It was the wrong version. Yes. It was never meant to be read. No. What was in the version I was meant to read? I don’t know. It was more formal. Less… Anatomical?
the idea that you have to coordinate your interests your style your hobbies just to fit one specific "aesthetic" is so boring like try new things listen to all kinds of music dress up in all different kinds of clothes just let yourself enjoy stuff nothing ever has to be forever