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mythoughtsbysms Ā· 1 month
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ā€œThe love vanished the moment you signed the dotted line.ā€
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mythoughtsbysms Ā· 2 months
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ā€œWe had so many things in common that it ended up canceling themselves out.ā€
We can have many things in common but it important to have some differences.
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mythoughtsbysms Ā· 10 months
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Sometimes love hurts more than heartbreak.
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mythoughtsbysms Ā· 11 months
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Surprise - Part 2
February 1, 2023
Morning
Youā€™ve woken up from the cold breeze coming into your room through the window that has been coming in throughout the night. Itā€™s 6:00 am and you decided to stay in bed for another hour. You had a hard time falling asleep the night before because you were excited about your date with Matt. You set an alarm for an hour and went back to sleep until 7:00 am. You stopped your alarm, got out of bed, and went straight to the kitchen.
Once in the kitchen, you were thinking about what you wanted to eat while you were making your iced latte. You decided on a toast with butter to hold you over since you and Matt are going out for breakfast at around 9:00 am. You had a lot on your mind - you were nervous, happy, and excited. You wanted to know what the surprise was however, Matt wouldnā€™t tell you anything about it. He keeps telling you to ā€œwait and Iā€™ll tell youā€ bs. You wanted to know now. You got yourself ready for the day and work on creating your products for your online shop for an hour to an hour and a half. Youā€™re wearing flare jeans, a white tank, a shirt black shirt jacket, a black beanie, and black booties. Youā€™re comfortable and cozy but more important you felt great in it. You grab your purse and keys. You asked Matt where you are meeting up and you were on your way to meet up with him.
9:00 AM
You went inside the cafe and you saw Matt sitting at a table. You went up to him and said hey.
Matt: *waves*
Y/N: *waves back while walking towards him* hey Matt, how are you? *hugs Matt*
Matt: *hugs Y/N* Iā€™m doing great! How are you? *letā€™s go and looks at you*
Y/N: Iā€™m great! Ready to go order? Iā€™m ready for my surprise.
Matt: *laughs* Yeah, I know, letā€™s order first and then Iā€™ll tell you your surprise.
Y/N: *sighs* Okayā€¦ letā€™s go order.
Y/N: Hello! I would like a 12oz americano with a little half-and-half and I would like an egg and cheese breakfast sandwich with sausage and some fruit on the side.
Matt: I would like a 16oz black coffee with an egg and ham sandwich with fruit on the side.
Barista: Awesome! Weā€™ll have that ready to go for you. Go ahead and take a seat and weā€™ll call your name when your order is ready.
You and Matt went back to your table and waited for your food and coffee.
Y/N: Iā€™m ready for my surprise Matt.
Matt: Okay okay. *hold your hand*
Y/N: *thinking - ā€œoh shit - heā€™s holding my handā€¦ā€*
Matt: I know we have known each other for a couple months but it has felt more than a couple. I want to take our relationship to the next level and ask if you wanted to be my girlfriend.
Y/N: Yesā€¦ I want to be your girlfriend! *smiles*
Matt: *smiles* Thatā€™s amazing!
Your food and drinks are ready to be picked up. You and Matt walked over and grabbed your coffee and food and went back to your table to eat. The rest of the time was awkward because there was new energy and both of you needed time to digest that you are now in a relationship.
Evening
The rest of the night was a blur due to all the excitement. All you could think about is that you are Mattā€™s girlfriend. You were tired and thought it was best to call Alyssa tomorrow to tell her the news since you said you would tell her. You put on your pajamas, washed your face, brushed your teeth, and went straight into bed. You are so happy and as you were about to fall asleep, a notification pops up;
Matt: Goodnight Y/N. I love you. ā¤ļø
Y/N: Goodnight Matt. I love you too. ā¤ļø
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mythoughtsbysms Ā· 1 year
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Reblog if youā€™re over 20 and still read/writeĀ fan fiction.
Iā€™m curious!
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mythoughtsbysms Ā· 1 year
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Surprise - Part 1
January 29th, 2023
Itā€™s been a little over a week since your date with Matt. Everything has been going great between you two. Youā€™ve been texting each other almost daily to see how you're doing and whatā€™s been going on in life and his tours.Ā 
Morning
Itā€™s 6:45 am and you get up from bed. You open the curtains and opened the window to let some fresh air inside. You walk to the kitchen to make yourself a hot matcha latte and an egg and cheese breakfast sandwich with a side of cut-up strawberries and blueberries. After making your breakfast, you go into your office to package some orders that people ordered over the weekend.Ā 
You have been selling art and cards on your website for the last few weeks and you are very happy. You were worried that this wouldnā€™t work out however, you built your confidence and went for it and it ended up working out in your favor. People love your work and have been posting it on Instagram telling people how much they love your products. You wanted to share the love of art with others and the fact that people love your work - brings a smile to your face.
Four hours later, you finished up your orders and went into the kitchen to make yourself an iced chai tea latte with a rice cake with almond butter and honey on top. Itā€™s quick, simple, and very good.Ā 
You went into your room to get ready for the day. It was Sunday and you wanted to get things done around the house like a reset so this coming week you donā€™t feel overwhelmed by the little mess throughout the home. You put on a cozy set from [ your favorite place ] and put your hair up with a claw clip.Ā 
Before starting, you created a list of tasks you want to get done:
To-Do:
make the bed
throw dirty clothes in the basket
vacuum floors
clean bathroom
start laundry
place dirty dishes in the dishwasher
clean the kitchen
clean the living room
wipe down the table
dust everywhere
You started from your bedroom since you were there and took it one task at a time. It felt nice cleaning up because it was doing something rather than nothing at all. Cleaning helps you sometimes because it can calm your nerves.Ā 
Afternoon
Youā€™ve been cleaning for hours (with breaks) and you were very tired. However, the place is cleaned up and you feel great! You were relaxing on the couch with an iced latte when you get a text from Matt.
Matt: Hey Y/N! Howā€™s it going?
Y/N: Itā€™s going great! I cleaned my whole apartment because I was starting to get overwhelmed by the small messes throughout it. How are you?
Matt: Wow! I bet it feels great. Iā€™m doing good. I wanted to tell you something. Itā€™s a surprise.Ā 
Y/N: Oh! whatā€™s the surprise?
Matt: Iā€™m stopping by to visit you! I missed you since our date night and wanted to spend some time with you.
Y/N: Oh my gosh! Thatā€™s amazing. I missed you too. Iā€™m so excited to see you again.
Matt: Yeah. Iā€™m going to be in the area on February 1st. Do you want to meet up around 9:00 am to get a coffee and something to eat?
Y/N: Yes! I do have to work a little bit in the morning however, I can do 9:00 am.
Matt: Awesome! Iā€™m excited to see you. This is the first part of the surprise. Iā€™ll tell you the second part when I see you on the 1st.
Y/N:Ā Oh... there's a second part? I miss you too!
Matt: Yes, but you will love it! Itā€™s a good surprise. I know you donā€™t like surprises.
Y/N: Okay. As long as it's a good surprise -Ā I'm okay!
After putting the phone down, you were thinking about what the second part of the surprise would be. However, you knew if you think about it for too long, it makes you anxious. You decided instead of thinking about it, you went to grab your art supplies and start creating work.
You made yourself dinner and started to get ready for bed. You were very tired from cleaning the whole apartment and you were mentally tired from drawing. You were ready for bed and fell asleep very quickly once you got into bed.
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mythoughtsbysms Ā· 1 year
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So internet archive lost their lower court case. They're appealing, and have a good chance with the 2nd circuit, but they need help. Here's a link directly from one of their librarians for how you can help.
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mythoughtsbysms Ā· 1 year
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Date Night
Since making plans with Matt, you and Matt have been working on your own projects with text conversation in between projects. The both of you are checking on each other and talking about life and projects. You celebrated New Year's with your best friends and partied all night. You were thinking about Matt that night and wish he was there with you. However, he didn't forget about you. He sent you a text at midnight.
Matt: Happy New Yearā€™s! šŸ˜˜
Y/N: Happy New Yearā€™s! šŸŽ‰ā¤ļø
After New Yearā€™s, you continue to work and finish unpacking which was a huge weight off your shoulders because now you can enjoy your place without boxes getting in the way. Alyssa was sweet enough to help since she saw how stressed out you were with everything going on. You and Alyssa hung out a lot during this time and you told her everything that was happening between you and Matt.
Alyssa: Whatā€™s been going on with you and Matt? You barely tell me anything.
Y/N: I know. I was trying to keep it private to see where things go. Matt is a person and I want to be respectful towards him especially since, in the past, I saw a couple of people treating him like any other celebrity and share private messages online. Otherwise, Matt and I are doing well. Him and I are going on a date the night of January 20th. Im really excited to see him.
Alyssa: Thatā€™s understandable. Iā€™m glad you and Matt are going well and Iā€™m very happy for you. I know itā€™s been hard for you to open up to someone, let alone going on a date with someone. Iā€™m very proud of you and you should be proud of yourself! Youā€™re growing as an individual. Thatā€™s something to celebrate!
Y/N: Thank you. I am proud of myself. Im taking it one step at a time and letting things happen rather than trying to prevent them. If itā€™s meant to be - itā€™s meant to be. Iā€™ll tell you what happens with Matt and I and our date.
Alyssa: Iā€™m really looking forward to hearing about it! I want details haha.
January 20th, 2023
Morning
You had a hard time sleeping the night before because you were excited to see Matt. You tossed and turned trying to sleep but couldnā€™t sleep until around 2:15 am. Your alarm goes off at 7:00 am but you needed more sleep. You set the alarm to 8:00am so you can get an extra hour. 8:00 am comes around and your alarm goes off. You wake up and do a light stretch. You felt a little better getting the extra hour of sleep. It was cold in your room since you forgot to close the window last night and you were starting to get hungry. You got out of bed and went to the kitchen to make yourself a hot matcha latte with honey and some breakfast. You ended up making yourself a bagel with cream cheese, smoked salmon, and a sprinkle of everything bagel seasoning on top with a side of strawberries and blueberries.
Once you were finished, you went into your room and started to get ready to get out of the house. It was one of those mornings where you wanted some fresh air and go to the local coffee shop to get a coffee and something sweet. You changed into a dark heather gray hoodie, comfortable black flare leggings, a black puffer jacket, and black fuzzy socks with the UGGs. After getting ready, you put on your shoes and grabbed your keys. You went to the coffee shop and ordered yourself a decaf honey latte and a banana muffin. After getting your coffee and muffin, you sat at the front while watching what was going on outside for the next hour.
You ran to an art store to pick up some supplies and went back to your place to warm up and relax until it was time to get ready for your date with Matt.
Evening
It was 4:30 pm, and time to get ready for your date with Matt. Matt was going to pick you up at 5:30 pm so you only had an hour to get ready. The good thing is you showered this morning and everything else so all you had to do was get dressed, make up, and freshen up. You were looking through dress after dress and having a hard time picking out something to wear. You ended up wearing a red rose bud design black midi-length cami style fitted dress with a slit on one side with black heels.
5:30 pm rolls around and you hear a knock on your door. You look through the peephole and Matt was standing there waiting for you to answer. You answered the door and let him inside. He looked at you and couldn't keep his eyes off of you.
Matt: Y/N... you look beautiful tonight.
Y/N: Thank you. I was worried that I may be dressed a little too casually or too dressed up for our date.
Matt: No, you are not too casual or too dressed up. You look beautiful and I can't keep my eyes off of you.
Y/N: Oh good. Here, let me grab my bag and we can go.
Matt: Okay. I'll wait here.
*You grab your purse and walk back to him.*
Matt: Ready to go?
Y/N: Yes, I'm ready to go.
You and Matt went downstairs and walked to his car which is parked outside in front of your apartment complex. The both of you went into his car and drove 30 minutes away to a high-end Italian restaurant. You thought this was sweet because you mentioned to Matt earlier that a couple of your favorite foods are pasta and mostly Italian meals. Once you arrived, Matt helped you get out of his car and you held onto his arm as you two walked into the restaurant. Matt told the waiter he has a reservation for two and the waiter walked you and Matt to your table. Matt kept looking at you under the restaurantā€™s low lighting.
Matt: You look gorgeousā€¦ Iā€™m sorry that I keep saying that to you but itā€™s true. I canā€™t keep my eyes off of you. Your [ your eye color ] are beautiful - the most beautiful eyes Iā€™ve ever seen.
Y/N: Thank you. You look amazing yourself. Thank you for taking me out to dinner. This is a very beautiful restaurant.
Matt: No problem. Iā€™m happy we were able to make this work especially with our busy schedules.
You two went on to order drinks and food. You ordered [ favorite drink ], a cup of water, and classic gnocchi with basil pesto and parmesan cheese with a side of garlic bread. Matt ordered red wine, a cup of water, and gnocchi with tomato sauce and parmesan cheese with a side of garlic bread. He thought what you ordered sounded good so he ordered the same thing as you with a couple of changes. You and Matt were talking about your life and life goals until your food arrived.
Matt: Howā€™s your life going? Anything exciting happened since we were together last?
Y/N: Itā€™s been going great! Not a lot happened other than work, hanging out with friends, art, and I was able to finish unpacking. Of course talking to you. *laughs*
Matt: Thatā€™s great! *laughs* ā€œOf course talking to you.ā€ Thatā€™s very true we have been talking a lot.
Y/N: Yeah. *laughs* Do you have a life goal? Did you already achieve that life goal?
Matt: Yes and no. I wanted to make music since I was young and now that Iā€™m a rapper, I would say that was my life goal. However, I feel like I havenā€™t achieved it because I feel as if there is something missing.
Y/N: Oh. Whatā€™s the one thing you are missing?
Matt: Someone to be with me along the wayā€¦ you.
Your drinks and food have arrived and you start to eat. You were taken back because you didnā€™t expect Mattā€™s answer but, at the same time, you were full of love and looking at him - you knew he was the one. Matt noticed you were a little anxious. He grabbed your hand and held it while telling you everything is okay. You instantly relaxed knowing you were okay. Matt apologized but you told him he didnā€™t do anything wrong and that he didnā€™t need to apologize. You two go on to finish your meal and Matt paid the bill. You offered to pay your portion of the meal but he insisted on paying the bill. You were very grateful and thanked him.
You two were still a little hungry but for something sweet. There was an ice cream place near by and thought about getting ice cream. You and Matt went into his car and drove to get ice cream. You wanted [ favorite ice cream flavor ] on a cone and Matt wanted vanilla on a cone. Once you got your ice cream, you and Matt went back into his car and started to head back to your place. Matt had his arm around you and you laid your head on his shoulder. You felt loved and safe with him. The drive from the ice cream place to your place was 45 minutes. During the 45 minute drive, you fell asleep. Matt saw you were asleep and let you sleep until you both arrived at your place.
You both arrived at your place and Matt woke you up.
Matt: Hey Y/N. Wake up. Weā€™re back at your place.
Y/N: *Half asleep* Oh! Sorry, I fell asleep.
Matt: Itā€™s okay! Itā€™s late. I donā€™t blame you.
You both got out and Matt walked you to your door and made sure you were inside and safe. You offered Matt a space to crash for the night since it was very late. Matt declined the offer since he had some things to get done before his upcoming concerts. Before he left, he kissed you and said he had an amazing night and that you both should do it again after his tour. You smiled and told him good night.
He closed the door behind him and you locked the door. You put on your pajamas and went straight to bed. You fell asleep quickly after getting into bed.
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Date Plans
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Sunday Morning
Itā€™s 7:00 am and you woke up to your alarm going off. The room was warmer than usual because you decided to close the window since it was raining badly the night before and didn't want water going into your room. It was foggy outside and you decided to get up and open the curtains all the way and open up the window to let some fresh air into the room.Ā 
You grabbed your phone and went into your kitchen to make yourself a honey latte since you really liked it yesterday. You made yourself peanut butter toast with some banana slices and strawberries with a couple of hard-boiled eggs. You sat down on the couch and opened up your phone to see if anyone texted you during the night. You saw a notification that Matt has texted you very late last night, you were asleep at this point.Ā 
Matt: Hey Y/N! Sorry for the late text. I wanted to make sure you are okay and say I'm sorry about the kiss tonight. I didnā€™t want to come off pushing or trying to rush things since we are now getting to know each other. I understand if you don't want to go on with our friendship. I want to make sure you are happy and feel respected.Ā 
Y/N: Hey Matt! Iā€™m seeing your text now. I was asleep when you sent your text.Ā You didn't do anything wrong! I appreciate that you wanted to make sure I felt respected. I was worried that I did something wrong. You left so quickly. Are you doing okay? Of course, I still want to be friends with you. You're really cool and sweet.Ā 
Matt: Hey. Yes, I am doing alright. Iā€™m happy that you want to continue our friendship. I really enjoy spending my time with you. You're an amazing woman and Iā€™m grateful to have you as my friend.Ā 
Y/N: Aww... Iā€™m grateful that you are my friend too!
You were so happy that you both are on the same page and communicated what was going on on both sides. After you were done eating, you went and got dressed so you can run some errands. You wanted to go to Blickā€™s art store to purchase some Prismacolor color pencils, some Copic markers, bristol paper, and a couple sketchbooks. You also needed to stop by the store to pick up some groceries and flowers. Flowers make you happy because they are calm and feel as if they have a personality of their own. [ Your favorite flower(s) ] is/are your favorite.Ā 
Errands
While you were getting ready, you picked out an outfit. You are wearing black flare pants, a loosely fitted cream sweatshirt, a black beanie, a loosely fitted black shirt jacket, and a pair of black ankle-height UGGs. Once ready, you grab your water and stopped by the local coffee shop to get yourself a matcha latte with honey and went to go Blickā€™s.Ā 
While shopping at Blickā€™s, you were picking out some colors from the Prismacolor pencil section thinking about texting Matt to see what he is doing but decided not to because he could be busy and you didnā€™t want to disrupt him from his work. You went on the purchase the supplies you needed and wanted and went to the grocery store. Before you left, you wrote down what you needed because you planned on baking more treats since you and Matt ate the other ones up.Ā 
Whole Foods List:
Fruits: organic honeycrisp apple and avocado.
Vegetables: organic cucumber and baby romaine lettuce.
Pantry: 100% organic cacao powder, 100% organic cacao bar, canned pumpkin puree (2), canned refried beans (3), and organic peanut butter.
Dairy/Dairy Alternative: soy milk (2).
Misc: flowers for the kitchen table.
You got what you needed from the grocery store and walked home. Luckily, it wasnā€™t raining outside, so nothing got wet from the rain. When you got home, you put everything away and took care of the flowers. The flowers were [ your favorite flower ] and looked amazing on the kitchen table. I made the space look complete. Now that everything has been taken care of, you made yourself a classic peanut butter and homemade raspberry jam sandwich with some chips on the side. Itā€™s simple but it was good. Sometimes, having something simple hits the spot, especially on a busy day.Ā 
Ā A few hours later, you were relaxing on the couch eating a snack, and watching some [ your favorite genre of videos ] on YouTube on TV when Matt texts you.
Matt: Hey Y/N! I wanted to see how you were doing. Youā€™ve been on my mind all day.Ā 
Y/N: Hey! Iā€™m doing alright. Iā€™ve run some errands earlier and now Iā€™m watching YouTube on TV while eating a snack. Whatā€™s going on?
Matt: Cool. Nothing much just been working on some music for an upcoming single. May I ask you something?
Y/N: Oh cool! Of course, whatā€™s up?
Matt: I know we just met and started becoming friends but, I was wondering if I can take you out to dinner sometime? Iā€™ve been developing feelings for you and wanted to take you out but wanted to take it slowly so you didnā€™t feel rushed.
Y/N: Matt, I would love to go on a date with you! What date and time were you thinking?
Matt: Awesome! I was thinking before my tour starts (January 27th) since Iā€™ll be busy with music for the next couple of weeks. How about January 20th at 5:30 pm?Ā 
Y/N: *checks calendar* Yes, that should work!
Matt: Great! See you January 20th at 5:30 pm! Iā€™ll pick you up.
Y/N: Perfect! Iā€™m looking forward to seeing you.
Matt: Me too. :)
You spent the rest of the night watching TV and relaxing, You went to bed with butterflies and love in your stomach. You were so excited but the date is a month away. You wrote on your to-do list things you need to get done prior to the date to help make the days fly by quicker.Ā 
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Next Stage
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TW: patterns involving food and dieting.
When you both went inside the building where you live, people were staring at you and Matt as you both were walking to your apartment. Luckily, there werenā€™t too many eyes on you but it was enough that it made you anxious thinking they were going to tell someone.Ā 
You got to your door and unlocked it. Matt followed you inside and commented on how beautiful and welcoming your home appeared. You thanked him and went towards the kitchen to grab some homemade treats. You told Matt he was welcome to sit on the couch while you get things ready and offered him a drink.Ā 
Y/N: Hey, you are welcome to sit on the couch while I get things ready. Do you want something to drink? Water? Sparking Water? Tea?
Matt: Thanks! I would like some water, please.
Y/N: Iā€™ll get that for you.Ā 
You brought him a glass of iced water and went back into the kitchen to grab some food. You grabbed your homemade pumpkin scones, almond butter cookies, and chocolate peanut butter cups. These were your favorite treats and you were very excited to share them with Matt. You checked them to make sure they were good even though they were frozen the moment they were done baking. You doubled and triple-checked and when you saw that they were good, you placed the pumpkin scones and almond butter cookies in the toaster oven to heat up while the chocolate peanut butter cups were thawing.Ā 
Matt snuck up behind you to see how you were doing since you were taking a little bit.Ā 
Matt: Hey. Is everything okay in here?
Y/N: Hey. Yeah. Everything is okay here. Why do you ask?
Matt: You were taking a little bit and wanted to make sure you were okay.Ā 
Y/N: Oh okay. I was just seeing what I have and checking to make sure they were good even though I froze them the day I baked them. Checking makes me feel better especially if I have guests over.Ā 
Matt seemed a little worried and pushed you further to get more information out of you.
Matt: Is there a reason you check your food?
Y/N: Iā€™m scared of getting sick and mold makes me very nervous and scared to eat that food. Iā€™m deathly afraid of vomiting and nausea.Ā Every time I eat, I have to check the heck out of my food because if I donā€™t I get too scared to eat.Ā 
Matt: Iā€™m so sorry you go through that daily. Is there anything I can do?
Y/N: No, donā€™t worry!Ā Iā€™m currently seeing a therapist and working on trusting my gut and trusting that the food Iā€™m going to eat will not make me sick.
Matt: Okay. Iā€™m gladĀ you reached out for help.Ā Will you at least let me know if you need help in any way?Ā 
Y/N: Yes, Iā€™ll reach out to you if I need help.Ā 
Matt proceeds to stay in the kitchen with you and sees the treats you have on the counter and in the toaster oven. You tell them what they are and what they are made of. You found these recipes online by searchingĀ ā€œhealthy [ insert treat of choice ]ā€ online. However, you hate the word ā€œhealthyā€ being used because food is food and you still see the treat as a treat. Almost as if the word healthy vilifies the original food.Ā 
You tell Matt and Matt agrees with you. Since meeting Matt, you felt like you have known him your whole life even though it's been 3-4 days. Itā€™s one of those friendships where both parties can tell each other EVERYTHING about themselves without shame. Once the treats were done and plated, you and Matt leave the kitchen and sit on the couch with drinks. You two talked for a good hour or two before you both looked at each other and leaned in for a kiss. After you kissed, Matt looked as if he did something wrong.
Matt: Hey Y/N, I had a great time but I need to go. Thank you for the treats.
Y/N: No problem. Is everything okay?
Matt: Yeah, I just need to go.
Y/N: Okay. Thank you for joining me.
Matt opens the door, looks at you with a smile, and closes the door behind him. You had strong feelings for him but, at the same time, you felt as if everything was over between you and Matt because of how quickly he left. You thought you did something wrong. You cleaned everything up and started to make yourself dinner. You made yourself a rice bowl with roasted cauliflower and sweet potato with a little bit of seasoned chicken. It was nice and warm and you felt a little better - cooking makes you feel a little bit better.Ā 
After cleaning up dinner, you went to your room and changed into your pajamas. You grabbed your daily journal and wrote about your day.
December 17, 2023
What happened today?
Matt and I went to the cafe where I saw him the morning after the concert. It was very fun and we were there for a few hours before coming back to my place for sweet treats. Everything was going well and he kissed me but things started to get weird after the kiss. He rushes out of the house telling me he needed to get home. Did I do something wrong? I donā€™t think I did. I hope he is okay and we can pass this but, Iā€™m going to be optimistic and think positively. It can be a huge misunderstanding since I have a harder time understanding body language. His tone was calm and sweet and didnā€™t sound panicked or scared. Iā€™m going to give him space and see what happens.Ā 
Iā€™m grateful for...
My home and food
Washington weather
My friends and family
To-Dos:
Sketching
Lunch with Matt at 11:30am
Unpack (of course)
Organize books
You place your journal next to your bed and went to sleep. You turned your sound off so you can get some sleep.Ā 
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Hang Out
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TW: dieting involving types of food.
Yesterday was a little bit more productive. You were able to unpack a lot of boxes for your kitchen, bathroom, and closet. There are a few boxes left but it can wait a little since you also had some work to do for both your job and art.
Saturday Morning
Itā€™s 6:00 am and your alarm goes off. You wake up to the cool breeze coming into your room from the slightly cracked window you opened last night. You check your phone to see if anything happened but, it was uneventful. You lightly stretched before getting out of bed and opening up the curtains to let natural light into the room. Itā€™s foggy which is your favorite because itā€™s heavenly but haunting at the same time. Itā€™s calm and peaceful. You proceed to go into the kitchen to make yourself an iced decaf honey latte with soy milk.
After making your latte, you sat down on the couch with your laptop to edit your portfolio website. You added a few new pieces and clicked saved. You checked your email and saw someone asking for your help designing a logo for their upcoming brand. You look further into it to make sure it wasnā€™t a scam. It wasnā€™t a scam and you were very excited. You reached out to them telling them that you were more than happy to help create a logo for their brand.
You closed your laptop and grabbed your sketchbook. Your brain was full of design ideas for products that you wanted to create. Stationary has always been your favorite especially cards. You started designing some but, you felt there could be more. You sketched for a few hours. You havenā€™t felt this creative since dealing with burnout that has lasted the last couple of months.
By 10:00 am, you put your sketchbook down and went into your room to start getting ready to meet Matt. You were worried because Matt hasnā€™t sent you the address yet. You decided to reach out to him and asked him for the address. He texts you within 5 minutes, sent you the address, and apologized for waiting till the last minute. You felt a little less nervous. You took a shower to wash your hair, naturally blow-dried and styled it with a couple of hair clips. You did natural makeup because you like a little bit of makeup but not too much. You used concealer, mascara, light faux lashes, blush, brow pencil, light eyeshadow, and a natural pinkish-nude lip. You felt very beautiful and did the makeup you loved.
The outfit was the hardest part, you wanted some casual but a little bit more dressed up. You ended up wearing a loose-fitted ivory sweater, dark wash flare high-waisted jeans, 4ā€ heel black boots, and a cozy black puffer jacket. Itā€™s 11:15am and itā€™s a 10-minute walk from your place. You grabbed your bag and keys and went to the place where Matt wanted to meet up and have lunch.
Mystery Meet-Up Location
Itā€™s 11:25 am and you made it to the location. Itā€™s the cafe where you saw Matt a couple of days prior. It was very sweet however you heard a whisper. You turned your head to the right side of the building where there is an ally way. It was Matt with his hood up trying to conceal his identity. You followed him and went into the cafe from the back rather than the front.
You and Matt sat down at a table away from other customers and ordered your drinks and food. You ordered a matcha latte with honey and a turkey veggie sandwich with a side of pesto pasta. Matt ordered a black coffee with a slash of cream and sugar and a classic sub sandwich with chips. You two talked about your morning and you asked about his last couple of tours.
Y/N: How were the last couple of tours?
Matt: They were really good. Everyone had fun and as much as I love touring, Iā€™m happy that I'm not touring till January 27th. I have a little over a month to focus on resting.
Y/N: That's really cool. I'm glad you get to rest before going back on the road. I wanted to say thank you for taking me out for lunch and coordinating everything.
Matt: Yeah it's nice and no problem. I wanted to see you again but I wanted to make sure it was enjoyable for both of us.
After Matt's last statement, your drinks come followed by your food 10 minutes later. Matt saw what you got and asked if he could take a bite. You tend to share your food a lot and let him get a bite of your sandwich.
Your friends and family sometimes give you a hard time about your diet because they think it's because you're trying to be like the health/fitness influencers on Instagram when in reality it's because of your stomach issues. Since changing your diet, your stomach has been feeling a lot better but continue to remind yourself that there are no good foods or bad foods. Food is fuel and food is important. But more importantly, you should enjoy food without discomfort. It was refreshing to see someone so open-minded and willing to try the foods and drinks you make or order. It makes you smile and feel seen and accepted. What was even better was that he didn't mention how your food looked - only that it looks really good. You started to fall in love with him but you took a step back and reminded yourself that you two are friends and starting to get to know each other. Take it one step at a time.
Sweet Treat
The both of you enjoyed your food and continue to chat until around 3pm. You were hungry for something a little sweet but there were no bakeries in the area that focuses on pastries without refined sugars or sugar alcohols. You remembered that you made yourself some pumpkin scones at home. Matt paid the bill since he set everything up but you wanted to do something nice for him since he paid the bill.
Y/N: Thanks for buying lunch! Would you like to come to my place and have a couple homemade sweet treats with me? I understand if you donā€™t want to.
Matt: I would love to, however, can we take my car so we can get there safely without disruptions?
Y/N: Absolutely! It's a 10-minute walk from here but it'll be roughly a 3-5 drive.
Matt: Perfect! Thank you. Let's go!
The both of you go into his car and drove down to your place. You were excited but nervous because you still had a little unpacking to do but your place was clean enough to have guests over. You mentioned this to Matt but he assures you that it's okay and that he was happy to be hanging out with you.
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Plans
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You were relaxing on the couch with your iced matcha latte when Matt texts you.
Matt: Hey! What day works for you? I would love to meet up.
Y/N: Iā€™m available all day Saturday and Sunday. Does either of those work for you?
Matt: Both works! I would be done with my last tour in Canada on Friday. How about Saturday at 11:30am to get some lunch? I know a place we can go to without paparazzi or fans chasing after us.
Y/N: Oh! Do you want to do Sunday instead so you can rest? Either works for me however, I want to make sure you rest since you have been touring a lot the last couple of months and the next couple of days. Also, thank you. I donā€™t want to deal with cameras and fans. I would like to remain private.
Matt: Thatā€™s very sweet of you, however, Iā€™m good. Iā€™ve been doing this a while. Thanks for checking up to make sure. Saturday works great and I want to see you again. Does Saturday at 11:30am work for you? Iā€™ll send you the address before so you have it.
Y/N: Okay. Yes, Saturday works for me.
Matt: Sounds good! Saturday at 11:30am.
Y/N: Perfect! See you soon!
You were very excited about having lunch with Matt however, there were some things you need to get done before such as unpacking and a little bit of work. Itā€™s been taking you a while to unpack due to work and working on your art. You get ready for bed and wrote in your daily journal. You started journaling so you can get all your thoughts out on one page, remind yourself what you are grateful for, and daily routines.
December 15, 2023:
What happened today?
Today was a great and eventful day! I woke up and realized I needed to get more coffee. I decided to go to a local coffee shop to get myself a cup however, I ran into Matt who was chatting with some friends. He was about to leave Seattle to go to his next concert in Idaho. I was very nervous so I grabbed my coffee and bolted to the door however, he saw me and stopped me by the door. We had a few exchanges of words because I needed to get grocery shopping but we ended up exchanging numbers. I did get the groceries I needed and a couple of things I wanted. Matt texted me later on about meeting up. We are going to meet up this Saturday for lunch and Iā€™m very excited! Matt is a kind man and I want to get to know him more as a person and not a rapper. Letā€™s see what happens. I think itā€™s going to go great!
Iā€™m grateful forā€¦
My home
My family and friends
My new friend Matt.
To-Dos:
Grocery shopping
Unpacking
Sketches
Work
After journaling, you went to bed and had a little hard time falling asleep because you were very excited. Before falling asleep, your phone went off and there was a text.
Matt: Good night. :)
You smiled and texted him back.
Y/N: Good night.
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As you were speed walking to the door, Matt stops you by the door. He took a look at you and realized you were the girl he saw at the concert the night before. Your stomach was full of butterflies but, you took a deep breath and told yourself that everything is okay.Ā 
Y/N: Hey! Sorry, I have to go. I need to go to Whole Foods and grab some groceries. Iā€™m too busy to chat...
Matt: Hey... Hey. Itā€™s okay. I saw you and wanted to say hello and thought we could chat for a little bit.Ā 
You thought about it for a second and you thought it would be a good idea if he came with you so you can get some fresh air and get to know him. You have a harder time socializing with others and thought it may be a weird question. But you thought to give it a shot and see what happens.
Y/N: Yeah... Would you like to come grocery shopping with me and we can talk on our way there?
Matt: I would love to however, Iā€™m Yung Gravy to the public - not Matt. I worry about our safety and how the public would react. I think itā€™s best I donā€™t go.
Y/N: I completely understand.Ā 
Matt: Thank you. May I ask for your number and see if there's a better day to chat?
Y/N: Yes you may. My number is [ your number ].
Matt: Thanks.Ā 
You leave and go straight to the store.Ā 
After purchasing your groceries, you go home and turn on the fireplace to warm up. As you're putting away groceries, you hear your phone go off. There was a text message from Matt. Your stomach was full of butterflies again but you sent a simple text to show that it was you and that you acknowledge his text.Ā 
You made yourself a matcha latte later in the evening before dinner to relax and Matt texts you back.
Matt: Hey! What day works for you? I would love to meet up.
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Coffee Run
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The window was open, letting cold air and breeze into the room. YourĀ alarm goes off and you wake up. You lay there thinking you didnā€™t want to get up. The room was chilly and you were warm under the covers but, it was time to get up and get ready for the day. You put on your loose-fitted sweatshirt and sweatpants with fuzzy socks and head to the kitchen to make a warm cup of coffee.Ā 
You opened the cabinet that holds all your coffee and matcha supplies and you realized there was no more decaf coffee. People make fun of you for drinking decaf even though you are sensitive to it. You love the taste and thatā€™s all that mattered to you. *Letting out a huge sigh* you brushed your teeth, put your hair up with a claw clip, slipped on your sneakers, grabbed your keys, and headed out to go to the local coffee shop.Ā 
Before leaving, you grab your grocery list pad & pen and written down what you needed to get from Whole Foods. You have a long list but it needs to get done because you are running low on food and the last few weeks you were busy due to work and moving.
Whole Foods List:
Fruits: honey crisp apples (3), lemons (2), bananas (5), pears (2), avocados (3), and frozen berries (strawberries, blueberries, and raspberries).
Vegetables: carrots (3), sweet potatoes (2), red potatoes (2), shredded romaine lettuce, shredded iceberg lettuce, baby spinach, green beans, and frozen vegetables (cauliflower, green beans, sweet potato, and peas & carrots).
Dairy / Dairy Alternatives: soy milk (2), cheddar cheese slices, mozzarella slices, plain Greek yogurt (3), eggs, Irish butter, and mozzarella pearls.
Meat: smoked salmon, salmon, chicken tenderloins, ground beef, ground turkey, and turkey slices.
Bakery: Sourdough bread and whole wheat bread.
Beverages: sparkling water and raspberry sparkling water.
Pantry: rice cakes (2), bread mix (2), decaf coffee, matcha powder, cacao powder, honey, maple syrup, 100% extra virgin olive oil, green olives, plain instant oatmeal, peanut butter, almond butter, white rice, penne pasta (2), and elbow pasta (2).Ā 
Snacks: chocolate, protein bars (5), tortilla chips (2), and potato chips.
At the coffee shop, you greeted the baristas that were working there and ordered your coffee.
Y/N:Ā Hey! How are you?
Barista:Ā Weā€™re doing great! How are you?
Y/N: Iā€™m doing great! Thank you. May I have a 12oz decaf americano with a splash of almond milk and one packet of Splenda?
Barista: Absolutely! Thatā€™ll be $2.50.Ā We will have that ready for you.
Y/N: Thank you! *Leaves them a $1 tip*
As you were talking to the barista and waiting for your coffee, you caught something from the corner of your eye. You look in that direction and you see Matt sitting there with a couple of his friends. They were laughing and having a great time. You quickly grab your coffee and head straight to the door.
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Masterlist
Chapter 1: New Job
Chapter 2: Coffee RunĀ 
Chapter 3: TextĀ 
Chapter 4: PlansĀ 
Chapter 5: Hang Out
Chapter 6: Next StageĀ 
Chapter 7: Date PlansĀ 
Chapter 8: Date Night
Chapter 9: Surprise - Part 1
Chapter 10: Surprise - Part 2
Chapter 11: Soulmates (Coming Soon)
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New Job
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November 3rd, 2022
It was a cold and windy morning in Brookline, Massachusetts. You were awakened by the branches rubbing against the glass windows. You rub your eyes while you get up from bed to open the curtains to let natural light into the room. Before leaving the bedroom, you put on a green oversized zip-up sweatshirt, green shorts, and a white tank and continue to walk downstairs to start making breakfast. Your usual is a 12oz decaf coffee with cream and sugar, scrambled eggs, and two slices of sourdough toast with avocado.
You applied and interviewed for a job in your industry two weeks ago. You were still waiting for a call from the business, but you tried not to worry about it. You finished your breakfast and relaxed for a few hours before working in your office.
After an hour of work and staring at the computer, you look over and see that your phone is ringing. You answered, and it was the company you applied to, and they offered the position. You were very excited but still tried to appear professional over the phone. You accepted the job offer and now need to find a new place to live in Seattle, Washington, where your new job is located. You called your best friend, Alyssa, who lives in Seattle, to tell her the news. Alyssa was very excited because then you two could hang out, and she could show you all the incredible places in the area. After getting off the phone, the realization is that it's time to start looking.Ā 
Y/N: "It's time to start looking for a new home. Where do I even start?"
December 9th, 2022Ā 
A month has passed, and you found a new place near Alyssa's apartment. You were still getting used to the city, but you took it day by day. You were making yourself lunch when Alyssa called to see if you wanted to go to a concert in Seattle, where you recently moved to due to a job position.Ā 
Y/N: "Sure! What day and time does the concert start?"
Alyssa: "It's on December 14th at 8:00 PM. But we need to be at the door by 7:00 PM. It's a Yung Gravy concert, and I'm so excited to go with you. You have been so busy unpacking and working that I thought this is a great way to get you out of the house."
Y/N: "Yung Gravy... why does the name sound familiar."
Alyssa: "Yung Gravy was the guy who sang BettyĀ which has been popular on social media lately."
You tend to be a workaholic and must leave the house more often and experience life in a new city. Even though the concert was five days away, you wanted to listen to his music to get a better idea of what his music was like. You listened to Betty, Mrs. Worldwide, and some of his other songs on Spotify. You loved his music and started to get excited about seeing him in person.
December 14th 2022
Tonight is the night! You were getting ready to meet up with Alyssa to get something quick to eat before the concert. You're wearing a black romantic style mini-length dress with puff sleeves and black knee-height heeled boots. You grab your purse and get up with Alyssa has been waiting at your apartment. You two go out to eat and are on your way to the concert.
You and Alyssa made it to the door a little before 7 PM. You guys went inside, stood in the front row, and waited until Yung Gravy came out. While listening to music and dancing with Alyssa, Yung Gravy came out and started singing songs from his album Marvelous.Ā Everyone cheered, and he came down to the front row, passing out roses and strawberries. He walked and gave out roses and strawberries until he came to you. You two lock eyes, and it was an instant spark. He swept you off your feet without saying a word. He gives you a rose, followed by a wink.Ā 
After the concert, it was around 11:30 PM, and Alyssa dropped you off at your place. Once inside your apartment, you start to get ready for bed.
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Yung Gravy x Y/N
Iā€™m starting a series of stories about Yung Gravy and y/n. Iā€™ll try my best to get them out as soon as possible. This series is a slow build.Ā 
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