Those are exactly the silly voices in my head💀

Heyo guys it's vi, still live 😴

I'll probably start to post again soon 😙

Thank u all for the new follows luv <33

I don’t need kindness, I don’t want sympathy, I don’t deserve tenderness. I want someone to just completely tear me apart. I want someone to be so brutal and blunt, so cold and sharp. I want to be hurt so bad that I physically cannot get back up, that my chest constricts, the my heart aches. I want some to just unleash the worst of humanity onto me. I want that, I want that so bad. I want to be put in my place, to know exactly how utterly worthless I am. Everything I did and didn’t do, I want it all used against me. I want to be screamed at so loudly my ears bleed, I want the words of rage to be so scathing it burns me alive. I want the truth to be twisted into something so utterly cruel, so cold it freezes me in absolute disgust and terror whispered to me in a sickly sweet voice. I want to be shamed, humiliate, guilt-tripped so severely. I want to be taunted, I want to be broken, I wanted to be shattered. I want to be made aware of just how much space I take, of how ugly I am, how fat I am, how much shame and embarrassment I cause people who associate with me. I want to be made so utterly disgusted with myself I physically start to fade faster. If someone could send me meanspo so brutal I end up in a psychiatric hospital that would be absolutely appreciated

MY BABY IS HERE!!! HE'S FINALLY HERE N HES BEAUTIFUL HE'S PERFECT I LOVE HIM WITH MY WHOLE SILLY LIFE ILL DO ANYTHING FOR HIM!!!!! I'll get him no matter what. Nothing else matter. Just him.

!!!this

random bruises like my body knows im rotting on the inside

Me n who

Post-3.2

twitter really loved this one so im posting it here too

I ate pasta for two days. I fucking hate myself

I don't wanna eat ever again.

So, the first half of my 48h fast will end in like, 44 mins...but my mom is forcing me to go out with her (she can't leave me alone bc I tried to kms🙄)

I'll try my best to not eat, but I will probably get drunk ( wait do alcohol have calories?- oh lords)

Bye<3

So I finished my fast and it was so strange yet I felt rlly good!! Now I ate n it was a bit strange, now I'll start a 48h fast <3

Wish me luck!!

Today I saw a pretty guy while at school.....he was so pretty </3

I love pretty guys, I love men, I'm a men lover, a man enjoyer, a man loving men (and nb ppl too ofc)

But like, we didn't even talk, I don't even know his name and I think he's like, younger than me and that scares me 💀

Okay bye

Should I do a post with my fav thinspo that I found here n on twt that motivates me more to lose weight? I'll probably do it anyway lol

Just started a 24h fast, If I successfully do it I'll probably do it again (Lol)

I'll try to do some light exercise too (like walking)

I'll maintain myself on energy drinks/diet coke + cings

Wish me luck!! <3

Damn lost 2kg in the psychward in a week 😍