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onlyhaos · 8 days
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that‘s so sweet stoppp 🥹🥹
"oh- no, he's working. just let him be";
"woozi hyung is busy~";
"ya, don't go in there! he wanted to be alone while creating";
those are the most common things to hear from the members as a new comeback approach. woozi, as their main producer, is always so busy and so focused on creating that the members themselves tend not to mess with him, only dragging him out to eat and take a shower. he doesn't speak to anyone, he always asks to be left alone.
but that doesn't apply to you.
soonyoung has this little grin on his face as he sees you walking into woozi's studio, knowing damn well his friend could never kick you out.
and woozi doesn't kick you out. actually, he welcomes you with open arms (and tired eyes), asking how your day has been (and yawning while you talk). he's tired, he's worried about the deadlines and line distributions, but he feels at ease when you sit right beside him and place a hand on his chest.
"did you eat?", you ask.
"soonyoung just brought me some homemade meal from his mom", woozi says, staring at you.
"then you should nap".
"i don't want to", he shakes his head. "just let me be with you for a while, talk to you".
you hum, caressing his chest. he takes your hand, his lips curled into an "i'm in love" type of smile. woozi kisses your fingers before turning back to his software, telling you to check out what he has been working on.
woozi doesn't leave his studio to go home, but he's glad that you bring home to him.
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onlyhaos · 9 days
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it’s not much, but I had sm fun writing this (even after accidentally deleting half of it and having to freestyle the rest) I hope you like it though!! It’s also the first time I wrote a bit smut, so yeah.. I hope it’s okay😟
warning: Jun is the most lovable man known to mankind, that boy bold (last bullet point -> oral (f. receiving), sir kink ? Jun’s a bit of a tease)
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Stranger!Jun who decided to go to a random coffee shop, just to get a quick drink before work. Only to see someone as pretty as you there, standing at the cash register.
As Jun entered the cozy coffee shop, his eyes scanned the whole room. From pretty tables and plants to a pretty person like you. When he realized, that he was starting to stare he hastily moved his eyes to the small board that was hung up on the wall. Looking for a drink he might like as he got into the line of customers. Coming up to the front, where you stood, you immediately greeted him with a smile. ''What would you like to order?'' Your sweet voice asked him.
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Stranger!Jun who gets addicted to your voice, the way you're kind to every customers, even the ones that are rude or stressed and the way you wear that pretty smile on your lips.
''Order for Junhui!'' You said loudly, so the person who ordered it could hear you. Since his attention was on you the whole time, he quickly came up to the pick up area, seeing your smile once again. ''Thanks.'' He smiled, taking his drink and kindly wishing you a good bye. Knowing he‘ll think about you the whole day.
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RegularCustomer!Jun who keeps showing up at the cafe because he can‘t take his eyes off of you and the good coffee he gets
Walking back into the, now already pretty familiar, place to order the same coffee he always gets. Knowing he‘s already been there so often, that you know his order. “Hello, Junhui.” You smiled, “The same order as always, isn’t it?” Laughing sweetly as you spoke. Hesitant about trying to make a move on you or not, because he’s scared that a pretty woman like you might already have a lover. Deciding to go for it, even as a man himself, he starts to speak. “Yeah, the same one as always, but I’d like to add something today.” He said, making you look up at his tall figure attentively. “I’d like to have your number, and if you’re up for it I would love to take you out on a date.” Jun spoke, nervous for your reaction.
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YourDate!Jun who is overly excited that you agreed to his request and started to plan the whole date for the two of you, the second you gave him your phone number
“I actually waited the whole time, hoping you’d ask me out” You laughed, as you sat in the passenger seat of Jun’s car. Who looked over to you the second that he stopped at a red light. “Is that so?” He smiled, seeing you nodding. “Yeah, ever since you came by the first time.. giving me this nice smile, just like right now.” You looked at him, at the way he smiled so pretty. Just like he was nearly getting lost in your sparkly eyes, he wanted to look into that pretty face as often as he could. After a following 10 minute ride, you both made it to Jun’s secret destination. “That’s a.. fancy restaurant.” You said, gazing at the pretty interior designs and the furniture. “You like it?” He asked, worried that you didn’t like it. “No, I love it.” You exclaimed, absolutely impressed. It has been a while since a pretty man took you out to such a nice date.
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YourDate!Jun who is so pleased to get to know you more and more for the night, paying attention to every word that leaves your pretty lips
“He really told you to pay, even though it was at the cheapest restaurant you had to pick?” Jun asked with wide eyes, visibly flabbergasted. Making you chuckle as you nodded, “So yeah, that’s why I was so excited when we entered this restaurant, you picked out a really pretty one.” You praised him. Without knowing that Jun spent hours looking for something that you might like. He even asked around in his friend group, and now he owes Jeonghan for this recommendation. But it was more than worth.
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Bf!Jun who is the happiest man since he now is able to call you his girlfriend, buying you the prettiest things and doing the most meaningful gestures
“Hey pretty girl,” Jun said as he entered the coffee shop, which was already closed for customers. Catching your attention, Jun began speaking again, as he watched you smiling already. “What’s a beautiful woman doing here… without flowers?” He chuckled, getting out a small bouquet that he hid behind his back. Seeing you laugh, your lover admired you. “Thank you, pretty boy.” You smiled as you walked towards him to kiss him hello. And at the end of telling another how much you missed each other, you put the pretty tulips in a vase at the cash register. But when Jun realized you didn’t take the flowers home, he began to buy you two bouquets, always two. One for the cash register, to remind you every day at your workplace that his presence is there, and the other one for your apartment so you could think of him wherever you were.
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Fiance!Jun who clearly is obsessed with you (and the flowers he gets you, because he has so much fun picking them out for you)
“Baby I think you need new flowers for your vase,” Jun said, as he was seated between your thighs, hearing your pretty moans coming to a halt and a whine escaping instead. “Jun, shut uuup”. You whispered, tangling your hands in his soft locks as you gently guided him back to where he was supposed to be. His nose bumping your clit as he began to focus on kissing your folds. “I love this kitty.” He purred, knowing you’d began to protest the second you heard that nickname. “Boy stop calling it kit-“ without even being able to end your sentence, a moan escaped you. Your fiancé licking a big stripe up your pussy. “First of all, it’s sir. Got it, pretty?. And baby, this perfect pussy that you have, I wish I could just eat it 24/7. Is that better” He asked, knowing it’d drive you crazy the second your head fell back into the soft pillows of your shared bed. (in love).
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onlyhaos · 14 days
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this made me so delusional when I wrote it😭😭🫶🏼
thinking abt being cheols passenger princess rn :p controlling the music and just being cute 😌
I’ve been learning and learning, so sorry that I was literally dead. (due to so much learning I literally have a writing block) this is literally so cute 🥹 let‘s get to it !!
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bf!Cheol who picks you up from work every day. Even if he has work again after, he‘ll always try to come and pick you up. Dropping you off at home, kissing you, and then leaving for work again.
“Hey baby” Seungcheol waved, so you’d see him, standing at the car in that classy outfit that you always loved. “Hey, love” You smiled, feeling your man’s lips press onto your forehead, the second you get close to him, as a greeting. Getting in, you’re ready to tell your lover all about your work day, waiting for him to also talk about his, which sadly wasn’t over yet. So when you feel yourself getting fully caught up in the wholesome conversation, you were already in your driveway. Seeing you sulk, Seungcheol began talking with his signature pout. “Baby don’t look at me like that, y’know I have to leave for work again, but I'll be back soon. And I'll also come with a small surprise.” He kissed you, stroking your cheek, which made you smile at him brightly. “Okaaay, I love you, come back home safe later” You smiled, watching your lover getting into the car again. “I love you, too, baby. And will do” Cheol said, waving you goodbye as he drove off again. And in the evening, when your handsome man rings at the doorbell, you're so happy to finally see him. But the first thing you see isn't him, it's the pretty bouquet of flowers that stand in front of his pretty face. It's the kind of bouquet you talked about to Seungcheol. With a sweet smile and a small kiss, you tell your lover to come inside, praising him for being so attentive.
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bf!Cheol who always has comfy socks or/and shoes in the backseat. So when you come out of the building, fully exhausted and feet hurting from your heels, he‘s quick to hand you everything you need for even just a bit of comfort.
Sighing loudly, you finally rested in the pre-heated seat of your boyfriend’s car. A whine escaping you, as you, softly, 'complained' “My feet hurt soooo bad” , only waiting for Cheol to get your comfortable sneakers out the backseat. “Are your feet cold too?” Seungcheol asked, looking at you as he bent back to grab the shoes. Seeing you nodding with a humming, quietly, he made sure to also grab your fluffy socks. Handing them to you, he paid attention to you putting on your socks. “Need help, dear?” Your lover asked as he still held your shoes, patiently waiting for you to finish putting on your socks. “Mhm, I don't think I'll be able to get my shoe on, it’s too tight in the passenger seat, and I can barely put on my socks already.” You said, laughing. But before your laugh stopped, Cheol already lifted your legs gently over the console and put on your shoes for you.
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bf!Cheol who always lets you control the music. Handing you his phone so you don‘t have to fish yours out and opening the shared playlist that you both always listen to. Every and anywhere.
''You know, when I was at work today, listening to our playlist and this 'songs you might like' thingy, I found a new song. It's really pretty!'' You spoke, happily. Making the man next to you smile. ''Oh, really?'' He said with a small chuckle. ''Do you want to listen to it?'' Cheol asked, ready to get his phone out already. So before you could answer, your boyfriend already handed you his phone. With a quick look at his camera, the phone immediately unlocked. Because, who would've thought, your face was also registered as his face ID. Opening the music app, you searched for the new song you heard today, and began playing it. Listening to it, Seungcheol began speaking, ''It's a really pretty song, my baby, but you do know that you can just connect the phone to the car, then you can enjoy it a bit louder, hm?'' He said, gently as he smiled.
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bf!Cheol who always asks you if you want to go and eat out or if you just want some quick takeaway, in case you’re too exhausted to cook for yourself and him.
''Any ideas on what we could make for dinner today?'' Seungcheol asked as you both were driving home from your exhausting work day. ''Not yet, but I'm also not feeling like cooking today, and I don't want you to cook alone.'' You said, feeling a bit guilty for showing your exhaustive self in front of your also hardworking boyfriend. ''That's totally fine, baby. But if we won't cook today, any ideas on where we could eat out? It's friday, we could go out and have a nice dinner together. We deserve it.'' He chuckled, as his hand found it's way to your thigh. ''I saw a new restaurant that I wanted to try with you, they have a nice wine and also very tasty beer. Would you like to go and check it out today, or will it be our standard restaurant?'' You spoke, your hand sneaking up to rest on his. ''Sure, why don't we try something new today. We can go home first, make the reservation, freshen up a bit and then have a nice dinner together.'' He spoke, happily. Not being able to say no to such a nice plan, you agree to it, already feeling excited. As if it was the first time that you and Seungcheol went out for a date.
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onlyhaos · 14 days
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thank you🥹🥹🫶🏼
thinking abt being cheols passenger princess rn :p controlling the music and just being cute 😌
I’ve been learning and learning, so sorry that I was literally dead. (due to so much learning I literally have a writing block) this is literally so cute 🥹 let‘s get to it !!
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bf!Cheol who picks you up from work every day. Even if he has work again after, he‘ll always try to come and pick you up. Dropping you off at home, kissing you, and then leaving for work again.
“Hey baby” Seungcheol waved, so you’d see him, standing at the car in that classy outfit that you always loved. “Hey, love” You smiled, feeling your man’s lips press onto your forehead, the second you get close to him, as a greeting. Getting in, you’re ready to tell your lover all about your work day, waiting for him to also talk about his, which sadly wasn’t over yet. So when you feel yourself getting fully caught up in the wholesome conversation, you were already in your driveway. Seeing you sulk, Seungcheol began talking with his signature pout. “Baby don’t look at me like that, y’know I have to leave for work again, but I'll be back soon. And I'll also come with a small surprise.” He kissed you, stroking your cheek, which made you smile at him brightly. “Okaaay, I love you, come back home safe later” You smiled, watching your lover getting into the car again. “I love you, too, baby. And will do” Cheol said, waving you goodbye as he drove off again. And in the evening, when your handsome man rings at the doorbell, you're so happy to finally see him. But the first thing you see isn't him, it's the pretty bouquet of flowers that stand in front of his pretty face. It's the kind of bouquet you talked about to Seungcheol. With a sweet smile and a small kiss, you tell your lover to come inside, praising him for being so attentive.
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bf!Cheol who always has comfy socks or/and shoes in the backseat. So when you come out of the building, fully exhausted and feet hurting from your heels, he‘s quick to hand you everything you need for even just a bit of comfort.
Sighing loudly, you finally rested in the pre-heated seat of your boyfriend’s car. A whine escaping you, as you, softly, 'complained' “My feet hurt soooo bad” , only waiting for Cheol to get your comfortable sneakers out the backseat. “Are your feet cold too?” Seungcheol asked, looking at you as he bent back to grab the shoes. Seeing you nodding with a humming, quietly, he made sure to also grab your fluffy socks. Handing them to you, he paid attention to you putting on your socks. “Need help, dear?” Your lover asked as he still held your shoes, patiently waiting for you to finish putting on your socks. “Mhm, I don't think I'll be able to get my shoe on, it’s too tight in the passenger seat, and I can barely put on my socks already.” You said, laughing. But before your laugh stopped, Cheol already lifted your legs gently over the console and put on your shoes for you.
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bf!Cheol who always lets you control the music. Handing you his phone so you don‘t have to fish yours out and opening the shared playlist that you both always listen to. Every and anywhere.
''You know, when I was at work today, listening to our playlist and this 'songs you might like' thingy, I found a new song. It's really pretty!'' You spoke, happily. Making the man next to you smile. ''Oh, really?'' He said with a small chuckle. ''Do you want to listen to it?'' Cheol asked, ready to get his phone out already. So before you could answer, your boyfriend already handed you his phone. With a quick look at his camera, the phone immediately unlocked. Because, who would've thought, your face was also registered as his face ID. Opening the music app, you searched for the new song you heard today, and began playing it. Listening to it, Seungcheol began speaking, ''It's a really pretty song, my baby, but you do know that you can just connect the phone to the car, then you can enjoy it a bit louder, hm?'' He said, gently as he smiled.
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bf!Cheol who always asks you if you want to go and eat out or if you just want some quick takeaway, in case you’re too exhausted to cook for yourself and him.
''Any ideas on what we could make for dinner today?'' Seungcheol asked as you both were driving home from your exhausting work day. ''Not yet, but I'm also not feeling like cooking today, and I don't want you to cook alone.'' You said, feeling a bit guilty for showing your exhaustive self in front of your also hardworking boyfriend. ''That's totally fine, baby. But if we won't cook today, any ideas on where we could eat out? It's friday, we could go out and have a nice dinner together. We deserve it.'' He chuckled, as his hand found it's way to your thigh. ''I saw a new restaurant that I wanted to try with you, they have a nice wine and also very tasty beer. Would you like to go and check it out today, or will it be our standard restaurant?'' You spoke, your hand sneaking up to rest on his. ''Sure, why don't we try something new today. We can go home first, make the reservation, freshen up a bit and then have a nice dinner together.'' He spoke, happily. Not being able to say no to such a nice plan, you agree to it, already feeling excited. As if it was the first time that you and Seungcheol went out for a date.
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onlyhaos · 15 days
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thinking abt being cheols passenger princess rn :p controlling the music and just being cute 😌
I’ve been learning and learning, so sorry that I was literally dead. (due to so much learning I literally have a writing block) this is literally so cute 🥹 let‘s get to it !!
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bf!Cheol who picks you up from work every day. Even if he has work again after, he‘ll always try to come and pick you up. Dropping you off at home, kissing you, and then leaving for work again.
“Hey baby” Seungcheol waved, so you’d see him, standing at the car in that classy outfit that you always loved. “Hey, love” You smiled, feeling your man’s lips press onto your forehead, the second you get close to him, as a greeting. Getting in, you’re ready to tell your lover all about your work day, waiting for him to also talk about his, which sadly wasn’t over yet. So when you feel yourself getting fully caught up in the wholesome conversation, you were already in your driveway. Seeing you sulk, Seungcheol began talking with his signature pout. “Baby don’t look at me like that, y’know I have to leave for work again, but I'll be back soon. And I'll also come with a small surprise.” He kissed you, stroking your cheek, which made you smile at him brightly. “Okaaay, I love you, come back home safe later” You smiled, watching your lover getting into the car again. “I love you, too, baby. And will do” Cheol said, waving you goodbye as he drove off again. And in the evening, when your handsome man rings at the doorbell, you're so happy to finally see him. But the first thing you see isn't him, it's the pretty bouquet of flowers that stand in front of his pretty face. It's the kind of bouquet you talked about to Seungcheol. With a sweet smile and a small kiss, you tell your lover to come inside, praising him for being so attentive.
— ౨ৎ
bf!Cheol who always has comfy socks or/and shoes in the backseat. So when you come out of the building, fully exhausted and feet hurting from your heels, he‘s quick to hand you everything you need for even just a bit of comfort.
Sighing loudly, you finally rested in the pre-heated seat of your boyfriend’s car. A whine escaping you, as you, softly, 'complained' “My feet hurt soooo bad” , only waiting for Cheol to get your comfortable sneakers out the backseat. “Are your feet cold too?” Seungcheol asked, looking at you as he bent back to grab the shoes. Seeing you nodding with a humming, quietly, he made sure to also grab your fluffy socks. Handing them to you, he paid attention to you putting on your socks. “Need help, dear?” Your lover asked as he still held your shoes, patiently waiting for you to finish putting on your socks. “Mhm, I don't think I'll be able to get my shoe on, it’s too tight in the passenger seat, and I can barely put on my socks already.” You said, laughing. But before your laugh stopped, Cheol already lifted your legs gently over the console and put on your shoes for you.
— ౨ৎ
bf!Cheol who always lets you control the music. Handing you his phone so you don‘t have to fish yours out and opening the shared playlist that you both always listen to. Every and anywhere.
''You know, when I was at work today, listening to our playlist and this 'songs you might like' thingy, I found a new song. It's really pretty!'' You spoke, happily. Making the man next to you smile. ''Oh, really?'' He said with a small chuckle. ''Do you want to listen to it?'' Cheol asked, ready to get his phone out already. So before you could answer, your boyfriend already handed you his phone. With a quick look at his camera, the phone immediately unlocked. Because, who would've thought, your face was also registered as his face ID. Opening the music app, you searched for the new song you heard today, and began playing it. Listening to it, Seungcheol began speaking, ''It's a really pretty song, my baby, but you do know that you can just connect the phone to the car, then you can enjoy it a bit louder, hm?'' He said, gently as he smiled.
— ౨ৎ
bf!Cheol who always asks you if you want to go and eat out or if you just want some quick takeaway, in case you’re too exhausted to cook for yourself and him.
''Any ideas on what we could make for dinner today?'' Seungcheol asked as you both were driving home from your exhausting work day. ''Not yet, but I'm also not feeling like cooking today, and I don't want you to cook alone.'' You said, feeling a bit guilty for showing your exhaustive self in front of your also hardworking boyfriend. ''That's totally fine, baby. But if we won't cook today, any ideas on where we could eat out? It's friday, we could go out and have a nice dinner together. We deserve it.'' He chuckled, as his hand found it's way to your thigh. ''I saw a new restaurant that I wanted to try with you, they have a nice wine and also very tasty beer. Would you like to go and check it out today, or will it be our standard restaurant?'' You spoke, your hand sneaking up to rest on his. ''Sure, why don't we try something new today. We can go home first, make the reservation, freshen up a bit and then have a nice dinner together.'' He spoke, happily. Not being able to say no to such a nice plan, you agree to it, already feeling excited. As if it was the first time that you and Seungcheol went out for a date.
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onlyhaos · 24 days
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Y‘all I need writing ideas😔
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this is me (literally)
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onlyhaos · 1 month
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pairing: Lee chan x afab!reader
genre: fluff, friends to lovers
warnings: none (correct me if i’m wrong)
[a/n] This is so crappy I’m sorry but I had to have something to upload for y’all😔😔 Hope you all enjoy it anywayy💞💞
“Hey Channie!”, you said as you excitedly greeted your best friend, which was waiting at your front door.
“Hey Y/n.” He responded with a smile, watching you as you walk down the three small stairs that lead to the front porch.
Ready to walk you to school with him by your side, like every day since elementary school.
“You know,” you began, your face already sculpted into a frown, “I really hate that we don’t have that many classes together anymore, my life will turn boring, dull, shallow, depressing—“
“Okay okay, I understood.” He chuckled, looking at you.
Watching you, as you continued babbling and complaining about everything that annoyed you, Chan carefully listened to you. Letting his eyes linger on you a for as long as he wanted, you wouldn’t see it wrong anyway.
‘She’s never going to notice is she?’ He often thought to himself.
You had to either ignore the fact that everyone was telling you two to get together, because: ‘Chan would be such a perfect boyfriend!’.
Or you were really just, he doesn’t want to say it, a little bit dense.
But still letting you ramble and keeping quiet, since he wanted to stay attentive before both of you would have your separate classes.
Finally Sadly arriving, and splitting up, it’s just your small ‘goodbye’ and ‘see you later’ between the laughing and talking of other high schoolers.
Leaving Chan in his memories from the park that you always walked through for all the years of elementary, middle and high school, like every day.
Since you just happened to mention it to him on your walk you school.
He remembers the times when he saw you opening the front door with a toothbrush still in your mouth, sometimes your belt still in your hand or a hairbrush that’s still helping you with styling your hair.
Smiling smiling to himself, he wondered, if you thought about him the same way, just even the slightest bit, that he thought about you too.
But that question would always stay unanswered if he’d never even have the guts to tell you about his feelings.
And, oh boy, he’d rather hide his feelings to protect himself from a harsh rejection.
A harsh rejection like: “Oh you’re a brother to me!”, or “I like you too, of course I do, we’re best friends!”
No. He couldn’t bear those sentences, not after you used those exact sentences on other guys before, that hit on you.
Your face lit up as you knew you’d finally have lunch, and seeing Chan. He was always waiting for you, whether it was at your door, your classroom or the school gates. He was always there. Where you were, he was by your side.
Swinging your bag over your shoulders, you make your way to the classroom door. Already seeing the black haired boy waiting for you with that pretty smile plastered on his face.
God was he handsome.. wait, what?
Quickly pushing those thoughts out of your mind and telling yourself you could swarm over your best friend in the evening when you’re alone, you greeted him with a small wave.
Your smile quickly disappeared, eyebrows shooting up, “Did you wait too long? Sorry, my teacher kind of ignored the time.”
Quickly getting reassured by Chan, you both made your way towards the cafeteria. Your other friends already waiting for you, with two seats being held free.
After quickly getting today’s lunch, you were greeted by Seungkwan, Vernon and the rest of the group.
“Hey, future couple.” Seungkwan and Vernon both snickered, earning a blush from both of you and a nervous laugh from Chan.
You rolled your eyes, “Think you’re funny, huh?” Chuckling with them, just a little bit.
While sitting down, you tried to not look at Chan. He didn’t deny it, right?
You also didn’t deny it. Sure, you both nervously laughed but none of you said anything against it.
Seungkwan read you both like a book, snapping you out of your head with a single word, “Idiots.” he spoke. But Jeonghan chimed in and added “In love.”Making Seungkwan laugh with him.
And there was it again, that nervous laugh that came from both of you. Vernon and Seungkwan promised to keep it a secret from you, as Chan confessed about it.
But they weren’t sure about your feelings, you never tell them who your crush is, but that was only because the feelings that you just found out, realizing that it’s not just a friendly relationship, were confusing you extremely.
You liked Chan, all that thinking of him wasn’t just “Oh he’s so perfect I’m glad he’s my best friend.” No, it was only to convince yourself that you two would also be good off as friends.
Even if no one wants to think about that when they’re in love, you did, from best friends to literal lovers? That could destroy a whole world! What if something ever happened? You couldn’t just go back to being friends, that’s just—not possible.
Getting caught up in this emotion and this question, you couldn’t stop thinking about it the whole time. Thinking about it so long, that you suddenly heard the bell ringing.
School was over, for today. And now you’d have to walk home with Chan, like every other day. It wouldn’t be awkward, right?
“So.. you had Physics as your last subject, right?” You asked, watching the boy nod.
Silence was all around you both now, but your heads were filled with loud thoughts, or the way it was so cold today.
But Chan couldn’t take it anymore, looking at you he relived all the moments in a matter of seconds, that once gave him hope and made him fall even harder for you.
He wanted to risk it, he wanted to have the guts to tell you. Even if you’d reject him, he just needed a yes or no.
Finally gathering all the courage, he spoke, “Y/n?” your head turning towards him. Fuck, why did the end the sentence like it was a question?
“Are you cold?” He questioned, saving himself for the nth time from that confession. “Yeah, a bit, I forgot my scarf and of course it had to be windy today.” You frowned slightly.
I quickly taking his scarf off, he handed it to you. Earning a smile from you, he watched you putting it around your neck. A sigh leaving your lips, as the warmth surrounds your neck.
“I like the color!” You admired the scarf.
“I like you.” Chan blurted out, making you look at him almost immediately. “What?”
God, this was already going south. “I like you, Y/n.” He repeated. Making you stop in your tracks and look at him.
“You like me?” He stopped walking too, as you asked him. And all of a sudden all the small signs came up in your head. And even the scarf gesture was a perfect example.
How would you respond? Pounce at him and tell him how much you like him too? Ignore him? No. Taking up all your courage too, you quickly blurted something.
“I like you, too.” You said as you looked at Chan, whose eyes were wide open in shock.
But also, completely relieved, smiled back at your now happy face.
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onlyhaos · 1 month
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💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. 💌
(*´▽`)ノ♡
Omg I didn’t see that🥹🥹 Thank you so much!! You’re also a very nice person, love being moots with u <3
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onlyhaos · 1 month
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This is literally so good, the tensionnnn🫣🫣
like a river — csc
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mdni.
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maybe you had a little too much to drink— like actually too much. surprisingly you were not knocked out drunk from all the tequilas you took, or whatever was in those fancy glasses
you couldn’t help but giggle at the random blonde guy who caught you after you tripped on the carpet of the floor.
you were thankful that it wasn’t some creepy guy who’s trying to harass you and touch more than needed to catch you from the sketchiest bars in town. good thing you decided treating yourself to some alcohol you were sure that it wasn’t from other stores’ leftover.
you didn’t think it would hit harder fresh from the bottles. but here you were staring at the possible love of your life.
this guy was built like a god. his arms sculpted, his chest firm, his form looking over your frame. his expensive cologne reeking through his dainty and clean clothes.
the smile he had on his face somehow made you trust him. smooth dips of his dimples made you poke it.
“your dimples are so adorable” you slurred, catching his face with both your hands
“hm? is that so? well thank you sweetheart” his voice were octaves deeper than yours, oozing out the honey essence and soothing warmth in them.
“i think we should look for your friends” he followed. somehow you just wanted to pull your pants down because his words weren’t in the lines of lets look for a room should we?
“i’m pretty sure they left about 5 minutes ago and forgot about me”
“oh uhm, well i can drive you to your place”
your doe eyes was enough for him to pull you through the crowd and bring you to his car.
“….”
“what is it?” he asked concerned
“i don’t have my keys… we were supposed to sleep over at my friends place. and now we’re all sort of all over the place.” you said with guilt, he already brought you home
“oh…” he muttered. you were ready to see him awkwardly wave and leave, but he did none of that
“well, do you wanna eat some shitty convenience store food to sober up while we figure out how you’ll be settling for the night?”
“i don’t really want to bother you, you’ve helped me enough”
“well, i was the one who was suggesting. i can’t leave such a pretty girl here” he giggled, his adorable dimples showing again.
the cold breeze woke up your system, slowly bringing you out of your hazy drunken haze.
“well if this handsome man says so”
it was wrong, truly wrong. how could you simply trust a person just like that, from a bar?! well eating all those hot noodles gave you a hearty conversation, both losing the alcohol in your system.
the worst of all is you didn’t regret trusting him, not an ounce. this was wrong, so wrong.
his lips was on yours the moment you were laughing it off at the seats outside of some random convenience store that you could find.
one moment, both of your eyes locked as your laughter died down. did he see the way his eyes sparkled like you did. he must’ve been thinking the same by the way he crashed his lips on yours, savoring every corner of your sweet mouth.
it wasn’t long till the both of you drove fast and shred your clothes in his room. if you weren’t drunk by alcohol then you were totally drunk in lust.
you were spent with all the kisses you exchanged, well it was french kisses but you didn't give a fuck, just wanting more.
"god, please fuck me full" you whispered in between gasps
"fuck" you felt his crotch brush over your leg, it was like it had solidified into a rock.
"you're going to be patient before i shut your mouth" he grunted, covering his shy facade
"maybe i would want that anyways, give it to me" you caressed his crotch as you moaned right in front of his face.
he was thinking on how you could be so fucking hot, already made him so hard, than one of those nights he had one night stands, even for just a desperate fuck.
he placed you in the bed carefully hovering over you before spreading wet kisses and red marks along your neck, trailing down to your stomach, until he finally gave pecks to both of your thighs, only offering your core his warm breath which was making you even more sensitive from the deprivation.
you were impatient, subjective, and a totally sensible woman. when it came to your needs, everything else has to serve you.
your hands trailed down your body as you reached to his face trailing it up and down his cheek, offering a hazy smile to him, he may have been blind to see through the lines that you were indeed smirking.
“watch.., okay?” you mumbled as your voice went an octave lower through the lust that laced your aura.
so to say he was confused, hard, and extra horny.
such a pretty lady wouldn’t only he plan to keep you on his bed but maybe even put a little ring on you.
your middle and ring finger caressed on his face as it slowly paused on his lips, his eyes darted to yours, his excitement made him feel like a horny teenager all over again.
surprised was an understatement, of course everyone would expect him to dom up every girl he fucks, and truly he did not disappoint. he didn’t want to admit but even just with this “innocent” move you played on him, he was ready kneel before you if you asked. it doesn’t help that he was kneeling now, was it?
your two fingers pushed through the puff of his lips, entering the warmth of his mouth, he groaned tasting your skin, enveloping your delicate fingers within his wet tongue.
you massaged his tongue making sure you have collected enough moisture from his mouth. soon retracting your hand as you both saw the saliva that connected your hand and his mouth.
“fuck” was all he could muster up
your hands slowly massaged your core, teasing your clit as it slowly produced lewd sounds, he stared right into your pussy as it became wetter. your hole was gaping at him, telling him to fill it up, suck it.
your fingers slowly dipped slowly into your core as you fully planted them in, causing your back to arch, leaving the bed with cool air, your mouth creating a sharp gasp as your eyes rolled back. you were waiting, so much that you both became sensitive.
you didn’t have to thrust it another time for his dick to stand tall, facing up adjacent to his toned abs. it was already in a concerning red hue, with his pre cum pooling down his dick decorating his hips. he knew you wanted to give him a show, and keeping his hands to himself would be a great start.
he could simply turn u over and fuck you senseless, but you weren’t the type of girl he would treat like a one night stand.
the humid air was enveloping you both. small drops of sweat coating your skin. the smell of skin, and perfume mixing on his flat (billion dollar penthouse)
the wet sounds that your fingers and puss was making was making his head spin, he could smell you, and it was enough for him to moan with you as he closely watched you pleasure yourself.
a few more quick thrusts of your wrists and then you were already climaxing in front of him. your hands leaving to cover your mouth as they stretched wide from the pleasure, your back once again lifting from the warm sheets. your hips giving him a perfect view of your cunt releasing your juices.
maybe you enjoyed it too well, knowing you could reign over him without a word spoken, and maybe because the look he had on your face right now as he stared right into your soul was something that would burn in your mind forever. his eyes were lidded, his gaze shifted to you and the liquid sprawled over his abs, and coated his painfully hard and girthy dick, and even a few drops on his face.
you squirted hard on him.
and he was gonna totally ruin you.
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i hope this makes u guys give me more time in finishing in your eyes😄🫶🏻
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🎐 — Happily Yours
Things can get awkward, if it’s the start of a relationship, right? But as long as it’s the right person, it’s only half as embarrassing.
pairing: minghao x afab!reader
genre: fluff
warnings: reader poked their eye, they’re both awkwardly in love but also not😭
[a/n] I actually had sm fun writing this small fic, and I want to thank everyone for the support on my last fics🥹🥹 I felt so proud of myself that people liked it. There are some chinese words, (with explanations!!) correct me if there’s something wrong or needs to be fixed🫶🏼 Love you all💞💞
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This was your first real relationship. And being in that relationship, where you’d go on dates and everything made you want to be as perfect as possible. Though you couldn’t always be perfect, no one could.
So when Minghao invited you over, you didn’t know what was awaiting you.
Dressing into the summer dress Minghao once complimented you in, you made your way over to his house.
Since it didn’t take that long to walk to where he lived, you took the walk through the park. Listening to your favorite songs.
Smiling to yourself, you admire the green grass, the beautiful trees and the sun that’s warming up your already glowing face.
As you keep walking you see some flowers, blue flaxes. The thought of Minghao immediately came into your mind, he loved all flowers.
You picked up the five most prettiest ones, and continued walking.
So when you arrived at your destination, you rang the doorbell. Patiently waiting for Minghao to open it. But as the door opened, someone else stood there.
Minghao’s mother was at the door, you thought she wouldn’t know who you were, but she immediately smiled and welcomed you inside.
“Well hello! Y/n, right?” She asked with a smile.
You nodded, “Yeah, I’m Y/n, hello Āyí*” your smile bright as you spoke. (*阿姨 - used for boyfriend’s mother, "mother-in-law“ before marriage)
“Dear, you can call me Māma*. I’m fine with that” She responded, her hand gently laying on your shoulder as she spoke. (妈妈 - Mother, also used to address mother in law)
“Okay, I’ll do that, Māma. Oh! And, I know it’s not much, but I saw some blue flaxes in the park. I didn’t want to come empty handed, take two!” You spoke, practically beaming with joy.
Minghao’s mother was really grateful, even if you only brought two flowers for her. She knew that they were handpicked, and that’s what brought value to such a small gesture.
And when you looked to the side you saw Minghao. He was just observing the both of you with a small grin on his face.
Following him to his room, he began talking. “Did you really prepare everything, in case you’d actually meet my parents?” He asked.
“Yea.. I did, I want to be as respectful as possible. Was it wrong?” You questioned, sounding a bit unsure.
Minghao shook his head. “It’s not wrong at all, it’s just really adorable.” He chuckled.
You laughed, asking him if it was really that adorable like he said. Earning a small ‘Yeah’ from him.
Looking around in his room, you noticed the easel that stood in the corner of his room. He was drawing right now, a somewhat blue canvas stood on the easel.
“Are you drawing the ocean?” You asked, hearing Minghao hum in approval.
“It’s pretty.”
“Thank you, it’s not done yet, but if you already like it then it’s a good sign.” He smiled shyly.
“Hao,” You said as you turned to him, who was already looking at you, waiting for your next words. “I also got us these flowers, they even fit perfectly to your drawing.”
Minghao was greatful, you were always really attentive and loving towards him. You treated him just like he treated you, but it still made him feel special every single time.
He thanked you, and observed the flowers the second you showed them to him, even asking questions about them. (even though you barely knew anything about them, they just reminded you of your boyfriend)
And even though he liked all flowers equally, he swore to himself that this flower would be his favorite from now on until forever.
Other people didn’t appreciate small things like you and Minghao did, the smallest things for each other lit up the other one’s day immediately. Because it came from your heart, they were sincere gifts.
Out of nowhere, Minghao had an idea. Going to one of his shelves he pulled out his newest sketchbook.
“Let’s put them into my sketchbook, we can let them dry and put our names next to it. Only — if you want to though.” He spoke, the undertones of the sentence were filled with excitement.
“Let’s totally do that!” You responded. “We can make those finger hearts I saw online. They were adorable.” Your voice proud as you told him about it.
Opening the first page of his sketchbook, you both laid your designated flower down on the paper. After moving them around, both of you were still contemplating if it had to be moved or not.
“Like this?”
“Mhm, that looks nice.”
A smile on both of your faces. Both of you decided to put your flowers into corners. Minghao’s flower was at the top left, while yours was on the bottom right.
Satisfied with the placement, both of you used tiny bits of glue to stick the flower to the page.
Making sure it was finally dried, you both began writing your names under the flower.
Both of you happily agreed to writing the date that you both got together down in the middle.
Grinning happily, you began speaking.
“It‘s so pretty.“
“It really is.” Minghao said, but not looking at the page. He was looking at you.
You didn’t notice that he was looking at you, so you began talking about how happy and grateful you were. How pretty everything was, how good the flowers looked —
“Y/n,” Minghao interrupted, his eyes still fixated on you.
Turning your head, you looked at him with a slightly lifted brow. Waiting for him to continue, what he was about to say.
“I love you.” He chuckled.
Your cheeks immediately went red, even though both of you said that already, it never failed to get you flustered.
“I love you, too, Hao.” You chuckled back, until a comfortable silence filled the room.
Staring at each other’s lips, from time to time, Minghao began moving closer to you. Gently resting his fingers against your waist, letting them slide down to your hip. Making your eyes widen and follow his hand’s movements.
But Minghao quickly put his other hand under your chin, making you gaze up at him, again.
Locking eyes, both of you were focused on each other. Inching closer and closer, making you get more shy than before.
Leaning in even more, both of you forgot to tilt your heads. And with your eyes closed, you were ready to kiss, wanting to close the gap so eagerly.
You noticed that you didn’t meet any lips though, but sure did meet some glasses, whining you noticed that Minghao’s glasses poked the shit out your eye.
With a small “Ah—“ your hand immediately flew to your eye. Rubbing it quickly.
Opening your other eye to make sure your lover was okay, you saw him chuckling and wincing a bit.
“Are you okay?—“
“Yea.” You said, having to realize the situation first, before you both began giggling with Minghao apologizing over and over again. Even though both of you weren’t careful.
So here you were, with a small ice pack on your eye as you both didn’t stop laughing about the kiss.
Even though you both agreed that it was a bit embarrassing, you settled for another kiss and let the previous ‘kiss’ be a new memory to laugh at.
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So fine for what he’s so perfect boyfriend😔 I want to replace that watch with a bow
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MINGYU X OMEGA
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I need the longer version of it please I think you know what I'm talking about I'm begging you 🙏🏻😭
this is pt. 2 from this fic!!
pairing: seungcheol x afab!reader
genre: angst, fluff
warnings: small mention about alcohol, the day after the fight
[a/n] It’s crappy and def not proofread (😭😭) I’m so sorry, but here you go!! (And thank you, you’re my first ask🥹🥹💞)
You wake up, not feeling relaxed at all.
Your head was still buzzing, just worse than last night. You let your head fall down again, but your head fell into a.. pillow?
Looking around the room, you noticed that you weren’t on the couch or in the living room anymore. You were in your bedroom, under your familiar sheets.
With a swift movement of your head, you immediately looked to your left, in hope for Seungcheol to be in bed.
But he wasn’t.
Memories of yesterday evening and night crossed your mind again.
Closing your eyes and turning your face into a soft frown, you began to bury your head into your hands.
Confusion about how you got into your bed quickly disappeared, because you were telling yourself that you probably went to bed, and you’re just not able to recall it.
Wanting to pick up your phone, you realized that it wasn’t on the nightstand.
So you got out of bed, putting on your slippers and going to the living room to get it. Until there laid a well-known someone.
“Cheol..?”
No response. Was he still sleeping? You tip toed closer to the couch, seeing your boyfriend’s eyes closed. His beautiful lips slightly parted as his breathing was a steady rhythm.
Quickly grabbing your phone, you went back to your shared bedroom. Leaving Seungcheol, still sleeping, on the couch.
You cuddled back into the sheets, fishing for the charger, that was always under your pillow whenever you didn’t load it. And when you began loading your phone, your lock screen lit up.
There was the message that you didn’t get, anymore, after you fell asleep.
Cheollie 🎀🍒
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I love you, Y/n.
That last sentence was all you focused on, and also the sentence that quickly brought tears to your eyes again.
Opening your message app, you read the rest.
Cheollie 🎀🍒
I'll be back tomorrow, when we're both a bit more composed. We'll talk about every single thing, that made us come to thinking that breaking up would be a good idea.
Because I won't and I don't want to let you go that easily.
Tomorrow we'll decide how things will be in the future. If we'll still have one.
I love you, Y/n.
More tears stumbled out of your eyes. And before you could even notice, you began to sob.
Which, eventually, woke up Seungcheol. You didn’t know he woke up, though.
But when you heard the bedroom door opening you found out.
“Cheol.” You sobbed out, not able to keep it in anymore.
And your boyfriend couldn’t see that sad face of yours, so he went over to the bed and pulled you into a much needed hug.
Not able to stop the crying, you buried your face into his chest.
“I missed you — I shouldn’t have said that. I just felt so lost at that moment and didn’t think properly.”
That’s what you originally said, but it only came out in slurs and gasps for air, from crying that much.
Seungcheol quickly shushed you.
“Be quiet, baby, just cry it all out. We’ll properly talk after that.” He comforted, kissing your forehead.
Soft strokes through your hair, and on your cheek, calmed you down. Only the smallest tears escaping you, as your eyes met his.
“Y/n, love, I never want to see you like this. Especially not when I see that our fights end with you blacked out on the couch from my whiskey.”
He spoke, the smallest smile on his lips, as he wiped away any remaining tears.
With a small sniffle, you smiled, too.
“How are you feeling, baby?” Seungcheol asked you.
Looking into his eyes, you mumbled, “My head’s buzzing. I think I’ve got a hangover.”
Seungcheol recommended making you a soup, to feel better and more comfortable. To which you agreed, almost immediately.
So when your boyfriend made you sit on one of the stools in your kitchen, he prepared your favorite soup as hangover soup.
Talking about all the things from yesterday and clearing any misunderstandings, finding solutions for possible next times, both of you still shed a tear.
But that was nothing that a hug couldn’t fix now.
With a full stomach from eating your favorite soup, Seungcheol and you now had the time to comfortably cuddle on the couch.
With a random movie playing in the background. (Which obviously was ignored) You both made up for the time, that was not able to be shared yesterday.
“I love you, Cheol.”
“I love you, too, baby.” Was his response, smothering you with loving kisses.
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ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི - Lovely
What being Shua’s girlfriend feel like
GENRES ➺ fluff
WARNINGS ➺ none <3
[a/n] It became a habit for me to write in the evening, so here’s a small shua fic! It’s short, but I hope it brings you as much comfort as it brought me while writing this. Have a great day💞💞
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Joshua feels like a warm cup of milk, that’s what you always told him. That also was the reason why he always made you a warm cup of milk when you were exhausted after a long day.
Cuddling in his embrace, everything feels light. You know you’re taken care of. You’re in the safe hands of your lover.
He’d always smother you in cute kisses, giving you the best princess treatment anyone could ever ask for.
From peppering you with his love, to pampering you with everything he could give you.
It’s exactly like every video you see on social media.
With Shua, you’re actually just human. Not using your brain or doing anything, it’s taken care of already.
Even though he’s often exhausted from work too, he can’t let you do anything alone. (He actually just doesn’t want you to do anything — especially alone.)
He’s a true gentleman through and through. He’s positive, polite and reliable.
He was the man that your 15 year old self wrote about in their diary. Dreaming of the perfect man, that wouldn’t stop you in your choices.
Because Joshua always supported you. You wanted to start crocheting? Perfect, he’ll buy you everything you need. You want to have a small business? He’ll prep and get whatever your heart desires.
The small, loving, banter between you both, before one finally began whining for a kiss, was another additional thing for you. Though, it already became a routine, for the both of you, in the morning.
Shua is the warm cup of milk, that your parents always gave you when you couldn’t sleep.
The last croissant that was waiting for you in the bakery’s kitchen, after a bad day. And enjoying it on your way home or at home, if you don’t feel like eating, while walking.
Feeling safe and sound, not worrying about worrying too much. Just breathing, and knowing you have someone who deeply cares about you next to you.
That’s what he felt like. The biggest comfort you could ever wish for. The warm feeling of embrace and the pure love that was in both your hearts, every time that familiar scent hit your nose.
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Thank you👏🏻👏🏻, all of them don’t get it that he’s giving his best on even RECOVERING and still getting shade. These people really didn’t have a serious injury in their lives to hate about ts
PLEASE READ AND REBLOG: There are a few things I'd like to say to people who are hating on Scoups being exempted from military services:
Firstly, how many of you have been through a surgery? Literally how many of you? Do you realize how surgeries work and how certain critical ones take months to a year to heal with certain restrictions. No like listen up if you don't understand basic things about surgery, don't fucking give an opinion. It's that easy. No opinion no drama.
Secondly to the fake ass armies (soo called BTS STANS) y'all go fuck yourself. Even better get an acl injury 👍🏻. I'll have no fucking shame on saying this. More than half of y'all are uneducated fucks who create unnecessary drama for "the most minor inconvenience". Namjoon was right, y'all have changed. Y'all couldn't give Jungkook some privacy ofc y'all will go to other other kpop artists and hate on them to get "validation and fame". And why are y'all debating about BTS & SVT's friendship? I don't motherfu*king understand that. Are they your property? Grow tf up or just go fuck yourself. Shove those disgusting opinions up in your ass with the fake ass personality of yours.
Thirdly, if I see any "carats" opposing that "but he can go when he recovers" get yourself an acl injury and try to run 👍🏻. And respectfully unfollow me if you are one of those fuckers who are spreading hate on Scoups.
Fourthly, some haters are like "why not do public survice?" Are you outta your mind or you were born an rasc*al? Which one? If he can't go military service then how can you even fathom the idea of him doing public service. My goodness just please fuck off. SHUT THE FUCK UP LITERALLY!
It really shows that some of y'all have failed 8th grade biology. Please get proper education before having opinions.
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I actually live for these text fics, y’all don’t know😔
COULD U DO BFF!VERNON (may or may not he bffs to lovers 🥺)
vernon is so bff to lovers coded ☹️☹️☹️
BUT HERE IT IS ENJOYYYY:)
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Vernon Chwe || bff to lovers texts with vernon
genre: fake texts, one shot au, fluff, bff x lovers arc, non!idols
warnings: cursing, fem pronouns, tiny angst, vernon being friendzone in the beginning 😓
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pairing: seungcheol x afab!reader (pt. 2)
genre: angst, fluff (?)
warnings: alcohol consumption, tiny bit of swearing
[a/n] My apologies for this crappy fic, but I’m just not able to continue writing on my longer fics atm😔😔 Tell me if there are other things that should be a warning, if needed. ly💞💞
Seungcheol was not in the mood for jokes right now, and so were you.
Both of you holding back tears.
This all could’ve been avoided if both of you just weren’t so hot headed every time you wanted to discuss your different opinions.
Because every single time it lead to arguments.
Arguments where one gave the other the silent treatment, or completely shut them out their space.
Though today was different, you knew after every fight you and Seungcheol would talk about it. Even if it was a night or a day later.
But neither you nor Seungcheol could believe what left your mouth, when you both spoke about your last disagreement.
When he heard your words, his heart crumbled.
“Do we even still make sense..? Isn’t this all just bad for both of us?- I mean we try to keep something alive that’s dying down more and more.” You said, barely above a whisper.
And he still could hear every word.
“Y/n, are you fucking kidding me, right now? After 2 years, you’re saying that we’re dying down?” He said, trying to hide his sadness with his irritated tone.
It wasn’t easy, and you knew that your words hit the both of you like a bullet, because you were already affected by it as regret filled your mind.
“I..I just mean..” You stammered.
“Keep it to yourself, I do definitely not need to hear it.” A tear slipping down his cheek as he spoke.
Swallowing the big lump down your throat, you spoke again.
“What will we do now?” You choked out, making Seungcheol look at you. Hiding his worries and the way he‘s near a breakdown, too.
He knew that if he broke down now, you and him wouldn’t be able to have a peaceful mind for this conversation. And everything could end, unclear and unsolved.
“I‘ll leave.“
You looked up at your, still, boyfriend, not holding those falling tears back anymore.
“What..?” You questioned, following him, who’s now walking to the front door.
He opened the door, and the last words you heard from him echoed in your head, for the rest of the night:
“Until death do us fucking part, right? Your words.” He scoffed, leaving.
These words made you freeze, your heart felt like it was shattering. Memories brought back, the words, that were the start of your relationship.
They just felt like a broken promise.
You couldn’t stop him from leaving though, since you understood him too much, to be selfish.
All you could see was a blur now, having to accept the fact that this was possibly the end for the both of you.
Further into the night, finding yourself on the couch again, you down the expensive whiskeys Seungcheol likes to drink after a tiring day of work.
Because after sitting in front of the door, for an whole hour and hoping for your boyfriend to come back, you came to the realization that this door was going to stay shut for tonight.
Continuing to recall only his last words were like a nightmare, no, worse than that.
And you couldn‘t drown those words out, no matter how much you drank.
Staring at your phone the whole night, you eventually fell asleep. Since crying, enough to feel dehydrated, and even giving up drinking didn‘t help.
Your figure was just blacked out on the couch, the familiar ringing of your phone pulling you out of your sleep.
Hastily, you searched for it, your head already buzzing and making it harder to focus, on finding the phone that was somewhere on the big furniture.
You looked at your screen, in hopes for it to be Seungcheol.
Even though the screen was completely dark, it was the only thing that lit up your unlit living room.
Jeonghan.
It read.
You hesitated, unsure who would be on the phone now, and fake tapping the accept button twice as you bit your other thumb anxiously.
You put all the courage you had into the nerves of your fingertips. Ready to accept the call, and the second you try to accept it, your phone goes dark again.
You took too much time.
Fuck.
All the confidence you built up in those (maybe not so) sober seconds suddenly evaporated again.
The only solution was shrinking back into yourself, letting tears fall again.
Because never would you have enough courage to call back. Not when you’re unsure about who would accept the call on Jeonghan’s phone.
Letting the darkness of the living room and your sadness take over you again, you slowly closed your teary eyes.
And falling asleep again, just not hearing the next message that’s been sent this time.
Cheollie 🎀🍒
I’ll be back tomorrow, when we’re both a bit more composed. We’ll talk about every single thing, that made us come to thinking that breaking up would be a good idea.
Because I won’t and I don’t want to let you go that easily.
Tomorrow we’ll decide how things will be in the future. If we’ll still have one.
I love you, Y/n.
Jeonghan only looked at Seungcheol, before their eyes met, Seungcheol already broke down. Finding the safety in the arms of his best friend for that night.
And not in his lover.
But he knew if you both wanted something, you would fight for it. As good and as bad you both knew about each other, you’d always pull through together.
You both loved, and such love came with everything.
“Through thick and thin” That was your promise to each other.
pt. 2 <3
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I love how I wanted to make this a mostly nsfw writing account and now the only things I wrote are fluff
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me rn
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