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Hello Lovelies!
So, I've still been pretty inactive because of life itself but also ive been fighting between staying thin or gaining weight.
Don't get me wrong, I love losing weight and being my thinnest and I really dont want to look at higher numbers but i want my other dream body. I was going to start 2024 but i feel like if I continue loosing it'll take longer than a year for me to get the body I want.
I was thinking 110, 116 at most. Im still consuming low calorie and sugar free items for now and maybe until next year because I need to find the time to look up exercises and create a routine that actually works for what im going for.
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Bahaha next, a funny little incident. My mither said to my sister, " I think theres something wrong with *her*, *she* eats a little bit of food and when she drinks anything its sugar free or diet, what is she dieting". I was smiling so much because, WHAT?
anyways thats all lovelies,
wish you well,
~N
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My mother got a scale that says "thinner", this must be a sign.
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HELLO LOVELIES!
It's been a little while since I last posted.
When I left, I was having trouble not eating. After I reached my lowest weight I started having a black-hole kinda appetite and nothing I did and ate would make it stop. This lasted about a week and the rest of the time I could no longer fast or skip meals.
My solution was to eat a low calorie breakfast and/or lunch before work. If I made dinner I'd make single or less than single portions.
2 weeks ago I was about 109. I wont be revealing my cw in this blog since my weigh-in isn't til later.
-Wish you well,
NEITHER
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No food log or main blog this week. My period + my lack of control has ruined this diet. I’m going to try to eat as little as possible this week and I’ll start a new diet on next week following my Sunday fast. Again doing a negative 50 starting at 500.
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I think today will be better.
Started off strong by crying because my perfect meal couldn’t be calculated properly, then ended up creating an even better meal by changing that single item I couldn’t calculate to something with less calories.
Breakfast: hash brown, fried egg, bagel with cheese.
The egg was honestly fried so perfectly but unfortunately I forgot to take a picture. That’s fine though, since I’m going to a similar meal tomorrow. I may have to change the bagel to bread because my bagels have gone bad, not all but, they may not survive the night.
Also, I’m in a pretty decent mood..for now.
#ed not sheeren#tw ed diet#tw disordered eating#ed bllog#anablr#calorie restriction#restrictive diet#tw restrictive ed#low cal restriction
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Period weight fluctuations and the neverending appetite is so annoying. Hopefully I can fast properly today
#ed not sheeren#tw ed diet#ed bllog#tw disordered eating#edblrr#low cal restriction#calorie restricted diets#tw restrictive ed
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Food/Cal Log 07/02-07/08
Sunday ✦ Fasted, 24cal, -0cal, net: -64
Monday ✦ 533cal, -373cal, net: 160
Tuesday ✦ 629cal, -25cal, net: 378
Wednesday ✦ 596.2cal, -29cal, net: 567
Thursday ✦ 1,580cal, -27cal, net: 1,553
Friday ✦ xcal, -xcal, net:
Saturday ✦ xcal, -xcal, net:
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-MEAL BREAKDOWN-
Sunday: I fasted of course, as always but i stopped by the shop I work at and got a sugar free snowball which was only 24cal by snowizards knowledge. It’s not counted since I was taste testing for work.
Monday: For breakfast I had oatmeal with berries and a decaf coffee which was 163cal total. I didn’t really want to eat durning lunch but I had work and I becan to feel super nauseous after taking cold medicine. For lunch I had fries for about 100cal, I got then at a burger joint to this is just an estimate. Before dinner I had a snack which was just 1/4 slim Jim for just 35 calories and dinner was whatever my mother had made and then some food my sister brought me from her job for a total of 235cal.
Tuesday: For breakfast I had a canned stew which was 120cal. I was supposed to eat 1 cup but I grabbed the wrong measuring cup and had already given the rest to my mother. For a snack I had a protein brownie and a pack of rice crackers which was 112.5cal total. Lunch was a black cherry Cho and yogurt that I wanted to try. It was 110cal total and I definitely regret it because it was so bad and I didn’t like it even a tiny bit. I had a snack right before dinner because I started feeling extremely nauseous. I was just a rice cake with sparkling water for a total of just 35cal and then dinner was beans and rice with a pack of rice crackers for dessert for just 152.5cal total.
Wednesday: For breakfast had oatmeal and bacon for a total of 216cal, I think the calories are less because miscalculated bacon calories but it’s fine. For lunch I have a pack of rice crackers and Greek yogurt for a total of 164.5cal, and lunch was something my mother made for just 145 calories total. I did another taste testing for work even though I was off again, I just got less and of course the calories don’t count so I didn’t calculate them but it was about 60-70 calories. I don’t have it down that I had dinner so I think I skipped it but I did have a beef jerky as a snack for just 70 calories.
Thursday: Thursday’s was the day zi really went over and, one of the reasons is because I felt like I was going to pass out around lunch and I had work again so I wanted to be safe. For breakfast I had a breakfast bagel for 295 calories. I thought I was going to have space for a snack so I had hot funions for 110cal. For lunch I was going to skip but I started getting dizzy spells so I had a cup of noodles with wasabi seaweed for a total of 315 calories. Because I was already at my limit, I was just going to skip dinner but I stayed up trying to watch a kid Rama and my sister came over so I started to binge. The binge was a total of 860 calories that included: 2 rice cakes, a salad, Cheetos, and a breakfast bagel. I was very upset with myself but the black hole I felt finally closed up after I ate the breakfast bagel so I was just happy I could finally stop feeling so hungry.
Friday & Saturday: Friday and Saturday were another black holes. i couldn't keep track of what I ate and when besides dinner for both with was pizza for Friday and black bean noodles Saturday. Pizza was about 750 and the noodles were about 550 so im assuming the total calories consumed for those two days were around 1,500 cal.
( I keep forgetting to updates these logs before they get posted since they're queued, sorry about that).
#ed not sheeren#tw ed diet#tw disordered eating#ed bllog#anablr#low cal restriction#tw restrictive ed#restrictive diet#low cal diet#calorie restriction
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( queued to post 07/08)
Hello lovelies!
I know I haven’t blogged all week but, I had to clear space on my phone and misplaced my laptop. So, it is now Saturday, aka, the end of week one for my new diet. I started off really well but as the week went on I seemed to eat more and more so maybe my next diet will be increase rather than decrease. An extremely great update though, I finally got my own scale and it says I weigh 98lbs! Although, I binged last night and it currently says I weigh 100lbs but that’s completely normal so I’m not too upset about it, I just have to be more careful. Anyway, food/cal log will be posted to later on and so I will now continue with any extra just life updates and again if anyone interested, I haven’t posted much this week since I’ve been too busy but I will start posting wieiad once a week on tiktok (d0ntd13_).
More: Work related.
So this was my fourth week at my new job and I’m just gonna say I did extremely awful. i made so many mistakes and I moved too slow. I’m trying to get better at my job but by trying to be better I’m doing everything wrong so I have to work on that, especially with the new placements and figurines out what area I should be in at a particular time.
More: At home.
Me and my sister went grocery shopping this past Wednesday, unfortunately I didn’t have time to go home to grab my shopping list so I tried to get things that I can’t eat a lot of, like frozen popcorn shrimp, and rices cakes with sugar. I can’t really remember what I got besides that, oh, and seaweed, vegetarian chicken patties, and sparkling water, but everything else I grabbed was for the household so I probably won’t really eat it unless someone decides to cook or after next week.
More: Social life.
My friend had me go on an errand for her recently, and I haven’t really spoke to her after that because I’ve been busy. yesterday she texted me something along the lines of, “you don’t need me anymore now that you got a vape, huh.”, I got a vape Monday and she likes to joke around and stuff about how I’m using her or things like that which kinda feels like she’s serious so it bothers me. Next is an old friends of mine, he’s really nice but I kinda ignored him for a couple months because I was busy and was trying to settle into my new job and also just focus on myself but I texted him this week. He said he thought the worse, because of my history, and that hes glad I decided to come back but, I texted him “hi” the other day and he left me on read, as always, because he has an awful memory and forgets to reply. Number three, I have another friend who’s pretty nice but, he has an awful habit of not replying. I kinda just let him be because I don’t wanna be bothersome and he’ll just message again whenever he feels like it.
Okay~ That’s all so as always, Wish you well!
-NEITHER
#ed not sheeren#tw disordered eating#tw ed diet#ed bllog#tw ana diary#anablr#low cal diet#calorie restricted diets#low cal restriction
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Food/cal Log 06/25-07/01
Sunday✦ 24hr fast; 40cal, -0cal, net: 0cal
Monday✦ 494cal, -802cal, net: -308cal
Tuesday✦ 1,560cal, -316cal, net: 1,244cal
Wednesday✦ 1,575cal, -110cal, net: 1,445cal
Thursday✦ 915cal, -298cal, net: 617cal
Friday✦ 871cal, -412cal, net: 459cal
Saturday✦ 600cal, -65cal, net: 499cal
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Sunday was a fast day, of course, It was basically an extra day to digest any food I'd eaten prior. The calories I counted was from a decaf coffee which doesn't count for me but I added it anyway.
(I keep forgetting these are queued)
|Meal breakdown|
Monday: I had one egg, one waffle, and one piece of bacon for breakfast which was about 220 calories and I burned 650 right after. Lunch was just tuna and crackers, I didnt count the calories of things I added so the total was only 196. Lastly for dinner I had rice with seaweed which was only 86cal and im pretty sure I had food my sister brought as well but I couldn't calculate the calories so I just didnt add them.
Tuesday: This was my high cal day, for breakfast I had oatmeal with fruit, a boiled egg and a cream cheese bagel, the total was 315 calories. I had a snack right before lunch which consisted of gerber puffs and sunflower seeds equaling up to just 40cal. Lunch was Greek yogurt with half a peach and a protein brownie totaling about 175cal. And dinner was instant ramen containing 470cal and a snack right after of a honey bun and ice cream bar equaling 560cal.
Hi, so I hadn't planned on my next diet being so soon so this week as to get a medium and how much I should be eating a day for this upcoming diet and also to track my self control.
Wednesday: Breakfast was once again, an egg, a waffle and one bacon equaling out to 220 calories. I wrs hungry or bored after work so for a snack I had one bowl of cereal equaling out to 115 calories, and then for dinner I had a cream cheese bagel and oatmeal totaling 370cal. I had another snack which was a Grandma's peanut butter cookie 190cal and then a second dinner ( I know..) which was popcorn chicken and curly fries from jack in the box and that was 530cal total.
Thurday: For breakfast I had pancakes (5) and fried egg yolk from the egg i used for the pancake mix totaling to just 170cal. Fir a snack I had a small piece of a Grandmas peanut butter cookie and a rice cake totaling out to just 40 calories then, for lunch I had greek yogurt and a protein brownie totaling 150cal. For another snack I had longan fruit and rice crackers totaling 170cal and lastly dinner which was instant ramen and half a can of alcohol free mimosa (mimosa was disgusting btw) totaling 405 calories.
Friday: Friday was a pretty low cal day, for breakfast I had oatmeal with berries amd tea for just 103cal. I had a one snacl the whole day of just cereal and rice crackers totaling 152.5cal, and for lunch I had oatmeal another packet of rice crackers and then my sisters leftover totaling out to about 315.5cal. Lastly gor dinner I had Udon noodles with an egg and sparkling water totaling out to just 300cal.
Saturday: Last day of eating like a "normal" person for breakfast I had oatmeal and a cream cheese bagel totaling 373cal and for lunch I had oatmeal and a packet of rice crackers totaling 148.5cal. I had a snack while running an errand of just a packet of rice crackers for 42.5cal. For dinner I had a sweet potato with cauliflower which I didnt really calculate and my sister gave me some pie right before the clock reset so it totalled out to about 333cal
So far, excluding my cheat day I should be eating about 700 calories per day and burning about 300 but, since the cal intake is so high I'm going to reduce it by 100 each day and try to burn 100 more each day.
#ed not sheeren#tw ed diet#tw disordered eating#food log#calorie log#ed bllog#edblrr#tw ana diary#low cal restriction#low cal diet#restrictive diet#calorie restricted diets
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Hello lovelies!
(no pretty font today either.)
Today is my last day of eating whatever, whenever. I ended up not eating a lot, especially since I came down with a cold. I also had work today, I made a lot of mistakes, unfortunately, but my supervisor still said I did really good so, yaay me.
Um, they had pizza at work and I kindly declined the offer but then my manager asked my supervisor to step out with her for a second and I kinda think she knows I have an ED since I wont taste anything ay shop ( we decided its cause O dont like sweets or sugar) but I'm sure she's caught onto me...
I also wouldnt take a break evem though they asked alot if I wanna take one but I always decline, its only 5-6 hour shifts so its not a big deal.
I dont really have much to say, sorry, I will be taling tomorrow off to get over this cold and Im also fasting so if I eat anything to help then I cant go over 100cal. Its usually 50 for a fast but I'll probably have (chicken) noodle soup if im still sick since work Monday and I don't want to still be sick when I go in.
Im also really tired of walking so I have to exercise alot on the days I dont walk so Monday I should walk and if Im too tired then I'll follow a quick YouTube video.
Thats all, wish you well,
-Neither
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I wanna move to japan and live happily on the country side with just me, my cat, and my ed.
And maybe a big fluffy dog
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I've eaten so much today and I can still taste how hungry I am🐇, shout out to high cal days!
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I keep looking at my body and going "I shouldnt eat" then proceed to make food or grab a snack.
#ed not sheeren#tw ed diet#tw disordered eating#anablr#ed bllog#edblrr#restrictive diet#low cal restriction
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oh. my. god.
Hello Lovelies,
So, no pretty color or font today, sorry.
Little miss fat fuck decided, right after dieting, to just eat whatever she wanted! Wow, disgusting right? Im going to stay away from sugar as much as possible since it makes me tired and lazy and I wont be able to walk as much or wake up as early, Im also doing tmad starting next week, sundays are fast days and this new "diet" will last 2 weeks as well. For this week, im going to eat as little as possible but also whenever my brain tells me to eat to see what the cal limit need to be (excluding foods I dont need to eat)
More: Work related.
So i did pretty good today, again, yay. I just found out that I can keep working. So, I work through an agency and during training we were all told that we couldnt work after a certain date, today the manager asked me to come in on Saturday and I reminded her that I couldn't but she said that she email someone from the agency and they said something different. Anyways the break I was supposed to have is ruined so im starting a new diet sooner than I planned.
More: Bad habits
We all know people with an eating disorder, usually ana, tend to smoke a lot. I realized that whenever I'm walking I have to smoke. A walk around the block, going to the grocery store, before I go in for work. It's a bad habit. I want to try to at least not smoke out of habit but as a conscious decision. Eventually.
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these are such boring blogs, wish you well.
-Neither
#ed not sheeren#tw ed diet#tw disordered eating#ed bllog#anablr#edblrr#low cal diet#low cal restriction#calorie restricted diets#calorie restriction#restrictive diet
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Im not sure why but when I get irritated, annoyed, or something doesnt go my way, I want to purge.
My mother ate all of my cherries and I suddenly felt, she went back for a third bowl of cereal and I felt sick, shes eating in the same room as me, it seems so loud and shes acting like its so good, and all I want to do is purge.
I feel extremely over stimulated with the crunching and the metal spoon hitting the inside of the bowl, the sound of her opening her mouth for another bite and the swallowing after a few chews, the humming and singing she does after finishing a meal, purging will definitely make me feel better.
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Hello Lovelies!
Work went extremely well today. My manager didn't have to correct me on anything and even praised me. I still need to work on some things but pretty minor, its one of those things that need practice.
Food wise, I had two snacks, very light, before lunch and 1 before dinner. Unfortunately I wasn't able to get spring rolls :( I'll have them next time.
I'm extremely tired from eating too much sugar today so I wont be doing a in-depth blog of everything tonight but, I'll be posting a wieiad on tiktok around 22:00 ( d0ntd13_ ).
so sorry, wish you well!
-Neither
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Hi Lovelies!
Its currently 21:37 but, this bog will be posted at around 1am just so that my posts can have a bit of a time gap.
First off, I apologize for the random decision to post multiple blogs today, it seemed like the best way to make sure I don't over eat.
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Now, I wanted to eat less tonight so that I can measure my waist properly in the morning but that was an obvious fail, I can only hope my stomach flattens out completely in the next 8 hours.
AH, OKAY, Im so excited for tomorrow. I've been craving spring rolls for almost two months now and I can finally have them! They cost about 6$ where I buy them and I wont even have the money until after work so I'm going to have that and instant ramen for dinner.
It's a little complicated because I don't want to make a meal plan for tomorrow, I just wanna go with the flow but I feel like I have to so, I'm going to work on that while I walk in the morning.
After work todayi went to the grocery store to pick up some more carbonated water and I ended up getting those baby food star snack. I told myself I wouldn't get snacks because I'd end up binging and I did it anyways.
Sorry I feel like I'm being such a frog with these topics, im just trying to finish up for the night.
I won't be going to the track this week either, I really want to go but I have to get more prepared. I'll try again next week, it should be easier since I won't have work, I'll even set an alarm and everything.
Finishing up by saying, Wish you well
-NEITHER
#ed not sheeren#tw ed diet#tw disordered eating#ed bllog#edblrr#restrictive diet#low cal restriction#calorie restriction#tw restrictive ed
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