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mybotanicaldemise · 2 months
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As a med student I understand smoking/vaping of any kind is terrible for you. However. As a certified queer I also understand that it is in fact so fucking hot when men blow out smoke.
i love when they share <3
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mybotanicaldemise · 2 months
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I have a much funnier version of this, because like college students are used to this shit, I am one I should know. But I was at a horse racing track for a school event (some social bullshit) and Ghost released the ghildo. Specifically the Infestissumam anniversary version. And I bought it. Sitting in a little box surrounded by rich old white men with generational sticks up their asses. I was the faggot who bought the ghildo. And I could 100% feel at least 3 of the men staring in what I can only assume was jealousy.
People who fuck around on their laptops during lectures are so important I'm watching someone in front of me play tetris online enraptured
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mybotanicaldemise · 2 months
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I had a photoshoot today and I checked Grindr. There were 5 men in the room, I could tell which ones they were not by their profiles, but the way they stared at me knowing they could look on their phones and see me in a slutty outfit asking for stress relief in carnal forms. There’s something so powerful about it. Seeing them view my profile multiple times, even liking it, but not messaging me. I appreciate an effort. If you aren’t going to put effort in getting me into your bed, I know for a fact you won’t put effort into me if I’m in your bed.
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mybotanicaldemise · 2 months
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As a continuation of this, first of all same, also feel free to have sex on my grave too. Mary Shelly and I will be so proud👍
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mybotanicaldemise · 5 months
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As a man who’s daily stretching routine is Barre and has done dance for many years. This is really cute, I can just imagine him being curious about the different positions and asking to be shown then
a little thought if you will..
newly summoned phantom secretly watching in mesmerization of reader warming up alone on a ballet barre and doing a small routine but then he gets discovered when he tries to move closer but accidentally falls cause he’s still clumsy
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mybotanicaldemise · 6 months
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well if you wanted honesty that’s all you had to say + you’re not in this alone let me break this awkward silence + be strong and hold my hand time becomes for us you’ll understand + every time you lose it sing it for the world + don’t stop if i fall and don’t look back + hide your eyes we’re going to shine tonight + come on angel, don’t you cry + this hole you put me in wasn’t deep enough and i’m climbing out right now + i’m unbelievable, yeah i’m undefeatable + i’ll find you when the sun goes black + you’ll never make me leave + you’re right, i’m not afraid of your condition + you must fix your heart + can you hear me cry out to you? + this time i mean it, never mind the times i’ve seen it + sometimes you do things you need to do to survive + if you’d stay i’d wait all night + we laughed so hard it would sting + we are up for everything it takes to prove we’re not the same as them + i fought them all off just to hold you close and tight + could i? should i? + i won’t go down by myself, i’ll go down with my friends + i’ll never let them hurt you, i promise + take my fucking hand and never be afraid again + we want you all to know we’ll carry on + wake up! wake up! + holding on, i hope you do the same + (shut up and run with me) move your body when the sunlight dies + a light to burn all empires, so bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be + it’s death or victory + if the world stops believing, i’ll keep believing + we are never gonna die + hold your heart into this darkness + i said get me the hell out of here + be afraid of what i am, i can take it + let’s say goodbye the hundredth time, and then tomorrow we’ll do it again + we’ll make them pay for the things they did + we all carry on when our brothers in arm are gone + for all of those who’ve seen the light, salute the dead and lead the fight + we’ll love again, we’ll laugh again, we’ll cry again, and we’ll dance again + for every failing sun, there’s a morning after + i am not afraid to keep on living, i am not afraid to walk this world alone + think happy thoughts, we’ll fly home + I mean this more than words can ever say + you’ll never take me alive, you’ll never get me alive + i’ve been holding on tonight + look alive sunshine + dream on and on and on and one and on + if we can’t find where belong we’ll have to make it on our own + give up or give it a shot + i mean this forever
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mybotanicaldemise · 6 months
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Which satanic metal band is gonna take me up on this
oh to be a groupie that gets passed around the whole band and crew backstage
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mybotanicaldemise · 6 months
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This seems fun, so ask away.
Kink Alphabet Ask Meme
A = Anal: Is Anal more fun than frontal penetration? B = Brat: How obedient do you like people to be in the bedroom? Is disobeying fun? C = Cum: Turn on, turn off, or favorite? D = Denial: How long can you edge before it can’t be taken it anymore? E = Exhibitionism: Do you like being seen getting off? Ever done anything explicitly hoping to get caught? F = Fucking Machines: Have you ever had a chance to ride a fucking machine? Would you? G = Glory Hole: Would you ever go to a glory hole? Have you been to one? H = Humiliation: Do you like to humiliate/be humiliated? Any stories? I = Ice: Are you in to temperature play? J = Jack Off: How often do you masturbate and what’s your favorite way to do so? K = Kitten: In to pet play? Do you prefer kittens or pups? L = Latex: Latex, leather, or neither? M = Medical: Have you ever done any kind of medical play? Share stories! N = Nope: What’s your biggest turn off? O = Orgasm Control: Would you give up your orgasms for somebody? Would you take them from somebody? P = Pubes: Full bush, trimmed, shaved, waxed, what do you do? What do you prefer? Q = Queening: Self explanatory. In to it? R = Rope: What’s your favorite means of tying somebody up? S = Switch: How often do you switch or are you exclusively one role in the bedroom? T = Teasing: How much is just the right amount of teasing before somebody gets dicked down? And what are you favorite means of teasing? U = Uncut: Do you have a preference or are all cocks built equally? V = Vanilla: What are you favorite ‘vanilla’ things for when you’re not in a particularly kinky mood? W = Wildcard: Answer any question submitted to you but you can only give Yes/No answers X = xvideos: Have/Would you ever upload videos of yourself online? Y = Yuri & Yaoi: Are you in to it? Does 2d get you going? Z = Zzz: Have any fantasies involving sleep?
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mybotanicaldemise · 6 months
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if you don't mind me asking, how did your earn a PhD by 20? a special program? lots of college classes in high school?
I was on a fast track in college since I was pre med and pre grad. I also took summer classes, dual credit in highschool, and lots of credit hours in college along with weekend classes. I’m currently now in the process of getting my M.D.
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mybotanicaldemise · 6 months
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I need this to be done to me. I would also like to request a blindfold and an audience of rich, perverted, and satanic men.
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mybotanicaldemise · 7 months
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I had a lovely day at the races, surrounded by sinful men, ruining themselves with expensive cigars and whiskey. Something wonderfully exciting about being around other well dressed men, watching them throw money on betting tickets as if it means nothing. I spent most of the day turning down being arm candy, accepting food, drinks, and gifts. I even ended up in a private box seat as an older gentleman’s guest. Of course while I was there our lovely Papa decided to release the Phallus anniversary set. I of course bought it immediately. I can’t wait to play with it. Perhaps some lucky sinners will pay to see me play with them, see how well I take things in my throat, see how well I take them up my ass. I do apologise for leaving you all for so long, but your dearest doctor has been busy. Giving lectures, med school, and publishing research takes a good amount of time.
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mybotanicaldemise · 9 months
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I’ve been quite busy in both work and fighting off inferior men to my standards that think they might have a chance at being anything other than a generous benefactor for gifts. However any goth priests are more than welcome to worship me and or put me in my place🖤
In case your preist hasn't told you;
You look divine, my angel. You deserve to have your cunt full and your lust sated. You drive men and angels to sin. Your cock should be worshiped with a warm, wanting mouth. Any pride you feel in your heavenly body is justified. You are a temptation that is impossible to resist. Your father wants nothing more than to take you and you alone. You are his most favored lamb.
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mybotanicaldemise · 10 months
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I truly find oddity decor so wonderful. It could quite possibly be because I hope someday that when I’m gone I would have someone who is enamoured with my body so much that they will have at least a part of me preserved and displayed. My ashes turned into gems, so they can always have my soul with them. Or simply preserved perfectly in a glass coffin to always be adored.
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mybotanicaldemise · 10 months
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Two men drenched in bigoted blood while committing acts that would give any zealot a heart attack is my ideal date.
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Making out in our victims blood <3
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mybotanicaldemise · 11 months
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This. This is my aesthetic. Will a sweet goth man please just drag me across the floor dammit?
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William Mortensen - Death of Hypatia / Fragment of the Black Mass
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mybotanicaldemise · 11 months
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All I want is someone to pull me close, pin me to a wall, kiss me, and say, “~name~ everything is gonna be okay.”
Like honestly I’d melt so fast for whoever did this 😩
Honestly that sounds wonderful. Closeness is a wonderful thing and having someone you care about be a little rough while reassuring you is heavenly.
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mybotanicaldemise · 11 months
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So your one post…
Let’s say a friend does roleplays and stuff and had a very imaginative and descriptive mind…
Could that friend send any ideas that they get?
Of course, as a writer myself I appreciate well articulated ideas.
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