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I would simply die for an Aster blurb about them moving in together and christening their new room
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(Y/N)'s body felt heavy by the time she stacked the final box in what was now her new bedroom. She couldn't help herself before she was flopping onto the bare mattress on the floor, her back popping as soon as she laid back. 
It'd been a long day and a half between transporting the boxes, breaking down furniture, and cleaning out whatever she wasn't taking with her in the move. The last step had been spending the morning unpacking what she could and organizing the remaining boxes. Harry was doing the hard work of putting together the furniture they'd just broken down, and setting up the new pieces they picked up to fill out the rest of their space. 
Mitch and Sarah had helped as they could, but they were readying for their own move. Now that (Y/N) and Harry were in their own place, Sarah would be moving in with Mitch in the house, leaving their apartment empty at the end of the month. 
(It had been a tearful conversation when they realized neither of them would be signing onto the lease once more, (Y/N) especially saddened at the thought of the first place she considered a real home now sitting empty. Her reassurance came in the form of knowing Sarah would still only be fifteen minutes away from her new home, and she would be with Harry now—her real home, if she wanted to get sentimental). 
Staring up at the ceiling with her limbs spread out, (Y/N) took in a long breath. 
It was odd already, seeing the differences in the ceiling despite the texture not being too far off from what it was like at her apartment or Harry's old house. Even the mattress under her wasn't the same, Harry having urged them to get a bigger one—even more than the one he used to have. Though the walls were still bare, she already knew how different it would be from either of her previous spaces; more black would be involved than she ever imagined herself living in. 
All the change had her bones aching that much more. 
"Break time?" 
Craning her neck up, she spotted Harry standing in the doorway wearing a small smile on his lips. Though he had his hair tied back with one of the many scrunchies he'd stolen, stray curls still stuck to his temples, attracted to the sheen glossing his skin. No eyeliner darkened his gaze at the moment, but the sleeveless cut of his shirt allowed all of his tattoos to sit in the morning light. 
God, she was going to have to buy curtains soon, too. 
"I guess," she sighed, flopping back onto the mattress. 
Harry let out a huff of laughter, his footsteps giving him away as he crossed the room only to flop beside her. 
He laid in silence next to her, looking at the same ceiling they would be gazing at every night together. 
"What are y'thinking about?" he asked, his voice a murmur. 
(Y/N) swallowed, reaching for his hand between them. "We're moving in together." 
She could hear the smile in his voice when he said, "I know." 
Hearing his own joy, she couldn't help the smile touching at the corners of her lips. "You're excited?" 
He pulsed his hand around hers. "Of course I am—I've been excited since Barcelona. 'S me and you now, baby." 
She liked the way he talked about this change, shaving the nervous edge from her thoughts. Change didn't sound so bad if it meant she was doing it with him. "You'll never have to drop me off anymore."
Letting out a plume of laughter, Harry rolled over to hover above her. Stationing his elbow by her head, he placed his cheek in his palm, squishing his smile as he gazed down at her. 
"I know—you'll be stuck with me all the time now." 
"You'll be stuck with me," she countered, voicing one of the thoughts that'd been floating through her head these last weeks as the move became more real. What if, once the honeymoon wore off, he'd realize he didn't like living with her as much as he'd hoped? 
"Sounds like a dream to me," he told her, readily fending off her unsaid worry. "How long do y'think 's gonna take for you to start getting up early with me, or for me to start sleeping in with you?" 
A small huff of laughter fanned from her lungs. "I don't know—you tell me, because I'm not getting up early like you unless I have to." 
"We'll see," he said, placing his free hand on the soft of her cheek, "It'll only take a couple mornings of breakfasts before you're up with me every day." 
He had her there, truthfully. She loved breakfast, and she wouldn't put it past him to use it against her in an effort to change her sleep cycle. 
Leaning into his hand on her cheek with her eyes matching his above her, she felt herself soften up that much more. "You're really happy, though? No cold feet?" 
Harry's expression leveled out, sincerity in his eyes. "'M more than happy, angel. Really, I've been thinking about this for a long time with you. Get t'have you all the time now—everything feels real now. 'M excited." 
It was the light in his eyes, the way he didn't flinch from her gaze or trail away, that had her chest tightening. His words felt like a vow to her ears. Everything did feel real now—in the scariest, most exciting, nerve-wracking, dream fulfilling way. 
This was all she'd ever wanted, to have a home filled with love and trust. Harry would make that a reality for her, starting with this move. 
"You're happy?" he prodded, thumbing over her cheekbone. 
"Really happy," she affirmed, nodding her head, "Scared, but in a good way." 
He tipped his head as he listened to her, a dimple popping into his cheek. "'S a change, but a good change, right?" 
"Yeah," she smiled, "Good change." 
Ducking down, Harry pressed his lips to hers. Despite the long morning they had picking through and transporting boxes, he didn't lack any energy as he poured that assuring affection through the kiss. 
"Love you," she murmured when he pulled away, lashes fluttering in a blink. 
"Love you, too," he drawled, voice a low rumble just for her. "After I finish putting up the shelves, we can get lunch." 
Maybe it was nostalgia or reaching for something familiar amidst the change that had her suggesting, "Little House?" 
His grin stretched with dimples in his cheeks and bunny-like front teeth on display. "Anything y'want, lovebug." 
She could definitely get used to hearing that. 
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"What's next on the list?"
Peering at her phone with knitted brows, (Y/N) scrolled through the list of all the things they needed to pick up during their grocery trip. 
"Um," she mused, making sure she was noting everything they had packed away in the trolley already, "Pasta." 
Harry hummed in response. "This way, I think," he murmured, leading them down the aisles until she saw the many different boxes and bags displayed on the shelves. 
Parking the cart on the opposite side of the aisle, Harry looked at the different options before them with a critical eye as if he were looking at more than just varying shapes of pasta. 
"Do y'care what kind?" he asked, reaching for a blue box of plain spaghetti on the shelf.
"Not really, but," she started, spotting her preferred brand just a few boxes down, "The green box is better." 
Following her line of sight, he found the brand she referred to just for his features to pinch. "Wheat noodles?" 
"Well, yeah," she said, her own brows meeting in the middle with a pinch. 
"You... actually eat that?" Harry asked, almost looking offended at this new detail he found out about her. 
"They're good," she countered, defensive.
Harry shook his head, a huff of laughter falling from his lips. "I always thought those were Sarah's when I was over." 
"Do you not like them?" (Y/N) pressed, popping a hip the longer he stood there arguing with her.
"No one likes wheat noodles, love. You're the first person I've ever met that eats them by choice." 
"They're good!" she repeated, a whine to her voice, "Stop being mean." 
"I'm not being mean," he shook his head, grabbing for one of her wheat boxes along with one of his regular blue boxes, "Jus' didn't know that about you. Next, you're gonna tell me that y'only eat green bananas or plain yogurt." 
When she didn't answer as he loaded the cart with their new finds, Harry glanced up at her with amusement in his eyes. 
"(Y/N)..." 
"Green bananas last longer," she cemented, "And plain yogurt is really good with honey. Don't be mean." 
Harry only shook his head, wrapping an arm around her shoulder as he steadied the trolley with his free hand. "You're cute, angel. That's all." 
He pressed a small kiss to the top of her head in the privacy of their aisle, his smile felt against the strands. 
"And, a little weird." 
Looking up at him with accusing eyes, (Y/N) whined out his name. "No, I'm not." 
"Sure," he smiled, teasing her that much more before dotting a kiss to the tip of her nose, "What's next?" 
(Y/N) hoped he didn't catch the smile gracing her lips when she shook her head. 
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Though it felt a bit silly to be so dressed up with nowhere to go, (Y/N) couldn't resist twirling before the mirror in her bedroom.
Her dress was short, a stiff corset making up the bodice while the skirt flared around her hips until hitting the mid of her thigh, everything draped in baby pink satin. Her arms were left free aside from a barely there gathering of lace that sagged over her biceps, a faux sleeve that did nothing to keep the bodice high on her chest. More lace was overlaid on the rest of the dress, threaded with shimmering gold to sparkle every time she caught the light.
It was a dress she'd had for over a year now, having never worn it before tonight. It always felt much too fancy for anything she'd go out for, and much too extravagant for her to feel comfortable in. 
But, tonight was date night. Their first date night in their new home. It felt like a special enough occasion to finally grow the confidence to don the gown, even if she was still a bit nervous that she was doing too much. Especially since this date night would be spent in their dining room. 
Satisfied with the way her hair fell and her cheeks held a dewy flush thanks to all of the cosmetics on the bathroom counter (Harry still needed to finish building her vanity, so until then she was taking over their ensuite), she padded out of the bedroom on socked feet. 
They had almost completely finished packing, only. a few boxes and pieces of furniture waiting. Everything was a perfect mix of the two of them, (Y/N) thought. There was a pink throw blanket over their grey couch, a cherry blossom shaped lamp on their glass coffee table, a fluffy pink cat bed housing a black bat toy. There were photos of them littering the walls, some from their time in Barcelona, but many from the quiet moments they spent at home with one another. While (Y/N) had never imagined living in a home with so much black and other muted tones, everything served as a reminder that this was a home she'd made with someone else—someone she loved. 
She'd learn to live with it, she decided. 
The kitchen was warm as she padded over the tiles, the light in the oven on as she peeked through the glass to check on the lasagna cooking inside. With the extra cheese bubbling on top, she figured—hoped—the dish would be ready in a few minutes, giving her just enough time to plate and serve everything when Harry walked through the door. 
Evie circled her feet as she moved towards the dining table, nearly tripping (Y/N) just as Harry warned her his kitten would attempt to do the first time (Y/N) met her all that time ago. 
"Careful, Evie," she scolded her with a gentle tone, reaching down to pet between her ears, "I almost kicked you." Ever the beggar, Evie only chirped up at her with big eyes the way she had when (Y/N) was layering the lasagna in hopes of earning some extra scraps. "Later," (Y/N) promised her, carefully stepping around Evie, "After it's out of the oven, I'll give you some pieces before your dad sees." 
The table was already set, complete with candles and intricate place mats. There was a bottle of wine chilling in the fridge (did wine even go in the fridge? She'd have to ask Harry later) next to the strawberry shortcake she'd bought from the shops, and the heart shaped speaker she'd stolen from their bathroom was now perched on the kitchen island. As soon as the lights were lowered, (Y/N) hoped their home would feel just as nice as the restaurants Harry loved taking her to. 
After the timer went off, she pulled the dish from the warm oven, basil and oregano scenting through the space. Checking the time, she made haste as she put the finishing touches on the space. Once squares of lasagna were cut out, she attempted to place extra basil leaves atop the bake in hopes of emulating a heart—an idea she'd seen on Pinterest. She connected a soft playlist to filter from the small speaker. Flames danced in the candle votives, warming the space just as he lowered the lights. 
Just as she popped the plates on the placemats, she heard the distinct crackling of the garage door opened. A smile spread across her features.
Harry was home. 
She couldn't contain how antsy she was as she stood next to the made up table, rocking in her spot with her dress twirling around her. Gosh, she hoped he liked what she did. 
Evie chirped at the door she'd learned Harry would come through when he came home, circling and looking up in wait of her dad. (Y/N) sympathized with her energy. 
Harry's heavy footsteps sounded just before the door swung open, his gentle voice crooning as soon as he saw his Evie running out to greet him. 
"Hey, you," he smiled, reaching down to pet her head, "How was your day, hm? Where's mummy?" 
At that same moment, he peered up, noticing the low lights in the house and the warm scent drifting through. She had her hands knotted behind her, unable to stop them from fidgeting by the time his gaze slid over her. 
"Hi, love," he said after a moment, though his eyes never strayed from the neckline of her dress, "What's got you all dressed up? Did I forget something?" 
She shook her head. "It's date night," she told him, "First one in the new house." 
"Pretty special occasion, then. When did y'get that dress?" His eyes finally shifted down the rest of the length to where frilly socks circled her ankles before landing on her face once more. A smile bloomed on his cheeks. 
"I've had it for a while, just never wore it," she shared, swallowing around the nerves that all of his attention garnered, "I made dinner." 
It seemed then that he realized there was more than just her and her dress in the room. She watched as he took in the set up and the plates of dinner, the smell in the house and the candles lighting the room. 
"You did," he said, finally stepping away from the threshold and towards her, "Everything looks wonderful—especially you." 
"Thank you," she smiled, falling into his arms as soon as he opened them. Settling her chin on his chest, she dazed up at him with moony eyes. "How was work?" 
While it was far from the first time she'd asked him that exact question, it definitely had a different ring to it knowing that he'd just come home—to their home—from his first day of work since moving in. 
"Good," he murmured, his eyes seemingly twinkling in the candle light with his eyeliner smudged under his eyes, "Long. Jus' wanted to be home with you and Evie." 
Hearing that never got old to (Y/N). "I missed you, too," she declared, squeezing her arms around his middle, "Did you still have fun?"
"A little," he teased, "Y'were busy today though, hm?" 
"A little," she parroted, growing sheepish under his gaze, "This is our first real dinner that isn't takeout here. I wanted it to be special." 
Tearing his eyes from hers, he looked at the spread on the dining table once more. "Definitely did jus' that, angel. I feel underdressed," he laughed, his hands laced behind her back trailing down the flared skirt of her dress. 
"I think you look nice," she countered, drawing her own eyes down to the ink on his neck, the roses blooming as he swallowed. 
"I look like I jus' came home from work," he said, laughing off her compliment. 
"But, you came home to me," she murmured, unsure of what her point was, but knowing that there was no way he was ever going to look bad when he was coming back to their home. 
His expression softened then, leaving only a single dimple dented in his cheek and a lopsided smile on his raspberry lips. "I did, didn't I?" 
(Y/N) nodded up at him before Harry ducked his head down and pressed a kiss to her soft lips. She could feel her lip gloss sliding between their mouths, surely leaving a stain on his own though he didn't care with the way he slotted their lips together. It was a kiss full of affection, where his hands on the small of her back had her pressed to him. Tipping his head just so, he deepened the kiss with a taste of her lips on his tongue. 
He pulled away first, only after smattering a string of pecks across her pout. He was rewarded with a plume of laughter fanning from her mouth. 
"'M gonna get changed, but I'll be right back, 'kay?" he told her, untangling his arms from around her waist. 
"Okay," she sighed dreamily, reluctant to let go of him though she was able to, instead, watch him walk to their shared bedroom instead. 
He only turned around once to catch her admiring him.
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(Y/N) wanted to huff when Harry blocked her from reaching into the water-filled sink for the third time. She settled for planting her hands on her hips, and pouting at the back of his head. 
"I can help, H. It's fine," she attempted to reason with him again. 
As if he hadn't heard her at all, he continued with his hands in the soapy water, cleaning off the dishes they'd used for dinner. He'd already packed away the leftovers of the lasagna and stowed away the remaining half-bottle of wine she'd uncorked for the night; she wanted to help before the opportunity was gone. 
Her pout only puffed out further, feeling a tiny bit like an insolent child when she debated if stamping her foot would catch his attention. 
"Harry," she scolded. 
"(Y/N)," he countered, parroting her scolding tone right back, "I've got it, my love. Jus' relax now." 
"But we're supposed to be a team," she complained, "I'm not supposed to let you do this by yourself." 
At that, Harry finally chanced a look over his shoulder at her. His eyes were tender, bright green against the refreshed liner he had applied when he changed before dinner. The lines of his face were soft as he gazed at her, his lips slightly curling while the line of his jaw held a rounded edge.
"We are a team, baby," he emphasized, wiping his hands down before turning to face her, "You made dinner, so 'm doing dishes. That sounds like teamwork to me, don't you think?" 
(Y/N) opened her mouth before swiftly closing it, unsure of what to say to that. At the end of it all, deep in her chest where she didn't enjoy digging, was that fear that if she didn't pull her weight, show her worth as more than just a little playmate for Evie or someone to crowd the bathroom with all of her products. 
But that wasn't exactly a romantic date night conversation, was it?
He waited patiently as she attempted to find her words, leaning back against the counter with an adoring gaze. When nothing coherent came from her lips, only a sputtering of a half-baked excuse, he reached towards her with gentle hands. 
Grasping her waist over the structure of her dress, he pulled her towards him until she was flush to his chest. Only when she wrapped her own arms around his middle, fingers looping around his back, did he set a careful hand on her cheek. 
Brushing stray hairs from her face, he tilted his head as a small smile touched his lips. "You know 'm still going to take care of you, right? Jus' because we live together now, doesn't change that. Y'don't have to prove anything—not to me."
With a flutter of her lashes, (Y/N) swore she could have cried hearing his words. She melted into his hold instead, enveloping him in a warming hug. 
He knew her better than anyone before, that much she knew. It was enough to have her heart breaking only to grow bigger so she could fit more of him inside. 
"Love you," she murmured, the words muffled against his chest as she squished herself against him. 
"Love you more, angel," he reciprocated, dotting a kiss to the top of her head. Shifting his hands on her, he moved until his palms landed on her hips. "So you're going to sit right here, and let daddy take care of you." 
It was the amusement swimming in his eyes and the lilting in her voice that made it clear he was only teasing, prodding and poking at her to get her in a lighter mood, but (Y/N) only felt her skin heat at the use of that title. It was quite the adjustment to know that he could speak so boldly outside of the bedroom now that there weren't any kind of roommates that could walk in at the last moment. 
In a daze, she stepped back as he herded her to sit up on the counter beside the sink. She was left with her legs dangling with her skirt fanned across her thighs, hands knotted in her lap, and her eyes on his back. The music she had connected to the small speaker continued to thrum through the room, soft and low, creating a soundtrack for the moment. 
It was silly, to feel so entranced as she watched him do something as mundane as rinsing dishes, but that was definitely what she was feeling. 
He hadn't even changed into anything special before dinner, only a black button down with embroidered white flowers and a pair of fitted black trousers. His hair was left down after adjusting some of the curls he'd mussed during work, the length falling longer than she'd seen it before. 
Maybe it was the fact that she could still hear his teasing comment ringing in her ears, or how much she truly had missed him throughout the day, but she couldn't take her eyes off him. She watched as his shoulders tensed and flexed through the fabric, the line of his muscles down the length of his arm. A part of her wanted to reach out, drag her hand down his biceps and feel the way they bunched and released as he worked. 
She felt herself growing impatient the longer he worked through the soapy water, despite knowing there wasn't much of a mess for him to clean up given the limited dishes. Without thinking, she swung her socked foot out and tapped against his leg, dragging over the back of his calf. 
A huff of laughter left Harry's lips though he continued working with only a small glance at her. "Wasn't enough to jus' watch me? Gotta touch me, too?" 
She felt flustered to be called out like that, as if she hadn't wanted his attention in the first place. She only managed a small shrug of her shoulders. 
Shaking his head, Harry put the last rinsed plate into the dishwasher and drained the sink. He took his time drying off his hands before reaching for her crossed legs. Setting his hands on her thighs, she pliantly let him spread them apart before he came to stand between her legs, his hands settling on the full of her thighs with a lingering touch. 
"What are y'thinking about, love? Got all my attention now, jus' like y'wanted, right?" 
His gaze on her features was warm enough that (Y/N) swore she could feel a warmth in its wake, heavy and unrelenting. She blinked up at him, a flutter of her lashes as he grew breathless. "I don't know—just... You." 
"Me?" he smiled, dipping his head down until he was level with her, "You've got a crush on me or something?" 
His teasing was enough to have a laugh drawn from her lungs, dropping her hands to land on his own as they roamed over her thighs, dipping underneath the hem of her dress. "Stop," she giggled.
"Ooh," he sung, "You like me, don't you? C'mon, love, can't hide it from me. So obvious, isn't it?" 
"Stop it," she laughed, letting go of his hands and instead opting to loop her arms around his neck in a controlling hug, "I don't have a crush on you!" 
"You don't?" Harry whined, a pout audible in his voice, "But, why'd y'move in with me then if y'don't even have a crush on me?" 
Hooking her ankle around the back of his leg. She murmured into his neck, "Because I love you." 
His arms created a cradle around her back, keeping her close as he quieted in her hug. "I love you too," he hummed, "So much. Thank you for doing all of this for us, love—everything was perfect." 
Her grin stretched wider over her cheeks, "I'm happy you liked it all. First date at our new house." 
"Still gotta take care of a lot of firsts here, don't we?" His hands on her body shifted then, caressing the structure of her dress, the pads of his fingers tracing the detailing of the lace. 
With the way his voice dropped—and the fact he'd said what he said only a handful of minutes ago—, (Y/N) had somewhat of an idea of what kind of firsts he was referring to. 
The past week had been hectic to say the least. Nothing more than cuddling and a few stray kisses were shared in their new bed, their bodies not having energy for anything more after their long days of making their house a new home.
Tightening the loop of her arms around his neck, she clung to him as she nodded into his neck. "Yeah."
"Yeah?" he parroted, a smile in his voice. Turning his head, he pressed his lips into a string of kisses from her temple down to her cheek, lingering kisses that dragged over her skin. She could feel her blood warming in his wake, her lashes fluttering as her eyes came to a close. 
"Yeah, daddy."
Harry pulled in a long breath at the sound of his title wrapped in her voice, the tip of his nose dragging across her cheek. Finally, he planted his lips on hers, slotting between her own. 
With her arms around his neck, (Y/N) practically melted into him with the broad of his body keeping her upright. She half-expected him to smile into the kiss, a small tease over seeing how ready she was for something as small as a kiss, but he did nothing more than tilt his head and strengthen his grip on her form. 
It wasn't until she felt the tip of his tongue sweep across her lower lip that she gathered they hadn't even so much as kissed like this since moving. She hadn't realized the week had been so hectic as to leave no time for anything more than a few kisses and their cuddling before passing out as soon as the sun fell. 
She hadn't realized how much she missed him until that second. 
Reciprocating his kiss, lips parting and inviting him in, (Y/N) hitched a thigh over his hip. She clung to him with her fingers working into the baby soft curls on the back of his neck in a soft tug. He let out a sigh into her mouth, his hands pulsing on her waist. With her position on the counter, every flex of his hands on her body, she was drawn closer and closer to the edge, leaving her to wrap her limbs instead. 
His tongue ran over her own, the taste of the strawberry shortcake dessert lingering. She could feel the tip of his nose nudging into her own, tracing the bridge with every tip of their heads. The soft sound of their lips parting and coming together filled the kitchen, sounding over the music she still had playing from the small speaker. 
Drawing away from her kiss, he started down her jaw to the column of her throat. (Y/N) tilted her head back, allowing him more access to her heated skin as he kissed down to the neckline of her dress. Her hands in his hair tightened. 
"Where are you going?" she murmured.
"Gonna take care of you, remember?" he said into her neck, the words melting into her skin, "Jus' like I promised."
With that, he fell to his knees before her, settling between her own spread legs. Her hands shifted, now combing the strands out of his face as she looked down at him. His palms glided over her dress until he found the hem, pushing it up and over her thighs to wrinkle at her waist. 
"That okay, baby?" he asked, suddenly breathless as his eyes met the small part of underwear she had covering her core. 
"Uh-huh," she nodded her head, nails catching on his scalp. 
He shot her a soft smile, enough to dot dimples into his cheeks before her attention was diverted to the feel of his hands sitting on her bare thighs. Hooking his fingers into the waist of her underwear, all she needed was to lift her hips just enough before he was pulling the fabric down her legs. 
The way he looked at her then, after pulling the garment off and fitting his hands between her thighs to widen the gap, brought her back to the first night in his office at the tattoo parlor. He gazed at her like he'd never seen her before, like this was the first time all over again. He didn't have to say anything to let her know that he saw her as something special. 
Planting his lips across the inside of her thigh, the tip of his nose and the fan of his breath brought goosebumps to layer over her skin. He dragged his mouth across the sensitive skin, using his grip on her thighs to keep her steady as he tugged her towards the very edge of the counter—and his face. 
It wasn't until she could feel his breath skimming over closer to her pussy that her muscles bunched, her own lungs stuttering. He peeked up at her through the fan of his lashes, matching her eyes for a lingering moment, leaving her with no other option than to watch as he pressed his lips to the crease between her thighs and her core, her body jumping at the tickling shock that touched her spine. With her hands holding back his hair, her fingers flexed between the strands.
She could feel his smile against her skin as he closed that remaining distance, pushing his lips against her clit. She hadn't realized how wet she'd grown until she pulsed around nothing, her breath stalling. His nose mushed against her mound, his lips puckered around her clit in a sucking kiss. It was enough to have her toes curling, eyes fluttering. 
He lingered on her clit, peeking up at her through the fan of his lashes, for a moment before dipping lower. (Y/N)'s throat ran dry as she watched his tongue sink between her folds, a small whine falling from her lips. A light flickered through his eyes then when he peered up at her, though he didn't stop to tease her or pull away to let out a huff of laughter. Instead, he kept her gaze as he skated the tip of his tongue down the length of her slit, lingering over her shuddering opening. 
Her reaction—a choked moan, flexing hands, and shiver down her spine—was finally enough to have him smiling against her wetness. He pulled away just enough, his breath fanning across her core.
"Feel good, angel?" he asked, punctuating his words with a kiss to her clit. 
With her mouth dropping open, (Y/N) wanted to answer, knew she had the words to give him, but nothing left her lips. She was left with a frantic nod of her head, wiggling until she was precariously dangling from the edge of the counter with her pussy right in Harry's face. His brows bounced over his eyes, a smug smile touching at the corners of his lips. 
Expecting another teasing quip, (Y/N) readied herself to attempt to actually answer him, but her mind was drawn completely blank when he only dove back into her folds. His nose was pressed against her swollen clit, her wetness sliding around his chin. She could feel the motions of his tongue through her slit, his lips kissing her in-between each lick. Eventually, Harry couldn't manage to keep his eyes open, his lids falling closed as he buried his tongue among her taste, the tip peeking against her opening.
It wasn't until he wagged his head, spreading her folds around him with his hands keeping her shaking thighs from closing around him, that (Y/N) found her voice. 
"H—Daddy, I—" she choked out, the call crackling and stilted through her lungs. 
The mentioning of his title only spurred him on it seemed. He attempted to mutter something against her core, something lingering and drawled, though (Y/N) couldn't even begin to decipher his words as they were pressed into her pussy. The vibrations of his voice was enough to rattle through her, his nose still mushed into her puffy clit. 
She just needed that much more, she thought, her toes curling at his back. With her hands in his hair, she attempted to get that more she needed, pulling him closer to her core in hopes of feeling him inside. 
Harry's grip on her thighs tightened then, his eyes peeling open to match her cloudy gaze. Despite her hand in his hair, he drew away with the pillows of his lips barely dragging across her sensitive skin. 
"Close already?" he asked, breathless. 
"Y-Yeah, I'm sorry," she stuttered, swallowing around her dry throat, "I—"
Before she could finish her thought, Harry smeared one last kiss against her clit before he was parting her thighs and standing to the full of his height between her legs. She craned her neck to look up at him just as he fixed his palms to mold to the curve of her cheeks, bringing her in for a kiss. His lips were already swollen by the time he sealed them to hers, a taste lingering on his tongue. (Y/N) acted as his crash pad through the frantic shift, taking all of the affection he was pouring into her. She didn't have to see him to know there was a furrow dipping his brows, his eyes cinched closed as he kissed her with the same intensity he had shared between her legs. With the way he was flushed against her, keeping her upright on the countertop, it didn't take much to feel the bulge straining behind his pants. 
Her breath caught. That wasn't something she'd never completely get used to—knowing he loved touching her enough to get his own satisfaction. 
Harry only kissed her harder, this nose nudging against her own. 
When his hands disappeared from her cheeks, sliding down the length of her body, she expected him to wrap underneath her thighs and hoist her up into his arms. Instead, he only lingered on the bare plush of her hips, thumbs brushing the sensitive skin.
"Baby," he breathed against her mouth, drawing just far enough away for the syllables to be audible. "I need to fuck you." 
If her heart hadn't already been hammering into her ribcage, she's sure it would have started then, the vulgar words ringing in her ears. 
Puckering her lips enough to close the space between the two of them, sharing a small kiss, she nodded her head. "Okay." 
"Right here." 
That had (Y/N) blinking her eyes open, pulling far enough away to peek at his still closed gaze. Instinctively, she wanted to protest, to tell him to take her to the bedroom where there was privacy and a locked door. But those were instincts that came before they had their own space, before they were void of roommates. There was no need to hide if Harry was the only one around to catch her in that pleasure. 
When her pause lingered, Harry finally cracked his eyes open, the pupils dilated. She could see the darting of his gaze as he took in the details of her eyes, the fan of her lashes, the shape of her nose. 
"Need me to stop?" he asked, his breathing coming out in heavy swatches. 
"No, no," she answered in a rush, looping her arms around his neck, "Just... We don't have roommates." 
A small smile curved his lips. "We don't." 
"This is our house." 
"It is." 
"We can do this right here." 
His grin grew. "We can do this right here." 
(Y/N) couldn't help the beaming smile that took over her features. Taking advantage of her arms around his neck, she pulled him in for another kiss. It was messy, a bit off center with their mouths smeared across one another, though that was only because she couldn't completely erase her smile. 
"Y'want to?" he murmured into her mouth, his hands on her hips sliding until he was palming the full of her thighs.
"Please," she answered, the word falling from her lips without a second thought. She could only imagine the dimple that bloomed into his cheek then. 
Shifting between her thighs, he tipped his head to trail his lips onto her cheek. "Get me out, baby." 
Her hesitation lasted only a moment before she processed his instruction, her hands sliding from where she had them around his neck. She had the privilege of tracing down his body, feeling the blocks of muscle on his abdomen and the soft pudge on his hips. Reaching the waist of his pants, her hands grew just a bit frantic, fumbling as she moved. 
"'S alright, lovebug," he murmured to her, dotting his lips onto the height of her cheekbone, "Jus' me." 
That was the problem, she wanted to tell him. She wanted him now, and she couldn't make it happen fast enough. 
Unfastening the waist of his trousers, she pushed them down until they hit just the middle of his thighs. She brushed his skin, feeling the coarse hair on his thighs brushing her hands. Peeking between them, she could see the way his cock stood hard between his thighs, the black fabric of his briefs straining around him. 
Hooking her fingers into the band of his underwear, she carefully pulled the garment down, tugging until they were in line with his trousers. His cock bobbed against his stomach, hitting the material of his shirt, with a glistening stain left in its wake. 
Wrapping a leg around his hip, (Y/N) didn't even realize she was trying to pull him closer until she felt herself teeter on the edge of the counter. Harry caught her with a huff of laughter leaving his lips. 
"Careful, love," he muttered, hooking an arm around her waist while the other stayed right on the full of her thigh.
"Sorry," she breathed, planting her hands on his chest though she couldn't keep her gaze off of his length, "I'm just..." 
"Ready for me?" he said, posing a question as much as he was finishing her sentence. 
"Yeah," she said, nodding her head with her fingers curling into the material of his shirt, "Please, daddy." 
She swore she could see his cock jump at her words. 
"Okay, baby," he told her, his voice stilted some, "Hold me, 'kay?" 
Unfurling her fingers from his shirt, she curled her arms around his neck and hugged herself to his chest. His cock fit snug between them, the base pressed into her clit enough to draw a shaky breath from her lungs. Harry's own breath became strained, his chest stuttering.
He held her steady with his arm around her waist while his other slid from her thigh. She could feel the faint touches of his fingertips as he felt around, wrapping his fingers around his cock before lining up with her core. The first touch of his tip against her pulsing hole, her breath caught, her spine stiffening.
Giving her a moment to breathe, he ran the head through her fold. With every bump to her clit and lingering nudge against her opening, she was reminded just how close she'd been before when he had been on his knees between her thighs. She curled her leg around his own that much more, drawing him nearer. 
"Good?" he crooned, the word coming out in a breath.
She didn't even think before, "Yes, daddy," was spilling from her lips. 
That was all Harry needed to hear before the nudges turned into a full thrust of his hips, pressing his cock into her core. A whimpering moan built in her chest as he sheathed himself inside her, her walls parting for him with shuddering pulses. Harry had his own lingering moan that sounded in her ear, elongated and low as he finally got to feel her around him for the first time since moving in. 
"Been too long," he panted, smearing his lips against the hinge of her jaw as she hugged him tighter. 
"It-It's been a week," she told him, stuttering over her tongue as he reared his hips back. Feeling the ridge of his head glide against her and catching on her entrance was enough to catapult her heart to her throat. 
"Too long," he affirmed, thrusting forward, his hand landing on her hip to keep her steady as she was pushed back at the force. "Too long for daddy not to have you, baby. Not gonna happen again, okay? Not since I've got you all t'myself now." 
His words melted into her skin as he kissed down her jaw, his hips curating a pace that had her body pressing back into his anchoring arm. She swore she could feel his head reaching places she had forgotten existed until he was inside her. His base smushed into her clit every time he bottomed out, giving her a jolting touch before he disappeared again in favor of sinking through her walls. She was sure he could feel that jolt just as much with the way she tightened into a snug hold around his length. 
"Not gonna happen again, daddy," she repeated, feeling a bit delirious as she threw her head back, just barely missing the edge of the cabinets as she presented more of her neck for him to kiss. "All to myself now." 
She could feel the huff of his laughter fanning across her heated skin as his lips met the neckline of her dress. "You've got me all to yourself, baby."
Her thighs bunched around his hips, the muscles tightened when he removed his steadying hand on her thigh. She rocked against the counter with every thrust of his hips, the force knocking a small noise loose from her chest each time. 
Curling his fingers around the corseted top of her dress, Harry pulled it down until her bare chest was put on display for the warm air between them to reach. Moving her hands up until she had her fingers dancing through the long curls of his hair, she combed her fingers through the strands as he kissed down her chest with his own hand landing on the thick of her thigh. 
His lips planted a trail over her skin, outlining the swells of her breasts and the line of her cleavage before catching her nipple. The sucking kiss had the pit of her stomach twisting and tying into a tight spiral, knocking her lungs against her ribs in favor of making room for the warmth filling her abdomen. It wasn't a touch she was usually accustomed to, but every now and then, Harry toyed with her body just right to have the feel of his mouth on her chest rivaling that of his touch on her clit. 
"Daddy," she squeaked, her fingers curled tight in his hair, "I think—I—" 
"I know, love," he murmured against her chest, the tip of his nose skimming the flesh, "I can feel it. Y'cum whenever you're ready, yeah? Let daddy have it—I've missed it." 
Even if it was a bit silly—something she may feel embarrassed over with a clearer mind—(Y/N) swore she could feel his voice against her heart, the rumble of his words sinking through her muscle and bone and straight to the pumping chambers. 
"I missed you, too," she stuttered out, her tongue thick in her mouth, "Missed you fu—"
A pinch settled between her brows when she realized what she had been about to say. 
"Missed me what, baby? What were y'gonna say?" Harry prodded, dragging his mouth up from her chest to land on the point of her chin in a searing kiss. 
"Um—I don't know," she breathed, attempting to catch him in a kiss before he pulled just too far out of reach.
Between them, the sound of her folds parting for him with her slick making a mess of their legs sounded within the space, suddenly louder than any soft song that could be playing from her heart shaped speaker. Harry chanced a look down, catching the way his length glistened in the low remaining light with his mouth dropping into a small gape as his breath came out in pants. His arm around her back tightened, angling the small of her back just right to allow him deeper inside. 
"Were y'gonna say y'missed me fucking you?" he asked, breathless as he couldn't tear his eyes from where they were joined. 
Combing her fingers through his hair, she caught the long strands falling in his face. She swallowed around her dry throat. "May-Maybe," she peeped, stuttering through the word as he surged his hips forward in a particularly deep stroke. 
A deep groan rumbled through his chest, his arm around her and his hand on her thigh tightening as he fell into her. His face was buried in her neck, his lips brushing the column of her throat. 
"Will y'say it for me, angel? Please," he murmured, his voice pitching with the plea. 
Had there been anything going on in her head, (Y/N) might have protested, just as she always playfully did when he poked about this same subject. But her head was too full and too empty at the same time. Her only feasible option was to give him what he wanted—especially when he was taking care of her the way he was. 
"I-I missed you fucking me, daddy." 
The heavy groan he let out dripped over her shoulder, warm and rumbling. His own curses filtered through after, his hips still knocking against her own with every stroke as he bottomed out inside her. 
"Never gonna let it happen again, right, love?" he panted, sounding a bit delirious as he began to babble into her neck. 
His bubbling words became the soundtrack as he felt his hand slip from her thigh to head between their bodies. He pressed his palm into her mound with his fingers stretching across the small of her tummy, leaving his thumb to dig right against the pad of her clit. 
"Can y'say it again? Please?" he asked, bringing her back to the moment with decipherable words. 
Her eyes fell closed, her too stimulated from everything to worry about the world beyond the cocoon of their bodies. Every muscle seemed to be bunched that much tighter, pressure leaking through until there would be nowhere else for it to go, but out. 
"I-I'm so close," she whimpered, clinging to him as he mouthed at her throat, his cock twitching inside her, "Keep fucking me, H." 
A moment later did (Y/N) feel the way he shuddered against her, his hips lingering once he bottomed out, only to roll against her. His mouth was in a gape at her neck though no noise came out, leaving him slack-jawed as the first paint of his cum roped out. Though he attempted to keep his thumb on her clit moving, he was far too heavy headed as he rolled his hips into hers, soaking in his own orgasm. Wetness flooded her walls, her insides shuddering as she felt each motion of his cock inside her, hyper aware of every ridge and minute rock of his hips.
"Fuck," he muttered, her first clue that he was floating back down to earth, "I love you—shit, 'm sorry." 
"Don't be sorry, why are you sorry?" she breathed, combing her fingers through his hair. She couldn't help but to wriggle in his hold, her own release teetering after feeling him cum inside her. 
"I—You're supposed to be first," he said, breathing heavily into her neck once the last dredges of his pleasure seeped out of his system. 
"I'm fine, it's fine," she smiled, pulling him from her neck only to press her lips to his, "It's okay, you d—" 
Her words were choked off when he started circling her clit with new vigor, rearing his hips back just enough before stroking into her once more. Though he was slowly softening and she could tell the feel of her walls sucking around him was too much, he didn't do anything other than tuck his bottom lip between her two and work her back to the edge she had been balancing on. 
It didn't take long for her muscles to bunch under her skin, her spine to stiffen, and stomach to mold into a tight ball. Her toes curled from where she had her legs wrapped around him, her fingers doing the same in his hair. 
"'M here, baby," he murmured, smearing his lips against hers in a kiss, "Cum for me." 
With a flutter of her lashes as her eyes fell closed and a bubbling call of his name falling from her tongue, (Y/N) felt every bunch of pressure in her body release. Her walls shuddered just as her lungs did, her breath stilted. A heat surged through her system that felt cold by the time it touched her fingertips and toes. Her clit pulsed under his thumb, her insides tightening around his softening cock and the mess he'd left inside her. 
Harry worked her through it as best he could, letting her take her time in the clouds before every touch became too much for her. Though she kept her arms wound around his neck, she loosened her legs from around his waist, leaving him free to pull out with a slick sound filtering through the kitchen.
(Y/N)'s breathing came in pants as she closed her thighs around his hips, knocking his hand just off center enough to show him she'd had enough for the time being. 
"Harry," she breathed, an aftershock reaching up her spine.
"(Y/N)," he answered just before giving her a small peck, a smile on his lips. 
Hugging herself to him, jumping when her sensitive clit touched his soft cock, she tucked her head under his chin. 
"We just had sex in our kitchen," she murmured into the dip of his collarbones. 
A laugh fell from his lips, loud and boisterous. Arranging his arms around her to reciprocate her hold with his palms pressed into the planes of her back, he squeezed her that much tighter to his chest. "We did, didn't we?" 
"Is that gross?" she peeped, suddenly hyper aware of the cold countertop under her legs. There wasn't much time left before she was sure there would be a bigger mess to clean up given just how slick her core felt. 
He shrugged around her, giving her a kiss to the top of her head. "Did y'like it?"
She answered him in a shy nod as if she hadn't been begging him to fuck her just a handful of minutes before. 
"Then, no, 's not gross." 
Smiling into his throat, she melted into him. Even with the boning of her dress poking into her skin, the way her slick was beginning to cool on the inside of her thighs, she could see herself sticking to his moment for as long as she was allowed. 
"I had so much fun with you tonight, baby," Harry muttered, his voice as soft as the touch of his lips to her hair, "Thank you." 
"I had fun, too," she told him, peeling away just enough to look up at him with moony eyes, "Thank you for wanting to live with me." 
Dimples appeared in his cheeks, his smile tender to match the way he looked at her. "Didn't have much of a choice, did I? 'S not normal to send half of m'heart to another house every night, is it?" 
His corny, sticky-sweet words only served to make her heart bloat and reach for his own as if it could leap out of her chest if it tried hard enough. A bubbly laugh fell from her lips, (Y/N) hugging him that much tighter with her cheek laying against his chest. 
"But, seriously," Harry amended, his voice void of amusement as he murmured against her hair, "Thank you for choosing me—I feel lucky everyday that I get to have a life with you like this." 
Every bit of laughter in her chest waned out in favor of fluffy affection tickling the chambers of her heart. She nuzzled closer to him, basking in his warmth and the scent of his skin. She wondered how long it would be until she had those same notes imprinted on her, how long it would take for Harry to linger with notes of cherry on his clothing.
"I love you," she told him, sincerity dripping from each syllable. 
"I love you more," he cemented, dropping a lingering kiss to the top of her head.
Before she had a chance to playfully argue back, Harry shifted his hold on her, adjusting his hands until they slid underneath her bottom. He lifted her from the countertop, (Y/N) clinging to him with a gasp escaping her throat. 
"What are you doing?" she rushed out, wrapping her limbs around him as tight as she could manage.
A bubble of laughter plumed from him. "We've got to clean up and then look at the damage we left here. Or did y'plan on sleeping in your princess dress?" 
The thought of spending the night in the boned corset without panties or even socks on had a frown embedded on her lips. "No. Clean first." 
"That's what I thought," he smiled, carrying her off with a kiss planted on her temple. 
On their way to the bedroom, (Y/N) laid her cheek against his shoulder, the walls of their home passing them by. Her gaze lingered on the photos of them littering the walls, the memories she'd made with him over the short time she'd had her Harry in her life. 
She wondered how many picture frames the walls could hold. They had a whole lifetime now to share many more special moments, and she didn't want to miss a moment.
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ahhhh! im so happy I finally got this part of their story out!! thank you so much for reading, sorry for any mistakes, and please lmk if you have any fun ideas or anything at all :)
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Sex Tutor
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Summary: Harry's got a reputation on campus and you're curious to know if he can help you.
A/N: Requested! Thank y'all for being patient with me! Hope you enjoy! This will be 2 parts!!
Word Count: 10k
Warning: smut (oral sex), fluff, praise kink
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“Yeah… that was good. I liked it.”
That wasn’t the reaction you were hoping to get. You thought Gunther would be a lot more enthusiastic after coming in your mouth and you swallowing him down. You gave it your best work. You even choked a couple of times and you did hear him moan once or twice. But that didn’t feel like enough
You wanted to ask him exactly what went wrong. Tips on what he liked and didn’t. What you could do better next time… But instead, he just smiled and kissed your cheek, avoiding your mouth because obviously kissing the lips that had just sucked his cock would be gross.
So you left his dorm feeling a little disappointed in yourself. Annoyed really. You wished you were more bold and could just ask him what he wanted, what he liked most. You complained to your roommate even. She loved giving advice so you were always venting to her.
“Well, you know there’s like this guy on campus who will walk you through that kind of thing… a sex tutor if you will. Let’s just say that he comes highly recommended. I know someone who hung out with him a few times, and she learned so much about her body and how good sex could feel without coming but he always made her come every time, and no man has ever done that to her before she told me.”
“A tutor for blow jobs?” You scrunched your face and giggled.
“Well, blow jobs and everything else really. I don’t know. He gets around and they say he’s very knowledgeable about the body and sex. I think he’s like getting his masters in sexual health or something?”
You shoved at her shoulder and laughed, “Oh my god I don’t think so. That sounds crazy. He’s probably some weird pervert or something.”
Your roommate turned her cellphone screen to face you, showing you an Instagram page with a photo of a very attractive young man you’d seen on campus a time or two.
“That’s him?” Your eyes widened as you looked from the photo to your roommate.
“Yup. He’s not a weirdo either. I hear he’s super respectful and smart. Plus the bonus is that he looks like this.”
You nodded. That certainly was a bonus. Harry Styles. You knew about him from the student council. He did a lot of volunteering on campus and he was a graduate student so you didn’t know him all that well, being only a sophomore yourself, but it was hard not to at least know the name and the face. He was popular. Clearly far more popular than you even realized.
And you definitely weren’t going to reach out for a “session”. That just felt silly. Though, you couldn’t say you weren’t intrigued by the idea, it just wasn’t for you. Except that when Gunther didn’t text or call you back for three full days, the whole time you wondered if your blow job was that bad. So when he did finally text you back to make plans for the following week, you felt like you were being given another chance to prove how good you could be. And maybe a lesson or two could be useful.
Reaching out to him via DMs on Instagram felt so unserious but you still did it. You cringed as you hit send and read over your message three times.
Hi! I heard you give special “tutoring” sessions and wanted to know if you have some time to meet with me to set something up? Let me know if it’s okay.
You couldn’t believe you were doing this, reaching out to a stranger for, basically, a booty call. But apparently he was used to it and had no qualms about responding to you in less than thirty minutes. As if he was running some kind of business.
Hi! Happy to meet up with you either tonight or Friday night. The initial meeting should only take like 20 minutes, somewhere public so you feel comfortable. I’ll ask you a few questions and then we’ll set up a private one-on-one session together if it makes sense for both of us. No pressure ever. Whenever you’re ready.
Private one-on-one session. You rolled your eyes as you read over Harry’s response.
Tonight is good for me if you can fit me in. Whatever time you want.
You didn’t know what to expect. You imagined he was cocky since he was apparently so good and sought after. Perhaps he would take one look at you and turn around. You were sure he had a say in who he “tutored”. Doubted he took on every single person who reached out to him.
Your roommate said he was respectful but you would place money on the fact that he was probably full of himself, being that he was a self-proclaimed Sex Guru. You were preparing yourself for someone with a larger-than-life personality.
You kept your outfit casual, not wanting to look like you were trying too hard. Jeans and a hoodie. Though you did shower and put on nice panties and made sure you smelled good. Just in case. One never knows when they are due to visit with a sex tutor.
Maud’s was one of your favorite spots on campus. They had the best iced matcha latte and that’s just what you ordered yourself when you arrived. You sat down at a small table and faced toward the door so you could keep an eye out.
You were looking down at your cell phone when you heard the chime of the door. Flitting your eyes up and away from the screen of your phone you scanned the entry and spotted him right away.
He was wearing a black pullover hoodie and jeans. His hair all tousled like he’d just finished a “tutoring” session. You raised your hand to wave at him and catch his attention and he grinned as you stood up but he gestured for you to stay seated, “I’ll be right back. Just gonna order a drink.”
You were already feeling hot and embarrassed. God, what were you doing? The man was sex on legs and that deep, raspy voice he just spoke to you with had your insides twisting and turning all mushy.
When he returned he had an iced tea and he sat across from you. The smile on his face was kind. Open. It set you at ease a bit.
He took a sip through his straw and you noted the rings on his fingers and the nail polish on his nails, “So, Y/n. It’s nice to meet you in person. What are you majoring in?”
Okay. Small talk. You could handle that.
You told him your classes and what you were majoring in and then asked him the same and when he explained he was going for his doctorate in psychology with the intent to become a sex therapist you felt your heart thump wildly. He was gorgeous and going for a doctorate. The man was so beyond out of your league that you wondered why he was even sitting at that table with you entertaining this silly request of yours.
“Wow. That’s… I’m impressed.”
He grinned and you saw a dimple carve into his cheek, “Thank you. I’ve worked really hard to get where I am. Still working, though. So let’s talk about what you want. What things are you interested in getting some guidance on?”
Here it was. The moment you’d been dreading. But also what you were most curious about.
“Well, I’m seeing this guy and,” you took a breath. It was embarrassing to say it so casually at a café on campus of all places.
Harry reached toward you and placed his warm palm over the top of yours, “Hey, I know this feels weird. Doing this. I’m not going to pressure you to say it if you find it’s too uncomfortable but just know,” he dipped his head down to meet your gaze with his brows gently raised, “Everything you tell me here will be kept confidential and private. I’m not going to make fun of you or compare you to anyone else. If you change your mind, that’s okay too. I want you to feel like you’re talking to a friend. Okay? It’s up to you how much or how little you say. We move at your pace.”
You let out the breath you were holding and smiled. He was so – nice. He made you feel so at ease.
“Thank you. It’s weird. Yeah… but I think I’m okay. I want to do this. I want to be better at like,” you looked around yourself and lowered your voice as Harry moved his hand from yours and you settled your gaze back on his, “Better at giving blow jobs. And maybe like initiating more?”
He nodded, “Okay. Have you ever given a blow job before?”
You nodded, “Recently. The guy didn’t seem very enthusiastic about it so I didn’t know if I did something wrong.”
He took a sip of his tea and his green irises bored into yours, “I can tell you one thing I know that is true for nearly every single male I know; they love getting head. Even if he wasn’t vocal he probably really enjoyed whatever you did. Does that make you feel better about your skill level?”
You puffed out a laugh and saw the smirk on his face. He was trying to get you to smile, “I don’t know. Probably. I’m sure I’m overthinking it but I just wanted… like I want to be really good. Want to know tricks to get a real response.”
“Did the guy you’re seeing orgasm?”
You nodded again.
Harry’s grin softened, “Then you did as good as you could have. Goal achieved. He orgasmed and you made that happen.”
“But I want to be better. Like… I really enjoyed what I was doing. Made me really… well…” you looked down at your empty mug and sighed, “I felt like I enjoyed it more than he did.”
He nodded and licked his lips and if you didn’t know any better you’d say he was kind of checking you out. You weren’t wearing anything revealing but he seemed to keep dropping his gaze to your lips and neck. But you figured that was because he was still getting used to your face and he was sussing you out a bit to see if he wanted anything to do with you beyond this conversation.
But that was true. He was checking you out. He saw your Instagram pictures before he contacted you (always his first step) and thought you were cute and wouldn’t mind seeing you in person. He certainly wasn't disappointed by you when he saw you either. You were cute and a little nervous and when you started talking about how you enjoyed giving that loser a blow job he couldn’t help but shift his eyes down to your mouth and imagine what your lips would look like on his cock. He wondered if you’d be just as eager to suck him off as you seemed like you were for the other guy.
Now, Harry was a polite and nice man. He was as respectful as they came. But he was still a man with a very high sex drive and he couldn’t help it. He did enjoy having sex and he got a lot of ass because he was good at what he did. And he was under no allusion that it also didn’t have anything to do with how attractive he was. Because of course, it did. He was aware of the way women looked at him and all the whispers about him on campus. And most of the time the sessions were just fun sex more than anything else. However, he happily gave guidance when needed.
And this time he was feeling pretty gung-ho to see what you could do. He’d like to get started right away, which normally he’d wait until after the initial meeting before jumping into it but there was something about the way you were looking at him, your eyes hungry and inviting…
You watched Harry shift in his chair and look around the café before he looked back at you, “What are you doing right now? Like after this?”
“Oh… nothing. Was gonna read a little, prep for a test I have on Monday. But…” you shook your head.
“Would you be interested in going somewhere more private? My studio is at the off-campus university apartments. Twenty-minute walk from here.”
Was he…? You scrunched your brows, confused at the sudden invite to his place.
“It’s up to you. I’m not rushing you or anything I just have a free evening and you seem really enthusiastic and I’d like to kind of get a feel for what we’re working with. If you think you’re ready.”
You nodded, “Okay. I mean… yeah. So no roommates?” You laughed nervously as he stood up and it was the first time you let your attention fall to the space at his crotch, to which you quickly bobbed your eyes back up to his face as you stood.
“Nope. Co-ed apartments. No roommate. Super private.” He didn’t miss the way you scraped your eyes over his torso and down to the spot on his jeans where his zipper was.
So that was that then. You’d be getting a lesson sooner than you imagined. And when you walked the twenty minutes through campus and the street that was just adjacent to the cafeteria you could almost hear your heart pounding. He was taller than you expected. He easily kept the conversation alive with small talk. He seemed so confident and easygoing. You tried to let that charisma and charm soak through your veins so that you weren’t as nervous as you felt, but it was impossible. You were about to go into Harry Style’s apartment alone and probably give him a blow job.
Harry waved at a few people on your way up to his floor. He was clearly popular. You wondered if anyone knew what might be happening. Why you were with him and why you were following behind him like you were a pup being trained and he was carrying a treat.
“Here she is,” he opened his door and gestured for you to walk inside. Neat and tidy with stacks of books and lots of plants. Some plants hanging, most potted, and on the floor or on tables. You noted he had no television and that there was a big partition that separated the small living space from what was probably where he had his bed. The kitchen was organized with open shelving and he’d bought a wire rack and it was stacked full of packaged foods, spices, oil, and other things to cook with at the top and at the bottom with pots and pans and a blender with its cord neatly wrapped around the base.
He excused himself to the bathroom while you looked around. There wasn’t anywhere to go really. There were two doors in the whole place. The bathroom door and another one, which you assumed was a closet. The kitchen area was open to the small living space.
When Harry emerged he sat down on the couch, which looked well-worn. You wondered how many people he’d had over and on that very couch. He sat with his legs spread and drew his arms over the back of the couch and just watched as you stepped in closer toward the small coffee table, “I like all the plants,” you commented.
He nodded and you clasped your hands behind your back in wait for what would happen next. You didn’t want to look again at his crotch. But the way he was sitting made it hard. He took up so much space on that couch and with his legs spread open like they were, it was almost as if he wanted you to.
“Gonna sit with me? I’m not gonna do anything if you don’t want.”
You nodded and sat down, keeping your limbs close to your body and separate from him. You didn’t want to invade his space or get in too close. Not yet anyway. Not until he invited you. Or rather, until he told you what to do next.
“Everything I said at Maud’s still stands. If you change your mind that’s fine. I’m not going to be mad.”
You turned to look at him and swallowed. The guy was out of this world. Simply delicious looking. “Okay.” You spoke in barely above a whisper.
Harry leaned forward, putting his elbows over his knees as he kept his eyes on you, “Is this how you usually initiate?”
You raised your brows and shook your head, “What?”
“You said you wanted to be better at initiating. So far, I’m not getting any signals that you’re interested. Could be your first problem. Try relaxing a little, Y/n. Sit back and unhook your fingers. Loosen your shoulders. Not only will you feel more settled, but you’ll make the person with you feel better too. Which could push you to naturally begin conversation or movements that encourage contact.”
“Oh. Okay,” you sat back into his couch and loosed your hands, relaxing your posture, and looked at him, “Like this?”
Harry grinned and let out a small laugh, “Perfect. Now at least it appears you’re not scared of me.”
“I’m not scared,” you quickly shook your head.
“I didn’t think you were. But your body language was giving closed-off signals. Which could appear to some like fear or discomfort.”
It made sense you guessed.
“I see. So, relax and it makes everyone feel better.”
He grinned, “So tell me what normally happens when you’re with someone and it leads to something sexual. Set the scene for me.”
You cleared your throat and decided to use your last time with Gunther as the example.
“Well, we were in his dorm room listening to music and laughing about something–“
“Back up a little. Did you invite yourself to his room? Did he invite you? What happened before you got to his room?”
“Oh, uh…” you pursed your lips in thought. “Well, we were out with two mutual friends. At a bar. Gunther, his name is Gunther, he was kind of flirting with me and I liked it. We didn’t really know each other all that well before but I always found him interesting. And so… he was flirting with me. Complimenting me. Things like that. Then he asked me to go back to his room with him. So, I sort of figured something would happen,” you shrugged. You didn’t know why it was so weird telling him all those details but it was.
You recounted how Gunther had made all the moves; kissed you first, groped you and then somehow it ended up with you sucking him off while he laid back on his bed and you were between his legs.
“And… he didn’t return the favor? Like you didn’t get anything?”
You shook your head, “I mean, I didn’t ask. He got off and then that was it really. I left not long after.”
Harry frowned, “Okay. And did you hope he’d do something in return? Like, use his hands or his mouth on you? Did you want more?”
Another shrug of your shoulders, “I mean… I didn’t expect it. Thought maybe next time we could do more? I don’t know.”
“You didn’t expect it. But would you have liked it?”
Nodding your head you looked away from his eyes, “I guess.”
“Did it turn you on?”
Another embarrassing thing to admit to someone you hardly knew. You nodded again, “It just all happened really quickly. I kind of thought things would take longer and we’d chat and maybe he’d have me stay longer and then… well anyway. It was like a total of thirty minutes or something that I was in his room.”
Harry sighed and crossed his leg over his thigh toward you, “And you really want to give Gunther the best head you can? The guy who wasn’t worried about your own needs? Seems very selfless of you, Y/n.”
You let out a breath and laughed, “I know. I just want to be good at it. And that was the first time we did anything so I figured I’d give him a pass.”
“That’s very thoughtful of you. Gunther is lucky you’re still willing to give him another shot.”
“I guess I thought if I was better he’d want to do it more and maybe then we could do other things too.”
“I’m going to be honest, Y/n,” Harry stretched his arm across the back of the couch, “You’re very cute and you probably won’t need to worry much about initiating most of the time. Like, for me, all you have to do is look at me with those pretty eyes and I’m ready to do whatever you want me to.”
It had been a surprise to hear that. You weren’t sure what to do with that information but you couldn’t help but smile to yourself as you looked down at your lap.
“But a good start is to keep eye contact. At least enough to indicate interest. Can you look at me?”
Lifting your gaze to his he grinned, “There we go. So pretty.”
You shook your head, “I’m sure you say that to everyone.”
Harry lifted his hand to your cheekbone, “No. I don’t. And I don’t do this with just anyone either. Sometimes I turn down a request. I don’t tell them why but… There’s gotta be attraction on my end as well. And I find you very attractive, Y/n.”
You swallowed down the saliva in your throat and blinked for a break in eye contact before biting your lip.
“Now, even though we’re here for one thing, I do have opinions on matters of the heart and relationships. And frankly, I have to be honest about this Gunther, guy,” he dropped his hand, making his fingers brush down your cheek until he was no longer touching you, “I don’t like that he didn’t offer to get you off too. That’s a big red flag in my book. I feel it’s important to give and to receive unless it’s explicitly stated at the beginning. But you told me you thought you’d get more. And that bothers me.”
“Well, he’s a nice guy. I think he just wasn’t thinking…”
“He wasn’t thinking about your needs. That was selfish of him and something to watch out for. We can give him a pass for the first time, but if you see him again and he still doesn’t think about your needs, I’d hope you’d end that relationship and seek someone who’s willing to be less selfish with you.”
It surprised you that Harry was saying that about Gunther. But perhaps he was right. You did leave his dorm that night quite disappointed.
“I don’t want to make you feel uncomfortable. I know you barely know me but that’s just my take. I’d never not offer to return the favor,” he kept his eyes on yours and you swore his lips were suddenly a shade darker. They looked like the perfect lips to kiss.
He grinned when he noted where your eyes were homed in on, “Do you mind coming closer? Feels like you're still too far away.”
You puffed out a nervous laugh as you scooted your bottom in closer toward Harry. His arm was draped over the back of the couch behind you and you felt the warmth of him before you felt his fingers graze the back of your neck.
 “So, I can kiss you? Can we start there?”
You breathed out through your nose and smiled as you nodded and kept your face angled toward his. He watched as you hesitantly put your palm on his knee and he put his hand over yours, “You’re a natural. See?”
Another soft laugh fell from your mouth as Harry’s face drew in closer to yours and your heart stopped as he nudged his nose into yours and you felt his soft lips smush against yours.
It didn’t take long for you to start feeling that familiar heat between your legs as he ran his tongue against yours. It felt so intimate… not like a tutor lesson or anything of the sort. It was you and a handsome man making out on his couch as he pulled you onto his lap. It felt real.
For some reason, you imagined it being a little more dry. Like a real lesson. Like he’d pull his pants down and tell you what to do and show you what he liked and what really made men go wild. You hadn’t imagined kissing being part of the equation for some reason.
“Did he tell you how soft your lips are or how those sweet little noises coming from your mouth drove him crazy?”
He spoke his words between kisses and you were going to pass out. Because no, Gunther gave you no compliments once you got into his dorm room.
You shook your head as you parted from the kiss, your eyes on his.
Harry’s eyes roved your face as he softly dragged his thumb back and forth on your jaw, “I don’t like him one bit. You deserve someone who’s going to tell you how good you are and how good you make them feel.”
He softly pressed his lips against yours again, the kiss heating up into a frenzied pace once again as you stuffed your fingers into his hair and then you felt the bulk of his erection under your thigh when you moved in closer.
Parting from the kiss you looked down and then back up at him and he just smiled. Like it was the most normal and natural thing ever. Which… it kind of was.
“Got me all hard already,” he slid his thumb from the edge of your bottom lip inward and you moaned, “Just like that. You’re already better than you think you are. You’re driving me crazy, Y/n. I want to see what these lips look like wrapped around my cock. Can we do that?”
You nodded and began to move off of him but Harry took your hand in his, making you pause, “I’ll let you get me off if you let me get you off too. Okay?”
Your eyes widened, “Really? I thought this was just for–“
“I have a method and it always includes getting the other person off too. Or at least making them feel good. Unless you don’t want that. That’s okay too, but I would prefer to touch you as well.”
“Okay,” your words were breathy as he helped you off his lap, keeping your hand in his but then he stood up and you watched as he ran his free hand over his crotch, “Is it okay if we do it my bed? A little more space there. Think it’ll feel less rushed.”
Obviously yes. You wouldn’t dream of saying no to this man. Not that you wanted to.
The space behind the partition was just a bed and one side table. His bed was neatly made and there was a plant hanging by the opening of the partition. He gestured for you to follow him onto his mattress and he placed his back at the wall, where he had no headboard.
Kneeing up to him you were feeling shy again and he leaned forward and cupped your face with one hand, “You’re doing so good. If you need to stop at any time just say the word. I’m not here to make you do something you don’t want. Okay?”
You nodded, “Yeah. I know. I trust you.”
“Good. Just wanted to remind you is all. I don’t want you to feel like you have to keep going even if I’m enjoying it, which I have a feeling I’m gonna like whatever you do to me.”
You giggled and nodded. He was fluffing up your ego and you hadn’t even really gotten started yet.
Harry started to push his jeans down, lifted his hips to get them off his legs, and then kept his eyes on you as he held his hand out for you to take, “Come here.”
You put your hand in his and let yourself get pulled between his legs as you looked down at the sizable lump under his boxer briefs, “Can we take your jeans off? Kind of want to have you in my lap a little while before we get down to it, yeah?”
You nodded and unhooked your button before pulling your zipper down. Harry’s hands found your hips as you tugged your jeans down and he helped you out of them, leaving you in just your hoodie and panties. Like Harry. He was just in his boxer briefs and his hoodie too.
You crawled into his lap, your thighs straddling his, and sat down as Harry smoothed his hands up and down your thighs, “There we go. This feels nice, having you close like this,” he ran his palms toward your bottom and then back down your thighs to your knees, “How are you feeling?”
You put your palms on his shoulders, “Good. Feel good. And you?”
“I’m feeling great. I’ve got you here in my lap,” he brought a hand up from your thigh to your face, his fingers sliding behind your ear with his thumb at your cheekbone, “And I like you. I think this’ll be fun. Just want you to feel at ease with me.”
You shifted on his lap, getting in closer, “I do feel at ease with you, Harry. You’re really nice.”
“Good. That’s what I want to hear,” his voice was soft as he gently pulled you towards him and pressed his mouth against yours again. His kiss was soft and sultry. Harry was far more sensual than you imagined he would be. Lots of soft touches and reassuring words. And his mouth against yours was addictive.
You moaned when his thumb ran along the edge of your panties at your thigh and you rocked your hips down, pressing your panties-covered pussy over his erection.
He inhaled softly through his teeth and lowered his mouth to your neck where you were melted into him. His warm mouth sponged wet kisses down your pulse point as you lowered a hand to the top of his cock.
He sighed when you began to rub your palm over him and you began to move back. You were ready to get him in your mouth.
“You can bring me out if you want. Or I can do it. Whichever you’re more comfortable with.”
You bit your lip and continued palming over him as you kept your gaze focused on his, “I’ll do it. Do guys like that more?”
He grinned and the dimples that carved into his cheeks had you swooning, “Yeah. Maybe. Depends on the guy but it can feel like the girl is really excited, like she can’t wait – the enthusiasm is nice. For me? I do like it more. But honestly, I wouldn’t complain if you wanted me to do it myself.”
You nodded in understanding as you focused on the dark green material of his underwear and reached toward the waistband. You looked up at him once more to check in and he just gave you a singular nod to keep going so you did.
The material was warm and stretchy. And you loved the way it felt to run your palm up the length of him, before peeling the fabric away and slowly revealing his cock. His tip was thick and smooth and dark pink. And then his shaft was girthy, quite meaty really, but so stiff. And when you’d pulled his underwear down far enough you took the whole of him in and it was… well it was a bit overwhelming. There was no way on God’s green earth you’d be able to stick that whole thing in your mouth.
“You don’t have to have it all in there. This isn’t a porno. I don’t need you to choke on it or anything like that. Use your hands and your mouth, as long as it’s nice and wet it’s gonna feel really good.”
You nodded. It was a relief that he wasn’t expecting you to deepthroat that thing, “Do you like it when someone can take it all the way?”
Harry breathed a laugh out of his nostrils, “Well… only if the person giving head likes that kind of thing. I would never enjoy it if someone wasn’t into that. But yes. I do rather like it. Not more than any other type of blow job, though.”
You gulped and continued palmed at his length softly. Harry kept his eyes on you to watch how you’d do it. To see what your go-to move was and when you made no move he finally spoke, “Go in however you want. Let’s see how you normally go about giving a blow job.”
“Okay. Yeah…” You took a deep breath and lowered yourself down as he fixed his feet flat on the mattress with knees bent upward, making space for you to fit between his thighs. First, you spat over his tip and used your hand to rub your saliva down his shaft. A quick glance up at him and he looked like he was enjoying it.
After spitting another glob over his slit that clung to your lips a little longer than it did the first time things were feeling much wetter. You stroked along the full length of his cock, from base to tip, tip to base, and back again as you lowered further, getting your lips just over his tip, and looked up at him, swiping your tongue over his crown. Smooth and warm. Adjusting your hips you got into a better position and gripped his base with both hands as you began to take him in your mouth. Your tongue cupped the underside of his cock as you dipped down and pulled up, suckling at his tip before repeating.
Harry’s fingers gently pushed at your chin, “I’d like you to do one thing for me, Y/n…” your eyes shot up to his, “Can you keep your eyes on me, just like you’re doing right now?”
You pulled off and nodded, “Yeah. Sorry.”
Harry tutted at you, “You didn’t do anything wrong. Just really fond of your pretty eyes. Personal preference is all.”
Keeping your gaze on his you kissed his tip softly and slowly before tonguing at his frenulum. It was a good thing you were looking at him in that moment because the expression on his face as you ran your tongue along the underside of his cockhead was lascivious and the sudden heat between you two might not have been noticed if you hadn’t been looking at him.
When you lowered your lips over him again, hollowing your cheeks and cupping the underside of his dick with your tongue, he palmed over your cheek and softly thumbed at your temple, “Y/n… fuck… that’s really good. Keep looking at me like this pretty girl.”
The soft touch from his hand and thumb on your face was full of affection and made your heart thunder in your chest. It made you dizzy the way he was looking at you. It was such a lewd act but somehow filled with tenderness.
The drool that leaked out of your mouth and down his shaft allowed your hands to slip around his base, twisting as you bobbed over the first bit of him with your mouth. It seemed like he was really enjoying what you were doing. Having your eyes on him while you were doing it felt more encouraging than embarrassing.
And Harry was very much enjoying what you were doing. He wasn’t all that picky when it came to getting blow jobs. Why would he be? Some hot girl wanted him to show her how to be better? Well, he rarely did much in the way of making someone any better than they already were.
Harry never intended to be known as a sex tutor or a sex guru. He was just a guy who loved sex. A guy who was patient and who really did care about the person he was with, even if it was just a one-time thing (which most of them were). And his line of studies gave him insight many lacked. The more he slept around (safely) the better he got and the more he understood. He put into practice the things he learned in his classes and when he was a Junior after a string of hookups with a group of very popular seniors he started to get a reputation.
It started with comments and discussions on the size of his cock. Then it eventually escalated to him being very good in bed. And how he could always make a woman come (he didn’t always make them come but he certainly tried and he learned the art of allowing sex to just be something that felt good and intimate and didn’t have to end in that elusive orgasm every time).
The first girl who was bold enough to ask him if he’d help her get to know her body better, had told him how she heard he was the best… and that had caught off guard. But he gave it a go. And he wound up enjoying the whole thing so much that when another girl asked him for help he decided there was no harm in going along with it.
He wasn’t trying to take advantage of anyone, as some jealous of his prowess would make it seem. No, he just really wanted to help, he loved that connection and to have it end with sex (in whatever form) was never a bad thing. Mostly he was just having fun and if he could use some of his knowledge and give someone confidence by the end of a “session” then so be it.
When you sucked around him, slurping noises came from between your lips and the skin on his shaft and he moaned, “Oh that’s good…” He gently placed a hand at the back of your neck and nudged his hips upward the slightest when he felt his cock start to throb and balls tightened.
Harry pulled at you to bring you up so you slid your lips from his tip and looked at him with pretty rounded eyes as you sat on your knees.
“You’re perfect. If I had you sucking me off like this every day I’d have no complaints. That’s the work of someone who’s into it and I can tell you are. Got me so close to coming already,” he took your hand and kissed the tops of your knuckles. Yeah, you were already smitten with him. But maybe that was just because you liked his praise so much.
“Thank you,” you grinned shyly.
Harry took the hand he kissed and brought it down between his legs, sliding your fingers on the underside of his balls, “There’s this spot right here. Kind of smooth. Feel that?”
You nodded.
“It’s called the perineum. This spot,” he pressed the pad of your middle finger over the area of skin, “Feels really good when you rub it gently. Especially while you’re also giving a blow job. Maybe take my balls in your palm a little to massage them and then move to the perineum. Just about any man you suck off is gonna absolutely love it. It’s also a really good trick when you just want the guy to come already, ‘cause maybe he’s taking too long,” he grinned.
He dragged your hand up to cup his scrotum and you kept your eyes on his as you softly squeezed. Harry’s brows narrowed and his lips parted, “Let’s do that yeah? Wanna give it a go?”
Nodding, you lowered yourself again, your lips parting around his crown as you gently massaged his balls and kept your eyes angled up toward his. You kept one hand at the base of his shaft and felt the full, warmth of his sac in your palm before you pulled off of his cock and dropped your lips down to his balls, kissing the skin all around and skimming your tongue through every crevice and wrinkle, wetting him on all sides.
You remembered you were supposed to be looking up at him and when you saw his face it only egged you on. His soft groan and pink puffy lips parted in lust with hooded eyes so you wound your tongue down further and pressed the tip of your wet muscle to the spot he called the perineum.
“Fuck! Yes…”
You liked that reaction. So you did it again and used your hand on his shaft to continue pumping him in long strokes as you pressed over the small strip of skin under his scrotum before you brought your tongue all the way up over his balls and to his base. The pre-come dripping from his tip made things wetter as you slid your palm over him.
You kept one finger on his perineum and then brought your mouth back over his cock and the desperate whimper that fell from his lungs made you feel giddy. You sucked him in and flicked your sight up to him but his eyes were closed. You could feel his legs trembling as your shoulder was pressed into his inner thigh. Gently you brought your hand over his scrotum and massaged as you worked his tip with your lips and tongue.
He placed both of his hands on either side of your head, “Y/n… yes… honey I’m gonna come. That’s so good. You’re so good for me… holy shit… where do you want me to come, huh?”
You were kind of amazed at how he was so melty and whimpery from the blow job you were giving him. You lifted and looked up at him, “Just come in my mouth. Want you to feel good.”
He nodded as he panted and you put your lips back on him, lowering down and sucking as you used your tongue to apply pressure to his crown. Continuing to play with his balls and peek up at him you saw the moment his face scrunched up and his lips dropped open wide. No sound came out at first but you tasted the first pump of his come down your throat and then felt his big cock throbbing against your tongue and it was the hottest blow job you’d ever given. And you weren’t even receiving… the reaction he gave you had you so turned on and so dizzy that you felt the need to take him deeper.
You forced yourself down further, feeling his tip nudging and spurting at the top part of your throat and you swallowed around him before sputtering slightly.
When he finally began to moan it was deep and throaty. His head was tilted back, facing the ceiling as he pumped into your mouth and down your throat. The hands he held at the side of your face were gentle and honestly? You were in heaven. You could do this with him every day if he let you.
And you tried not comparing Gunther to Harry but it was hard. Harry was so masculine and his cock was prettier and much bigger. With Gunther, you could almost take all of him in your mouth without much issue. You didn’t but you probably could have. Harry was a different story. His big cock filled up all the space in your mouth and he smelled so good too. It was a mix of what you assumed was his natural smell with a clean powdery soap.
But it was the moans Harry was making that had you feeling so worked up. He really enjoyed your blow job and that was all you needed to feel good about yourself and your ability.
Harry’s moan quieted into a simper as you continued dragging your tongue along the underside of his cock until he lulled his head forward and looked down at you, “S’good. Fuck that was good.” He prodded at you to bring your mouth off of him and you sat back with a proud smile.
He leaned forward to pull at the back of your neck and smash his lips against yours. You clung onto his shoulders as he positioned you next to him on the bed on your bottom and then he ran his hands down your sides and pulled at your sweater, “Can we get this off?”
You gripped the bottom hem of your hoodie as Harry sat back and peeled his sweater off over his head, making you pause so you could devour his chest and his arms, and his abs with your eyes. The tattoos that were scattered over his body and on his arms were no surprise. You’d heard through the grapevine about his tattoos once your roommate told you about him. And you heard he was fit. But this? He was the perfect amount of muscled and beefy. He was lean but he appeared well-fed. Broad shoulders, pecs you could bite into…
You gulped when you felt Harry’s big hands smoothing up and down your limbs as he absorbed the sight of you before you finally pulled your sweater off and then unhooked your bra, holding the cups up against your breasts for a moment to make sure he was still in it. Because maybe your body would be a complete turn off but his expressive face did all the talking and he moved his hands up your hips as his irises roamed over your skin.
“So pretty, Y/n,” he spoke like he knew you needed the reassurance. Which you did. So you slowly lowered your bra and pulled the straps from your arms and almost immediately Harry ducked down and kissed your right nipple while his hand palmed at your left tit. He moaned against your soft flesh and you felt cool air hit your skin in the path where his tongue laved against you.
A soft gasp fell from your lips when he wrapped his mouth over your nipple and looked up at you from his spot, pink lips suckling at your breast. It was almost as if he needed to make sure he was doing what you liked. As if the man wasn’t some kind of expert.
Harry’s bulky body moved over you and his hands brushed over the skin at your sides and down to your hips where your panties clung tight. You lifted your hips, ready for him to take care of you, ready to have him pull the last bit of fabric from your body and Harry grinned at you.
“I’m gonna pull these down, okay?”
Nodding you laughed in slight nervousness. You weren’t sure when you’d gotten so eager but giving Harry a blow job had made you a bit insatiable and all of the nice things he said about you, how good you were... Your insides were aching and you knew you were probably already wet, the crotch of your panties was warm against your skin.
And as he slowly dragged the material down your legs he kept looking up at you. A little bit of reassurance that he was only going to go as far as you wanted.
Paying close attention to his eyes you watched him drag his gaze over all your crevices and then up to your tits and then your eyes as he licked his lips. He wrapped a hand on the underside of your calf, lifting your leg the smallest bit as he tucked himself in closer, his shoulders pressing into your thighs.
The warm, soft kisses he dotted on your inner thigh as he looked up at you made you feel worshiped. Like he was savoring the moment and was going to take his time with you.
“Y/n, I just want to make you feel good. Tell me if you don’t like something or if you need something more okay? Because you did so good for me and I’m gonna be dreaming about those lips on me. Just want to make you feel as good as good as you made me feel.”
Harry could tell you liked a bit of praise. A compliment here and there was easy enough to throw in because it was all true. You were very good and you were so pretty and now he was going to return the favor as best he could.
When you felt his tongue swipe up through your crease you moaned faintly as you kept your eyes on him. And when he dug in more, attached his lips to your pussy, and began sucking at you the groan that fell from his chest rumbled through your core and you held on to the back of his head as you arched your back off of the pillow under yourself. His lips slicked up and down, tongue pressing at your clit and then he moved, bringing his arm in and you felt his fingers prodding at your entrance as he looked up at you, pulling his mouth away from your pussy, “Tastes so good, Y/n. Could bury my face here all day long. You mind if I finger you a little? Would that feel good?”
He ran his digits through your folds like he already knew your answer and you nodded quickly, “Yeah. Okay. If you want.”
He grinned before you felt him push his middle finger past your opening and then he watched the face you made as he curled his finger up in your magic little spot. The one only your rabbit vibrator seemed to be able to hit.
You gasped and with that, he brought his lips back over your clit and got to work. His dark curls were smooth and thick between your fingers and the way he kept pulling his gaze up to yours as he licked into you was naughty. The whole scene was something from a dream. There was something so soft about how he kept his eyes on you to check-in.
You’d had a couple of guys go down on you before but they had no idea what they were doing and you weren’t sure if it was just supposed to feel like slippery nothing gliding over your labia or not. But now, with Harry doing the work… well you realized what it was actually meant to feel like. And Harry was not giving you slippery nothing.
He seemed to enjoy it as well which made your heart lurch in your chest. Especially with how he was moaning into you like you tasted good. And he had told you as much, which… that had you on edge already.
When Harry slid in a second finger he opened his mouth wide and tongued up from where his fingers were pumping into you to your clit.
You couldn’t help the pathetic moans that were loudly bouncing off the walls of his studio, “Oh god, Harry…”
But the thing that was really seeping into your skin and your veins and making your heart pound was his eyes on yours. You couldn’t get over it. It was so intimate and sexy and the gushy noises coming from your slippery pussy were lewd and dirty. It was the perfect juxtaposition of just nasty enough but also sweet and soft that had you spiraling.
When they tell you that the biggest part of getting turned on is all in the mind, that’s absolutely true. Harry was a master at it. You weren’t sure you’d ever been so turned on with any man before. He really knew which buttons to push and all the right things to say.
“Fuck, that’s good… holy shit, Harry…”
He loved hearing you whine his name and the feel of your hips bucking upward in tiny bursts. You were one of those girls that was going to have an orgasm, he just knew it. The way you kept getting wetter every time you shot your eyes down to his was a big telltale sign. Some didn’t like the eye contact but he loved it and so did you, clearly.
He moaned into your pussy and swallowed you down as he worked his tongue in teasing circles around your clit before wrapping his lips around you again and smushing down over you with just the right amount of pressure.
The arm he had under your thigh he wrapped under your lower back, pulling you in closer if that was possible, as he continued fingering you with his other hand. The man was unquenchable. Like he needed to stuff his face in as close as humanly possible. Like he needed to suck you dry and make it so that you never forgot his name.
Your insides were melting for him. His fingers were magic inside of you and it had your brain all fuzzed out and blurry. But the way he rolled your clit under his tongue was divine, otherworldly… he knew what he was doing with that big mouth of his.
You gasped and looked back down at him again and his eyes were already pinned to yours.
“Oh… gonna co… oh fuck, gonna come…” you felt like you were being lifted into the air, levitating and vibrating off the bed and out of the atmosphere as he kept his fingers and his tongue steady. But when he moaned deeply into your cunt, that low resonate sensation traveling from your clit to your core and through your tummy made you lose control.
You didn’t realize you were yanking his hair as your legs quaked and your body liquified under him. But it didn’t deter him. He watched you unravel, tits bouncing and back arching as you orgasmed into his mouth and he curled his fingers up against your g-spot as you clamped over his digits.
If he didn’t have his mouth occupied he would have praised you more in that moment. Told you how pretty you were and how good you did for him. But he waited until you began to slowly come back to earth before whispering into your ear the sweet things he knew you’d like to hear.
He laid next to you and grasped your face, kissing your lips softly as you sighed, “So fucking good. What a pretty orgasm that was, Y/n…” He spoke between kisses.
“Did that all for me? Yeah?”
You couldn’t answer him. Not in that moment. You’d just melted and dissolved and had only begun to re-solidify and become a real human with lungs and limbs and skin and pores again.
“You are really fun to eat out, Y/n. Tasted so nice and you sound so sexy when you come. You can call me anytime you need a release okay?” He continued kissing your cheek and your lips as he spoke softly.
Harry didn’t rush you out like you thought he might. He rubbed over your tummy and kissed your breasts softly and ran his lips up the side of your neck as you slowly opened your eyes and sighed.
“Feel okay?”
You nodded and smiled, “Really good.”
“Stay as long as you want. Okay? No rush. We can even grab dinner together if you want or I can make you something.” Harry wasn’t sure why he asked you that. While he didn’t usually rush anyone out, he didn’t typically offer food or dinner either. There was just something about you that compelled him to ask. Perhaps he hoped you’d stick around a bit longer.
You sat up, “Oh. That’s really nice of you. But… maybe I should probably head back. Get some schoolwork done.”
You’d have loved to stay for dinner but you also didn’t want to get your feelings mixed up for a guy like Harry. Not that there was anything wrong with him, but you understood what this was. A one-time thing. Something fun where you got to learn a thing or two. If you stuck around too long you’d probably just want more. And that would only end in heartbreak for you. Because Harry was kind of the ideal guy in a lot of ways.
“Of course. Just thought I’d ask.”
There were no hard feelings for this kind of thing. Harry wasn’t offended that you didn’t want to stay. He’d had a good time with you and he was almost certain you had a good time as well. And that was just about all one could ask for.
Harry let you use his bathroom to clean up and get dressed. And as you did so you thought about how Gunther didn’t even offer you anything to eat or to stay after. In fact he didn’t even ask if you wanted to use his bathroom, when that would have been nice after giving him head. Because even though Gunther didn’t really touch you, you were still wet, and walking back to your dorm with wet panties was not a nice feeling. Especially when you didn’t even get anything out of it.
You’d be wary of Gunther. You’d give him another shot because you were a nice girl but you weren’t going to ignore the concerns Harry had. Perhaps Harry was right.
When you stepped out of the bathroom Harry handed you a glass of water, “Drink a little before you head out, and what dorm do you live in?” He looked down at his phone as he asked.
“Oh… uh the Millennium dorms near the arts building.”
He nodded as you took a gulp of the water and he showed you his phone, “Uber will be here for you in three minutes. I’ll walk you down, okay?”
“Wait. You didn’t have to do that! Um… I can walk or get an Uber myself it’s–“
He shook his head and grinned, “I know I didn’t have to but it’s getting late. Don’t want you walking twenty minutes by yourself. Who knows what could be lurking out there,” he laughed.
You pointed at him, “Fine. But I’m gonna pay you back. Next time I see you okay?”
“Not necessary. Now come on,” he playfully swatted at your bottom and directed you toward his door, “Let’s go downstairs and wait for…” he looked at his phone, “Rebecca in a white Trail Blazer.”
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Our Place*
Summary: An extra for 404*
The one where Harry invites you back to his apartment for the first time and it doesn't go as planned.
Word Count: 1.7k
Content Warning: 18+, smut, breeding kink, angst (happy ending), use of a safe word
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Harry’s apartment is nicer than you expected. 
The furniture is cozy, the décor is unique, and his bedroom is well kept. He even has fresh flowers on his kitchen table. 
It surprised you, even though it shouldn’t. Harry doesn’t seem like a dirty guy, but truthfully, you were still shocked to find he had both sheets on his bed and no clothes on the ground.
You take in the tiny details of his life as he kisses down your neck and slips his fingers into your jeans. He’d wrangled you onto the bed only seconds after you walked through the door. He didn’t want to give you a tour of the whole apartment. Just the bedroom. Which you were more than all right with. 
He’s oddly desperate, given the circumstances. Maybe he always is, but tonight feels different. Tonight feels…hopeful.
“Shit, Tink,” he groans into your ear when he feels how wet you’ve become. “S’this just because you rode my bike?”
You gently swat the back of his head. “Stop it.”
“What?” He noses under your jaw. “Felt you squirming back there, Princess. Did you really think I wouldn’t notice how you were trying to get yourself off to the vibrations?”
You wince. You didn’t even realize you’d been doing it. “I was not, I was just…the adrenaline was a lot—”
“Uh-huh.” He laughs and something about it sounds like honey. “S’fine, baby. You know I don’t mind.”
“Well…I wasn’t—”
“Sure. Can I fuck you now?”
You huff. “That’s why I’m here.”
He rips your jeans down your legs, tossing them over his shoulder and somewhere onto the floor. The warm air feels good and it’s then that you realize he’s right. You’re soaked, all the way through your panties.
But instead of taunting you further, he only tugs them aside and pulls his cock out. 
“I think…” he murmurs as he lines himself up, “…it’s high time I got you pregnant.”
Your mouth falls open in a moan as he drops a glob of spit onto your clit and pushes in.  
You’ve noticed that his breeding kink makes an appearance more often than not these days. Which you aren’t exactly complaining about. After all, you have one, too. Mostly thanks to him.
But it surprises you all the same as he starts to work himself in and out of your tight cunt, whispering the filthiest promises. 
“Think I won’t do it, hm? I will. Swell this pretty belly with my cum. S’what it was made for, wasn’t it? To take me. Have my babies. Gonna stretch you so pretty…get your tits leaking. You’ll let me have a taste, won’t you, Princess?”
You try to respond but how can you? You feel as though you’ve been fucked dumb. Unable to hear anything past the pounding of blood in your ears.
His glasses start to slip down his nose. He almost always takes them off—they’re mostly for reading anyway. But you like the look of them. Like how studious it makes him seem...how scandalous.
So, you nudge them back up. Desperate to see him exactly the way he always is.
He smirks. “You all right there, Tink?”
You nod weakly. “Yes…yeah. M’fine.”
“Thinking about what I said?” He kisses down your chest. “Thinking about calling me Daddy for real? Having our babies?"
Our. A word you didn’t think belonged to you. Because Harry doesn’t belong to you. And you don’t belong to him. You’re two separate people. Even when you fuck, he’s in his world and you’re in yours. You weren’t meant to be an “our.”
You chalk this up to a slip of the tongue. Something you say when you're threatening to breed someone. And you choose not to give it any power. Because you know what happens if you do.
The fucking gets harder. Faster. He’s chasing a high. In fact, he's been chasing it since earlier in the bar when he saw you with another man. And you know he’s trying to hold off for you, but he wants to cum. He wants to paint your belly with his seed and fuck it back in. Wants to make good on his word even if he shouldn’t.
Your nails scratch down his back, damp and covered in sweat. But his muscles feel good in your hands and you whimper as you hike a leg over his hip and bury him in your pussy.
In your lust-filled haze, your attention drifts. Head rolling to the side as you focus on the soft grunts in your ear. 
But then, your eyes find something on his dresser.
Your heart stops.
In fact, everything stops. Your breathing, your noises, your gentle rolls to meet his thrusts.
It all stops. And you whisper, “Red.”
He quickly falls still. A rather impressive feat given how anxious he is to find release. From 100 to 0 in only seconds, and you almost feel guilty as you sense him glance at you.
“What’s wrong?” he asks through labored inhales. “What…what happened, what do you want me to do?”
But you don’t look back. You keep your focus on the piece of furniture in the corner of his room and you will yourself not to cry.
Eventually, he looks, too. And when he realizes, the air in the room shifts.
He lets out a soft sigh and drops his hand to your hip. Squeezing it once. “Tink…”
You say nothing. Tears are pooling behind your lashes and your chest feels tight. 
“Tink,” he tries again, firm. His grip tightens on your waist. “Tinkerbell—"
“She’s beautiful,” you breathe. You take in a soft gasp. “Oh, my god, Harry, she’s…she’s so beautiful.”
He’s quiet for only a moment. “Yeah. She was,” he agrees gently.
You can’t take your eyes away from the picture frame. The guilt is so much worse now than it was before. Your heart is in your throat, in your ears, lying on the floor next to your jeans. 
You shouldn’t be here. You shouldn’t be here. In his bed—their bed—fucking the man she died loving. While he promises to get you pregnant and give you his babies.
And how is he so calm? How the fuck is he looking at her picture while still inside of you instead of screaming at you to leave his apartment? How can he be okay with cheating on her with you?
“Princess,” he says again, and grabs onto your jaw to force your focus back to him. “Talk to me, what do you want me to do?”
Your lashes flutter. “What?”
“You said red,” he reminds you. “Which means we stop. But I need to know if you’re in pain or if I can pull out?”
It takes a moment for you to blink the fog from your mind and understand. But when you do, your stomach wrenches. “I…wait, shit, I…I want you to finish, I just…I saw her photo, and—”
“I know,” he interrupts softly. He gives you a gentle smile. “Yeah, I know. I’ve been there. But red means stop. And we’re gonna honor that. No matter why you said it.”
You whimper. “Harry, wait—”
“I’m gonna pull out,” he says, ignoring your plea. “And then we’re gonna talk—”
“Harry…Harry come on, you can’t—”
But he does. Even though he winces as slips himself out, teeth gritting together to keep from coming. 
But once he’s out, he delicately closes your legs, and sits beside you. “Okay,” he begins. He keeps your eyes on him. “What’s going on up there?” 
He nods at your forehead and you want to cry. “Nothing, I just…I…”
“You’ve never seen her before.”
You shake your head. “I don’t think so.”
“And you weren’t expecting to see her now,” he says for you. “Especially when we were fucking.”
You sniffle. “It felt like we were cheating. Like I was helping you hurt her. And then…and then I got worried that maybe you only brought me back here so you could pretend I was her. You know? With all the stuff about…about babies…and us, and…and—”
“Okay, breathe,” he instructs. He cups your cheek and presses his thumb to your trembling lips. “Breathe, Tink. Slow.”
Forced to obey, you suck in shallow gasps for air until your heart rate slows and your head doesn’t feel so dizzy.
Pleased, he says, “I know you’re not her, Tink. I don’t want you to be.”
Your expression softens.
“I brought you here because you’re the only person I want to see in the place she once lived,” he continues. His voice is strong. Steady. Like he’s given this far more thought than you anticipated. “After she died, I left it the same. I didn’t touch anything. Not the furniture she picked out. Not the dumb, cute little bowls she insisted we buy. Not the coffee pot that doesn’t work but she loved because she swore it made her coffee taste better. None of it.”
The tears fall down your cheeks, fast and without mercy. 
“I didn’t invite people over because I wanted to pretend she still lived here,” he tells you. “I wanted it to still be our place. Not just mine. And the thought of bringing someone else back here felt…wrong.”
You grab onto his wrist to keep his hand close and he smiles. 
“And then you,” he murmurs, dipping down to nuzzle his nose against yours. A display of affection you’d never expect from him. “And yeah, you’re annoying, and I hate you. But she would have fucking loved you.”
You nearly sob. 
“I want you here,” he says. “I want to talk about getting you pregnant and having our babies. I want to fuck you on this bed and I want to make you cry for a very different reason.”
You laugh through the tears.
“Look, I don’t believe in guardian angels and an afterlife and all that shit,” he admits. “But sometimes, I swear she sent you to me. And yeah, I probably should have moved the picture first. That was my fault, I haven’t had anyone in here in a while. But…you’re not her, Tink. You’re you. And that’s exactly who I want you to be.”
You can’t stop the next wave of emotion as you sling your arms around his neck and pull him close. He chuckles in your embrace but doesn’t fight you. He holds you, too. For as long as you both need.
“I hate you, too,” you finally whisper.
He smiles.
“Harry?”
“Mm?”
“…can we please finish now?”
He leans back to see you. “Are you sure?”
“Very.” You kiss him. “After all, you promised to get me pregnant. And I can’t leave until you do, Daddy."
The groan against your lips is delicious and devious.
And it’s everything you’ve ever wanted.
“As you wish.”
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pink pony club
in which harry is a bodyguard at the club y/n dances at
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content warnings: spicy content, minor violence, a small unwanted touching scene, smut (thigh riding, spitting, dirty talk, breast play, one "sir" mention, minor slapping......I think that's it gkdfjgkjd)
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Harry doesn’t care much about his job.
He’s not all that interested in working night shifts that start at 8:30 p.m. and don’t end until 4 a.m. He’s not tempted by the constant flow of alcohol, the endless lines of powder that decorate the bartop and booth tables, and the half — and sometimes fully — naked girls that make their money by twirling around oiled up stripper poles and sweet-talking businessmen. 
His job as a bodyguard is simply a means to an end. A paycheck. A way to survive. 
Unless Y/N is working.
The second she started at Pink Pony Club, it felt as if his world brightened up. She emitted an effervescent pink hue everywhere she went, bathing Harry in it with her bright smile and sweet eyes. He’s always kept a special eye on her — while he didn’t care for the logistics of his job, he took the safety of the dancers seriously, and Y/N was no exception. In fact, maybe she was the exception. 
He was the only dancer he watched. She was the only one he spoke to. His pretty, shy, pink girl. 
When she took one-on-one dances in the Red Room, he was the guard she asked to accompany her. He never minded. No, he dropped everything to be there with her, even if it meant standing there stoically, watching as she grinded on the lap of a man that would tip her too little. 
If it were him, he would never take her perfect presence for granted. 
He would sit back and let her take her time. Shower her in every compliment his brain could churn out. He’d comply with the strict no touching rule, but god, if his hands wouldn’t tremble at his sides. He’d have to sit on them to stop himself from doing something stupid.
Sometimes, it’s what he wished those grimy men would do. Like this piece of shit, who’s been shelling out hundred after hundred dollar bills to keep Y/N locked away in the Red Room all night. It’s been hours and the guy can barely keep his head up straight. From Harry’s spot in front of the door, he can tell Y/N’s tired and in need of a break. And when the song comes to a crawling end, he’s ready to step in and tell the guy to get lost, but he’s already digging in his pocket for his wallet. Harry grits his teeth as he watches Y/N’s shoulders fall. 
“Another one,” the idiot mutters, stuffing three hundred dollars in the waistband of her panties. Y/N jerks away from his touch and the man stills, flashing her a confused expression. “What? I’ve paid you your entire yearly salary tonight and I can’t put some fuckin’ money in your panties?”
Harry’s fists ball up at his sides, already taking heavy strides towards them as Y/N’s mumbling out, “you’re not allowed to touch the girls.”
“Oh, give me a fuckin’ break,” he wails, sending a look of disbelief to Harry, as if he should agree with him. “This girl’s a cocktease!”
Harry snorts and Y/N shuffles off the man’s lap. He stands in front of her, creating a physical barrier between the two. 
“You heard her, you’re not allowed to touch any of the girls. Doesn’t matter how much money you’ve paid.” Harry says, crossing his arms over his chest. “Are you gonna get lost or are we gonna have a problem?”
The guy rolls his eyes. “You’re telling me you’re always here watching over this one and you’ve never once copped a feel? She’s out with her fuckin’ ass and tits out and you—”
He doesn’t get a chance to finish whatever disgusting sentence was coming out of his mouth because Harry’s already pulling him up by the shirt collar. The guy yelps as Harry’s strong grip yanks him off the couch and he scoffs, resisting the urge to spit in his face.
“Disgusting piece of shit.” he mutters, throwing him up against the maroon velvet wall. “You know that? You think you can fucking talk about her like she’s some kind of object?”
“She’s a stripper!” he exclaims, raising his hands up in mock defense. 
“I don’t fucking care,” Harry growls, “She could be an escort for all I care, but you don’t touch anyone without their fucking permission. Especially her. Do you fucking hear me?”
“Yeah, man, whatever! It’s all good, I promise!”
“Oh, it’s all good?” he mocks, keeping him pushed up against the wall with his hand up against his chest. His other arm cocks back and his hand forms a tight fist, his knuckles white as hot adrenaline courses through his veins. He’s ready to beat this guy until he’s unrecognizable — until he hears it. 
A small, quiet whimper of his name. 
Immediately, he turns around. Y/N stands behind him, looking small and helpless with glassy eyes. Again, she repeats his name. “Harry,” she says, shaking her head. “It’s not worth it, I don’t wanna lose my job. Just let him go.”
And just like that, he does.
He lowers his fist, his hand unfurls around the cheap fabric of his button-up, and he’s free to go, scrambling out of the Red Room before Harry has the chance to tell the other bodyguards to escort him out. But he doesn’t care. All he cares about is the teary eyed girl with trembling fingers. 
“Baby,” he breathes, fear surging through his chest as he wraps a tender arm around her waist. He sits onto the crushed velvet bench and pulls her into his lap, keeping a soothing hand placed at the small of her waist. “Are you okay? Are you hurt?”
She quickly shakes her head, allowing the tears to flow a bit more freely now. “I-I’m okay. Just scary.”
“I know,” he mumbles, biting his lip. “Was it— did I scare you?”
“No, no. I know you were just… trying to protect me.” she says softly, blinking her eyes at him.
“I was, sweetheart. I promise. I would never do anything to hurt or scare you.”
She nods. “I know.”
“How much longer do you have left of your shift? I can take you home. You shouldn’t be working when you’re upset.”
Y/N glances down at the watch around Harry’s wrist, nibbling on her bottom lip as she thinks. It’s already 2, which means the club closes in less than three hours.
“Just another hour. I can make it,” she replies as she straightens her posture in his grasp. “I’m just… I don’t think I’m ready to go back out there yet.”
“That’s fine. We can stay here as long as you’d like.” And he’d certainly knock out anyone who threatened to give her shit for it.
They sit in silence for a bit and Harry keeps a protective arm looped around her waist the entire time, drawing soft circles into her exposed hip. He feels relief at knowing that she doesn’t express discomfort at being in his arms and frankly, if it were up to him, she’d never leave them.
Harry’s torn from his thoughts when she runs her fingers over the expanse of tattoos that cover his arms. Glancing down, he watches as her manicured nails slowly float from the anchor on his wrist all the way up to the ship on his bicep. He swallows, staying impossibly still as she analyzes the ink. Eventually, she lands on the cursive A on his shoulder.
“Girlfriend?” she asks, peering up at him. He shakes his head.
“Mum,” he murmurs, “Do you have any tattoos?”
Y/N nods. “One.”
Harry’s tongue peeks out to moisten his lips as he maintains heavy-lidded eye contact with her. He’s seen nearly every bit of her skin and prickles form in his stomach, thinking about where her hidden tattoo could be. 
“What is it?”
Slowly, she shifts off of his lap to stand in front of him. Using deft fingertips to peel the waistband of her lacey lingerie down, she reveals a simple red rose inked into her skin, just above where her mound begins. Harry swallows harshly at the sight. 
“Do you like it?” 
Harry huffs out a laugh. “Gorgeous.” he mumbles.
“I was thinking about getting another one,” she breathes as she shimmies the fabric just a bit lower. She taps the small patch of skin across from the rose. “An H, maybe.”
“That would be a silly decision, sweetheart,” he says lowly, leaning back against the bench and spreading his legs a little wider. “You don’t want an initial for the guy who beats up idiot losers.”
“I do, though. I love knowing you’re there to protect me.” she replies. Briskly, she climbs back into his lap, this time straddling his waist and placing her knees on either side of him. As if on instinct, he wraps his arms around her to steady her, pressing one palm to the back of her thigh. 
“I’ll always be there to protect you,” he mumbles, chest tightening as she leans closer. Her lips are centimeters away and it makes his breath catch in his throat. His throat bobs as he swallows, angling his head ever so slightly to minimize the small gap between them, and then he whispers: “Stop me if it’s too much.”
“It’s not,” she’s so close to him that her breath ghosts over his plush lips, “Kiss me. Please.”
That’s all he needs to seal their lips, her shaky hands finding purchase at the back of his neck. It feels so special to have her hands on him as their lips meld; slowly at first, and then she’s straightening her back to push her chest forward, desperate to be closer, closer, closer. 
It feels like their only source of oxygen is coming from one another. Harry’s hands grip her ass firmly, squeezing the plump skin in his palms. He’s content with keeping things here at a steady PG-13 level until her wet mouth breaks away for just a moment, only long enough to murmur, “touch me, I need it.”
A groan oscillates from his throat as his hands travel down to her neck, her shoulders, her chest, and then finally her breasts. His hands find the covered peaks of her nipples and she inhales sharply, shuddering beneath his touch. He smirks as he settles on the right side of her chest, using his thumb to gently brush over her nipple. She straightens her spine and leans into the sensation as he slowly rubs it back and forth. 
"Always gonna keep you safe. You know that?” Harry mumbles into her mouth, licking at the seam of her lips. Her eyes squeeze shut and her thighs threaten to close around his wide, spread legs. “Uh-huh,” she nearly whines. He swallows as he watches her, noticing her quick descent into desperation. He gives her nipple a soft squeeze before quickly pausing to unhook her bra and toss it to the floor. He resumes his teasing just a moment later, leaning forward and attaching his lips to the hard bud. A quiet, shaky mewl falls from her swollen lips. He parts with a pop but only to spit messily onto the peak. She gasps when he takes her nipple into his mouth again, hissing as he bites the skin. It’s not hard or long enough to elicit any real pain, just a sweet sizzle in her stomach that makes her tug at the curled ends of his hair. He chuckles softly at her reaction before licking over the bite and tucking the bud back between his lips. Once he’s gotten his fix, he removes his hand from her breast and moves it up to her mouth. "Open." he commands. As if under a spell, her bottom lip drops open and Harry pushes two of his fingers inside, pressing them down against her tongue. "Dirty little mouth, hm?" He murmurs. She nods submissively and he grins, "Suck." She closes her lips, encasing his long fingers in her mouth as she begins to slowly bob up and down, taking them further. His fingertips make contact with her throat, eliciting a short gag as the muscles contract slightly around them. Quickly, he removes them. "Did I hurt you?" She shakes her head and reaches up to wipe away some of the drool that had escaped her mouth. "No. I like it." "Are you lying, baby?" He asks, moving her hair over her shoulder, "This isn't fun for me if you're just doing what you think I want." "I'm not lying, I promise. I like it." Harry's lips curl into a smirk. "Tell me what else you like, then." As she opens her mouth, he shifts his thigh between her legs, the muscles flexing firmly against her core. She gasps, though Harry pretends like he hadn't done anything, instead nodding at her shortly; an encouragement to follow his directions. "I like gagging on your fingers." She whines as he begins to move his thigh back and forth, just slow enough to create some friction between their bodies. "Yeah? What else do you like?" "You," she whimpers, gently rocking her hips against his jean-clad thigh, "When you keep me safe.” "Ah, my pretty baby likes feeling protected?” She nods as she begins to quicken my movements. He stills her hips but before she has a chance to whine about it, he mumbles out a "budge up, baby" so he can slip her panties off her legs. She resists the urge to hiss at the contact, her stomach tightening at the feeling of his thigh muscle against her. For a moment, he inspects the sodden underwear, clicking his tongue against the roof of his mouth. “You made quite the mess in these, baby. What got you so turned on?” She swallows harshly, her chest shaky. “Y-you. Seeing you threaten that guy for me.” He smirks but decides to leave it at that, feeling the desperate warmth radiating from her core. "Go 'head," he mumbles, leaning back. "Let me see you use me." She feels her hole contract at his words, mentally cringing as he chuckles. He feels how needy she is and he absolutely loves it. Slowly, she starts to grind against his thigh, holding in pathetic whimpers at the solid surface making contact with her clit. Harry tsks when he notices her roll her lips into her mouth. She looks down as he moves his hand towards her lower half, momentarily excited that he’ll pet at her the way she’s craving. The dream is short lived when he parts her pussy lips instead to look at the wet mess between them. "Don't hide your sounds," he scolds, pressing the pad of his fingertip to her clit, rolling it in small circles. "They're too pretty.”
She nods, prepared to continue her movements when she gasps out in surprise. Harry had delivered a swift slap to her clit — not painful enough to ask him to stop, but just enough to deliver a sizzling sensation to her core. "Tell me you'll moan for me." "I will, sir," she whines, rutting helplessly against his hand. He smirks and pinches the skin at her inner thigh before nodding again, a wordless order to continue. Hesitantly, she rocks her hips, building up a slow and intentional pace that hits her clit at the perfect angle. She’s dripping now, embarrassingly so, and making a mess both between their legs and on Harry's, but she’s too turned on to care. There’s something about knowing he’s watching her get off and doing exactly what he asks of her that sends her to another dimension. It’s not long before she feels a familiar tightening in her stomach. They’d built each other up and up and up, teasing one another until they could barely stand it, so she’s not surprised when her muscles started to clench, pathetic gasps falling from her swollen lips. "Is my good girl gonna cum?" Harry teases from beneath her. She nods jerkily, her nails digging into his stomach. "Let me see. Cum all over my leg, baby. Make a mess." Harry's dirty talk is finally what does her in. With a few more rocks of her hips, she’s in heaven, whimpering out calls of his name as she peaks. He holds her hips to keep me on his leg as she bounces helplessly through her orgasm, her eyes slowly blinking open to find a smirk on his face when she finally begins coming down. "You're heaven sent, y'know that?" he mumbles. Y/N laughs breathily as she shakes her head, her blushy gaze falling to his lap. He thumbs at her bottom lip and gently nudges her chin up. “Lemme take you home tonight,” he whispers, cupping her cheek in his palm, “I wanna take care of you.” She nods. “Yeah, okay. You’ll wait for me to finish my shift?” “Of course,” he murmurs as he presses his forehead against hers. “Always.”
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bodyguardrry x stripper!y/n?
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in which harry is a bodyguard at the club y/n dances at
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content warnings: spicy content, minor violence, a small unwanted touching scene, smut (thigh riding, spitting, dirty talk, breast play, one "sir" mention, minor slapping......I think that's it gkdfjgkjd)
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Harry doesn’t care much about his job.
He’s not all that interested in working night shifts that start at 8:30 p.m. and don’t end until 4 a.m. He’s not tempted by the constant flow of alcohol, the endless lines of powder that decorate the bartop and booth tables, and the half — and sometimes fully — naked girls that make their money by twirling around oiled up stripper poles and sweet-talking businessmen. 
His job as a bodyguard is simply a means to an end. A paycheck. A way to survive. 
Unless Y/N is working.
The second she started at Pink Pony Club, it felt as if his world brightened up. She emitted an effervescent pink hue everywhere she went, bathing Harry in it with her bright smile and sweet eyes. He’s always kept a special eye on her — while he didn’t care for the logistics of his job, he took the safety of the dancers seriously, and Y/N was no exception. In fact, maybe she was the exception. 
He was the only dancer he watched. She was the only one he spoke to. His pretty, shy, pink girl. 
When she took one-on-one dances in the Red Room, he was the guard she asked to accompany her. He never minded. No, he dropped everything to be there with her, even if it meant standing there stoically, watching as she grinded on the lap of a man that would tip her too little. 
If it were him, he would never take her perfect presence for granted. 
He would sit back and let her take her time. Shower her in every compliment his brain could churn out. He’d comply with the strict no touching rule, but god, if his hands wouldn’t tremble at his sides. He’d have to sit on them to stop himself from doing something stupid.
Sometimes, it’s what he wished those grimy men would do. Like this piece of shit, who’s been shelling out hundred after hundred dollar bills to keep Y/N locked away in the Red Room all night. It’s been hours and the guy can barely keep his head up straight. From Harry’s spot in front of the door, he can tell Y/N’s tired and in need of a break. And when the song comes to a crawling end, he’s ready to step in and tell the guy to get lost, but he’s already digging in his pocket for his wallet. Harry grits his teeth as he watches Y/N’s shoulders fall. 
“Another one,” the idiot mutters, stuffing three hundred dollars in the waistband of her panties. Y/N jerks away from his touch and the man stills, flashing her a confused expression. “What? I’ve paid you your entire yearly salary tonight and I can’t put some fuckin’ money in your panties?”
Harry’s fists ball up at his sides, already taking heavy strides towards them as Y/N’s mumbling out, “you’re not allowed to touch the girls.”
“Oh, give me a fuckin’ break,” he wails, sending a look of disbelief to Harry, as if he should agree with him. “This girl’s a cocktease!”
Harry snorts and Y/N shuffles off the man’s lap. He stands in front of her, creating a physical barrier between the two. 
“You heard her, you’re not allowed to touch any of the girls. Doesn’t matter how much money you’ve paid.” Harry says, crossing his arms over his chest. “Are you gonna get lost or are we gonna have a problem?”
The guy rolls his eyes. “You’re telling me you’re always here watching over this one and you’ve never once copped a feel? She’s out with her fuckin’ ass and tits out and you—”
He doesn’t get a chance to finish whatever disgusting sentence was coming out of his mouth because Harry’s already pulling him up by the shirt collar. The guy yelps as Harry’s strong grip yanks him off the couch and he scoffs, resisting the urge to spit in his face.
“Disgusting piece of shit.” he mutters, throwing him up against the maroon velvet wall. “You know that? You think you can fucking talk about her like she’s some kind of object?”
“She’s a stripper!” he exclaims, raising his hands up in mock defense. 
“I don’t fucking care,” Harry growls, “She could be an escort for all I care, but you don’t touch anyone without their fucking permission. Especially her. Do you fucking hear me?”
“Yeah, man, whatever! It’s all good, I promise!”
“Oh, it’s all good?” he mocks, keeping him pushed up against the wall with his hand up against his chest. His other arm cocks back and his hand forms a tight fist, his knuckles white as hot adrenaline courses through his veins. He’s ready to beat this guy until he’s unrecognizable — until he hears it. 
A small, quiet whimper of his name. 
Immediately, he turns around. Y/N stands behind him, looking small and helpless with glassy eyes. Again, she repeats his name. “Harry,” she says, shaking her head. “It’s not worth it, I don’t wanna lose my job. Just let him go.”
And just like that, he does.
He lowers his fist, his hand unfurls around the cheap fabric of his button-up, and he’s free to go, scrambling out of the Red Room before Harry has the chance to tell the other bodyguards to escort him out. But he doesn’t care. All he cares about is the teary eyed girl with trembling fingers. 
“Baby,” he breathes, fear surging through his chest as he wraps a tender arm around her waist. He sits onto the crushed velvet bench and pulls her into his lap, keeping a soothing hand placed at the small of her waist. “Are you okay? Are you hurt?”
She quickly shakes her head, allowing the tears to flow a bit more freely now. “I-I’m okay. Just scary.”
“I know,” he mumbles, biting his lip. “Was it— did I scare you?”
“No, no. I know you were just… trying to protect me.” she says softly, blinking her eyes at him.
“I was, sweetheart. I promise. I would never do anything to hurt or scare you.”
She nods. “I know.”
“How much longer do you have left of your shift? I can take you home. You shouldn’t be working when you’re upset.”
Y/N glances down at the watch around Harry’s wrist, nibbling on her bottom lip as she thinks. It’s already 2, which means the club closes in less than three hours.
“Just another hour. I can make it,” she replies as she straightens her posture in his grasp. “I’m just… I don’t think I’m ready to go back out there yet.”
“That’s fine. We can stay here as long as you’d like.” And he’d certainly knock out anyone who threatened to give her shit for it.
They sit in silence for a bit and Harry keeps a protective arm looped around her waist the entire time, drawing soft circles into her exposed hip. He feels relief at knowing that she doesn’t express discomfort at being in his arms and frankly, if it were up to him, she’d never leave them.
Harry’s torn from his thoughts when she runs her fingers over the expanse of tattoos that cover his arms. Glancing down, he watches as her manicured nails slowly float from the anchor on his wrist all the way up to the ship on his bicep. He swallows, staying impossibly still as she analyzes the ink. Eventually, she lands on the cursive A on his shoulder.
“Girlfriend?” she asks, peering up at him. He shakes his head.
“Mum,” he murmurs, “Do you have any tattoos?”
Y/N nods. “One.”
Harry’s tongue peeks out to moisten his lips as he maintains heavy-lidded eye contact with her. He’s seen nearly every bit of her skin and prickles form in his stomach, thinking about where her hidden tattoo could be. 
“What is it?”
Slowly, she shifts off of his lap to stand in front of him. Using deft fingertips to peel the waistband of her lacey lingerie down, she reveals a simple red rose inked into her skin, just above where her mound begins. Harry swallows harshly at the sight. 
“Do you like it?” 
Harry huffs out a laugh. “Gorgeous.” he mumbles.
“I was thinking about getting another one,” she breathes as she shimmies the fabric just a bit lower. She taps the small patch of skin across from the rose. “An H, maybe.”
“That would be a silly decision, sweetheart,” he says lowly, leaning back against the bench and spreading his legs a little wider. “You don’t want an initial for the guy who beats up idiot losers.”
“I do, though. I love knowing you’re there to protect me.” she replies. Briskly, she climbs back into his lap, this time straddling his waist and placing her knees on either side of him. As if on instinct, he wraps his arms around her to steady her, pressing one palm to the back of her thigh. 
“I’ll always be there to protect you,” he mumbles, chest tightening as she leans closer. Her lips are centimeters away and it makes his breath catch in his throat. His throat bobs as he swallows, angling his head ever so slightly to minimize the small gap between them, and then he whispers: “Stop me if it’s too much.”
“It’s not,” she’s so close to him that her breath ghosts over his plush lips, “Kiss me. Please.”
That’s all he needs to seal their lips, her shaky hands finding purchase at the back of his neck. It feels so special to have her hands on him as their lips meld; slowly at first, and then she’s straightening her back to push her chest forward, desperate to be closer, closer, closer. 
It feels like their only source of oxygen is coming from one another. Harry’s hands grip her ass firmly, squeezing the plump skin in his palms. He’s content with keeping things here at a steady PG-13 level until her wet mouth breaks away for just a moment, only long enough to murmur, “touch me, I need it.”
A groan oscillates from his throat as his hands travel down to her neck, her shoulders, her chest, and then finally her breasts. His hands find the covered peaks of her nipples and she inhales sharply, shuddering beneath his touch. He smirks as he settles on the right side of her chest, using his thumb to gently brush over her nipple. She straightens her spine and leans into the sensation as he slowly rubs it back and forth. 
"Always gonna keep you safe. You know that?” Harry mumbles into her mouth, licking at the seam of her lips. Her eyes squeeze shut and her thighs threaten to close around his wide, spread legs. “Uh-huh,” she nearly whines. He swallows as he watches her, noticing her quick descent into desperation. He gives her nipple a soft squeeze before quickly pausing to unhook her bra and toss it to the floor. He resumes his teasing just a moment later, leaning forward and attaching his lips to the hard bud. A quiet, shaky mewl falls from her swollen lips. He parts with a pop but only to spit messily onto the peak. She gasps when he takes her nipple into his mouth again, hissing as he bites the skin. It’s not hard or long enough to elicit any real pain, just a sweet sizzle in her stomach that makes her tug at the curled ends of his hair. He chuckles softly at her reaction before licking over the bite and tucking the bud back between his lips. Once he’s gotten his fix, he removes his hand from her breast and moves it up to her mouth. "Open." he commands. As if under a spell, her bottom lip drops open and Harry pushes two of his fingers inside, pressing them down against her tongue. "Dirty little mouth, hm?" He murmurs. She nods submissively and he grins, "Suck." She closes her lips, encasing his long fingers in her mouth as she begins to slowly bob up and down, taking them further. His fingertips make contact with her throat, eliciting a short gag as the muscles contract slightly around them. Quickly, he removes them. "Did I hurt you?" She shakes her head and reaches up to wipe away some of the drool that had escaped her mouth. "No. I like it." "Are you lying, baby?" He asks, moving her hair over her shoulder, "This isn't fun for me if you're just doing what you think I want." "I'm not lying, I promise. I like it." Harry's lips curl into a smirk. "Tell me what else you like, then." As she opens her mouth, he shifts his thigh between her legs, the muscles flexing firmly against her core. She gasps, though Harry pretends like he hadn't done anything, instead nodding at her shortly; an encouragement to follow his directions. "I like gagging on your fingers." She whines as he begins to move his thigh back and forth, just slow enough to create some friction between their bodies. "Yeah? What else do you like?" "You," she whimpers, gently rocking her hips against his jean-clad thigh, "When you keep me safe.” "Ah, my pretty baby likes feeling protected?” She nods as she begins to quicken my movements. He stills her hips but before she has a chance to whine about it, he mumbles out a "budge up, baby" so he can slip her panties off her legs. She resists the urge to hiss at the contact, her stomach tightening at the feeling of his thigh muscle against her. For a moment, he inspects the sodden underwear, clicking his tongue against the roof of his mouth. “You made quite the mess in these, baby. What got you so turned on?” She swallows harshly, her chest shaky. “Y-you. Seeing you threaten that guy for me.” He smirks but decides to leave it at that, feeling the desperate warmth radiating from her core. "Go 'head," he mumbles, leaning back. "Let me see you use me." She feels her hole contract at his words, mentally cringing as he chuckles. He feels how needy she is and he absolutely loves it. Slowly, she starts to grind against his thigh, holding in pathetic whimpers at the solid surface making contact with her clit. Harry tsks when he notices her roll her lips into her mouth. She looks down as he moves his hand towards her lower half, momentarily excited that he’ll pet at her the way she’s craving. The dream is short lived when he parts her pussy lips instead to look at the wet mess between them. "Don't hide your sounds," he scolds, pressing the pad of his fingertip to her clit, rolling it in small circles. "They're too pretty.”
She nods, prepared to continue her movements when she gasps out in surprise. Harry had delivered a swift slap to her clit — not painful enough to ask him to stop, but just enough to deliver a sizzling sensation to her core. "Tell me you'll moan for me." "I will, sir," she whines, rutting helplessly against his hand. He smirks and pinches the skin at her inner thigh before nodding again, a wordless order to continue. Hesitantly, she rocks her hips, building up a slow and intentional pace that hits her clit at the perfect angle. She’s dripping now, embarrassingly so, and making a mess both between their legs and on Harry's, but she’s too turned on to care. There’s something about knowing he’s watching her get off and doing exactly what he asks of her that sends her to another dimension. It’s not long before she feels a familiar tightening in her stomach. They’d built each other up and up and up, teasing one another until they could barely stand it, so she’s not surprised when her muscles started to clench, pathetic gasps falling from her swollen lips. "Is my good girl gonna cum?" Harry teases from beneath her. She nods jerkily, her nails digging into his stomach. "Let me see. Cum all over my leg, baby. Make a mess." Harry's dirty talk is finally what does her in. With a few more rocks of her hips, she’s in heaven, whimpering out calls of his name as she peaks. He holds her hips to keep me on his leg as she bounces helplessly through her orgasm, her eyes slowly blinking open to find a smirk on his face when she finally begins coming down. "You're heaven sent, y'know that?" he mumbles. Y/N laughs breathily as she shakes her head, her blushy gaze falling to his lap. He thumbs at her bottom lip and gently nudges her chin up. “Lemme take you home tonight,” he whispers, cupping her cheek in his palm, “I wanna take care of you.” She nods. “Yeah, okay. You’ll wait for me to finish my shift?” “Of course,” he murmurs as he presses his forehead against hers. “Always.”
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gravity blurb where one day flower is sick and doesn’t show up to physics & she hadnt told harry she wouldn’t be coming to class and isnt answering her texts so he skips class to come make sure shes ok and take care of her ?? :,)
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Peeling her eyes open, (Y/N) winced at the stream of sunlight filtering into her room. She could feel a cold sweat on the back of her neck, her baby hairs sticking to her skin. Her bed was too hot but her body felt cold, the sun too bright in her eyes, and the quiet of the television on the other side of her wall entirely too loud. 
The headache she'd fallen asleep with had definitely taken a turn, she figured. 
Groaning—something that made her realize her throat was now sore as well—she tossed in her bed, reaching towards the offending curtain and attempting to tug it closed. Her limbs ached with every move, her bones seemingly creaking beneath the exhausted muscle. If not for how much she hated the light in her eyes and was already hot enough without the sun on her face, she would have given up on the mission just from how much her body ached. 
In the back of her mind, as she flopped back onto her bed, she knew she had classes today. If she had the mind to do so, she would have checked the time, seeing just how long she had to get ready before she would have to be on her way, but there was no way she was going to force herself to open her eyes once more after the reprieve of closing them.
She should probably text Harry, she thought. If she remembered what day it was, she most likely had physics this afternoon, and there was no way she was going to make it in this state. 
Despite how close her phone was, the idea of reaching for it on the side table was enough to have her exhausted again. She could sleep a little before texting him, she figured, turning in her bed with her eyes heavily shut. She'd wake up soon, and if she still feels this rough, she'll let him know she wouldn't make it to class today. 
Just a couple more hours.
With that though, (Y/N) fell asleep once more.
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With an iced matcha in one hand and a hot black coffee in the other, Harry made it to Stanfill's class to be one of the first in the auditorium—right on schedule. 
He nodded a small smile towards the professor, scaling the stairs up to his and (Y/N)'s unofficial-official spots. He had a feeling she would be traipsing in just before Stanfill locked the door for lecture. She hadn't texted him at all this morning—something she never did unless she was more than busy. 
There was a high chance she'd spent the majority of last night working on an essay she had due tonight, and, if he knew his flower, she most likely skipped her morning classes in favor of sleeping off the late night. As long as she made it to physics, he'd make sure to make up the rest of the day for her. 
Taking his time to set up his station, Harry periodically checked the double doors (Y/N) usually came through, waiting to see a familiar flash of her hair or one of the many sweaters she'd begun stealing from him through the last months. He pretended to fiddle with his highlighters and notebooks as if he wasn't disappointed when every swing of the doors revealed everyone but (Y/N).
It wasn't until Stanfill had wheeled out his projector and the auditorium was full of idle chatter and the shuffling of students that Harry became concerned. Though she cut it close at times, (Y/N) was never late for any of her courses—and she would let him know if something came up. 
That worry only intensified when he saw Professor Stanfill crossed the room and spun the lock on the double doors while the seat beside Harry stayed empty. 
Despite his professor whirring to life at the head of the room, speaking with his robotic dialect about today's concept, Harry pulled out his phone. He anticipated seeing a missed message from (Y/N), something to indicate that there was a reason she'd had to skip for the day. Instead, he saw nothing—only the Lock Screen of the pair of them together, tucked in a booth at Wanda's.
No missed calls or waiting messages. 
Pulling open her text thread as quick as he could without attracting Stanfill's attention, Harry typed out a quick message before firing it off: 
     Hey, love. Class started and you're not here, I wanted to see if everything was alright. Stanfill locked the doors, but I can sneak you in if you need.
While he wasn't sure if he was expecting any kind of response when he hadn't heard from her today anyway, Harry's shoulders still fell when the read receipt was left on delivered. 
Glancing up, he saw the slides at the front of the class beginning to shift, showing off decades old formatting from Stanfilll's archives. Harry felt antsy. 
He wanted to focus on the lecture, continue formatting and adding to his pristine notes, but there was no way he could settle down at the moment. 
(Y/N) never did this. While it wasn't odd that she was too busy with her morning courses to reach out to him, there was no way she wouldn't have let him know if she wasn't going to be in class.
Fitting his bottom lip between his teeth, Harry's worry grew. 
There were plenty of reasons why she wouldn't be able to reach out, if he let his brain branch out that far. For all he knew, there were plenty of terrible reasons why she wasn't answering her phone or in class with him. It was enough to have him biting down hard on his lip and tapping his foot on the floor. 
He could text her again, he decided. Just another to possibly grab her attention. Just from the amount of times he'd studied with her, she could have lost herself in an essay at the library. 
Maybe. 
Just as he began to type out a follow up message in his unanswered thread, a monotone voice echoed through the room, calling his name.
"Mr. Styles, is there something more important than today's lecture on your cell phone you would like to share with the class? I think we would all be interested." 
Whipping his head up, glasses sliding down his nose, Harry spotted the eyes of his classmates and his professor trained on him. He wanted to be embarrassed, feeling all of that attention when he hadn't asked for it himself. 
But, there were more important things on his mind.
"No thank you, sir," Harry mumbled, just loud enough for his professor to hear, "I actually have to leave for an emergency. Sorry to interrupt." 
Shoveling all of his things into his bag, Harry didn't linger in the space, ignoring whatever Stanfill was saying in his monotone syllables. Stepping out into the main corridor, his phone was up to his ear in an instant. 
"Hello?" Naomi, (Y/N)'s roommate, greeted.
"Hi, Ny," Harry muttered, heading towards the student lot he'd parked in, "Is (Y/N) home? Or with you?" 
"Oh, yeah," Naomi chirped, "I stayed home with her after I checked on her this morning. She's been a little bit out of it, but did she ask you if you could bring home some notes for her?" 
Harry stopped in the middle of the sidewalk, a pinch to his brow. "What?" 
A beat passed.
"Have you talked to her today?" Ny asked, finally.
"No. I texted her this morning, but I figured she was busy. Our physics class jus' started, and she never came, so..." 
"I'm sorry," she said, "She was out of it this morning, but she said she was going to call you later, so I didn't ask after she fell asleep again. But, she's sick—she fell asleep with a headache and woke up with a fever. She's been asleep most of the day, but I think she's got the flu or something." 
Naomi's explanation tamped down one section of Harry's worries, only to raise another. His steps became paces, his free hand running through his hair.
"Is she okay?" he asked, already picturing her prone form alone in her bed, pale and withering. 
"I think so," Ny shared, a drawling muse to her voice, "She hasn't left her room much, but I've checked on her when I can. She doesn't really have a voice, but as long as she keeps on top of her medicine, she's able to break her fever and sleep." 
Curling his fingers around the roots of his curls, he looked to his feet. "Do—Is there—Does she need anything?" 
Ny sighed through the receiver. "I've been trying to make her eat, but nothing sounds good or she just wants to sleep instead." 
"Okay," he sounded, nodding his head despite Naomi being unable to see him, "Okay, I can do that. I-I don't have any of our notes, but I can bring her some food if that's okay. Do—Would she be alright with me coming by?" 
This time, when she spoke, Harry could hear a smile in her voice, "I think she'd really like that, Harry. I don't know if she'll make any good conversation today, but I'm sure she'll be happy to see you anyway." 
A plan was beginning to stitch together then, for Harry. He had some soup he could make at home and bring to her apartment—something warm and not too heavy if she needed something easy for the time being. Was there anything he needed to pick up before he headed over? He was sure there was an extra fluffy blanket she wouldn't mind adding to the collection on her bed. 
"Okay," Harry repeated once more, "I've got to grab a couple of things, but I can be over in a few hours if that's alright." 
"That's perfect," Naomi encouraged him, "Just text me when you're here and I can let you in. I'll let (Y/N) know to give you a call when she wakes up—if she can, anyway." 
While he didn't enjoy hearing that his flower might feel too weak to even place a short call to him, Harry felt soothed knowing that while he was worried about her illness, she had Naomi there to take care of her. 
Their goodbyes were quick, Harry already going through the recipe for the soup he had in mind for her, a list coming together for his quick stop at the shops.
Beelining to his car, he typed out a quick message before he was swept up in his plans.
     Just called Naomi. She told me you're sick, and have been sleeping this morning. I'm coming by with some soup and medicine for you, flower. I'm sorry I didn't realize, but I'll see you soon.
       Love you so much.  
He didn't think twice before he pulled out of the student parking lot, Stanfill's lecture and his missed notes left behind. 
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The apartment was quiet when Ny let him in, Harry suddenly cautious of the crinkling of his bag. 
"Hi," he greeted, his voice low to match the volume of the television in the living room, "Thanks for letting me up." 
"Oh, yeah, of course," Naomi smiled, locking the door behind him while he kicked off his shoes, "Do you need help with any of your stuff?" 
Following her eyes to the bag in his hand, he held a swift debate in his head. While he didn't want to ask anything more of (Y/N)'s roommate after invading her home and pestering her about (Y/N), he also didn't really want to stay away for much longer.
"Actually," he started, taking out the Tupperware container of soup he'd tossed together back at his own place before heading over, "Would y'heat this up, please? Jus' on the stove, or whatever's easiest for you." 
Naomi's features softened as she took the container from Harry's hands. "Yeah, I can do that," she smiled, "This is for (Y/N)?" 
"Yeah," he murmured, rubbing his knuckle against the tip of his nose, "'S my mum's recipe—she used to make it when I was little and sick from school." 
An exaggerated pout crossed Naomi's face, her expression creased and warm as she looked up at Harry with her fingers around the container as if it were a velvet box of jewels. "That is so sweet, Harry," she bubbled, "She's going to love this." 
"I hope," he laughed, inching towards the hallway where (Y/N)'s door awaited, "Let me know if y'need help or anything."
Ny only waved him off, urging him to her friend's room while she padded through the kitchen. 
Hyper aware of the plastic bag on his wrist, Harry carefully made his way into (Y/N)'s bedroom. The space was silent as he crossed the threshold, her curtains cinched tightly shut with a pile of blankets covering the bed. A tissue box was placed on her bedside table next to a half finished bottle of water and her charging phone. While he couldn't spot her through her cocoon of quilts, he could hear a slight wheezing with every breath she took.
"(Y/N)?" he murmured, voice just above a whisper as he slowly approached her bedside. 
No response.
"(Y/N), love?" he tried again, spotting her head through the layers of blankets as he drew closer. Even in sleep, she looked tired, eyes heavy with circles underneath and her mouth dropped in a gape. Given the pile of tissues at her bedside, he wasn't surprised to catch the sides of her nose looking chapped. 
Instead of another attempt at catching her attention, he settled for unpacking his bag of treats for her, including a soft stuffed cow he hoped she could find comfort in. A reup of her medicine bottle was placed on her table, a nasal stick to help clear her sinuses with a sniff of the menthol scent, and a bottle of cranberry juice in hopes of giving her some vitamin C. When she woke, he'd show her what he brought, but in the meantime he'd settle for climbing in beside her. 
(Y/N) didn't even stir when he cuddled in at her side, body above the blankets though he still fit his limbs around her form. As much as he hated hearing the wheeze of her lungs, and the slight shivers that still ran down her spine despite her cocoon, there was a layer of relief having her back in his arms. He hadn't realized how worried he'd been back in the lecture hall until he could now see she was just fine—albeit a bit sniffly and fighting an off-and-on fever. A tension in his muscles had evaporated by the time he had her cradled into him as best he could through the downy blankets. 
He'd have to text Naomi that (Y/N) was still sleeping, the soup could wait. He'd give himself a moment first, though.
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"(Y/N), flower, are y'waking up?" 
Feeling her features twist, annoyed and hurt that someone would shout so close to her ear like that, (Y/N) only clenched her eyes shut tighter. 
A breathy laugh followed right after, filling the quiet of her head with something a little sweeter, even if it was uninvited. 
Whatever it was that was bothering her, she chose to ignore it, instead rolling under her blankets and giving them her back. Unfortunately, they didn't seem to get the hint, instead running a hand through her tangled hair, coaxing her to stay awake despite her best efforts. 
"You've been asleep for a while, love. I want y'to wake up and at least take some medicine," the soothing force tried again, tone matching their gentle touch, "I even brought y'some soup, if y'wanted to eat." 
The idea of exerting the kind of energy required to eat was enough to have (Y/N)'s body feeling heavy, sinking into the mattress. "Don't want to." 
"I know," he crooned, the velvet of the faceless voice finally conjuring up a vision of a bespectacled Harry. (Y/N) wanted to shift, see what cardigan he had on today, but there was no way she could roll over again. She didn't have that kind of energy. "Naomi said y'haven't eaten since this morning, flower. I think you'll feel a little better if you at least have a bowl."
"No," she whined, shaking her head as she attempted to burrow that much deeper on her blanket cave. "You're being too loud, Harry." 
Another plume of laughter sounded in her room, though it wasn't quite as uninvited as before, now knowing it was from her boyfriend.
 "Okay," he relented, voice decidedly softer than just a moment before, "We'll eat a little later, but you've got to take some medicine. I brought something that should help clear your nose out, too." 
(Y/N) hadn't even realized she wasn't able to breathe out of her nose until he mentioned that, her throat suddenly dry along with her lips. Through her sleep-addled, fever-drenched brain, she could only imagine  just how long she'd been fast asleep with her mouth wide open, only worsening the swollen throat she'd woken up with. 
The idea of a small reprieve was enough to have her tossing under her blankets to face him. Peeling her eyes open, Harry was crouched at her bedside, gentle smile on his face  with a dreamy vignette framed around him.
"Morning," he teased, "I missed you today." 
"Sorry," she croaked, leaning into the warmth of his hand when he pressed his palm to her forehead. She pretended not to notice when he cringed back after a moment.
"Don't need to be sorry," he murmured, a pinch settling between his brows as he reached towards a pill bottle on her table, "'M sorry y'don't feel good, flower. What happened?" 
"I don't know," she said, voice slow and drawling even to her own ears, "I thought I had a migraine last night, and then I woke up this morning, and yeah." 
Despite promising to stay awake long enough to take some medicine and sniff whatever it was that would clear her sinuses, the longer Harry fiddled with the bottle, the more of an opportunity she had to sleep instead. He'd wake her if he needed her, she decided. 
"Don't go to sleep, (Y/N)." 
She frowned at his scolding. 
"Don't make that face, love," he laughed, "Sit up for me." 
Her frown only deepened. 
If he said anything more in response, she didn't hear him. Instead she felt the mattress dip around her, Harry crawling up beside her. 
Slipping an arm underneath her, he helped her shift under the pile of blankets shrouding her form. (Y/N) let out a whine, unhappy with being moved from the wam imprint she'd left in her bedding. 
"Don't be like that, flower," he mused, "Jus' want to help you—your fever is making me nervous." 
Instead of giving any kind of answer, (Y/N) only twisted in his arms, cuddling up to the warmth of his chest. She turned into him, shedding some layers of blanket only to lean into his warmth that much more. He hooked his arm around her middle, supporting her with his forearm around her back and his hand conforming to the dip of her waist. Laying her head on his shoulder, she curled her hands into the knit of his top. If he had planned on climbing out after helping with her medicine, that was definitely no longer an option with the way she clung to him. 
"Here," he offered, prompting her to crack open her eyes once more to see a pair of coated pills in his hand for her, "I've got some water for you, too." 
There was a concerted amount of effort that came with lifting her hand to take the medicine from him, enough to have Harry squeezing his arm around her when he saw how much concentration it took. 
As soon as she popped the pills in her mouth, Harry passed along the bottle of water he had at his side, unable to keep himself from helping her hold the weight after seeing her previous struggle. She chugged down the rest of the bottle then, realizing just how thirsty she was, her breathing coming out in pants by the time she pulled the container from her mouth. 
"Want more?" he asked, reaching for another bottle he had positioned on the bedside table.
"No, no," she shook her head, already slumping against him once more with shuttered eyes, "Tired." 
This time he didn't laugh or seem amused at all at her mumbling. Harry only tugged her tighter to his side, his free hand pulling up one of her blankets to cover her up to her shoulder. "I know, flower," he murmured, pressing a kiss to the top of her head, "Y'sure y'don't want to eat right now?" 
"Just want to sleep," she said, shaking her head against his shoulder. 
"Go to sleep, love," he crooned, "I'll be here when y'wake up." 
Though it wasn't hard to stay asleep, it was hard for (Y/N) to fall asleep with the ache in her body and the pressure in her head. She needed an extra push, something to lull her to the edge. 
"How long have you been here?" she asked, hoping Harry would unwittingly put her to sleep with the melody of his voice. 
"Only a few hours," he told her, shifting until she was laid atop his chest as he reclined into the pile of pillows behind them, "After y'didn't come to Stanfill's, I called Naomi." 
"In the middle of class?" she blanched, attempting to picture Harry being so disruptive in the middle of lecture.
She felt his laugh more than heard it, rumbling from his chest underneath her. "No, I stepped out before I called." 
"And he let you go back in?" 
Flexing his hand on her waist, she could feel him shake his head before planting a kiss to the crown of hers. The vibrations of his voice accompanied by the soft of his touch was already working on her, distracting from the ache in her muscles enough to stretch closer to the edge of sleep. "I don't know—I didn't really stay to find out." 
"Wait," (Y/N) drawled, her features pinching, "Did you skip?" 
"I suppose y'could call it that; I did go, I jus' left early." 
"Harry," she whined, elongating the syllables of his name, "Why would you do that? You love physics." 
"Because," he started, an affectionate current to his tone, "I wanted to see you. I was worried about you, love. You've never jus' disappeared on me before like that—I wanted to make sure y'were alright." 
"But," she attempted to fight, though she didn't have much organization to her thoughts, "It's physics." 
"I know," he crooned, a smile audible in his voice, "And you're you. I can make up the notes another day, but I can't make up another day with you, can I?" 
It was a sweet sentiment, enough to have her softening that much more. If she'd had the energy, she may have cried, instead opting to burrow closer to him. 
"I love you," she blubbered, her words barely decipherable given her thick throat.
"I love you too, flower," he reciprocated, tender notes to his voice, "Go to sleep, I've got you."
That was all the permission she needed to drift off, no doubt that Harry would keep his promise. 
Maybe it was the medicine beginning to kick in or the warmth of Harry's hold, but (Y/N) swore she might already be beginning to feel better.
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ok hear me out roommate threesome and theyre all smoking together and having a lil night in and watching a movie or something and theyre cuddled on the couch and y/n is in between them and feels h getting hard
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OH!!!! okay hehehe here's a little something
CW: slight smut, threesome dynamic, weed
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Either Harry's a little too high, or his girlfriend and her best friend are actually trying to both come onto him right now.
With a slightly dry mouth, he swallows as Y/N takes a deep inhale of the joint they're sharing. She places her free hand on Harry's thigh as she leans over his lap to get Lacey's attention. A bit lazily, Lacey glances her way, a small smirk forming at the edges of her lips.
"You're a minx," Lacey giggles as she takes the joint from Y/N. "Harry, your girlfriend's trying to shotgun with me."
His eyebrows nearly shoot up to his forehead as he catches the bashful expression on Y/N's face. Her exhale is cut off by a giggle, ultimately causing her to cough some of the smoke out.
"Sorry," she mumbles cutely. "You guys both know I get horny when I smoke."
Harry hums as he wraps an arm around Y/N's shoulders and presses a kiss to her temple. "You are a minx," he agrees. "But you can if you want to, baby."
Y/N bats her eyelashes up at her boyfriend. "Really? You don't mind?"
He shakes his head before sealing another kiss to her hair, "Go 'head, angel."
She grins as she resumes her spot from before, this time stabilizing herself by parting Harry's legs and placing her hands on the couch between them. She leans forward, her knees pressing into the comfy material, and beckons her friend to come closer. Wordlessly, Lacey obeys.
He inhales sharply as he watches Lacey's plush lips form into a soft o-shape. As if they've done this a million times before, she slowly exhales into Y/N's mouth, who mewls as the warm smoke makes contact with her lips. They seal it with a quick kiss that makes Harry's length instantly plump up. He clears his throat and presses the palm of his hand to the back of Y/N's exposed thigh.
"Oh," Lacey murmurs, glancing down at Harry's tented athletic shorts. "Looks like Y/N's not the only one who gets horny when she smokes."
"Can we play?" Y/N asks softly as she trails gentle fingertips over his thigh. He bites his lip to hold back a groan, looking between the two girls in front of him.
"On your knees, baby," Harry replies, giving her skin a squeeze. "Don't you wanna show Lacey how good you are at cocksucking?"
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moonmistt · 8 days
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Ride Along*
Summary: Y/n is feeling bored alone at her apartment, so Harry takes her for a ride.
A continuation to Discipline.
Trope: Agent Harry
WC: 6.3k
Warnings: mentions of speeding, a pinch of meanrry, smut, degradation, choking, face spitting, unprotected sex, implications of somnophilia, after care.
A/n: The writing is a bit rusty because it’s been a while since I wrote smut😬
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Y/n was placed on house arrest by Harry for a week, and it was torturous.
Perhaps “house arrest” is a bit dramatic but she felt suffocated. She could leave her apartment whenever she wanted. Harry’s insistence on her relaxation was clear, and he only meant for her to avoid any activities that require physical exertion.
Anyone would be thrilled to have a week off from work, but it was rather confusing for Y/n. Although she hadn’t been an agent for long, she adapted quickly to the agent lifestyle which was hard to suddenly pause.
Even with Harry’s confirmation and reassurance that he wasn’t disappointed, she still felt the need to occupy her time with something useful.
There was absolutely nothing in her apartment that could pass away time. At least nothing that interested her. 
She cleaned up a bit, reorganized the living room, and stuck to the meals that Harry sent for her daily. They weren’t bad actually, except for the spinach soup that made her want to puke.
With no one accompanying her but Tim Tim and her thoughts, she realized how nice and caring it is to send someone customized meals. If someone heard her say it out loud, they’d snort in her face but—they just don’t know Harry and his personality.
He texted her every day at least twice. At first, she thought he only did so to make sure she ate the meals and took her supplement (which would be considered too kind coming from him), but slowly he began diverting from those topics asking her about her day and chatting with her.
He gave her updates on the agency and promised to pass by her apartment only to bail on her because of an emergency that required his presence.
On day 4 she was fully annoyed. She couldn’t handle being away from the agency for long, and even if she could go out and enjoy her time away—she didn’t know where to go.
She didn’t lead a normal life, no agent did and she was completely okay with it. She had no one to check up on or call to hang out with. The idea of going out somewhere alone felt weird. She would feel like an imposter amongst a sea of normal people.
She buried the eerie feelings and decided to spam Harry with texts to annoy him a bit. 
Y/n: I’m gonna pass by the agency :)
She pressed the send button and waited for his reply as she heated her lunch for the day.
His reply was almost automatic as if he didn’t have a load of responsibilities.
Harry: No.
Y/n: Yes.
Harry: I said no Y/n.
She huffed in frustration before remembering that if she could be a menace at the agency, then she could be a menace over text too.
Y/n: Too bad I’m already on my way.
Harry: Don’t test me.
Y/n: 😜
Harry: Are you disobeying me?
She choked on a piece of meat when she read his reply, and immediately reached for a cup of water. She wiped her mouth, staring at his text in confusion. It wasn’t strictly sexual, but it was a phrase that he always used during sex, because one thing that he combined between his professional and sex life was discipline, and Y/n adored it.
She loved his attitude, how he dared her to go against his orders or defy him. It wasn’t that she liked getting punished or sought pain—it was more of a need to observe him being dominant. The way he manhandled her and treated her like nothing but a toy, only for him to hold her to his chest right after.
Another text from Harry pulled her out of her fantasies and daydreams.
Harry: You’re well aware of how I feel about you disobeying me, right?
Y/n: Yes. I do.
Her response was automatic as if it was generated and not typed quickly by her. She wouldn’t want to keep him waiting.
Harry: Good Girl.
Motherfucker. He knew what he was doing. After all, he had her memorized by heart, and he probably was aware of how close she was to drooling. The meal in front of her didn’t appeal to her anymore because she had a different type of meal on her mind.
It had been a while since they hooked up and it was a rushed quickie behind closed doors at the agency. He kneeled on the ground to eat her out in no longer than five minutes before having to return to the training. He knew her body like the palm of his hand and had her panting and biting on her bottom lip in no time.
She adored it, really, but she craved the feeling of his cock driving into her as she held onto his body or while his hand wrapped itself around her neck with his mouth spewing the dirtiest sentences into her ear.
She sighed deeply reminiscing her adventurous sex life before he banished her to her apartment so she could rest. Was it a bit dramatic? Maybe. But she might be addicted to sex with him.
She glanced at his text knowing that he was probably smirking at his replies. He always knows how to get to her. She grabbed her phone and typed her reply because she was so fucking bored at the apartment and needed some fresh air.
Y/n: I’m still bored.
This time his reply wasn’t as quick as the previous one. It took him about five minutes to respond which was still fast considering how busy he was.
Harry: Okay. Go out.
Y/n: Wow! I didn’t think of that.
She scoffed at his dumb reply because who said that she was waiting for his approval?
Harry: Why didn’t you go out?
Y/n: I’m not sure…it feels weird…?
She could see the little dots that indicate that he was typing appearing only to disappear a few seconds later.
Harry: I’ll pick you up at 9. Dress comfortably.
When she complained about her boredom she thought that he would recommend her places to visit or give suggestions, not take her out. Her eyes nearly bulged out of her head when she read his text. She wasn’t hallucinating, right?
Y/n: Where are we going?
Harry: Eat your lunch and take your supplement.
Y/n: Damn grumpy pants.
He didn’t reply to her after that but if he did she’s sure he would have sent a thumbs-up emoji even if it was out of context. She continued her meal just like he instructed her. The hold he had on her was unreal, and she was okay with it.
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Harry was knocking on her door at exactly 9 PM. Not a minute later.
This time she didn’t welcome him in with a tear-stained face, and grumpy attitude. It was the entire opposite of it. The only thing that was similar to the previous time was her shock. Harry was dressed in all black and a leather jacket. His hair looked so fucking soft, and a hair strand fell on his forehead as he leaned against the door with his hands in his pockets. He was a sight for sore eyes, especially Y/n’s whose jaw almost dropped.
“Hello, little minx.” He grinned devilishly as he entered her apartment. His cologne had her knees buckling, reminding her of when she’d bury her face in his neck.
Black shirt, black pants, black boots, and a black leather shirt. He’s going to be the death of her, surely. He strolled in like he owned the place while she shamelessly stared at his body.
“Little minx…” He tutted, cornering her against the kitchen counter. “… sent me message after message today as if I don’t have a workload.” His tone made her feel like she was in trouble, but the good kind of trouble.
“But you still answered, no?” She replied confidently with a smirk to remind him of the hold that she also had on him, even if they never spoke about it directly.
He remained silent, offering her his cheesy smirk as his eyes raked over her face and neck like he was trying to come up with sinful scenarios. She was more addictive than any type of drug.
“Ready to hit the road?” He deviated from the topic skilfully while checking out her attire to make sure that she’d be comfortable during the ride.
“Hmm. Let’s go.” She walked in front of him like a princess, going down the stairs excitedly.
She stepped out to the street and looked around with a hint of a smile painted across her face. She could hear Harry’s boots behind her and smell his cologne that seemed to have stuck to her clothes.
“So…are we going to walk there?” She asked with confusion evident on her face.
“We’re riding there.” His response held a sense of pride as he grabbed her hand and walked down to the end of the street before taking a left and stopping.
A large black sports bike was parked in its glory itching for someone to take it for a ride. Y/n stood still in her place with her mouth wide open in shock. Harry was a motorcycle guy?
“Oh…wow.”
“Scared little minx?” He mused like it was so fun to see her reaction. He approached her from behind, bumping his body with hers and trapping her physically. She could feel him breathing against her neck as she swallowed down his throat. One touch from him and she’s paralysed.
He pressed a soft peck behind her ear before whispering. “Don’t worry… you’ll hold on to me.” She barely processed what he said as he immediately urged her forward and gave her a helmet to put on. She wore it as soon as he gave it to her to cover her facial expression from him. He helped her tie it up before placing his helmet on.
“C'mon hop on behind me.” He situated himself on the bike, and the more Y/n stared, the more the wetness between her thighs increased. Seeing him in all black was something but with a biker helmet on? She wanted to drop on her knees right there and then, but she didn’t.
Instead, she hopped on behind him and wrapped her arms around his torso. Her grip was weak making him urge her to get closer and glue herself to him. It wasn’t that she didn’t want to, it just made her ridiculously horny.
The feeling of hugging his muscular body with her core touching his lower back had her feeling some sort of way. She could feel his abs under her touch, and his cologne drifting in the air was not helping.
“I can’t even see anything because of your back!” While she joked about it, deep down she found it fucking hot. His broad back and shoulders blocked her view, and the only thing she could do was rest her head against it.
“I don’t hear you complaining when you’re scratching on it.” Even with his helmet on, she could feel him smirking.
She gave in to the feeling of his warm body against her as if he were shielding her from everything. It was not an ideal timing for her size kink to get activated, but she genuinely couldn’t help it.
“Hold on tight little minx.” The engine roared to life and Harry fixed his position before taking a turn and heading straight for the highway.
This was her first time on a motorcycle surprisingly. At first, her body was tense, and it didn’t feel nice. Despite having a helmet on, it felt like the wind was slapping her. Harry turned out to be a skilled biker who speeds for fun—still he was careful.
She eventually regulated her breathing and unclenched her jaw as she adapted to the adrenaline rush that she felt. It was an otherworldly feeling. She couldn’t tell what made her feel this way. Harry’s body against her, the evening breeze, or the rush of speeding.
No matter what it was, she felt amazing.
Harry wanted to taunt her in some way, preferably verbally—but she seemed like she was having fun, and her arms around him were a distraction. The feeling of her body clinging to him was priceless.
He tried to avoid speeding on the highway for her sake despite loving to do so. It was one of the things he resorted to when he needed a break from everything. Nothing could compare to the adrenaline rush he felt…maybe just Y/n’s lips.
He slowed down and took an exit on the highway that led them to a deserted road and ultimately a hill. He stopped and turned off the ignition before stepping off the bike.
“Fucking hell. Do you want to kidnap me?” Y/n joked as she looked around the dark and deserted space.
“If I want to kidnap you, little minx, I’ll simply carry you.” He chuckled as he took off his helmet and fixed his messy hair. She swallowed down her throat as she stared at him. Why did he have to look this good?
“C'mon.” He gestured for her to follow him, and she jogged to catch up. He placed his hand on her lower back to urge her forward. His body was dangerously close to her, and she could smell his cologne again. Harry’s hand itched to hold hers, but he wasn’t sure if she’d like that, so her lower back should suffice.
They took a small turn to the left as rocks crunched under their shoes. Harry wondered whether he should tell her to close her eyes or not. But if he does, then it’d sound romantic which crosses the boundaries of their physical relationship.
“It’s right…here.” They were met with a gorgeous view of the city. They could see almost all the lit buildings as if they were in the sky. It felt as if they were spying on the city with its lights and secrets. No one but them on the deserted hill.
“Wow..this is so beautiful”. Y/n gasped in shock at the view in front of her. She never expected Harry to take her to this spot-she didn’t even know it existed.
“I know.” If she wasn’t too occupied with the scenery, she would’ve noticed that Harry was in fact, staring at her with a smile on his face.
“How do you know this spot?” Y/n still couldn’t take her eyes off the shimmering buildings.
“I discovered it once by mistake, and I come here often.” He didn’t mention how this place was his escape from the world, or that he came here before heading to her apartment that day.
“It’s so nice.” Despite the darkness filling the space, Harry could still see and feel her smile.
He quickly got the bike so they could sit on it, and left it turned on for the light.
“Oh, it’s so big I could sleep on it.” Y/n remarked.
Perhaps he was feeling extra chill or it was just from being around her but a weird sound came out of his mouth as he tried to suppress a laugh. Y/n usually gets sleepy after sex, and his dick isn’t the average size. So did he think of her sentence sexually and almost burst out laughing? Yes.
“Did you just try to laugh at me?” She asked in an annoyed tone.
“Me? Never.” He covered up his chuckle with coughing.
“Whatever…” She mumbled a few other words under her breath as she attempted to climb the bike, but it was gigantic. She can’t even recall how she climbed it previously and she’s not even short!
She gasped suddenly as Harry’s hands lifted her body like she weighed nothing and placed her on the seat before she could blink. She was glad that he couldn’t see her face clearly because she could feel her cheeks burning. Was she that touch deprived?
“I was handling it just fine.” She huffed in confidence.
“Mhmm.”
The bike was indeed huge, but Harry took most of the space making their bodies glued on the seat.
The tension between them could be cut with a knife. Y/n would usually be the first to break the silence, but she just couldn’t. She felt paralyzed next to him, and he didn’t even touch her yet. His presence and cologne were enough to weaken her.
“Are you still mad at me?” He cleared his throat.
“What?” She couldn’t mask the shock in her tone as her face turned around to meet his.
“About last week.” It sounded as if something was holding him back, almost like he was afraid of asking.
She took a few seconds to process his question, mostly because she was shocked at the gesture. She knew deep down that it meant a lot. No one would believe her if she said that Agent Harry Styles was checking up on her and apologized. They’d probably laugh in her face.
She couldn’t decode what it meant. Was he just feeling guilty, or did he share the same feelings? The need for more than just physical boundaries haunted her but she wouldn’t dare to bring it up. Even if he was feeling guilty, it still had to be something. He’s literally merciless to other agents.
“I—I—“
“You don’t have to give me an answer.” He reassured her in a low whisper.
“No, I do—I’m just confused.”
“About?” Harry was itching to know her answer. He even rehearsed his question for the past week.
“Well… why did my lack of performance anger you in the first place?” She had a lot to ponder about in her free time. Questions that popped into her head about Harry.
He took a deep breath and clasped his hands together before exhaling. “I didn’t want you to get hurt on the field. Most of the time when agents slack, they end up getting injured in the field…”
“Wanted you to be strong for when I’m not there.” He whispered as if the city was able to hear him confessing his secrets.
“Oh.” Y/n’s head was swirling with thoughts and questions-none that came out of her mouth. She could even feel Harry’s stress radiating off him. She simply allowed her Pinky finger to touch his as they continued staring at the city.
It wasn’t until a few minutes later that she broke the silence.
“I’m not mad anymore. I was just surprised. Just—don’t do it again.”
“Never.”
They stayed in the same position with their fingers touching for almost two hours, as they chatted about important and mundane things. His heart fluttered when she laughed her ass off after he told her how an agent peed his pants because he was caught smoking.
He even told her about his mother briefly. That’s how whipped he was. She shared a few details about growing up as an orphan, but they both decided to close the topic knowing how heavy was.
“Your cologne is suffocating me.” Her remark was innocent, it really was—but his mind wasn’t.
“Thought you liked it when you buried your face in my neck?” Cheeky Harry was back in full force. He inched his face closer to her and he could hear her swallow down her throat.
“Harry…”
“Tell me…did you think about me knocking on your door and fucking you against the wall?” Lust dripped from his voice and Y/n’s chest was rising. Goosebumps spread all over her skin as their noses bumped.
“I—yes.”
“Good. Cause I stopped myself from doing that every single day.” He was needy for her, and only her.
“What are you waiting for then?”
In a few seconds, he had her straddling his lap with his hand supporting her lower back as his lips devoured hers. Their kiss was sloppy, wet, and lustful. Harry counted the minutes that led to this moment so he could taste the sweetest fruit.
He was fucking obsessed with everything about her. Her lips, eyes, body, mind, and pussy.
“Fuck!” He moaned into her mouth when she grinded over his clothed cock. He might as well cum right there in his pants if she kept doing that.
“Behave. “He slapped her ass causing her to whine sweetly. His large hand rested on her cheeks trying to knead them over her leggings.
Their breaths were labored as their tongues clashed like lovers who hadn’t had sex in ages. His mouth was fucking devouring her and she could already feel her lips getting sore. He kept urging her body closer as if he could morph them into one body.
“Ne—need you.” Her whimpers made the blood rush to his cock.
“Yeah? Where do you need me, my baby?”
She ignored his question and continued kissing all over his face, brushing over his stubble and chin. She was hungry and he adored it. But she also didn’t answer him.
He pulled her away by wrapping his hand around her throat. She gasped, secretly loving the feeling of his veiny hands choking her.
“I asked you a question, little minx. Where do you need me?” His voice was so deep and lustful that she wanted to get down on her knees and suck him.
“Uh—In my pussy.” She breathed out, feeling the wetness increase between her thighs just from his hand around her neck. “Here, baby?” He cupped his other hand over her pussy making her feel tingly.
“Y—yes.”
“Yes what?”
“Yes sir.”
“Attagirl.” He felt her wetness on his hand and if it wasn’t so dark he’d bend her over the bike and fuck her into the next day. Besides, his little minx gets sleepy.
“C’mon, I need to get us to your apartment.” He spanked her cheeks again, earning a squeal from her. He pulled her off his lap and winced at his painful hard on before fixing his pants as much as he could and seating himself on the bike. His hand reached out for her and pulled her onto his lap again.
“Whoa! What are you doing? I should be behind you.”
“No. Since my cologne makes you horny, you’re gonna have your face buried into my neck the whole ride.” His smirk was sick but fuck her if she didn’t like it.
Her nose bumped over his neck and she fought a moan. This had to be the best punishment.
“Don’t worry, I’ll protect you with my body.” His arm tightened around her waist as he took the route they came from.
It was going to be a torturous ride.
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Y/n could barely open the door properly with Harry kissing on the back of her neck. His hard on was pressing into her ass as she tried to insert the key. Her soft whines only made him hornier and needier.
As soon as they were inside, the keys dropped to the ground followed by the loud shut of the door. Harry grabbed Y/n by the throat pushing her to the wall where he kissed her deeply. The kiss was rushed and erotic, he could never get enough of her lips or sweet whimpers every time he pushed his tongue inside her mouth.
“My minx…” The warmth between her thighs was torturous. His deep voice rumbled from his chest sending vibrations straight to her pussy.
“Uhh..” She tried to push her core against his crotch for any sort of friction.
He caught on immediately as he smirked against the kiss and tapped on her ass to lift her on his waist. He had her placed lower than usual so she could feel him against the fabric.
“Is that what you wanted sweet girl? To feel how hard I am for you?” He panted, cradling her jaw with his hand as he deepened the kiss.
“Y—yes." She didn’t want to respond or part from his lips for a millisecond. She could feel her pussy pulsating just from the feeling of his cock pressing into her core.
She pulled away reluctantly, glancing at his neck like it was her next meal. He may have been teasing her, but he was right. She loved burying her face in his neck and sucking on it. She prided herself in knowing that the hickeys she’d give him would be on show for all girls at the agency.
His scent always played with her pheromones and messed with her brain. His cologne had a hold on her, and she knew that she looked like a puppy in heat when she clung to him. “Dirty girl…” His hand rested on her hair as his head rolled backward giving her access to his skin. He was a sight for sore eyes with his face scrunched in ecstasy and lips slightly parted. She didn’t have to speak for him to understand her possessiveness and boy did he like it.
His little minx was obsessed with him just like he was.
“Bedroom please.” She laid her forehead against his having had her fill from giving him love bites. Their noses bumped as they looked into each other’s eyes that shared the same desire.
She didn’t need to tell him twice. He supported her body with one hand around her waist as she directed him to the room. He didn’t waste any time and kept his mouth busy with her neck.
He placed her down on the bed gently before taking off his clothes quickly while she stared at his toned body and tattoos, holding in her drool.
“You could stare at me all night darling, but now I need you to be a good girl and take off your clothes so I could relieve that needy cunt of yours.” Harry barely finished his sentence, and her clothes were off in a few seconds.
The light in the room was dim, supported by a small bedside lamp. If she thought that staring at his body was a delight, then she should read his mind as he stared down at hers.
She looked so fucking pretty for him. Only him.
It was like an erotic scene out of a movie or a wet dream. Y/n on her back with her legs spread showcasing her glistening pussy and hardened nipples, and Harry standing tall in front of her with his cock erect to his stomach begging to sink itself inside her warm walls.
The sight of him standing like that nude and horny will never leave her mind. Almost as if he were a Greek god.
She squealed as he pulled her by her legs to the edge of the bed. Harry suddenly lowered his body till his face was at the same level as her pussy. His teasing game was strong, she was crumbling underneath him.
“My favorite scent.” He buried his face in her cunt and inhaled. A tiny whine left her mouth as his nose bumped into her swollen clit. Y/n felt like she could cry if he didn’t fuck her, and he was taking his sweet time in savoring the scent of her wetness.
“H—Harry.”
“Mhm?” He turned his attention to her, hovering over her body and taking delight in her needy face.
“Please—it hurts.” If he waited any longer, Harry was sure that a tear would’ve fallen from her eye.
“Oh poor baby…” He cooed as he caressed her cheek gently. “…you just need me inside, don’t you?” She was quick to nod while slightly squirming beneath him.
He pulled her closer, situating her core right under his cock, and stroked it giving her a show of his moans before tapping it against her wet cunt.
“Is that where you need it? Just have to slide in.” His sick grin with the feeling of his cock sliding over her cunt back and forth made her eyes roll back.
“Please.” She dug her nails into his back followed by a set of pleas.
“Shhh.” He whispered softly, pressing a peck to her cheek before pulling away from her and fixing their position.
He placed her legs on his shoulder and gave her his twisted smirk as he stroked his shaft and bit his bottom lip. “Gonna be my good girl as usual? Hmm?”. He lowered his body again, allowing his cock to rest on her stomach.
“Uh—huh.” She nodded mindlessly immediately. She was already cockdrunk and he wasn’t inside her yet.
“Ready baby?” His hand rubbed her legs softly as she gave him the cue. He glanced quickly at his cock resting on her skin and he almost got dizzy from the size difference. It got to him every damn time.
His eyes were focused on her facial expression as he slowly pushed himself inside of her. A wave of relief washed over her face with a sweet moan making him still his hips to avoid cumming.
There was nothing like sinking inside her warm walls that begged him to go deeper. Wet squelching sounds filled the room the more he pushed inside her—his baby was made for him.
“That’s it little minx—so fucking warm for daddy.”
Y/n’s brain felt mushy. Harry was so fucking good to her, and his cock scratched the itch just right. He never referred to himself as daddy before, only sir but she liked it so bad.
She pulled at his arms with soft whimpers signalling for him to get closer to her—which he did without hesitation. She clung to him, digging her nails into his back and tugging at his hair. His cock drove deep into her cunt, massaging her hot walls with its veins and thickness.
“Use me d—daddy”. Y/n shed tears from pleasure that stained his face since he was glued to her, pressing pecks to her cheeks and nose.
“Yeah? Want daddy to use you like a fuckdoll?” He increased his pace, going deeper and moaning into her ear at the feeling of her bare cunt.
They both adored raw sex and went for it almost every time. Y/n was on birth control, and Harry tested regularly (despite only fucking her). He was pussy whipped.
“Uhh—be rough daddy.” He stilled his hips at her words, leaving them glued to hers. He lifted his body and took in her fucked sight. Messy hair, tear stains, and a needy face.
“Wanted to be gentle with you but I forgot that you’re a whore deep down.” He chuckled before spitting on her face, and watching her chest rise and fall as she breathed heavily.
His little minx was insatiable and provoked him further by trying to fuck herself on his cock as she bit her bottom lip. He could faintly hear her whimpering ‘Daddy’ under her breath.
He wanted to slap her knowing how much she liked it but something else distracted him. He looked down to where they were connected noticing the mix of her wetness with his precum. He pulled out slowly, moaning at the loss of contact and his cock that is painted in white.
Harry tried to breathe in and out to avoid cumming. Not only did she cream on his cock, but her cunt was pulsating as if she was asking for his cock to slide in again.
“Pathetic. Creamed all over me.” Her inner thighs were coated with wetness, and she didn’t close her legs—not even a bit. She knew that she should always keep them spread for him.
He flipped her on her stomach effortlessly and she immediately arched her back, presenting her ass to him. “What a good fuckdoll.” He slapped her cheeks and placed his tip at her entrance before sinking into her warmth again.
Her walls pulled him back in as if she were some sort of seductress that made him addicted to her. Harry balanced himself and focused on the fast thrusts instead of her extremely warm cunt.
“Fucking insatiable aren’t you?” He grunted with his eyes fixed on his cock entering her pussy and coming out all creamy as her ass jiggled.
Y/n’s muffled moans were all she could offer. With her face smushed in the pillow and brain turned off, she was in fucking heaven.
The arch of her back had him rolling his head backward as his hips rotated forward, going deeper and harder.
“That’s it slut. Take my fucking cock.” He gritted his teeth, grabbing a fistful of her hair, and pulling it backward before wrapping a hand around her neck and lifting her body to his chest. 
She was completely gone. She could only look at him with teary eyes that begged him to claim her.
Deeper, harder, faster.
“D—d…” 
“Good fuckdolls keep their mouth shut.” He tightened his grip on her jaw, tapping on her mouth to open it up before spitting inside.
“Swallow.” If the warmth of her cunt didn’t kill him, it was going to be her face. So needy, compliant, and dizzy from pleasure.
Their bodies were glued to each other, skin to skin with her back to his chest as he thrusted inside her while panting in her ear. 
He was supporting both of their bodies seeing as she could do nothing but whine. His arm was secured around her torso with her hand clinging to his bicep. The clenching of her walls around his cock was always the hardest for him. She’d rile him on trying to milk his cum, taking every drop.
“You wanna cum?” He panted against the back of her neck knowing how her body acts when she’s reaching her orgasm.
She gave him a weak nod, clinging harder to his bicep as she laid her head on his shoulder. They didn’t always cum together, but when they did, the euphoria was unmatched. Harry had been holding himself back ever since he sunk into her, just to feel her shake and pulsate around him as he spilled his cum into her.
“C’mon minx, give it to me.” His tongue left a broad lick on her neck with a harsh bite. It wasn’t her clit that got her off—her sensitive spot was her neck, whether Harry choked her or sucked on her skin—she was a goner.
“H—Harry” Her nails dug into his skin as she looked up at him with sweet eyes and shaky legs.
How could he resist laying his lips on hers as he stilled his hips to empty himself inside her?
She was shuddering—even with their skin glued together. Her sweet moans made his cock twitch inside her, already hungry for more. Her orgasm hit her hard, clouding her vision and thoughts. The feeling of his cum spiling inside her with her pussy clenching to take it inside was the only thing she felt and wanted to feel.
“Fuck. That’s it, take every drop my lo—minx.”  His eyes fluttered open at his word slip up.
His eyes furrowed in confusion and immediately glanced at her face which seemed to be too occupied with cumming. His chest heaved as he swiped his hand across her face, moving her sweaty hair strands away before kissing her temple.
“Talk to me, are you okay?” He angled her face towards him to examine her expression.
“Yes.” A hazy smile was planted across her face making him chuckle.
“Mhmm. I’m going to pull out now and carry you to the bathroom so you can pee.” He gave her a heads up while rubbing her cheeks.
Once she nodded at him, he began pulling out slowly, wincing at being separated from her warmth—something that she reciprocated. Harry tried to avoid looking down—he really did, but it was too tempting.
His creamy load dripped out of her pussy, sliding down her legs, and the more she clenched, the more came out.
“Fucking hell.” He muttered under his breath, swiping his finger across her pussy and gathering his cum before tasting it.
Y/n’s whine echoed in his ear. She sported an angry look on her face that disappeared once he signalled for her to open her mouth. He spat the residue of what he tasted inside of her mouth, enjoying the faint moans that spilled from her.
“C’mon let’s clean you up.” He carried her effortlessly to the bathroom before giving her privacy and heading back to the room to change the sheets.
Who knew that changing bed sheets would make him irritated? He let out a huff, finishing the last touch right as she came out of the bathroom.
She was dressed in nothing but a plain white shirt that barely reached her thighs.
“Hm I love my bed.” She smiled as she climbed the mattress, giving Harry a show.
“Y/n.” He spoke rigidly.
“Yeah?” She glanced up innocently at him as she relaxed under the duvet.
“I was supposed to clean you up…and where are your panties?” He questioned her as he joined her on the bed—nude.
“You can wake me up at night, make a mess then clean me.” She taunted him, switching to the side and giving him a view of the shirt riding up her ass.
He got under the covers, situating himself properly so that he was attached to her.
“Is that what you want little minx? Hmm?” His fingers caressed her skin slowly starting from her arm, down to her legs.
“Yes.”
“Then we’ll see.” He nibbled on before earlobe as she dosed off to sleep. She loved sleeping after sex and Harry knew that, but it was almost 1 in the morning and she needed rest.
Harry dared to let his hand dip in her hair, giving her head scratches as she slept peacefully. He didn’t realize what he was doing until she stirred in her sleep making him pull his hand away.
His eyes furrowed in confusion as he stared at her sleeping face. First the word slip up and now he’s playing with her hair.
What the fuck was going on with him?
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The Favor 5
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Warnings- BDSM elements, Dom/Sub dynamic, Sir, slight dumbification, impact play (yes spanking slay), hair pulling, unprotected sex, cream pie, choking, mention of safe word system, etc
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Harry’s bed had been empty for a long time.
He’s always been an affectionate creature, ready to cuddle anyone at a moment’s notice when they’re close to him- but he hadn’t realized how much he missed it until he had Y/N in his bed. Like a second skin, she had gravitated to him in her sleep and curled around his body, leg up on his hip and face buried in his neck as her hand clutched his back. Seeking him out, making him feel a mix of things. It had made him a bit sad when he remembered how she said she didn’t get all that much cuddling. The girl had expanded after he cleaned her up from their play, as he unwound her silk ribbons from her hands and massaged them as they’d gotten a little sore. She told him that he just wasn’t a physical person. He didn’t love hugging or cuddling, merely being in their presence was enough by his standards but… Y/N always craved more. At first she had thought she would be okay with it but the later it got, the more she realized it kind of sucked sleeping across the bed from someone.
Of course, she was still a bit floaty in her words, and he realized fairly quickly that perhaps she hadn’t meant to spill all of that to him- but that didn’t mean he didn’t lock it away to think about in moments like this. With her soft hair tickling his nose and her sweet scent infiltrating his usual one, he melted further into the bed and rubbed her back gently as he let them sleep in. In a few short minutes he would drag himself up and go work out, as he told her he would. He made sure she knew he wouldn’t be there when she woke up and didn’t feel abandoned or anything- but right now, he relished this scene.
Having her wrapped over him just further reminded him that she wasn’t his. As much as it may feel like that at times, he needed to school himself and take things less personally. As intimate as this sort of thing was, and there was nothing wrong with being close, he had to make sure his heart and his head were in alignment. Y/N was too sweet. Too eager and wide eyed, too perfect. He’d had his mind reeling thinking about how easily he’d been handed this precious girl, as if this was just a task to get done so the never had to talk about them again. Like Danny truly expected her to get a taste of this lifestyle and want to leave.
He’d made it abundantly clear that he wanted nothing to do with this lifestyle and that was fine. Harry would never knock anyone for not wanting to be in it, because it really was a very personal preference. His problems came when he realized that Y/N was genuinely someone who would enjoy the lifestyle, who liked the dynamic already, and Danny was probably expecting her to go back to him and tell him that he was right- that it was gross and weird. All the work they were doing now was not going to benefit the other man in the slightest. He hoped that Y/N would break out of that, that she would decide she was worthy of having what she actually wanted. She didn’t need to settle. Danny had been one of his friends for ages and while he had always seemed like a nice guy, the conversations they’d had about this had sort of soured his feelings on him. The judgment of things he didn’t understand was… a lot.
Seeing how cuddly Y/N was with him after what he found out and her hesitancy the night prior about seeming too needy had broken his heart. No one deserved to feel like a burden for wanting some physical affection from their partner. It made him wonder why she was even with him to begin with.
Quickly he reminded himself it wasn’t really his business or his problem, regardless of the tug he felt to make it his. Instead, he laid down and enjoyed the warm, supple body against him and her sweet smelling shampoo, feeling her leg twitch as she slept soundly against him and her little sleepy murmurs until he had to physically drag himself out of the bed. He needed a workout to clear his head, and they were going on a bit of an outing today. His brain needed to be as unfuzzy as possible.
With one more look at the girl sprawled in his sheets, he ignored the tugging at his heart strings to bring him back to bed and softly shut the door, making his way down to the home gym.
It was for his own good.
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Y/N had known they were going out this morning, but she didn’t know exactly where it was.
He’d been a bit quiet about the location of the shop they were going to, treating her out to a nice breakfast with the berry smoothie she had utterly adored and a breakfast burrito. To be honest, she was a bit giddy. While Harry wasn’t overly touchy considering this wasn’t a scene, he did brush his hand over hers, place his hand on her back to lead her, open her car door for her and pulled her chair out. All the things she had convinced herself she didn’t need someone to do for her. That was still true, but having someone do it for you and caring enough to do so was reassuring. She should’ve known though.
Harry, as filthy mouthed as he was of a dom, was a gentleman. He looked her in the eye and seemed to listen to every word that tumbled from her mouth- accidentally or on purpose. He paid for brunch, almost seeming offended when she pulled out her card. The reaction? ‘You’re mine this weekend, and I take care of what’s mine.’ Before taking the check and slapping it shut with his card sticking out the top.
That had no business making her tummy flutter but alas, he seemed to be more in control of her body than either of them could have expected. She felt like her body was almost more sensitive, seeking him out as he drove with one hand on the wheel and the other fiddling with his lip. He looked…. Sexy. More than sexy, really. Trying to remind herself that she was in a relationship and this man was only doing her a favor didn’t do much to calm her overly needy body. Her tummy was nearly buzzing as she was caught staring, a subtle smirk on his face as he met her eye. “See something you like?”
Before she could think much of it, the truthful answer left her. “You’re really handsome. It’s intimidating.” Of course, she immediately closed her eyes for a second to try and reign in the embarrassment. In theory there was nothing wrong with admitting that, but somehow he took her shyness and tripled it in instances like this. “I mean… I’m not trying to be weird or anything. Sorry.” She peeped, unable to take her eyes off of his.
“Yeah?” With a tilt of the head, he chuckled at her obvious flub. She definitely didn’t mean to say all of that out loud and it was fucking adorable. “Thank you. I shouldn’t like being called intimidating but, seems to work out in our favor, hm?” Being her temporary dom, he liked that she was a little nervous. Only just a little, though. Her comfort with him was important but he liked to keep her on her toes. “You’re a sweet little thing.” His hand went to her thigh, cuffing around it for a gentle squeeze.
That’s where he should have pulled away, but instead he left it there. Feeling her soft, warm thigh and the sweet skin he wanted to kiss. Bite. He wanted his teeth marks right in the softest part, the blue bruise in the shape of his bite something for her to look at whenever she liked. That would be something he hoped to do. Really, they weren’t in a scene right now and he knew he shouldn’t be touching her so flippantly, like she as his to touch, but it was hard to pull his hand away when it felt so nice.
Y/N didn’t seem to mind, instead putting a finger over the lionhead ring he had on his index finger. She’d been staring at his hands earlier, when his coffee had been gripped. Said it looked small in his hand, not so subtly- to her dismay- cluing him in that she was thinking about last night. What those hands could do to her. They’d been wrapped around her throat, fingers drenched by her drippy cunt and she’d enjoyed every minute of it. He’d been careful with the aftercare again, cuddling her to his body and praising her for being so good. Cleaning her up, making sure she felt comfortable, clean and warm as he pulled her lax body into his arms. With his scent around her and on the aftershock of an orgasm, she’d fallen asleep quite quickly as he stroked her back.
He knew she wasn’t normally a tease, but he had to wonder if the little outfit she wore today was a taste of that. If she was allowing herself to start acting a little bratty. The denim cutoff shorts were sinful, if he was being honest, but the little tank top with the Harley Davidson logo rhinestoned over the ribbed black material did little to hide the swells of her tits. The delicate gold chair with a flower pendant hung right between them, he wanted to tug on it and pull her into him. His grip was far too strong for that though, so he held back those desires.
“Do the… Do the rings have meaning? Or are they just pretty?” Her voice sounded in the car, being a bit brave with her fingers running over his knuckles. It was reassuring to him that she didn’t mind the touch he was giving, rather enjoyed it.
“Mmm…” His eyes drifted to her smaller hand on top of his. “The lion one was a gift for my birthday. Mitch got it for me. S’chunky but it’s got some character.” He hummed. “The ruby one used to be my grandmother’s, s’why it’s on the smallest finger. The H and S… well.” He chuckled.
“Your initials, I kinda figured.” She returned the laugh. “I like them. I like the pearl one on the other hand a lot. Love pearls.” It was said absentmindedly but Harry held on to that information, tucking it into a pretty pink envelope in his mind. “I love jewelry. Danny said when I wear multiple rings or necklaces it looks tacky but, I really love how it looks.”
Another reason Harry didn’t know he didn’t like Danny for. Every day he felt more and more animosity towards him, things Y/N reveals like it’s all sorts of casual making his blood pressure rise. What could the man fucking do for her? Tries to tell her how to dress, doesn’t cuddle her, doesn’t make her cum… He had no idea what sort of treasure he had and again, it made him crazy.
In the dark recesses of his mind, he thought about showing him just how pathetic he was. How he wasn’t pleasuring Y/N the way he should. The idea of fucking Y/N in front of him, making him see how she whimpered and whined and fell into a whole other beautiful, free human being was tempting. He’d never do shit like that without everyone agreeing but one of his darker desires was to show the fucker how much better he was at fucking his girl. Hell, his cock hadn’t even been inside of her yet and he could guarantee that he could do it better.
“Don’t listen t’him.” He said, his voice a bit colder than he had meant. Clearing his throat he tried again,letting his thumb rub over her inner thigh. “Wear whatever you want. Does he think he’s the picture of fashion?” He snorted. “Khaki’s and polos, mind blowing.”
Y/N erupted into giggles at Harry’s distaste over Danny’s clothing. Maybe she should feel a bit more defensive over him, but she really wasn’t. It felt nice to not feel a little crazy for disagreeing with her boyfriend on things. Something she’d noticed about Harry was how he didn’t make her feel dumb for saying things. He seemed to agree with her on a lot of things and it was making her wonder how she hadn’t gotten to know him sooner. “I know. Vogue is calling him right now. Interview and front cover, the whole lot.” Managed through giggles, she got Harry to laugh as well. It made her preen, pride puffing her chest for her ability to make him laugh.
“You’re so right, Darling. What have we been doing? Should’ve been taking up his advice.” He hummed, shaking his head. “Ralph Lauren has ‘em on speed dial.”
“Oh, definitely.” Y/N’s giggles began to calm down as they pulled into a parking lot. “Wait- you never told me. Where are we?” Her eyes couldn’t make out a sign and the windows of the place were blacked out.
With a wolfish grin, he met her eyes again. “Well, sweet thing… This is the place we’re going to go get some things to play with.”
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It shouldn’t be embarrassing. There was nothing embarrassing about pleasure, being full grown adults and doing things adults do. Sexuality should be free and celebrated- but Y/N’s face was on fire as she trailed behind Harry as they entered the sex shop.
She’d never been to one. Her few toys had been an online order, afraid to face anyone when talking about or seeing anything to do with pleasure. Psychologically it made sense to her considering she knew that she’d always been taught to feel shame regarding anything of this nature by not only her family but Danny too. But Harry had some other worldly ‘don’t give a fuck’ attitude as he entered, saying hi to the clerk before making his way to wherever it is he wanted them to be.
“So…” She squeaked. “You said your mum is a sex therapist, yes?” The question wasn’t too out of left field but his eyes strayed from the wall he was overlooking to glace at her.
He wasn’t unaware of her discomfort and had offered some comfort, rubbing her arm and giving her supportive smiles, but he was under no illusion that this was a normal thing for her. It could be intimidating, but he wanted to make it fun.
“She is, why do you ask?” He hummed, giving her his full attention. Some could say it was just him being a good dom, even a good friend, but the reality was she was commanding all of his attention without even trying. It’s a dangerous game he was playing, he knew that, but he didn’t play to lose.
“Well, I know what you’ve told me… that she made you feel more comfortable with sexual exploration and not being ashamed… But is that why you don’t seem to care at all? About the other people in here, all that?” Her eyes couldn’t look anywhere but Harry. First, because it was terrifying to think of locking eyes with someone else right now, but secondly it just felt like she needed to. Harry was the most important person here.
“Oh, yeah.” He nodded. “She was really good about letting us think about… most people do this stuff, yeah? Maybe not on the scale we do, but most people have sex, masturbate, have fantasies. I know there is a group of people who don’t feel anything sexually but excluding that, most people have these urges and curiosities. So she told me that there shouldn’t be shame in feeling good as long as its consensual and there’s no real harm.” He ran a hand through his hair as he grabbed an example. “Like, you’re not gonna walk ‘round with someone leashed and a puppy mask in public. That’s fucked because everyone else around you didn’t consent to being subject to kink. But everyone who comes in here is usually here for similar reasons. Same with the club m’gonna take you to. Everyone wants to be there because they share the same sentiment about the lifestyle.”
Y/N hung on to his words, taking them in as he spoke casually about the whole thing. Like it was just another topic. He was much more experienced in this stuff but never made her feel dumb- not in the way she didn’t like- about it. She was grateful to have someone like him to help her. “Oh. Okay.” She peeped, wringing her hands together behind her back.
“Are you feeling embarrassed?” He asked, taking a step closer to the girl. Fingers nudged her chin, tilting it up. It wasn’t something crazy, but that wash of dominant energy went over him and seemingly over her as her eyes widened and he saw her pupils dilate, a small smirk threatening to escape. “Y’don’t have anything to be embarrassed about.. Promise. I wanted us to come so we could get some things, yeah, but I wanted to see how you’d feel in this sort of environment. The club would be a lot more than this, Y’know…” considering people would be fucking in front of others when in the right space. “But it’s okay to feel a little uncomfortable at first. You’re safe and with me, hm? M’not gonna let anything bad happen.”
Realistically she knew that. There hadn’t been a moment so far that she’d felt unsafe with Harry, actually. He was steady and grounding, someone she had immediately felt like she could trust. It was just intimidating. How he knew all of these things and she was suddenly very aware of how inexperienced she was in the lifestyle. If she didn’t know Harry, it was possible all of this would have ended up being an unexplored dream for the rest of her life. “I know. I trust you.” She sighed, leaning into him. “I think it’s because I just don’t know half of this stuff and I feel uneducated.” One thing about Y/N was she hated feeling out of the loop. She was both curious and too nosy for her own good.
“Well you’re in luck!” He grinned. “I happen to know what most of this is.”
So he went on to explain as they walked around, his hand on her shoulder.
“Dildos, obviously. Yes, that one is meant to be an alien dick. I don’t know why, I don’t want to yuck anyone’s yum, but it isn’t for me.”
“The tube… It’s meant to be attached to a bottle and ran through a toy so the user can squeeze it to give an artificial creampie.”
“Blindfolds and gags. M’not a huge fan of the ball gags, but this one is the type t’keep your mouth open so I’d still have access to your mouth. I can get with that.”
“Candles meant for waxplay. Don’t ever use regular candle wax, they can cause serious real burns. This one turns into a lotion you can rub into your skin. Stings, but in a good way.”
“Paddles, a personal favorite. I’ve got one for us back at my place, though.”
“Erm, they’re cock cages and chastity belts. Meant for exactly that. They can hurt sometimes, yeah, but that’s the point for most of ‘em. They like the pain and not being able to get off without permission.”
“Fleshlights- M’fond of them, but nothing replaces a real hole. Good for when I’m single though, I’ve got two.”
“Lube for all sorts of types. Warming, tingling, flavored. Can never have it too wet.”
It was still overwhelming, seeing how Harry was so well versed. On one hand that embarrassed feeling still lingered but she also felt grateful that she was with someone who was so knowledgeable in these things. It was the whole reason she was even hanging out with him after all.
“I never realized how many variations of vibrators there actually are.” She murmured as her eyes scanned over the wall. Harry’s warm bicep brushed over hers as his eyes chose to look at her instead. There was that slight shyness that he could see on her face, but there was no sign of wanting to back out. She was taking in all the information and nodding, making mental notes- he could practically see it on her face.
“Yeah, there is.” He hummed, brushing hair off her shoulder as she turned her face to look at him. “My personal favorites….” The tattooed wrist reached for the wall to pull them off. “Would be this one- s’a bullet, you tuck it up inside of you. Some come with a controller that I’d have and would be able to operate from across the room, wherever I’d want essentially.” One of his favorite things was watching people squirm. Seeing them shift in their seat, their knuckles pale as they held on to their bags, the edge of the table, their thigh, anything they used to ground themselves. “I like it for overstimulation or foreplay. Take it out and you’re dripping.” He spoke about it casually and he could tell it took her off guard as she looked around to ensure no one was listening but they were all here for the same reason- to get off. “Other one I like is the wand.” Y/N had seen them in videos before, but not usually her go to. The one he picked up had a photo of a white toy on it, a bulbous head, resembled a microphone a bit. It was a bit more intimidating in person. “I have one of these at home, but these are a fine line between me being really nice, or really mean.”
Safe to say, her curiosity won over any sort of nerves. “How do you mean?”
Harry’s smile turned a bit wicked as he hung it back on the wall, turning back to her with a hand reaching out to smooth the wrinkle between her brow. “Well, I can be really nice and use it to help make you finish harder. Pair it with a good angle, it’ll clear your pretty head out of anything but how good you feel. Being mean though, I can bind you down and hold it to your clit, make you cum over and over again. No breaks. Can secure it to you and make you sore and sobbing if I want to.” It was spoken with a glint in his eye, making her shudder slightly. He obviously enjoyed both prospects- and surprisingly, so did she. Granted, she hadn’t ever been overstimulated by anyone but herself, but the idea of being made to simply take it had always appealed to her.
“Oh.” Swallowing thickly, she nodded and felt his hand drop from her face. It felt hot, her brain going to the mental image of him holding it against her and talking in that soft, condescending tone as she was unable to do anything but whine pathetically. Realistically, she wanted to be reduced to tears, wanted to feel like she was a puddle of mush. Wanted Harry to use her for his pleasure. There was a lot of things she was finding out about in here, but her affinity to be the toy for Harry instead of any of this was glaringly obvious.
“Mm.” He wasn’t going to push quite yet. Instead, he brought her over to another aisle. “However, the reason I wanted to bring you here was to get you your own set of these.”
Butt plugs. Y/N had seen them in videos and photos plenty of times, but seeing them in person had her stomach heating up. Anal had never been something she truly touched. There had been some experiments with her fingers that clued her into the interest, but the thought of doing anything like that on her own was intimidating. “My own?” Her words were quiet as she looked over the multitude of options.
“Mhm. Get you a training kit.” His hand settled on a set of three, all going up a bit in size. The base held a clear faux diamond, something she found to be extremely pretty. She liked the look of those more than the silicone ones, or the clear resign glitter ones. It was what looked to be the ones she usually saw, classic metallic and flared. “I know you said you wanted t’try some of this stuff but… We’ve got to work you up to that.” His hand brushed over the small of her back, close to her ass. “Think we’ve established that I’m a little bit much to take on the first go.”
Again, her face flushed at the reminder of her tapping his thigh when he fucked her throat. He was big, too big to handle for a rookie and somehow the humiliation only served to get her more wet than she had imagined the experience would. Of course, she knew going to a store like this with him would breed all sorts of new interests for her, but she was finding out just how much she liked how he talked to her. “I-I like that. These are pretty.” Her voice was soft as Harry took them and set them in the basket along with her own silk ties. Her body tensed slightly as his lips got closer to her ear, anticipating his words.
“They’ll look much prettier when they’re tucked in that snug little hole. If you’re good t’me, I’ll use my polaroid camera and snap a few photos for you t’keep. Let you have that memory of how gorgeous you looked for me.” His low baritone made her stomach clench, doing no favors to the poor panties she’d have to sacrifice the moment they got back to his place. Giving her cheek a graze of his lips, Harry pulled back like nothing had happened before an easy smile rose on his face, lifting the basket. “Let’s get checked out then. I’ve got most of the things we want to try back at home, but I wanted to see if anything else caught your eye. You’re cute when you’re embarrassed. Seems like y’like a bit of humiliation more than either of us realized.”
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Harry could see her squeezing her thighs together sporadically as they drove home. It was hard not to be smug when he knew it was all his doing. He was responsible for working her up and fuck, that felt good. She was needy yet again and he was planning on doing a good scene with her today.
“Everything okay?” He feigned confusion as he placed a hand on her knee. Y/N blinked rapidly before sitting up straighter, nodding at the dominant with her hair bouncing.
“Yeah, I’m great.” She cleared her throat. “Just wondering what… what we were gonna do the rest of the day.” Her fingers were picking at her cuticles and she knew she’d hate herself for it later- and so would her manicurist- but she was antsy.
“You want to know what we’re going to do? You mean if I’m going to give you my cock or not.”
It was hard for Y/N to adjust to how candidly Harry spoke sometimes, but it was refreshing. Seeing how he was so open to it, unashamed to speak about it like it was the weather, it made it a little easier for her to digest… but it still made her a bit shy. “Yeah.” Remembering how he liked verbal responses, she tried to give them to him more now, even if they weren’t in an active scene.
“I’d like to. It just depends if you’ll be good for me.” Her eyes were on his hand as he turned the wheel. It shouldn’t be so sexual to watch a man drive the way he was. “Here’s how I’d like it to go. Are y’ready to listen?”
And there it was. A gentle tilt down, a harder undertone to his voice despite the volume being soft, Y/N could identify the shift in his demeanor. It wasn’t fully in a dom headspace but it wasn’t just normal, casual Harry either. “Yes, sir.” Her throat felt thich again as his fingers slid over her leg, back and forth. Hypnotizing her.
“You’ve learned quickly. M’proud.” He praised, making her tummy bubble with a welcomed warmth. “I want you upstairs for me, all those clothes off. Every stitch, down to your socks. Jewelry in the dish on your side of the bed. Then I want you to sit on your knees in front of the bed and wait for me. I won’t be long, but I’ve got t’do something before I come up.” He leaned back into the drivers seat, letting the anticipation get to her a bit before continuing. “Since it’s only your second time with me, I’m going to do something somewhat easy, but that doesn’t mean m’gonna be completely lenient. If you disobey me, I’ll make sure you pay for it. A smack, a tug, no orgasm, whatever I feel like doing to keep you in line. Since I don’t want you freaking out, I’m gonna tell you now that I’m binding your hands behind your back and they’ll stay there for the majority of the time while I play with you.” Since their test results had come back, he was more than excited to get inside of her. “You’re still okay with going bare, yeah?”
“Yes, please.” The response was too quick, exposing her eagerness, but it didn’t make him do anything but smile. “I mean, I’d like that. I don’t really do it at all and… I dunno, I’ve been thinking about it.” Her voice meek, it only proved to make him even more interested.
“Oh, you have?” He drawled, head turning to look at her. “Which part? Feeling no barrier? How it’ll feel to have me cum inside of you? Or is it how it’ll feel to have it drip out of your hole when m’done playing with it?” The ease that filth slipped off his tongue should be illegal, but Y/N loved it.
“All three, Sir.” She admitted easily. No one had ever finished in her before and it always seemed to get her off quickly when she thought about it. A fantasy to come true.
“Good. You’ll be getting all three so long as you behave. Don’t make me waste my load, sweetheart. Y’should be begging for it.” It wasn’t hard to imagine that he was hard. A stroke on his ego to know she’d been thinking about him taking her raw since their texts, that she had it on her mind. “I’ll take you hard tonight since that’s what you’ve been wanting. But remember your safe words. Any fucking time you feel doubt, you color for me. Never gonna be mad at you for that.” If anything he’d be angry if she didn’t. The whole point of the system was to check in on each other.
“You too.” She replied. “If-If you get overwhelmed or something, you can safe out too. I know it’s supposed to go both ways, but I don’t see as many people talk about it with dominants. At least not what I’ve seen in the stuff I looked up.”
Harry felt the twinge in his heart at her reassurance. Most subs didn’t bother to say that to him, but of course she would. Sweet, considerate little Y/N. “Thank you.” His fingers squeezed her leg in appreciation. She had no idea how much it meant to him. Knowing she cared about him too, that she gave enough of a fuck to reassure him when in all reality, he could have just been a means to an end for her. Not once since he met her had he ever understood how someone couldn’t want to worship the ground the woman walked on, and it got more perplexing every day. Even though she wasn’t his to keep, he was going to give her the treatment she deserved. “I will. Don’t worry about anything. I’ve got us covered.”
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Seeing Y/N on her knees was a view he was quickly beginning to love. Walking into his bedroom with his shirt off, he ignored her as he went into the ensuite and tossed the shirt into the basket and took a moment to wash his hands and brush his teeth. It was a bit of a ritual for him that he liked to do before scenes and he rarely ever missed it, and he didn’t plan on stopping it now.
Besides, he liked to keep her waiting a little bit.
He also took notice to toss his socks in, padding past her to put his shoes into the closet. Toying with her as he watched her watch him walk around like she wasn’t there until he decided to go right in front of her. “M’glad you can follow directions, angel.”
Fuck, she was gorgeous. Harry had already known that, but seeing her bare body sitting there, his for the taking? He was hard as steel in his briefs, looking at her eyes as they gave him every bit of her attention. “Stunning, you know that?” His hand ran over her hair, smiling lightly as she leaned into his touch. “Love when y’do that. Like my sweet little pet. Pretty little pup, needy for a lick of my attention.” His croon echoed through the room as he tilted her head back. “Those fucking shorts you were wearing today… those were enough to make my cock hurt all damn day. So I know you’re going to be a good girl and fix it for me, but I think you were good enough to cancel out the bad those things caused.” Holding her hair with one hand, his other tugged the belt and expertly tossed it off, seemingly a pro at undoing his pants with one hand.
Y/N tried to tamper down her jealousy at how many times he’s had to do that in order to get that good.
“I’m sorry, Sir.” She sighed. “I just wanted to look pretty when I went out with you. I wanted to match.”
Harry let out a chuckle as he untucked his cock from his briefs, not bothering to take his pants off properly as he gave himself a good tug. “Oh, how precious. You think m’pretty, pet?” Using her hair to his advantage, he urged her closer to him as he tapped the ruddy tip of his cock against her smooth cupid’s bow. “How fucking sweet you are. But that doesn’t mean you don’t need to make up for what you’ve done.” He glared down at her. “It’s your fault I’m like this. Throbbing and hard, needing a hole to sink myself into. Been dying to get my hands on you since your little boyfriend told me you needed a real man to fuck you.” He knew that could potentially backfire, but from her whimpering reaction, he could tell she didn’t mind. Maybe even liked it.
“I can do it, Sir.” She whispered. “I’ll take care of it, I’ll do what you want.” Careful not to take anything without permission, her mouth opened and her tongue laid out flat, eyes expectant and so fucking willing to give him what he wanted. In all her life, there had never been such a person that she’d wanted to please more. Harry knew how to stroke the spots she didn’t realize needed stroking. Sweet bits of her that were hidden away and rose to the surface as soon as he slipped into the persona she loved so much.
“I know you will. It’s your job t’listen to me and trust that I know best.” Approval was on his features though as he tapped his cock against the flat of her tongue. The sight was filthy and satisfying him fully, slowly pushing his prick into the warm confines of her mouth. Fingers gentle as he held her hair, pushing as deep as he could go before he got her to gag and pulling back out. His eyes watched a string of spit drape over her chin and his cock twitched in his hand, cooing as she let herself cough before pushing her tongue back out for him. Y/N really was dedicated to being a good girl, her hands held behind her back without moving and watery eyes looking up at him.
“You, sweet thing, are going to do such good things with me.” He praised, shallowly thrusting back into her mouth. Immediately she reacted, sucking him in as he wanted while he continued to talk. “Perfect little mouth too. If I wasn’t so keen to feel your cunt around me, I’d spill my load down your throat. Quite liked how it felt when you choked on me.” Harry did like to run his mouth as a Dom. Normally he wasn’t overly talkative, but something about this mindset had him letting the filth out. “Now… As much as I’d love to keep your mouth full, I think it’s time to get you tied and punished. Don’t you?”
Y/N was malleable for him, nodding as his cock left her mouth. Despite wanting to whimper she held it back, doing her best to be as good as possible for him. Though… If she was honest? The idea of punishment was equally as thrilling. She knew he would go easy on her first punishment but part of her wished he wouldn’t. She wanted to be roughed up and there was no better man for the job. She let him lift her up to be standing, his briefs pulled back up while trousers abandoned, sitting her on the end of the bed as he went to the bag she’d brought up.
“Pretty ties, don’t you think?” He murmured, approaching her and tugging her back up. “Turn around for me.”
“Yes, Sir.” Following his command, she placed her hands behind her back again and felt his delicate touch as her hand were bound.
“Boy scouts taught me something useful. Know how t’do all sorts of knots, and that’s honestly the best thing I got out of it.” He paused. “Mm, besides when I went to the club once, saw someone I used to know from there, and he let me use his throat to cum into. He just liked to be used, y’know? Got off on being treated like a toy.” She could hear the smirk in his voice as his lips brushed her shoulder. “Think you two have a lot in common.”
Y/N ignored the twinge of jealousy again at the idea of Harry being pleasured by someone else, allowing him to step back and admire his work. “Gorgeous. Wish I could take a picture of this, some of my best work on the prettiest girl.” He sighed wistfully. “No matter. It’s time for you to get punished. Are you ready for that?”
Y/N agreed quickly, trying to ignore how wet she was between her thighs and letting him sit on the bed and helped her adjust over his lap. She felt so exposed like this, sort of helpless, and it surprised her how much she liked it. Being at his mercy, letting him maneuver her around like she was a doll, it made her excited. Inhaling deeply once he expressed satisfaction in her position, she listened to him explain.
“You know our safe system. If at any time it’s too much, you tell me. I know I sound like a broken record but I can’t reiterate enough how important it is t’me that we communicate.” Harry would never forgive himself if he actually hurt her in a way she didn’t want. “Took my rings off in the bathroom so there’s not accidents, but I’m using just my hand today. If you handle that okay, we can use the paddle next time.” His large hand squeezed one side of her ass, getting a soft mewl from her. It fit perfect in his hand, soft and smooth. He couldn’t wait to get his handprints all over it. “You’re getting ten. Do you know why you’re getting them?”
“Because I wore shorts that made me look like a cocktease, Sir.” She replied, voice breathy as she felt him run his hand over the back of her thigh and over the curve of her ass.
“Very good. You knew what it would do to me, but I think you’re just an antsy little thing because you’ve never been fucked right. Am I correct, Pet? Just haven’t gotten the dicking you needed, so you wanted to provoke me.”
“Y-Yes, I’m sorry sir.” She sniffed, knowing that subconsciously when she’d chosen her clothes for the stay at his house that she’d gone for her more tempting clothing. Most flattering. She wanted him to want her.
“Good. Now count for me, and say thank you. If you fuck it up, I’m starting again.”
Y/N had been expecting it, but she hadn’t realized how it would actually feel. He’d given her what she realized were child’s play smacks to her thigh and cheek before, but the power behind his spanking had her gasping and curling her fingers as his palm hit the underside of her ass. The sting was cold, then hot as he rubbed over the impacted skin.
“O-One. Thank you, sir.”
The next two were the same, but hurt a little worse. He’d switched sides, but the second spank on the one he’d begun with hurt even worse as she inhaled shakily. Counting to three and thanking him, she hadn’t expected a chuckle.
“I can smell how wet you are. You’re loving this.” Harry had known she was a natural even before they’d gotten truly intimate, but seeing how wet she got over a punishment was even more attractive to him than she could realize.
“Yeah I am, Sir.” She swallowed, wincing as the same sensation hit the other side of her ass. “Four, Thank you sir.”
“See… I was worried at first, agreeing to do this.” He murmured, rubbing over her soft skin and feeling it heat from his strikes. “A lot of people think they want this and don’t, and that’s okay- really, it is. But I never could have expected what a little whore you were just from the times we had talked.” Her thighs pressed together, making him click his tongue. “Watch that. I’ll take care of you. M’just saying….” Another spanking, another thank you from her strained voice. “I’m very happy to see the sort of girl you truly are. Who knew what you were hiding under all of that?”
Y/N took it well. Each and every stroke of his hand was rewarded with her thanks, the effects evident by the wetness on her thighs and what he could feel on his own lap. The girl was fucking dripping and he was ecstatic. In reality, there wasn’t a better reaction she could have. Sure, she was squirming a bit, but it was her first time. Her skin was heated under his palms, her soft skin slightly raised while he got to the last one.
This one was the hardest, coming down sharply on her as he finally finished the spanking. He expected it, really, but when he heard the sniffles he was quick to carefully sit her up on his lap, cradling her to his chest. “There we go, sweetheart. Let it out. Are you alright?” He stroked the hair out of her face, wiping away tears as she nodded.
“I-I’m sorry.” She hiccuped, slightly mortified for crying. It wasn’t even that it hurt. It did, but she liked the pain! She really did. It was just…
“Felt good, didn’t it? Like a release?” He soothed, caring strokes of his fingertips making her melt into his touch. He could see the surprise on her face when she nodded. Like he’d read her mind somehow. She was fucking precious. “It’s different for everyone, but general consensus is that it helps you let go of things.” Tender with his caress, he kissed her cheek before foolishly turning her chin to button their mouths together. He shouldn’t have, really. It was a bit too intimate for their situation, but it was just his kneejerk reaction. It was too late to take it back, so despite the mental scolding he gave himself, he let their kiss linger before disconnecting with a soft click. “M’so proud of you, m’good girl. You did so well taking that.” She melted under the praise, a smile lifting her lips as she leaned her face into his touch further. “Are you ready for more? Or do you need a break?”
“Can I have some water, Sir?” She swallowed, watching as his face lightened at the request.
“Course you can. But I’m gonna suggest y’stand up. When we’re finished I’ll rub some salve on your bum, but it’s going to be a bit raw to hit the blankets now.” That was part of why he was going to take her on her hands and knees. And the whole not wanting to get deeper into his feelings, which he’d definitely do if he took her missionary the first time.
Y/N did just that, standing up and letting him bring the water bottle to her mouth. It was weirdly intimate in its own way as he instructed her head to tilt back, wiping away the spilled water from her chin as if he wasn’t about to make a complete mess of her. It was slightly shocking considering no one had ever taken care of her like this that she could recall. Wiping tears, brushing her hair back, cleaning her face up, helping her drink water. Harry was a caregiver above anything else and she could see that now. As soon as she’d had enough, though, he was back into the darker areas.
“Alright, pet. Time to give you what you need. M’gonna have you get on your tummy for me, and I’ll put a pillow for that pretty face to rest on. Want you to get on your knees for me and spread your thighs.” Y/N allowed him to help her on the bed, exhaling deeply as she rested her cheek on the soft pillow. He guided her up, spreading her thighs open and leaving her bound and exposed for his scrutiny.
“I’ve said it before but I’ll say it again. You’re so fucking gorgeous, sweetheart.” He murmured, making her flinch as he brushed his hand against her ass. “You’re dripping. Is it all for me?” Y/N should have expected it but it still made her gasp, feeling his fingers run up her slit. “Fuck, you really did love getting spanked. Pretty girl likes a bit of pain a bit more than we thought.” There was no denying that she was into it from how soaked his fingers were. “Beautiful cunt, perfect ass… You’re going to be a pleasure to ruin.”
The woman whimpered as she heard the rustle of fabric behind her and some movement before she felt the tip of his cock tapping against her ass. It was wet and she could only imagine the precum smudged on her heated skin as he let out a soft groan at the feeling. This had been what the both of them had been waiting for, the moment finally arriving and she couldn’t wait anymore.
Luckily, Harry returned the sentiment. Y/N’s mouth dropped open at the first push inside of her, the tip notching inside of her entrance and the slow press in making her let out a noise she hadn’t made before. Her cunt had never been stretched quite this much, feeling her inner muscles struggle to catch up to the depths he was going. Her toys and boyfriend couldn’t compare to this feeling in the slightest. “Oh-Oh my god, H-Sir.” She almost slipped up but corrected herself as his thick fingers dug slightly into her plush hips.
“I know, sweetheart. S’a lot to take on the first go, but you’re a slut for the pain so.. I think you can handle it.” He cooed, slipping further in while letting her adjust slightly. It felt really fucking good being tucked inside of her. Bare, wet, fucking vice tight, he felt pleasure crawling up his body like a vine. Heated and determined, he pushed more limits and found himself giving her the last inch. Fully seated, his head felt light as he looked down at the view in front of him.
Hands bound behind her back, face hot, cunt spread around his cock- this was the image he’d been looking for. Feeling her soft skin against his hands and her tight pussy keeping him warm, he ground into her as she let out a whine from her throat. She was breathing heavy but didn’t say anything as he opened her up. Harry didn’t want to rush this, wanted her to remember as he filled her up for the first time. She had been just as eager for him, but somehow she was restraining herself from the way he absolutely knew she wanted to push back against him. Instead, she flexed her fingers in her bindings, arching her back slightly as he slipped deeper inside of her. “See? Knew you could do it, pet. You’ll do anything I ask you for, because you’re a good girl who wants t’please me.” His hand wan over her back and let his fingertips brush the swell of her ass.
“I am, Sir. I w-want to make you so happy.” She choked out as he finally pressed the last inch inside of her. Her eyes clenched shut as her breathing labored, the sting of being stretched this far was fading to a dull ache she could feel spreading through her lower body, but it felt so good that she could cry. “I’m so full.” There was a sniffle from her, making the Dominant inside of her coo slightly, leaning over her body. It pressed him as deep as he could go, making the girl whimper as fingers stroked the hair in her face and tucked it behind her ear.
“You are. You’re being perfect, pet. Want to see how good you feel, want to hear it. Don’t hold those things back from me.” Maybe he was being a bit too gentle but he had this soft spot for the girl that couldn’t really be explained away. “Ask for what you’d like, love. Give me a color and tell me what you need.”
A shaky exhale puffed out of swollen lips, eyes peeling open to see the man looming over her. Y/N needed this, she had been waiting for this, and Harry could fulfill the things she had been needing and never got. “Green- I’m so green. I want you to fuck me, Sir.” This was what she’d come here for. She couldn’t delude herself by his soft treatment- he was just a good dom. Caring, but right now she needed to forget about anything but his cock. “Make me sore, I want it deep. Please sir, I need it.”
Harry’s eyes flashed, looking down at the girl in delighted surprise. His pretty little submissive was making quite the request, and who was he to deny her?
Y/N felt his cock slide out halfway, her cunt protesting momentarily- but she didn’t need to worry. The length was thrust right back in, making her body shift and her throat gasp for air. A hand went to her bound wrists, anchoring himself on them before he repeated the action. The thrusts were short, hard, stealing her breath with each one. Using her wrists to pull her body back onto his and thrusting his hips forward until he was deeper than she could have ever fathomed. “Is this deep enough, pet? This what you needed?”
Eyes shifted back to see the smirk on his face as he repeated the action. Her body was jerking with each one, the feeling of being filled with each one making her toes curl. It caught her off guard as he pinched her thigh, making her yelp. “Asked a question, Puppy. Answer it.”
“Sorry- I’m sorry, Sir.” She bleated, a huff of air being pressed from her as he ground himself inside of her. “I love it, it’s what I needed. Y-You’re so good. Thank you, Sir.”
Harry felt extremely good. Euphoric, really, with her tight as fuck cunt clenching around him and the sweet noises being punched out of her with his short thrusts. Y/N felt even better than he’d been anticipating and it was making it hard to not lose his mind and simply pound her the way he’d been wanting. Sure, he knew she’d like that, but he was trying to exercise his own control and prove to himself that he could. Deep down he was feeling the primal instinct to just fuck her, something he really hadn’t experienced in his other scenes, proving to be another challenge. “M’glad. Gonna give you some more and you’re going to take it.” His fingers ran over her tender ass to make her jerk a little, making the man smile. He was going to be all fucking over her when she went back to her own place. She’d be able to see him written all over her body. No way could she forget who fucked her right.
Y/N was pliable, soft for him as she nodded against the pillow, opening her mouth to tell him yes. It was indeed what she wanted. Being stuffed to the very brim with his big cock was something she knew she’d need to get used to, if that was possible, but she loved that he was giving it to her. “Don’t have to handle me with children’s gloves. I can take it, Sir. It’s why I’m here, isn’t it?” For once she let her inner bratty demeanor show, catching the flash in his eyes before his hand came down on her already sore ass to make her cry out.
“Is that what you were warning me about? Bratty fucking mouth. Was tryin’ to be nice to you, but if you want it…” His malicious chuckle sent a shiver down her spine. “Guess I’ll give you the nasty fuck you need.”
Manhandling her, he spread her legs further and tugged her up further in the way he wanted. “Stop moving from where I put you. Don’t fight it.” His hands gripped her hips roughly as he pulled out to the tip and slammed in. Only this time, he didn’t stop. Pulling her back slightly, he began to well and truly fuck her. No build up, no warning, rough and fast thrusts that stole her thoughts.
Y/N let out a whimper as her eyes watered, feeling him fuck her deep and rough. Fingertips were going to bruise her skin. When she went home, she’d be able to feel the evidence around her hips when she put on her clothes for work, when she washed herself in the shower. It was delicious, puffs of air being knocked out of her as she felt him pummel into her. It stole her words, her mouth unable to let out anything but noises of pleasure. Harry had fulfilled his promise, giving it to her how she’d known she’d like it- but she never anticipated how scrambled her brain would be.
“See what happens?” The dominant chortled. “Little baby brat runs her mouth and gets shut up, real fucking fast.” His cock was slick with her, sweat beading on his brow as he watched her ass ripple with each harsh thrust inside of her tight channel. “Already bruised your ass for being a fucking tease,” He hissed, bringing his hand down again on the hot flesh. “ And it still wasn’t good enough. No one’s been giving you the fuck you need, hm? No one knows… how fucking bad you need to be ruined.” Y/N squealed at his spanking again, the sting making her tighten around him. Sure, it fucking hurt, but that’s what she wanted. The sting as rough pleasure was given to her.
“I’m- I’m sorry, S-Sir.” Y/N could barely get the words out, his fucking stealing her breaths. His words were adding fuel to the fire as he gave her a taste of all that had been missing. Her hands bound behind her back, his thick cock stretching and pounding her, his hand bruising her and smacking her, and it was only the very beginning of what they could do. Only the first time he’d sunk inside of her, giving her exactly what she needed without even being asked. It was like he knew her body better than herself.
“I’m sure you are, Puppy. But you get your way anyway, because I’ve been wanting to sink into this perfect pussy since I saw you in the Cafe.” He indulged in that tidbit of information. It was so unfair that he could feel her reactions, felt her push back slightly on him and arch without being told, but it only spurred him on.
“You did?” Breathy words floated up to his ears as he watched her face, though only able to see the side of it as she did her best to look at him.
“Course I did. I knew you’d be a sweet little thing, but you were squirming in your seat. Knew I got you fucking soaked and wished I could have taken you over the sink in that bathroom. Probably would have let me, wouldn't you?” If he was a lesser person, if he hadn’t needed the ethics to be discussed beforehand, he probably would have. It had been the first time he’d been allowed to look at her in the light of anything but his mate’s girl, and he realized very quickly that she was extremely gorgeous and he wanted a piece of that for himself. He was indulging in this, selfishly so, because if it was up to him he’d enter an actual contract with her. Keep her sitting on her knees for him when he got home from work and be able to take some of those worries off her shoulders. Y/N was sweeter than pie, but he was getting to see the spice that gave her a little more kick now that they were in this situation.
“Uh-huh.” She nodded, not caring in the slighted about how wrecked her looked. She felt sticky all over, vulnerable, but in the best way. Part of her couldn’t wait until he bound her some more, maybe she could talk her way into having him use her like a little fuck doll- but this was already blowing her mind. “W-Would have given you anything you w-want.” Her words were stuttered from the blows of his thrusts, feeling herself dripping down her thighs and most likely making a mess of Harry, but the Dominant didn’t care.
“Yeah? You’d have been a little whore for me that early on in that cute little outfit? Fuck, I love it.” Taking control of her further, he gathered her hair in his hand and wrapped it around his fist, tugging her up and wrapping his other hand around her chest. Y/N squealed at the change of position, her bound hands up against his tummy while he slowed his speed but never his depth. The thrusts were just as punishing, but this time she could feel his lips brush her ear. “You’ll let me do anything I want to you, won’t you Pet? Let me toss you around, rough you up… Let me use your holes for whatever I want…” He moaned, tilting her head to the side as his tongue licked up a bead of sweat dripping down her neck. The hot drag of his tongue made her shudder, cunt fluttering around his cock as he was balls deep inside of her.
“Yeah, anything.” her voice was unfamiliar to herself, dreamy and soft as her eyes closed. He lapped up even more before his teeth nibbled the bottom of her ear, making chills spread over her arms. “I want to make you happy. I like when it hurts.”
“Oh, sweet little thing…” He chuckled. “You’ve no idea what you’re doing t’me. Offering yourself up as my pretty doll to use, to hurt. Make you hurt so good when I swat that perfect ass, Hm? What about this?” His elbow curled so his hand could wrap around her throat, delicately placing his fingers where he knew to touch and squeezed just a bit.
Y/N felt it immediately. The rush, the slight trouble breathing, his complete control over her. He was in charge and there was no denying it. His palm against her throat, warm and solid as he held her there was such a show of ownership she couldn’t help but moan out weakly, head lulling back as he continued the punishing thrusts inside of her cunt. She was pathetically wet and hot to the touch, dripping around him. It was audible with each movement and if she was in a different state of mind she’d be embarrassed, but with how big the man was all it did was aid in how good it felt.
“Feels so good, hm? Pretty Puppy likes to be choked while she takes cock.” His words vibrated against her ears, almost overstimulating her at this point. She could feel him everywhere. Inside of her cunt, her stomach, covering her back, holding her throat, there was no escaping the man and no desire to in the slightest. Engulfed in him, she felt a shift in her brain as she tried to nod, sinking into the warmth abyss. “You feel fucking perfect. Making a mess around my cock, soaking me… Just you wait until I have you bounce on it in front of some of my friends. You’ll love that.”
God, would she ever. Y/N wanted that so badly it hurt, and the man confirming that he was definitely going to give her the dirtiest, darkest fantasies that she had only had her floating further away from reality. In this headspace, all she could do was take it. All she wanted to do was please him so he’d make her feel good like this all the times they got together. No sex she’d had before held a spark, let alone a candle, to this. She was close- so fucking close it hurt. This was how sex was supposed to be for her. When she felt the fingers loosen on her neck she took a deep inhale, the headrush making her dizzy. No, she wanted it back. She wanted to feel like that all the fucking time, and he took it away.
“No, H-” She caught herself, even in her altered state. “Sir, More. Please- I was gonna cum.” The climax had been building and she had been desperate for that lead up back.
“You didn’t ask.” He hissed. “Don’t you know all your orgasms belong to me? Ask me nicely and I’ll consider letting you. Don’t have t’let you, you know? I could use your cunt to cum and leave you here, throbbing and sore. Desperate.” The taunt and idea of that made her eyes burn. No, she fucking needed it. He’d made her orgasm so good yesterday that she knew that this one was going to potentially ruin her. “Take you to the bath and make you wait even longer once I finish.”
“No, please, please sir. Let me finish, I promise I’ll be good, I won’t be a brat anymore.” A choked sob came from her lips as she heard him hum against her jaw, his thrust slower than before. She was a wreck and she knew it, but all she wanted was to cum. Desperation she’d never even dreamt of crawled up her throat as she pleaded with him. “I’ll- I’ll do whatever you say, I’m sorry.” if her hands were free she’d probably try and bring his hand back up over her throat and help him squeeze. Thank god he had them bound. Maybe he did know better after all.
“She’s sorry, is she?” He hummed cruelly, pulling out to the tip before slamming back in, keeping her in his arm. Her hair was yanked harder, making her lean further back into him, her ass pressing against his thighs. The sting on her scalp made her cunt throb around him, heaving breaths accompanying her attempt to nod. “Oh, you’re sorry. I see…” His hand squeezed her throat once, teasingly. “You’re going t’have to learn that I own your orgasms. You cum when I tell you to. You don’t when I don’t.” The thick cock repeated the action, filling her sopping hole back up to the brim and listened to her cry out. “Where are you at, sweetheart? What’s your color?” She seemed okay, just fucked out, but she’d taken a lot compared to the pity fucks she used to get.
“G-Green, Sir. So, so green. I just- I just really want to cum for you, I know, I’ll listen better. I promise, just-” She hiccuped. “Give it to me. Fuck me, make me cum. Use me.” It was clear to both him and herself that she was entering a whole other headspace. The one they’d both been wanting to explore. “Use my body, just let me finish. I’ll be a hole for you, just let me cum.” She repeated the phrase, making the dominant place a feather light kiss on her sticky cheek. It was just so fucking adorable hearing her beg him for it, all the while his cock ached to continue to give her the fucking she’d needed all along.
If he was a stronger man, if he hadn’t been dreaming about fucking her since this whole debacle started and he was given metaphorical permission to think about her as a woman available to be his, maybe he’d draw it out a bit more. Harry did love to keep going, to overstimulate, and he’d fucking love to make her so cock dumb she couldn’t keep herself upright, but he needed to finish. His cock had been aching all day long, an all day edge as he’d watched her prance around in those shorts and had the teasing moments back in the shop, his hand on her warm thigh in the car,hell, even the memory of her gushing all over his fingers had plagued him as he took his shower this morning. He couldn’t pinpoint what it was about the woman he was inside of, but she made him exceptionally weak.
“Okay. Since you asked so nicely and seem t’know your place, go ahead. Cum for me, Puppy. Let me have it.” His gruff voice was tense, nearing his own end. Usually he could hold off as long as he needed, but he was figuring out fairly quickly that the next time they had a scene he’d need to slip on the silicone cock ring in his nightstand. The slippery, hot hole pulsed around him and his fingers tightened on her neck, restricting her just a little bit more- and she was gone.
Y/N hadn’t realized an orgasm could feel like this. White hot, cold then extreme heat washing over her and boiling over in her belly as her vision dimmed, she teared up and let out an unintelligible moan, tumbling over the edge. It was a mix of things, she knew. His hand on her throat, the way he spoke to her, the stubble of his chin against her sensitive skin, the sting of her hair on her scalp and most of all, how full she was. He’d stretched her to her limit but given her another high expectation, the thrusts working her through her orgasm. Her head was floating and she felt weightless, barely able to keep herself upright now as her legs shook and she swore she felt herself drool a little bit before she was lowered to the bed. It wasn’t stopping, was the thing. The normal orgasm for her lasted 30, 40 seconds, maybe, but this didn’t seem to stop. Maybe she couldn’t perceive time, her cheek buried in the pillow as he grunted behind her, but her nerves were on fire. “Fuck.”
All she could feel was her body shaking, her cheeks wet and the slap of his hips hitting against her. His cock was thick and so fucking satisfying as it filled her up, the thrusts sloppy as his hand pressed her face further into the pillow from it’s location on the side of her head, pinning her there as his sharp movements slowed. It could be felt inside of her, the pulsing of his cock and the heat of his cum spilling into her, a weak whine leaving her throat as she used what was left of her energy to push her ass back onto him and get him as deep as she could. Her arms ached, her head was going to hurt later, her muscles would be screaming when she woke up tomorrow, but there was no going back.
The submissive’s eyes closed, panting heavily from the exertion her body had just been through. Being choked and fucked hard, being bent up in pretzel like positions and her hands bound, it wasn’t something she realized would be so exhausting- but she knew even in her fucked out brain that she needed this again. She could handle even more, could handle him meaner and rougher, and she knew he’d give it to her.
Harry’s body was buzzing as his hands struggling slightly to undo his knotting on her arms, gently unraveling the bindings and using his hands to stroke over the surely sore wrists. His cock stayed inside of her as he leaned over, her newly freed hands flopping to the sides as he observed the exhausted girl laid boneless underneath him. She was just as beautiful as he’d imagined- if not, more. He was quick to brush the messy hair that matted to her sweaty forehead away, leaning over to cover her body with his own and kiss over the back of her shoulders while praising her.
“You’re perfect.” He murmured. “You did so well, sweetheart. M’so fucking proud of you.” Her cheeks were damp but he knew the tears had been caused by pleasure. “So incredible. I knew you could do it. You feel so perfect.” Looming over her, he moved so his body was pressed against her but his weight was distributed on his forearms. “Are you okay, Pet? Need you t’give me some indication you’re alright. M’here to take care of you, pretty girl.”
“Mhm.” She hummed, a blissed out smile on her bitten lips. “M’good, H. So, so good.” the giggle was a good sign, but he was still going to treat her to the TLC she needed. Any sub needed it, really. They all deserved it, but Y/N was an even more pressing matter. He could see on her face that she was teetering on the edge of a subspace and while he wanted to get her there, it was a very delicate thing to do.
“You are. So good, sweet little thing. Made me so happy. It’s time to take care of you, alright?” Soft kisses were given to her cheek, feeling the heat under his lips. She was just.. Really fucking precious, even after being fucked out of her mind. “M’gonna flip you over and give you some water, okay?”
“No.” She drawled, turning her head the best she could. “Feels nice inside me. I don’t want you out of me, please.” The whine went straight to his cock, and that's when he knew he had a problem.
Harry’s mouth dried slightly, wanting nothing more than to give into her request but… he couldn’t. Not quite yet, anyways. It would lead to something else, something that wouldn’t be just sex to help her explore her kinks and selfish, needy sex on his end that way dying for a crumb of intimacy outside of the dynamic. Sex between Y/N and Harry, not Puppy and Sir.
“I have to, darling.” He sighed. “I know it’ll feel empty for a bit but we need to get you into a warm bath and clean you up.” No matter how hot it looked. He’d need to keep reminding himself that. “Let’s take our bath, get some water into you and then I’ll bring you a snack, okay? We just did a lot and I didn’t go easy on your precious body.” As much as he knew he’d love seeing his marks all over her tomorrow, it would be an adjustment. Especially considering the type of sex she was used to having compared to this. “Anything you have in mind?”
“You’ll go in with me?” The awed tilt to her voice made his chest hurt a little, reminding him yet again that she really hasn’t been treated the way she deserved in the past. Maybe in the past, he’d bathed with his subs he was in relationships in and out of kink with and his other arrangements he’d wait outside the tub, but she didn't need to know that. He was already not giving her something she wanted- being in the water with her wasn’t too bad. Was it? “Strawberries, please. Or melon.” The snack was an afterthought.
“Course I will.” He hummed. “Let me just clean you up here and get you on your back, okay? Gonna be a little uncomfortable when I pull out.” His soft spoken persona was back, gone was the hard tinge and condescending croons and the man she’d met at the cafe was right back with her. “I’ve got both of those, so since you were so sweet I’ll give you a bit of both.”
Y/N nodded, pushing him into action. Sitting himself up, he mourned the loss of her hot tightness but found another reason it was good he’d pulled out. Hands gently pushed her ass open a bit, watching the creamy mess dribble from her opening. She was swollen and obviously sensitive, so he refrained from using his fingers to tuck all of that back where he wanted it, but he wished he had a photo of it. “Christ, sweetness.” He clicked his tongue. “I was right. Did a number on you but you look so gorgeous with my cum dripping out of that cute little pussy.” It was an image he would carry around with him all week during his work hours and fight to keep himself contained. Maybe he spent a little too much time looking as it dribbled down onto the blanket, but it would be worth changing the linens for this view. He liked it a little too much.
“It looks pretty?” Her breathy voice asked, tearing his attention away from the view. “Wish I could see.”
“Mhm. Stunning. Filthy, but it suits you.” Licking his puffy lips, he smoothed his hand over her inner thigh. “We look beautiful together. Next time I’ll use my tongue to clean you up, but we can’t spoil you too much on the first go around.” The lighthearted tease made her huff, Harry standing on his still somewhat weak legs to get the water before helping her flip over. He’d even brought a straw to use with her water bottle, cradling the back of her head as he lifted it up and brought the drink to her mouth for her to take gentle sips. It hit him in the gut right then, something he’d need to ignore later- but he chose to enjoy it for now.
He enjoyed taking care of her a little too much.
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in which y/n just wants to be harry's — officially.
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content warnings: parenting/family stuff (y/n and harry are parents), smut (breeding kink, slight size kink, literal one "mommy" mention, dirty talk)
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. . .
Parenthood is difficult.
It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure that out, so it takes Harry and Y/N approximately two minutes of bringing Clementine into the world to come to the same realization. Her loud wails break their hearts every time, sleep becomes a luxury, and breastfeeding takes an incredible toll on Y/N’s physical and mental health.
But in the same way that parenting is hard and filled with tears and confusion, it’s just as — if not more — rewarding.
Clementine is the best thing that’s ever happened to each of them. Harry can’t remember a version of his life where he wasn’t head-over-heels in love with his sweet baby girl, and Y/N has softened up a considerable amount now that she spends most of her day cooing to her daughter. 
It’s not perfect by any means — Clem is a tried-and-true daddy’s girl and sometimes it hurts Y/N’s feelings. Clementine also inherited her mom’s grumpy exterior and, in the middle of a visit from Harry’s parents or Y/N’s sister, will starfish her body, going completely rigid until one of her parents takes her. (Harry always thinks it’s funny while Y/N is embarrassed by it. It’s something they’re working on as a family.)
Beyond their little trio, though, lies a larger situation that’s been conveniently tucked away since Clementine was born: Harry and Y/N’s relationship. 
They never decided what they were after confessing feelings for one another. One day, they lived separately and were going the route of platonic co-parenting. The next, Harry moved all his things into Y/N’s, ended the lease on his own apartment, and painted the guest room a pretty pastel pink. 
At first, it didn’t seem like that big of a deal. Y/N has never cared for labels on relationships, and their devotion to each other was blatant — they were parenting a child together, after all. He kissed her good morning, they held hands on family walks, and at the end of the day, they were crawling into bed together. She didn’t need a ring or a title to reiterate where she stood in Harry’s life.
Until… well, until the supermarket incident.
It was a rainy day, but Y/N wanted to pop into the store before they rounded the corner to head back home. Now that Clementine’s pediatrician gave them the okay to start trying out solid foods — or, as solid as baby food can be — Harry had gotten really into making it from scratch. Currently, their kitchen was a mess of sweet potato, apple, and green bean purees, but Y/N was trying to be supportive, even if the noise of the blender sometimes woke Clem up from her afternoon nap. She remembered him mentioning a new recipe he found for carrots, mangos, and bananas, so she figured they could grab the ingredients on their way home. 
Clementine looked adorable in her cute little rain jacket and matching hat. Harry couldn’t stop taking pictures of her, and as they dipped into the produce aisle, stroller in tow, she remembered they needed another gallon of milk since they were trying to wean Clem off of Y/N’s breast milk. 
“You guys can stay right here, it’s just in the next aisle,” Y/N said, arms stuffed with produce bags. Harry nodded, though his attention primarily laid on Clementine’s gummy smile. Y/N snorted to herself as she quickly shuffled off to the dairy section — the duo were two peas in a pod, but she didn't think she would want it any other way. 
Glancing down at her watch, she put a pep in her step as she walked back to the produce aisle. They had about 15 minutes before Clem started getting antsy and whiney about her pre-dinner nap, and she didn’t want her to get upset on their walk home. 
Only, when she turned the aisle, Harry and Clementine weren’t alone anymore — no, there were two women standing with them, cooing over their daughter. 
“She’s so precious! How old is she?” one of them asked.
“Ah, almost eight months,” Harry replied bashfully, petting down the tuft of brown curls at the top of Clementine’s head. Y/N clenched her jaw. Why had he taken her hat off? It was supposed to protect her from the rain! 
“So sweet,” the other woman grinned, reaching out to thumb over Clementine’s puffy cheek. The vision sent a pang of jealousy through Y/N’s chest — her baby wasn’t some kind of doll that anyone could just touch! Clutching the produce and container of milk in her hands, Y/N all but marched over to the stroller and threw them in the bottom compartment. 
“Ready to go, honey?” 
Harry blinked at Y/N, a world of confusion swirling in the green eyes he shared with his daughter. She stayed silent and still, knuckles white from gripping the stroller handle so tightly. 
“Yeah,” he finally replied, leaning down to gently place Clementine back in her seat, “This is Y/N, Clementine’s mum.”
“Oh, your baby is so sweet! Harry was just raving about you!” one of the women nearly squealed. Y/N smiled tightly as she watched him buckle Clementine in.
“Okay, say bye bye, Clem,” Harry murmured. They’d been trying to teach her how to wave hello and goodbye, but Y/N would rather scoop her own eyeballs out than watch her do it for the first time with these women. 
In fact, she was already pushing the stroller down the end of the aisle before they could even get the word “bye” out.
Since that day about two weeks ago, it’s been constantly replaying in the back of Y/N’s brain. Even though Harry didn’t think much of it (she knows this because he immediately started talking about nonsense on the walk home), for the first time, it plucked at a chord of insecurity that she didn’t even know she had. She’d always felt fairly secure in her relationship with Harry — he’d all but begged her for this life together, and he’d been incredibly involved from the moment she got pregnant — so how is that two random strangers at the supermarket tore this out of her? 
It bothered her so deeply to the point where she did something she’d never done before: Ask Lea for relationship advice. 
“In the years I’ve known you, you have never asked me for help with a man,” Lea had said, her eyebrows raised so high they nearly met her hairline. Y/N grumbled as she wrapped her hand around her matcha, avoiding eye contact with her friend. She’d been able to sneak out for an afternoon coffee date with her while Harry took Clementine to the park. “You’re always so… sure of yourself. And you have a literal child with Harry. What gives?”
Y/N shrugged as she rubbed her lips together nervously. “You should’ve seen the way those girls were all over him. It was… gross.”
“It’s normal to feel jealous, if that’s what you’re concerned about.”
“I am not jealous,” she muttered, “I just… he introduced me as Clementine’s mom. Don’t you think I’m a bit… more than that to him?”
“Of course you are. But you’ve never had that conversation, have you?”
“Like you said, we have a baby together. What else could you need?”
Lea smirked, “That’s all that you need. But he probably needs a bit more confirmation than that.”
Y/N bristled as she stuck her straw between her lips, taking a long sip. 
“He knows we’re in a relationship, doesn’t he?” 
“I don’t know,” she replied honestly, “Dom and I used to hear all the gossip about you two before Clem was born, but since then, I think he’s just been focused on making sure you and her are both taken care of.”
“So what do I do?” Y/N asked through a sigh, leaning back against the worn leather of the booth. 
“Talk to him,” Lea said easily, “But… maybe don’t do it in your rough-and-tough-Y/N way. Maybe… make it a little special. He likes that, y’know? Little romantic gestures?”
Y/N scrunched her face. Lea was right — Harry was all about the little things, like surprising her with flowers or waking her up with breakfast in bed on the weekends. And while Y/N was positive she didn’t have a romantic bone in her body, she’d certainly attempt to find one if it meant making Harry happy. 
. . .
A few days later, Harry walks into his shared apartment with Y/N to the scent of something delicious. 
“Y/N?” he calls as he toes his shoes off in the entryway. They weren’t due for company, were they? He doesn’t think so, but with eight months straight of four to five hours of sleep each night, he had trouble remembering anything that wasn’t Clementine-related. 
He follows the fragrance into the kitchen, where Y/N is standing over the stove, stirring a bubbling pot of some sort of sauce. She jumps, hand over her heart, when he goes to greet her. 
“Jesus fuck, you scared me!” she exclaims, the wooden spoon nearly clattering to the floor. He smirks and lets out an amused laugh as he walks towards her, observing the array of pans on the stovetop. 
“What’s all this for?” he asks. Y/N presses a hand to his muscular chest and attempts to block him from seeing anything. 
“I’m making you dinner,” she mumbles, nibbling on her bottom lip, “Clem’s with my sister for the night.”
“Oh?”
She nods. 
“Did I forget a special occasion?”
She shakes her head.
“Then how come I’m getting spoiled tonight?”
Her cheeks warm at that, but they both pretend her blush is invisible. “I just wanted to do something… romantic for you.” 
“Romantic?” he repeats the word like it’s a bazaar concept and it makes a pit form in Y/N’s stomach, “That’s… sweet of you. Thank you.”
She nods, albeit a bit robotically. “Um. Yeah. It’ll be ready in like 5 minutes.”
“Sounds good,” he replies, “Do you want me to set the table?”
She shakes her head bashfully and Harry raises an eyebrow. “I already did that.”
Her demure nature makes a smile form at the edges of his lips and he reaches out to press a hand to her hip, squeezing gently. 
“Y’okay?” he asks softly, tilting his head to look at her. “You seem nervous.”
Y/N shrugs and it supplies him with a tepid answer. “I just wanna make this nice for you.”
His heart breaks a bit at that and he ducks lower to catch her lips in a short, sweet kiss. PDA isn’t irregular for them — not with touch being Harry’s primary love language — so it’s unsurprising to be on the receiving end of one of his dizzying kisses, even if it ends quicker than she’d like. 
“This is already so special to me. I do miss Clem, though.”
She snorts at that as he brushes his nose against hers. “Of course you do. She’s your mini me.”
“Except when she’s making that grumpy little face. That’s all you.”
Y/N lightly bats at his chest before mumbling out to go sit down in the dining room. 
Harry’s eyes widen when he sees the candlelit table — he can’t remember the last time they ate on actual plates, always opting for take-out containers or paper plates for the sake of convenience. He swallows as he sits down and listens to Y/N shuffle around the kitchen. He hears her curse, followed by what sounds like her emptying pasta into a colander — she always burns herself whenever she does that, and he can envision the slight grimace that appears on her face. 
Just as he’s getting antsy and preparing himself to ask if she needs any help, Y/N appears from the kitchen with a big bowl of pasta. She nibbles on her bottom lip as she places it on the table, then stands up straight. She looks like a soldier waiting to be told to return to their duties.
“Um… I made us that roasted red pepper pasta you like.” she says, wringing her hands out in front of her. “I hope that’s fine.”
“That’s great,” Harry nods, gesturing to the seat across from him, “Sit down. You look like you’re gonna have an aneurysm. Are you sure you’re alright?”
“Yes,” Y/N grumbles as she sits down, and the sound of her grouchy voice makes him chuckle as he grabs her bowl to serve her, “I know I’m not, like… the most romantic person, or even the easiest person to be around, so it’s important to me that I make this really good for you.”
“I hate when you say that,” he murmurs before placing her full bowl in front of her. He moves to serve himself, “You’re the easiest person I’ve ever been around. You’re a great mum and I love being a parent with you.”
Y/N swallows as she listens to him, leaving her food untouched. He watches her and takes a bite of his pasta, chewing slowly. 
“Is that… all I am to you?” she asks softly with low eyes. Harry furrows his eyebrows.
“What do you mean?”
“Like… am I still just a co-parent to you?” 
He sets his fork down and uses his napkin to wipe his mouth. “Well, we never really talked about it, I guess. But you know you’re more than that to me.”
“You’re more than just Clem’s dad to me,” she continues. “And it kinda hurt my feelings when you introduced me to those girls as ‘Clementine’s mom’ a few weeks back.”
Harry raises his eyebrows, “Oh. I didn’t think anything of it.”
“I know.”
His heart strains at the thought of hurting her feelings, but he also knows that what happened in the supermarket was weeks ago. Had she been sitting on it and thinking about it all this time?
“I never want to make you uncomfortable, Y/N. To be honest, I don’t know how to refer to you but… I’d say you’re my partner, yeah? You’re my teammate in raising our beautiful girl and I love getting to live life with you.”
Her heart thumps rapidly in her chest. “But what if… what if you called me your girlfriend, too?”
Harry’s silent for a moment. He reaches out to place his hand on her knee, squeezing softly.
“Would you want that?” he asks. “I’ll only do it if that’s what you want.”
She looks up at him and nods. Her eyes are glassy and it makes Harry’s chest tighten. Suddenly, he needs to be closer to her, so he stands up and scoops her into his arms. At first she rejects his touch, mumbling out sentiments about still having postpartum weight, but Harry shushes her and pulls her into his lap. 
“Tell me what you’re feeling, Y/N.” he murmurs. He leans up and presses a chaste kiss to the side of her neck. She shivers and he keeps his hands as solid anchors on her hips. 
“I want you to call me your girlfriend,” she says, lifting her gaze to look at him. “I don’t want you to entertain any other person or let them flirt with you or touch our baby. I just want it to be the three of us, always.”
If Harry’s being honest, he would have been content with living in this gray, in-between area with Y/N for the rest of their lives. He was happy — so incredibly happy to be in her life, to sleep next to her every night, to raise a gorgeous baby girl with her. He felt fortunate to be there for every moment, good and bad — but he would be a liar if he said he hadn’t been waiting for the day where she told him what was really going on in that pretty head of hers.
He presses a chaste kiss to her temple. “I’m sorry I hurt your feelings,” he says quietly, soft fingertips smoothing over the expanse of her hip, “You’re my girlfriend, okay? Not just Clemmie’s mum. You’re so much more than that.”
She nods her head and Harry smiles gently at how flustered she continues to be — it’s a side of her that he rarely sees, and the sight makes a low chuckle sound from deep in his chest. 
“You’re silly,” he mumbles against the shell of her ear. “Isn’t that what you are? A silly baby desperate to be mine?”
Y/N bristles and swallows harshly, keeping her gaze low in his lap. His smirk only grows as he begins to press slow kisses along her jaw and down to her neck. Her eyes flutter closed. 
“Everyone thinks you’re this pretty, grumpy girl, but I know better than that,” he continues, sliding his hands beneath her tee-shirt to feel her warm skin, “You’re loving and kind. The best mum I’ve ever seen. The best partner and the best girlfriend, too. Isn’t that right, mama?”
She gasps wetly and he feels her thighs threaten to clench, but his hips prevent her from getting any relief. He hums, satisfied with her response and, in a quick movement, pulls her shirt from her body and tosses it to the floor. Her swollen breasts sit prettily on her chest and he tries his best not to groan at the sight. 
“Don’t tease,” she mewls. He chuckles as she grasps at the fabric of his own tee-shirt, the soft material in the tight clutch of her knuckles. 
“Need me to fill you up?” he asks, though he knows the answer is an obvious and resounding yes. They haven’t had actual sex in at least a month, not with Clementine occupying 99% of their time. Even if he’s attempting to play it cool, his cock is hard and throbbing beneath layers of his clothing. He swears he can even feel the warmth of her pussy through her own clothes and it’s taking everything in him not to thrust up and grind against her. 
“Yes,” Y/N pants, shaky fingers digging beneath the waistband of his trousers to pull his length out, “S-stop playing around. You know it’s been too long.”
Harry laughs lowly and lifts his hips up to grant her enough space so she can retrieve his cock. She doesn’t even bother pushing his pants or briefs down, swallowing tightly at the sight of the ruddy tip already leaking with pre-cum. 
“Relax, baby,” he mumbles, grabbing one of her trembling hands and intertwining their fingers together, “Breathe, yeah? I’ll take care of my girl.”
Her pussy clenches at that — my girl — and she nibbles on her bottom lip eagerly when he pushes her soft shorts to the side to reveal her pussy. He wishes he had more willpower to look at what he’s been missing out on and his throat bobs when his eyes flicker down to the puffy clit tucked between her lips. He thinks they’ll both explode if he doesn’t get inside of her in the next two seconds, so he gives his cock a pump before he positions himself beneath her and slowly pushes in. 
Immediately, she whimpers out and he stalls, his free hand pressing rigidly into the skin of her thigh. 
“Y’alright?” 
“Yeah,” she whispers, “Tight fit.”
“I know.” he mutters, glancing up at her to read her expression. “Do you need me to pull out?”
She instantly shakes her head, “No, no. Keep going.”
Harry leans up to seal their lips in a messy, wet kiss as he continues pushing in as slowly as he can. He supposes he should’ve spent more time stretching her out, but if there’s one thing he’s learned about Y/N over the past year, it’s that she’s always eager and ever determined to take him, even if it’s been weeks since their last time together.
When he’s finally all the way in, his balls snug against her bum, their kiss slows, though it doesn’t seem like Y/N has any plans to separate their mouths. He doesn’t move a muscle, even if he knows his cock is throbbing from the tightness of her pussy. And then, after what seems like an eternity, she nods.
Slowly, he begins to fuck up inside of her and breathy moans depart from her swollen lips. Harry’s mouth catches each one, punctuating every whimper with a gentle peck. 
“There you go, mama, take my cock. You’re doing so good, aren’t you?”
She only responds with a lilting whimper and he moans, feeling the way her pussy clenches around his length. It’s not the dirtiest sex they’ve had — not by a long shot — but god, if it doesn’t feel incredible knowing that they’re completely devoted to one another.
“You make me feel so good,” she mewls, making his eyes nearly roll back, “I love your cock— ‘s so good, Harry, want— want you to give me another baby.”
“Jesus Christ,” he mutters, squeezing her hips hard, “Can’t just fucking say that stuff, baby. I’ll bust before you even cum.”
“D-don’t care,” she shudders, but he can tell she’s reaching her peak by the way her thighs begin to tremble, each of her muscles tightening. “Cum inside me, m-make me a mommy again.”
His chest vibrates with a deep groan and he reaches between them to pinch at her pearly clit, rubbing it in quick, tight circles. He’s seconds away from bursting himself, but he refuses to finish before she has a chance to. 
It barely takes a few loops around the bundle of nerves before she’s shaking in his lap, her pussy tensing around his length as she moans out his name over and over again. It’s the most beautiful sound he’s ever heard and he presses his forehead against her sweaty shoulder, shuddering as her orgasm triggers his own. As requested, he pumps his cock deep inside of her as he comes, pushing his seed as far as it’ll go. She whimpers from the sensation as pants fall from her lips, shivering every time he thrusts another rope of cum into her.
They’re both shaking by the time both of their orgasms taper off. Harry wraps his arms around her sweaty form, pulling her chest against his. 
“You’re mine, yeah?” he murmurs, pressing a kiss to her shoulder. “You and Clem. We’re a family.”
Y/N nods, echoing his words. “Yours.”
They settle into a comfortable silence; Harry’s softening cock still inside. He’s unsure of how how long they stay there, but he does know that they’ll have to move eventually so he can clean her up. It’s only then that she sits up to look at him, her eyes soft and tired. 
“Harry?”
“Yeah?” 
“Will you get me Plan B tomorrow?” she asks, biting her lip. “I think Clem is… more than enough for me right now.”
He laughs and nods his head. 
“Yeah, sweetheart. I’ll pick some up for you tomorrow.”
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style masterlist.
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this series is currently ongoing!! a @lilystyles series.
y/n has had a crush on harry since they were kids but he’s off-limits. him being her best friend’s brother and all she has never made a move, knowing emma wouldn’t approve. but lines are blurred one night and she doesn’t know if she can follow the rules like a good girl.
or y/n is off limits and harry just can't have that.
fratboy!older!bffsbrother!harry x younger!innocent!reader
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harry seeks comfort, lines are blurred, y/n doesn’t think she can follow the rules like a good girl. (11.4k)
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y/n and harry start to see each other more and more. but it's a secret, things get complicated when emma sets y/n up on a blind date. harry doesn't like it. (15k)
song for this chapter 'Wildest Dreams' by Taylor Swift.
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niall throws the party of the century, and harry gives y/n a gift. (11k)
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too sweet pt. 2
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okay i wasn't going to make a part 2 but i actually really like these two, and some people asked for it so i couldn't help myself.
ps. if u saw this when i first posted it, no u didn't. i decided that i didn't proofread enough the first time, so i deleted it and now here it is lmaooooo
ok, i hope u enjoy. love u all byeee
masterlist ; part one
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Y/N Facetimes Georgia first thing the next morning. Georgia is wiping sleep from her eyes when she answers but is quick to perk up when she sees Y/N looking like a kid in a candy store on her phone screen.
“G, it was amazing,” she gushes, putting on the dramatics, laying back, and putting her hand on her forehead like a maiden from an old movie. “The best I’ve ever had, his dick, Georgia, oh my god. And he did this thing where he-”
Georgia’s face screws up in disgust, “Spare me the smutty details. I’m happy for you, though, you deserve to have some good dick again.”
“Well, I did, and it was glorious,” she says, “Simply amazing.”
She feels a little bit ridiculous for gushing like this, but it's just Georgia, and it's not like she’ll ever get the opportunity again so she allows herself to bask in the afterglow for a bit.
“Do you think you’ll see him again?” Georgia asks, and Y/N is quick to shake her head, “God, no, probably not,” she says quickly before she continues, “I mean, maybe I’ll see him around, but last night was very clearly a one-and-done type of situation.”
Georgia looks at her incredulously, “And you're fine with that? You've been crushing on him for months, he was the best you've ever had, and you're okay with never seeing him again?”
“Your lack of faith in me is rude,” Y/N chides playfully, “I’m fine! Honestly, it's pretty invigorating that I had sex with him and then just...left. I’m capable of having no feelings attached sex.”
They talk for a bit longer, and make plans to grab coffee or something the next time they're both free before they eventually hang up. Y/N feels proud of herself for checking something off of her imaginary sexual bucket list, and now she can move on with her life.
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She doesn't see Harry for a few weeks after they have sex. She briefly wonders how he’s doing, but doesn't fully care enough to seek out info. They do still have mutual friends, though, so she knows that sex or not, she’ll end up running into him eventually.
When she arrives at the party she’s at now, a celebration of a distant friend’s birthday, she isn't particularly looking to go home with someone, but there is a handsome brunette staring at her from across the room so she thinks she might explore that at some point during the night.
She makes her way through the crowd, saying hi to familiar faces, grabbing a drink from the kitchen. She’d been subtly scanning the room for Harry all night, something that Georgia and Faye both call her out on. Y/N decides she has to prove them wrong, then, and makes her way over to the guy who has been eying her up since she walked in.
They make small talk, and she learns his name is Connor, he’s her age and by the way he's looking down the front of her shirt, she’s probably going to get lucky tonight. She moves in closer to him when she feels someone behind her, she’s just registering the feeling when they speak.
“Sorry, excuse me,” the voice is deep, with a British accent and she knows it's Harry immediately. He comes around so that he’s standing in the middle of them so that he can look at both Y/N and Connor. He takes in their close proximity before he turns his attention towards Connor, “Don't mean to interrupt, but I think your girlfriend is looking for you.” Y/N stiffens immediately, anger flaring up in her body towards Connor, whose eyes widen, he immediately starts to stutter, frantically looking between Y/N and Harry.
“I don't- what are you even talking-” Connor stutters out, but Harry cuts him off before he can explain.
“Sit this one out, mate,” his tone is harsh and demanding, Y/N feels a flush of warmth flow through her body.
There's a brief, but tense, stare down before Connor ultimately relents, walking away with a roll of his eye. Harry is quick to replace his spot. “You look amazing tonight, Y/N.”
She’s stunned a bit, she didn't even know he was here, so how he found her before she found him is beyond her. Now he’s in front of her, shooing other men away and complementing her, she's a bit bewildered,“Thank you,” she says, “You know, I really didn't know he had a girlfriend, I wouldn't have even entertained that had I known.”
She feels slightly embarrassed, that's not the type of person she is, she would never knowingly flirt with someone's boyfriend. Harry laughs at her response, shaking his head, “He doesn't have a girlfriend.”
“Then why did you....?” she questions, but she's smart and she pieces it together quickly.
“I can be a bit possessive,” he says, stepping closer to her, resting his hand on her waist, she feels goosebumps rise there. “I can promise you I’m much better than him,” he says, confident. Y/N’s eyebrows raise, like she's challenging him almost, although she knows he’s most likely correct. She’s had sex with him once and she already knows that he’s right.
“Let me prove it,” he says, standing back and offering her his hand. As if he hasn't already. She takes his hand, her heart hammering in her chest at the idea of what he's going to do. He leads her through the groups of people, no one fully pays attention to them, except a few women who eye Harry up as he passes them.
He knocks on the bathroom door when they reach it before he opens it, letting her walk in first before he closes the door and locks it behind them. She’s able to take in her surroundings for a few seconds before he’s on her.
He presses her up against the door they just entered, leaning in and pressing a heated kiss to her mouth, his tongue slipping inside her mouth when she gasps. She returns the kiss feverishly, and a small whimper leaves her mouth when he reaches down to pick her up.
It's a small pivot, and then she feels herself land on the bathroom counter, knocking over the hand soap in the process. “Careful-” she’s cut off when his fingers are on her clit, he circles it once, twice, before dipping down to her entrance.
“You're wet,” he remarks, she feels her cheeks warm up, because yes, she is. He just kissed her and threw her on the bathroom counter, not to mention what he just pulled out there. “Is it because of that prick out there, or me?” he asks, dropping down to his knees in front of her.
He pushes her skirt up on her waist as she breathes out her response, letting him know the truth that she's wet because of him. A smile curves on his face, happy with her answer.
“You're going to cum on my face,” he says, pulling her panties to the side and licking a quick stripe up her pussy, causing a shiver to run up her spine. He continues, “Then you're coming back to mine, and I’m going to fuck you so hard you won't be able to walk right.”
She wants to say something, his name forms on her tongue in a gasp, but her voice gets stuck in her throat when he dives back in, his tongue immediately going to her clit, working in tortuously good circles. The party is loud enough that she feels no shame in moaning, her hand goes to his head so that she can somewhat ground herself as he buries himself between her thighs.
She looks down at him, his eyes are closed in bliss, like he’s getting off by eating her out, his eyelashes flutter every now and again. If she angles herself just right she can see the front of his pants, how there's a formidably large bulge there, and how he’s palming against it while he eats her.
The scene is pornographic, so vulgar. To be hiked up on someone else’s bathroom sink, Harry knelt in front of her with his mouth on her was not how she envisioned her night going. She lets her head roll back against the mirror, not being able to take the sight in front of her.
He’s so good at this because of course he is. One more thing for her to think about when they inevitably part ways again. His tongue stroking her clit, long broad strokes and then suction, pulling her clit into his mouth. He reaches up and inserts a finger, adding a second one when she arches for him, and lets another wanton moan leave her mouth.
She knows that if she looks down at him again, sees his pretty head between her legs, she’ll come, and she doesn't want this to ever end. He’s relentless, barely coming up for air, for a break as he devours her.
He adds a third finger, and that causes the tension to snap. She lurches forward, her back leaving the mirror she was resting on with a breathless moan. Her hand flies to his head, curling her fingers deep into his hair and pulling hard.
He keeps his fingers inside, only letting one slip out when he pulls back to give her a chance to recover. She’s still panting when he calls her attention to him.
“Think you can give me one more?” he asks, a playful glimmer in his eye. She’s already trembling from her first one, but she's still craving his mouth. She doesn't trust her voice, she merely nods, spreading her legs further and murmuring a “Mhmm.”
“Good girl,” he says, sliding two fingers back inside her, curling them slowly inside of her, “Greedy little thing, you are.”
He puts his mouth back on her. This time he knows exactly what to do, what she likes, he’s quick to get to it. She’s already sensitive, her second orgasm only has to build a little bit before it comes crashing over her. She looks down at him, and that's what ultimately does it this time. He’s looking at her when she looks down, and his tongue is circling her clit, his fingers inside of her are deep and he’s moaning against her.
She hisses, overstimulated and sensitive, when he cleans her up, removing his fingers gently, a squelching noise coming with the motion that makes her cringe. He rises to his feet, wiping her wetness off his face with the back of his hand as he does. With a smirk he reaches between them to adjust her underwear back into the right place, “C’mon, let's head out,” he says, picking up the toiletries they knocked over in their haste.
“I need to tell Georgia that I’m leaving,” Y/N says, adjusting her clothes to a presentable state, “I can meet you outside.”
“I’ll just come with you,” he says, waiting for her to open the bathroom door. She isn't sure why she’s surprised at this, but she tries her best not to let that show as she nods, opening the door and leading them back to the party.
Nothing has shifted since they left, no one seems to notice them as they emerge, except for Georgia whose eyebrow twitches upward in a knowing way as they approach her. Y/N shoots her a look before speaking, “G, I’m heading out,” Y/N says while Georgia’s eyes flicker between her and Harry. “I’ll text you later, okay?”
“Sounds good, have a good night, babe,” she briefly turns her attention towards Harry, nodding in acknowledgment, “Good to see you.”
Y/N doesn't hear what Harry’s response is, if there was one because she’s already heading towards the exit, she already knows she’s going to have to listen to Georgia in the morning. If she could, she would pull him along behind her faster than he’s walking, and judging by the look on his face, he can tell that’s exactly what she wants to do.
The car ride is longer than it was the first time she went over, and she has to stop herself from squirming in her seat. Harry lets her put her phone on the aux, a very nerve-wracking experience for her. To her surprise, Harry breaks the silence as they drive, “How long have you known Georgia?” he asks, trying to make conversation, and he turns the music down a bit to hear her answer.
“Too long,” she jokes, and revels in the laugh she gets from him, “We met in college, forced to be roommates because we both had to switch dorms…roommates from hell,” she explains, and shivers at the memory.
She finds talking with him to be incredibly easy, their conversation is easy and fun and it makes the car ride go by quicker. When they finally do get back to his house, all conversation stops at the door because he picks her up when they walk in and he’s kissing her immediately as they make their way to his bedroom.
Maybe it’s a pair of shoes or his own feet but he stumbles, and they both come crashing down to the ground, limbs tangled. The laugh Harry lets out is loud, a laugh she’s never heard from him before and it warms her heart and makes her laugh along with him. Slowly their laughter brings them closer so that they’re face to face, and when they get that close, they’re kissing again, panting and moaning into each other as if they didn’t just fall to the ground.
He pulls her up to straddle him, and she takes that opportunity to grind down onto him, her body moving almost on its own. He lets her, his hands even guiding her movements, and she feels ravenous, dry humping in his hallway, what does he do to her?
If they don’t get onto another surface soon, she thinks she could fuck him right there in the hallway. She pulls away from him with a wet gasp, “Need you, please,” she says in a whine, her hips bucking into him even quicker, chasing the friction.
He has to stop her movements so they can tear themselves apart, and when they do they both take off quickly for his bedroom. Once they reach it, their clothes fly off quickly, and they're on his bed in no time.
“Wanna,” she moans, he takes her nipple into his mouth, sucking and licking until it becomes hardened.
“What, baby?” he coos, “What do you want?” he asks, his tone is sickeningly sweet, but there's just a bit of condescension laced in, she loves it.
“Wanna ride you, please, can I?” she feels incredibly desperate and horny and she would be embarrassed but Harry’s cock twitches at her words, so reckons that he's just desperate as she is.
“’Course you can,” he says, like it's the obvious answer.
She climbs onto his lap, his hands find their familiar place on her hips, and her bare pussy brushes against his cock with just enough friction for them to both shutter a bit. Liking how it feels, she gives an experimental buck of her hips, his cock gliding through her folds, coating him in her arousal.
“Don't be a tease,” he says, his voice is strained, his hands are gripping her harder.
She reaches between them to grab ahold of his cock, stroking down his shaft a few times before she lines him up at her entrance. He's leaking from the tip, and his head nudges at her clit when she does so.
She wants to take him all in one stroke, but she can't. She gets about halfway down before she has to lift back up, slowly sinking back down to get him inside. No matter how wet and how ready she is for him, he is very big.
“Your pretty little pussy can't handle my cock?” he asks rhetorically, “What happened, you took it so well last time.”
“I can, I can take it,” she whimpers, his teasing makes her wetter, she feels the slickness and uses it to her advantage to sink down further.
When she fully sinks done onto him, they both let out a sigh, and Harry immediately reaches between them to play with her clit. She takes her time to set the pace, this is a new angle for them, he’s so deep inside of her she doesn't know what to do.
She spreads her thighs just a bit further, and it burns but the feeling of him inside her more than makes up for it. With more access, she can go a bit faster, and he’s able to slip in even deeper.
“Fucking Christ, you're a goddess,” he says, his eyes watching where they're connected, watching his prick disappear inside her every time she eases back down onto him.
He can feel her getting tired, and even though she is working through the burn in her thighs, she feels him plant his feet on the bed, lifting up slightly before he starts to meet her thrusts. His are much sharper, harder, deeper than hers were and she immediately feels herself start to flutter around him.
“Cum,” he grits out, his grip tightening on her hips, “Can feel you squeezing me, cum on my cock, be a good girl.”
She does, she’s breathless when she does. The most she can manage is a shout-like moan, collapsing onto him while her orgasm crashes over her. Through the haze she feels him working her through it, through the ringing in her ears she can hear him talking her through it.
His thrusts are much less punctuated, sloppier and he’s moaning into her ear, so she knows he’s close. “Want you to cum inside of me,” she says, “Please, I want it,” she all but whines.
He comes shortly after her, a few more messy thrusts before he empties himself inside of her. She can feel him twitching inside of her, and the warmth that fills her and she knows that he came hard. His mouth finds hers in a frenzy, and they kiss breathlessly while they both come down from their respective highs.
She honestly doesn't want to get off of him, so they sit there like that for a bit, brief kisses here and there. She does eventually slide off of him when she feels that he’s soft inside of her. She's careful when she gets up from the bed, telling him she's going to go get cleaned up.
She waddles into the bathroom, fearing that everything he just gave her will start to leak out soon. While she cleans up, she orders her Uber. Harry is nowhere to be seen again when she emerges, but he did fold her clothes for her, what a gentleman; she finds him standing in his kitchen, drinking a glass of water.
When her Uber finally arrives, he walks her out again, making sure her driver isn't weird, just like the last time. She turns to say her goodbye and is met with an outstretched hand holding a phone, his phone. She looks at him in confusion, before she sees that it's unlocked and opened on the new contact section of his phone.
“Oh!” she says because she's honestly surprised that he wants her number. She takes the phone from his hand, adding herself as a contact before handing him his phone back. He thanks her quietly before she climbs into the Uber driver’s car, who has been watching their exchange in confusion.
The ride back to her apartment is the same as the last time, quiet and peaceful. Only this time her mind is spiraling, wondering why he wanted her number, though at the same time, she’s telling herself not to worry too much about it.
She follows the same routine she did when she got home from Harry’s before, showering and having a snack, sex with him seems to make her ravenous. She lays down in bed finally at around 3 am, setting her phone on the charger, just like before. The only difference this time is that as she sets her phone down for the night, it lights up with a notification from an unknown number,
“Hey, it’s Harry. Wanted to make sure you got home safe. Have a good night.”
She doesn't respond until the morning, simply because she only half reads the text before she falls asleep. When she fully wakes up, though, she texts him back,
“i got home safe and sound. thank you for checking in :)”
They don't talk much beyond that. She doesn't think they're at the friendship level to randomly text. Is it okay to send someone you’ve hooked up with a couple of times a funny TikTok?
“I have his number now,” Y/N remarks to both Faye and Georgia when she sees them next and they seem a bit shocked at this new development. “Yeah, I know. But we haven't been texting or anything. We're not best friends now.” And that's the extent of that, just a small, casual happening.
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It's a Friday when Harry texts her. He asks her what she's doing tonight, and when she responds that she plans to stay in for the night, he replies back almost instantly and asks her to come over. She does because she doesn’t have any other plans for the night.
“Hi,” he says, standing aside so she can walk in. She's been to his place twice now, but she’s never seen it like this. The kitchen looks like he freshly cleaned it, the faint scent of cleaning products lingers in the air with whatever he had for dinner. His TV is on in the living room, it’s usually off when she's there.
Harry doesn't immediately lead her to his bedroom, either, he asks her if she wants anything to drink and then ushers her to his couch when she politely declines. She idly wonders why he’s putting on the pretense of a friendly hangout when they both know why he invited her over, but she doesn't press him when he puts a movie on for them to watch.
If she didn't know any better, she might think he was trying to be almost romantic with her. But, she knows that's not what he does, and even though whatever they were was supposed to have ended weeks ago after one night, she knows better than to expect anything more than sex from him.
Of course, it takes maybe 30 minutes before he's got his cock buried inside of her, right there on his couch.
After they finish, and they’ve both gotten cleaned up, they meet back up in the living room. Harry is in the middle of rewinding the movie when she sits down. “Did actually want to watch the film, ya know,” he jokes, a short laugh leaving him before setting the remote down and settling back into the couch.
She joins him, “No, no, it’s a good movie so far, my Uber is only 5 minutes away, though,” she says, watching the little car on her phone screen move closer and closer. She had ordered the Uber for herself in the bathroom, anticipating her departure.
Harry’s shoulders deflate, but very quickly and he recovers even quicker, “Oh, yeah, that's fine. I’ll walk you down when it gets here then.” There's an emotion behind his words that he’s trying to hide, Y/N already knows she's going to be thinking about that later.
They once again follow their routine when the Uber shows up; Harry walks her down to the car, makes sure she gets in safely, and bids her farewell with a short wave. This time, she notices he stays outside longer to watch the car drive away, but he's walking back towards his house by the time they get down the street.
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Harry has started texting her more and more, just random things throughout the day, inviting her to grab coffee or if he makes too much dinner for himself, he’ll drop by her apartment and share it with her. They still do their booty calls, as Georgia calls them, they meet up, they fuck and then Y/N goes home. She’s content with that, really, she is and she thinks that Harry is too.
Tonight, however, Harry once again invited her over, and because Y/N can never get enough of him and his mouth and his dick, she’s at his place soon after. She doesn't think she’ll ever be able to get rid of the butterflies that she gets whenever she's with him.
She for sure doesn't think she’ll ever get tired of fucking him either. Everything he does is magical, like when he fucks her open with his fingers and circles his tongue around her puckered hole. She never thought ass eating would be hot to her until Harry.
When they’ve both gotten cleaned up, she goes on the hunt for her phone, it's nowhere to be seen in his room and she obviously needs it to get home.
“Have you seen my phone?” she asks, she knows she set it down but it was in a haze and Harry already had his hands down her pants.
“I think you put it down in the living room, wasn't really paying attention, though,” he says, coming over and kissing her neck, he pauses briefly, “Why?”
“I have to order my Uber,” she says, a breathy sigh leaving her mouth right after, Harry knows exactly where her sweet spot is.
“Don't worry about an Uber. You can just stay here,” he says, his tone is casual but Y/N can sense something behind it, like he's nervous to have said that out loud. “Don't want you to leave yet,” He keeps kissing her, moving up towards her jawline, and she feels the very familiar warmth of arousal spread through her again.
She doesn't think about the implications of this, doesn't want to right now. So, she doesn't, but she does let him pull her back into his bed for the second time that night.
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When she wakes up, Harry isn't in the bed beside her anymore. She looks around at her surroundings, squinting into the bright sunlight coming through his windows to do so. Her phone vibrates loudly on Harry’s bedside table loudly and it startles her into movement.
She doesn't look at the caller ID before answering, already able to guess who’s calling.
“Hello?” she answers, her voice is rough, full of sleep. She clears her throat to make it better.
“So you spent the night, hmm?” Georgia says, sounding much more awake than Y/N.
“How’d you know? Are you stalking me now?” Y/N asks, slowly rising from the bed, wincing at the ache between her legs. She needs to get dressed.
“Not necessarily, but I saw that your location hasn't changed for a few hours and I know that location is Harry’s house so I assumed.”
“I did spend the night, yes. For the first time since this little arrangement,” Y/N explains, walking into his bathroom in the hopes of finding her outfit from the previous night.
When she gets in there, she finds a pile of clothes on his bathroom counter, a new toothbrush set on top of it, and a post-it note, his handwriting telling her, these clothes are clean, but if you'd rather wear your own I put them on top of the hamper. She’s fighting with herself to be normal about this.
“Seems like a pretty significant development, if you ask me,” Georgia says, breaking Y/N out of her thoughts. Who would have thought a toothbrush and a pile of clothes would be so significant?
“Doubt it, think he’s just being nice,” Y/N says, and there's a long pause from Georgia, Y/N thinks she heard her heave a deep sigh before she replies.
“Okay, sure. Text me when you get home.” She says finally, and they say their goodbyes.
Y/N decided to just wear the clothes he set out for her, a t-shirt and a pair of shorts. She's brushed her teeth and is fixing her hair when she hears the first sign of life inside the house other than her, a pot loudly crashing to the floor and a hushed, “Fuck!”
She leaves the bathroom and makes her way to the kitchen where Harry is currently picking up pieces of bacon from the floor. He's shirtless, so she gets to watch his muscles flex as he goes, and when he stands she sees that he's wearing his sweatpants low on his hips.
A flutter races through her stomach, ending between her legs but her stomach also rumbles in hunger so she pushes her more inappropriate thoughts away. Harry notices her presence then, looking over with a smile on his face. She notices his eyes taking in her frame, her outfit, and sees a twitch in his sweatpants but she could just be imagining it.
“Good morning,” he says, throwing the bacon in the garbage, “I was...so I was making breakfast and things just kind of went to shit,” he says with a huff, it's then that she sees the full scope of the disaster in his kitchen. “Not really a breakfast type of lad,” he says with a sigh. She can see the attempt was made though, and that makes her heart flutter in a way that she hasn't felt in a while.
“We can- we can go out, though, and grab breakfast. I was hoping you would sleep long enough for me to fix things up, but-”
She interrupts him, “Harry, it's fine, don’t even worry about it. We can clean up together and make something else. I can make some eggs or pancakes if you want?”
His smile at her words is so wide and genuine that her heart skips a beat. “Yeah, that sounds perfect.”
They spend the morning cleaning up the kitchen and making breakfast together. There is an easiness in their interactions, an intimacy heightened by shared laughter and the simplicity of the moment. It feels like something more than just sex, but Y/N doesn't dare to put a name on it just yet.
After breakfast, once everything is cleaned up again, they settle into his living room, watching reruns of old sitcoms. It’s comfortable and domestic, and for a brief moment, Y/N allows herself to imagine what it would be like if this was their routine - lazy mornings and shared meals. But she quickly shakes the thought away, reminding herself that this isn't something either of them had signed up for.
When she eventually leaves that day, Harry drives her back to her apartment, walks her to her door, and gives her a hug before he departs. She feels an ache in her heart, somewhere deep because she isn't sure why it's there. She doesn't want to leave. She would probably be content to sit here for the rest of the day, and that scares her enough to completely ignore the feeling entirely.
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Things between them relax a bit after that because she isn't fully sure where they go from there. She can't seem to get Harry off her mind, and by the end of another long week, she decides she needs to get him off her mind.
She texts Georgia and asks for Connor’s number, hoping that she might have it or at least know someone who does, and though Georgia doesn't seem thrilled to give it to her, she does. A few texts with him and he lets her know he’ll be over to her place soon.
She hopes, in the back of her mind, that Harry doesn't find out. She knows it's technically irrational, they don't owe each other monogamy when they literally aren't together, but she can't shake the feeling of almost guilt that she feels as she waits for him to show up.
There's a quick knock on her door shortly after, she almost considers ignoring it, but she forces herself to get up and answer it.
“Harry..?” she’s incredibly confused when she opens her door. It's like a scene from the most cliche romcom she could ever imagine.
“Georgia told me you were having someone come over, and I just...I couldn't-” he shakes his head like he's trying to clear his thoughts. Y/N makes a mental note to ask her best friend why she's sharing her sex life with him, but for now, she lets Harry work through what he’s trying to say, her heart pounding in her chest.
“I’m not great at relationships,” he tells her, “I think I might be even worse at admitting my feelings when I have them,” he takes a deep breath, “Look, I know I was the one who said no relationships, but you just- I haven’t been able to get you out of my mind since that first night and I just needed to tell you the truth.”
It clicks for her, then, that she has feelings, real feelings for Harry. They've probably always been there, and maybe even Georgia caught them before she even could and that's why she'd told Harry about tonight, to save her from making a big mistake.
“Harry, I-” she starts, but he's still going.
"I know this changes things, and I'm sorry if it's not what you want. But I'm hoping you'd consider...maybe being more than just...whatever this is?" he gestures vaguely between them, his eyes never leaving hers.
“Harry-” she starts again, but now he's rambling, and he cuts her off again without meaning to.
"M’not trying to pressure you into anything, and if you don't want this, it's okay, I understand. I just... I care about you, a lot more than I thought I would, and I want to try... us, if you're willing," he finally finishes, looking at her with a wary but hopeful expression.
She pauses, gives him a second before she responds, and it feels like an unknown weight is lifted from her, “Yes, Harry," she says softly, her heart fluttering in her chest, "I want to try... us." The relief on his face is palpable, and she can't help but smile as he pulls her in for a kiss.
They've kissed many times before but this one has to be the best, she thinks.
“Would you like to come inside now?” she asks, already pulling her phone out of her pocket to tell Connor not to come over anymore.
His response is a wide grin and a nod. As they step into her apartment, their hands intertwined, she can't help but feel a sense of peace wash over her. This new chapter with Harry, whatever it may bring, feels right. And she's more than ready to explore it.
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Fluffy 15 with Captain Sy!!
Enjoy your weekend babe!! 😘
a cozy little home surrounded by flowers
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pairing: boyfriend!captain syverson x female reader
warnings: fluff, kissing, implied smut, slightly tipsy reader
word count: 1,200ish
a/n: thank you for the ask and the prompt: being ready for the next step!! hope you enjoy this bit of fluff ♡♡ (also this is my first time writing for Sy and i had to give him a first name so uhhh hope it works 😅)
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You walked out of the brunch place in the middle of downtown on a mission, your head held high with a righteous determination fueled by a few too many mimosas and your friends’ questions about your relationship. You stomped down the street to where your boyfriend of almost a year, Captain Jeremiah Syverson, stood next to his parked truck, waiting to pick you up from brunch. 
You walked right up to Sy, standing toe-to-toe with him and getting in his personal space—much closer than any other human would ever dare get to the massive veteran. Then you poked him square in the chest.
“Do you love me, Jeremiah Syverson?” you asked, your tone more demanding than questioning. 
Despite your loud voice and furious demand, your boyfriend didn’t look the least bit rattled. The only reaction he gave was the corner of his mouth curling into a tiny smirk, like he thought you were cute.
“I love ya,” Sy confirmed in his southern drawl, his voice washing over you.
You ignored the way your heart fluttered at his words, and the feeling of heat blooming between your thighs at his deep drawl. Desperately, you held onto your righteous anger and poked Sy in the chest again for good measure.
“So then why haven’t we moved in together yet?” you demanded, your voice cracking on the last word as emotion crept into your voice. It was the question you’d fielded multiple times at brunch, and by the time you’d finished eating, you realized you needed an answer yourself—not just one for your friends.
Sy’s eyes softened at the emotion in your tone and, he reached for you. His hands gripped your waist gently, pulling you even closer, until your feet were bracketed by his boots. He glanced over your shoulder and, even without looking, you knew your friends were watching.
All through brunch, they’d been filling your hands with mimosas and your head with questions about why Sy hadn’t initiated the next step in your relationship. The two of you had been exclusive for almost a year, and neither of you were young, so there was no reason to take your time. You knew you loved Sy, but at some point during brunch, you’d begun to wonder if he truly loved you back.
Sy seemed to have pieced together the reason for your questions by the time he looked back at you, his blue eyes kind as he met yours. Cupping your face in his big palms, he tilted your face toward him until you were staring up at him like he was the sun of your universe—which, you realized, was entirely true. Your fingers fisted in his t-shirt, clinging to him while you waited for his answer.
“Will you let me show you something?” Sy asked, his tone earnest enough that you let him get away with answering your question with a question.
“OK,” you agreed, melting a little under the sheer amount of affection in Sy’s shining blue eyes. Still, you were feeling needy. “Kiss first,” you whispered, a little bit of a whine seeping into your tone.
The corners of Sy’s mouth curved and he ducked down, pressing a sweet kiss to your lips. Your hands pressed to his chest, feeling the hard-packed muscle beneath the cotton fabric, while you moaned softly into his mouth. You tried to entice him into a deeper kiss by flicking your tongue along the seam of his lips, but he only chuckled and pulled back. 
“Naughty girl,” he chided lightly, making sure you were steady on your feet before he stepped back and opened the passenger door of his truck for you. He helped you climb into the seat and made sure you were settled before turning and waving good-naturedly at your friends. 
They all caught your eye through the open window of Sy’s truck and mouthed for you to keep them updated on where your boyfriend was taking you. You smiled and nodded, waving to them. 
Sy drove slowly through town while you leaned on the open window, letting the fresh spring air ease some of your anger and clear away the fizzy champagne bubbles in your head from the mimosas. You weren’t paying much attention to where Sy was driving, trusting him to keep you safe. 
When he pulled his truck to a stop in a neighborhood you didn’t recognize, you turned to your boyfriend with a questioning look Before you could ask where you were, though, Sy flashed a small grin your way and hopped out of the truck. He walked around the front and helped you down from your seat, holding your hand as he towed you onto the sidewalk in front of a house.
But it wasn’t just any house—it was the house of your dreams. It was small and cute and absolutely surrounded by lush greenery and bright, beautiful flowers. The house was everything you’d ever dreamed about, and all you wanted was to call the place home. You looked to Sy with tears in your eyes and a question on your tongue you were too excited to voice.
“I was going to wait until our anniversary next week,” Sy explained, his mouth curved in a smile and the southern twang in his drawl deepening the way it always did when he was happy. “But since you insist you’re ready to take the next step now…” he trailed off, taking your hand and leading you onto the property.
You followed him up the front path, past daisies and other spring flowers. Already, your mind was spinning with ways to expand the garden and even more flowers you wanted to plant, but Sy’s hand in yours kept you grounded. When you stood on the front porch, he turned to face you and held up a key. 
“Will you move in with me, baby girl?” Sy asked, his voice low with emotion.
For a moment, you were so overwhelmed with happiness, you just stared at the silver key in Sy’s hand. You weren’t meaning to, but if you made him sweat a little, good. Finally, you looked away from the key and too your boyfriend, a wide grin spreading across your face.
“Yes!” you cried, launching yourself into Sy’s arms, making him almost drop the key to your new house. You giggled happily, wrapping your arms around Sy’s shoulders and squeezing him tight. “Yes, I’ll move in with you Jeremiah Syverson!” 
Sy’s arms circled your waist and he spun you around, both of you laughing loudly, the sounds of your joy filling the spring day. Sy kept holding you as he used the key to open the front door and carry you inside. 
You were too busy planting kisses all over Sy’s cheeks and neck and even nuzzling your lips into his beard to kiss his jaw that you didn’t look around at the inside of your new home. You could do that later. Beides, it didn’t matter if you were paying attention because Sy was too focused on carrying you up the stairs and into the bedroom. 
Your boyfriend laid you down on the bed, his body covering yours, and proceeded to show you just how ready he was for the next step in your relationship—and just how much he wanted to spend the rest of his life with you in the cozy little home surrounded by flowers.
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