Tumblr blog is dead btw
But I sometimes put things on twitter
So
Follow my Twitter @pizdecsuqa
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why you follow this dead blog
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i won't do anything with myself don't worry
I have many friends irl who support and help me
I can’t cut myself while I working in hospital, study, talking with someone every day
but when I draw, I am left alone with my thoughts and it's terrible
it eats my mind
I hate drawing, I don't wanna do it anymore
I want to break my arms and never take a pencil again
I hate this
I spent my life on it
And got nothing
Just
Fuck it
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Nothing happened
But why?
Bc I hate drawing
I tried to took attention to myself with my drawings
I only improved technique, but everything still static, I can’t put something into drawing, only my time and energy and that have limit
it doesn't relax me, it turns into work
And I hate working, yes, I’m more interested in working with people than with pictures
hatred has grown and grown in me all these years and now I just can’t enjoy the process
anyone can draw like me if they works on it like me
i'm just...... disappointed in it
I hate draw more than I hate myself
I hate drawing, I don't wanna do it anymore
I want to break my arms and never take a pencil again
I hate this
I spent my life on it
And got nothing
Just
Fuck it
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I hate drawing, I don't wanna do it anymore
I want to break my arms and never take a pencil again
I hate this
I spent my life on it
And got nothing
Just
Fuck it
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PFFFFHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE SHORTPARIS SO MUCH
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I have problems with my health, bc of this I don't go on practice....
but i have a free week! I will try to draw commissions that I have to
I'm really sorry for so slowly, problems came unexpectedly and I'm stressed all time and ugh I'm starting lose my mind and.... and.. uhg....... sorry.. . . . ..
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commission for @natssketches 0/
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