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riverbutghost · 2 months
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This is so me and my brother
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riverbutghost · 3 months
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nsfw!
Loosening your grip the wooden table hardly, you closed your eyes to take a grip on yourself.
There he was, König, sitting there while the beloved nurse was touching his arm- giggling like a teenage girl. You huffed, eyes darting back to your coffee.
“What’s goin’ on with that ugly face?”
Your lieutenant sat down next you. You rolled your eyes and stopped glaring at them . Ghost let out a sigh, eyes moving to follow your gaze. He let out a snort while mixing his sugary tea.
“She’s just doin’ her job, relax.”
You realized how tense your whole body was, your shoulders were rock hard. You sighed and relaxed them.
“How is that her job? She’s rubbing him- and he’s not doing anything!”
Simon clicked his tongue.
“Y’know how he is. Go there, shoot her off.”
This made you snort in response. Sometimes your lieutenant was funny. Sometimes.
“Should I? I mean- we’re not a couple or anything.”
Simon coughed after finishing his sweet tea, a reminder for him to stop smoking.
“I don’t have time for romance bullshit kid. Just show him what you want, don’t be a pussy.”
You huffed and got up, knocking Ghost’s cup off the table in the process and making him curse.
Walking up to them with quick but steady steps, you yanked the girl by pulling her arm- making her fall down on the floor. König blinked up to you, only to find himself getting dragged by you.
You heard Simon’s laughter, but you didn’t care.
You pushed König into the bathroom and locked the door.
“What the fuck was that?”
You hissed, arms crossed over your chest.
“W-what?! You pushed her to the floor, Schatz. That was cruel.”
Your eyes narrowed slightly and you took a step towards him, making him fall back down to the toilet seat. Which was thankfully closed.
“You were flirting with her, König. She was eye-fucking you!”
König cursed in German and huffed.
“She was checking my injury-“
“Fuck off!”
He blinked at you, a redness creeping up to his face-bot that you could see it.
“I-“
He didn’t understand why his pants were suddenly tighter. Did he find that whole ordeal hot? Yes, but he always found you hot. But here you were, pushing the nurse off and dragging him to the bathroom. Almost like claiming him. He felt hot.
“Are you even listening to me?!”
He nodded his head, and your eyes snapped down to his pants. It was too distracting, how he was breathing hardly and trying to hold himself together.
His drowsy eyes moved down after you clenched your hands.
“Be mine?”
His raspy voice was heard after a long moment of silence.
“Want me to be yours?”
You took a step towards him. He relaxed back.
You smirked and sat down on his lap, his eyes closing tightly at the sudden friction.
Your finger trailed down from his masked face to his covered chest. You could hear his breathing got deeper.
“Please, Scheiße, Liebling.”
You circled your clothed body against him, your own neediness clouding your mind.
But no.
Getting up from his lap, he let out a whimper after the loss of your body.
“Come to my room after dinner.”
He groaned.
“This my punishment?”
You smirked.
“Yes. Now, don’t make me jealous again.”
He laughed breathlessly.
“As you say, ma’am.”
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riverbutghost · 3 months
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a smutty little blurb in the middle of the night. Not proofread it!! I’m sleepy………………………………………………………
It was a disaster outside.
The snow storm was totally unexpected, leaving you and Ghost with no choice but to find a place for the night.
The mission was too important and you couldn’t just wait ‘till morning, but the storm was blinding you.
The lack of communication between the task force was even worse. All the communication was gone, making Ghost swear to himself.
When you and Ghost found a spot, you double checked everywhere. Only to discover that the place was abandoned long ago. This made you relax- Even though Ghost was still on high alert.
“How long are we gonna stay here?”
Ghost sighed, taking his vest off.
“Until the storm stops.”
You nodded and took your vest off.
“Uhm, Ghost.”
He dropped his vest and guns on the floor and turned to you with an exasperated sigh.
“What now soldier?”
“There is only a couch. Nothing more in here.”
He came to look at the little living room and cursed again.
“You gotta be fuckin’ kiddin’ me. For fucks sake…”
You waited for him to find a solution- as always.
“We’ll work it out. We have to.”
You nodded again, then gathered your stuff to put down next to the couch. You heard Ghost checking the door to lock it, then went over to the windows.
You sighed, feeling super tired all of a sudden. Jumping onto the couch, you pulled your knees towards your belly to keep you warm.
“Locked everywhere, but i’m pretty sure the snow won’t melt in the mornin’”
“It’s fine. we’ll work it out like always.”
This made Ghost pause, his mask suddenly becoming too tight. He just licked his lips under his mask and walked into the living room.
He saw you laying down on the couch, how little space he had to sleep. He looked at your relaxed body and your beautiful hair.
He admired your hair-especially when it was snowing. Your hair would be covered in snow and he would have to be extra careful not to mention how beautiful you were.
He carefully lied down next to you, making you crawl a bit for him to fit.
A sudden yelp left your mouth as Ghost’s hands shot up to hold you, from falling down.
“Sorry.”
He mumbled, hands still on your waist. You just gulped and nodded, mind going to his hands that were holding you.
After a minute of silence, you scooted back to him. His hands were still on your waist but they were tightening now.
Your breathing got faster all of a sudden, sleep was out of the window now.
You moved your body back again, only to meet with his.
His hands started loosening but still there. Your ass moved unintentionally, making Simon groan.
“Need to stop.”
He whispered, but his hands started wandering around and making you gasp.
You moved your hips again, feeling the tightness of his back as his breathing got deeper.
“You gotta stop now, pretty.”
You wanted to stop, you really did. But you needed this. You knew he needed this too- or he wouldn’t get hard in a second.
“We both need this, lieutenant. Please-“
Simon’s hand moved to unbuckle your trousers, one hand dipping into your panties as the other started caressing your belly.
Arching your back, you whimpered at the sudden pleasure. His mouth found your neck, his hand that was caressing you now was keeping you in a headlock. Your hands shot up to hold his arm as he worked his fingers inside of you.
“That’s right, princess. Keep moanin’ my name. Gonna come for me?”
You moaned out a yes, then arched your back on his hardness as he fastened his pace.
“Good fuckin’ girl. Come on my fingers. Just like that, pretty. So fuckin’ quick. Were you this needy all the time?.”
You moaned as his headlock was now replaced with his hand squeezing your right boob.
“Oh fuck Simon!”
He liked the way you moaned his name as you came.
Ghost’s hand shot up. He licked his fingers under his mask as you were catching your breath. Your eyes started to drift off, and Simon whispered in your ear.
“Sleep now angel, gonna fuck you in the morning.”
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riverbutghost · 3 months
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a smutty little blurb in the middle of the night. Not proofread it!! I’m sleepy………………………………………………………
It was a disaster outside.
The snow storm was totally unexpected, leaving you and Ghost with no choice but to find a place for the night.
The mission was too important and you couldn’t just wait ‘till morning, but the storm was blinding you.
The lack of communication between the task force was even worse. All the communication was gone, making Ghost swear to himself.
When you and Ghost found a spot, you double checked everywhere. Only to discover that the place was abandoned long ago. This made you relax- Even though Ghost was still on high alert.
“How long are we gonna stay here?”
Ghost sighed, taking his vest off.
“Until the storm stops.”
You nodded and took your vest off.
“Uhm, Ghost.”
He dropped his vest and guns on the floor and turned to you with an exasperated sigh.
“What now soldier?”
“There is only a couch. Nothing more in here.”
He came to look at the little living room and cursed again.
“You gotta be fuckin’ kiddin’ me. For fucks sake…”
You waited for him to find a solution- as always.
“We’ll work it out. We have to.”
You nodded again, then gathered your stuff to put down next to the couch. You heard Ghost checking the door to lock it, then went over to the windows.
You sighed, feeling super tired all of a sudden. Jumping onto the couch, you pulled your knees towards your belly to keep you warm.
“Locked everywhere, but i’m pretty sure the snow won’t melt in the mornin’”
“It’s fine. we’ll work it out like always.”
This made Ghost pause, his mask suddenly becoming too tight. He just licked his lips under his mask and walked into the living room.
He saw you laying down on the couch, how little space he had to sleep. He looked at your relaxed body and your beautiful hair.
He admired your hair-especially when it was snowing. Your hair would be covered in snow and he would have to be extra careful not to mention how beautiful you were.
He carefully lied down next to you, making you crawl a bit for him to fit.
A sudden yelp left your mouth as Ghost’s hands shot up to hold you, from falling down.
“Sorry.”
He mumbled, hands still on your waist. You just gulped and nodded, mind going to his hands that were holding you.
After a minute of silence, you scooted back to him. His hands were still on your waist but they were tightening now.
Your breathing got faster all of a sudden, sleep was out of the window now.
You moved your body back again, only to meet with his.
His hands started loosening but still there. Your ass moved unintentionally, making Simon groan.
“Need to stop.”
He whispered, but his hands started wandering around and making you gasp.
You moved your hips again, feeling the tightness of his back as his breathing got deeper.
“You gotta stop now, pretty.”
You wanted to stop, you really did. But you needed this. You knew he needed this too- or he wouldn’t get hard in a second.
“We both need this, lieutenant. Please-“
Simon’s hand moved to unbuckle your trousers, one hand dipping into your panties as the other started caressing your belly.
Arching your back, you whimpered at the sudden pleasure. His mouth found your neck, his hand that was caressing you now was keeping you in a headlock. Your hands shot up to hold his arm as he worked his fingers inside of you.
“That’s right, princess. Keep moanin’ my name. Gonna come for me?”
You moaned out a yes, then arched your back on his hardness as he fastened his pace.
“Good fuckin’ girl. Come on my fingers. Just like that, pretty. So fuckin’ quick. Were you this needy all the time?.”
You moaned as his headlock was now replaced with his hand squeezing your right boob.
“Oh fuck Simon!”
He liked the way you moaned his name as you came.
Ghost’s hand shot up. He licked his fingers under his mask as you were catching your breath. Your eyes started to drift off, and Simon whispered in your ear.
“Sleep now angel, gonna fuck you in the morning.”
Well you didn’t sleep at all.
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riverbutghost · 3 months
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Ghost knew he would torture every single soul who were responsible after seeing your tear-stained face, bloody and bruised. His little angel was tortured, mentally and physically. You were shaking infront of him, silently begging him to come and hug you, tell you that everything would be okay.
His hands clenched unintentionally. He took a step towards you, making you whimper. He stopped,too afraid to make you cry again. He sighed and took his mask off.
"It's me, angel. Simon."
You swallowed the lump in your throat, sniffled and shook the coat off of you. He took slow steps as you swallowed again. He kneeled infront of you, hand so slowly caressing your chin. Your lips quivered.
"I'm sorry-I-"
Simon cut you off, still softly caressing your chin.
"It's okay baby, no need to be sorry. Lemme take care of you. Let's go home, yeah?"
You nodded your head. The headache was becoming too painful even though the doctors gave you medicine. He carefully scooped you up in his arms and got out of the hospital. He walked towards his car, steps so gentle that you eventually fall asleep in his arms in a second.
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riverbutghost · 3 months
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Ghost knew he would torture every single soul who were responsible after seeing your tear-stained face, bloody and bruised. His little angel was tortured, mentally and physically. You were shaking infront of him, silently begging him to come and hug you, tell you that everything would be okay.
His hands clenched unintentionally. He took a step towards you, making you whimper. He stopped,too afraid to make you cry again. He sighed and took his mask off.
"It's me, angel. Simon."
You swallowed the lump in your throat, sniffled and shook the coat off of you. He took slow steps as you swallowed again. He kneeled infront of you, hand so slowly caressing your chin. Your lips quivered.
"I'm sorry-I-"
Simon cut you off, still softly caressing your chin.
"It's okay baby, no need to be sorry. Lemme take care of you. Let's go home, yeah?"
You nodded your head. The headache was becoming too painful even though the doctors gave you medicine. He carefully scooped you up in his arms and got out of the hospital. He walked towards his car, steps so gentle that you eventually fall asleep in his arms in a second.
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riverbutghost · 3 months
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All of my König x Fem!Reader works are here! Always check the trigger warnings!!
Check my masterlist for other works. love you, river.
Sfw works (mostly angst with HEA):
heartbroken
confession time
Suggestive and/or Nsfw works:
tease
jealous reader
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riverbutghost · 3 months
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All of my Simon Ghost Riley x Fem!Reader works are here! Always check the trigger warnings!!
Check my masterlist for other works. love you, river.
Sfw works (mostly angst with a HEA)
All Alone
Stop the pain
Why
Cold but warm
Liability // part 2
little dove
You could've died
Guilty eyes
Try for me
Older // part 2 // part 3(nsfw)
Half of my heart // part 2 // part 3
Wound cleaning
Painful days
Drunk in love
Protective
Pushing away
tortured angel
Suggestive and/or Nsfw works:
Mistake or not
Needy for affection
Pierced
Apologies
Medal kink?
Santa
disaster in the middle of a mission
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riverbutghost · 3 months
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Hi! I love the stories you write! I was wondering how ghost or könig would react if you they were going in for a kiss but you told them you've never kissed anyone before? Just a curious request. :) Keep writing the amazing stories!
Oh my.. thank you so much! I’m doing König because it’s been too long since i’ve done anything about him!! So here is my cheesy little blurb!
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Well I think he would be a little shook ‘cause how could you not kiss anyone before? you’re too pretty!
It was one of those successful mission after parties and you two got away from the team to talk.
You two were sitting in the bathtub, both holding cans of beers and talking- mostly you.
An idea popped in your head. You gave him three sentences and told him to guess which line was a lie.
“I have 2 dogs.”
“I love Bailey’s.”
“I’ve never kissed anyone before.”
König confidently said the third one was a lie.
“You know what? I’ve actually never kissed anyone before. And I hate Bailey’s.”
König didn’t believe you, you were so pretty! Any guy would be lucky to kiss you.
“How can you not? You’re beautiful Maus.”
Your cheeks reddened and you laughed shyly.
“Thank you König, i guess i’ll never find the one.”
You sighed and gulped down your beer, realizing König was silent. Too silent. You looked up, only to find him staring at you with drowsy eyes.
“You will find the one, Liebling. Maybe he’s closer than you think?”
You smiled.
“I hope so.”
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riverbutghost · 3 months
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Hihi just wanted to let you know there's an ageless blog following you :// they liked one of my posts and I swiped through their following list quick and saw you https://www.tumblr.com/b-3-lls
Thank u for informing me 🙏
Guys please, PLEASE if you’re a minor don’t interact with my account. I’m begging. I don’t want to take any responsibility.
Ageless blogs, unless you point out your ages, you’ll be blocked too. When I first started blogging, I didn’t write my age too cuz i was a minor - so yeah… I’ll be assuming the same.
Now I have to find the imposters 😤
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riverbutghost · 3 months
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nsfw!! Ghost loses control after you receive a medal for your achievement.
Your eyes locked with your lieutenant’s eyes and you smiled proudly at him. You felt proud. Your first mission was a success, you were the star of the mission.
As Price came towards you with a medal in his hands, you licked your lips and looked at Ghost again. He looked relaxed and proud, eyes squinting slightly at you.
“Congratulations, soldier. You were the best.”
Price gave you a lopsided smile and put the medal around your neck.
After a clapping session, you were left alone with your lieutenant.
“y’look so pretty with that medal around your neck.”
Redness crept up to your face as you smiled shyly.
“thank you, sir.”
He took a step forward.
“come to my room later.”
You swallowed and nodded, thinking of the things he would do to you.
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Ghost pounded you from behind, your face smashed into his pillow as you sobbed. He slowed down for a second-
“Ngh-no-please- don’t slow down-“
A slap to your ass made you clench around him again and he groaned, picking up his pace.
“Fuckin’ hell, so needy huh? you made me so fuckin' proud today, gotta give you what you deserve, my good girl.”
You couldn’t believe how aroused he would get after seeing you with a fucking medal. You weren’t complaining though.
He suddenly stopped and turned you over, caressing your clit as he started pounding again.
His hand unintentionally took ahold of your medal, grabbed it and groaned at the sudden clench of your pussy.
“fuck..look at you. So pretty with that medal.”
You moaned his name again, making him go feral with his pace.
“that’s right, gonna give you a medal that has my name on it.”
He started mumbling incoherent words- almost delirious, making you clench harder and harder. You were so close.
“Please-“
Simon groaned again, pulling the medal harder and making you scream louder.
“Come now, come on my cock. Gotta fill this pretty pussy.”
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oh my god. i’m on my period and holy shit- don’t blame this stupid writing!!(wrote it in a sec lol)
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riverbutghost · 3 months
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“Let go.”
Another wave of nausea hit you after his words reached your ears. You let go of his arm and took a step back.
“I- sorry…”
You inhaled slowly, tears prickling in the corners of your eyes.
He sighed deeply, breath reeking of cigarettes.
“Didn’t mean to yell at you, angel. Just- stay away from me tonight, yeah?”
You nodded your head after a moment of silence. He was putting distance between you two. Again.
“yep, got it.”
You knew he was having a hard time accepting you more than a friend but it was a tiring thing for you too-always expecting something more, expecting him to be more kind- but he never budged.
He wanted to say something, anything that would ease your little heart, but it was too soon. You’d understand him. He knew you would.
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I love writing angsty blurbs and now is the perfect time cuz i’m dealing with writers block.
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riverbutghost · 3 months
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i need angst with protective simon and civilian reader😩😢 but no toxic possessiveness/jealousy... like he really makes you feel safe and protected not caged or anything like that
All right m’dear, let me cook something for ya… Hope you like it! NOT PROOFREAD!! Excuse my poor writing.
Also also also… yes, and? by ariana grande is out!!!!
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It was too much. Too much to handle, you thought. They were constantly picking on you, almost like your days in high school where your peers tried sabotaging your beloved red car.
You huffed, silently praying to God or whatever was above to help you. Because if you cried, it would be over. Your oh so confident composure would crumble.
So you sucked it up, didn’t give them the satisfaction of a tear. You left your office, locking the door twice because of the fear of someone getting in and steal your projects.
After texting your boyfriend about your day, you got on your car and drove home.
You started ugly crying as soon as you stepped in. How immature of you, you thought.
You thought people would grow up and be more mature before bullying someone at this age but here you were, the immature one because of crying.
Minutes turned into hours as you were still crying with a headache. It was an explosion of hurt and constant panic.
You eventually fell asleep on the couch with pink puffy face.
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Simon thought he could buy you a bouquet of roses after the meeting with his fellow coworker, aka Price.
He knocked on the door, eyes tired but excited to see you. After sometime, he knocked on the door again as his excitement faltered.
When you didn’t open the door, his instincts told him to break down the door. He dropped the bouquet and forced the door open.
As he got in and yelled your name, you jumped from the couch and fell down on your knees.
Simon ran towards you, heartbeat slowing down.
“What the fuck, angel? I broke the door down- thought you were in danger or somethin’…”
You licked your lips and took his hand, he pulled you towards him.
“What’s wrong?”
He asked softly, not ignoring the way your lips trembled.
“Nothing, just stress and stuff.”
Simon reeled back and took a look at you.
“Love, who do i need to punch?”
You unintentionally cracked a smile hitting his chest and hugging him close.
“No one, Simon.”
Simon hummed and picked you up.
“Don’t let anyone put you down, ‘kay? Otherwise I’ll have to beat their asses off.”
“easy for you to say..”
You mumbled back, making him sigh.
“Remember the time where an asshole tried barging in? You punched him and threw him a pan after kicking him.”
A giggle left your lips as you felt your composure building back up in a few minutes thanks to your boyfriend.
“I’m not saying that you should beat them, love. You’re smart and mature, they’re jealous of your skills.”
You genuinely smiled at him and pecked his cheek.
“Thank you Si.”
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I forgot how to write in English i’m so sorry for any mistakes 😭🙏
Also, I couldn’t understand the req but hope you like it !!
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riverbutghost · 4 months
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Oh my goodness-
Turn your volume on!
I did something, lip syncing was so hard, jesus
(Please reblog if you liked it! I might do more🥺)
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riverbutghost · 4 months
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fuck u write so good i can feel my eye twitching LMFOAOAOAOA more angst for my miserable life plz🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻😁😁😁😁😘
HELL YEAH!! I love it when ya’ll pump me up 👾👾👾
More angst for YOU THEN 🫡 (but it might take some time cuz exams are killing me 🤬)
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riverbutghost · 4 months
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I LOVE LOVE LOVE these types of fic recs !!!! I’m in it too 😭 actually cried-
I binge read them all thanks to you 🙏🙏
Saffy Lemur's 2023 Simon Riley Fic Recommendations
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Jumping on the bandwagon of showing some appreciation to some of the following COD writers that I’ve grown to love reading their work💕❤️ please do yourselves a favor and give some love to these amazing writers.
These are only a few of the many that I absolutely adore, and I plan to add many, many more as time goes on💕❤️💕
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Series:
The Roomate Series by @a-small-writer-in-a-big-world : I absolutely adore the way Simon is written in this series. Wonderfully written story, and well worth the read.
Somebody’s Watching Me by @deakyjoe : not enough can be said for just how much I love this story. I’ve re-read it more times than I can count. One of the very first Simon series I’ve read, and I cannot recommend it enough.
Absolution by @barefoothighlander : Husband Simon in this is amazing. I loved the story, and the characters. So well written!!
Happiness by @lethalchiralium : This. This. This. Has to be one of my favorites of Simon as a dad. This author is one of the many that inspired me to write. Please, read this, and all her works.
Cure For Me by @groguspicklejar : it’s a zombie ghost series, what on earth more could you wish for. This is absolutely killer and so well written.
Smut:
Simon Seeing Your Tummy Buldge by @hyperfixatesnwrites : the title of the fic should be MORE than enough to have anyone racing to read this. Absolute WONDER of a smutty fic. 10/10.
Simon Gets Jealous by @strlingsav : This authors smut is next level, I truly have no words. Jealous Simon is top notch here, and had me on my damn knees.
Your Lieutenant Confesses His Feelings by @strlingsav : No amount of praise will ever be enough for this one.
MW2 Reactions To You Being A Virgin by @sweet-as-an-angel : more than just Simon on this one but HOLY HELLLLLL this made my mouth water. Fantastic, truly amazingly written smut.
I Hear You Like Magic? I’ve Got A Wand And A Rabbbit! By @makoodles : this was so purely and utterly delicious I cannot recommend this read enough. 10/10
Simon Riley With a Voice Kink by @konigsblog : this was absolutely delicious. Never did I think Simon having a voice kink would turn me on…but here we are.
Simon Riley With A Breeding Kink by @tojisun : another amazingly written smut. This author nails it every single post.
S’ Fucking Small by @cheesit-notes : Simon having a size kink will always drive me wild and this fic in my opinion is one of the BEST at portraying it.
Taking What You Need by @rowarn :no words needed, one of my all time favorite smuts. Simon in this is what I need in my life
Fluff:
Sleep by @lethalchiralium :this is so fricking adorable. One of my favorite fluff fics.
Denial by @callsign-prophet : A recent one, but this had my toes curling, my smile widening and me squealing like a tween.
Interrupted by @milf-murdock : this. Is. So. Adorable. Absolutely please read this
Hate You by @empresskylo : eeeeeppp the slight angst! To fluff is just killlleerrr here.
You Want To Kiss Me So Bad It Makes You Look Stupid @empresskylo : this author hits it out of the park yet again with this one. I loved the heck out of this one!!!
Simon Can’t Sleep Without You by @empresskylo : I love this so much, it’s adorable, it’s cute, it makes my heart flutter. Please read it,
Angst:
Firefighter FWB Ghost And Breaking Up by @hyperfixatesnwrites : the angst, the heartbreak, the way this was so well written. I loved it so fricking much.
Just For Now by @hyperfixatesnwrites :another angst break up fic that destroyed my soul (but it was fricking amazing)
Why? By @riverbutghost : Eeep I’m so in love with the “enemies(ish) to lovers trope” this is by far one of my favorites!!!
Toxic DBF Simon by @tojisun : I literally cried at the ending of this. The angst was out of this world, and I couldn’t help but re-read it multiple times.
Nothing Fucks With My Baby by @kitkatscabinet :the angst to comfort on this one is amazing. I loved this fic, and made me so desperately wish I had a Simon for myself.
Ipseity by @darklordofthesimp : another absolutely fantastic angst hurt/comfort that I adored. One of my all time favorites.
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riverbutghost · 4 months
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Let’s say, I was getting a bit bored like always 😭🙏
Drunk In Love
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Pairing: Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley x Fem!Reader
Trope: ❛ people get hurt if they get too close to me. ❜
Warnings: Angst, hurt/comfort, fluffy in the end, getting shot, military stuff etc.
since non of ya’ll send requests, I did a request for myself💃🕺💃🕺💃🕺💃🕺💃🕺💃
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You were scared. Your heart was beating so hard that you could hear the sound of it.
“Sir, I need to speak with you.”
Your voice cracked at the end, making Ghost spin around in his chair. His eyes looked tired and distant, his desk was full of papers.
“Is it urgent? I’m kinda busy right now,”
There was a lump forming in your throat. Since that day, he didn’t speak to you for even a second. He was cold, distant. You saw him from a far only.
One time, you were back on your feet and wanted to match with him on your first practice after… yeah.
And he said you were weak, you looked weak and he chose another rookie to train with.
You remembered feeling so exhausted after the training, your head swaying and your ribs aching after getting an accidental punch to your side. Gaz apologized profusely, but you didn’t mind it.
Ghost was the one who minded it, though.
He gave Gaz a hard punishment, he made you go to the nurse and never train again for two weeks. You cried a little that day, you felt like a garbage after all. Like a toddler who was always in trouble.
“Uhm,”
He sighed and turned around, leaving you all hurt and confused again.
“I don’t have time for this.”
You sucked your bottom lip, feeling every ounce of pain from his words.
You got out, your mood souring immediately.
_
“Ghost, let them look.”
Price’ voice was gentle, like he was trying not to scare the animal.
His whole body trembled as the doctors forcefully took you out of his arms, your body weak and eyes shut as they hurriedly took care of your wounds.
He couldn’t help the twitch of his hands, his mind wandering off to things that made him choke on his spit.
He still got nauseous from that day. You were bleeding in his arms, your bright and shiny eyes were closed and your heartbeat was slow.
He gripped the pen tightly, his breathing slowly getting worse.
“fuck..”
He mumbled and got up, taking his mask off and locking the door.
He started breathing in and out, the tightness in his lungs started fading away.
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“Hey lass, why you lookin’ like that?”
Soap pointed to his face as he sat down next to you.
“Your fuckin’ lieutenant is giving me a massive headache!”
Soap looked as shocked as you were at your outburst.
“Uhmm, well Gaz is calling for me,”
He got up and sprinted out of the room, making you feel a lot worse than before. Nobody wanted you. You were going to ugly cry.
You didn’t want to cry but it was hard to hold the tears.
“Sergeant, in my room. Now.”
As tears gathered in your eyes, you heard your stone faced lieutenant’s voice. No, you wanted to say. But he was your superior.
You shakily got up and turned around. He didn’t even wait for you.
With quick and steady steps, you knocked on his door.
“Come in.”
Without making eye contact, you sat down on the chair.
“Yes sir?”
Simon inspected you, the redness of your eyes and the puffiness of your mouth.
“You cried.”
A shocking wave swept through your body, a gasp left your mouth.
“No-“
“Don’t lie to me, soldier. Why did you cry? Who, made you cry?”
You wanted to laugh, the audacity of this man.
“You did.”
Simon’s face hardened with the way you looked at him, so sharp and beautiful.
“Did my words hurt you?”
Your gaze fell to your lap. Simon felt his chest tighten as he saw a tear forming on your eye.
“I apologize. You have to understand that I am your lieutenant, you can’t get hurt by my words.”
You shook your head.
“You changed, Simon.”
Simon clenched his jaw, a weird feeling crushed down on his chest.
He whispered your name.
“I don’t want this.”
He shook his head, a panicked breath leaving his mouth.
“Whatever you’re thinking will never happen. You and I both know that, love.”
You licked your lips and his attention was drawn on you.
“No, all i know is that I want you.”
Simon sighed, suddenly feeling too hot under the mask.
“I don’t.”
A sharp pain formed in your belly, feeling like a fool all of a sudden.
“Tell me, Simon. Spit it on my face, do you want me? If you don’t, I’ll never speak to you other than business. I promise.”
Simon thought for a moment. Did he really want you gone? No, he needed you to be healthy after that day. But he could still look at you from far away, he wanted that right?
“People get hurt if they get too close to me.”
Your face softened, realizing that this was hard for him. When you opened your mouth to soothe him he cut you off.
“Fuck it, I do want you. In my arms, bed, everywhere.”
Relief washed over you. Simon suddenly stood up, taking his mask off. You saw his face before but this time, it felt more intimate.
You got up as well, taking slow steps towards him.
“Kiss me, then.”
Simon’s throat bobbled as he swallowed his nerves. His hands shot out to hold your body against his as he pressed his scarred lips against yours, feeling the soft warmth of them.
He still wasn’t sure of whatever you two were beginning to do, but he realized that he was too old and life was too short. He kissed you deeply, like a hungry wolf, memorizing the way your lips felt against his.
You moaned as his hand went up to your breasts, gasping at his sudden change of behavior.
Let’s say that, Simon and you had the other day sleeping in.
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