books to you when you are tired to pick them up your self
-billy would often take you on car rides as music blasted in his car because he knows how much you enjoy them
-before you and billy started dating he introduced you to his friend group at a party they were pretty nice
randy and you kinda hit it off as you saw billy and sidney walk off together you kinda knew randy had a thing for sidney and he had asked silently âwhy do nice people choose the wrong people to date?âas he referred to sidney âwe accept the love we think we deserve..â you replied to him
-now for your mental health billy takes no joke to it
-he knows how bad it gets
-but before he knew how serious it was he had did something he regretted
billy got into an argument with his dad and walked into school pissed off. you had went up to him trying to tell him about a new song you think he liked when billy had randomly angrily said to you ânot now (y/n) I really donât care tell it to someone that doesâ you instantly got silent and apologized as you quickly walked away
a couple weeks later billy soon realized that you had been distance from him he was actually pretty concerned and confused it surprised him that he cared that much
billy then confronted you asking what was going on all you replied to him was âI didnât want to be a bother to you anymore..â
from that day he promised you and himself that no matter what he would never leave your side or that you were a bother to him and he kept his promises surprisingly to you
-one time billy walked in on you with a worried look on his face as you repeated âstop crying..stop cryingâ to yourself
-billy was really only the person you vented to since you always kept your emotions bottled up
âwhat will you do if your parents ask?â
billy asked
ââŚif my parents ask me about it I probably wonât tell them the truth because I donât want them to worry that I might âŚget bad againâ billy knew that you didnât want to put any worry onto your parents he hated that you thought you were a burden
-one night you called billy panicking
â(y/n/n) breathe.whatâs wrong?â
âitâs been getting worse and I canât turn it off this time..â all billy could hear was you having trouble breathing and you letting your feelings get the best of you saying that it was all your fault
when you hung up billy screamed your name panicking luckily he was already in his way and got to you before you did anything âstupidâ
he had saved you that night
-you knew that billy would understand how you were both happy,and sad and how youâre still trying to figure out how that could be
-billy probably never had felt or experienced what you went through but he was the only person that truly understood you and how you felt
-billy had made you feel free not only that but he brought new experience to you
-he not only was your lover he was also your best friend and had saved you throughout high-school
iâm the girl next door - billy loomis x stu macher x reader
Billy walked into stuâs house and into his dining room thatâs when he sees you sitting at the dining table eating ramen and drinking your third carpisun
while you listen to music on stuâs walkman
you looked up at billy then back down slurping your noodles not really acknowledging billy
âwho the fuck are youâ billy thought to himself
âstu,whoâs that girl down stairs eating?â
âoh thatâs (y/n/n)â
âwho?âbilly said bluntly like he supposed to know who you are
âsheâs the girl next doorâ stu said with a grin
you and stu had met not that long ago probably a year ago
you had recently just started living next door to him
You didnât go as the same school as him and billy though
you and stu bonded over horror movies,music,and having the same humor
you guys spent hours in either stuâs room,your room,on the porch,or on the roof talking never getting bored of each other you guys could spend forever listening to each other
stuâs favorite moments with you is when either one of you guys snuck into each other room at night falling asleep snuggling up each other as a horror movie or a record player played in the background
your favorite moments with stu is when stu would get your old red maroon bike out and ride around the neighborhood with either one of you being in the back you mostly liked when you were the one steering the bike and stu held onto your waist leaning his head on your shoulder as he whispered jokes in your ear
you guys never really asked each other out you guys just started dating he never asked if you wanted to be his Girlfriend it just felt like you already were
one time when you guys were at a record store an elderly lady asked if you guys were on a date you smiled and stu replied with
âyeah me and my lovely girlfriend are looking for new recordsâ as he held your hand you gushed over the word âgirlfriendâ because you guys never really brought it up and stu didnât even mean it in a teasingly joking way he actually meant you were his girlfriend
Billy now kinda knew you and stu were a thing and he would get jealous frequently of both of you
he had came to visit stu to hang out
when billy had enter stuâs room he saw you laying your head on stuâs lap as you guys went over your flash cards
Billy envy you
billy didnât know if he wanted to be you or stu or be with you guys
âoh hey billy boyâ stu said playfully with a smirk on his face
stu quickly got up as you lifted your head off his lap going
you rode your red maroon bike to the vhs store to rent new horror movies right when you walked in you went straight to the horror section thatâs when you saw billy holding psycho and halloween in his hands as he continued eyeing the movies you came up to him and said hi he gave a quiet hi back at first it was a bit awkward thatâs when you confronted him
âI know you like stu..and not in a friendly wayâ
billy quickly shot his eyes at you glaring at you he was about to deny you,lash out on you,calling you stupid and crazy until you reassured him it was okay and that stu also had feelings for him not just stu but also you
Billy was a bit taken back by your words he was surprised
You two had quickly bonded over horror movies you even made him let out a laugh at one of your jokes
as you guys rented your movies and left you asked billy if he wanted to come over to stuâs with you he accepted and rode you back with your bike on the back of his car
You guys stopped at the gas station picking up a whole bunch of snacks
on the car ride to stu. billy got to know more about you he really liked your personality and interest.your jokes also made him laugh you were funny but not in a âannoyingâ stu way
maybe you werenât that bad after all
stu was surprised to see billy with you when he opened his door but was glad and excited
all three of you guys talked about your feelings for each others as halloween played in the background .stu was very more then happy ,billy jealousy had left he was relieved and youâre heart was melting
stu was happy that billy gave you a chance and that you guys got along so well
you and billy were spending the night at stuâs house binge watching horror movies as it was blue hour outside
you laid your head on billys lap and your legs on stuâs lap as he playfully pretended to bite your toes
you playfully hit stu on his head with your foot as all three of you played kiss,marry,kill with slasher
stu kept laughing at the slashers you kept choosing as billy kept rolling his eyes
you laughed at Billyâs reaction when suddenly one of your favorite songs started playing stu eyes lit up as you both got up and started dancing billy just watched as you begged for him to get up
eventually he got up and started dancing with you and stu as all three of you laughed
-when he first saw you he was a bit concerned for your obsession but nothing less he was memorized by how cute you looked
-he would stare at you in class as you drew little doodles of hello kitty
-when he first spoke to you he skipped to you in the hallways he gave you a pink rose putting it behind your ear
-he caught your attention by making jokes and saying he found your style of hello kitty fascinating
-anytime you guys would go to the mall he would grab your hand and run towards any store that sells hello kitty merchandise
-whenever he sees anything hello kitty related he thinks of you
âlook what I found (y/n/n)!!â
-would speed run to show you
-if anybody tried taking an item of hello kitty he saw first he would full on start arguing with them
âYou donât even like hello kitty mister!!â
a little girl stuck her tongue at stu as she yelled at him and they fought over an over size hello kitty plushie
âFuck you itâs for my girlfriend!!âstu stuck his tongue back at the girl acting like a little kid as they argued and both pulled on the over size plushie
-would buy you hello kitty plushies and bouquets like each week
-when he first saw your room his mouth dropped it was exactly what he imagined
-he lovesss your bed with your pink hello kitty sheets and hello kitty plushies covering your bed
-he would buy you guys matching hello kitty pjs
-loves taking naps on your lap (in general) as you wear the hello kitty pjs
-is always calling all your hello kitty plushies your guys kids
-youâre so cute and pink he attacks you with hugs and kisses each time he sees you
-loves giving you piggy back rides
-occasionally has dance party in your room listening to pinkpantheress and coco & clair clair
-he thinks your style is so cute
Billy loomis
-billy really wasnât that bothered by your obsession
-he thought it was cute and weird at the same time
-he still adores you
-one time he drew you hello kitty as ghostface
-and another with hello kitty hugging ghost face saying that was you guys
-youâre heart melted
-billy loves taking naps with you holding you tight while your hello kitty blanket covering the both of you
-one time billy let you face paint hello kitty on his face while you sat on his lap it took a lot of convincing;)
-billy likes helping you find hello kitty merchandise giving you his opinion of which hello kitty top/bra he prefers
-lovessss holding onto your waist as you sit in his lap with your cute hello kitty pjs/under garment
-glares at anyone who judges your style/obsession and who calls you childish
-he make sure to give them a call and scare that night
-billy is proud to say he has a hello kitty girl friend
-loves laying on your tummy as you run your hello kitty nails through his greasy hair
-he enjoys watching you do your makeup it really pops off your outfits
-loves having horror movie nights as you guys cuddle up in your hello kitty blankets as you hold your hello kitty plushie
-as I said he isnât really that bothered by your obsession he thinks itâs cute yeah it might be a little to much sometimes but he didnât care as long as it makes you happy
-your obsession was one of the reasons he found you attractive
-we all know billy is manipulative and a gaslighter
-a very good one too
-so what happens when he tryâs to gaslight you?
âoh my god (y/n) this is why I can never talk to you about nothing you never let me speak you always make me look like the bad guyâ
-billy said in an angry voice trying to play the victim
-you blankly stare at him for a brief 10 seconds then start laughing
-he stares at you surprised
-you start shaking your head
âdonât try that bull shit with me billy.that shit might work on other people but iâm not slowâ
-you said as you walked away from him
-billy stared at you in a bit of disbelief
-you had took in his breathe away
-ever since that day billy fell more in love with you he made sure to always have you by his side
-you know that he could never take advantage of you.you wouldnât allow it
-thatâs what billy loved about you.you wouldnât take his bull crap sure it may have pissed him off but he loved it
-you could see right through him
-it was like looking in a mirror
-you both saw each others reflection in each other
-billy would stare at you each time you manipulated someone into getting what you want
-you may or may have not gaslighted billy into thinking you were leaving him to get what you want
-or when you would get caught doing something you werenât supposed to then gaslight the person into making you seem like the victim
-billy smirked each time you successfully gaslight/manipulated someone
-at first billy was pissed you didnât fall for his tricks but then realized he was proud you werenât dumb and could see right through peoples lies
-he likes that you can take advantage of people
-thatâs why you guys are a team
-you trick people with your mind games
-so does billy
-so when the murders began you and billy play it off so well
-no one suspected a thing on you
-ofc they were unsure of billy when he Sidney had framed him until he got released
-you scolded billy for being clumsy and almost getting caught
-moving to act 3
-you had played such a good victim acting all innocent like you had no clue who the killer was
-you gained Sidneyâs trust so much she believed you had nothing to do with it
-up until you revealed yourself
-both you and billy smirked
-as billy and stu talked about motives and nonsense you got annoyed because if they donât start actually killing theyâre either gonna die or get caught
âBILLY!!â you shouted angrily and he looked at you surprised âless talking sweetheart and more stabbingâ billy quickly nodded and got the job done
-the thing you loved about billy was he actually listened to you knowing you knew whatâs best for the both of you
-you both love each other like dogs
-after you,billy,and stu successfully killed Sidney and framing her dad for all the teenage kills you guys got away with it
-you all had played the victims so well no one suspected a thing
-anyways billy knows not to argue or fight with you
-he knows you would put him in his place so quickly
Billy loomis x reader who goes silent while arguing/is upset
-billy really cares and loves for you
-if he didnât he wouldnât be with you and itâs not in a fake way either
-youâre his top priority
-so he hates when you stay quiet especially if something has upset you
-he really doesnât like when you guys argue because you just stay silent you donât fight back or anything
-he would always have to reassure you either with his words or actions
-when ever you would cry billy would raise his hands to wipe your tears instead of hitting you like you thought he would
-you would always think billy saw you pathetic or way to sensitive when you would remain silent and would hit you but he never would hit or abuse you he cares for you to much to ever lay a finger on you
-when I say he cares for you I mean it he really does your all he has left in his eyes ever since his mother left him
-thatâs why he hates when you stay silent he doesnât want you ignoring your feelings or keeping them away from him
âitâs okâ you said to billy in a soft unsure voice
âno itâs notâ billy said sternly
âtalk to me (y/n/n) pleaseâ
-you would occasionally apologize for a lot of meaningless things
âyou donât need to apologizeâ
-would always reassure you heâs not leaving you when you overthought
-if he found out the reason youâre were upset was because of someone he would be so mad
-he would kill anyone that made you cry
-would glare daggers at the person
-he would kill them with his barehands it didnât matter if he had the ghost face costume or not
-would never ever let you go to sleep mad at him or upset
you turned away from billy laying your head the opposite way from him not wanting him to see you cry as tears swelled up in your eyes âplease donât sleep mad at me just talk to meâ billy would say to you
-his abandonment issues really kick in when you just look up at him with sad eyes as you stay silent
-he gets scared your upset at him and going to leave him and find someone better
âdonât just go silent on me letâs talk about it..I canât loose youâ billy would say in a shaky deep voice trying to get you to talk as he held you
-whenever you felt like a burden to billy or felt like your feelings didnât matter he would drop everything heâs doing to let you vent
-it didnât matter if he was hanging out with stu or doing homework he would drop it and let you talk to him
âyou know I always have time for youâ he would reassure you
-whenever he would raise his voice at you he would bring it down so quickly not wanting to scare you away
-he knows you hate it when he raises his voice
-you would hug him tight whenever you were upset or sad scared he was going to shove you away
ârelax iâm not going anywhereâ he would tell reassure the both of you
I catch edward staring my way as that basic bitch bella talks about who knows what he seems so bored and annoyed by her
I softly smile at him and sent a small wave
Edward eyes lighten up a bit and smiled a bit widely back at me
the bell rings and I pick up my binder and notebook and hold them up to my chest and walk out
I look back in the hallways to see bella holding Edward hand
Edward clearly doesnât want to be all pda with her I just roll my eyes at them
and walk into my next class
I sit down at a two person desk next to the window and I see bella following Edward into the door way and I just give her a glare and look away
that basic bitch leaves finally
Edward releases a breathe which looks like heâs been holding in
and looks my way and his eyes brighten as he walks my way
now I can take her man..
Edward takes a seat next to me as he smiles at me
âheyâI say to him as I look up at him as he takes a seat next to me
âhi (y/n/n)â
iâm surprised he called me by my nick name he usually calls me by my actual name
âhow has your day beenâ
I ask him
âa bit stressful actuallyâ he sighs
I give him a pity look knowing damn well the âstressâ he has been feeling was bella
âbut itâs fineâhe looks at me softly and I smile at him class starts but I canât stop laughing and Edward canât stop chuckling or smiling at my jokes
the teacher tells us to pair up with the person sitting next to us
me and Edward quickly look at each other
âgood thing weâre sitting next to each otherâhe said to me
âgood thing for me cause youâre really smartâ I say as I smirk at him
Edward laughs softly at me and playfully rolls his eyes at me and we start working I keep asking him what the problems mean because what the actual fuck I could not process any of this bull crap each time I would write something down or answer the question Edward would admire me âthinkingâ I didnât notice
-next period-
I walk into gym class after putting our gym uniform on and sigh realizing that weâre playing volley ball
bella comes up to me and says to me âsomeone told me stay away from things that arenât yoursâ
I give her a blank face and say
âbut was he yours if he wanted me so badâ
she just stares at me with a disbelieved look on her face
pacify her
sheâs getting on my nerves
and as if my prayers had been heard a volley ball flys out of no where and roughly hits the back of her head and she stumbles a bit
I gasp then start laughing as Jessica comes running over âOH MY GOD BELLA IM SO SORRYâ I walk away acting like I didnât see anything
one of the reasons I dislike bella is because why the hell are you treating Edward so badly playing with his feelings like why do you keep choosing Jacob over him when you have Edward and sheâs just so weird always blinking,biting her lower lip,and pushing her hair behind her ear
out of school she always chooses to hang out with Jacob and itâs so obvious Charlie prefers Jacob for bella over Edward.He would choose Jacob in a heart beat since heâs been knowing him since he was a kid
I know Edward feels insecure by Jacob anytime heâs brought up in his relationship with bella
thatâs why I always feel bad for him especially that time bella kissed Jacob infront of Edward
-later that night-
Iâm laying down on my bed wearing my night as my music plays from my record player and iâm reading
thatâs when I hear Knock from the window
âwhat the fuck..â
then I hear another knock
I get up and open my window to see Edward I stare at him with wide eyes a bit surprised as Edward smiles widely at me as he slides into my room
âhow the fuck..â
I say not being able to process the situation
thatâs when Edward explains everything to me
the whole vampire situation
and that heâs only with bella because sheâs his blood singer
âuntil you moved back to forks thatâs when stuff changed for me once again. bella might be my blood singer but youâre my mate..my soul mateâ I stare at him a bit surprised
âI want you (y/n/n) I really do I just donât want you getting put into danger because of me and I donât know how to break it to bella because âŚI..still..love herâHe said that last part in a bit of a disgusted way
I know he did not want to say that last part he was second guessing himself
âYou donât love her.Stop lying with those wordsâ
I say to Edward as he sighs knowing I was right
Edward still really cared for bella he just didnât love her like that anymore after everything she has put him through shit even his family
â âlovingâ her seems tiring so boy,just love me downâ I say to Edward as he picks me up and I put my legs around his waist he groans and I softly grab his face kissing his face then lips passionately as Edward kisses me back trying to control himself
he lays me down on my bed carefully climbing on-top of me not wanting to hurt me
â(y/n/n) please tell me if iâm going to far I donât want to hurt you or make you feel uncomfortableâ he says in the most sweetest,reassuring,calmest voice ever I shush him and start running my fingers through his hair as he gives me small soft kisses on my collar I lift his face up and start kissing his lips once again I harshly grab his hair and rub my other hand down his back which causes him to moan so I slip my tongue in his mouth he seems so relax yet trying to control himself so he flips us over so iâm top
after our little make out session
Edward lets me lay on top of him as I lay my head in the crook of his neck as he reads me my book in a gentle soft voice
I try not to fall asleep wanting this moment to last forever. Edward grabs the blanket covering us Edward tells me itâs ok for me to sleep telling me heâs not going anywhere and I shake my head he chuckles at me and holds me tighter then kisses my forehead eventually I fall asleep in his embrace
the next morning I wake up to Edward gently shaking me and saying my name
â(y/n/n) wake upâ
I groan as I turn away from him pulling the covers over my face
he sighed and chuckled softly at me picking me up bridal style in his arms
âcome on (y/n/n)â
âbut we donât even have school todayâ
I groan out
âyeah..but im going to break the news to bellaâ I quickly jump out his arms getting dressed
âhow are you going to tell her?â I ask him
âI think iâm going to tell her in the forest we always go to.but you stay hereâ
I looked at him a bit sad
âI promise iâll come back and tell you everything that happenedâhe said in a reassuring tone I smiled softly at him as he gave me a quick hug and kiss on my lips then forehead as he zoomed out my bedroom door
-in the forest-
I cant stand her whining as bella is complaining,crying,and begging Edward not to leave her
whereâs her binky now?
âNO bella you listen I am so sick of you always choosing that dog and I know Charlie prefers Jacob over me.
you say you love me yet you keep hurting meâŚplus I already fell in love with someone else..â
bella looks to stunt to speak
âwho..? EDWARD WHO???â
she says in her high pitch annoying voice
as tears formed in her eyes
âitâs (y/n)â
bella stares at him with disbelief as she feels betrayed
Even though she had already done all of this to Edward with Jacob what was she expecting?
âYOU DONT LOVE HER STOP LYING WITH THOSE WORDSâ bella screamed at Edward as tears streamed down her face
ââŚiâm sorry bella..â was the last thing he said to her as he left her in the forest
-back at (y/nâs) house-
I was watching a movie on my bed while eat popcorn when I felt something touch my shoulder I shot my head back so quickly seeing Edward
âjesus christ Edward you gave me a heart attackâ
he smiled softly at me
âsorry (y/n/n)â
he said as he gently scooted me over
I laid my head on his shoulder as I munched on my popcorn
Edward had told me everything that had happened part of me felt bad for bella but for most of it I really didnât
Edward had told me that he felt relief that he ended things with her like a weight lifted of his shoulder at-least now she could be with Jacob.
that night me and Edward had deep long talks he could listen to me speak for hours and still not get bored
-at school-
Edward usually sits with his family at lunch but he wanted to sit with me outside on the bleachers I like sitting there because barely anyone went outside to eat because it was to gloomy and âcoldâ which the cold part was true for me at least but not for Edward since heâs a vampire so he let me wear his coat as we had my earbuds in listened to my playlist on my I pod
Edward had laid his head on my shoulder closing his eyes thatâs when bella walked out the cafeteria seeing me and Edward she glared at me
âhello?helllooo?âI heard tapping from my window knowing exactly who it was
I was trying not the drift off in class as stu rambled about some nonsense when 2:45 the bell went off
thank god I thought to my self I got up and quickly left the class room speed walking through the halls with my head held low
I didnât bother acknowledging anyone
many people think iâm odd just because I keep to my self I only talk to stu and our âfriend groupâ
which are other people I donât consider worthy of my time
but I mostly walk alone
avoiding girls that gush over me and the pathetic boys at school trying to start small talk with me
as I walk out the school building I avoid the sunlight with my chalky tone
some may say iâm a gaslighter and manipulative which they arenât wrong
with my âpiercing eyesâ
I get home I donât say anything
like thereâs anyone to greet ainât no one there
my mother had abandoned me
and my father is barely ever home,I donât care.I walk in and right up stairs to my room
I go straight to bed take a quick nap and just wait patiently until dark because thatâs when the real show starts
âââââââ
âTap tap tapâ
âââââââ
I hear from my window I smirk knowing exactly who it is
I see her
(y/n).my baby is what I like to call her
sheâs as beautiful as ever as she gives me a sweet soft smile
sheâs young and pretty
she comes to my room and we talk at night
sheâs demonic and bloody in my eyes
but she holds me tight every night iâm in my bedroom with her iâm never alone
and I kiss her cold lips until morning comes then sheâs gone and iâm off
but she only exists in the dark of my room
as me and my âfriendsâ are sitting at the fountain for lunch I sit next to stu as randy sits in the middle of stu and tatum and Sidney is next to tatum
god how much I hate Sidney sheâs the reason my mom left me
yet she doesnât even know
I kept catching her staring at me yet pretended as if I didnât notice
I know she likes me itâs obvious
but my feelings are the opposite for her
I wish she would die
I wish I could kill her right now
I have planned to kill her with the rest of the group but making stu my partner
thereâs so much of sidney I canât stand same with the rest of them as they talk about meaningless stuff
and all I can think about is my love
Iâd do anything for her
as me and her laid in my bed I do adore her as I said before Iâd do anything for her and itâs always in my room that weâre the closes
I try to smile but iâm always frontin
but I do love her and at least thatâs something.She doesnât talk much but when she does it gets cold
usually we just lay there and we hold eachother
weâre lovers we donât need others
certainly iâm all she needed and she is everything I need I donât need anyone else but her
one night one of my motherâs cat that she also had abandoned had jumped up on the covers
and it scared my baby,cause she donât like pets.
she had scrambled out of the room
It had made my blood boil that the cat had frighten my baby so I twisted itâs fucking head of its neck
âlook baby itâs bloody itâs gone itâs doomedâ I had cried out to her
âplease come back to the room..donât ignore meâ I begged her
this was more than a sick love story
If she was ever to leave me or was left with out her Iâd bring a gun shot to school
and I will for any reason if she wants me to
I hate it that she has to leave when the light comes on and if I had it my way the fucking sun would be gone
sometimes when weâre kissing I start shaking when she slips me that tongue it taste like bacon
she looks sad
uh-oh something wrong.my babyâs upset
âbaby whatâs wrong?â I asked her as I tuck a strain of her hair behind her ear
âbilly one of the neighbors kid had spotted me sneaking in and now I canât come back cause they know our secretâ
unless I can make them keep it if I do sheâll still be able to come
the next day iâm in their backyard as I slipped my ghost face costume on with a shotgun and knife
cut the screen,I went and found the kid
blew a blow of spaghetti to the side of itâs head Then their daddy was next he ran down the hall as I chased after him he was quick to fall as I shredded his throat.
I gripped the knife and started stabbing the shit out of his wife
after Is was done with them I went back home a bloody mess still in my ghostface costume with a job well done
as I washed up in the sink and but the bloody costume in the washing machine waiting for baby to come
like I said I do anything for her
I waited and and hated for 3-4 hours to hear her tapping
then finally she arrived as always she had a soft smile on her face as I held a smirk
âbaby I got rid of them you donât have to worryâ
she stared at me a bit surprised
âyou got rid of them?..for me?â
âof course baby Iâd do anything for youâ
she smiled and ran up to me as I picked her up and took her in my room
Donât know what I wanted I have memory back at that party I was all over her
I had been dragged to one of stuâs party he was throwing since his parents were out he had begged and begged for me to go
âcome on billy boy itâll be funâ
it got to the point that I couldnât stand him so I agreed to go. I was on the phone with him as I was ready to leave when he had asked
âuhm billy do you think you can get some beerâŚâ I groaned and hung up
As I walked into stuâs entrance with a pack of beers stu had noticed me and came skipping to me âahh look who finally made itâ he grinned at me as I just shoved the beers in his chest with an annoyed expression I walked away from stu and some people greeted me but I just ignored them.the music and randyâs point less rules about horror movies were obnoxious and annoying thatâs when I saw a girl standing by her self with her back against the wall she looked lonely as if she didnât want to be here something about her made me want to be near her I couldnât tell if it was because I was lonely just like her.Either way I approached her and greeted her
she looked surprised that I was talking to her she had turned her head to see if I was speaking to someone next to her but no one was there.she had came to a realization I was speaking to her she said a small hi back
we didnât make out or do anything
I had offered her a beer to make things less awkward she accepted it and I began talking
âso why are you here you look like you donât want to be here at allâ
âdo I look out of place?â she had ask
âkindaâ I was honest with her
âwell one of my coworkers named randy had dragged me to this party saying his friend was throwing it and we both didnât want to be at work so we ditchedâ
ah randy I shook my head and laughed a little
âis he trying to get you fired with himâ
she had chuckled at my remark
â I guess so.what about you. why are you here talking to me?âI looked at her âBecause you seemed lonelyâ that was part of the reason I had approached her.
to keep her some company
she shrugged and said
âI guess I am always.Itâs not a problem itâs just something I got used to itâ
I nodded at her respond feeling the same way
we spoke some more feeling a bit more relaxed and less awkward of our company. she laid her head on my shoulders and I laid mine on top of her head
Even though she was a stranger she had made me feel safe she was the one person that seemed beautiful to me