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Happy 4th birthday DSMP you stupid awesome terrible dumpsterfire of a story. I think i'm just gonna be stuck here for the rest of my life. I need financial compensation.
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Shelby said a lot during her stream, teetering from honorable to downright strange, and I want to address some of the issues. Before I say anything, I am still supportive of Shelby’s story, but this stream revealed a lot to me. I especially push Shelby supporters to read this, as this stream pushed MANY people I know to a neutral stance.
Shelby claimed having a depressive disorder just involved "feeling depressed", which is a harmful misconception that minimizes our struggles. Depression is more than feeling sad, and is categorized as being "different from regular mood changes and feelings about everyday life." It can involve constant hopelessness, angry outbursts, loss of motivation in most activities, and can lead to fluctuating weights, suicidal ideations, and self-sabotaging. To say "we all feel a little depressed sometimes" is to dismiss the lifelong struggles people with depression go through.
Shelby also implies that people with mental illness cannot change, and that recovery is not possible if your depression has hurt others. Not only is that an incredibly harmful idea to spread, it's blatantly incorrect. Just as habits and thoughts are trained throughout your life, they can also be untrained. There is genuine psychological basis in this, and to say that recovery is impossible is scientifically false. Personalities shift our entire lives, and changes in our physical and mental environments help us train new habits. This is part of the reason we try forming better schedules in new environments, and why a consistently stressful environment can bloom negative habits.
People don't chose to have mental illness, and if you're never taught to handle it, it can be extremely easy to hurt others. The most powerful tool to recovery is believing you can be better, and Shelby telling people to not even try is just enabling self-destructive people to hurt others for the rest of their lives. Change is a long process, but it's absolutely possible- Something as simple as a disruption in your life, a wake up call, and a drive to be a better person are the first steps to kickstarting change.
Shelby’s claims are very strange considering the rest of the stream. Earlier, she went on a rant about content creator’s influence on teenagers. She acknowledged teenagers are impressionable, and that it’s important to take care of those looking up to you. She recognized her fanbase was mainly teenagers, many of whom struggle from mental illness. It feels backwards to emphasize being a good role model before telling thousands of kids that their mental illness makes them a bad person. Her statement was about treating people with kindness no matter what, but she couldn’t keep that energy for people with depression.
Shelby herself was able to find help in therapy, so to deny that others should seek help feels selfish. She also confirmed on stream that she's seen the informative resources people sent her, and that she has ignored them. I can excuse the stereotyping if she's willing to be educated, but she's made it clear she believes she’s right. This is one thing I cannot defend, and I can't forgive her for slandering myself and thousands of struggling teens’ progress to their faces.
One final thing Shelby mentioned was that we should wait for evidence, and it's alright to feel doubtful. I want to revisit her statement with the current evidence we have, that I will take with a grain of salt by her own request. With the proof we have, nothing that Shelby claims comes across as abusive outside of the biting.
Shelby said she would get locked in his house at times. UK houses need a key to unlock the inside, and Wilbur likely only had one. While at his house, Shelby had access to her phone, and there were ways she could communicate with him or call for help if this was a problem. We have no evidence to claim that he trapped her. Shelby also stated her family never met Wilbur, because she had to travel to meet him. It wouldn't be unreasonable to stay in his house for an extended amount of time, and that was entirely her choice. She certainly might have felt neglected, but to claim that it was entrapment is baseless.
Wilbur was also busy with tours, absent nearly 200 days of the year. Feeling lonely makes sense, but raising that as abusive and holding it against him is ridiculous. As a famous musician, Wilbur has obligations that he legally can't drop. This was something she needed to be aware of when pursuing a relationship with him. She's allowed to wish things were different, but genuinely expecting him to abandon his lifelong passion is more than a little strange. This doesn't detract from her feelings, but to hold his legal obligations over his head when she should’ve known he'd be busy is unreasonable.
Shelby has also made a point of publicly shaming his hygiene. The inability to care for yourself and your space is a common symptom of depression. It was kind of her to clean, but her words imply she thinks he's just lazy. She explicitly notes that Wilbur didn’t expect her to clean, but that he waited for her to clean. This is weird to specify, as people with depression typically don't make plans to clean for long periods of time. She likely just assumed his inaction was a sign for her to do it, rather than something he struggled with and had no plans to do anyway. I don't think she was right for shaming his depressive habits, and I don't think he was right for dismissing her help. However, the comments he made about her cleaning very strongly imply that he never had plans to clean either way. This just reads as a choice to help out, not expectation or pressure.
Based on the evidence we have now, the points Shelby made just come across as her dating a mentally ill man and not being prepared for the challenges that come with that. Her family never met him, and he was very busy, so there wasn’t much outside opinion she could get. It's reasonable for her to feel neglected, but that doesn't necessarily mean it was intentional harm. It's important for both parties to get help, to communicate what happened and talk about their feelings. Wilbur stated he was committed to talking with her and addressing her concerns, while Shelby blocked him and refused to communicate, despite telling him she wanted to remain friends. All she's done since is reject his apology (even though he made a statement, not an apology, for legal reasons) and ignore his requests to speak. This avoidance to communicate is likely why the lines of consent and expectation were blurred in their relationship, as they've both expressed an inability to communicate.
This was not written to discredit Shelby's experience, I do believe she has trauma. However, you can absolutely be traumatized by relationships that weren't necessarily abusive. I've experienced years of PTSD from completely fabricated nightmares, and have trauma from repeated hallucinations of my ex. She’s not lying about her feelings- But between the contradictions, refusing to talk with Wilbur about an apology, and the insistence to "communicate” despite the fact that she blocked him, I can't support Shelby's actions.
I will always fight to uplift victims, and I am sympathetic of her story, but I can't defend someone who makes no effort to communicate or educate herself before speaking. Until either of them presents something that is beyond "he said, she said" I will remain neutral. I think they both deserve a chance to change and talk about this privately, and I will be waiting for a better response in the mean time. There was clearly miscommunication, and this was brought to us prematurely (shown by her contradicting statements.) I urge you all to look at the evidence and hopefully come to a similar conclusion. You can feel for someone's experiences and sympathize with their mental state without endorsing them. Stay safe, be kind, and don't jump to any conclusions. 🤍
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Shebly need to address her community because oh idk SOMEONE DOXXED SOMEONE I KNOW SENT THEM PICS OF THEIR FAMILY AND WENT TO THEIR HOUSE AFTER TEXTINF THEIR FRIENDS SAYING THEYD NEVER HEAR FROM THEM AGAIN WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU
#its been a few hours and they havent updated#im gen scared for them#wilbur soot support#wss#wilbur support squad
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I give up for every person who sends a death threat I'm drawing them getting milked like a cow don't fucking test me
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I love giving my ocs small details that show they were almost perfect yet had something to keep them back just barely in reach of it and because of that one quality they're no better than the others but held to a higher expectation In hopes of achieving it
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#GET OUT OF MY SKIN
Maybe if c!Tommy looked up to his depression as a mentor and/or family member, it’ll abandon him too.
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I got shemale😭😭
First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die
How you dying 👀
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Is there at all a duo name for wilbur and awesamdude (they probably don't have one but I've been looking😭)
Every DSMP duo (Tell me if I missed some and I'll add them)
Bedrock Bros - Technoblade & TommyInnit
Bee Duo - Ranboo & Tubbo
Allium Duo - Ranboo & TommyInnit
TNT Duo - Quackity & Wilbur Soot
Clingy Duo - Tubbo & TommyInnit
Crime Boys - Wilbur Soot & TommyInnit
Disc Duo - TommyInnit & Dream
Devil Duo - TommyInnit & Drista
Endersmile - Ranboo & Dream
Emerald Duo - Technoblade & Philza
Rocket Duo - Nihachu(Niki) & Jack Manifold
Cookie Duo - Ranboo & Slimecicle
Sweater Duo - Jschlatt & Wilbur Soot
Taller Duo - Ranboo & Wilbur Soot
Sand Duo - Philza & Wilbur Soot
Memory Duo - Karl Jacobs & Ranboo
Deity Duo - Dream XD & Foolish
Mutually Assured Destruction(MAD) Duo - Dream & Wilbur Soot
Angel Duo - TommyInnit & Philza
BBQ - BadBoyHalo & Quackity
Lovers Duo - Mamacita(Girl Dream) & Mexican Dream
Pumpkin Duo - Quackity & Jschlatt
Quirky Duo - Wilbur Soot & Tubbo
Firefly Duo - Tubbo & Dream
Hotel Duo - Awesamdude(Sam) & TommyInnit
Nuke Duo - Jack Manifold & Tubbo
Staged Duo - Punz & Dream
Golden Boys Duo - TommyInnit & Purpled
Squeaky Duo - TommyInnit & GeorgeNotFound
Uncles Duo - Jschlatt & Philza
Meow Duo - Wilbur Soot & GeorgeNotFound
Happy Duo - Skeppy & BadBoyHalo
Dap Duo - Quackity & Slimecicle
Vault Duo - Awesamdude(Sam) & Dream
Sunrise Duo - Technoblade & Nihachu(Niki)
Treasure Duo - Sapnap & Ranboo
Boat Duo - Foolish & Ranboo
Pyro Duo - Sapnap & TommyInnit
Prey Duo - Technoblade & Quackity
Eternal Duo - Foolish & Eret
Ping Pong Duo - Punz & Ponk
Calamity Duo - Quackity & TommyInnit
Therapy Duo - TommyInnit & Puffy
Cuck Duo - ConnorEatsPants(Connor) & Jschlatt
Honk Duo - Karl & Quackity
Supreme Duo - GeorgeNotFound & Ponk
Swag Duo - GeorgeNotFound & Quackity
Assassin Duo - Quackity & Purpled
Bitter Duo - Jack Manifold & TommyInnit
Peer Pressure Duo - Technoblade & Ranboo
Twin Duo - Technoblade & Wilbur
New York(NY) Duo - TommyInnit & Jschaltt
Orphan Duo - Skeppy & Technoblade
Cabinet Duo - Quackity & Tubbo
Button Duo - Eret & Wilbur Soot
Rivals Duo - Technoblade & Dream
Fireworks Duo - Tubbo & Technoblade
Grime Duo - Slimecicle & TommyInnit
Apple Duo - Slimecicle & Jschlatt
Rain Duo - Wilbur Soot & Nihachu(Niki)
FireFox Duo - Seapeekay(CPK) & Sapnap
Mercenary Duo - Punz & Purpled
Fun Duo - Eryn & TommyInnit
Glow Duo - Ranboo & Aimsey
Piss Duo - Seapeekay(CPK) & Dream
Neighbors Duo - Purpled & TommyInnit
Short Duo - Quackity & GeorgeNotFound
Spring Duo - Aimsey & Tubbo
Jaffa Cake Duo - GeorgeNotFound & Tubbo
Comfy Duo - Tubbo & Sapnap
Loud Duo - Dream & Quackity
Rose Duo - Dream & Hannah
Octopus Duo - Nihachu(Niki) & TommyInnit
Earth Duo - Dream & GeorgeNotFound
Pickle Duo - TommyInnit & Foolish
Icy Duo - Fundy & Ranboo
Horns Duo - Tubbo & Jschlatt
Citrus Duo - Fundy & Dream
Homie Duo - Karl & Sapnap
Coconut Duo - Nihachu(Niki) & Fundy
Chair Duo - Nihachu(Niki) & Ranboo
Ducky Duo - Skeppy & Quackity
Giggle Duo - Aimsey & TommyInnit
Hell Duo - Jack Manifold & Sapnap
Hibernation Duo - GeorgeNotFound & Technoblade
Pet Duo - Technoblade & Sapnap
Land Duo - Foolish & BadBoyHalo
Loan Shark Duo - Foolish & Quackity
Orange Duo - Sapnap & TinaKitten
Sunshine Duo - GeorgeNotFound & TinaKitten
White Eyes Duo - Eret & BadBoyHalo
Heart Duo - TommyInnit & Eret
Sugar Duo - Dream & TinaKitten
Prank Duo - Eret & Fundy
Star Duo - Foolish & TinaKitten
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I made some reaction photos! Use them if you'd like, just make sure you credit me!!
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I haven't seen any recent polishbur stuff we need to bring him back
#polishbur#wilbur soot#dsmp#cwilbur#dont like dont interact#polishbur supremacy#bring back polishbur#its 1 in the morning#help#polishbur for wss#mrow
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This makes me violently ill/pos
Grounding yourself with c!wilbur
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outfit requests part 2! [pt 1]
[@arsonistfriday]
outfit cred: AlexasCoutureDesigns, rose_sparrow17, nyahalloshop
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Warming up for something big.i also cannot make screenshots
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[ -vine boom sound repeatedly after each panel- ]
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