mytcisanartteacher
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29M, 18F. Probably the best person I have ever met in my life.
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Hello all. Yesterday I ran into my tc at the store. He has longer hair now and I think it looks pretty cute. He’s asked me about college and how I’m doing. I obviously lied since I’ve decided to drop out and move somewhere in the lower 48s. That’s a story for another time.
So I saw him at the store and kinda panicked cuz “oh shit oh fuck he’s gonna see me what do I do” and he saw me and we talked for a bit. It was nice. I liked it a lot, I’ve missed him. What’s sad though that I couldn’t smell what he smells like because of masks. I missed everything about him. I miss wrestling season too! The fuck! I stepped out in the back porch to get my boots for a few seconds, and just the smell, temperature, and sight made me feel nostalgic. It made me miss traveling during wrestling season so much. I got sad.
I wished I talked with him more and I wish we would actually talk more in the future. I wish we hung out. Idk.
I wanna talk to him about my plans of moving, who I’m gonna meet, my discord friends, ugh I just want another person to talk to and I want to get to know him. I wanna play video games and have him tell me not to curse. Idk maybe bake cookies with him and his wife. I have no idea. Oh I wanna tell him about paintball too and how much of a badass I was! There’s just a lot I want to tell him.
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He was diagnosed with colon cancer in 2016 and turned in phenomenal and historic performances while battling the disease. Life is never fair, I hold no illusions that it is or ever was, but some times you really see the truth in that.
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So my TC started his first day again today. I emailed him aroun 5:30 about my yearbook. He said he’s been busy with cleaning his classroom and doing his school stuff, I told him to take his time and that I was checking in. I also told him how his first day back was. He said he misses the senior class but I just know deep down he means me 😆 no but I’m sure there’s a few he misses. Surely me. 😅😂. I then emailed him back that I was going to go visit but I wasn’t sure if I was allowed in the school since I don’t know restrictions and whatnot. He hasn’t emailed me back. I’m sure he’s pretty busy. Eventually I will ask for his number so I don’t have to email him.
Anyway, I started college two days ago. I already crushed on this Russian guy that’s in 2 of my classes 😳 he seems talkative. Idk...
I only have 5 classes, University Studies and Literature are on Mondays and Wednesday’s while I only have Sociology on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I have an online class which is Film History and my yoga class doesn’t start until September. It’s amazing so far, not many people in the class which is fucking amazing!
That’s the update so far, I’ll update next time when I get my yearbook 😊
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spring cleaning!!! unfollow me if youre a terf, homophobic, biphobic, islamophobic, dont agree w the black lives matter movement
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So. It’s 4 am. It’s also my 18th birthday. Maybe tomorrow I might expose the journal entries that I wrote about my TC. Not all, just the appropriate ones.
It’s crazy to say that I’ve actually made it to this day, along for other birthdays to come. I’ll be fishing today, playing Minecraft with friends and be kinda drunk 😵 🤭, and just have fun today. I’ll be missing my friends who are moving somewhere else for college. Kudos to them for doing that, I know I’d never.
There’s this one friend I wish to hang out with. But apparently he says he’ll be in another town for a few days and won’t be able to make it. He and I had a past, we’re trying to be friends... I guess he just doesn’t want to hang out. I could tell he’s lying. I told one of his friends if he said to them if he’ll be in another town. He said he never heard from him in a while or know any of that sort. So...
I can never stop listening to Hamilton or watching it. I can see why my TC loves it so much. During wrestling trips he sometimes played the playlist. I got an interest because I like musicals a little bit. Then got Disney+ for Marvel movies and Hamilton. I loved it so much! When I listened to it I got chills, but watching it? Oh my goodness it gave me the best chills and got a few tears out of me. My favorite songs are You’ll Be Back, mostly because it just sounds... possessive? I know the people on tiktok use it in that way. My most favorite scenes are Helpless, Satisfied, Guns and Ships along with History Has It’s Eyes on You because the chorus, CHRISTOPHER JACKSON! But Helpless and Satisfied is first favorite because I just felt everything. The way Angelica (Renèe Elise Goldsberry) was singing, tone, emotions, pitch.... gave me mega chills. Even when She was walking with Hamilton with the whole “Where are you taking me?” Oh when I listened to it first that gave me chills. With Satisfied... I can relate. I’ve liked many guys and they went in relationships or told me they don’t like me back... I went on. But I felt the way she was singing.
Usually when I watch it I like get some deep sense of the play. When watching it, when they smiled out of control because they’re realizing it’s a successful show and people love it so much. The overwhelming feeling just hits me when I see their expressions. Like the whole production is amazing! For the stage crew, the lights, music, beats, lyrics... EVERYTHING! I loved the light production when they did the scene Right Hand Man.
Adding on, the whole Satisfied scene gives me mega body chills. For a split second I can just sense that I’m there experiencing that. I felt that when Angelica would rather see others she love happy and sacrifice and bury her desires and wants sometimes. Even the part of keeping and remembering the most special thing when meeting someone they deeply love. For me... it’s his words. They’re so kind. Sure he said some things that offended me a little bit, even the one time he said something that made me feel like I was slapped for some unknown reason. But... that letter of recommendation. It’s the thing I’ll always remember from him. Even the words he wrote in my yearbooks.
My other favorite thing about Hamilton is keeping the characters main words being said along the production. Like Hamilton and his shot. Eliza is helpless. It’s the little things that make the whole show amazing.
The only scene and song that I can feel like I am in that time is Satisfied. I can never stop talking about it, listening to it, and watching it. It’s like I’m looking through it in Angelica’a eyes. I know it sounds crazy. I just feel a lot of things that I can’t explain. It’s kind of a special thing for me. If I deeply love a song/musical/movie scene then I can just feel what is going on and being there experiencing it. It’s an amazing feeling.
When I first listened to it 2 years ago. I wasn’t as deeply in love with it. I loved the music, but as I got excited to see it last month, the whole wait was worth while. The built up impatience to see this amazing production, very much satisfied me. Then seeing the whole crew making hilarious and wholesome videos before the show, after the show... or just hanging out or doing interviews. It’s a new thing I’m obsessed with.
I’ll definitely have to tell my TC about my whole thoughts on Hamilton. I bet he’ll love it.
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Ok so I’m rewatching it again even though I should be sleeping but I’m just so EXCITED AND my brain is not tired. Writing about Hamilton definitely gave me brain energy. So another scene that I love is Schyler Sisters because of their (is it harmony? Their tones together?) I know nothing about music words. But that’s my guess. My other favorite thing I forgot to mention is when Lafayette and Hamilton said “Immigrants, we get the job done” and when the crowd cheered and you see Lin just smiling at it.... YES SERETONIN. Not to forget when Yorktown (The World Turned Upside Down) scene around the end when you see Lin just smiling very big... it may be just Hamilton smiling cuz the war is won but if I did something Lin did and scripted a whole musical and get the crowd clapping... I’D BE OVERWHELMED. Just being on the stage, having a successful night, the crowd is there... mega chills and immediate overwhelming feeling. It’s just chefs kiss.
I think that pretty much covered what I wanted to add on to this post.
OH and the funny thing I found is that Anthony Ramos who played as John Lauren and Philip Hamilton... the first song when he sang “I died for him” 💀💀💀 he pretty much died for him twice. Ok Ik I’m late to this fandom (by 6 years) BUT ITS FUNNY.
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I just can’t stop watching that scene... when I saw Renèe on the screen, I recognized her from Altered Carbon (my favorite show) and when she sang...
I was all over it. Her voice is so strong, beautiful, so POWERFUL! The Satisfied scene.... I just can’t stop rewatching it. I just can’t. I love every bit of that scene. Everything. The parts where the lights are on her, Hamilton, Eliza. The blue lights. The whole choreography. The chorus. The background singing. The EMOTIONS! If I saw this show live, I better carry some tissues because there’s just a lot of strong emotion. It’s not in their acting/facial expressions. It’s the way they sing, the emotions, the overwhelming feeling! It’s official. My bucket list is to watch Hamilton live. But how tf can I when people can’t follow CDC guidelines! I just have to impatiently wait and save up money for travel expenses and tickets. I very much loved the part where she was clutching her stomach. Like that heart shattering feeling that you realized it was too late. When she acted in pain just seeing Eliza falling in love with Alexander more, when they talked and at the wedding. Not to mention the last look at him at the end of the song. It’s so strong.
Along with the Satisfied scene... the rewind, the background chorus (idk what they were saying but it sounded like Hey? Face? That sounded so nice with the beginning.) not to mention the way they moved in slow motion. Oooo that made it better. I can never stop talking about that scene.
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My birthday is in 2 days. It’s 11:35 pm, August 13. For me at least. My sibling said to me “he’s not your teacher anymore” but I do not care. He’s my teacher deep down. My teacher crush. All of this blog is real because I took a yearbook class, fell deeply in love, got some of his interests, and be the best student he probably ever had. I’ll forever miss travelling with him during wrestling season, and seeing him coach too 😏. I’ll miss talking to him on a daily basis. I’ll miss smiling when he does or says something dorky. I’ll miss the blood rush when I just get that thought of him during the day. Not to mention the comfortable silence when we do our own work.
In general I’ll miss him. But I know we’ll be in touch. I’ll just miss being in the same building as him for 8 whole hours of the day. But I think I’ll miss the way he smells most, along with his voice, his eyes... the way he thinks and talks.
I really do hope we stay in touch.
I’ll be 18 in 2 fucking days. My high school experience was amazing. Thank you yearbook class for this opportunity and for him moving to my town to become a teacher 🥰😊
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WHY
Why.... I didn’t have my phone on me when my TC emailed me about additional details for the letter of recommendation.... I felt so bad when I opened up my inbox around 10 pm and just felt so ashamed for not having my notification sound on. But alas. He has finished the masterpiece. Literally. It is a masterpiece. It made me cry. Yes it did speak about me, but it was from him and it just reminded me of the memories. I’m definitely going to miss my favorite and best teacher ever. Hopefully we can be friends and I’ll be much happier. It really made me cry. I blocked out my name and school in there so it’s safe.
This. This is a masterpiece. I cried while reading it. I felt really happy. I’m so grateful to have had him as a teacher and coach. I love his words too, this is engraved in me now. Weird way to say it but it’s what I feel.
So in a secret dedication to him, I found this song. ❤️
And to others who have TCs, May your friendship be as blessed and memorable.
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So my TC said he a writing my letter of recommendation today. It’s currently 3:30 AM and I can’t help but FANTASIZE and think what he would write about me. It makes me smirk like Debby Ryan. Plus my heart is beating a bit faster and I feel butterflies. This feeling is so typical but I only love feeling this if it’s from my TC.
I’ll probably read it over and over, I might even post it here and block out names and certain words. I’ll only post what he said about me. I won’t be posting the school name, his name, and my name. I really want to share with you guys of what he thought of me.
I can’t fucking wait!
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Another detail I forgot on my previous post... When I said I wasn’t paying attention to what he was saying and only focusing on his scent, eyes, and voice... it was when he told me to email me details about college stuff. When I emailed him I obviously forgot what I needed to email him the info. Yet I sent an email like this:
It wasn’t an hour later till I realized that it was supposed to be the I N F O R M A T I O N
Ugh.... I was so embarrassed and immediately shot him another email. I hate my life. But I’m sure he must’ve liked the first email as a joke. I.... I was so embarrassed.
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Yesterday I went on a walk. Who did I see? Him. I saw him. He’s growing out his hair, and it looks like he has a new dog? Anyway I was smelling the air around him because I’ve missed his scent. Not only that I was looking at his face. I missed him a lot. We talked about college, plans, and I almost forgot to ask him about the letter of recommendation. He said he’ll do it. I really missed the way he smelled and I missed seeing his face. I just miss him. It was great seeing him again and I hope we do talk again.
I kinda wasn’t paying attention as much while we were talking because I was just smelling his scent and looking at his face as if I wouldn’t see it again.
Last night I had a dream about him too. Of course I’d had a dream about him. It was nice. I was at school, but the whole thing was designed differently and I kinda remembered the classes I had in my dream. It was kind of like a private school? But it had a mall in the lower levels. It was hella cool. He was still the art teacher in there. I just remembered that I had a dream a few weeks ago with him in it.
I walked into his art room, same room but different layout. It had a lot more stuff in it too. But the funny thing is that it was disorganized and messy. Which is funny because he isn’t like that. Anyway, we cleaned up a bit. I was making my project from clay while he was doing the cleaning. It was a fun dream.
I’m also sad that he stepped down from being the wrestling coach. He really wanted a good team and to be a good coach. He is a good teacher, I wish him the best for it.
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I’m wasting a whole month by gaming, watching tv, biking, longboarding, and sleeping in a lot. I’m supposed to go to college. I’m supposed to fill out scholarships for it. I wasted a whole damn month and I’m disappointing my parents. My dad keeps reminding me and I’m not doing shit about it. I only emailed the principal at the high school who said he’d do it. It’s been weeks and he hasn’t emailed me. I could email him. Definitely. I think life is too hard. Idk why I think that. I think I’m afraid of failing everyone and not even reaching out to them. I overthink things. If I end up not going to college I count that as a fail. I keep making these decisions that I still need to think about. But yet if I took a year off, I wouldn’t have scholarships. But then again I told myself it’s two years. The thing is I didn’t even ask for help! I need 3 letter of recommendations, I need one from work and one from someone close or a parent. I also need to do a personal essay. I’m fucking scared and it ends next week. I think I’m just tired of being a huge disappointment to everyone.
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Yes still here.
I saw him bike home the other day. It was nice to see him for a split second. I didn’t call out to him though.
Ever since IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT HIM.
The power he has just by one appearance in front of me will get me thinking about him.
Teacher crushes, am I right?
It’s been nonstop and the worst part is that I’m on my period... SO I’m having thoughts. I even had a fucking wet dream. I hate it here.
Anyway... it got me looking back on old journal entries that I wrote after each encounter or what I’ve heard him say. I was DEBBY RYAN after each sentence and paragraph.
Also I messaged him if I could add him on FB, which he said is ok. After that I’ve been sending him funny tiktok videos that I think he would like.
It’s been fun. But I miss him a lot...
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Graduation
So I'm graduating in 2 days. 2 days! It's a car parade, and when we get our diplomas, there'll be only 5-6 students on the stage, 6 ft apart, just getting their name called and then put their tassle on the other side of the cap. Then they get their diploma as they walk off the stage, either with those wooden pizza things (it may be a joke but idk if it is or not) or being put on a table with Clorox wipes. I'll ask my teachers when they want their personal letters from me because I originally planned to give them letters. I planned for months of how and what style it would be.
Anyway, I can't wait to see my TC. But what I don't want to wait for is to not see him as much when I did before. I wish he would teach a college class... oh my god imagine that?
What I'm also sad about is not getting a hug from him when I'm a graduated senior, and just crying in his arms and thanking him for being the greatest teacher ever.
I'll miss him a lot, I hope he and I can stay in touch. It saddens me that I won't be seeing all of my favorite teachers as much.
Anyway, if you are graduating, or already graduated the past few weeks, congratulations! The universe gave us a big FU to us in the beginning and the end of our high school life, so lets kick names and take ass!
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So a sad update... TW: Mentions of self harm
I'm just done... today is Monday and I didn't realize that my tc texted me about something yearbook related on Friday, and then tried again Saturday.
I haven't done any assignments for 3 weeks now, well it seems like it.
I feel like a huge disappointment to everyone and myself. I'm so deep in a depression hole that I'm trying so hard to crawl back out.
I'm graduating next week, and I have 2 days to finish a whole months worth of assignments.
All I do is go to bed late and wake up late and do nothing but play my video games.
When I saw that he tried texting me Friday, I got sad and just disappointed and got deeper in this depression episode. I cried a whole week last week! I cried from 4 am to 6 am for 7 days! I tried so hard to not self harm myself too. I just wished I had someone who genuinely cares about me and shows affection and hugs me so tightly that I'll be fixed.
And I'm sorry to those who told me I can reach out to them, I've had too many encounters where I was belittled about my emotions, its not your fault, its not that I don't trust you.
I want to feel VALID and seen, I want to be heard! There's too much going on right now.
Everyone's depression and trauma aren't the same, we can express how we feel. It doesn't matter how big or small the depression and trauma is, what matters is how one can help.
The hardest thing about having depression and/or trauma, is how we reach out and how much we try so hard to keep going. How we can help ourselves, or how one person can help and not make fun of those on a small or big problem.
I can't explain enough of how much I hate myself. Not my appearance but my actions. I literally have nobody to talk to, and my parents won't even help because they think its fake. The only unhealthy coping mechanism I have is gaming. But that doesn't help because I have A MONTH'S WORTH of assignments to do in 2 DAYS.
Also the saddest thing about someone trying to feel validated... that I've been watching ASMR videos of people helping the viewer with depression. Along with Robin Williams saying "it's not you fault" from Good Will Hunting. I have this person on YT that does ASMR POVs, which is CardlinAudio. I've been listening to him since the beginning and thats what is making me feel a bit better. His audios go from gender neutral, to female, and male. His videos help me get through, even though its just an audio... which is the only thing I can feel better.
This, this quarantine got me much worse. I was a depressed self harmer when I was 9. I wanted to end the pain and suffering. I kind of got better along the way through Junior year. But now? I feel like I'm back in freshman year. Staying up, crying, cry until I fall asleep, and feel like a huge disappointment.
This, this is also how I can help myself a bit. Ranting on tumblr...
Also, I am sorry if your offering help to me, it's not that I don't trust you. I just don't feel very comfortable. (Says the one who literally talks about their whole life on tumblr...)
Anyway... I'm gonna write an apology to my tc. I hope he understands.
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This post is kinda NSFW???
I keep having dreams of him. Whether its a regular school day, a weird dream but he's still there, kinda NSFW, or kinda story like.
Its annoying because he is in EVERY dream.
Also I saw him outside a few days ago with his cute little art stand on the go, painting a building and the nature around it. I waved and he waved and I was happy to say hi to him.
Also I accidentally came across his instagram page. I was just scrolling, looking at posts that are funny or not funny. You know how you get that little tab that shows suggestions of people to follow? Well. I saw his name and page. I was debating for a few seconds to check it out. Then I didn't. At least for 5 minutes... I know it is wrong, kinda wrong to be doing this. But my curiosity killed me. Plus, a few graduates follow him so I decided... what would be the big deal if I am just looking? I made sure to not accidentally like the posts. I wasn't surprised to see its mostly selfies, family events, and art. He's been posting a lot aince quarantine. He even said himself he isn't much of a person to use social media. He only uses it for art. Of course, posting about his art and cats... Well, I guess what he means is that he doesn't care about followers, likes, and what not. The spamming part of social media.
So I was scrolling, looking at the cute pictures of his cats, his art, photographs of the mountains. Nothing too bad. Of course he loves tacos so much. The man needs his tacos. And sushi. But I think he loves tacos more. There was a photo of him and his family at Taco Bell with a birthday cake that had tacos on it. It was super cute. Then there was on of him rolling some sushi together.
I thought it was pretty adorable.
Moving on from my... accidental stalking.
These dreams are getting too wild. I really can't stand it because... well I'm with my family all the time. I can't be at school and daydream about it. There have been a few... a lot of times that I daydream about him. I can't help it. I know it is wrong. Because I'm 17 (turning 18 in 4 months) and he has a wife, in which she is super nice and friendly. Like I'm friends with both of them.
BUT MY BRAIN
yeah I know I am my own brain.
But THESE DREAMS
Also I remember the moment he said he's sadistic. But it was wrestling related. Like everyone was in the van, striking up convos because we had a 12 hour drive, and he said he's sadistic. He likes to break people. And I do to as I saw matches where people were broken. One guy walked off yelling his head off because he lost... there was this one where our girl was wrestling and she won because she broke her! That made me miss wrestling. Even though I didn't win matches. But I didn't really care about that, I just liked wrestling. I liked the thought of fighting someone. Sure I lost every match. Yeah I probably broke myself. But I grew from that and became mentally tough.
Also I took that test that people take to find out their sexual fantasies. I'm a masochist apparently. I mean. I do have a high pain tolerance. To the point where bumping my knee against a hard surface doesn't affect me. Even a bike crash won't affect me. Skidding my knees badly after a longboard crash. Nothing. But that doesn't mean I'm immune to real injuries like a broke arm or a... and it hurts me to say... hurting my sternum.
I was practicing with this really good girl on the team. She won her matches and placed at state. She was rolling me a head and arm and I hurt my sternum. It felt so bad. I lied on the ground for probably 5 minutes just crying and getting myself together.
I may be able to take a scrape or big bruise, but major injuries don't count. I know for a fact most people cannot feel pain whatsoever.
why do I keep going OFF TOPIC.
So yeah... sadism and masochism... uh. 😂☺️ idk
BUT THESE DAMN DREAMS.
I can't really help myself. I can't really bring myself to detail about the dreams I've had. But for sure they were sexual...
But truth be told, I'm trying to deny that this is wrong.. like I know pressuring a teacher to have sex with a student is wrong, telling them the sexual fantasies is wrong, teasing and touching them is wrong. Anything to harm the reputation of the teacher is wrong and maybe getting them in jail is also wrong.
I just can't help myself but to daydream about it. There's nothing wrong with daydreaming about it. As long as one doesn't pursue it further or says something about it to them.
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So my TCs birthday was on the 16th, which was a long time ago. I haven't been updating a lot lately because school is out. But now as I got feedback from him saying he received the gift, I was super happy.
So it was on his birthday that I dropped the gift off at his house, I put it behind this cute little cat statue so it won't blow away. Obviously I knew he didn't receive it until two days after.
What I made for him was this origami spiral box that had all the years and classes I had with him, along with my favorite moments. Example is that he came to my town when I was in 8th grade, and I had a ceramics class with him for 2nd semester. Then freshman year I had yearbook. Sophomore year was yearbook and ceramics. Junior year was adv. ceramics, yearbook, and intro to art. Senior year is yearbook and art portfolio. It was amazing. I wrote down my favorite memories and wrote 2 letters. Then I made an origami iris flower, which was confusing at first but I got it.
Last year I asked him if he had a favorite flower, he said he didn't. So it was my quest to research flowers and their meanings. Iris or a carnation was the one perfect for him. He said iris, and carnation is the flower his wife dislikes. So he chose iris. I had already drawn an iris flower for him. As I gave it to him, he put it in his wallet immediately.
I felt like a child giving their dad a cute drawing.
Anyway, its the little moments that makes me happy about our friendship.
He told me it caught his eye as he was pulling in his garage.
I'm happy, he's happy.
Also the confirmed cases of COVID-19 are slowly going down as we intelligent Alaskans have been following our rules. I honestly feel bad for those who live in states that have "protestors" fighting about 'break the lockdown'. Along with the people, or dare I say it, Karens.... fighting about the importance that the "K-word" iz equivalent to the N-word. Honestly.. its a real Karen move for them to "protest" that. "Karen is a degrading term to us, millennials should never say that." Well guess what, Karen, I am not a millennial. I am a Gen-Z and it does not apply to us. So, Karen. Go fuck yourself.
So, if you live in a state where there are entitled white people rambling the streets saying that COVID-19 isn't real, while wearing a full hazmat suit, I hope you'll be ok. When I say karma hits.
Karma hits like a big bitch.
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Ugh...
I feel like I'm just disappointing everyone by having a messed up sleep schedule and not doing any or most of my assignments. Because I'm late on every econ homework, half of culinary homework, and I'm not too sure about my applied communications hw. All I do is sleep in, not eat until dinner (which I've noticed till now), go on a bike ride and let go or forget of every assignment I have to do, i play my xbox and ps4, then I endlessly scroll on my socials.... I eat dinner... I stay up.... then i do it all over again.
I just want to be back in school, see my friends, enjoy seeing my teachers, being in control of my actions and knowing what I need to do, and being a decent person that actually eats. Like shit! I miss school. I'm not the one to hate school, I just dislike the people there, but thats life.
I want to see my TC, I want to see my favorite librarian, I want to eat at the lunch table with my friends and laugh off the worries of the day, I want to get bored in every class and take a 10 minute nap in econ... I want to have no creativity when I'm in art portfolio and sit there for 50 minutes just talking to him and my friends and laugh... I want to pretend I'm interested in what the auto class teacher is saying and demonstrating... I want to be picked up from school by my ma and running errands after that. I want to go to NYO practice, I want to be in the NYO state meet... I want my TC and parents to be there at the mini meet before the state meet!!!!
I miss talking to him, I miss my friends. Fuck this COVID-19 but then again stay the hell inside and social distance! I also want to take pictures at prom and half enjoy the shitty music the student council picks, I want to shake my ass off on the dance floor and feel alive and shy again....
We're graduating by a car parade... I want to be able to hug my TC for the first time in my life when I see him after graduation... I want to cry in front of him and thank him for everything and then say I'll miss him, I want to be a crying mess as I hand each individual teacher a thank you letter from me, personally written... I don't want to be 6 ft apart from him and the teachers and wave and cry.... I want to hug them and give them gifts!
This is what people with TCs and people who love their teachers want! People who actually enjoyed school, or liked their teachers, or loved going to school and having the greatest time of their life laughing with friends and teachers and staff... its not about me. Everyone said that to me. I actually enjoyed going to school, I enjoyed sports and events. If (sorry to be political) Trump didn't ignore what scientists and doctors (yeah i don't know much of what happened before quarantine happened, I was busy actually enjoying my life) said, clas of 2020 and a lot of other people would be LIVING. Like breathing, enjoying life at school, living in the moment...
(If you come and attack me with your political views or tell me that I am ignorant, I will simply ignore and possibly block you. Don't be rude, teach me. Tell me the right facts, don't tell me I'm dumb for not listening to the news.)
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