I'm here! I'm alive! Thought this account was dead but man... Reading back on my writing... I kinda like it. So shoot me an ask!

*poke.....poke* you awake or at least breathing 😂

Actually.. Yeah. But just barely xD

Me again your favorite sombra anon (I changed my username) just poking my head in to make sure you’re still alive

Hiya! Yes, I am alive :3 not very active sadly but alive ^^'

I’ve crawled back out of my hole for a bit to see how you’re doin and to make sure you aren’t dead 😂😂 But anyway back I go to my hole with kingdom hearts and my gf 😁

Well I'm not "dead" per say but I've... Kinda stopped writing sadly... Due to missing creativity and a LOT of working (at least for me) but you have fun girl! Enjoy it!

I’m not dead and Happy new year! (Also, Vampire Shimada Bros)

So guys... this is a little thingy I wrote in a discord server and I mean... why not post it here?

Pairing: Fem!reader x Vampire!Shimada Brothers

Warnings: None... i think.

It had been a while since you saw any of your men around you. They had been gone for a while, although they had promised not to kill any civilians while you were with them. You would end the relationship and both of them would not like that very much. You heard their words in your mind, telling you that your blood was the sweetest, that you tasted so good that it wasn't comparable to any other being they had ever tasted. 

Now you sat here, looking out of the window into the night, your arms wrapped around your knees, the moon shining down into your little room. You shivered, the wind was whistling around you, waving your hair around you and taking your sight from you for a bit. You rubbed your arms to get warmer, your clothes not really shielding you. Your hand softly touched the scar on your neck. These two little dots right there, that made you shiver. In want, in fear also. What if they don't return to you? What if something happened? Your fingers still caressed the sensitive skin and as if they read your mind, you felt them around you. The cold breath on your skin, the soft and subtle touches on that little bit of exposed skin. Genji was on your left and Hanzo on your right. You could feel the older brothers beard scratch your skin, the way his teeth brushed against it as well, you could hear him inhale, you could hear the little chuckle that sent a shiver down your spine. “Eager for us, I feel.”, he whispered as his cold fingertips brushed against your stomach. “You missed us.”, Genji added while he was ever so gently tilting your head to the other side so he could inhale the sweet, intoxicating scent he missed so much. “Where have you been?”, you asked, turning to them, looking at the pale faces and these ruby eyes shimmering in the moonlight. “There was some business to attend, my love.”, Hanzo said, calmly smirking and slowly pulling you in. “And trust me when I say that we missed you dearly.” His hand brushed your jaw, a shiver ran down your spine, not only from the cold but from the intimacy you longed for so badly. “I missed you too.”, you said, reaching for Genji who was standing behind you, his hands sliding up and down your sides. You touched his neck, sliding your fingers through his soft hair. “Both of you.” Your other hand touched Hanzos chest. Now it was Genjis turn to chuckle. “We can feel that, dear.”, he said and put his cold lips onto your neck. “And we are hungry, love.”, Hanzo interjected, tucking a loose strain of hair behind your ear. You hopped off of the windowsill you were sitting on and leaned against Hanzo while Genji still stood behind you, his arm wrapping around you, touching your chest, massaging your breast. You couldn't hold a tiny moan back. You weren't sure how long it had been since you last saw them. “You know how much better you taste when you want us, love.”, Hanzo said and licked his lips subtly. “May I feast, dear?”, Genjis voice was husked into your ear. It was hypnotic, setting you into a trance almost. The younger brother already slowly put your hair to the side, positioning his mouth, the fangs scraping your skin. Your breath shivered, Hanzo was slowly edging closer to you. You knew what would happen if you gave permission and you loved it, you want it. Would you let them wait and make them impatient? It was more intense if you did but- you couldn't wait. “Yes-”, you stammered out, feeling how Genjis fangs drilled into your neck, how the numbing poison started to run through your body, the incredible feeling returning that you've waited for so long. A moan rippled from your throat, deep and intense. You immediately felt lust for your vampires. “Come here, love.”, Hanzo stood over you, tall and menacing like a guardian and a predator at once. He cupped your face in his hands, pressing a deep, intense kiss onto your lips. Both of them let out their noises of approval, a deep grunt from Genji, a low rumble from Hanzo. Instinctively you pressed your thighs together, knowing that they could smell your arousal. Genji was tasting it, Hanzo was feeling it and you? You were in heaven. When Genji withdrew, you tensed. It felt so good, that you couldn't move for a moment, limply falling against Hanzos chest. Genji wiped his mouth, chuckling. “You did so good, for me, dear.” He now kissed your cheek before both of his hands played with your boobs, heavily putting his focus on pleasuring you as much as possible like that. Your breath grew heavy, your lips quivering. “Love, let me taste you.”, the older Shimada now carefully got you into a comfortable position, kissing the wound, licking the excess blood his brother left behind. “Such inaccurate work.” Genji snorted and grinned. “You're just being jealous, brother.”, he said, kissing the top of your head. “That I tasted her first.” Hanzo hissed and slowly, almost gently let his teeth slide into you. A long gasp emerged from you, your eyes closed, you let go of all your worries and completely melted into the grasp of your dead men. “You've always liked his bites more.”, Genji chuckled. “But I'm a lot more skilled with your body than he will ever be.” Hanzo let out a disproving sound that you barely noticed. When you began to feel a little drowsy, you gasped and writhed beneath their grasp. Hanzo tenderly removed his fangs and licked over his bite marks carefully. “You are so good to me, love. Enduring this much discomfort for me to feed on you.” You smiled weakly, looking at Genji now. “Let us go to the bed. We can give you the rewards you deserve.”

It’s pretty half assed and I wrote it while watching a friend play Shadow of the Tomb Raider soooo... ye xD Hope you liked it anyway :D

Heyo it’s me sorry I haven’t been around holidays and work tried to murder me but are you gonna be moving to a different website or you gonna stay here and see what happens since tumblr is dumb

Hi :D Sorry that I didnt answer yet... well I think I’m gonna stay here for now... Idk what else to do tbh ._.

Ginga. Your tumblr has been flagged 😦

Oh wow-e... this is great... well.... I dunno what to do

Me sliding back in because I’m on break at work rn (which apparently is trying to murder me) but I hope you get your phone fixed and have a Merry Christmas and will await your return

Hey ^-^ well I got a new phone for now and I might get back into writing soon... rn I don't have any time on my hands though. Christmas stress and all of that stuff..

Merry Christmas to you too! Enjoy it as much as you possibly can c:

Soooo...

My phone broke. Like I can't charge it no more. Which means.. I can't write properly anymore since I like doing that on my phone in a comfy place. Plus... it's Christmas soon and with this no more NSFW content update on Tumblr I don't even know how to continue...

I'm gonna be inactive for another little while. I'm sorry guys and than you all for your patience.

Ginga

Did I tell you yet? If so ignore. Please put your smut somethere safe. They're purging everything nsfw on the 17th.

As far as I saw, nsfw content like writing are still TOLERATED on this site. I think I'm gonna move somewhere else though. Idk where yet, but well... Tumblr ain't my main site for writing anymore. That much I can tell you.

⚠️Please read if you are a content creator or sex worker!! Adult content will no longer be allowed on tumblr starting December 17th⚠️

I do not give a fuck if this doesn’t suit your blog. Boost this so everyone can prepare and have a backup plan. This is absolute bullshit but they were never supporting us anyway.

And don’t give me “we don’t pay our taxes” because we do. Bye. Thanks for turning into shit Instagram.

@saeterniht honey, what I've gathered from your requests is that you're not just weird at 4AM and damn that's a good thing.

Well... Let's get started

Warnings: mentions of breeding, spiders, monster lovers

"AAAAAAAH!" You heard a scream from the kitchen and ran over. Your friends were at your house for a movie night and one of them had spotted a spider in your kitchen.

"Kill it! Oh god kill this thing!" You walked over to the spider, softly picked it up and put it into a corner. "Don't be such a bitch about it. They are just living beings like you and me. Keep your damn voice down. I thought someone wanted to kill you in here.", you hissed and rolled your eyes.

"Yeah? Well they can be creepy fucking creatures somewhere else! Next time I'll just squash it with a broom or something!" You turned and walked away. How can people be so mean? It's just a little spider. They deserve to live too and they only do good things! They catch mosquitoes and flies and other nasty bugs.

Yes they might build their webs but hey! Everybody's gotta live somewhere! And it's warm in here so you'd probably prefer a warm house over the freezing street as well.

You always kept the spiders safe, because why not? There were a few you named already. Gunther, the one in the kitchen. He was pretty tame. Then Helen. She stayed in the bathroom most of the time. You always made sure not to flush her, though. And some others.

When your friends had left, you decided to clean up now. The bowls and stuff would stay around too long otherwise. There was this feeling though.. That someone was still watching. And this weird clicking seemed to follow you around. You tried to dismiss it simply, but that turned out to be harder than expected.

When you opened the bedroom door, you were greeted by many, many strings. Sticky ones and others that you could easily touch. "What the..." Bang! The door slammed shut behind you and it was super dark suddenly. You shrieked forward, tangling yourself into the strings. Then you started to panic. You couldn't get out of this! Your phone was out of reach!

A deep, female laughter caused you to freeze. You looked at the door. Nothing. "Up here, my love.", she said and your eyes found purple irises glowing back at you. Then there was a thump. She landed right in front of you, her hands caressing your face while her... Spider legs were spinning you in slowly. "You've been nice to my people."

You tried to focus on her face, seeing purple skin glint in the darkness of the room, only the moon shining in. "I have made a decision." You were almost entirely cocooned now, except for your head, struggling was to no avail. "I will make you my king. For now." You shivered at the touch of her fingernail scratching your chin. "You will help me create a family so big that people will be afraid to go up against any of us."

You gulped and asked "u-uhm.. Will you eat me?" The spider lady laughed, her legs tapping your wooden floor impatiently. "No." She leaned in to whisper into your ear. "You will breed with me. Leaving humanity behind, showing them the value of our species." Her hand slid to your crotch, chuckling again. "Can I count on you?", she slurred, putting her mouth on yours, kissing you full of passion.

You were dumbstruck, falling for this creature. What you didn't know is that her saliva was poisonous. In little doses it acts like an aphrodisiac... You couldn't deny her, even if you wanted to.

"Yes, my Queen.", you answered. And that would be the beginning of a new life for you.

uuuuh yeah tumblr staff is being an absolute Mess and decided to delete random blogs that sometimes post normal nsfw like fic writers like you and me :///

Well damn... I think I'm gonna stick for SFW for a bit or something I dunno... This just sucks. I've been sick for a week and then THIS happens. Gr8.

Is it just me or...

Is safe-search permanent at the moment? If so, god diggidy damn I dunno how to run this blog! I mean I love you guys and things like that but... I mean it's kinda depressing to see only 4 notes on a piece that took me 4 hours to write, give or take.

Could just be that my writing sucks of course, but I just wanted to know. I typed NSFW and couldn't find anything. Is that just me?

@eebbapanda1

I'm SO SORRY that I didn't write this earlier. I was busy with Lucky Charm and actually getting better from that friggin cold I have. But now I'm here, I'm queer and I'm ready to die!

So the match I've picked for you, I hope you're not disappointed, is...

Jack!

Since you are very ambitious and have a dream you go after, Jack is very supportive of you.

He's very fascinated by you and what you study. Even if he's a grown ass man, he will keep sitting by your side while you study, asking you things and learning with you. He adores listening to you playing music, sometimes even from another room if you're too embarrassed to play in front of him.

When you're not reading a book, he will climb onto the couch with you, watching conspiracy theories and all other kinds of weird stuff you can find in the depth of YouTube.

Jack supports you everywhere he can and he doesn't like seeing you in your room too long, sometimes calling your friends so they will take you to a nice trip or he will randomly organize a nice date for you and him.

He's all yours and he will always let you know that.

Again, I'm SO sorry that it took me so long but I hope you're satisfied 😊

Lucky Charm (Part 4) - NSFW!

This is NSFW guys! And @ anon, this is the virgin!reader x McCree you asked for :D Story under the cut 

You heard screams of joy rumbling through the halls. It had been a few days now since that day had passed, with the video and everything. It didn't take long until Jesse barged into your room. “Check it, girlie. Your aunt paid the money.” You sat up straight and well, you processed it. “Okay.”, you said. Not more. “Okay?!”, Jesse hissed and walked closer to you. “Nothin' else?” You shrugged. “Do you expect me to jump up and down in happiness, praising to the heavens for that old bitch to get me back to my parents?” Jesse was startled at your sudden anger. “Well- I mean I expected you to be-” You scoffed, waving Jesse off. “Cut it, cowboy.” You turned to lay back down in your bed. “When will I be blindfolded again? Tomorrow morning?” Jesse was quiet for a minute. “...Yeah.”, he simply said. “Great.”, you hissed and turned away from him. You heard him sigh. Actually, you were kind of sad. It started to be nice. With him. You came to realize that you had a crush on him. That wasn't healthy and you knew it yourself but- well who wants to scold you for it? He's sexy, he's your age. He's also funny, charismatic and as weird as you are. What more is there to want in a man. The door closed and you were alone. You couldn't help it. You started to cry. You didn't want to go back to your parents. You didn't feel like you belong. This goddamn mishap would take you back to zero. You had come so far and yet? Everything would be erased. All of it. But at least the memories of this place would remain. Even though it would seem like a surreal dream. Nobody would ever believe you if you told them how you were treated here.

A bit later, your door opened again, fresh clothes were tossed onto you. You turned, mumbing curses already, when Jesse said “Change and come with me.” You looked at him, then at the clothes, relaxed but stylish, then back at him. “Wh-” “No arguin'. Hurry up, girlie.” You nodded and hurriedly got up. What was his plan now? He turned away from you and said “Promise I won't peek.” You laughed a bit. He always managed to make you feel better. You noticed, that you wore a deadlock vest when you were finished. “Done.”, you said and walked over to McCree. He smirked and took your hand.

“Come with me. We're gonna go and have some fun.” Your eyes widened and you blushed deeply at what he said. Your thoughts went into a really wrong direction, but hey! Hope dies last... right? He pulled you closer to loud music, down some stairs you had never noticed. A basement? They were having a party! “Look who's here!”, Jesse announced to all of these people. “We're thieves with honor, ain't that right?”, he announced and the others agreed loudly. “How 'bout we show her some gratitude? The girl that gave us all of this!”, he said loudly, opening a suitcase full of cash, throwing it around the room. The others whistled in approval, welcoming you into the party. “Let's have a drink!”, Ashe said and pressed a glass into your hand. Beer? Schnaps? A mixture? You didn't know. “I- I don't-” Jesse laughed loudly and screamed “Who's stoppin' you?!”, over the music. He was right! Your parents weren't around to scold you for drinking, your Aunt wasn't here to tell you that good girls stay sober, while drinking wine of course. “To our lil' lucky charm!”, Jesse said and raised the glass. The others joined in and you timidly took a sip as well, blushing deeply. It wasn't your achievement. You just... ran away. The night carried on and you drank a lot, getting to know Ashe and some of the other gang members. It was weird to hear about their vulnerable sides. You would keep your mouth shut of course, but still. You never saw any of them that way. “Come here!”, Jesse drawled and dragged you away from the bar, dancing with you, softly cupping your face in his hands. You giggled and pressed your lips on his. Your clear mind was screaming at you. What are you doing! You're here, making out with one of the most dangerous criminals existing! You couldn't care less with how good it felt. The alcohol in your blood made you care less about the consequences. There where whistles again, your mind and body completely drowning in the sensation, your hands clawing into his hair for some kind of support, his arms wrapped around you, one of them grabbing your ass, the other supporting your back. You couldn't help it. You moaned at his grabby hand. You have never done any of this before but right now you wanted nothing more. “Can we-”, you started and Jesse got the hint immediately. He slipped his hands away, guiding you out. Away from these people, out into the corridor. He then pressed you against the wall, his lips searching yours hungrily, your nails digging into his back. He then slowly kissed his way down your neck, your back arching the slightest bit. “Mnh-” Your eyes were closed, your lips agape. Now you heard him chuckle, his mouth hovering over your neck a bit, whispering “I didn't know you liked me that much, sugar.” You rolled your eyes and kissed his hair, his lips, his ear. “Take me to a bed, cowboy.”, you whispered and damn did he pick you up fast. He slipped his hands under your thighs, forcing you to wrap your legs around him, your arms on his shoulders, his lips constantly in your chest area, the soft bites made you hiss in a pleasurable way. When you arrived in his room, he lit a few candles. You raised a finger after he threw you onto the bed, a bit of fear creeping into your chest. “Before we do this-”, you murmured, “I have to tell you that- well-”, you stammered but he already caught up on what you wanted to say. That you were a virgin. “It's fine. I'm gonna be careful.” Your eyes that glinted with shame went back to look at his hazel ones. “It's really fine for you?” Jesse smirked and chuckled, pouncing onto you, caging you in between his arms, his face on the exact same height as yours. “Oh darlin', trust me if I tell ya that I couldn't give less of a fuck about it.” That was actually a relief to you. Your arms went up to pull his face back down into a kiss. Your heated skin trembled at his touch. “Now I gotta ask-”, he whispered right into you ear, “Do you want this, honeycakes?” You looked deep into his eyes. You were thinking about this. What could go wrong? Could you have regrets? Just one look at him denied that thought. He was caring and kind, considering what you felt. He was so much more than just a bandit. He was a hero for you. He saved you from dying. “Yes.”, you said and smiled. “Yes I want this, Jesse.” It felt weird to address him by his first name, even if he started to smile brighter than you have ever seen. “Sure that's not the alcohol talkin'?”, he asked with a deep chuckle. That caused a pleasant tingle in your stomach area. “One hundred percent.”, you answered. “If anything it gives me the courage to do... this!”, you said and dragged him down, kissing him deeply. You could feel his legs in between yours, his crotch rubbing against your most sensitive area which had him grunting and you huffing. Jesse laughed roughly and let his hands slide under the vest, taking it off while kissing your neck. You wiggled underneath him a little, blood rushing to your face, painting it beet red. You avoided his eyes, scared of what might happen. As if the cowboy sensed it, he softly put a hand on your cheek and looked you deep in the eye. “You trust me?”, he asked and you couldn't help but nod because you really did trust him. He smirked and said “Good.”, softly putting your arms up so he could get you out of the shirt. The cool air on your skin made you shiver for a bit, although that didn't last long since Jesse was stroking your sides adoringly. He never stopped his hips from moving so you were kind of distracted, these sensations so unfamiliar to you that you bucked up against him, which he took as a sign of impatience, so he bit into your neck causing you to squeal. He was good at this. Very good. Shockingly good actually. You didn't really want to think about this more than was necessary so you tried to let go of your thoughts and Jesse was of good help with that. His large hands slid underneath your bra, removing it from your breasts with utmost care, his eyes never leaving yours. He saw how scared you initially were but he managed to lull you in with his confidence. Also, the way he touched you made your head crane back already, his skilled fingers massaging your breasts like it's something he had always known how to do. Initially you were embarrassed at how wet you were beginning to get, but Jesse assured you that it's nothing to be ashamed of. It's a compliment to him, he told you, making you crack a smile. He quickly discarded his shirt, keeping his hat on though. You had to admit that you already missed the friction his clothed cock gave you. You whined at your loss, causing Jesse to look down at you, smiling. “Get that bra off for me, will ya, darlin'?” You nodded after staring at him for a bit, sitting up and unclasping your bra, throwing the clothing to the side. “And now”, McCree announced, pulling you towards him by your hips, his mouth over your zipper, “I'm gonna show you how good it feels to be with me.” He undid your pants with his teeth, lowering you to the bed so you could help him kick them off. As soon as that had happened, his thumbs slowly slid into the waistband of your panties, a cocky smile on his face, watching you while he slowly dragged the underwear down your thighs. Your face was flushed red now, a hand covering your mouth in embarrassment. “Hey,”, McCree said and nudged you a little, “No need to be embarrassed for your gorgeous body, honey.” and with that he hoisted your core up to his face, your legs dangling over his shoulders. When you felt his hot breath on your lower lips, you jerked a little, evoking a cackle from Jesse. Then he started working his mouth around your clit and you had to bite your lips to not moan just right there. “God-”, you huffed and held onto the sheets. That's when Jesse let off for a second, telling you to just call him Jesse and you rolled your eyes, even though it was funny non the less. His beard was softly scratching the very sensitive skin of your core and you couldn't help but spasm a bit under his skilled tongue. And when he used his fingers too, you could swear that you were melting in his grasp. You craned your head back into the sheets, your hands clenched to fists in the soft sheets and your mouth agape, gasping for air. You were still trying to keep your voice down, not wanting that anyone knew what you were doing here with him, but all of that was forgotten, when Jesse told you to let him hear you, to let it out. The obscene noises his lips on your body made were so thrilling, all of this seemed so forbidden and it made you want all of this even more. Yes, his fingers stung inside of you but god it was worth the little burn, the entirety of this sensation. With a loud smack, Jesse took his mouth back, licking his lips with a smug grin on his face. You were still gasping for air, sweat pooling on your skin. “Worked up already?”, he asked and latched his mouth onto one of your breasts, nibbling on the sensitive bundle of nerves. Your breath was shivering, your sight a little blurry around the edges and your body seemingly on fire. “I haven't even started yet, honeycakes.”, he said and let go of you, working on his belt. You prepped yourself up on one of your arms, watching how he got his hard cock out of his underwear. Of course you were scared a little, but you wouldn't stop here. You wanted to go all the way with this mischievous cowboy. You wanted to be bad and damn it felt so good to be bad with him. Softly, Jesse pushed you back into the mattress with one hand, the other lining himself up with your wet sex. Your breath began to become more shallow, fear bubbling up inside of you. McCree was kissing you all the way through it, slowly pushing himself in deeper, giving you enough room to gasp for air and to say stop. It hurt at the beginning. Jesse buried inside of you hurt a lot but you couldn't bring yourself to stop him. You wanted this. You wanted this with him. Oh god you didn't realize how long you wanted this now. “Shhh- I'll go slower.”, the cowboy announced because of your whimpers and the tears that were running down your face. You grabbed his hand, which was placed on your cheek, and shook your head. “N-no. Keep going just like this, please.” It would shift into pleasure soon, especially with a man as experienced as Jesse, you were sure of it. He pushed himself into you entirely, evoking a squeal from your throat. Softly kissing your forehead, he kept whispering praises at you. How good you were for him, how pretty and how wonderful. You took deep breaths to cope with the pain. He was still inside of you, his breaths becoming heavier. It was hard for him to not move an inch when you were so hot and tight around him. You gave him a sharp nod along with a small hiss and that was when he started moving, trying to relax, just like he told you over and over. You couldn't believe it but it started to feel- amazing. The way he stretched your inside, the way you could feel the movement of him in you, how it felt when two bodies were intertwined with one another, the heat that was radiating off of his body, his breaths on your skin, the low grunts and hisses, your moans and the way you couldn't catch your breath in a good way- it was just wonderful and you never wanted it to stop. It just felt like- you needed more. Just a little bit! Just a little faster! And that's what you asked for. You looked up into McCrees eyes and stuttered out a pathetic “M-More!” He was just growling an approval, his movements speeding up drastically, his thrusts a lot harder and deeper. It felt like your muscles were protesting against all that was happening, they were twitching, your toes were curling and suddenly every single muscle was tightening, a low, shaky huff escaping you. You felt worn out right now, and Jesse was still pushing into you, pulling out before coming and stroking himself to completion, cumming on your stomach and even a little on your face. Your half open eyes twitched at the feeling of this hot, sticky substance on you. Jesse plopped down next to you and whispered “You should see yourself, darlin'. You look so hot.” You sleepily opened your eyes, deciding to be a little brat. You slid your fingers across the cum on your stomach, pushing the fingers into your mouth, licking them clean. Jesse's eyes widened in lust. He growled something along the lines of “Guess someone can't get enough”, before he pounced on you again, turning you to face the mattress this time.

It was a long night for you, but damn did you enjoy every second of it.

....Mwehehe 

I really love The Debt tbh. You're amazing at writing Scion Hanzo 😍😍😍

Thank you so much anon! I'm sorry for the inactivity... I'm still kinda sick. I'll try to get something out though. Maybe today or tomorrow idk...